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hey google. what's a good birthday gift to give to someone who you haven't talked to in months and also they're halfway across the world and also i can't ship it to them. so yeah just over text. thanks i'll check back in 15-17 minutes at 350 degrees
#chirping#god i'm so tired#idk what to tag this type of post#nonsense. nonsense is what it is#ohhh i'm working then too. ugh#trying to think trying to think#i could. draw something? i can't friggin draw#i can write but like.#'hey happy bday i wrote fanfiction of characters you've never heard of for you :)'#maybe i'll commission someone?#no that's too. much. ughhhhhhhh#idk. i try to be the friend who i want to have which means wishing people happy birthday and watching/reading their recommendations#but gift giving gets a little hard when there's no way for them to get the gift#'just wish them a happy birthday!' i hear you start to type#and i will!! but. i wish i could do more.#man i'm tired#i need friends who live near me. i want to give gifts again...#and i'll def ship gifts and stuff#but that's money and time. which i don't always have.#oh maybeeee photos? like i take nice photos of wildlife and stuff? that'd be cool.....#OH YEAH that's totally it. ehehehehe
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Stay With Me didn't let us down! 😭 We got kisses and a confession. There is no way anyone can say it's not a BL now. 🙄 Not that there was any doubt even before that. The subtext was just too obvious.
I can't believe they went there. Super sleuths have already found that it really is just lip balm, but the implication is clearly that Wu Bi's dad found his lube. Wu Bi why did you do your dad dirty like that? Don't smear your lube on his mouth! 🤣
Wu Bi was about to confess but he chickened out. 😅 Shy Wu Bi is so cute. Wu Bi really can't live without Su Yu. He had never been that bitchy and rude to Mo Yi before, but now there's someone at home he wants to be with and has no time for Mo Yi's shit.
First almost caught by Wu Bi's dad and now Mao Chong. Su Yu's nervous shifty eyes cracked me up. We all know he and Wu Bi have been doing something something in his room.
They are so happy to see each other!😭Their smiles. Really, I can't. I love how much they love each other. I could not stop smiling watching them hug.
Oh how I squealed. THEY ARE SO FRIGGIN CUTE!!! AHHHHHHH! This might literally be my favorite moment in the entire series.
"Go cough somewhere else" lol. Poor Mo Yi. Right in front of his salad.
Su Yu's little smile is EVERYTHING. I feel like we're missing a scene before this though. It just seems a bit out of place that Wu Bi would run up to kiss Su Yu at school and for Su Yu to not be surprised or embarrassed. I'm counting on that uncut release later. Actually I felt like the editing for these two eps was a bit choppy. I'm going to guess it's because they cut a bunch of stuff because it was too gay.
I love all the subtle ways they show us they're boyfriends. Su Yu casually using Wu Bi as a leg rest, Wu Bi teasing Su Yu about him not knowing he's Wu Bi's most important person, Su Yu taking care of Wu Bi, and Wu Bi making not so subtle hints about their relationship in front of everyone. Why always in front of Doudou? Always! 😅
The normally aloof Su Yu kissed Wu Bi! Again it's Su Yu's little smile after the kiss that makes it so sweet. The spoilers were actually true! I didn't think this would happen because in the behind the scenes Jiongmin had said there was no scene where he kisses Xu Bin, but here we are! Xu Bin's dream has finally come true. 🤭
I was not expecting such an explicit confession! They tried to hide the gay a little by having Su Yu add the ocean part, but Wu Bi's qq screen name is 我想我是海 (I wish I am the sea) and so when Su Yu shouts 我爱你, 大海 (I love you sea), he is not so subtly telling Wu Bi that he loves him. Awwwww. 🥹
But also, I have to drag production a bit on the terrible green screen CGI here. It looks so fake! Did they run out of money? How hard is it to film a sunset at a beach?
No. Don't you dare Mo Yi. Fuck off. If the last two eps break my heart I'm going to consider SWM as having only 22 episodes where the boys are together and happy.
The girls on weibo only went a little crazy. I didn't see SWM on the main hot search but they were trending for a little while. Hopefully it was short enough where it didn't draw too much attention. 😅
#girding my loins for the angst and pain to come#but until then i will swoon over how cute and sweet these boys are#i seriously can't believe how obvious they are being about wu bi and su yu fucking#stay with me#stay with me the series#哥哥你别跑#reaction time: swm
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So I painted my yoga mat... I'm including the process and credits below the cut.
So, I have been wanting a cork yoga mat for a while. Do I need one? No. Will I pick up yoga again for a month and then quit? Hopefully not, but likely yes.
Every time I get back into yoga, I start looking at cork yoga mats because they're grippier and also very very pretty. The only problem is... they are friggin' expensive.
I first was attracted to cork yoga mats because of some of the really amazing designs, but I can't afford this shit. Instead, I settled for a cheaper cork yoga mat that is plain, and I thought that if I saved up enough money and still cared about yoga enough to buy a fancy one, I would.
But then I got to thinking... could I paint my yoga mat? And the answer is yes, yes I can.
I originally got the idea when I read online of other people doing this to their rubber and PVC mats, so you do not need a cork mat to do this!
Buying the Mat
Even an inexpensive cork yoga mat is still far more than I've ever spent on one before, so I had to choose wisely. I ended up choosing the Gaiman cork yoga mat, which is about 5mm in thickness. It's roughly 68 x 24 inches. One thing I had read is that cork mats can get quite heavy, but this one is pretty lightweight while still being cushy. I was really tempted to use it right away, but I didn't want it to get dirty or oily before I painted it.
The Design
I am not an artist. I cannot draw well enough to freehand something confidently. What I do have is a Cricut Maker. If you don't know what a Cricut Maker is, it's an ill-advised purchase that I got secondhand and is actively ruining my budget. Depending on the model, it can cut out designs on a variety of materials, such as vinyl or infusible ink and can even tool leather. I used cardstock for this project to cut out stencils.
There are many free SVG templates out there as well as images created by other Cricut Makers that are only .99 each. There are many, many other places where you can purchase designs as well, or you can create your own! I am not talented enough to create my own design.
I tried several free SVGs, didn't like them, and then stumbled on this on Design Space, the Circut Maker program/shop. To quote Macklemore, "But shit, it was 99 cents!"
The image was designed by GlamSVG by Emylia and the inspiration came from an embroidery pattern by Emily June, which you can find HERE. I went through an embroidery phase during quarantine, and I have mine hung on the wall. I look at it daily.
I had to resize this image to fit my yoga mat, which ended up being 24 x 36". Because I cut the stencil out of cardstock, I had to segment everything into 8.5x11 pieces, cut, weed, and then piece it all back together on the mat. Once I had all the pieces, I stuck them to transfer paper to keep the floating segments in place. I organized and labeled everything so I could put it back together again easily. It looked like this:
Once it was assembled, I sprayed the backs with temporary adhesive so the stencils would stay down. I removed the transfer paper and began painting the outline. I did end up losing a couple of the floating pieces (see the letter O and the leaf on the far right side), so I had to freehand some of it. Overall, the stencil turned out great!
I had a variety of success with the temporary adhesive. Because I bought a more inexpensive mat, I soon discovered how not durable it is. The 'temporary' adhesive pulled up small pieces of cork after I removed the stencil. This was partially my fault, since I didn't pull up the stencil as I went. Still, there were pieces that were going to lift anyway. This revealed that the cork is only one layer, but fortunately, each piece of cork that lifted was quite small and unnoticeable, and the thread behind it matched in color. It wasn't ideal, but I could live with it.
Some of the cardstock became permanent fixtures on the mat, which I then had to paint over. Also, some of the stencil didn't stick at all, so I had minor bleed through. Problems all around! But it still turned out nicely!
I need to preface that I have never painted anything before. Well, that's a lie. I've painted a wall, and six years ago I had a Bob Ross themed birthday party. The SO, however, is the son of an artist and taught me about mixing acrylic. His first tip was to test out colors. I used Paint.Net and came up with this mock-up:
I knew I wanted the heart anatomy to be shades of red, so that was easy. The flowers were harder. I tried my favorite colors, like yellow and purple, but it didn't sit right visually. I turned to Canva Color Wheel to help me find complementary colors to the shades of red I wanted to use. That's how I came up with the pretty blues. To mix the colors, I used ColorHexa to show me the percentage of CYMK I needed.
Here are some progress shots:
I'm super happy with how it turned out! My color mixing didn't turn out exactly like the mock up, but I love the results. The last step was to let it dry for at least 48 hours. Then I set it with Mod Podge Acrylic Sealer.
I chose Mod Podge since it's non-toxic, and I will be putting my face on it. Also, my dogs walk on it while I do yoga. They think it belongs to them. :) Knowing now that there is only 1 layer of cork, I do worry how it'll hold up to dog nails over time.
Lastly, the real test was to see if it would roll, and it does! So now I just need a yoga strap, and I'm good to go!
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moar Bigarrena household... friggin toddlers
Inti and Entzu have autonomously been trying for moar babies since the birth of the youngests because of course they have, but no luck yet
Neighbors Waiata and Arvi are visiting, what could possibly go wrong
ARVI AND INTI WTF
once again acr destroys my game and life
Entzu, like me, is devastated
Meanwhile Indartsu and Suyana continue to make me mad. Arvi disapproves too but idk who he thinks he is to be judging.
Someone has to draw a line somewhere. We've seen a couple sims forgiving their cheating spouses and staying together, but I don't need that to become the norm, and I think this is a hard line for Entzu.
Entzu: How could you, Inti? We made a vow to be true to each other! You've hurt me terribly and I can't have my children thinking this is an okay way to treat their spouses - or something they should put up with from anyone. We're over!
Inti: Over?? Entzu! We were just.. flirting..
As angry and hurt as Entzu is, he can't help himself from checking Inti out until she runs off lot
The toddlers slept through the breakup, but the older kids are crushed by the news.
Entzu tries to comfort Nahia...
Even the next morning is hard. Entzu's not used to waking up alone...
Although he's not really all alone I guess. Duty calls!
And that's all from this household for this round :/
#sims 2#test of time challenge#moon islands#neanderthal stage#bigarrena household#inti bigarrena#nahia bigarrena#izar bigarrena#dot the dog#poza bigarrena#entzule bigarrena#arvi nubbe#waiata keta#indartsu lehenik#suyana akoko#nerea bigarrena#miretsi bigarrena
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A test task I've done right when I got sick, four days ago, so it feels a bit like a fever dream, how I was maniacally drawing, modelling and texturing 3 days in a row. And the final piece has this feverish vibe, I think x) So, the theme was a retrofuturistic dieselpunk+atompunk bomb shelter's atrium leading to living rooms. I didn't know there is a whole genre called atompunk, but apparently good old Fallout series is a part of it. And also it was told that the main focus would be the wall, ceiling, floor and railings design. You have 3 days to make it using any medium. I've decided to use my 2D-concept art skills + modest 3D Blender somewhat skills + aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand my new passion, making procedural textures in Substance Designer, which I've started to learn and use about a 1,5 month now. I thought, let's mix useful and pleasurable, shall we? The best way to learn something is learning it on the field. Come on, I've learned Photoshop while drawing my first picture book in uni, it works.
First thing first is to find the whole vibe. I'm by far not an architecture expert, most of my life I've been drawing characters, but the thing I've learned about it that there should be a pleasing repeated pattern of shapes to look at. As it doesn't suppose to look natural\organic, there should be a decent amount of straight lines, so it will look manmade. And it's freakin' hard to find this fine line between atompunk and regular sci-fi and I don't think I've managed it. But that's the thing with test tasks, what matters is: • the amount and diversity of variations you provide • your desicion making to show what you as a professional think works best • your ability to turn any variation into a project • your determination to finish it Even if your choice might not fit the project one employer has in their mind, other potential employers will see your work too and might find it fitting for their projects.
My idea was to create a wall of doors that will also be a tileable wall texture that I'd do in Substance Designer. I was so thrilled about it as I was so inspired by so many tutorials on Youtube and Artstation how it would be fun to do my first sci-fi panel...
...and oh my friggin' gosh it took me 6h in one sit to make it. I was so focused I think I've rarely breathed, my shoulder was aching and burning form tension, it was about 01:00 am and I was slightly panicking if I could finish everything else. It was the end of a day 2, I've spent 1.5 day on concept arts and this door. But still I was determined, as having a clear idea what to do (concept-art) and a tile that will cover 1\3 of the final piece (doors) is already a lot. Everything else can be improvised on the go. I've tested my door texture in Blender, was relieved it works and went to sleep. And I was also getting slightly cold and coughing a little, but I haven't thought about it.
When I have a goal, I even wake earlier than usual. It's a day 3, I must put everything in it. So after a really challenging for a texture novice like me door creating a floor tiles was like walk in the park. It was fun, not painful and done before the noon, so I was confident in myself. And I've began my blocking in Blender. It is not by any mean a sophisticated 3d-modelling as a true 3d-artist would do. If any professional 3d-artist looks inside my Blender kitchen, their hair would turn grey. I do the same when I model my scenes for Deciphering comic: if it looks right, than it works for me. In game development production it's also the case that concept artist's models are only a reference for 3d-artists, so if you are a concept artist you can just don't bother about how technically disasterous and wrong in terms of wireframe and polygons your models could be.
Slightly unreasonable tangent: Blender, why are you such a bitch when it comes to spiral stairs?! WHY? Why, you caprisous shmack, what the matter with you, why can't you do a decent spiral stairs in the first try?! Why every time I'm doing the spiral stairs I have to pull my hair from the head, dance with drums and shout curses at you, and you still do it through you digital asshole?! So... yeah. My initial idea with a solid staircase went to the trashbin as I couldn't handle mine and Blender's temper and there've been not so much time left, it was around 8 pm. So I was thinking on my foot how I could turn it into something that looks like a designer desicion and not rushed last minute one, but yeah, I've failed it. I've also find out that I got sick and had a high body temperature. Yay!
By the way, stained glass looking texture on walls was an accident. When I was testing my door texture, I've made a mistake an applied it on the whole bloking area. It stretched across everything in an ugly way, but... this screen pattern looked good. Surprisingly good. It would be a crazy idea to have a glass walls in the suposed bomb shelter, but... damn it looked interesting. So I've created a new texture just for this part. Yeah, design over functionality, that's how it gets born, that's how it goes. Just some happy accidents.
Then I've figured it would be a right time to do a fast concepts for railings... but my tablet decided to not respond. I've tried to install new drivers, checked eveything, lost an hour on it and decided: f*ck it, I'll finish it with my mouse if I must. Luckily I still had my Samsung Galaxy tablet so I quickly doodle some designes for railings. But composing the final concept art was still going to be done by mouse.
This is when I've accepted that this is more a steampunk-ish train station with a bit of 60s than a bomb shelter and let it go. We have high ceilings? Let's have polls to the roof. No, let's also have a balcony under the roof. Let's have an elevator with glass and metal ornaments. Let it be more retro than futuristic! Can you hear I had a high temperature and feverish determination? I've made several Eevee shots as they were fast to render and compose.
And a Cycles engine one for a better presentation. As my tablet died, there wasn't much I could paint over it, but I've tried to hide a couple of rendering mistakes. Mostly it was just about composing rendering maps, masks and filters in Photoshop - and I also was close to my limits as it was 02:30 am when I've finished it.
It looks a bit as this whole location is underwater, but it's fine. Brings some mystery to it. Next morning I've send and still haven't received any answer. But it's alright, if they don't find it fitting, and decline. It's actually happened to me several times, when my test tasks for one company is liked by other one. That's not the main case I'm talking about. Every now and then an artist should do some kind of challenge, as only challenging yourself you learn something new. It's a never-ending journey and that's the beauty of art, it's not just a job, it's a way of life. And gee I've learned several things during this one! It may look like a screenshots from 2000s oldschool videogame, but hella I love old school videogames. It may not lead me to a new job in a short run, but in the long one it feels like a one of a millions steps in my art journey and I'm strangely inspired to create more of this obscure kind of environments.
And thanks for reading!
#my art#my post#scifi#science fiction#retro science fiction#retro scifi#retro futuristic#concept art#environment concept#game concept art#atompunk#steampunk#blender#substance designer#interior design#futuristic#environment concept art#atrium#arainmorn's art
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So fellers, I can't promise that this'll be the last post I make about them. They don't fucking listen when they're the reason why nothing's going their way. I may be petty, but blocking, reporting, and IP banning them with the handy dandy statcounter is STRONGLY recommended (if you can afford to anyway, statcounter has a monthly payment thing).
I personally suspect that they have an alt account that none of us are aware of, and I'll say with full confidence that I could be wrong.
I started knowing they existed on account of their dry writing and their godmodding, and after, they'd start to ask a mutual some intrusive and condescending messages on why they're so kind to me. Not my character apparently, me. They don't bother to learn character names and just use URLs to shit talk. They'd ask why there's fanart of my woof child and their muse, which lmao, why's that a fucking problem? Mind your own beezwax. They would also bombard that mutual with asks about their shadowban issue, why can the mutual see other people's asks instead of theirs, and the most the mutual could do was tell them what it means and how they can fix it (which they never did). And as you might've seen earlier, they said me drawing fanart of fictional characters was "weird" and talked about it like it was self insert art I was doing. Self insert art's not even an issue to begin with but yet they took it personally lmao. Perish. Also I wouldn't make my self insert be a fucking child, and the art wasn't even shippy in the slightest.
It got to the point where my mutual blocked them, and they moved onto a Vegeta blog, and really milked that cow dry for how long they'd keep messaging them and whining about them not jivin' with the godmodding, along with complaining to that Vegeta and someone else about everyone making bad comments about their oc. If you look into their blog, you'll see that this person does not have a bio what so ever. Not even in a separate post. So quite clearly they're just expecting everyone to submit to her Mary Sue powers despite the fact we know nothing about them. They even info dumped the same Vegeta through an ask which, dude. Limited text. Look it up.
And then, they would bombard a Raditz rper and bitch about how he's not submitting to their random stranger shit while Raditz accepted a fucking BLT from one of my adult muses, bombard an oc blog like "you're flirting with Raditz, I can tell, your oc's not any better than MINE", AND, try to act like they're such a hotshot at writing, which as you might've guessed, they're not. And they're actively painting themselves in a bad light instead of listening to people and accepting boundaries. They also bugged the shit out of a Beerus mutual, and another mutual who writes ocs, just 'cause the other's muse was just vibin' and giving Beerus food. There's literally nothing wrong with that, yet they'd keep bugging the other mutual with shit like "oh beerus is only keeping you around 'cause you're giving him food, beerus isn't nice blahblahblah".
Do you see a pattern here? They'll get pissy when they don't get any attention from all four of those characters, and send jealous, petty bitch-sounding messages over two friggin children that are just being nice. Imagine being jealous of a fucking child. Actually suck in that shame like a juice box, 'cause that is PATHETIC. Jealousy is legitimately not a healthy thing to have, especially over something like roleplay, and when you actively guilt trip or shit talk them just 'cause of that, that's even more pathetic. And hella possessive. Good luck being possessive when the muns aren't interested in your oc to begin with lmao.
They also chased off somebody after stalking them for a full on year, as I've been told, which from people saying "that explains a lot" when I said who they were, that's...unsettling. Not surprising, but unsettling. And they're suspected to be another individual named Skye. I dunno if that's true but that's why I say "suspected."
TLDR; Please for your own sanity, block @phoenixissims and report them for their harassment. Do whatever you can to keep them far away from you as possible. The Dragon Ball side of the RPC is not the only RPC they've harassed over the years, so it isn't their first rodeo with being annoying and creepy. Do not waste your time with a message.
Now with all that out of the way, phoenixissims, go fuck yourself with a pitchfork, and everyone else? Have a nice rest of the month. I'm going back to my usual tomfoolery.
#outofpuppups#{Negative}#{Callout tw}#Like I said in musecheerios; not sugarcoating shit for this person.#I'll only delete if friends 'n moots ask me to.#But if phoenix tries I'll just laugh. You brought this upon YOURSELF.
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you know the usual
hehe
1- I got no freckles 2-I drink tea, hate coffee cause it's bitter. Tea usually makes me sleepy,, 3-Last song i listened to? lemme check
If i die, you better say rip /silly
don't usually listen to this stuff,,,,but vibe was right 4- How do i sleep? I usually sleep in what my sister likes to call 'the baby position' lol [side] 5-Do i sleep with a stuffed animal? Usually, now they under the bed though [im too lazy to pick it up 🔥🔥🔥] 6-Do i prefer writing or drawing? Too tired to do either but drawing,,, 7-answered this in another ask! 8-also answered this in another ask! 9-27/11/09 is mah birthday 10-How tall am i? FRIGGIN 160CM >:[ [wait i think i answered this one too-] 11-My eye color is dark brown [aka black but technically no eye color is black] 12-assuming this question is about real hugs I'd rather jump off a building then hug anyone irl 13-Fears?
Most people, getting found out on anything 14- my favorite color is red, purple, black, pastel yellow, and orange
15-answered this in another ask! 16-I want to tattoo a sleeve or two, not sure what it'd be though 17-Got ear piercings i fuggin hate, dont want any tbh 18-Last person i texted would be my sister on discord lol 19- Dunno about yaya anymore, but probably you, and i think we started being friends this year 20- I miss H a lot, im litterally aroace asf, but she's,,,,, >< getting back together would mean my irl friends dont hang around w me anymore tho so idk 21- My day today was :P 22-Idk how much sleep i got lol 23-I believe in aliens by technicality, cus even like germs or micro-organisms we dont know of are aliens, so like,, 24-The last time i cried Today lol, my mum was being mean and i was already rlly frustrated,, 25-Dont got one fav decade
CONTINUING ANSWERING THIS AFTER A BREAK 26-Childish stuff i like? cant think of anything, maybe plushies but i know a bunch of people who got way more than me and i think it's pretty normal, but idk 27- My favorite book Really really really hard to answer just one SO TOP THREE- Girl in pieces [I FUCKING BAWLED MY EYES OUT I FUCKING AAAA] The outsiders [ALSO CRIED. IN THE MIDDLE OF CLASS [w a buncha my classmates lol since it was for school], THAT FUCKING ENDING. if you read any book, you gotta try this, bucketlist potential] That was then, this is now [okay so to be honest i think i just like it because it was writen by S.E hinton, who wrote the outsiders, but like,,,,it's good. Thinking back though it was kinda mid but at the time i read it, i thought it was good so yeah,,,probably would only reccomend this if your a fan of the outsiders] 28-How am i really? Can't tell what im feeling right now, but probably a good feeling 29-Does it take me a long time to make decisions? Not really, if you give me a day to make a decision i'll make it in a day, if you give me a year i'll take a year, so depends on how much time i'm given 30-What am i looking forward to in the near future? camp!! Going there next thursday
31-What am i looking forward to in the distant future? Leaving home, transitioning, and studying psychology 32-If i could be anywhere rn, where would i wanna be? Arcade,,, 33-Sleep with door open or closed? I sleep with my door closed, my mum doesn't let me close the door at all but i wait till she sleeps and claim the wind dun it or something 34-My favorite flower is the chrysanthemum! 35-no idea what a squish is 36-My middle name is bassically "House of [dads name]", i dont hate it or anything but its kinda just there. 37- cats over dogs but i leik dogs 38- Do i have any phobias? haphephobia, trypanophobia, and hemophobia [ironically lol] [[hemophobia for me though is a bit complicated,,]] 39-Do i stay up late? Not really 40-Do i like the beach? Do i prefer it sunny or cloudy? Hate the beach. Australian beaches are the fucking worst. I hate blue bottles with all of my fucking heart. THAT SHIT IS PAINFUL I prefer sunny weather generally but i would never go to a beach 41-My favorite cartoon would be murder drones, TADC, and hazbin maybe but i stopped watching it 42- Moots,,, 43- I got 2 younger sisters 44-Last person i said i love you too would be you lol
45-I'd die for anyone just let me die /hj 46-What do i do when im sad? Pain meds, listen to music, cry, and get stuck in my head lol 47-Dont got a phone number Ik my mums tho ig 48-Who can i trust with my life? You 49-
[it's my sisters birthday lol]
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I understand that people are voting for their faves here, but this got me to thinking about who would actually win in a fight. That's right — theoretical crossover fights. Classic geek conversation topic, right there.
(This will contain ***SPOILERS*** for both Mirai Nikki/Future Diary and Puella Magi Madoka Magica. It's the cost of doing business.)
If we were to assume (or somehow force to be true) that the two goddesses in question were equal in divine power, then the winner would obviously be Yuno Gasai. She has that Machiavellian intelligence and far more experience in actual combat (which is to say she has any friggin' experience prior to her ascension). In comparison, Madoka Kaname has... uh, a magical bow she never actually used in real life in her native timeline? Even if she could draw upon the combat experiences of other Madokas across the multiverse, I'm sorry, but this is NOT gonna be close.
But if we don't assume that we're forcing this to be a "fair" fight by limiting them to one unified powerset, and we instead let them use any powers they have at their disposal as shown in their own stories... WELL. That's going to make a BIG difference, because there's clear evidence that their godhoods are NOT equal.
We can confirm certain commonalities, at least: They can both fly, both typically dwell within a different 'layer' or 'area' of reality than the one humanity inhabits, both can time-jump (as shown in both series) and both can even view/create/enter alternate realities/dimensions (proven in the "Magia Record" mobile game for Madoka and shown as a consequence/side effect for interfering with the timeline after a time-jump for Yuno).
But in unique powers? Well, it seems like Yuno might have some kind of telekinesis to lift and throw things — pretty goddamn large things. We mostly see Murmur doing this, but A) I can't imagine that the servant has that much more power than her master and B) It's not clear who makes the rocks float and the chunk of Earth lift up out of the ground prior to Yuno pulling her time-jump near the end of the series, but it sure seems like Yuno. If Yuno does have this telekinesis, we can't confirm whether Madoka can or can't do the same; all we know is that we don't see Madoka pull that on-screen. But as for Madoka's unique abilities... she has something VERY useful on her side that Yuno is confirmed to NOT be able to do.
See, as a Goddess of Space & Time, Yuno inherited the abilities of Deus Ex Machina — a deity who very pointedly did NOT have the ability to resurrect the dead or access their souls. We're told that once someone has died, their souls are completely beyond his reach, so that must naturally go for Yuno as well. Yet Madoka has no such weakness. FIRST we see her visit some kind of afterlife/purgatory and literally talk to a dead friend in the last episode of her TV series. And THEN the sequel movie Rebellion has her resurrecting some of her fellow magical girls to charge into battle alongside her. (You might be thinking "She only sent their souls or whatever into some sideline Bubble Universe, so they probably weren't literally resurrected in reality." However, the fact that we see them escape from that Bubble Universe and still be present in the real world is forcing me to assume that they were fully physically alive.)
You get the point: If Madoka Kaname can call upon her deceased friends to battle at her side (and as we're shown in Rebellion, those dead friends can call upon both their magical girl AND witch powersets), that's really gonna put Yuno on her back foot. I suppose we could say that it's "unfair" to call upon additional allies in a one-on-one fight, but I strongly doubt we're imagining some kind of friendly sparring match. And in a legit fight, there are typically no rules.
Naturally, if Madoka can call upon the souls of the afterlife, it would be fair for Yuno to bring her own allies — God-form Yuki and their collection of Murmurs. But I don't feel super great about the chances of such a lineup when they're put up against an army of combat-experienced magical girls.
Even so... I can't say this is a 100% assured victory in Madoka's favor just because of how Puella Magi Madoka Magica: Rebellion ends. In the climax of that movie, it only takes ONE hyperfixated girl straddling the border between magical girl and witch — i.e., not even someone as high-ranking as a goddess — to grab onto Madoka's hands, and suddenly the pink-haired goddess is made vulnerable. And then Madoka is ripped apart, functionally tearing her divine self from her human side (albeit not completely).
It appears this happens because the perpetrator, Homura, possesses a powerfully obsessive desire that makes it possible. And Yuno is certainly no stranger to obsessive desires; the difference is that hers aren't directed at Madoka. Still, this does open up the possibility that Yuno MIGHT be capable of pulling a similar tear-apart on Madoka. So: Can Yuno maneuver/manipulate Madoka into a situation wherein Yuno can physically grab onto Madoka? And then can Yuno leverage her own fixations to empower herself to rip Madoka in two, isolating her foe's powers?
Maybe so. Sure, Madoka was only able to be grabbed and weakened because she was dealing with someone she trusted, but Yuno is manipulative and crafty. She has a chance at getting Madoka to lower her guard enough. Yet even with that potential weakness, I don't think this puts the odds back in Yuno's favor. It's more of an outside possibility that could be exploited by someone in the know, not something that outweighs the friends and allies at Madoka's fingertips. Even if Yuno COULD pull this off, it's not like it would completely defeat Madoka. Which is really one more reason why I still think Madoka is the most likely victor.
(Side note: I'm aware that Yuno has a similar weakness of her own: The fact that she seems to lose access to her goddess abilities if she doesn't remember she has them. But we don't have any evidence that Madoka can manipulate memories, so it's a non-issue.)
With that said, I suppose I've settled on the most "Anime" answer possible — the power of bonds and friendship overcoming all obstacles, etc. :P Ultimately, Madoka's backup is going to be better at fighting and stronger in power than Yuno's backup, and that's the deciding element IMO.
#yuno gasai#madoka kaname#crossover fights#polls#mirai nikki#future diary#puella magi madoka magica#puella magi madoka magica: rebellion#overthinking#anime#mirai nikki spoilers#pmmm spoilers#pmmm
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Spill it
This is my very first thing I’ve written for this ship publicly. Just some random fic after their graduation party from senior year and Dipper is a freaking dork and wants to plan a special thing yada yada. This is more Mable perspective but a few of Dipper’s as well.
The sky is swarmed with hues of blues and pinks crashing into one another showing the slightest hint of purple. Both backs flattened against the grassy meadow floor. They lay intertwined as they gaze upon the sky shifting from day to night. Mable was in awe. Dipper planned this special twin time that she wasn’t even told about. She was surprised he had any time to plan anything. He became so wrapped up in college essays and applications he hadn’t allotted enough time for twin time. She understood though. Her head lying on her brother's shoulder sneaking a few looks at his jawline with scruff. Gosh, when did dip-dop get all manly man over here? She smirks but feels her face flush. His arm tightens around her middle as he keeps his face sternly upward to the stars. Her frame molds into his side. Naturally, Mable lays her hand softly onto his chest. She can feel the sparse chest hair as she draws small circles with her index finger. She looks up again to steal another look at her brother. His face reddened with droplets of sweat beading down from his forehead to his temples and downward.
Her face scrunched in dismay. What is going on with him ? Why is he making that my-brain-is-gonna-explode-face? Mable decides to break the confusing tension lifting her head propped by her hand. Her head overtops his. Less than an inch away. She's taking in every part of her brother now. Okay, wow. How have I never noticed how friggin handsome he is. Geez gimme a dollop of that manly dippin sauce. Though she gives herself a brow questioning why the hell she's getting all hot over her bro she ignores it. Focus Mable girl focus. Rationalizing it's just simply admiration for her twin and nothing more. In a tone of concern with her fingers pressing deeper into his chest, "So what's going on in that nerd brain?" Dipper is at loss for words. He tries not to make eye contact in order to let any words escape his mouth. Giving out a terrible fake chuckle, "What are you talking about Mabes ?" Mable begins to roll her eyes with a disgruntled sigh. "Dip we have been through this. You know that I can tell when something is off with you. Now spill the beans." She does a fake flick in the air demanding the beans must be spilled. He sighs as he lifts himself from the ground. Both of them sat crisscrossed staring at each other. Mable feels a churn in her stomach. Aghhh Dipperson sir you are causing so much not good feels. What could you possibly say that'd make you act like such a sweaty dork? Besides his usual sweaty self. He puts his head in his hand. Burrowing as much as possible to become invisible. She can't watch her brother like this. "Dipper what's wrong?" She started to think it must be school. Going to college next month in different states farther than they've ever been from each other. "Dip I-" but she stopped to find her brother lifting his head with his eyes darting at her.
His eyes are dark but glassy. There are pricks of droplets on the ends of his eyes. He is on the verge of crying but passionately determined. He whispers leaning inward, "Just please don't freak out." She doesn't register his words as he cups her cheeks pressing his lips against hers. Her mind is ablaze. She doesn’t pull away. She let’s it linger for as long as she can have this moment. She knows this is not okay normal twin activities. The idea of actually realizing why this is continuing on her behalf she can’t think about right now. Naturally her lips take his in. Softly suckling his bottom lip into her mouth. Dipper is now holding his breath trying not to breathe through his nose to hard and ruin this moment. Mable pulls away as her lids are low sheepishly. The twins take in the deepest breathe they may have ever taken. So deep they can both feel the tightness in their chests. He looks at her in shame. Mabel can’t watch a second more of that face. She wants whatever he is giving her more than she can admit. She pulls him in by his shoulders kissing him hard and frantic. He lets his sister do whatever he wants to her. He is just thankful she isn’t running away. He could be shitting his pants and throwing up his intestines. In the insane almost impossible realm of possibility that isn’t happening. She is here. With him. Grateful she’s giving back what he couldn’t even imagine would come to fruition. Her rump cushioned in his lap as she wriggles her legs around his waist. She pulls herself away to breathe. Where the heck in the hoot did all this pent up kissage for dip n dops come from? THIS IS HER TWIN. WHat is going on with you Mable girl? She gets lost in her mind for a moment trying to string together her impulsive desires. A familiar hand reaches out to move strands of hair from her face to the back of her ear. His hand falls back to her cheek. His thumb is coarse from the calluses he’s developed over the years but its comforting as he rubs her cheek.
Grabbing at his hand her eyes become watery. She is feeling so many emotions it becomes overwhelming. Dipper stares at her with admiration but sees the tears form in her eyes. He starts to imagine forcing a giant boulder overhead of himself to crush him. Of course your sister would not be okay making out with you. You nasty perverted stupid moron. “Ma-Mable I’m so sorry I didn’t mean for this…oh god I-“ He stops to his sister laughing as she wipes away her tears. “Dipper, its okay. I um haha how do I say this…. I frigging liked it okay.” She shrugs her shoulders not sure how to act about any of this. It’s not like there is a guide book for this exact situation. She sniffles, “I am just feelin a lot of feels right now. Most of ‘em are real good tho. Whew yea.” He sighs relief but still notes the uncertainty she is feeling. “O-okay so uh does that mean we are good…is this good? Are we all around good?” She widens her eyes. Oh crap-a-doodle. She has to give him a straight answer or he is gonna die in not knowing. C’mon Mabes give an answer ya know he will take. “ Dip, we are good. Twins good.” She bites her lip knowing she needs to address the actual thing he wants answered. “As for this neeeeewwww stuff um…it’s good. Maybe we shouldn’t but uh yeah dippy I am down to clown all the way around town.” She smirks at herself reassuring that this is uh new but also okay. Okay enough to enjoy right now in this moment. She can’t think about the future it will be too much to spoil the moment.
Dipper is biting his lip hard enough to draw blood. “Wow alright this uh yeah this is really happening.” He smiles ear to ear. He knows this is really bad. He knows all the possible repercussions. God has he mulled them over after rubbing one out to her. He KNOWS. But he just can’t care enough. He is too wrapped up in his sisters embrace and warmth to even think anything outside of this perfect moment. They giggle at each other as they peck kisses back n forth. Playing a game of stealing back kisses. It’s nice. Silly even. They fall back to the ground laying next to each other face to face. An alarm rings in the background but he grabs it to dismiss. Nothing else matters. Just him and her.
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How would a potential meeting between movie!Alita and manga!Gally go?
I actually imagined that before, the vibe was as if the fourth wall was broken. Like, they are aware one is from the movie, and the other is from the manga.
I had few scenes in my head (they were supposed to be comic strips but I can bet I would never draw them anyway):
1. Alita takes Gally on a tour across the movie Iron City.
Gally is surprised how cheerful and colorful this city can look sometimes.
2. Gally meets various characters from the movie
... and she is in awe how everybody so far, Alita included, is taller than their manga counterpart.
Then they approach Dyson Ido. Gally stays here, and eventually says to Alita:
G: Everybody is so tall, Ido must be a friggin mountain then!
Like, it didn't even come to her head that this old man, who is shorter than Hugo and not that much taller than Alita, can be Ido. Alita makes awkward face.
3. Movie Nova takes off his glasses in front of Gally.
G: Oh, wow. You did that outside of a dream?
A: *runs to her* Gally no! He's dangerous!
G: Don't worry, he's in uncle mode now.
A, N *visibly confused*: ... uncle what?
4. Alita asks Gally to share her wisdom:
A: Ooo mighty original Alita! You know how this story ends, tell me, how I can get rid of Nova?
G: You can't. Bitch keeps coming back like a boomerang. Thanks for coming to my TED Talk. *flies away*
A: What, no, you're kidding me, NOOOO COME BACK
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In general, Gally meeting Alita and other characters could be interesting idea for a small fan fic or roleplay I think? Or just something to theorize about. I wonder how Alita/Gally would react to some manga/movie counterparts.
#ask answered#Battle Angel Alita#alita movie#crossover#gally#gunnm#alita#dyson ido#desty nova#nova#fanfic idea#roleplay idea
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Uzi having a hand with her... she's probably been resisting the urge to eat it for days, most likely feeling disgusting for it. I can imagine her grabbing it as a last-minute, impulsive thing right before she was going to leave, and feeling terrible for it...
Her having snuck back into Doll's apartment, most likely in a state of wild hunger
The high temp sign flashing over her right eye
Reminder that the DDs are friggin *fast*
Uzi, you can't repress angstily forever
Uzi's poor mental state-
Selectively ignoring how messed up N was after their split up in Heartbeat
There's a page that's just the word "help," and covered with solver symbols Text: [To th... Everything is over. Don't look for answers. THEY WILL KIL)
Looks like Nori. Hiding from her during a solver-powered rampage?
Tentacled solver symbol
Less stylized cabin fever symbol and sentinel drawing
Tally's and black hole drawings. Were all of these from the deceased drone? Hiding here for weeks on end before being killed?
These are now recognizable as potentially the church and flesh hole.
Batteries, most likely rations
Disassembly drone? Rib cage?
Possibly the tentacles seen in the episode 7 trailer?
Claw marks through the page.
Text: [CF/N: ..88] Don't know what CF/N means, the best I could find is CF meaning "to compare," or, in acronym, "to carry forward." (The first originates from Latin, being short for "confer," (compare) so that has more points.) It's also short for cardiac failure, which I feel we can safely disregard. Update: In coding, it indicates "unsigned carry out." I think that means changes to text or data (?) All the sources use a lot of complicated coding language I think /N here means "number," Considering the consecutive uses [P/N: TSA-MMAC]
[S/N: S-01001X01] - Same style as the Serial numbers, theorized to be sentinels Text: [LIGHTS BELOW] [Program admission notice:] [Disassembled drone marked above must immediately surrend... Copper 9 law requires you to notify JCJ if your...] [Disassembled drone sold or traded?:] [Sold/traded/disposed date:____________] So they traded drones? In a "trading card" way, or in a "Turn back into the store and get some compensation back," kind of way? [Mail this entire admission card to JCJ. Attention: AI Protection...] [Disassembled drone disposed?] [Impound LotiCo-Loc-Dat?___________________] [Visit our website at www.JCJ diss gov and select...]
I checked, and it seems to be a Sentinel claw, which explains the claw marks. How it lost its claw is another mystery, not to mention the drone seems too intact to be a sentinel kill
Text: [This side is intentionally left blank] [Notify online @JCJenson...]
Why *does* the Keybug have sentience? Maybe it learned it from Nori?
[PTO REQUEST] Something tells me those requests weren't read. Call it a hunch. [Register Torture Chamber complaint] At least they're straightforward about their terrible actions [END MY SUFFERING (PROMO OFFER DISCONTINUED)] The drones were given an out, but that was probably revoked after: a. Too many drones took it and they started running out of test subjects, or b. It was revoked for Nori in particular due to them wanting to study the solver
Hiiiiiii Doll (Notably doesn't have an eyepatch yet)
Okay, was watching back a bit, and too expand on Ghost Tessa, the sound indicates that, at the very least, the hand wasn't an apparition)
There are some theories surrounding N being stronger than he, or anybody else, realizes. Personally, I don't give those theories too much weight, and I don't remember much about the evidence, so I won't go too far into it. There was one I remember about N being the "true leader of the DDs,"
V and Lizzie chillin' on the roof The campers don't even flinch when Braiden shoots unnamed guy
N you absolute goober
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*Shakes head* You see Uzi? This is what happens when you don't eat people! The lack of self-care in this household, I swear to the Solver...
Note: Can we think about the Solver's ability to create organic living beings for a sec? Just... think about that
If V didn't have all her memories before this, this is the moment she got them back
Murder Drones Episode 4 Analysis:
... How do you even drive a school bus like a horse? And there's not any driver visible through the window, so it's not just this guy being eccentric. Just... how?
Braiden, after weeks of his head being on fire, has finally decided to do something about it
Wow, they can be the worst together. (Not to mention that Rebecca immediately hits on N after this.)
Porple...
And Thad (+ Lizzie) are confirmed in episode 7, aka the Nori episode, who, if you recall, is also purple. Not to mention, Liam said Thad was at home playing sports, but here he is, not safe at home. Liam is confirmed liar.
I think this is actually the first time we've seen them together, and we only get one more shot until episode 7. (Lizzie being 10/10 girlfriend by not noticing Thad was missing when they got on the bus/s)
Yeva and Nori's collars respectively. Just interesting to see the difference in design.
Yeva and Nori appear to be the only ones with ID's
Text: [Happy family memories, BEFORE NORI WENT KOOKY AND INSANE] I want to discuss Nori's characterization for a moment. There's some argument passing around right now on whether or not Nori was willingly with the solver or not. As far as I understand it, the Disassembly drone's purpose was most likely to create more solver mutations by killing as many workers as possible, hoping a few would develop the solver. (Obviously, the DD's weren't aware of this, not even J.) If Nori were with the solver, she'd want them to assist in their plans, which would contradict with her pleading for the colony to be protected. There are multiple scenarios with which this might play out.
a. She was always against the solver's control and all its actions (except for the core collapse, possibly. 'Kill all humans' seems to be a common rhetoric among drones, Kahn referring to it as a normal teen faze he also went through, and something most drones would be not too freaked out by, considering how they were treated) b. She was manipulated by the solver, deciding the core collapse was the best course of action for her people and the solver not disclosing its full plans. The line about imploding people from Alice was a morally gray moment for Nori, probably believing it would be for the greater good. She realized the Solver wasn't the good guy when it didn't stop at the core collapse, and instead furthered its goals of taking over the planet despite it directly harming the WDs. She defected the moment she learned this plan and went "Kooky insane"
c. Nori was evil and all for taking over the planet, putting on a charismatic facade over her desire for power. Her relationship with Kahn was false, and simply something she did to blend in. She felt wronged by the universe, and jumped at the chance to have some fun, no matter who got hurt. Probably intending to have Yeva at her side for it, her being the only person she truly cared about Then she got closer to Kahn, and, one day, after they had Uzi, she realized she didn't care about power anymore and simply wanted to be a family, Yeva, whether she was with Nori's original plan or not, felt the same way. In a panic, she went "kooky insane" and tried to prevent the oncoming disaster. This can go in either a, "learns to care for WD society as a whole," direction, or a "Only wanted to protect her family and everything else was just a happy side effect," direction Obviously, there are more combinations and possibilities than just these, but these are the big 3.
Rebecca and Darren together, Emily holding her book, Thad and Lizzie having an interaction (Thad, noticeably, having a purple glow on his hand)
Braiden not remembering Uzi is made even more insane by the fact she literally possessed him and caused his head to set on fire for weeks on end To be fair, considering he hasn't been shown to be the sharpest knife in the rack (notably the fact he only just now had the presence of mind to put out the fire)
Emily makes a "slit throat" motion here, foreshadowing her death?
silly how N and V didn't go on the bus with everyone else. Probably because they needed time to find the "proper attire"
N looks mildly concerned by this drone's death (Though he recovered quickly)
Campers are terrified, but the moment they hear they're friends with Uzi they swarm
Lizzie stealing his watch lol
Bold words towards someone your looking up at
Can we acknowledge how much of a miracle of V's restraint it is that she didn't murder this guy
Heh, heart tail
V's trying to get the campers to like N. She glanced at Uzi directly before these two lines. Is it more so because she's intentionally trying to drive her away by poking at her insecurities (V has been shown to be aware of Uzi's insecurity surrounding friends based on her "And the purple one will let us in, because she has no friends," line in Prommening) Or more her trying get N some new friends to soften the blow? Based on how cheeky she's being, I'd put my money on it being mostly the former, with the latter having a more subconscious influence
Uzi ignoring her fears towards losing her friends in favor of encouraging N
I initially thought the lock was simply torn off, but it's undamaged, suggesting that it was phased-through/ teleported instead
Seramorris- I found a thread on reddit by u/zeropoint70 translating it Sera= Evening and morris = morte = death (Italian) Text: [Why you leavin this dawg hanging? day] [national good heccin doggie day] {National I wanna pet that frikken dog day] [EVACUATE ALL DOGS: Just in case something back happens, idk] [ Talk to this dog in a silly voice day] [COOL, WE DID THAT. THAT'S CANNON. ALSO, ALL DOGS ARE IMMORTAL NOW, THANKS TO SCIENCE!!] [Doggie day (dog) (excellent)] [national AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA]
HEH
Oop ghost Tessa I find it strange she's not censored off, considering that seems to be the default setting on drones. A solver thing or a ghost thing? Also, she's standing behind a chain here, this being the second association Tessa has had with chains, the first being when she was chained up in her room Based on the interior of the cabin, I'd guess it was probably a living area for humans + drones. (I don't think it was entirely for drones due to the fridge seen in an earlier shot)
N's posing-
He is getting really into his camper roleplay, isn't he? Braiden's on his phone while Emily is the only person rowing
Nice to see V having fun :>
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i am back from gym with a story!
Soo gym is the worst for me cause ehh well it's cool and all but the changing rooms? Like i know i have to use the girl changing room but i don't wanna >:( transgender problems. Also i got blamed for yeeting wet toilet paper to the walls and like- i didn't do that? I just want to get out of there as soon as possible i don't have time to mess with it
Yeah i probarly will choose art but i hope i can continue my own style since most schools here only teach realism and my art style is more cartoon/anime-ish, but for art we don't only get painting and drawing. We also get pottery (Wich we take a different class for but eh, it's art) thingys with wood and metal, perspective drawing and so much more!
ALSO MATE YOU ARE FRIGGIN WHOLESOME I MIGHT EVEN GET AN EGO IF YOU KEEP GOING LIKE THIS like I'm about to cry /pos
Hold up people are invading my personal space gotta move-
Alrighty so about the lake- the coots are banning the ducks, like what can't they just each take half it's a big lake- I'll try to get frog to send you a picture of the lake it's really pretty. People here don't appreciate nature enough
I ran further over the border but the path stops cuz there's a house and i cant go around it cause well- did you know most of the Netherlands is rivers and swamp? Yeah pretty hard to get around, imma try to climb in a tree next week-
What's also funny about time is that it's different days around the globe, and uhh some countries can't agree on what year it is- some say 2022 others 2021 others 2020... like now even i don't know what year it is why can't people stop making it complicated!
So for me it's Friday Wich means almost weekend Wich means free time and drawing :D what day is it over there is Australia? Ofc i could Google it but it's more fun talking to you.
Mystery anon 2 is coming over today and uhh idk if she is gonna sign ask as mystery anon 2 or a diff name. Or not sign at all that's also possible
For the mystery anon saga here's some info about me to make it a lil' easier since there's now 2 of us hehe >:D
I am transgender boy, i like drawing and uhh I use achohol markers to colour... I do not have a brain according to mystery 2 and my hair is green :D (well actually it's almost brown again but i will dye it blue when it's fully gone, so for now green)
And who knows i might just tell you straight up, but not now i haven't gathered enough confidence.
I'm sending many hugs and cookies from here :D take care <3
-Mystery anon 1
(i will delete the 1 if mystery 2 decides to sign differently)
Oof I relate :(( changing rooms are just- well the worse >.< it is compulsory for us here to learn to swim from Years 3-8, so we go to the local pools & THE CHANGING AREAS IS JUST LIKE A ROOM WITH A BENCH THAT WRAPS AROUND THE WALLS & THERE IS NO PRIVACY & I HATED IT SO MUCH- & for some reason we weren’t allowed to get changed in the cubicals? So I would just put my school uniform over my swimmers before & after the pool Cos like hell I am getting changed in those situations- it is hot here anyway so I’ll be dry eventually anyway XD Being trans can be so fun sometimes ^~^
& :000 I see! You ought to ask Transfrogmer to send some of your work some time! I would love to see!! There is a weird sorta stigma against things that aren’t a “traditional” style in schools? It is really weird & quite sucky cos just imagine all the wacky things schools could output!! But with all of the other mediums to work with I bet you are pretty excited!
I am a bit giddy for the same with my linguistics >.< I am planning on taking most of the units as part of electives. As I have said next trimester I am starting up doing study of orthographies. Next year I taking a study on indigenous Australian languages, sociologistic, language ecology, morphology & syntax! & the year after I am taking studies in communicating in culturally diverse contexts, semantics, pragmatics, phonetics, phonology, something about the evolution of English, & hopefully some work experience at a language centre! Aldfkkskds it is a lot of great fun
By the by- GOOD!! GET AN EGO!! I got one & I have been feeling pretty uppety ever since >:3 you deserve the power of self love. & by Wōden I swear I will give you enough complements to develop a self perpetuating cycle of happiness within yourself!
I did not know that about the Netherlands! Tbh I don’t know much about it before!! Just the general memes about y’all’s hating water & loving bikes ToT but YES GO CLIMB A TREE THAT IS THE BEST!!but please send me a photo of the lake :D it sounds beautiful! But it is upsetting that people take these things for granted :”(
BRUH TIME IS JUST WEIRD BUT I THINK IT IS GREAT!! On one hand it is confusing, but on the other, YES FIGHT GLOBAL NORMS & DO WHAT WORKS BEST FOR YOU DEAR HEARTS!!
& indeed it is now the weekend ^~^ as I am typing this it has just clocked over to Saturday for me! & other than watching Spy x Family with a friend & working on Sunday I have nothing on <33 so I am so !!!
& that is all good! I am excited to get to speak with her! She can sign off in any way she wants!! But :000 green hair!!!!! That is so cool!! Before I went black I was actually considering going green myself but alas work uniform policy 😔 also trans friend <33 I hope you have good friends there that help give you support!
Just take your time, there is no pressure to reveal yourself :] Hugs & cookies received & I am gonna get some sleep now! I hope you have a good one beloved!!
(^You btw /a /pos)
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K.E.W.K.: Okay, we should really answer some of these.... and talk about how we're getting home today...
L.S.S.: Yeah, I... kind of want to not be in this cabin as soon as possible....
[Anon]: [barely audible]....Can I come with?
K.E.W.K. and L.S.S.: NO-
[Anon]: Oh, psshh.... They were never going to die-
L.S.S.: How the hell was ANYBODY supposed to know that? You pulled out all of my fingernails! You tortured us both for weeks! You made me think my worst fucking fears were coming true...!!!
K.E.W.K.: You made me think that you mutilated and crucified him, then made me eat parts of him, and I was fully intending on killing you so that the both of us could live.....
[Anon]: ....Yeah, but did you DIIIIIIEEE??? NOoooooo....!! Jesus, it was all in good fun! Lighten up a little...
K.E.W.K.: ....
I know he only tried because he thought it was the only way to keep me safe. We know it wasn't now, but he couldn't have possibly known that then...
L.S.S.: Yeah... I still regret trying... and of course I didn't try to jump this month. I wouldn't ever leave Mitch alone with that prick willingly.... even when I thought the worst was happening, I couldn't just give up and run away. That's not my style at all [chuckling]
K.E.W.K.: [teary, chuckling]
[Anon]: Ugh, it's Halloween and you two are being all sappy...?
[sigh] That's an obvious one, Bitch- waterboarding isn't lethal if you're careful about it, but crucifixion is.
L.S.S.: Ugh, I can still taste the soap....
K.E.W.K.: Me too....
L.S.S.: We're holding up as good as you could expect us to, given the circumstances.... That's nice of you to offer, but we pretty much have things under control now. Now we just need to get this guy off our hands so we can go home...
K.E.W.K.: I'm SO ready to sleep in our own bed again....
Wait, a knife set? You mean another honeymoon gift...?
L.S.S.: Heh, we're going to have a lot of gifts to open when we get home...
K.E.W.K.: Tell Polly we send our love back, and for her to enjoy her new life as the cat queen~!
L.S.S.: [grumbling] ...Busy cutting off my balls?
K.E.W.K.: I guess it's.... better than some other things..?
L.S.S.: IT ISN'T WHEN THEY'RE TALKING ABOUT YOUR BALLS-
[Anon]: I WASN'T GOING TO CUT OFF YOUR BALLS, I WOULD HAVE JUST MADE IT LOOK LIKE I DID, GOD.... [rolls eyes]
L.S.S.: I have to admit, Mitchie... I'm pretty impressed.
K.E.W.K.: You are...?
L.S.S.: Yeah! Mitch, you were fucking hard-core. You took a chunk out of his neck like it was a friggin' salami, and then you forked him in the eye on your first shot!! You even got in a good line in before he started squealing.... I'm really proud of you. :]
K.E.W.K.: Aw, Sal, you're making me blush...
[Anon]: Yeah, that was.... [swooning] ..... but I'm still sad you didn't give me any on my forearm... I was really hoping for some bites...
K.E.W.K.: These [motions to L.S.S. bite scars] are not for you.... you can just draw them on again if you want them so bad >:/
[Anon]: Doing all that makeup is such a pain, though... :(
L.S.S.: Tough shit.
[Anon]: [whining]
K.E.W.K.: You know what? You're absolutely right. After all the shit we've been put through this month, me and Sally are both due for a mega dose of comfort and all the fluff we can handle! UwU
L.S.S.: Ugh, yes.... god, please...
[Anon]: WHAT?! BUT... IT'S HALLOWEEN! YOU GUYS CAN'T-
K.E.W.K.: And I would have drawn something really hard-core and super detailed in the spirit of the holiday, but SOMEONE has made me not want to do that... c:
[Anon]: [thrashing and screaming]
L.S.S.: [cackling] Should have just sent in those prompts, douche-sack....
K.E.W.K.: I still really appreciate you taking the time to send that ask in. I'm not super knowledgeable about that kind of thing, but it's almost all I could think about after I thought I'd... ugh.... [nauseated]
L.S.S.: I was so confused when you started talking about whiteboards and helping me eat and all that stuff, but it was still really, really sweet... [barely audible] would you have really done all that for me...?
K.E.W.K.: Of course I would...! I was thinking about how to help you learn the apartment layout so you wouldn't trip and how to make it easy for you to find things, getting in the habit of describing every little thing so you wouldn't feel like you were missing out, ways for us to communicate.... I... [tearing up] I was going to suggest us holding pinkies to mean 'I love you'....
L.S.S.: [tearing up] ....it already does... I would have done that without you saying it....
[Anon]: UGH!! YOU BOTH ARE RUINING THE VIBE- [muffled, indecipherable]
L.S.S.: We're fresh out of tape. We just keep jamming the sock back in... thanks for looking out for us all this time, Tiger. I know you tried to talk this guy down, and I appreciate it.
[Anon]: [spitting] ..... [groaning] god, you guys are so sensitive.... I made this event actually scary! I put the 'gore' in K.E.W.K.s goretober! You should be thanking me for keeping them from boring their following to death....
And, just so you know, those were roadkill I made into an art installation. I'm not THAT much of an asshole... [grumbling]
[Anon]: SEE? THEY had fun!! I told you~ :D
K.E.W.K. and L.S.S.: Drink your vinegar, Dumbshit :]
K.E.W.K. and L.S.S.: ........
K.E.W.K.: I was able to fuck him up un the moment, but I don't think I could cut his tongue out, no matter how annoying he is....
L.S.S.: And you already gouged out his eye...
[Anon]: I'll take whatever badge of honor Senpai wants to give me! Especially if it means they'll actually draw something good today...
K.E.W.K.: I'm drawing fluff, and you have enough 'badges of honor' already..... Cry harder about it. UwU
[Anon]: [SCREAMING]
#the Do-Over#k.e.w.k. answers#l.s.s. answers#d.s. answers#tw violence#tw death#tw mutilation#tw torture#tw eye trauma#tw delusion#tw weapon#tw blood#MJ#meadow chan#danu chan#graceface 💉#meet the fishers
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Hey there, whoever sees this post!
So uh, everyone's been under the impression of that last episode of supernatural. It really did a number on all of us.
After the weeping on the floor and the ranting with my friend, and a nap, there was still something heavy on my shoulders. I knew it was the pain of losing a character who I love.
And I've been thinking to pay a little tribute to Cas. Something I will keep to myself, as a resemblance of my feelings in that given moment.
I was thinking of an essay, but I realized that's just not enough for me. The feelings and emotions I felt and I still do feel, they can't be just said with words. There's not enough words to describe how much this cute dork changed my life, how much he taught me and how much he helped me through the dark times, alongside the brothers.
So, I decided to do something I don't usually do.
I don't draw.
I don't really know how to draw, but I like to draw. It usually ends up in a trash bin though.
But every single time I tried to draw something, it was because I was bored, or I wanted to have fun, or I had to. This time, it was different.
This time, I poured my emotions into it. I remembered that my grandpa always said "Picture's worth over a thousand words". That's what driven me. So I've sat at my desk, ignored my homework that's screaming for attention, found a picture and got to work.
I don't even know how long I was doing it. I got lost in time and space, just doing it. Just enjoying it, and thinking about how much Cas has taught me. I was playing the scenes in my head, starting from Cas's entrance in the barn, and then everything I could think of.
This blue eyed dork got me ever since he walked into that barn. His fluffy hair and the trench coat, the blue eyes. He got me right off the bat.
I always loved Cas, no matter what he chose to do. I could never hate him. He was like a little child to me, learning along the way, what's good and what's bad. And just because he's a celestial being, I never saw him any different. Even though I knew he was an angel, I saw him as a human being, made of blood and flesh, who's allowed to make mistakes.
I've watched this soldier throw the chains of the heaven and choose fate. I've watched him as he rebelled, and was haunted for his actions. I've watched him Molotov Michael, I've watched him die. I've watched him go through purgatory, heaven, hell, Earth. I've watched him as he tried so hard to fix everything he did wrong. I've watched his innocent soul being played for who knows how much times. I've watched him fell in love with humanity. I've watched him becoming a part of the family. I've watched him becoming too connected to the people in his charge. I've watched him becoming a father, a friend, a brother, and at the very end, a happy man.
I've watched a friggin celestial being claim everything a celestial being isn't made to claim. Emotions. Family. Fate. Free Will. His own choice.
Even though it made me a sobbing mess on the floor (literally), I'm content with his ending. He was happy for once, letting the Empty swallow him, saving Dean.
"Ultimately, it was all about saving one human, right?"
So thank you, Cas, for standing up for the boys when nobody else did. For being the unique self, for rebelling against heaven. For being the one with the "crack in his chassis". I assure you, you will never be forgotten.
P.S - I apologize for any grammar mistakes. English is not my first language, but I'm trying 😅
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Hello!!! H/nd H/lder, back again!!! And bro. You just keep raising the bar, holy shit. My boys, they're so good. I weep. Norinori is trying his best, man, he hasn't had enough human interaction to deal with this shit. The poor doll probably thinks he's keeping it pretty well under wraps too. Then Bruno, pulling out the whole nine yards. Of course he would, the sappy nerd. I low key wanna draw something with him and his date the gondola, tbh. So friggin cute. On the flipside, for Pete's sake Rohan, this is why we can't have nice things. Please don't insult your S/O-to-be, you God complex bastard. I give you a smooch, you silly bitch. And oh my God, I could practically hear Jotaro's voice cracking, the poor man also doesn't do human interaction. Let him be soft for once, smh 😔✊ And of course, Mista... Bro, I had trouble just reading that without cringing, I can't imagine how awkward it'd be to actually experience that. He's trying so hard though, the absolute dork, I love him to bits. !!! Oh, and I should also bring up the perfect timing involved in this one!! Today's actually the day after my birthday, so it's a really nice little accidental present!!! I'm glad you're back, man, I missed you!! And please remember to properly stretch your hands and wrists when you're writing, okie dokie? You wouldn't wanna cramp up, lol!! Take care!!! 🧡✨
💟💝💗HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO YOU MY FRIEND!!! ♥💛💓
bestest wishes to you and I hope you enjoyed your special day <3 so glad you liked how your request turned out!
also i hope you know how loved and appreciated you are by the people around you and i personally must thank you for bettering my days with your sweet messages! 💜 mwah!
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Destiel Chronicles
(Vol. XXII)
It was a love story from the very beginning.
Worry about you
(6x15/6x17/6x19)
Hi my friends! Today I want to talk with seriousness about one of the most hilarious episodes from season 6. And because it was written by Ben Edlund, there's juicy Destiel elements there. I will talk too about episode 18 and 19, near to the end, because I will take some points from those too.
I want to give thanks to my friend @agusvedder , she made the gifs for this meta! Love ya girl!
Ok, let's start this volume...
Balthazar calling Cas as Cassie
When 6x15 "The French Mistake" starts, Balthazar appears in Bobby's house, moving fast as Cas did in 6x03, appearing and dissapearing the whole time looking for things to use in a spell... In the middle of that loud scene, this dialogue is developed...
BALTHAZAR: Raphael is after us all. You see, he's consolidated his strength. And now he's on the move.
SAM: And where's Cas?
BALTHAZAR: Oh, Cassie? He is deep, deep underground. So, good old Raffy put out a hit list on every last Samaritan who helped our dear Cas – Including both of you. And so much more importantly, me. See, he wants to draw Cas out in the open.
First of all I want to say, each episode written by Edlund, shows us DEAN AND CAS ARE IN LOVE, each one of them. The man knew what he was doing writing their relationship as romantic. So, I would say... This wasn't the exception... Why Balthazar would name Cas as Cassie (Dean's first love?) Balthazar doesn't know that, but we do, the spectators.
Dean exaggeratedly eye fucking Misha/Cas
One of the most hilarious scenes was this one here ...
Dean playing to be Jensen playing to be Dean, and the eye fucking. Delightful, just because Dean knows Cas and him do that thing the whole time. So, he plays his role, but because Dean is an awful actor, that's the result.
Pretty interesting Dean is aware of it... Just saying.
Dean starts to worry about Cas
By the end of the episode, Raphael find the boys and Balthazar, but Cas makes his apparition. But why on Earth the camera just took Dean's facial reaction to what Cas was saying and doing?
That's fear and concern in Dean's face... He is maybe seeing things are not good... And he's worry because CAS doesn't tell him the whole thing...
CASTIEL It was Balthazar's plan. I would have done the same thing.
Castiel is in soldier mode these words made Dean be a little mad at him...
DEAN That's not comforting, Cas.
He would expect something different from his friend, like maybe, some kind of protection, and not be used as bait. So here Dean is feeling a little disappointed.
CASTIEL When will I be able to make you understand? If I lose against Raphael, we all lose. Everything.
Edlund is pointing one of the excuses for Castiel taking this kind of decisions and positions. Castiel needs desperately to win against Raphael, and he's willing to everything to fulfill that mission. Even lie to the Winchesters and work with Crowley.
DEAN Yeah, Cas. We know the stakes. That's about all you've told us!
CASTIEL I'm sorry about all this. I'll explain when I can.
Cas would love to count with them and not lie them, but he's at war.
DEAN Friggin' angels.
Edlund's Dean quote each time an angel surprisingly vanish in front of him 🤣
Jealous!Dean attacks again
In episode 6x17 "My heart will go on"
When Fate is attempting to kill Dean and Sam
In that abbandoned restaurante, i noticed something interesting. Remember I mention the colored codification started in this season? Well... We have another Destiel Coded Colored foreshadow. The burner knobs were colored in BLUE and RED, representing Dean and Cas, but toxic, angry Dean. And the whole place exploded... So... What a big and huge foreshadow for the settlement of the bid Destiel fight and break up in the following episodes, isn't?
But we're here to talk about Jealous! Dean, because we love it.
When Cas saves the boys from that explosion, this was part of the talk...
DEAN So we've pissed fate off personally.
CASTIEL If I know her – and I do – she won't stop until you're dead.
DEAN Awesome. So what do we do?
CASTIEL Kill her.
SAM Kill fate?
CASTIEL Do you have another suggestion?
SAM No, I'm – I just mean, uh...Can you even do that?
CASTIEL Balthazar has a weapon that will work against her.
DEAN Of course he does. Yeah. Boy, that guy's just got it covered, doesn't he?You need new friends, Cas.
Do you notice the shade of jealousy here?? And then...
The dialogue between Fate and Cas showed us again how desperately was Castiel to win the war. And Balthazar was working for him. We see more about how CAS is getting into the dark side for the biggest purpose.
But even so, they showed us too, he's worry about Sam and Dean safety.
By the end of the episode, we had another dialogue between Castiel and the boys...
And Cas lies to Dean...
And then Dean makes a bad joke, and Cas dissapears again.
DEAN I'll tell you one thing about Cas, he does not appreciate the finer things.
Dean says this because isn't the first time he makes a joke and Cas vanishes. But I wonder if is related to Castiel feeling a little bit offended, and you'll know what I mean in the next point...
Dean mocking CAS, just because he enjoys it
In episode 6x19 "Mommy Dearest" we can see how since this scene happened...
So, Cas feel offended, and Sammy pointed that to Dean. Dean gets a little surprised, but...I'm sure this was very enjoyable for him, because then he'll mock him again.
Also... I want to mark here something... If Cas was able to dissapeard by flying here, I'm sure he may do it. Because... I recall that scene in the car in season 5 (last episode) when Dean mocked him about not having sense of humor, he vanished then. And the we had the Kate Winslet's breast joke, and now this one... So...
We had this one here...
Again mentioning babies, because he knows Cas got mad about that, and he repeats the action. He's enjoying it, for sure.
But we will have a sweet Innocent comment, I just wanted to share...
The thing here is the sexual innuendos in this episode, firs the famous "Cas get out of my ass!" And now this one here, so funny the double meaning... And Dean's gay panic face 🤣🤣🤣😏.
Castiel is worried about Dean
This episode showed us too, Cas in his soldier mode, can see things the boys can't. Like those little kids in that police station.
Castiel and Dean fought because CAS wasn't agreed with them in driving those kids to their home.
CAS: Dean, Dean. Millions of lives are at stakes here, not just two. Stay focused.
Castiel in soldier mode, trying to make Dean to understand the danger in his decision, but it was late, because Sam and Dean saw in those kids themselves.
DEAN: Are you kidding?
CAS: There's a greater purpose here.
Castiel's excuse to do the things he's doing.
DEAN: You know what, I-I'm getting a little sick and tired of the greater purposes, okay? I think what I'd like to do now is save a couple of kids. If you don't mind. We'll catch up. Okay guys, let's go. C'mon. (Dean walks out. Joe, Ryan and Sam follow.)
Cas and Dean are in different pages, Cas is cold minded, first killing Lenore as it was nothing, then torturing the sheriff, and now... Because he's feeling worry about Sam and Dean...
But we know he already fix this sending Crowley.
Another thing is, when Eve attacks Dean, the only one calling his name in despair was CAS...
But when he had to heal him, he took his time, studying Eve's dead body on the ground... He was worried there... Because it supposed that monster should be alive to find Purgatory...
But then Sam reminded him Dean was hurt. So he approached him, and the way he heals him caught my attention, he out his hand on Dean's shoulder... As if he wanted to say something... But he didn't. He just healed him. Maybe with a shade of relief Dean was ok...
Just an addition...NUMBER 25
Ok, the number 25 was mentioned a couple of times in this episode. It was the age of the patient that died and the address in which Eve was.
So... What does this number means? It represents the Argonaut in the arcana. The Argonaut is a Greek hero (it could be Cas) but it also represents in numerology the number 7 that means the inner war to choose the right path and the impulsiveness as a dangerous way to make the wrong decisions... It sound familiar, isn't?
To Conclude
Dean was worried about Castiel because he saw how dangerous was Raphael.
Castiel is between his soldier duty and the love he has for the Winchesters. As we will see in the following metas, he's worried about their safety.
Dean enjoys mocking CAS, that's not news...
Jealous!Dean is delightful too...
Castiel lying to their friends for the biggest purpose, as his excuse. And his impulsiveness and desperation to win a war.
I hope you like this meta, I see you in the next Chronicle. 😘💞
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If you want to read the previous season 6 metas, here the links...
Vol. XV, XVI, XVII, XVIII, XIX, XX, XXI
Buenos Aires, July 31st 2019 9:14 PM
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