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holy shit for the first time in ten years i forgot nicks birthday
#and ironically it was my friends video talking about march that clued me in#like fuck march passed and i didn't even notice it.... feels weird. very. weird.#jrnlsht#yikes he turned 40 this year#oh that makes me feel old lmao that makes me feel so old#i thought i had everything figured out when i was 25...of the two of us i was the one with the stable job that i loved#making art all day... and then staying up till 4am making art with nick#and like sadly literally not euphemistically#although those after hours set painting sessions did include some making out#he was such a mess back then#now we've swapped im the mess and he's the one with the stable job he loves#funny how life works out#i remember his 30th vividly his sister bought him this ridiculous bunch of balloons#which of course he hated#and he was forcing a smile cause he was trying to play nice and act like his life wasnt a total mess#and i just sat there giggling at him in his sisters kitchen with the balloons cause i could tell he was faking it#anyway it was fine i made it up to him with a much better present later that evening when we were alone :P#i dont think either of us ever imagined being this old#i certainly didnt#i remember the last time i touched his face a few years ago#it was the first time i realized that - oh- i could love wrinkles#bald with lines around his smile... it was still his face :)#but forgetting is a good thing#sometimes i need to let memories go and move on
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did we know about this?
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Ive emotionally attached myself to Düsseldorf last match :(
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bunch of portraits
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuji itadori#ryomen sukuna#megumi fushiguro#gojo satoru#nanami kento#choso kamo#nobara kugisaki#yuta okkotsu#fanart#crying im so tired....#busts aren't hard on their own but 8 of them ???#i should have stuck at 6 if i knew what was good fr me#but lucky fr choso n yuuta enjoyers i dont know whats good fr me and tacked on the extra 2 last minute#i did a bust piece waaay back in 2020 early jjk days and it was this crowd minus choso/yuuta so i wanted to like. do a kind of redraw#im happy choso n yuuta made the cut tho they r fun they look as tired as i feel#i've been having a lot of fun w the more semirealistic skin render so i wanted to stretch those muscles a bit more#took the better part of 3 days but u know i'm pretty happy w these i dont think i have a hard least favourite#fun game guess my favourite characters based on how i draw them it is Glaringly obvious 2 me#ik i said i dont have a least favourite but i certainly have A Favourite#uhhhh misc notes i tried rly hard to make sukuna's face look like yuuji's and only rly change the expression#i think i was successful??? i hope?????? like i didnt want to make him look like his own person as bad as that sounds#he is Wearing Yuuji that is Yuuji's Face#also i rly . wish there were more women . but as much as i like maki as a character i fr some reason don't find drawing her very fun ?#so nobara out here pulling her weight fr the girls my goat my queen <333
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Maybe not Impulse, But I think she would date Cissie
a glimpse into a possible future....
#cissie king jones#arrowette#cassandra cain#batgirl#for the record-- in my intention--this isnt actually cisscass. I think theyre doing this to mess with the paparazzi#but if you like you could assume theyre also dating privately#i just think if cass was dating someone she would keep it private#because i think even once she gets an actual civilian id itll be somewhat secondary in her mind to her as a vigilante#because she never had a normal life to begin with she has a very different relationship to publicly existing#certainly these two would have a lot to discuss about the death penalty though#hey also cass is a big tv watcher. i think shes seen cissie on wendy#that was sooo funny that her character was a love interest for the willow expy like ok dc something you want to say about cissie#cass cain#2025#id in alt#comic#dc#dc comics#cisscass#also i said a possible future bc im still in the 00s of comics but this wouldnt take place then unlike my other cass art#so i didnt want to think to hard about whether this fit in with prime earth or whatever#ask
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why does jim kirk always snile so sneetly
#star trek#tos#i didnt keep track of how many of these are directed at spock and bones but its. certainly a good number#not pictured here but worth mentioning: the VERY specific 'im going to hatefuck you within an inch of your life' smile kirk gives klingons
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i genuinely love love love the iconoclast path in rogue trader SO MUCH. its one of the things that ultimately enamors me to the warhammer franchise as a whole despite empathy being so antithetical to its world and genre. its not just because iconoclast is the Nice Person route or because it subverts the foundational principle that In The Grim Dark Universe There Is Only War............ but mostly i love it because its the best way to actually engage w the morality system presented in 40k and explore it the way it deserves to be explored. its so unique parsing through the choices of the game and navigating how one might actually ACHIEVE goodness through - or more accurately without - the lens of liberal modern morality. because adhering to what we presently would call morality is arguably crueler than some of the dogmatic choices - or at least the game wants you to reflect on that and decide if that kind of morality still has value or not. and i like that they give you the opportunity to do that. youre rarely rewarded for kindness in this game and in fact your oftentimes actively punished for it (void shadows was a TRIAL for my iconoclast rt) which presents another question: are you being good because of a reward you believe you'lll be entitled to, or are you being good for the sake of goodness itself??? in saying that i do LOVE how there IS payoff in the iconoclast route eventually - when youve bleed and suffered for it enough. but theres a quality to it thats so..... so BITTERSWEET, because yippee you Empathed your way to the top - but also what IS the top?? congratulations, you are the kindest autocrat in the most bloodthirsty fascist regime in human history, sitting on your throne on a voidship run by all your slaves and serfs who die by the hundreds every time you make a warpjump for some dumbass sidequest. what the fuck. can you actually call that goodness ????? is whatever goodness-adjacent thing youve achieved worth it even if you cant change the system in the ways that matter ??? lastly - the iconoclast ending is both so wildly universe-altering to the point of feeling like a heretical ending - but also kind of. not mattering really lol. because even though its hopeful, the "good" ending still feels soooo tentative with the likelihood that its very likely not going to last. but that in itself is my favorite take away from playing this game as The Last Good Guy in the Galaxy: because the love DIDNT change anything. and it DOESNT save anyone. but ohhhhhhhhh my fucking god does it absolutely matter that it was there.
#tay plays rogue trader#rogue trader#im sure smarter people than me have covered all of this in detail many times but man. man..........#i genuinely could talk about the morality of warhammer endlessly and i literally have the most beginner-level understanding of the lore lol#i do want to pick up some of the books eventually but it is soooo daunting not knowing where to start#and it also feels like. idk. rogue trader was made for the girls and gays but i feel like i wont necessarily feel that same connection w#other material made primarily for male audiences.#ANYWAY. GOD. SORRY. THIS GAME..................#one more deeply obnoxious point to really end this mess on a high note: this game on an iconoclast route really does feel#like the solas dragonage simulator. esp iconoclast centered with a point or two in dogmatic#i do believe solas was experiencing 40k-esque psychological horror during the war of the evanuris#and if i didnt sympathize with him before i certainly do now
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Rip to that dutch bro barista im sorry i made the small talk awkward
#this actually happened in a drive thru but i didnt wanna draw a car#so we're pretending i went inside or something#no but i was genuinely so confused and just didnt onow what to say like??#i just dress like this 😭#also im a regular at this place and altho i dont expect them to remember me they usually do and i certainly recognized him#which added to my confusion#it me
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Is noone gonna talk about the fact that in tcp, in that scene where Jude gets poisoned by the faerie fruit, they see 7 shooting stars and Jude describes that at as dozen deaths. I haven't heard anyone mention that that could have been foreshadowing what was to come later during the coronation as 6 Fae died then (Elowyn, Eldred, Dain, Rhyia, Caelia and Taniot) and also Valerian earlier on which makes 7 deaths like prophecied.
I thought it was really clever, nothing a reader would have really paid attention too.
#well i certainly didnt 😭#holly the woman that you are#holly black#jurdan#tfota#cardan greenbriar#jude duarte#jude x cardan#jude and cardan#prince cardan#cardan high king#jude high queen#high queen of elfhame#high queen jude#high king of elfhame#high king cardan#tcp#twk#tqon#fota#the folk of the air#folk of the air#the cruel prince#the wicked king#the queen of nothing#elfame#valerian#eldred greenbriar#dain greenbriar#faerie
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a proposition
#or an introduction#of sorts#turn your brightness up#or dont. its nicer down#i hope this translates well across devices.. it certainly didnt on my phone#tpot#one tpot#three#three xfohv#xfohv#bfb#bfdi#alallaaa.... this was supposed to be a small sketch but i got carried away#onethree#in my heart
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"rpf is fine" i say into the mic.
the crowd boos. i begin to walk out in shame when a voice speaks and commands silence from the room
"he's right" they say. i look to the owner of the voice. there in the 3rd row stands: dan and phil
#almost certainly been done in the last 24hrs but eeeeeyeeee didnt see it so i can pretend im being funny#phan#literally the funniest way this shit couldve gone down
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i wonder how starkid feels knowing they made a musical saying "hey dont buy a wiggly doll ever" and than going online today to see ppl recreating feast and famine over a wiggly doll that hasnt even been restocked
#spence rambles#starkid#hatchetfield#black friday#black friday starkid#im abt to pull up with ITS MINE. ITS MINE ITS CERTAINLY MINE IT BELONGS TO MY BOY#im glad they didnt restock it cuz if they did and i didnt get one ohhh boy#CHASOS REIGNS#no but fr i hope they restock the plushie#please starkid#i wish i was around when the first wiggly doll dropped#okay tbh i wouldve gone feral#14 year old spence sobbing over not having money for a wiggly doll#sorry for all the black friday posting remembered how good that musical is#i actually dotn stop i love black friday
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Poor Neo- "Wait a Second...."
#I thought I was the problem and at fault initially#and thought I needed to be better#be more. You can't make someone cheat though#certainly not saying I was perfect#I'm sure I had my quirks. It's just interesting to me how things played out#:D now i struggle not knowing if I'm overbearing and gonna drive people away!#i shouldn't feel guilty for sharing what happened to me#but i still do. this happened to me and i should be allowed to share it!#also this is NOT about “”being poly=cheating“”#I ASKED about poly relationships. THEY didnt like poly. i said ok. THEY cheated. they wanted monogamy and cheated.#very annoyed how many people commented on my art saying how their partner cheated on them and wanted poly#or saying shit bad about poly#THIS IS ABOUT CHEATERS GONNA CHEAT#i only included the poly thing because it was a connection i made that i thought was particular#furry#digital art#neo#digital drawing#drawing#furry art
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im back and.... and its not..., inanimate insanity?..... i..... whaata.........? how did this happen........!!
#clash 2 be champion#clash to be champion#fireball c2bc#pound c2bc#beer keg c2bc#glitchy c2bc#firepound#cw suggestive joke#in the last one#GUYS I DIDNT REALISE I WOULD GET A LITTLE HOOKED IF I WATCHED THIS SHEO#THIS SHOW IS GREAT HOW COME NOBODY TOLD ME!!!!!!!!#if u follow me for ii which u most certainly do yu should watch this show#clover outt......
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Who give af if the writers didn’t “confirm” jayvik, girl have you people ever shipped shit before? You gotta do the legwork yourself, being confirmed doesn’t matter. You weaken yourself on such pointless principles.
#JUST SHIP IT IF YOU LIKE IT MAN ITS NOT THAT HARD#I keep seeing people talk about how ‘well the writers didnt intend for it’ well that doesnt matter because you read it differently#thats what shipping is#thats what all of this is#if you need confirmation before you can ship something… well girl thats your life but certainly not mine#im used to the trenches of having to build this stuff up myself man#and this isnt even that! youve got so much to go off of!! who give af!!!!!#girl do your own thing!!!! live your own way!!! make that fuckin yaoi or so help me GOD#you deny yourself fun for the sake of being irrefutably correct#you dont need that#if it speaks to you the way it is then great!! art is interpretation!!#dex rants#dex talks#arcane spoilers#arcane#jayvik#you guys gotta be stronger than this#was exploding into nothingness after declaring all you ever wanted was each other not enough for you?#you need not weigh yourself down with semantics#be free be kind and have fun
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#psychonauts#crispin whytehead#fred bonaparte#nightmaretheater#Hello Tumblr Pls Let Thist Post Go Thru Again#anyways. 11 or so hours on canvas. One of my best pieces so farrr Eeeehehhehehehe#Anyways fred definitrly put crispin thru electroshock . Thats how they treated mental patients back then.#I think fred should be a little evil. Makes his character more interesting#as someone in my server pointed out#both edgar and crispin are scared to see him out of his straits. Clearly hes not as good as we think#even if he had good intentions he clearly mistreated the patients#plus the way he so loudly and rudely calls crispin an inmate…. Ew#He most certainly didnt think of his patients as equals#I guess its karma he became one of them
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