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Christmas Holiday Rec List
I don't usually post rec lists, but thought I'd share the ones I'm reading this holiday season! So many goodies!
Next Year's Words by @thegildedbee
Over Fathoms Deep by bittergreens @holmesianpose
Time in a Bottle by @discordantwords
London Speed by @khorazir
'Ti's the Damn Season by chrysanthemumsies
The Edge of the Sea by @weeesi
A Case of You by @totallysilvergirl for @randomwordsonpaper
It's a little mix of old and new, but mostly new and posting!
Feeling spoiled for choice and a little overwhelmed by how many good fics I haven't yet sunk my teethies into!!! 😽 If this is a quiet fandom, I cannot EVEN ... !!!!
#johnlock fan fic#johnlock fic rec#wreck me#bbc sherlock#i am sherlocked#join me!#i cant keep up with everything posting#mind = blown#not to mention all the stuff already posted!!!!#new and old fics combined#because ...#not dead
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Hey. The Finders have no idea that Bonzle was captured. Fritz and Spitz are still waiting, playing video games in the Monastery, for Cole to bring their sister out of hiding now that the blood moon is over. Geo is still sitting by the window, watching and waiting for a dragon on the horizon to return his kid safe and sound. Cole took a very unsure Bonzle, assured them all everything would be okay, and they'd be back soon. He promised he'd find a way to protect her.
Don't think about how they'll smile when Cole finally trudges back, happy to know he's okay. Especially don't think about the Finders stopping, looking out over the group, and how Cole can't look them in the eyes when they turn to him and ask; where's Bonzle?
#ninjago#ninjago dragons rising#lego ninjago#dragons rising#bonzle#finders#cole#cole brookstone#geo#fritz#spitz#text post#angst#talk#LISTEN TO ME#COLE LOST 2 WHOLE FAMILY MEMBERS DURING THAT BLOOD MOON#HES GOING TO NOT BE OKAY!!!!!!! HES DOING SO BAD#mans is a FATHER and he PROMISED he'd keep his kid safe. he promised it to the OTHERS#and hes going to have to walk back up those steps and admit to being a LIAR and a FAILURE#hes not obviously sht just went sideways but you KNOW he blames himself#geo very worriedly stayed behind w fritz & spitz FULLY TRUSTING that cole would keep bonzle safe & bring her back#he loves him so much (in a gay way. u know it to be true) so he trusts him IMPLICITLY to keep them safe. hes done it before#can you imagine the HORROR when cole comes back and hes...alone. with no one else but the other ninja (minus 1)#geo realizing what happened before the kids. the way everything just freezes and drops. cole curled so tight in on himself#and cole cant say hes sorry because he cant even look at them. he lost family hes had for over a decade & a kid he claimed his own for year#you saw how he was w child wu. you saw how desperate he was to keep bonzle safe. AND KAI IS GONE TOO???#homeboy is having the literal worst day ever. imagine him trying to tuck fritz & spitz close while on one knee trying to explain it all#and bro jsut feels like hes literally the worst person in the world#something something 'you dont get to stay with the ninja & be happy. i tried to protect you from what hurt me as a kid'#'and instead your right in the thick of it'
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my n1 guilty pleasure is thinkin that post m2 lauretta moved deeper into criminal after several years & ended up sentenced to jail somewhere in the middle of 1970s
#sorry... had to say it. maybe i just want her to run a brothel&etc somewhere out of empire bay and#giving interviews and shit and she's in her 60+s. and ofc it's a furor. and she enjoys it (more than?) a bit#yk i just was writing texts for SC for m2 women some time ago#and im sorry .. in my delusional head if she got the chance to be in charge; havin the same amount of power#as carlo she'd be so much worse than him (<- here it means better i suppose)#i mean if she'd end up in criminal ofc she cant have an equal position it's clear etc#i just enjoy her being cruel and having no morals. why to let go all this#m2#also it'd be funny if eddie & lauretta'd keep in touch. both end up in jail#i need her to cause a furor genuinely. M4 could be if not exactly bout her#(i'm mentally bargaining w 2kczech) but at least takin place in her area of control#i remember some1 made a post like evil women in mafia series when#Here she is. Here's the woman#sorry. i may be cringe but i had to say it bc i sometimes think bout it since spring#michelle gurevich makes me think bout lauretta its like a ring bell for Pavlov's dogs#Where is this tt sound. “I DON'T GIVE A FUCK! i dont care about homeless fucking people!”#<- lauretta in my eyes#i also need her w wrinkles n greying hair so bad. im a weak person. im lying i need everything above so bad#*picture of a cat w wet eyes*
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I decided to make a wordgirl fancomic, and this is how it's beginning! Well, not really, since I'm still working on issue one, but this was a practice thing I made a while ago and I liked how it turned out, so I figured why not post it here? It's not exactly canon to the story but it's something that's plausible.
I'm proud of the flow (even tho when gunner and tobey talk at the end it kind of disrupts it) and the fact that I succeeded at making a good background. I'll have to keep practicing them, since this took me too long to be sustainable for a comic. But I'm sure I can do it.
#wordgirl#tobey mccallister iii#tobey mccallister#gunner cogburn#^thats the name of the guy with the mask#fancomic#fanart#mrs mccallister#i just need to finish this stupid script!!#anyways feedback would be nice. im nervous to post this for some reason. even tho i know that its pretty good.#ive been thinking of this since 2022 and the first issue isnt even done being scripted. hopefully itll be better for it#need to find a way to streamline workflow#also i wanna start building a wg fan community. im a part of that huge server but. its too big lol. i cant keep track of everything so i#end up never checking it
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i wish i could get a break from my own emotions, i either feel nothing or everything constantly and so intensely, its so exhausting, i just want a pause, a break, a breather, a vacation from myself, something that lets me live and not be aggravating or aggravated for once
#ganondoodles talks#personal#at this point i almosst want to have a breakdown#if i knew id feel normal afterwards ..#its been over a month of this now- constantly on the edge of a breakdown- the worst i can be#aside from those awful short circuits where i explode for 10 minutes and then feel fine again and rly weird about what i just did#i want a break from this#wasting time doing nothing but feeling things that dont matter and make everything worse#just stop ...............................#im losing even the few connections i made online and cant get myself to start new ones#despite there being people that seem to try and reach out#i am horrible at reaching back#and keeping it alive#if i could at least get rid of the guilt#the guilt from every decision i make or not make#everything always ends into guilt#and it just keeps piling up#even posting these things! guilty feeeling bad over and over
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anyone else feel like there's no return from the future we've set ourselves uo for as a planet 🤣
#no one can do anything without a phone#i mean it like how everythings needs to be done digitally now#climate change is so fucked and my teachers keep saying hiw we as the next geenration should make a change but we are not the ones#with influence?#it's so unfair to have brought us into a world and to then just give responsibility up just because you won't live to see the worst of it#cant eat shit without microplastics in you can't post photos if you're a woman out of fear that you'll have deepfakes made of you#li talks
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The new roommate was Chansung, another one of Noah's bros, who's also studying history like Renee! The trio went out to get some fresh air after unpacking and Renee received a call. "Hello?" she answered not knowing who it was, but she was quickly distracted by a dog who came to greet her. The owner came after with her phone in her hand, the name Renee as the caller ID. At that moment Renee knew who it was, it was V (by @tulipsimss), "V is that you?" she said.
#ts4#sims 4#ts4 gameplay#ts4 legacy#postcard legacy#postcard gen 3#renee reichmann#noah ngata#park chansung#veronica reyes by tulipsimss#SHE FINALLY MEETS V!!!!!!!#now veronica is here#everything will get a whole lot interesting#GUYS ITS PEN PAL V!!!!#love to know how everyone reacts to this#veronica is so surprised that renee was nearby id react like that too#and she got a new phone different from the one she used#in strangerville 👀 thats why renee didnt know who it was#also i cant post twice a day#i can barely keep up with a daily post#i think its better for u to wait 1 day than 3 days with double posts#so i switch between gameplay stuff or “easy to create” posts#and posts which require more thought#yeah more waiting 😅#one event taking 2/3 days to cover
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Did a study bc this pic has been haunting me for months
#if i post it that means i cant keep making tiny changes right#sinbad in this green shirt my beloved#thinking about him at any given moment#sinbad2012#sinbad#elliot knight#once again its not gaz but it could be theres nothing stopping you#except like everything about this costume#real talk i fought this drawing like a wild boar i gave up back in february and came back the other day started fresh and here we are#shouldnt tag my posts at 4am i have a lot to say#my art#procreate#sinbad 2012
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I've seen some of the things people have cited as marks of character growth in the norse games, but honestly I don't think all of them are. I mean, yeah sure Kratos definitely was a lot more willing to be open with other people and accept help from others, but the willingness to show mercy to someone he's fighting, not wanting to kill someone unless they threaten somebody he cares about, shrugging off personal insults and and threats to himself, showing compassion to someone going through something awful, those are all pretty standard parts of his personality
He's actually consistently a pretty calm person, given the circumstances. It's also not that surprising to see him readily accept Thrud and Angrboda as Atreus' friends, since he's got a bit of a soft spot for kids
#text post tag#god of war#kratos#he is - at the end of the day - a dilf#you cant have a dilf character that doesnt like kids#but like???? the seething anger directed towards the greek pantheon aside‚ he's a pretty calm person#with an insane amount of self restraint#the main character development was him getting over his tendancy to just keep everything bottled up and never share anything or accept help#which is a classic symptom of someone who was severely abused growing up#which he explicitly was - normal real life sparta was shit‚ i cant imagine how much worse the gow sparta was
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resignation letter is the most potent painkiller. i love you resignation letter i love you one month notice <3
#tmi but im regular again and literally the only change is because i've been eating enough to shit daily#i was in such a bad headspace these past few months that i could barely bring myself to eat#i'd go to sleep with my work uniform still on and wake up willing myself to get up for 30 mins and then brushing my teeth and going to work#with the same clothes i slept in#i stopped hanging out with my friends. i had nightmares abt my job.#i can only take care of myself on my days' off and i cant grok anything other than shallow entertainment like wrestling#everything else is too much for my brain to handle. i'd simply forget everything i read or play or even listen to#those three months are miserable lmao#its not just my job... its also the family issues i've been dealing with#yknow remember when i said i could have died? yeah that shit was real. fuckin love it when my mom admit my dad have the capacity to be a#family annihilator. but... since my dad have a job to keep him busy and we moved to a house where me and my sister and#my mom and dad get to have our own rooms... and my dad get to live near his old friends and family...#things have been getting better. usually we had a physical fight every two months but it hasnt happened yet and i seem to get on with him#better now. so... i guess im gonna be okay. i've been so tired and trapped#stuck between two places that are both physically and emotionally draining with no reprieve#things are changing. and i find that to be comforting despite how up in the air the future might be. i might be screwed but also? what if#i'll be fine? im at a point where im accepting any drastic changes even if its for the worse#funny how i used to like my job a lot. i guess im not to be comfortable with anything long term#posts about my life
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duuuuude oh my god i had to redesign this guy like THRICE because i couldnt get it RIGHT! heres EDEN. for you.
#turning off rbs until i wake up in the morning (not in US)#just in case i want to fix anything#still doesnt have Everything i want but its OK whatever#dol#my art#eden the hunter#colors are still a little off. i dont particularly Know what i want him to look like :(#sorry for not giving him a beard i dont have the confidence i can make it look good#sorry i keep giving the older guys long hair i swear it isnt a thing (it is)#i swear i promise cross my heart ill stop. i promise#i promise i wont give avery long hair#also my art is better than my first post now...... maybe i should turn off rbs for those........ sigh#its a little embarrassing seeing it rbed still 😓#WHAT. I FORGOT CHEST HAIR. WHO AM I? THIS CANT BE ME. og my god give me a MINUUUUUUUUTE#done. imagine if i accidentally uploaded my oc file instead <- guy who had oc files open#i should probably make an about post at some point#maybe tomorrow#OK edit: fixed you can do whatever with it now
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rephrased it as posts bc im posting all of them eventually, this'll just dictate the order :)
#if ur wondering why the ineffable husbands option is the same between both polls#its bc i fucked up the last poll and u cant edit them once theyre posted#i might be doing this every time i get a handful of shots done!#so i know what to prioritize (though everything gets finished eventually)#also keep in mind#these wont be out for a while!#focusing on my fics first <3
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The choice from Sunday is kinda weird cuz the options are build a cage in the house for the bird or build a nest where it fell and one leads to the bird growing up but dying once its set free and the other one probably leads to it dying much sooner. They both feel like the same option and even tho obviously the most kind, caring, morally right thing to do is keep it inside so at least it lives longer even if it's in a cage. But like to me both options suck and are basically nothing cuz I'm sorry if I look like a bad person for this, but I'm not sorry, but I'm not fuckin touching a wild animal. Even if I knew it was there even if I bothered to check out the sound to find a bird, which I wouldn't, I'm not touching it. I'm not even getting close enough to find out it's too young to fly yet. Whatever happens to it happens man and I'll never know what happens to it cuz I'm not even gonna look at it. Like, where's the 'you seem like an asshole but really it's quite a normal choice' in this whole trial thing??? That's usually an option you can pick. Sunday!!! Sunday, listen!!! There are more than two choices!!! You don't have to always do something!!!! You can just walk away!!! You don't have to try to do something for everyone all the time!!! Think about yourself sometimes!!! It's not selfish I promise!!! SUNDAY!!! OH MY GOD HIS WINGS ARE COVERING HIS EARS HE CANT HEAR US!!!!
#i genuinely dont wanna pick anything#like okay. i know they dont have animal control or a shelter in this setting. but irl genuinely just call some people and see if theyll take#it if you wanna do something about it.#you are not getting my ass to touch a wild animal of any kind. i dont care what the situation is#i was asked once if i could help take care of some baby mice a friend accidentally ruined the nest of and a shelter wouldnt take them#and i was like. im sorry but no cuz i know for a fact im not equipped to handle something like that and i dont wanna touch wild mice and#i KNOW at least some of them will die and i wanna now have to deal with dead mice. and you know what happened?#the friend couldnt keep up with how often they needed to be fed and they died. and now you have dead mice.#something could have happened where they survived outside like the mom came back and fixed it maybe or at least one fended for itself#like its a shame the nest accidentally got ruined but it was an accident and things like that happen all the time#yes its an accident you caused but in the case of something like that i really dont think its suddenly your responsibility now#and i know itll make you feel better to try to make up for it but now you have dead mice#and i know for some people at least trying to help makes them feel better but now we're at the point where i just dont understand#i just cant comprehend the feeling or the idea or the thought.#so its like. i get sunday feels like he HAS to do something for everyone all the time but its genuinely turning him into a monster and he#cant see that. like trying all the time despite getting nothing done will tear you apart. let yourself rest#do the small things you can do around you. dont put the weight of everything on you all the time otherwise you wont get anything done#and youll start thinking not doing anything isnt even an option anymore#i promise its okay. take a break.#im not even referring to sunday anymore. you 🫵 its okay. take a break. make yourself feel better#then come back to things with a clearer calmer mind and do the small things you know you can do#dont force yourself to do everything because you feel like you have to. itll be okay. i promise#hsr 2.2 spoilers#hsr spoilers#oh right this is a spoiler post ifnfjfnfk#long post
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im the sort of person who destroys the relationships that matter to me the most because of my paranoia short temper and self-destructive urges so its best to keep your distance
#jiraiblr#jirai kei#jirai#jiraiblogging#landmine#landmineblr#landmine type#landmine kei#landmineblogging#地雷#地雷系#pien#pien type#pienblr#pien kei#ぴえん#ぴえん系#as much as i would like to have more friends#i break hearts much more often than i keep them safe#to maintain my current friend group ive had to keep myself at an emotional distance so i dont fuck everything up like i usually do#i cant resist the impulse to burn bridges in a close relationship when i get scared or angry#it sucks because id like to be closer with them but its the only way i can keep those relationships safe#ofc that doesnt justify it and im not saying it does#i just wanted to make a post about it#sickness.php#noa.txt
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*wakes up in cold sweat from a hundred years long nap* Aziraphale's 1941 love realisation was a LITERAL BOMB FALLING ON HIS HEAD FROM THE SKY that he was forced to MIRACULOUSLY SHIELD THEM FROM and they both have performed so well, he and Crowley were not only NOT discorporated, but ALSO his most precious belongings, the symbols of the human part of his identity, were not harmed in the process. and it was all within mere minutes of their reunion after a major fallout. do you. do you see what I'm
#i am not exaggerating this thought really woke me up just now#good omens#ineffable husbands#good omens s1#good omens 1941#crowley#aziraphale#my posts#i dont know if this makes sense#or if im just repeating what people have already discussed but it strikes that#the realisation was NOT gentle nor romantic or anything like that#it was violent and powerful! and it was entirely orchestrated by crowley. aziraphale had no say in it#he could not choose that moment#and yet. it was everything hes ever wanted. it was better than anything he could probably come up with#its not about romance with them really! its all about trust that they have each others back when the times get so fucking tough#thats when they are invincible together#i made myself sob#i keep circling in the point i wanted to make i cant articulate it well rn but i need to get this out and maybe ill come back to it later#marcela talks
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the thing about the mitch talk that makes no sense is like. yes, an organization CAN get someone to waive their nmc by saying they're not going to pay what he wants and it would be better for everyone involved to get on board with the idea of a trade if that's the path the organization has Most Certainly decided on, but mitch marner has all the leverage with the leafs in this situation, and it still hardly makes sense to force that or be sure of it at this moment. IF they approached him about not wanting to sign him for what they know he's going to ask which is prob 11.5-12.5 i'd guess (which... why THIS year would suddenly be the year they changed their mind about having a forward group make so much after signing absolutely ridic contracts last year is already lol and before a huge one comes off the books w jt... like.. flkdjs it feels like a fan fueled narrative of frustration here), that would essentially force him into giving them a list of teams he'd be willing to go to. it will be a short list of competitive teams who also are not going to want to be giving up much. the LEAFS would then have to find a trade that works within those very specific teams and is worth it to them, and they might say fuck it, mitch will be the better option to try to get us to the post season this year. and then be a) forced to let him walk for nothing in return if they still don't want to sign him at the end of the year or b) tempted to give him an extension where he MIGHT have driven up his own price based on performance that year. like it just. this narrative that mitch marner in the last year of his contract with a full nmc will be somehow forced out of the leafs and that's the LIKELY outcome is so ????????? tell me one trade where this team improves w the guys out here on expiring deals as it stands rn and why the organization would see improvement bc i can tell you they aren't just going to trade for the sake of cap space. i know the trade deadline and everything will also come into play if he hasn't been re-signed by then, but there's a very real chance mitch marner drives up his own price the way nylander did and then what. people are going to be even more furious like ??? just the surety with which people act like it is happening and Has to Happen despite not knowing whats available on the market or having a genuine proposal is actually terrible for the leafs, lol.
#sorry im still going here but every time i see posts abt it its like#Yes obviously an organization has some leverage and can pressure players into doing things. thats definitely not unheard of#but thinkin the LEAFS hold the cards here is kind of wild bc mitch can say no fuck you im staying? and then what are u gonna do#play him on a 4th line? bench 11 million dollars lfkjdsklf... who helps u succeed in the regular season which you STILL need to do#its just silliness and drama perpetuated by ppl fed up with yet another first round exit like#theyre not going to disrespect mitch marner but i just ultimately dont see how ppl think the organization does not value that man#they know the stats....... the impact.........#this isnt some situation where theyre just like. well experiment with four forwards making lots of money is OVER. the next one up is gone.#like the amt of moving parts and the amt of power mitch specifically holds is.......#a lot flkdvjx#i just need this summer to be over lmakfjdsk i cant#ultimately mitch gets the call on everything and yes the external pressure exists but i truly hope he fucks over the team on the way out#if thats what he decides#and i dont hope he takes a discount so everyone can just keep crying honestljyklgdjklf if he does extend.#which in my mind is definitely the most plausible option lol
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