#SHE FINALLY MEETS V!!!!!!!
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The new roommate was Chansung, another one of Noah's bros, who's also studying history like Renee! The trio went out to get some fresh air after unpacking and Renee received a call. "Hello?" she answered not knowing who it was, but she was quickly distracted by a dog who came to greet her. The owner came after with her phone in her hand, the name Renee as the caller ID. At that moment Renee knew who it was, it was V (by @tulipsimss), "V is that you?" she said.
#ts4#sims 4#ts4 gameplay#ts4 legacy#postcard legacy#postcard gen 3#renee reichmann#noah ngata#park chansung#veronica reyes by tulipsimss#SHE FINALLY MEETS V!!!!!!!#now veronica is here#everything will get a whole lot interesting#GUYS ITS PEN PAL V!!!!#love to know how everyone reacts to this#veronica is so surprised that renee was nearby id react like that too#and she got a new phone different from the one she used#in strangerville 👀 thats why renee didnt know who it was#also i cant post twice a day#i can barely keep up with a daily post#i think its better for u to wait 1 day than 3 days with double posts#so i switch between gameplay stuff or “easy to create” posts#and posts which require more thought#yeah more waiting 😅#one event taking 2/3 days to cover
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The Helena diaz of it all has me fascinated. I’ve said for a long while that Eddie’s real issues are his mommy issues and this episode just cemented for me that we’re gonna explore that and deal with it.
Because it’s Helena who forced Eddie to grow up to fast - because her husband wasn’t around much - so she pushed Eddie into de facto parent and husband role ls - selfishly filling her needs and ignoring the damage it was doing to her son (it is a form of abuse in my book).
Eddie then had the audacity to fall in love with and marry Shannon and get her pregnant. It’s why Helena was always so off with Shannon - she was punishing her. She is also punishing Eddie for all of this and his refusal to return to El Paso only cemented further her bitterness and resentment.
Now she does have Ramon back she doesn’t need Eddie any longer to fill that role so she is still punishing him and part of that is tied into her glee over now getting to parent Christopher - something she has always been intent on doing the doppelgänger just gave her the opportunity- as well as allowing her to further punish her son and his love of Shannon.
Her barbed comments about building a pool were all about showing what she can provide Christopher - how she is parenting him better than Eddie - it’s part of her mind games - making Eddie feel like more of a failure as a parent to his son.
The reality of course is that the reverse is true - Helena’s parenting is all superficial, flash and showy - it isn’t the hard day to day parenting when things get tough and you have to be the bad guy. While Eddie has made mistakes, there is nothing superficial, flash, or showy about his parenting. It’s why bucks comments about Eddie being a great dad are so important.
Eddie feel like a failure right now and that he is entirely to blame for everything. But in reality, while he does bear a bit of the responsibility, the truth of the matter is that he needs to learn and deal with the fact that all of it actually stems from Helena and her abuse of her young son - Shannon never stood a chance just like Eddie never has.
#genuinely don’t see how she can get any sort of redemption arc#but this is 911 so maybe they’ll find a way 🤷🏻♀️#Helena’s treatment of Eddie is a form of child abuse - it has done so much damage to him psychologically#I do really hope we finally get to meet Sophia and adriana as part of this arc beciase I think it might be very revealing#I am also wondering if Ramon had a stache in the past - and that is what Eddie is subconsciously trying to mimic#and that is about him trying to regain his mothers affection - trying to fill that husband role she forced him into#and that shaving it off is a part of his dealing with that and choosing to free himself from her clutches#and in doing that - standing up for himself etc - it will be the trigger that v ring schristopher back#the catholic guilt and Eddie’s queerness is also all tied up in this - the church reinforces and condones Helena and her actions#the Catholic Church has a long history of abuse of children in all it’s horrendous forms#so Eddie seeking solace in that direction think it will help him find away back to Helena’s good books only for it to open a few doors he#has bolted shut#as for the queer aspect - forcing Eddie to grow up too fast and fill this role of husband to his mother and parent to his siblings means#Eddie never got the chance to learn who he actually is - to explore his sexuality and all that goes with that - at the age one normally#would - as a teenager and into your 20’s. it explains so much around his relationship with Shannon and dealing with the helana of it all#and the queerness of his identity - will also allow him to actually let Shannon go#Eddie’s arc is going to be incredible - heartbreaking and gut wrenching - but incredible#Helena diaz it’s on sight - she is evil and cannot be redeemed in my eyes!#911 spoilers#Thinky thoughts#eddie diaz#911 abc
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#i like that they both v quietly know the intention#of his giving it to her and her displaying it on her shawl as she's about to take flight#one of those rare moments where they're so soft#he listens and remembers her story he cares about her and he tries to meet her needs/desires- Ideal Man material#i also even like that it's 'stolen goods' bc it's like ofc it's very Them why would they even try to do it the Correct&Proper way [facepalm#and oh her delight at seeing him on that airfield#to borrow the shakespeare- i sometimes think the mfmm movie was cloying#whereas the 308 finale scene? it Satisfies#jack x phryne#miss fisher's murder mysteries#mfmm
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Taking her home
#pokemon#self insert#trainer blue#blue oak#blue#yomiel (sona)#my art#made me draw Heartshipping again outta anger /j /lh#something simple and tiny but its smth :v#'taking her home' refers to Blue takin Miel to Kanto. saved the most personal region last. it's special yknow?? its home#they've been travelling together for a hot minute at this point and dude is beyond smitten at this point. bro he might be in love fr#hopefully their hair + his lil stubble indicates that time has passed AHAHAHDJSBFDS#mf doing the 'woah isn't this beautiful blue' / 'sure is pidge (looking at her)'. corny ass 💥#what better than to finally show her Kanto. she asks a trillion questions & his inner nerd (professor) + personal exp comes out#blue becomes the yapperrr. and she is the listenerrr (bc shes beyond smitten too. she just might be a tad better at hiding it)#miel already knows his grandpa. but she still has to yet meet Daisy <- this is a big step for him btw. if u even care#he is sure they will get along both. yet he remains a bit nervous. for Many Reasons#randomly reminds everyone of that ship chart i made w/ Heartshipping that indicates he proposed first. funny trivia for No Reason
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My gf and I have finally decided to open our relationship after talking about it on and off for the past few years so she's guy shopping now and she already found someone she likes on a dating site and I'm so pumped for her. I feel like this:
#rambling#for context im polyam but weve always been monogamous bc before she wasnt comfortable with nonmonogamy#weve been together for 7 years now tho and she finally feels comfortable enough with the idea and im v happy!#shes only looking for a fwb and she found a guy that seems really cool and isnt a creep or a chaser#hes polyam and also apparently a professional dom/sub?? which is cool#we're talking about meeting up this weekend to get to know him a bit and go over like expectations and boundaries and stuff#i wont be involved bc i mean. lesbian. but i wanna make sure hes cool and she wants to get my approval#this is probably more information than any of you wanted to know about me but. now you know 👍#tmi#?
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Bg3 Coop is literally so funny. He’ll be out here like “I will lay down my life for that silly bitch with the gigantic fucking eyes” and insist for 2 whole acts that there’s no deeper reason than her leading him to moldaver.
#.v: bg3 ( these boots have seen everything )#it’s funny bc the time he’s traveling w/her before finding moldaver is much longer than in canon#bc he meets up with her like post ep7 (as far as canon events go)#but btwn 4 and 7 she’s been abducted and tadpoled#and he tracks her down hoping she’ll lead him to moldaver still#and meets up with her in act2#and has to FINISH the campaign with her before getting to moldaver lmfaooo#so he has all that time to fall in love with her#and pretend he is not doing that and it’s fucking hysterical#at least in canon when they’re traveling together post-finale#there’s like a base understanding that they’re actively cooperating to get somewhere#and it’s a mutually beneficial arrangement this time#but even then it’s like bro but why r u trying THAT hard to keep her alive#u do not need her lmfao#me ranting in the tags again
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Misterican Memories || Accepting
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─── ⋆⋅ ♰ ⋅⋆ ─── "Smoke him out. I don't care what you have to do to get that little coward to show his face. The kingdom is already crumbling and it is his job to save us. So make him perform his sacred duty. Whatever it takes."
Cold eyes narrow down on the clergymen before him with a frown hanging on pale lips. The Kingdom was crumbling. Misterica in all her glory is falling into the deep dark that is spreading out from the sacred pillar. If something isn't done soon they'll all be lost and that damnable boy is nowhere to be found.
He blames Aurinko for this. He blames Kuu. He blames himself too for not doing something about that wretched woman sooner because if not for her, he could have swayed the King by now and the boy would have completed his duty in battle against the demon gunman.
If not for that, none of this would ever be happening. If not for her, he could have truly taken control of Aurinko ages ago. Then the boy, for as insufferable as he was, wouldn't have been able to refuse him.
He should have been rid of them ages ago. The brat and his mother. Aurinko and Kuu must have whisked the boy to safety because for some inane reason they insist on protecting him. That doesn't make any sense. The boy should be protecting Misterica. The last thing their Holy Savior needed right now or any other time was to be coddled but that wretched woman ruined the Celestial Mother's vessel by giving him independence and choice.
Now the boy thinks for himself and not the greater good. Now the boy thinks of himself as normal, which is the last thing he was in any sense of the word. How dare they take him from his sacred duty at a time like this?!
For being servants of the Misterican people, this is a betrayal at its highest form. The Royal Family should be bowing their heads but instead they have whisked the boy off to hide him from his fate. Undoubtedly those cowards are trying to avoid their duty. This is why his family has been taking on the task of trimming back the rot over these long to be sure that whomever was taking the seat of power was actually befitting of the position.
Misterica should come before all else and that includes their wretched lives.
Aurinko and Kuu were just children when they took the seats of power, and they were never fit to lead. He had assumed that the boy would have been easier to control considering how young their precious King of the Eclipse was when he took on the mantle of their true Lord, but he had that damnable woman on one side and he had Kenraali Taivas on the other. Both of them stepped out of their bounds and became far too much of an obstacle when it called for properly controlling Aurinko’s actions.
Cold eyes can only narrow further as the men before him start to file out of the room a little bit at a time, lips to parting as teeth clench together as silver toned mist floods from between them as he growls.
“NOW! Find that boy NOW! I don’t CARE what hole you have to drag him out of! His life belongs to Misterica! He’s never had the will to choose his own fate! Drag him out to force him to perform his duty. I don’t care what happens to him, but we’ll all die if he continues to hide like a coward. Burn the kingdom down if you must. It’s already crumbling and it’s all his fault. He’s failed us all and disgraced Lady Tiamat with his actions. What kind of vessel runs from his sacred duty? He was never our Savior to begin with. The prophecy chose the wrong boy.”
#meme || misterican memories#expressionbean#guest muse: piispa sumu#topic: hopea sumu#topic: misterica#topic: misterican religion#topic: tiamat#topic: misterican religious council#tw; long post#tw; death#tw; destruction#tw; religion#tw; murder#tw; violence#tw; threats#v; the child of white || before the fall#// is it before though?#// or during >.> ?#// trashmallow finally decides to make his first ask appearance with this shit#// this is why quen dubbed him trashmallow#// and why i asked her to give him a punchable face when she asked to draw him#// meet Hopea Sumu (Silver Fog) my most piece of shit Misterican#// he is a fucking moldy ass marshmallow and mean to Pilvi so Tiamat said that he was denied puff#// no fluffy hair for him because he is a mean old man and we hate him in this house#// oh you thought Misterica was pretty and chill and beautiful and a great place to live? hahahahahaha#// Misterica is one of those places that is pretty to look at until you start digging#// Misterica is fucked up but in that hidden sort of way#topic: a prince's life#topic: lord aurinko#topic: lady kuu
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happy mon friends!! ☆٩(。•ω<。)و its a fresh new wk!! wooo!! i might be goin on a lil roadtrip to see the eclipse w some internet friends!! <33 im so excited!!! (੭ु ›ω‹ )੭ु⁾⁾♡ I LOVE SPACE SM!!!
#ᕱ⑅ᕱ.* journals!#i’ve been twt moots w this girl for over 6 yrs & we might finally be meeting today!!! im so so excited!! i hope i can make it !! :3#they drove in from another state to get a perf view of it & everyth!!! :o#she lives ab 5 hrs from me so its not too bad!! but EEEP!! YOU GUYS SHES SO SO COOL!! like…WAYYY cooler than me!!#granted thats not v hard but STILL!! ૮꒰ྀི ´∩∩` ꒱ྀིა i hope i make a good first irl impression!!#& i got me a lil iced latte on my way home from my bfs!! :3 what a great start to my wk!!!#i am picking you all so many fresh flowers & puttin them in your window!! have a GREAT DAY!! ٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و✧*。
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I GOT MY NEW BOOK, A MEETING OF SHADOWS FROM V. E. SCHWAB!!!!
#kell#lila bard#v. e. schwab#a darker shade of magic#im so happy#i finally get to know#i hope the bi prince appears more UwU#hes so funny#and so cool#i found a free preview on internet and i saw lila gets to join a crew!!#and learns arnesian#shes so fricking cool#i read the sinopsis AND IM SO EAGER TO READ IR#its like. three fingers thick#it might have 500 pages or something#and it seems like there is this international magic fair/olimpiads or something? and lila and kell meet again!#i wonder if there is another antari out there 😏
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What kind of experience are you!
I was tagged by @fereldanwench in the this qt lil test for my main OC here. Thank you so much! I love it!♥️🌸
You leave people feeling challenged (affectionate).
- a shiver. a breath of cool winter air, a stick n poke tattoo; the last few switchbacks at the end of a hike. a deep red. a proud sweat, a delicious ache. early dawn’s blue hour. a favorite story you love to retell. the excited scream, the staggering leap into water below. not fearless, but not afraid to let a good memory leave a few scars or stains. while you have moments of being rough around the edges—an acquired taste, a book not fully grasped in the first read-through—you can rest knowing that there will be people that rise to your challenge. you give off a sense of knowing yourself, and while that could be the case, you’re still learning, too. the close people in your life aren’t afraid of your seasons, your come-and-go silence, or your own way of showing love. they’re there to stay. they’ll join you on that blue hour dock just to read. they’ll take that last-minute road trip to the desert. you’re here to say, “I know you could do it.”
I tag without pressure @bnbc @cybercaffie @cyberpunkaddict @genocidalfetus @wanderingaldecaldo and anyone else who wants it.♥️
#this is so so spot on#she’s definitely a challenge to everyone she meets#she pushes them to overcome their own shortcomings or to finally let go of that toxic habit that acted as a prison#it’s not always easy or in a good way and she doesn’t do it with intent all the time#there’s just a force within her that ignites her and doesn’t allow her to let things just be as they are#of course the people who she pushes most are those closest to her and definitely Goro#but also Luke and her brother#for Goro it is good in the end though he goes through hell and back#for Luke not so good#goro has the same effect on her now that I look at it#they are both immense challenges to each other but it’s all worth it in the end#cyberpunk 2077#cp2077#cyberpunk2077#female v#cp77#fem!v#oc: zia valfrid#oc tag game
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in the teacher verse, Ei's absolute favorite school days are Parents Day and the Sports Fest day
#hc#v; go beyond (plus ultra!)#//Close after is post final exams bc he can treat his students to FOOD#//Parents Day he likes most once his kid gets to UA; bc he will BE SO doting#//And troll the other teachers by ditching talking to parents to go talk to his coworkers and play with his kid#//Will Not want his mom to show up in his stead bc while he appreciates the gesture; HE wants to be there#//Since she never really showed up to his parents day or stayed Very briefly if she did#//Bo he wants to SPOIL his kiddo#//That and he would do it anyways for his students that also don't have parents showing up#//Asks then offers to be their dad if they tell him what's up. Will ALWAYS be there for his kiddos#//Sports fest days are his all time faves bc he gets to be That Dad to his kiddos#//Screaming words of encouragement; personally going down to congratulate them if they win#//Escort them to get food if they lose; then to the stands or walk them somewhere if they need time alone to make sure they're okay#//Personally takes his injured kiddos to Recovery Girl if need be; is like a v worried parent the whole trip there#//Takes all the photos and videos for them; genuinely wants them to feel admired and awed#//Casually talks them up to Pros he meets; about their strengths and capabilities; so they good intern offers#//Most definitely regales his students with Tales From Back In the Day#'Ah; I remember MY. Fiest Sports Festival like it was yesterday-'#'Red Riot-sensei; pls-'#//If he has friends on the staff; he WILL start playful rivalries#//Tell his kids no homework for a week plus a pizza party if at least one of them places higher in the fest than all of so and so's student#//The more fellow hero course students they place higher over; the more bonus rewards they get#//If one of his own wins first place; he takes them all on a class trip of their choice#//Even clears it with Nezu ahead of time; to 'encourage them to do their best and Succeed' he'd say#//And promise to make it educational; like the training camp#//So many thoughts of Teacher!Kiri rn hbdbf
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Before moving to San Myshuno, Renee gave V her number as she did not know the address at that time. Since then there have been no messages...until today! Renee immediately told Noah, who sent V the apartment details and then they started looking for more roommates.
#ts4#sims 4#ts4 gameplay#ts4 legacy#postcard legacy#postcard gen 3#renee reichmann#noah ngata#renee doesnt know v's number so shes been waiting all this time!#she will finally meet v!#not yet anyway a few more posts
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with dani still at the pattons’ beck & call and emily on medical leave ( aka, lounging in bed with pippa and eating bonbons ), cleo ends up tackling the graveyard shift alone. yet she prefers working the odd hours anyway, the desk much quieter with most of the guests either out partying or snoring soundly in their egyptian cotton sheets. she’s able to work on some of the schedule for next month instead -- noting a few vacation requests, and rotating the housekeeping shifts while listening to her favorite podcast.
as much as this disruption in her sleep cycle would annoy her tomorrow . . . cleo would have to admit there’s a strange peace to working these hours, too. with the lobby hauntingly vacant and the shadows scattering beneath the chandelier, it’s a fitting ambience for listening to weird occurrences. as izzie’s voice hums tales of european horror in cleo’s airpods, she can almost imagine her life is a little more fascinating than streamlining budgets and ordering floral arrangements. with luck, maybe izzie would cover italy one day.
till then, cleo would return to one of her favorite episodes on the netherlands. she’s deep into one of the interviews with the locals when the phone rings, surprising cleo for the late hour ( and for the rude disturbance of her liminal space ). she answers with the usual emily-mandated professionalism, all while continuing to log away hours in the computer. thankfully, it isn’t a difficult request; room 1608 just needs some more printer paper. cleo supposes it’s nice to know she’s not the only one working hard at this hour.
grabbing a stack of paper from the back cabinets, cleo heads over to the guest’s room. when she arrives, however -- the door’s already cracked open. it would’ve been ominous if not for the music banging away inside, immediately having cleo question who this guest is and what they’re doing at this hour. but the sooner she delivers the paper, the sooner she can get back to her podcast. cleo knocks on the door, but doubts it’s audible with all the noise ( luckily the walls of the red orchid are thick enough for the guests to party as they like ).
against the nagging emily voice in her head, cleo steps inside, half-expecting the room to be trashed in a sort of rock-and-roll spirit. instead, she finds something much more exhilarating: the wall of the dining room had been completely transformed, decorated in not art but photos of the red orchid staff. cleo included. she would’ve thought she had stumbled on the ramblings of a potential murderer if the picture in the middle wasn’t immediately recognized: adam h. mcleod. he was the man who had been found floating dead in the pool last year, the killer still never identified.
. . . which means all those red strings connected to his photo are for . . . potential suspects?
right off the bat, cleo can imagine a few who should be eliminated from the list of the accused. herself, of course ( although she’s torn between finding the suspicion insulting or flattering ) and maddy fisher. as hilarious as it would be to interrogate her, maddy doesn’t belong on the wall; her employment schedule doesn’t line up. before she can stop herself, cleo begins unpinning maddy’s string, placing it on the desk with her paper just as the guest enters. she’s much younger than cleo would’ve expected, a twenty-something year old blonde in a sweatshirt. it throws cleo off for a second, but then she jabs a thumb towards maddy’s photo.
❝ i wouldn’t put it past her -- ❞ cleo starts explaining her reasoning for messing with the strings. ❝ -- but she wasn’t working here yet. still in her tiny hometown. ❞ with that covered, cleo’s curiosity now turns to the guest. it’s completely inappropriate for cleo to be intruding on her space like this, but . . . she’s intrigued. ❝ are you a journalist? ❞ ( @feveredblurs )
#( EXCITED FOR THESE TWO FINALLY MEETING without all that drama lskjdfasdf )#( or like drama between the two of them at least 8) )#( hope it's okay i had her not recognize her at first? i was picturing her being distracted during the phone call and maybe not registering#that it's izzie when she first walks out like it's too shocking but maybe her slowly recognizing her in my next reply? )#( then inwardly a lil 😳 )#feveredblurs#( c: cleo )#( v: italy )
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#i still haven't told v (the friend that lives in the same country as me) what's going on with me mental health-wise#i told her we should meet next month like we usually do (because i wanna give her the chocolate i bought) and then she asked about uni and#stuff and i told her i wanna go to a ludovico einaudi concert but he won't come here and the closest concerts are in germany not even#a wien one so yeah it's not really an option because i'm not a big traveller#but she was so sweet she said she hopes he'd come to budapest because then she could pay for the tickets and take me there#she's so sweet. obviously i'd pay for both of our tickets but still.#this happened an hour ago or so and since then i can't stop thinking about the fact that i'm keeping this mental health shit a secret#but... she's already went through all the shit with me when it happened between us and i don't want to bring up old memories or#or make her worry about me. because i know how shit it is to worry. i broke a friendship because worrying made me sick mentally and almost#physically too. so yeah i really don't want her to worry about me. things suck for me but she finally has a full time job and her brother#has become a father not that long ago so i really want her to be happy#she knows about a few stuff i told her during the holiday but not about what mental illness i suspect i have#i don't want her to read what they say about it in hungarian because it's way more judgemental than what they say on english websites#it sucks that since i'm at uni we only meet twice a year but maybe there's something good in it too. that she doesn't have to see what's#going on with me. and she can be happy. she really deserves it.#my useless posts
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Okay having more thoughts abt a cowboy sorta au like
Dawn Winery being a ranch that sb rolls up to for lodging or a job or smth, Kae still lingering there in spite of Conflict due to Adelinde’s insistence but chooses to act like one of the other workers than rlly act as part of the fam-
#☆ ┆ ( .ooc. );#//Addie & Kae having a running thing of her tryna convince him to consider marriage bc he keeps planning on leaving#//But she wants him to not be lonely; and BOY does it get lonely out there without a friend to come along and Luc’s the only friend Kae’s#rlly had before; but the man ain’t interested in leaving (is still playing Darknight hero vigilante lawman)#//So they compromise on the form of Kae sticking around#//Abd continuously avoiding suitors who drop by either for business or temporary lodging bc he challenges them to a shooting contest#//Offering his hand to whoever can best him (ain’t nobody done so yet); a trinket or two if they can’t#//So he gets to hoard lil mementos of those suitors but also his glimpses of the outside world he wants to roam#//But at most kinda makes do with roaming Los Terrenos late at night in night watch he’d take up#//Up until he meets that sb who rolls up and actually catches his eye bc they are more interested in keeping company on those late nights#by laughing & swapping stories around the campfire and stargazing than actively pursuing him#//Charming & genuinely getting to know him; no matter how he flirts & schmoozes them to try get them to break resolve & propose so he can#challenge them & thus be done with them (he’s so scared of how fast he’s getting attached; thinks they might break his heart or worse)#//But when they finally do spring the question; it’s not phrased as marriage; rather an offer to run away together & explore the frontier#//Offering to take him everywhere they’d spoken of; everywhere Kae’s ever dreamed of seeing#//And he can’t help but want to concede; bc FINALLY someone’s listened to him and his dream#//FINALLY; someone who wants him for him; and not what he has to offer with his ties to the fam#//Bonus if they’ve bounced ideas of starting up their own little place somewhere; by their own efforts and mettle#//Finding a lil patch of what could be their new home and MAKE it their own#//Aaand I am rambling lmao#//Yknow what; maybe I should do this as a fic instead jdbfb#//or a ramblings with friends hdbfb#//It v slowburn lololol
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So one of the things I’ve been thinking about with my magical girls game I’m planning is romance. The genre is a subgenre of shoujo, which, for better or for worse, has romance as a core theme, and that carries through. Certainly, intimate and powerful connections are central.
I’ve had to put a blanket “no thanks” on romance in games bc i had a couple experiences that i Did Not Enjoy (it was fine, I was just like this is not how I want to play). But as I’ve continued playing, I realised it’s not that I’m opposed to roleplaying sex and romance (tho like. Im p much always playing with my sister and BIL so let’s just fade to black thanksss), it’s just that i don’t want the DM to do the equivalent of slapping some hole on the table in front of me and saying “go for it.” I want story. I want actual connection. I want you to handcraft a babe for me that leaves me weak in the metaphorical and physical knees.
It’s weird, as I’m grappling with whether aro fits into my collection of identities. It’s also been weird saying no to this in the context of someone who writes porn and has rped porn with friends before. Part of why I’ve just been saying “absolute no” to this kind of content is it feels too overwhelming to figure out where my boundaries are and communicate that. It’s just easier to draw a big red circle around the whole thing and say NO. Also like. I don’t want to take up a huge amount of space in a session zero unpacking My Journey, ya feel.
Anyway. I do think I want romance to play into this game. So in addition to everything else, I’ll have to hammer this stuff out.
Or maybe we’ll get to session zero and everyone will be like “the one thing I hate about magical girls is all the romance FUCK that shit we are coworkers”
#am I also thinking about a certain show im listening to? maybe.#to be absolutely crystal clear: there is nothing wrong with casual sex or love-free sex or anything like that.#there is nothing wrong with roleplaying that#and if I want a character who has casual sex i will make that#all my characters have been some flavour of queer and I think sometimes that makes a DM think they have to give you chances to Do a Gay#and like. me a real live queer person do not have to be actively fingerblasting anyone to be gay#buyan and junko will n e v e r have a sexual/romantic relationship#but the fact that they are both queer and have so many other parallels in their life but junko is more established#informs their relationship especially prior to the game#finding someone who’s so much like you and out and proud and you feel like you have so much in common and finally meeting her#and she gives you the ‘yeah! we should totally collab someday *fakest smile in existence*’#like on a microcosm scale many of us have had that experience#a lot of the time when I say ‘this character’s gay’ THAT’S mostly what I’m interested in#but also like I say if someone actually built a relationship with me I might find that fun
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