#i cant handle college

[kim-the-kryptid]

When you're obviously autistic but undiagnosed and need extra support in order to function in society but in order to get support you need money and in order to get money you need to function in society but in or-

[dykedvonte]

The second fic idea is a what-if scenerio where Jimmy dies in the crash due to and altercation with Curly and how Curly would navigate being Captain once he has to notice the little things and how he and Anya's relationship develop as he adopts an identical view point to hers rather than just keeping the peace.

And maybe i will write it but only time will tell tbh but it's stuck in my brain dome for the time being.

[nashvillethotchicken]

Sometimes I think about how loustat are in a placage marriage and make myself insane.

[carcarrot]

you'll be pleased to know that on my first day back at my job after my two week vacation i am already in one of my semi-regular Job Crises where i feel like if i dont find a new, better job soon im going to explode into 5 billion pieces

[theygender]

Apparently my job incorrectly changed my state on my W4 without my knowledge or consent last year and now I owe a LOT of money in unpaid state taxes since they weren't withholding them from my paycheck like they were supposed to 😭

[feddy-34]

irl shit below

im havin real doubts on whether i want to continue with aerospace engineering. im thinking abt possibly switching to poli sci and going for law school to focus on environmental law. i miss writing papers and not just lab reports. and ive always wanted to go into something environmental, i used to want to be an oceanographer when i was a kid

but i cant tell if thats just me running from the grind cuz math aint my strong suit. like i really dont have the attention span to actually do well in calc. and i dont know how im gonna get through the upper div classes when im struggling with calc. but i also dont know if i want to continue with aero eng and sit at a desk and CAD the rest of my life.

if i switch to poli sci i'll miss physics a lot, it's basically the only thing keeping me in engineering and was the first subject i really liked. but rn i really really miss writing. idk what to do. just feeling pretty lost rn like i cant tell if this is me just being lazy and not willing to do the hard work to understand the math or if this is really something i want to do bc i do feel strongly about pushing for change within federal regulations

but i do love space. and i think astronautics is amazing and i dont know if i can just abandon a dream like that. i dont know if im in love with the idea of working with rockets or if i actually have passion for it. im just really uncertain right now and it doesn't help that my cocktail of medication is doing jack shit rn

[tamaharu]

so scary... everythings so scary... (<- just signed up for a dorm that is both shared room and doesnt require a meal plan [will have to purchase my own food somehow])

[nomairuins]

anyways sry its not srs eventually ill get it together . and be a person again. one day

[venomgaia]

honestly the fact that procreate is apparently working on a destop application is pretty sweet, its def understandable how it became like a workhorse for a lot of people, its super lightweight and can still do a lot of stuff, even if it's ui is extremely minimal and takes some learning. I hope it'll be good n work on windows tbh

[anadorablekiwi]

I’m really not even half as good or ‘amazing’ as y’all say i am

[north-wilkesboro-moonshine-cave]

not to be a colossal fucking cowabummer about everything but it really does suck that like. my really chill and like. supposedly more realistic type of career goal feels about as unattainable as like a kid saying he wants to be a singer or something

[national-hockey-gay]

i walked a total of 22 miles this week😐

[choochoopickledie]

My biology professor, in his last lecture with us, told us that "science is the process and the people. Data is the residue, " and I wanna say mean things to him for that because now I am feeling unwell.

He said, "In 2009, Elizabeth Blackburn won the noble Prize for discovering the genome for the connective tissue on the telomere in the protist Tetrahymena thermophila That genome is found in ALL eukaryotic life." Even if he didn't explicitly say it, all I heard was in 2009, Elizabeth black burn discovered a part of me!

And I've always known it but now I understand. We're all connected, and the bugs are my brother!

[smol-bean-of-the-smols]

so theres this one assignment in one of my classes that i refuse to complete (its an interview assignment. i have to interview someone. that i do not know.)

because holy shit not only was it one of the things that caused me to spiral over the weekend, but getting reminded of it today in class and thinking about it has already sapped me of whatever motivation/energy i had. while im trying to complete other homework. i need to read this thing to complete a quiz but i Can Not read huge blocks of text rn

what the hell

[anachronismstellar]

I'm working two jobs and it's been Stressful tm

Today I talked to my boss about quitting and I've never been more nervous and relieved in my entire life.

No money is worth my mental health and it's okay

[lyriumsings]

yuuta is my favorite jjk student bc he looks tired and constantly on the verge of tears like bitch me too