#worse like the guilt drives Jimmy insane even if he doesnt admit like imagine Curly who would care so much and wonder if it shouldve | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

dykedvonte · 2 months ago

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The second fic idea is a what-if scenerio where Jimmy dies in the crash due to and altercation with Curly and how Curly would navigate being Captain once he has to notice the little things and how he and Anya's relationship develop as he adopts an identical view point to hers rather than just keeping the peace.

And maybe i will write it but only time will tell tbh but it's stuck in my brain dome for the time being.

#cause even if it got to Curly snapping and killing Jimmy for the sakes of the crew would you not have that guilt in being responsible for #anothers death espcially with all the responsibility on his shoulder and how he realizes he tried to be reponsible for things and made them #worse like the guilt drives Jimmy insane even if he doesnt admit like imagine Curly who would care so much and wonder if it shouldve #been him not to mention Anya being free from Jimmy but still not his actions and having to navigate still being stuck with the pregnancy an #the shallow feeling because relief doesn't mean happiness like i think shed believe shed be happier that Jimmy cant get to her anymore but #what now that their stuck? That the Captain is faltering and they are stranded for like another 6 months? If they even make it that long?#Like he may be gone but all his damage is still there and thr wounds fresh like its such a good concept i just cant divide my attention lik #that as i am still in college and it is sadly midterms #anyway uhhhh I just really want to write a fic where Curly and Anya can have that hard conversation on how he handled Jimmy constructively #and without him looking like undercooked skirt steak like there would be those moments where it lingers between the monotiny of staying #alive but how would they even address it? what comes first the sorry or the list of why he should be? like Curly places a lot of value on #his use to others and its interesing and subtle and its mostly directed between Jimmy who steers it and Anya who rides along with it #like go the thoughts and ideas i have but not the fuckin time!!!!#mouthwashing #mouthwashing game #curly #curly mouthwashing #anya mouthwashing #also daisuke and swansea are there but like i still have to think of the reflections they have and how to play with their characters in thi #idea world but yeah I want Curly to make amends and Anya to rediscover her autonomy and living outside that fear.

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