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siphoklansan · 11 months ago

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mini rant below the cut

If i catch another one of yall spam liking but not spam reblogging im gonna block you. Because what the actual fuck

#some of ya’ll:#AHHHHH MY FINGER GOT CUT OFF FROM THE REBLOG BUTTON *FROTHS AT THE MOUTH AND DROPS DEAD*#like…..#☞︎siphok-spams☜︎#will delete this later probably but im at my wits end okay?#most of yall live on tumblr and knows damn well how the algorithm well #support your damn artists and authors because theyre doing this shit for free #lots of love - siphok #*how the algorithm works whoop #whoops*#i cant even rant properly

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daftpatience · 11 months ago

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one thing I have learned about being poor is that you cannot for a moment stop thinking about it

#theres no peace #every little thing reminds me we are poor #seeing friends having electricity wifi heat food gas. it all costs money. and bills and fees and charges happen all the damn time #im constantly worried that i am measing up somehow or im not keeping track of my finances properly #the person handling our disability assistance application keeps coming back with question after question about my job #and i have so much doubt and fear that ive made some mistake in my answers that will disqualify us from support #and theres this sick backwards stupid thing where applying for and being on disability support is discouraging me from trying to make money #because the more i make the less likely we'll get support but i need to make money to live #its just fucked. and once we're on support i have to make monthly reports of my income so ill feel like im explaining myself all the fuckin #time #cus the system isnt built in a way that makes sense for self employed ppl who have business expenses to account for #sorry for the ranting i cant sleep #truly truly i think poverty is making me a worse persin #more anxious more resentful more jealous more miserable more spiteful #i have so little and there is so little i can do to help it #i want things in a more desparate and even childish way than i used to eant things #spend a lot more time fantasizing about magically having expendable income #not to mention the constant exponential guilt that comes from asking for help or recieving help. its guilt i need to unlearn but i feel it

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qcomicsy · 8 months ago

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Lately I've only been wishing to grab a comic about my favorite character and just have a genuinely good time reading it.

#I can't remember the last time I took a Deadpool comic and genuinely had a good time about it #I hate the direction they took with his character and it's so disrespectful that I don't even talk about I don't even think *any* Deadpool #fan genuinely talk about it because were so tired of his kids characterization we all just collectively decided to ignore whatever hell #marvel through at him #but rant aside #it's just–#I am not sure if comic books are fun anymore I don't even know who I am making content for half of the people on my notes haven't touched #comic book and aren't pretending to do so #people who read the comics tend to be so mean or bitter about it that even if you follow most will be angry about something #comic or fan related and I don't know if I can blame them but following that is draining #and as much as I was trying to be a good sport about it you make a post about comic book characters and #and the overwhelming response is 'I don't read the comics but'– following up by a take about them that doesn't even recognize any core #aspect of their personality that you can't even grasp you can't even recognize them #you can't recognize them on tue cannon you can't recognize them on the fannon #and no matter how engaging you try to make content about the fandom people just–*refuse* to read it. And then– they *refuse* to tag fannon #content as fannon #and *refuse* to leave either #Yes we are all having fun but how can a character tag be so so filled with people who have no idea of who they are #how can a character can be properly loved and take care of and have content that respect them if no one makes any attempt to *know them*#and it's disheartening because *comics* are supposed to be fun *fannon are supposed to be fun*#but for aome reason it's really *really* hard to have fun here anymore #I created this page to share my love for the characters I care about and see more content of people who care about them too #but I can't even *find* people who care about them any more and when I do they're all so angry and upset– And I *cant even blame them*#I just... I don't know why I am doing this anymore or for who I am doing this anymore #sorry to vent but it's been a while since I haven't been had a genuinely good time™ enjoying comics #I don't think even people who write those comics enjoy those comics or care about those characters #Sometimes feels like everyone is projecting on those characters rather than *writing about them*. And I can't find them anymore #fanfics used to be about love petters to characters who you love #nowadays seems like a competition to see who makes more funny words with tropes pre-written since 2007 #vent

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the-traveling-poet · 3 months ago

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Finally, first day off this week! Got home late after work and immediately found out I had a fever! Woke up with a migraine, nausea, a possible sinus infection, and aching joints at 5am! I have been unable to sleep since! I’ve taken every med and vitamin I’m able to and nothing has dulled the symptoms!! It’s been over 6hrs!!

#merely lynn ranting #pls god just one break #let me enjoy something #i was gonna celebrate something with my dad today #cant even properly do that now #i’m gonna cry

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myauditionfordrphil · 6 months ago

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God I feel like shit rn

#rant time #the surgery went good and their were no complications but i feel so dirty inside rn and i know it's normal but still can't help it #since i got out of the ot I'm just lying down because there's cotton stuffed in my nose and i feel like everyone will come out if I sit #and that's why my neck is constantly tilted giving me a killer ache in neck and back #there's dried mucus blood and medicines stuck on my teeth and mouth and I cant even properly rinse it #and since my nose is blocked i can't eat properly #my hair's a nest and I cant even fix it #this all is very very normal but it's very overwhelming too amd I feel like crap bcz of it #somi.exe

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thedeafprophet · 6 months ago

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trying to stay positive in the face of continuous inability to get even liquids down without discomfort is becoming more and more draining ngl

#uggggggggh #i was up in the middle of the night with bad throat pain #so of course i go to drink water to help with the pain #but then i cant. swallow at night at all for some goddamn reason so i proceed to reguirgitate it #and just been dealin with constant regurgitation problems even tho ive gotten stuff down this morning has been. a trial #i try really really hard to not let this completely destroy my quality of life #but i truly dont think people can understand how fucking awful it is to be entierly unable to swallow properly unless you experience it #i know theres potentially surgery that can help (terrifying but hopeful)#but still grappling with the fact that i somehow got an uncurable rare disease completely out of nowhere in my early 20s #blegh #okay back to ignoring my problems rant over #medical cw #the prophet speaks

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lonelychicago · 3 months ago

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rant

#rant bc its been a shit week so just ignore this #im like #so annoyed at this stupid thing that i can't really talk about with anyone else bc i basically backed myself into a corner lowkey(??#like if i talked about it with group a i know theyll immediately tell me im being crazy and reading too much into it #but if i talked about it to group b they'd just tell me they told me so and be bitches about it #AND LIKE OUGHHHHH #and i think i MIGHT be reading into it but also i just need to vent (? but also i dont wanna be mean(? but also ugh????#anyway im gonna cry #if u dont see me around is bc i killed myself /jk #i hate it here (the world)#i cant even rant properly ugh

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maplefield · 1 year ago

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kinda funny in a sorta sad way how people will be calling a character trash before they're even out and then upon release when they realize the character is actually good they start comparing them to earlier units and calling THEM trash

#honkai star rail #yes this is about argenti #and now that they realized that argenti is in fact good jing yuan is getting called trash again he cant catch a break for real #but i remember people were talking shit about luocha as well before he was released #like idk maybe wait until you can actually try a character in game or smth #wish people could accept that diff characters have diff playstyles and some are harders to build then others #that doesnt mean theyre bad #normally i wouldnt care about this its just gotten too much and i had to go on a little rant #anyway my advice is ultimately just pull for and play the characters you like #hsr #my post #forgot to add and cant move tags so here it goes: when i said diff playstyles #i meant that even characters who are on the same path tend to work differently (and this is something i really like about this game)#dude im so tired i cant even convey my thoughts properly i hope this post makes sense

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todayisafridaynight · 11 months ago

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IW fr just felt like yokoyama's cope for killing Aoki off and then regretting it

im not saying yoko shouldve ryuji'd aoki but im just saying maybe the aoki-lives truthers were onto something if not copium but serving a warning for what was to come

#iw spoilers #spoilers #not really but shut up #snap chats #actually no shut up ill make those tags valid #LIIIIKKKEEEEEE EIJI WAS DONE WELL AS A MASATO-ADJACENT CHARACTER #why make ebina .......... i hate him so much ........... yoko it is not 2009 anymore who is this deviantART-oc-backstory ass mfer #why not even have ichi interact with him more or have him fight ebina ...#if yu really had to fuck it have kiryu and ichi fight ebina together idc just #with ichi's core being about family its so fucking bizarre ichi never gets to properly interact With His Family #IM NOT GETTING INTO THIS RANT FUCK OFF #there's just ... so much that could've been done differently that wouldve worked so much more interestingly .... im angry now ...#im gonna drink this tea ...#cyborg aoki wouldve been so funny but also so unnecessary #he just got shanked like. fuck if i know where brb #no i need to stop because im literally going to sit here and do an autopsy report if i dont force myself to put it to rest #anyways i dont think aoki should be brought back and with this game ending i at least hope they put him to rest now #i was happy with what the ending with eiji provided like FINE that was sweet #im still pissed that kume was just. brushed aside like that like can i at least watch his arrest ........ if i cant kill him myself ......

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im-not-a-l0ser · 4 months ago

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I will lose my fucking goddamn mind if I come across another fake dating fic where the endgame isn't tagged.

Like, if you start a fic with an endgame in mind, and then that changes while writing the story, that's fine! Just Change the tags! That easy! Some people don't multi-ship, and it's fine that you do, but maybe make it clear how it's gonna end because me and a lot of other people don't like certain ships and that's fucking okay.

#the sudden and inexplicable realisation that i probably dont multiship bc as a mostly aroace person #i cant imagine liking more than one person at one time and therefore having more than two possible outcomes:#dating the person you like or not dating the person you like #those are the two options in my head #“i only really ever like one person at any time” bro you hardly like anybody at any time #anyway #the fic(s) im thinking of was p!ns and p@tches #sensoring it because i know its a rarepair and if someone searches it i dont want this rant coming up #searching is generally how i find my content instead of tags #seriously though i have like Maybe three characters i multi ship and i cant even remember who #fake dating #fanfiction #i swear to fucking god if someone says “some people are gonna like ships you dont like get over it”#or some shit like that #they will immediately be blocked im so fucking sick of not being taken seriously #i know that. im okay with that. take your own advice maybe and tag ships properly

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phagodyke · 5 months ago

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anyway yeah relevant to that post abt being deaf/hoh and ppl excluding u from conversation bc of it (even unintentionally), that's smth that's been really deeply bothering me lately bc there are a few ppl I routinely have to deal with who do it a lot and it Pisses Me The Fuck Off I've lost all patience w them. giving up and calling it ableism and walking out idc anymore 🚶‍♂️