#i cant imagine liking more than one person at one time and therefore having more than two possible outcomes:

[im-not-a-l0ser]

I will lose my fucking goddamn mind if I come across another fake dating fic where the endgame isn't tagged.

Like, if you start a fic with an endgame in mind, and then that changes while writing the story, that's fine! Just Change the tags! That easy! Some people don't multi-ship, and it's fine that you do, but maybe make it clear how it's gonna end because me and a lot of other people don't like certain ships and that's fucking okay.

[anonymouscheeses]

Vaggie and Valentino are connected and no one has been talking about it (I think 😭)

Brutha. I've always known this but like these two are surface level similar yet so SO SO SOOOO different its terrifying.

Question might be, why tf am I comparing the r*pist and the beautiful, gorgeous, fantastic, inspiring, humble, generous, smeggsy, former angel?

Simply because they are both moth demon's that speak Spanish. It's a bit too specific. And rlly that's kind of all I have right now. Sure, you could say "erm actually, Vaggie isn't a moth demon 🤓" and ur probably right. But if she's not, why is it that in her redesign for the show they lean into the moth hair? It's look much MUCH more moth than in the pilot. So if Viv wanted to stray away from the moth theme, why make it look more like that? She may not he exactly a moth demon but she does have intentional moth features. Perhaps Vaggie just disguised herself like that, either way, still a connection..

I would get it if one of them were in helluva boss jst as a way to recycle and make room or whatever. But no, they are in the same show, same world, same ring of hell, same city(I think). It's a weird connection and I kind of don't want it to exist. Like at all. Because if they are connected I can't think of any other way they are except that Val could be a fallen angel. Which I CANT imagine. Unless Vaggie is like, a winner that became an exterminator, but genuinely that would be a bit complex. But what isn't in this show. Then again, Adam said he created her, or that could be a metaphor for that Vaggie was never noticed as a human and just brushed off to the side so therefore Adam "created" her (created a name and image/status of her). But that's unlikely, I don't they would be that smart lmao.

Personality wise, they both have anger issues. Pilot Vaggie and show Valentino are more alike but show Vaggie is still somewhat spicy. They also both have hot voices, sorry not sorry, like fuck Val (not literally) but his voice is BAZINGA 😍 and I'm a simp for Stephanie Beatriz. I'm a simple gal.

Design wise they have rare commonalities. They are both heavily red but thats everyone in the show it make my eyes bleed. But. A weird thing someone pointed out in a slideshow on tiktok is that show Valentino has white stripes on his hips. Me personally I'm not sure what to think about it really. Like I mean it IS a new detail that spawned AFTER the pilot and it is like... on the EXACT place. But like, it's such a weird thing to include when it's such a common pose yknow?

Also the X's on the boobs are so sensual I cannot be the only one. And ykno Val is the king of sensual (🤮)

Maybe you could be asking, "if Val and Vaggie r connected jst because they are moth demons then that jst means that anyone that are the same species are somehow tied to eachother huh? 🤓" like Angel Dust and Zestial. But what I think differs from that is the fact these two have actual big similarities apart from jst the fact they are moths. Like what I just explained, personality, design, both speak Spanish. While Angel Dust and Zestial are only just both spiders. Angel's reason for being a spider is due to the ykno, "web of crime" thing. And Zesty man? Idk he probably got bit and fucking died by a poisonous spider. I mean, health shit wasn't exactly great back in his ye olde time.

For Val and Vaggie we have NO idea why they are moths

But I did find this! From google AI.....? (I didn't even know that was a thing..) but, I think it's true. It explains the dynamic with Angel alot and I think that's an interesting detail.

Which could also apply to Vaggie because of her hyper-dependency on Charlie.

Plus this fits Vaggie so. SO much. If my theory that Vaggie just disguised herself as a moth to blend in then that would be a good connection to the entire moth motif. Love, I don't even need to explain.

It can fit Val too if you think abt the disguise part a bit. Like he disguises himself as this charming and calming figure to avoid suspicion and lure victims... fucking creepy 🤮

Also in Vaggie's past designs she was more moth.

Here is like. ONE image I could find that wasn't too blurry. Like I wouldn't say it's heavy moth but I think if you asked me what insect she was based off I would guess moth in like a few minutes. The colors being dark, the fluffy legwarmers. Yum, that's a mothy. (THIS DESIGN YHO KINDA PISSES ME OFF. WHY IS THERE THE FEMALE SIGN OK HER SHIRY I THOUGHT SHE WAS STRAIGHT IN THIS VER??? also str8 vaggie scares me don't ever bring up that thing around me. They are NOT the same. #notmyvagina)

From what I know there aren't any previous old beta designs of Valentino, so he was likely made for the show specifically.

Overall, they are both sexy Spanish speakers who are moth demons, in the same show, oddly specific connected design choices, and have some anger issues.

Oh also they both hate Angel Dust 💜

[the-90s-music-colosseum]

Round 2 Group A Match 1

expand for propaganda ↓ (wall of text warning)

Thom Yorke:

"what other musician has a five minute compilation of his moans on stage ? yeah? no one? i thought so. vote thom yorke for my well being"

"He wrote all I need. (sexiest song ever written)"

"He made out with BOTH of the Greenwood brothers (damn)"

"Three Radiohead albums are on the top 10 highest rated album of all time, therefore his cock is massive"

"Vote him please or I will cry - microwave anon"

"I actually do have a locket with his face in it. I wear it everywhere 🙂"

"He was too hot in his Pablo Honey era cant change my mind🗣️🗣️🗣️"

"I just love him so much. He's such a cutie I want to put him in my pocket and take him with me everywhere :)"

"He wrote Spectre (sexy)"

"https://youtu.be/0YuENQZTV0k?si=EM9dx5Ye0bX6Xa4a"

"He would never evade his taxes like SHAKIRA DID."

"I want to meet thom yorke in a a record store where our eyes meet for a split second and we each notice what section the other is looking through and although neither of us is brave enough to start a conversation with the other we go home and fall asleep dreaming of what might have happened if we had gotten up the courage to talk to that cute person in the store and get to know them. I need him so bad it’s appalling"

"He's really cool!! He has had great character development over the years too if you're into that sort of thing. He has a really beautiful soul"

"gotta support grampa"

"hws so fine i want to turn him into a keychain so i can dangle him from my purse & jingle him whenever km bored… i will breath on him until it fogs all over then wipe him with a cloth to keep him clean Like a pair of glasses"

"If he wins I will create the most beautiful victory art you could ever imagine. (My 6th grade graphic design class will finally come in handy)"

"he's got that disease steez hes a flotsam fairy, you can sling him around like those stretchy hands you get in the quarter machine, he'll get mad for a minute but its fine"

"https://pin.it/1v99xvI"

"https://pin.it/4nvY08s"

"Has the voice of an angel"

"I had a dream once that I saw him and Jonny Greenwood walking down the street. I walked up to them and told them how much Radiohead meant to me and asked Thom if he could sign my Pablo Honey CD I had on me for some reason and he pushed me into open traffic and I got hit by a car and died. Jonny laughed. 10/10 dream got killed by Thom Yorke"

"He made Let Down in 1997. Shakira could never"

Shakira:

"ITS SHAKIRA SHAKIRA. le lo lo le lo le??? guys come on. do u even care about latinas."

"Shakira is genuinely hotter than most people on earth, so."

"No one else sounds like Shakira. No one else moves like Shakira. (Whether you think that's a compliment or not is up to you.)"

""is anyone even voting for Shakira" ME. I AM."

"She gives me huge Stacy's mom vibe. Like I'd come over to my friend's house not to hang out with them but to talk to their mom about how her divorce makes her feel and so I volunteer to help around the house or anything she needs. I'll take the task of cleaning out the attic with the black widows I'll mow the lawn on a hot summer day so she can offer me a cold drink for my hard work. Sorry I got lost in thought but she was part of my lesbian awakening and I will not take any Shakira slander"

"Shakira literally made me a lesbian <3"

[tossball-stick]

personal kieran headcanons 😋

tagging: @aintan0driscollnomore

hiii im here to ramble about my kieran hcs. these r all my personal ones. i hope u enjoy :3

i am not gonna he/him this guy for the whole post so first things first to get it out of the way: i think shes trans!! yeah i think shes a trans woman who just hasnt realized yet. a long life of hardship has left her in a perpetual state of "im probably actually a woman but im going through life ruining trauma so i cant deal with that rn"

therefore....... i think her spending more time with the women is to be one of the girls. its the closest shes gotten, im sure, im sure its probably the first time shes even properly been around women, socially, in years, even.

i like to think her and bill eventually start warming up to each other. a shared history in the army makes her sympathetic towards him, to a degree. i can imagine her listening to him pour his heart and soul out about dutch and feel a little bad for him. especially the closer she gets to the ladies, the more of a safe space she has away from bill, should she desire. it works out.

before the vdl gang very rudely starved her, she was actually a little thick around the middle. in aus where shes allowed to eat reguluarly for a good while, i think she needs to fill back out

i think shes flat out lying about how significant her role with the o'driscolls was. i think she was actually pretty notable in the gang, maybe even being close to colm. other posts have explained this much better than i could dream to.

i also think she doesnt exactly hate outlaw life!! people often forget thst her time in the army "didnt end well," and that after the army she joined another gang that later abandoned her. she seems to lean towards gang life, as well as horse management. interesting!

while she actively pursues mary-beth for the most part, i think she has crushes on most of the other ladies. i think she'd even admit grimshaw is mighty pretty for her age, and that she'd be fooled to find out grimshaw was as old as she was.

very inexperienced with dating. just has never really been around women much, as i ssid before.

i think she has a bitter crush on arthur. gets all huffy about finding him handsome. maybe has asked him for a dance while drunk once. i like to think he obliged her but realistically i doubt it

i think "fishing" is moreso just an excuse to look out at nature and enjoy it, as well as an excuse to ride around on branwen, though dont get me wrong, i still think its one of the few connections she has left with her father.

i think in an ideal world sean would be her outlet to have the childhood she never quite got. based on their campfire interactions, despite the violence, they seem to think not poorly of each other. irish immigrants 🤝

i think shes a bit more cruel and tricksy than people give her credit for, but i dont think shes a horrible person or anything. shes done bad bad things. she doesnt feel good about much of it i imagine. i think her phrasing of "the o'driscolls gave me a choice: ride with them or die" as more along the lines of how the vdl gang members view dutch as having saved their life yknow. kiersn only went to the o'driscolls for food and safety to survive, otherwise she might not have had any.

i think she would tbh respect pearson!! she isnt sick of his navy stories like the rest of the vdl gang is, and the navy is highly respected amongst the rest of the military. i think she would humor him a little. plus, he feeds her. a+ in kierans book.

[mamadarama]

my jojos stands for a few enstars characters :p i put a lot of effort into them so i wanted to post them even tho its a looong post....

i chose the names based off music i think the character would like, not necessarily songs that apply to them. i tried to make the powers sorta match the names but i didnt prioritize it. shrug. theyre also maybe a little overpowered. oops. at least theyre cool, i think.

the only characters here are nagisa, ibara, jun, hiyori, mayoi, madara, tsumugi, makoto, tatsumi, sora, and wataru (i prolly wont do the rest of the chars this took me like all afternoon and most of this morning)

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*only works if the subject is in the line of sight of the user or stand. "line of sight" includes live camera feeds.

*nagisa - aphex twin;

can touch people to encase them in a layer of stone (sort of like in pompeii). this is permanent, but the stone can be shattered by outside forces (not easily) or undone instantly by the stand. the persons body is put in stasis and wont age. also pauses any healing wounds or illnesses. the person is in a coma like state inside, but are living a lucid dream until theyre freed. what the dream is depends on the person and can be anywhere from a better life than the one they live, to an unending nightmare. depending on how long they were trapped, when people are unfrozen it takes time for their body to get used to being actively alive again.

- can be used to "time travel" (the same way cryostasis could be considered "time travel")

- can be used to cheat death and save lives

- could be used to disguise people as statues i suppose

- can use it on himself, but wouldnt be able to undo it. someone would have to break him out.

*ibara - critical darling;

transmutes blood into hemotoxic venom (specifically that of the mamushi pit viper). this only works if the blood is visible (i.e, outside the body or open wounds that are still bleeding)

- comes with immunity to all poison and venom

- effectively an unlimited source of venom, as long as he has blood to transmute.

- can do this with blood mixed into other things, but only the blood will turn to venom. (mix water with blood, turn the blood to venom, the water will be as if the same amount of venom was used instead of blood)

*hiyori - man on the moon;

can control light. making it dark in pure daylight, and visa versa. can change the color, brightness, heat, and other properties. only works on things that can light up, or light that already exists. (cant light up a dark room if it doesnt have a lightbulb, etc)

- comes with night vision.

- can be used to basically flashbang people minus the bang

- can remotely change the brightness of screens and other electronics

- works with ANY light level. if theres even a little light, he can use it.

- can cause 3rd degree burns with the sun or light sources that can tolerate a high heat output (or destroy light sources that cant tolerate a high heat output too i suppose)

jun - punk tactics;

its a supercharged attack dog. very quick and can jump very high. he can communicate with it telepathically and is always aware of where it is. however it can only manifest within 9 miles of jun. disappears and returns to jun if it goes farther. its a german shepherd cuz thats how i imagined it while writing this. he can take control of its body in first person, but his human body will be vulnerable. in first person the stand becomes a physical flesh and blood animal and returns to being a spirit when he goes back to his body. he can remotely see through its eyes without leaving his body. the 9 mile radius is negated while in first person, but still not a good idea to stray too far from his body. if his human body is unconscious or dead, he continues to live as his stand until his body is brought back to life or wakes up (optional if hes sleeping normally). until then hes stuck as a dog and therefore cant talk and has no thumbs. he also will age in dog years, so the older he gets the more dangerous this becomes. if his current age is beyond the lifespan of a dog, he has exactly one year from the second he died to resurrect his body (assuming resurrection is possible in whatever world this is happening in)

- can be used for stealth surveillance

- can be used to cheat death temporarily

- can be used as a disguise

- can be used to get dog privileges like free food and no taxes. just dont get caught by animal control. or the police.

*mayoi - imaginaerum;

thick cloud of vapor. density determined by the amount of material that was evaporated. any vapor he creates is alive with animal level sentience and commanded by him alone. he can also turn his body into vapor and condense vapor into liquid at will. he can still move freely when hes evaporated but it can easily get him found out if theres no wind or hes moving against the wind. if his body was turned into vapor, condensing rematerializes his body. it can be any material, but the components of that kind of vapor must be present within eyesight. moisture in objects works too, but wont make that much vapor. they dont have to be mixed, but once mixed as vapor the components cant be separated if theyre recondensed. all vapor containing his body must be present for him to condense back into a person. if he tries to condense when not all of his body is present, only the parts of his body that are present will become solid. depending on what part and how much of him is missing, this can range from minor injury to instant death. he is always aware of where his body parts are though.

- comes with burn resistance. if he would be burned, the burned flesh instead evaporates into steam. it can be reincorporated if he turns the rest of his body into vapor and then back into solid form.

- severed limbs cant be reattached the way burned flesh can, but if the limb was burned after being severed it could be reattached that way.

- he can make parts of his body evaporate if theres a trail of vapor between solid flesh. (ex. can turn his arm to vapor, but have his hand stay flesh)

- vapor created by him cannot be dissipated by anything other than himself.

- can be used as a smoke bomb.

- can be used for stealth and spying.

- can be used to get through any opening.

- can be used to poison or suffocate people depending on what liquid is used (ex. he could turn into mustard gas if he had the ingredients)

*tsumugi - sweet talk;

all forms of hypnotism and telepathy.

can also manifest psychic bonds to immobilize enemies. hypnotism only works if the subject is paying attention to tsumugi in any way (that is, it cant be avoided by pretending to ignore him). the psychic powers dont require the subject to be attentive. either you pay attention to him and become vulnerable to hypnosis, or you ignore him and leave yourself open to psychic and other forms of attack. no one is immune to this, but it works better on people that are naïve, stupid, or gullible

- can be used to guide allies out of dangerous situations

- can be used to put enemies in dangerous situations

- can be used to control peoples thoughts and cause emotional damage

- can be used for normal hypnotism stuff like making people fall asleep and whatnot.

- can be used to immobilize objects as well as people

madara - twilight zone;

chronomancy. primarily can steal and redistribute time from his and other peoples lives. he also can tell exactly how long anyone but himself has left of their natural lifespan (cant tell if someone will die from something besides old age). he can only alter the lifespan of people when theyre standing still (willingly or not). he can only steal or give time at rates of either 30min/sec, 1yr/sec, or 10yrs/15sec. he can "carry" stolen lifetime to redistribute later by giving it to himself, but hes unable to tell how long his own lifespan currently is. he keeps count by writing on his arm with a pen. he can speed up or slow down time for objects or people and reverse time up to 3 minutes. this also works for parts of objects or people. (unlike the other stands in this post, twilight zones power wont work through a live video feed. the subject has to be visible in person)

- can be used to heal wounds by speeding up time in a specific area. doing this itches like hell and adds time to that part of the body making it older than the rest of the body. the same is true for reversing time, but its less consequential due to the 3 minute limiter. depending on how severe the wound is, the risk varies.

- speeding up time for an ill person could either heal them or kill them. whichever one would have happened regardless. also makes that person however much older.

- as long as they stay still, he could speed up time infinitely for one person until their body decays.

- if he managed to collect enough lifetime, he could curse someone with pseudo immortality (make someones lifespan like 10000 years)

- is effectively immortal himself, but after he reaches the upper limit of his own natural lifespan, he will only be able to stay alive by stealing time from others.

- its risky to speed up time for living things that havent finished growing yet because it will give that part a head start and end up bigger than the rest of the body. if used on the whole body, the brain is unaffected and making a kid grow up extremely quickly will not make them act like an adult.

- can be used to make plants grow faster but is a little tedious bc it would still dry out the soil so hed have to stop and water it every few minutes

(can you tell this power was already a concept i had worked out months ago but had nothing to use it for lol)

makoto - private eyes;

digital camera that converts peoples souls into image files through their eyes. if the person blinks or closes their eyes they cant have their soul taken. they dont have to be looking at the camera though, their eyes just have to be open and visible in the viewfinder. the camera doesnt have a flash but isnt affected by light levels, the image is always clear. the body is left braindead but still alive. the soul in the file is still sentient and conscious, but will not age, die, get hungry, etc. however the body will. the soul in the image can move but its not smooth movement, it looks like a series of photographs documenting a single action. they can only interact with objects and other souls in the frame. multiple souls can be captured in the same file, but the file size increases based on how many souls it holds. souls can talk to each other but to people outside the photo itll look like watching a mute tv. if the file is deleted or the device its currently on is destroyed, so are all the souls in it. private eyes itself cant be destroyed unless makoto dies. for the soul to return to the body, the body must see the picture that was taken of it on a screen of any kind (wont work if its printed out) souls can only return to their own body, if something happens to it they are stuck.

- can be used to escape a sick body until its healed

- viewfinder can be used to see in the dark

- could be used to escape death, but the soul would end up stuck forever.

- if given a pen and paper, the soul could communicate with the outside world making it possible for makoto to temporarily carry people in his pocket.

- makoto could use this on himself, but he wouldnt be able to reverse it. someone else would have to show his body the picture.

tatsumi - evelyn evelyn; (workshopping the name)

can make miracles happen. the less likely something is to happen, the more likely it is that he can make it happen (similar to the infinite improbability drive from the hitchhikers guide). however, theres a 50% chance that what hes trying to do will actually do something else similar, and a 5% chance that it will work with monkeys paw rules. like if he tried to make a turkey sandwich fall from the sky, theres a 50% chance that it will be a different kind of sandwich, and a 5% chance that a plane crashes nearby that happens to have a turkey sandwich on board.

- can be used for just about anything, but be careful.

- bringing back the dead is possible, but they might come back wrong.

sora - piano fantasia;

telekinesis, can manipulate the environment and change gravity*. he could turn the whole world physically upside down among other things that would change the terrain to give him the upper hand in battle. he can redistribute matter, but not create matter (ex. moving tree branches to a different place on the trunk, rearranging bricks that have already been mortared). he can also change the color of whatever he wants.

- gives him a hardier body. he can still get hurt, but it takes a lot more force for him to get a broken bone.

- can be used to make doors in solid walls

- can move peoples body parts around (can put someones head on backwards, switch their feet with their hands) this doesnt hurt but it is uncomfortable.

*i know gravity control is already c-moons power but whatever

wataru - beluga jump; (workshopping the name)

i havent come up with anything about this besides the fact that its basically just a combination of luffy and buggy's devil fruit powers from one piece. he can put his body parts back on however he wants and stretch around all silly. his hair is still prehensile, of course (and is also stretchy). ill edit this post if i come up with anything to add.

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aaanyways ty for reading all that hope u like them :p

[dapperprincess]

It's actually astonishing billionaires in US hold massive wealth.

Why are people not killing them?

Let me paint a picture for you.

Imagine a prison. This prison has about ten guards to every one hundred prisoners. The prisoners could easily overcome the guards and break out, right? Like, the guards have more elaborate weapons, but still the prisoners could band together and topple them if they were willing to die for their freedom.

The guards know this.

So what does the person in charge do? They implement a “good time” program. People who are serving shorter sentences (say, less than 30 years) have a real chance at reducing their sentence. Someone is charged with 30 or even 40 years? If they get their “good time” then they may only be serving 15 or 20 years. It’s still a long time, but to contextualize it: a 22 year old is arrested and given 40 years. They will be released when they are 62. If they work towards “good time” they will be released when they are 42. Do you understand the insane difference between those two possibilities?

Now this alone isnt quite enough, so the person in charge implements additional sentences as well. Now if a prisoner does something “wrong” or more accurately something a guard finds chargeable, more time can be added on. Someone who only got 5 years could end up staying in prison for 10 if they get into fights or are seen around the wrong types of people.

The final touch? Divide to conquer. Someone with a life sentence, and therefore no interest in good time or fear of additional sentences will be paired with someone who gets out in 5 years. There may be a person serving 1 year, another serving 30, and another serving life all in one cell. The lifer may just become willing to sacrifice themselves for their own and others’ freedoms, but the 30 yearer is trying to get out in 15 and the 1 yearer doesnt want any extra time added on, so they wont even listen to the lifer when they start talking about how “there’s more of us than there is of them” theyd probably even turn him in if it meant good time.

This doesnt resolve the whole problem for the guards, of course, theyre still hyperaware of just how much power the prisoners hold. So the guards go around busting up any groups of people who stay around each other for too long, and they certainly get upset and issue additional charges for “mixed groups” aka if the mexicans and the black people start hanging out too often (once) then the guards will issue additional charges and turn the two groups against each other. Race politics are used constantly. White supremacy is fostered so that the white supremacist group refuses to work with the other groups.

The cherry on top? The guards arent in charge. The person in charge I’ve references is. In our analogy they would be the billionaires. The prisoners literally never see the person in charge. All they see if guards making their life hell. All guards see are prisoners making their life hell for way too little pay.

Both thinks the other does it out of some sick joy of hating the other party, and as the prophecy self-fulfills, some of them actually do.

If the billionaire in our analogy is the one in charge, then the guards are police. They have a system by which they pit all americans against each other, especially down racial lines. This is exacerbated by people targeting “mixed groups” as uniquely dangerous (cant have people finding out that we’re all the same) so that some people blame the cops while most blame the other group. We are all the prisoners, although I would say our “sentences” are more akin to when we get to stop working.

People dont want to kill a billionaire if they think they’re one year from retirement. Or ten years. Maybe if I’m extra good the billionaire will give me enough money to stop working a little early. I saw it happen for a friend.

People who dont see an end in sight (lifers) may become willing to shoot a billionaire (see the case adjuster) but the average person is told that these people lost everything by their own fault. If you avoid them and stay nothing like them, you’ll be fine.

Imagine what would happen if the prisoners and guards took off their markings and realized theyre all human? Realized that the person in charge is causing all this grief for all of us? I dont know.

[t00them00n]

Gravity

Masterlist

Part 1

Eren x reader

TMI but this was originally abt a guy i knew in school who i was crushing on,, it was years ago so i found it in my notes thinking it was abt a character😭😭 i quite liked it tho so i just swapped some features and now its eren,, i MIGHT continue it😋

Not proof read😕 prob will later

You sat in your spinning chair with nothing to do having already done the work. You didn’t hate this lesson in fact it was quite the opposite; you liked it therefore you finished things too quickly freeing up your time a bit too much.

Spinning and spinning and spinning, you stop urself slowly before it begins to make your head hurt. Stopping in your tracks, you’re direction of thought paused as you caught a clearer glance of the person diagonal to you, no longer blurred by the turning of your chair.

He too (and a few in the class) had already finished his work causing his eyes to also travel the room out of boredom. Your focus diverted to him, he was actually rather attractive when you really pinpointed his features, his sharp jawline, his pulled back hair, his ever so slightly slanted nose, his piercing green eyes, his broad and skinny hands, his muscular yet somehow lanky body structure—

You’ve been staring for too long although you are glad you looked away before he’d realise your unintentionally creepy manner.

With only boredom to blame as the sounds from the class blends into mere background noise, your mind begins to wander deeper.

Its only your imagination, who would know? Who would be able to tell? Its not like anyone is attentively trying to guess my every next move and thought.

Your eyes travel back to his shoulders, then once again his arms and once again his hands. His hands.

You cant help what your unfiltered brain decides to think? Its not your fault that you begin to imagine what his hands might feel like when running up and down your figure, its hopefully not your fault either as your mind runs to more lewd thoughts regarding his hands.

Quickly shooing away the strange thoughts judging yourself heavily as your eyes frantically dart around the room. A rush of guilt and frustration runs over you as you are just so so so bored. You swear you won’t let yourself get distracted next time, you don’t want to let this be a habit.

You’ve always known he wasn’t bad to look at, stealing glances every now and then. But this class was the only one you had with him, other than that you rarely saw him on campus.

Class comes to an end and everyone begins to packs up. You have no friends in this class either, Sasha and Connie have a free period during this lesson. With all the new busy movement in the classroom you feel slightly more at ease to stare again.

Shamelessly you eye him as he talks to two of his friends. One of them is blonde and shorter than him and the other is around his height and a lighter brunette than him. You recognise the brunette, Jean, having met him occasionally whenever he was with Connie and Sasha.

Both of them have their backs turned from you, facing him as they converse. You see them begin to move as the three are now walking to the exit. He smiles flashing his typical boyish grin while his green eyes light up as he laughs a little at whatever his friends were talking about. As he is about to exit, he scans the room ever so briefly catching your eyes for just a millisecond.

You turn away even though he is already gone, embarrassed in case your gawking was obvious.

[akkpipitphattana]

I totally agree with you re. the Lilly subplot in this ep, especially in terms of timing and impact (or lack thereof), and in that way it very much reminded me of a divisive decision in another JoJo show - and I'm relucant to reintroduce this trauma into the FK fandom but here goes! - since that was my exact problem with the Boeing subplot in OF! If he'd turned up to mess with them a couple of eps earlier, e.g. maybe when Ray was still ostensibly with Mew, it would've been fine - similar emotions could still have played out (jealousy, insecurity) and, even better, he could have acted as a catalyst for Ray getting his act together and realising he wanted to be with Sand. But him becoming an issue after the total devastation of the ep 10 fight and therapy scene?? Sleazy ex trumps alcoholism and self-loathing?? Others might disagree of course, but imo it made no sense and cheapened the weight of what they'd just been through and the breakthroughs they'd made. And that's precisely how I felt the Lilly subplot played out.

But one thing I've learned about myself from this whole experience is that I am disappointingly ready to sell out my convictions re. narrative coherency and thematic consistency if you bombard me with enough scenes of FK being insanely cute/horny/in love. Every time I tried to form a critical thought I was bamboozled by yet another hot and heavy make-out sesh or by Bison bouncing on his bed like a giddy toddler or by nose nuzzling under the Northern Lights. They played me like a fiddle!

And just a final thought, because I suspect you would appreciate it: maybe it's just me and my Agenda Goggles, but when the Captain jokingly asked Kant if he had a prison map tattoo, I swear to god he looked like he was fighting the urge to personally conduct a strip search right then and there! Watch closely - he definitely wasn't talking to Kant's face for the most part of that sentence, is all I'm saying... You ask me, in that moment he was 100% imagining what Kant was hiding under his sluttily unbuttoned shirt! And not only that - he very much liked what he imagined seeing!

see it’s funny cause while i do understand the boeing criticism, his storyline never particularly bothered me. like i would have been more than happy with it had they introduced him a couple episodes earlier and therefore things got adjusted a bit in that sense, but i was honestly okay with the way it was in the show. i do understand that it didn’t sit well for other people tho and well i guess it’s my turn to be somewhat disappointed with the narrative shift at the end of a firstkhao/jojo project shdkejf

that being said this doesn’t dampen my enjoyment of the show at large and again i even enjoyed the scene itself, and i’m glad it did hit for other people. i just personally didn’t vibe with it in context and i feel like a couple easy fixes would have made it more impactful. but! i’m always maintaining that artist’s shouldn’t change for the audience even if that audience is me, so if jojo is happy with that scene exactly how it exists in the context of the show, all i can do is shrug and move on.

also yeah i got the same vibe from the captain during that scene shdkejf i still think kant should have gotten to hit him at least once!! if fadel and bison can kill their abuser why cant kant?

[anemonet]

Please please pleasp plea s pelas tell me abt ur suns desighm. I'm STARING at them it is so so incredible it's eye candy

Oh!!! Someone asked thank you hello:DD and aw thank you!! oki oki explaining time!!!

So to begin might be good to check out this post i made about pebbles and moon where i babble about older and newer iterator models and their differences. I'm bringing this up because timeline-wise I would stick suns somewhere before the early "mass manifactured" iterators like moon ( their not really mass manifactured but at some point i asume there was an explosion in production amounts) and the first couple iterators ( which i would guess are no longer around to be honest, the dont-murder-yourself protocol must come from somewhere, anyhow!)

Im placing suns here not only because i like visual variety but also because i get some free moving room design wise, because i like to think (and this is only my personal headcanon) that the earliest itertor models were not made for wider production. These lil fellas were made to Solve the Great Problem, and as we know anchients loved their religious stuff so i cant imagine the first couple iterators werent annocunced and made with alot of buzz around them, probably lovingly made and blessed by monks or something. Think like these are the solution and we will show that in their design, they just should look more cermonial and important, which leads into my actaul design choises!!

Suns design pulls on both the anchients religious ideas and ideals like my choise to use the bound feet look some anchients have and to not give suns a real face - I dont know how people have all the lore pearls read and memorized but from what we know from the industrial blue pearl, moon talks about how ancheints wore masks to:

"showing spiritual persuasion - covering the face as a way to symbolically abate the self"

which i took and ran with and therefore gave suns no face at all, they are creating something meant to ascend them, showing them holding up their values (the lack of "ego" the self)? and that also ties into how suns pearls- well actully first lets real quick explain why suns has pearls and jewerly, because it relates tothe second thing suns design pulls from: the ancheints love of just lots of decoration in fashion to absurd points. its brought up in a couple different places how its ironic that the ancheints preached for the barebone religious ideals of the jellyfish while also being lavish and leasure seeking and overall trying alot - "burdened by ambition" as moon says in the drainage green pearl- which i tied into suns design by adding shit tons of pearls and other pazzazz to suns puppet!!! the love of more is more is really what lies under suns design and what i like to think of as part of ancheint sense of how to look at the time, they are created to ascend them and for that they must look religious and hold up the ideals but also we must add so many clothing layers and jewerly becasue we like that, which is info we needed for me to bring back what i was gonna say which was that the pearls and jewels on suns designs (gold as that seems to be the favored jewerly material going by the murals in pebbles) have the scholar and martyr achivement symbols engraved in the pearls like the ammulets anchients wore (outskirts light blue pearl)! I went with those symbols because just karma ten would be boring and i dont actully have all the rainwolrd words and symbols sadly so we make do. and i think its a pretty good showcase how fashion and religion was combined.

I would also like to say that theres two things to bring up if we wanna take later iterator designs into the equaiton, which is one(1), hey wait why does sun look more like pebbles than moon?! which yes thank you for bringing it up i would like to contribute this to two factors, 1, cyclical design, pebbles is a call-back if you will, - suns more intricate look was probably scrapped by moons time, as theres not much point to dressing some machine up (i would speculate there was a shifts in how iterators were viewed in different times, a noteable case being the ashy green exterior pearl where its talked about the controversy of pebbles creation (also mentioned in some of the white pearl fragments), and i would think at some point itertors went from The Solution to machines who handle our production facilites (this is a crude summary but this is not what you asked for and i could talk about it for doube the wordcount as this post so moving on) this is of course not to say moon wasnt respected by her citizens (refer back to the exterior pearl) but she was not always a city lets just stick with that. anyhow what was i saying?pebbles? yes ok but when materials got cheaper it was possible to replicate it (suns more labour heavy design) again ( even if a bit less intricate as its a bit much work) so pebbles and suns share looks because of that, and then you will of course bring up wait hey a minute wasnt moons model clunkier because the science wasnt developed enough yet? how can an older design be more advenaced in looks? and the answer is its not!!! suns puppet is foremost a showpiece and somethign to sell in the iterators with, so actual function for the puppet wasnt to intresting (the real important bits is the actaul machine), i like to think that the early models had much less function in their limbs and was much more simplified (the puppet, im not sure about the mind thing) and because of that while suns design looks more modern it lacks alot of functions later models had, later when itertors self maintence became importnant it was replaced for the more praictical "older model" (moons) again note this is soley my own mad rambeling and connection made from the lore and not canon at all.

my last note would probably be to mention that suns keeps their wires neat and orderly cause they like it! (wire placement depends on the iteators preffernce, you cant tell me these super computers cant move around their wires into personalised looks) also yes they came with the pearl on the wires, probably hand crafted by some monk somewhere.

anyhow so suns mostly like that for show, and is probably a trademark for how those older iterators looked (i would put no significant harrasment in this era too, just cause of vibes^-^) I think their neat! and holy shit how much did i talk im so sorry, ahem uhm hope this was fun to read? thank you for the ask and have the sillies :DD

[dragon-queen21]

hi back again ! sorry for my small absence, my school year just finished and testing is approachin & ive been very stressed ☹️

but this time its gonna be about sanji (like the last two were supposed to) this is actually kind of angsty,, um,,, whoopsie

-i have a hc that during wholecake when sanji was with his family he was actually regressin. i dont think he was fully regressed but definitely wasnt fully big the entire time. please tell me you understand what im gettin at here. the amount of stress he must have been dealin with, unfortunately he needed to cope somehow, kind of angsty i know, but sanji fully regressin the second hes safe and with his crew again, and luffy (and the crew) just being there to help him (they didnt leave his side for hours)

-sanji is the straw hats resident baby like i said in a previous ask i believe that him and luffy regress the youngest, both needin the most care and attention out of everyone else in their straw hats agere universe. hes not as clingy as luffy, but will get fussy if someones not with him

-for some reason i am so diggin usopp watchin lil sanji, I DONT KNOW I FEEL LIKE THEYD HAVE A BLAST

i feel like usopp would be tryin SOOOO hard to helo sanji have a good time considerin usopps not his primary cg

-the girls are the ones who mostly care for sanji when hes little, robin being a little more motherly, and nami bein sweet and spoiling the hell out of him

-sanji called one of the girls “mommy” once and got SO embarrassed. locked himself in the kitchen stress bakin until the one he gave the title too came and talked to him

-once JUST ONCE he called zeff when he was really little and was genuinely tryin his hardest to act big when he was talkin to zeff. i cant imagine how he would react exactly, or if he woukd even understand what was happenin or what agere even was, but he raised this boy he can tell when somethins up. imagine franky, or robin, brook or someone findin him and having to slowwwlllyyy take it away from him and apologize to zeff so he can get back to his job

OKAY IM DONE BECAUSE IM TIRED RAAAH I HOOE YOUR HAVING A GOOD DAY sorry i think this is really difficult from my normal asks/rambles sanji is more personal to me than anyone else on the crew so i think about his highs and lows a lot more than anyone else in the crew! im sorry if its a bit to angsty ☹️

(also sorry i want to drop this,, inosuke agere? real? him regressing and hes just like a nonverbal baby boar. very very energetic kiddo)

(ive also been slightly fixated on ‘metal family’ recently as well. mom the hyperfixations are fightin)

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Hi hi! Good to see ya :D please ignore how long it took me to respond, this has been such a busy week for me and my mental health has been a roller coaster. Ooh I get the stress before tests, praying to Jesus for you that all goes well <3 Make sure to study a little, take breaks, and get a good night sleep before and I bet you will do just great! :D

Okay onto headcanons now~

~Sanji kind of teetering between headspaces is so real. Not feeling safe enough to fully regress but also his brain pushing him to be small because he’s upset and usually being small means getting comfort. He would probably crash and burn for days after once it finally hits him that he’s safe. Practically drunk of off familiarity of his crew.

While I am kind of aware of whole cake I’m not up that point in the anime, if I was I would give you a better comment, but alas :<

~The resident baby prince. Ahhh I love him so much. First thing I thought of is Sanji being sat in the corner with a blanket and some toys content to play by himself, but the moment whoever is watching over him leaves it’s instantly tears and crying. Object permanence who? If the baby can’t see his crew they therefor must have disappeared and left him and he is going to be sad about it forever. Never to be consoled agai- oh wait never mind they’re back now. All is right with the world.

~Usopp watching over anyone would have a blast. Let’s be honest- it’s Usopp. Something about him just screams caregiver coded.

~Okay but Sanji calling Robin “mama” promptly realizing what he’s said because Robin is so shocked she’s not responding, he’s not about to stick around and find out what she thinks of the accidental nickname, and going to stress bake for hours <- the best idea ever. It makes me so happy. Bdbjbcjdnjdnsj (Like I haven’t said this a hundred times before, I’m soft for mama Robin can you tell :3 )

~I’ll raise you one. Calling up Zeff but it keeps happening when Sanji is looking after regressors. The phrase “I’m telling!” gives Sanji a near heart attack. The ex pirate has gotten used to getting calls from little straw-hats, so imagine his shock when it’s Sanji regressed and calling.

These weren’t too different I would say. Besides I absolutely adore angst just as much as I love fluff. Like let the baby’s suffer a bit >:3

(Very real. The most real actually. Inosuke never got to experience a normal childhood. Let. Him. Cope. 👏)

“mom the hyperfixations are fightin”

😭😂 love that

I’ve never heard if metal family before. I do however understand the fight between hyperfixations. (Looks towards the 5,000+ word Genshin Impact fic I’ve been writing and essentially ignoring all my other current projects for) It’s tough being in multiple fandoms, the struggle is real my friend

[cambion-companion]

Hi! I am fiendish-appreciation (not my main account, an therefore, cant send asks from it, which kind of sucks😒) Look, I know I said that I liked your oneshot about saving Raphael from Cania, but I need to go into detail! 😤   

first than all, it needs to be said, Korilla is underrated as hell (this beautiful sexy warlock is one of the many npcs that should be romanceable, and I will not hear otherwise😭) and is the best employee ever, maybe too good, but since I love Raphael so much, I am ok with it( but still!🤣) but what I am trying to say is, my poor baby girl really pulled through for Raphael with what she thought would be her last breaths didn’t she?😢 

“Who’s the damsel in distress?”  Astarion asked"  

I need to ask, is this a reference to what he said when Volo needed rescuing? "This damsel may be middle-aged, but let's get him out of distress." because if so, it applies perfectly here too, and I love it🤣  

"A direct confrontation with the archdevil himself was out of the question."   

a smart decision, common sense, has clearly been applied here (...having said that, ever since learning about Raphael's fate should he die, I have been dying to beat Mephistopheles into HIS final death... but I like the idea of a Tav who has gotten more powerful going as support for Raphael, so that HE can kill his dad and eat him (for the sake of poetic justice) even more!🥰)  

Tav, my dear oblivious fool, I think that when you decide to go to the hells, more specifically, breaking into an archdevil's vault, all to rescue someone, that at this point is more of a hindrance than a help...  you should not be THAT surprised that your emotion is "unexplainable relief" that they are ok🤣 (idiots to lovers)   

Raphael really thought it was the end, didn’t he? I can't imagine how surprised and confused he must have been, to see the person, that he, is totally not crushing on, coming to save him, when it would only be an "inconvenient waste of time" (by devil standards, since, what use is he to Tav now???), time that could be better spent by chasing after those who DO have the orphic hammer, plus, now that Raphael is out of the equation, tav would be getting to keep the crown for themselves, so... why would they save him???🥺😭  

"his tail moving to and fro in agitation"   

his tail is moving 🥺 (I just have a weakness for when Tieflings, Dragonborns and truly, any race who has a tail, moves it in a show of emotion🥹)   

““It’s a magical seal.”  Raphael breathed, his voice low yet sharp with anger born of desperation. “Now’s not the time to play the fool.””   

Did I misunderstood severely, or he was suggesting for Tav to leave him and save themselves???😭   

“You owe me a favor. A big one. I don’t know yet what I will ask of you, but you will deliver. Understood?”   

funnily, I think Tav did the poor thing a favor, by bringing a transaction, a language he understands, to the table, now it kinda makes more sense! 😢 

(I am also wondering what will your Tav ask Raphael IF they were even planning of asking him something in the first place 🤭 (I know what MY Tav would ask of Raphael if they were in this situation and were planning to collect, and its honestly such an hilariously easy thing for Raphael to do, since he has many underlings but it's something that would be life changing for my poor Tav XD   

Raphael: really??? This is the price of my life???😡  

Tav: no??? This is the price of mine!!!😠😤  

Long story short, she would ask Raphael to protect IN GOOD FAITH the life of her 8 intelligence chaotic stupid, bard of a brother, so that he may die peacefully of old age, and she be free of the constant stress of worrying for his safety) But other things I can imagine a Tav could ask “let's spend time together just for the sake of spending time together” “let's go on a date" “marry me” “Make me your consort” 😳🤭) 

I love how Raphael just shoos away the rest of the poor party none too gently 🤣 (how ungrateful to Astarion, the savior of middle-aged damsels in distress!😒) and brings Tav back to his house “away with you losers! I have to talk to someone who actually matters!”😤  

“Korilla asked me to.  It was her dying wish.” sure, it was her last wish before she died, true... but she is still very much alive, isn't she? I like the evasion there😏 (...although maybe Tav really does think Korilla is dead here, they may not have the knowledge that Korilla is fine from the notes of the author, if so, ouch😢)   

still! Tav really should tell Raphael that Korilla is still alive (if they are aware ofc), I am pretty sure she is the closest thing he has for a friend, and I don't believe for one moment that he is not, at the very least "annoyed" if that's what we wanna call it, that Korilla, who is his best employee, who he has a good enough rapport with to make friendly wagers, who, as this event shows, is loyal beyond the use they have for each other, used her last breaths of life to try to get help to save him, and save him she did (Korilla and Raphael are a beloved brotp for me😌)   

like, Tav is not the only one with a paltry excuse to save him, and now Raphael will have to deal with being genuinely liked by more than one person, I can't imagine what the poor bastard is thinking, he is aware of it logically, since the excuses don't hold water, but emotionally? I don't think he can quite process it (i would kill for his pov during this whole situation😩)  

"In an unexpected move, Raphael strode to you and took your hand, placing a kiss to your knuckles. His breath hot on your still chilled skin. “You may even assist me, if you so desire.”  He straightened.  

That was as close to a “thank you” as you were going to get.""  

I- I think that expresses how he feels quite well, then again, it could be just me😳 

long story short: i loved this

Just. The fact you wrote essentially an analysis on that oneshot I made is...beyond my scope of current comprehension, friend.

I am so glad you like it and grateful you decided to share your thoughts with me and for sharing insight on your own Tav's backstory! I love all of it!

Oh, and I genuinely didn't know about Astarion's in-game "damsel in distress" line, haha, it just struck me as absolutely something he would say!

Also cheers to Korilla, she is a cool cat.

[blurryfce300]

long ass blurryface characterization post thing

okay so this isnt gonna be very organized uhhh yea very ramble-y and a bit headcanon-y too

blurry’s weird. let’s just get that out of the way, he’s such a strange entity. despite having years, maybe decades, to learn and understand how to operate a human body, he still acts like its a cømpletely new experience, and maybe it is. he walks strangely, almost robotically, like he isn’t used to having legs. he makes a lot of weird hand motions, shakes his limbs around too. he’ll mess with his/tyler’s voice to make sure you know its him. lately, he’s started to lean more into just not moving much. he stays still, maybe thats just because of the limited space up on that platform. but he makes it clear when he’s in control. he wants you to know he’s there.

he operates on fear and threats. he likes to threaten people, but never goes through with them. the typing in all caps ties into this, the caps letters and strange spacing is a conscious decision to appear more threatening. it wørked, but lost the effect over time i imagine as people got used to it, and in turn became less afraid of blurry, therefore making him weaker. of cøurse we still freak the fuck out whenever hes active but not scared. more excitement than fear.

what i find very interesting is the evidence there is that supports the idea that blurry is capable of physically manifesting himself SEPARATELY from tyler for what i imagine to be a very brief period øf time. there were multiple photos from his twitter account that displayed this, two with just tyler and one with both tyler and josh. this is especially interesting because this is not within dema or trench, this is in our world and our reality. he has this ability HERE. the limitations øf this ability are unknown, but i can imagine they aren’t that strong, otherwise he’d prøbably use it more and not just to take photos when nobody’s looking and write his name on an index card and leave it there for a minute. he cøuld also just be able to possess objects, like he seemingly døes with the beanie.

back to more personality stuff, blurry is very unpredictable. he canonically goes øn twitter rants and then rage-deletes them. he’s very angry all the time, he’s rarely calm and constantly wanting to be known, and to be feared. he wants peøple tø knøw whø he is and that he cares what yøu think. he’s insecure, which is fitting før the personification øf insecurities. if that’s true, then damn this entity has sø many issues. my god get this thing some therapy, although he wøuld prøbably be vehemently against it and argue nonstop until yøu just gave up.

he’s also absølutely a complete and total løser. like the møst cringefail pathetic løser ever. wettest cat youve ever seen. like hes all edgy and shit and for what? its all a mask. he hides behind anger sø peøple will be scared øf him and not try to delve deeper intø what makes blurry blurryface (clearly it didnt wørk cause this fucker controls my every thought). hes also just an absolute moron sometimes. like he cant drive (see hds mv), writes the ø backwards, i bet this løser tries so hard to write well then just passes out because its so much energy to do that, and like he has god awful hand-eye coordination and fine motor skills.

i mean cmon blurry, buddy, this isn’t legible in the slightest. this is literally scribbles. i know you can do better.

tldr; blurry is extremely aggressive, erratic, unpredictable, and an absolute loser who cant write and doesnt know how gravity works (see fairly local mv)

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okay now for just pure personal headcanons because its my post i can do what i want

blurry is extremely competitive and stubborn, like to the point where he will stand by sømething even if it ends up hurting him. like he sees the phrase “i will die on this hill” and takes it literally.

he’s terrible at following directions and gets lost easily, like blurrys the type of entity to get lost in a straight hallway.

blurry is scared to death of the clique and of being known, but feels an innate need/desire TO be known. he’s just really scared of people. he also just doesn’t like people.

hes a weak little bitch physically speaking.

blurry has issues with object permanence

he’s not entirely evil he just acts like it to keep peøple away and to keep up the whole “ooooo im big and scary” facade

blurry gets really frustrated if he can’t do sømething right the first time and instead øf asking før help he is far møre likely tø either get angry abøut it ør give up ør both

i keep løøking through discord messages to find stuff and half of it is just “blurry’s kinda stupid and døesn’t understand how a lot of things work” and yknow what yeah

[destinygoldenstar]

Total Drama Danganronpa Island Chapter 4 Deadly Life Spoilers:

Tw: I talk about suicide and cancel culture in the story

I myself have never experienced having suicidal thoughts. The only time I can recall where I came close was getting braces. Yeah. So you can imagine the research I had to do, especially since in this very fic, I’ve been pretty dismissive of mental illnesses and disorders. That I apologize for and hope I can do better.

This was something I felt more than anything, I CANNOT dismiss this, nor can I sugarcoat it. I have to be as respectful to it as possible, and actively discourage the idea. Never know if there’s a crippled person out there that sees your work and takes it to heart. (That’s a nightmare for me. To have something I made be responsible for someone’s death)

I have a romantic partner with chronic illnesses for almost ten years now, and still no cure. Multiple times, they’ve shared to me their suicidal thoughts, thoughts that made me scared of losing them. They’re still alive, and they say over and over again it’s because of me.

I’m someone who has a hard time talking coherently. That’s why my social media presence is mostly text. So Bridgette’s speech here, I personally see it as me talking to the people struggling to find something to live for and never give up even where there’s literally no hope left. There’s always something, even when you don’t see it at the moment. Someone to love, someone who loves you, a book you like, a show you like, nice walks, whatever. There’s something. You can’t experience those good things if you’re dead.

There’s also some cancel culture commentary here. Everyone’s a part of it whether we consciously know it or not. It’s really sad.

I cant count how many times Ive said something whether in real life or online and I become self-conscious whenever someone has a certain response. One wrong word and a whole group of people can hate you. That’s all it takes.

In the realm of fame, either you’re a role model or you’re a disgrace. Nothing in between.

Total Drama isn’t any different from this subject matter with Gwen in particular. Something I feel a lot if people overlook.

There are some cases where it’s lies and the person is innocent, you may find a few examples of such, and that's just heartbreaking.

But what happens when you ACTUALLY screw up? Make a mistake? Make a fool out of yourself? Like humans do? (I.e, Gwen) Cancel Culture tells you you’re therefore an awful person with no redeeming qualities, and that one mistake suddenly becomes your whole life. It’s heartbreaking especially when the cancelled person WANTS to own up and be better, but the people just don’t have it.

Then there's the other side of cancel culture, which many famous people, such as Chris, use to defend TRULY terrible people and say the world is in the wrong.

Either way, Gwen was treated like dirt and sent to suffer for an old mistake, for so long until she lost hope altogether and bailed on fighting. The others could've helped her, but only Duncan took the time to consider helping, and he tried to commit suicide... so what other influence was there for Gwen in a world where she really needed a friend?

Does this mean the other campers are entirely to blame? No. But there is a lesson for them to learn here about empathy and redemption as a concept. Them hating her is understandable if you the audience want to see it as understandable reasons to hate Gwen, but did they go about it the right way? No.

Gwen Ellis is nothing short of a tragedy and a cautionary tale of a minor being a victim of cancel culture.

And the surviving campers want to make sure that her fate never happens to anybody else ever again.

And in case you’re wondering why Bridgette is the one who gave the eulogy, when Duncan and Courtney were right there, 1) Neither were very mentally stable at the time 2) Bridgette is one of the hosts with who WAS Geoff (And is now Leshawna. Platonically.), so she has the experience to give speeches like this in front of people. That and she has the calm agency to be mature about the situation, especially how she, more than anyone, feels like she HAS to own up to her mistake of being a part of the fuel that lead to the death of this girl.

And she didn't have to do that, and no one would blame her. Gwen killed Geoff, forced to or not, and Bridgette was understandably upset and could still hold that grudge even after Gwen's death, and no one would blame her. But the fact that she took ownership after realizing what's happened says a lot about her as a person.

[touchedbydestiny]

*Elbows her way into your ask box*

"Hi yea, move other people, MOVE- Right. Ok. SO. Nadia."

"When you searched for me for five hundred years, what were you hoping to find?"

"Why was I such a disappointment to you REALLY-" "And did you know that the travelers wanted me dead?"

Shes just going to go ahead and take up three of those five questions Nadia cant lie for.

For the next five questions my muse can not tell a lie. || @malka-lisitsa || accepting (for all muses)

          "why doesn't it surprise me that you're going to use this rare opportunity of forcing the truth out of me?" no, nadia had certainly expected her mother to appear out of nowhere but she isn't opposed to it. although she does ask more than one question and therefore almost used up the entire contingent.

         "first and foremost, i wanted to find answers to how someone could abandon their newborn and never care to contact or interact with it again. i never understood how a mother could just forget about her child, why she never bothered to show up or look after me, why there was never a letter or anything like that. why i was treated the way i was treated by you. then there was also another part of me that didn't know what i was hoping to find. there was a part that imagined and hoped for a fairytale-like reunion but of course, the reality is always different than expected. i was hoping that you'd feel an instant connection, an invisible bond between us when we first met." which she didn't, nadia doubts that katherine felt anything at all apart from the obvious aversion to the position she was put in.

         "then, after you found out who i was, i was hoping that you'd want me around. that you would want to spend time with me, get to know me. that you'd perhaps want to travel back to europe with me to settle somewhere and catch up on the missed time." which again, hadn't been the case. quite the opposite, actually, katherine wanted her to be gone.

         "and then there was of course the foolish hope that you'd act more like a mother and not like a child that i have to look after." she wanted to find a person nadia could lean on, someone who would want to watch over her. despite her age, nadia was just a little girl wanting to find her mother. so here she has the answers to both her first and second question.

         nadia then clicked her tongue before she answered the next question. "i knew their interest in you increased after they found out you have the cure in your system. i knew that they wanted the cure and therefore you. i didn't know that they needed every drop of blood in order to get the cure out of you but that surprisingly didn't cause you to die," nadia's eyes narrowed because it was really surprising that anyone would survive being sucked dry. perhaps it was some kind of protection mechanism, a side-effect of the cure.

         "then i also knew that they wanted to lift the curse placed on them and for that to happen, they needed to eliminate the doppelgängers until there was only one pair left. naturally, i assumed you weren't affected. you're known to be an elusive person and i personally would have gone after the easiest target which would have been elena. then again i don't know how the travelers have planned to end the doppelgänger line from continuing to happen. it's not a direct line, after all. killing you or elena wouldn't have stopped another doppelgänger to appear as long as amara was still immortal. so yes, there was that." a shrug followed her words.

[icantgetnosatisfaction]

15th

Actually, I was just gonna go to study some more but I feel like I need to write this. I believe If I doubted lf I truly fall in love with him then definitely some other people doubted their love too. So I don't feel guilty for that. I think l shouldn't. But then there is another question pubs out, how do I find out? How do I know if it was real or just an illusion or false idea because it was my first and I didn't experience much in life? Once I read somewhere that it is not possible to find true love before 25, because u don't have a true yourself or anything worth to mention personality wise by that time so how can u find what is right for you without having your own personality? However, the person you have fallen love with, who are them? Your perfect match? Your soul mate? All these mean like you two should have same things or what is expected from other parties. So we fall in love with the ideal person in our head or we fall in love with the person in ideal time, or both, a mix of it. I think it is a mix of it, a little bit of that, a little bit of those. If that's the case, lets assume that's the case, we can meet that person in any period of our lives.

So I will go back to my question in my mind? How do I understand if that was true love? Was it?

He was the first person, I thought I genuinely loved. I didn't get intimate with anyone as I did with him. In any meaning. This means l cant compare it with anyone, anything. I liked people before him after him but it wasn't love or anything. I only can say, with him, it was the best of my whole life experience although I am aware of how tiny I spent my life in this world and the first times hit always different. And not even mentioning, I only spent 3 days, just 3 days, with him. Fucked up right? We have been together almost one year far from each other, saw and touched each other for 3 days, and after broke up I spent 1,5 year far, separated from him while suffering and missing and loving him. So okay these are my arguments but they can be pretty subjective to prove its the true love. Instead he, he had more experiences than l did and l believe l can trust that. I wasn't his first love, I mean I am not sure if it was liking or loving but anyways his first girlfriend l am talking about before me. He was with someone before me, he spent a year with her lf ı remember right, they had sex and regular dating things. So he knew how it was to have sex with someone, doing all those couple things with someone, giving love and receiving love, kissing and hugging, trusting and sharing secrets. he tasted all these before me. I wasn't the first of his anything. Therefore I claim he is not supposed to be subjective at all. He doesn't have the misleading idea of first times, first experiences.

Yet he still loves me, he thinks he fell in love with me. Maybe he is wrong too, but most luckily l don't think so. He keeps loving me, even after a year or more. So maybe our love is true love. Maybe we fell in love with each other. Maybe we were meant to be one.

His place, in my heart, just cannot be changed, I don't think so. I feel like my feelings towards him existed since the beginning of my own existence on Earth. Imagining his place didn't exist in my heart is the same as thinking I didn't have a mother who gave me birth. Sounds ridiculous but that's the sensation. He has always been there and will be there. My heart will keep beating for him, sempre.

he was just something else, out of this place, in every meaning

[ithisatanytime]

BLUE CRUSH ANGEL

 the john oliver country song about rich men north of richmond was shilled in an absurdly obvious way, ive only heard a few seconds of it by accident and im not saying it sounds bad but the push was fucking absurdly transparent, multiple threads on 4chan at the same time practically choked the boards out, its the most obvious shilling campaign i have ever seen, but why? read the lyrics, thats how jews want right wing people to think, its the dang RICHIES! its the POLITICIANS! its those damn DEMONCRATS! its the jews. they ruined this fucking country in ways that have never been done before in world history excepting for wiemar germany maybe but i think the misery is far worse now. not only have you never experienced life in a functional country but your parents havent either and depending on how old you are neither did your grandparents, whats normal for us would have been literally horrifying to most people who ever existed, but again to us its normal, so you dont even understand what they took from you, they have destroyed love, again, first they nailed it to a cross but it came back, and it will come back again. love is the only thing that makes this existence worth living, and in fact it did more than that, it made life good, its gone, obliterated. i experienced a taste of it, and then i experienced a lot of what you probably call love as well, i cant blame you for being fooled because on the outset its like love in all ways, you do the same things, say the same things, but its hollow, its alcohol free beer, real love changes the universe, it changes your entire world. they killed it, made it all but impossible, imagine you love someone with all your heart and soul, just looking at them makes you happy, you act on your love and it feels fucking amazing, and from that a new human is made and its the cutest damn thing and you love it as well and it loves the both of you and you help it grow into a man or woman and then it falls in love and from its love a new person is made thats still part of you and the woman or man you love. it didnt have to be this way, but it was. once you truly understand that in a random universe without god or destiny it didnt have to be that way, we could have reproduced asexually or not at all, infinite possibilities, that it was that way is more beautiful than anything i could imagine. for a hundred years they were like worms gnawing the roots of a great redwood tree, for one hundred years they set out purposefully to destroy the foundations of love and families for no other reason than it is their nature, they follow the lusts of their father and are contrary to all men.  andrew tate, nick fuentez, just pearly things, nor oliver ginger beard will ever meaningfully address this and therefore everything they say is meaningless, they are intellectual traps to catch “subversive” thinkers before they can become worth a shit