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quaintcy · 4 months ago

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pls tell me i'm not the only one who saw it

#also i just heard daud's last audiograph in doto #CHAT I AM UNWELL #i haven't heard it before from the gameplay i watched...#i cant believe i missed this #crying #coping #gonna cope with my au #oh and memes #i have some more memes bc i have no energy to draw atm #dishonored #dishonored 2 #dishonored meme #dishonored 2 meme #meme i had in mind and just now i edited it into imgflip.com #dishonored daud #daud #meme #dee.edit

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pyjamaart · 9 months ago

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God's favorite playthings

#just had to draw my two favorite little guys :))#man their designs are so different from each other #trying to make them look natural standing next to each other was a real challenge #i feel like they both have the same kind of energy #if something bad happens to someone its usually one of these two #and theyre also just silly little guys!!!!!!#transformers #beast wars #rescue bots #transformers rescue bots #transformers beast wars #tfrb #tfbw #waspinator #tfrb blades #i cant believe it actually took me half a year to finish this #getting blades design just right was more difficult that i thought lol

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crystallizsch · 10 months ago

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Yuusha = Jamil's Charging Station

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moldy-flowers · 4 months ago

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The interesting experience of being pro Sasuke, anti konoha, pro tobirama, anti Naruto ending, pro Sasusaku, anti Itachi, pro Sakura, anti SasuNaru, pro Tobirama×Izuna, anti Madara, pro karin, anti Orochimaru, pro Uchiha and anti Hashirama. And also as much as I hate the guy danzo was kind of hot when he was younger...

#I FEEL ITS VERY IMPORTANT TO SAY THAT I COMPLETELY RESPECT SNS TO THE ULTIMATE DEGREE AND I AGREE WITH THEIR SHIPPERS ON MOST THINGS #BUT THE SHIP STILL KINDA PISSES ME OFF IDK WHY IM SORRY IT JUST RUBS ME THE WRONG WAY I HAVE TRIED TO LOVE IT I REALLY HAVE BUT I CANT #AND MADARA HAD SOME GOOD POINTS BUT I THINK ITS SHITTY THAT HE ABANDONED HIS CLAN AND THEN PLOTTED THE END OF THE FUCKING WORLD #ALSO ITACHI HAD LIKE OTHER OPTIONS!???? WHY THE FUCK DID HE TORTURE SASUKE TWICE LIKE 😭😭😭#WHAT WAS THE POINT MY G WHY ARE YOU TORTURING HIM I THINK THE MENTAL IMAGE OF THEM DYING WAS ENOUGH DIDNT NEED TO GIVE HIM 500000 EXAMPLES #WE AS A SOCIETY DO NOT TALK ENOUGH ABOUT THE FACT THAT WHEN MADARA ASKED HASHIRAMA TO EITHER KHS OR KILL TOBIRAMA #TOBIRAMA GENUINELY THOUGHT FOR A MOMENT THAT HASHIRAMA WOULD GO AFTER HIS THROAT FOR LIKE- THIS GUY WHO HE USED TO THROW STONES WITH!???#ITS SO DIFFICULT TO FIND PEOPLE WHO UNDERSTAND SASUKES TRAUMA AND WHO LIKES SASUSAKU 😭😭#COS LIKE ILL 100% ADMIT THAT THE RELATIONSHIP WAS WRITTEN SHITILY AND SUCKED AND DESPITE THE FACT THAT THEYRE SUPPOSED TO BE LIKE BROTHERS #SNS HAS BETTER WRITING THAN SSK OR NRHN SOMEHOW???? ITS WRITTEN SO WELL PEOPLE GENUINELY BELIEVE THE ORIGINAL PLOT HAD SNS PLANNED #BUT ALSO SAKURA IS SO SILLY AND STRONG AND DID ANY OF YOU READ SASUKE RETSUDEN “Trapped by a body he knew perfectly”#OKAY SASUKE YOURE ON A MISSION??? CALM THE FUCK DOWN 😭😭#NO AND IN LIKE SSK FICS SASUKE IS SOME BAD BOY WHO JUST SMIRKS AND IS EMOTIONLESS AND SAKURA IS SOOOOO EMOTIONAL FUCK OFF YOU TWATS!!!!#SASUKE IS THE KITTEN!! SAKURA SO OBVIOUSLY RADIATES DADDY ENERGY YALL ARE FUCKING INSANE!!!#WHY DO WE GET KITTEN SASUKE IN EVERY OTHER SHIP BUT THE FUCKING CANON ONE!! AT MY FUCKING!!!! LIMIT!!!#FIND SOMEONE WHO UNDERSTANDS THE COMPLEXITYS OF SASUKES CHARACTER AND UNDERSTANDS WHAT TRAUMA DOES TO A PERSON YET DOESNT HATE SSK CHALLENG #Uh oh I went a bit mad there hahaha #I REGRET NOTHING SASUKE DID NOTHING WRONG SAKURA IS GIRL BOSS AND THE NARUTO WORLD IS EITHER UNEXPLAINABLY VIOLENT OR FAR TOO FORGIVING #naruto #naruto shippuden #itachi uchiha #pro sasuke #haruno sakura #Pro Sakura #Sasuke Uchiha #sasuke did nothing wrong #It looks awkward to just go from all those long tags to the iddy bitty ones #Moldy-flowers #Kitten and daddy? Tf am i on about I've been watching too much game grumps shi 😭😭

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a-neru-neru · 2 years ago

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From snowfall

#capitano #genshin impact #capitano genshin #capitaru #genshin art #childe #childe genshin #tartaglia #art #genshin #comic yhing #can you believe i wanged tp be a comic artist this took every ounce of energy i had #anyway i cant tell big stories. little inconsequential moments only

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geometric-bs · 9 months ago

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it is too early to go to bed but i have no energy but i still have time so i want to do something but i dont have energy so i have to wait because it is too early to go to bed but i have no energy

#fibromyalgia #chronic fatigue #spoonie #low spoons #chronic illness #cant believe how much of my life i spend waiting to go to sleep #like i am all caught up with the shows i am invested in and dont have the energy to start a new one #and i feel bad for not spending my time on something i value more than scrolling through pinterest... but i just cant bring myself to #i dont want to make this too negative because i had a really good day and didnt overextend myself #but that does include an evening of hibernating bc i am out of spoons

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hualianisms · 6 months ago

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is that 3 ear piercings on hc's ears or am i delusional. either way xl i get it i really do

#HES SO...........................#IS2G..........#wish i had the time and energy to write rn i'd write the next chapter of my hualian fake dating au just to spend paragraphs describing #hc's ear piercings #i cant believe i haven't explicitly talked about his ear piercings/earrings yet in my fics???#wish so badly that i could write but im stuck running this g4g.............

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tonydaddingham · 1 year ago

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Underappreciated S2 scene: "Going Up."

#good omens #when i tell you that this scene kicked me in the face and i crumbled like a paper bag #this was the most perfect scene in the whole show dont @ me - real az crowley and adam prepare to square off against satan energy #the swells of the music? david arnold is a genius but he did NOT need to go this hard #like the chord drop when the lift arrives? CHEFS FUCKING SNOG #whole scene was so fucking baller and i cant believe i saw it with my own two eyes #“Going Up” UGH the way i lost my shit at this episode ending the whole thing had me in a vice like chokehold #also doctor who vibes were off the charts and utterly immaculate #not a shitpost but its good omens babyyyy

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lostandbackagain · 4 days ago

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#ive been putting off making any kind of post about this bc it feels mean #but today is setting me off so bad #my coworker is making me insane with his dry ass conversation #today alone he has told me:#how both he and his girlfriend brush their teeth #the exact discount hes getting on a tv mount #that he thinks nobody eats so little as 2k calories/day #and the same laundry story he told me yesterday #we have been here not two hours yet #i will be clearly either doing something or texting or reading and he'll start talking about how much caffeine is in his drink #until i put whatever im doing down and go yeah wow that's crazy #i was trying to mention yesterday that i had a good time book shopping on nyd (yk regular coworker pleasantries!)#and he cut me off and talked about his brother coming to stay a few days for like ten minutes #just now he went wow i cant believe it's almost my birthday already. time flies #HIS BIRTHDAY IS TWO AND A HALF MONTHS AWAY!! THAT IS NOT ALMOST!!!#like this is not that big a deal but istg i work with colin robinson. hes an energy vampire and he also only half does his job #so it's not like it's worth being bored to death ykwim #says kenna

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clawsextended · 12 days ago

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today was my first christmas without my aunt. today was my first christmas i’ve ever woken up alone. why does grief have to feel so hollow and so heavy at once.

#ooc. o kaptain.#[I cant stop thinking about how last year was the last christmas we would ever have together. it keeps hitting me. I’ve tried my best never #ever to take a moment for granted but this hurts more than I can explain. this has been the worst year of my life. I’m absolutely shattered.#last year I was thinking about how lucky I was to still live with my parent. last year I was literally just appreciating the fact that I #even had the opportunity. I miss her so much it’s immeasurable. I would take back anything if I could. any fucking thing. I would use the #talk to me hand and I can say that without hesitation. judge me for it. I’m gonna go write because i have to do… something.#can’t believe I’ve been sick for like three days. today just… didn’t matter. not because I didn’t want it to. but largely because I didn’t #even have the energy to be present and I’m ALSO horribly congested. and like… who cares? I’m an abstraction of a concept. I’m gonna make a #bad decision and go play marvel rivals while I write shit on mobile. I’m physically completely exhausted and I actually can’t explain where #my head is at. which means I’m just gonna play iron fist like all the way thru.]#death /#family death /#parental death /#CLAWS RETRACTED.

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burningcomputerpersona · 1 month ago

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local enby shocked to realize that taking their prescribed medication actually works and they can do stuff now

#everyone: adderall is soooo addictive you should be very careful with it and we'll cut you off if it seems like you're enjoying it too much #me: hmm what if i just. didn't. take my meds though. im sure i don't *really* need it #me: why am i exhausted and depressed all the time this sucks ass. maybe it's the crash they all talk abt i just need to power through it #me several days later: okay i have a lot to do today so im gonna take my meds and see if they actually help me do stuff #me: *actually gets stuff done and feels fulfilled about it and has the energy for more tasks*#me: *shocked pikachu face*#anyway. this post has been brought to you by the fact that i looked at the time. realized i had 20 minutes left until i had to leave #and thought 'oh that's plenty of time i can make a sandwich and eat it before i head out'#and i got so fucking shocked by the fact that i literally thought this in my own brain that i legit gained psychic damage from this #i haven't had a sandwich in over a month bc i didn't have the energy nor the willpower to withstand the feeling of bread on my hands #i made a sandwich im eating it now i have 7 minutes until i have to leave for class #i forgot how time feels longer when the meds work. i can fit So Much Stuff in the same amount of time.#anyway this is also kinda mixed feelings bc now im worried that im not supposed to be able to do so much or feel this content #and what if im actually high rn but i dont even know it and i end up getting hooked without even realizing it #much to consider #anyway. i got 2 minutes left now so im gonna be leaving soon #that was a great sandwich i cant believe i made it and ate it and also posted abt it on tumblr. in only 20 minutes #mine #random #adhd

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the-ocean-is-trans · 5 months ago

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i have spent the last week and a half surrounded by loved ones both local and from far away who i rarely see, eating amazing food other people have cooked for me as an act of care, letting my body do its thing and recover from surgery, and its one of the only times in my life i feel like i actually have the support i need to recover/get better. ive also had time to write, make plans for the future, read, and just be in the company of friends it feels so good i want to cry and i want to remember how this felt when i return to my regular life in two weeks

#personal #ocean rambles #people keep being like wow #i cant believe youre up and moving about and have energy you literally had surgery 6 days ago #and the thing is #i have a beast of a pain tolerance/endurance #im just usually so run down because im trying to survive alone #like actually having my physical needs met makes me feel like i can do so many things #recovering from surgery is going pretty easy all things considered #being alive and disabled and working a full time job i hate that drains me #and never seeing my friends #is the thing keeping me ill

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comradecowplant · 6 months ago

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my beef with Hughie being the most annoying part of The Boys ended, Kimiko & Frenchie reigniting their romance is my new The Boys best enemy 🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄

#i really liked their platonic supportive 'were both broken wahwah' relationship. literally donut care at all about their romance 🙄🙄🙄#fr i actually almost liked hughie this season. way less annoying overcompensating failson energy & more actually resolving his issues #kinda hoped cate was going to tell frenchie to walk off the dock at the warf at the end but we cant have everything :(#because fuck that plot line & fuck that IOF scum actor!!!!#the boys #it was a really good season imo. really set things up for what i hope will be a fascinating final season #(also cant wait for season 4.5 when season 2 of gen v comes out. hope that spin-off gets at least as many seasons. rip chance perdomo 😞)#a-train FINALLY getting his nerve! the deep finally going full sicko instead of being the rapist comic relief. ashley continuing to unravel #so excited to learn what the v did to her. if anyone deserves a mostly-useless-except-for-weird-sex-stuff power its her!!!!!#sage better have another 8 layers of gEniUs subterfuge up her sleeve otherwise i am rooting for a maeve cameo next season to kick her ass #sage was definitely an interesting highlight this season. 'smartest woman on earth' but ultimately just a lonely sociopathic loser #there were a few moments where- despite her 'intellectual' truth that human lives are meaningless- that she seemed bothered by the wanton #violence. & i really dont believe that she'd get over homelander so casually throwing her away. probs wont pay off but im a 'sage is #scheming against the 7 after all' truther. if a-train could get his head out of his ass anything is possible for anyone!!!#rip victoria neuman 😩 literally did nothing wrong ever in her life and butcher killed her for it smh my head #(she really was a fantastic villian though. actual 'if AOC had super powers' except more charming & less evil. claudia doumit was amazing)#dani talks about tv

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july-19th-club · 6 months ago

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all of this is like immaterial anyway bc my throat is raw enough this morning that i might just stay home like. i dont want to go somewhere and use up all my spoons on anxiety and new situations when i could save them and have them for work tomorrow if i need them

#my sinuses (so far) are not so bad #but the last time i had a persistent sore throat..............well bud i got covid #and i CANT get covid this week bc i have agreed to swap shifts monday/wednesday and i cant back out on that now #and i'm the only person on the desk on friday! i have to be healthy i HAVE to be #and i know i'm sort of freaking out. but i also don't genuinely believe that going to one church or another would actually affect this #except in that i would have expended energy to go and be there #which i may not be able to afford to expend rn #in which case. i shoudl not go anywhere #so now i have three choices instead of two (one i like and one i dont like but which feels necessary in a scrupulosity way)#and i know which one's easiest and will make me feel less anxious

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anotheruntitledsong · 9 months ago

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i did like the hidden palace but (SPOILER if anyone hasn't read it?) i'm genuinely so annoyed at how Arbeely is handled like... I wish i could be sad but i'm just fucking irritated. I was overly invested in him and that's def why but i just feel like they did him dirty

#the golem and the jinni #i was scrolling goodreads and the take i kept seeing was 'oh I wish Arbeely could've had his family too bad the jinni FUCKED IT UP'#but idk that's just not how i read him. like thats not where i feel the problem is #his whole shtick is being content as the jinni's foil and like! things can change! but the way it's done leaves him totally unresolved #which in turn means the jinni's shit is also never getting resolved because there is like no way to #when Arbeely describes his future family in the first book it's all 'someday... vaguely...' and AGAIN! what you want can change!#and honestly it's really interesting and sad that he makes this sacrifice for the jinni #but it's a layer of complexity that like clashes with how little he is there for and how little the author's invested in him #and like the way the no marriage literally did not ruin his life at all... sure it sucked but the man is still like idk rich #what has continuously fucked with him throughout both books is that he wants (or at least spends half his page time thinking about)#emotional connection to the jinni in a human way #which is something the jinni cant\wont give him even though he's basically Arbeely's only close friend #(besides ig maryam who was rlly funny hinting at her dislike for the jinni like someone trying to get their friend to dump their toxic bf)#anyway the vibe in the first book is that he only thinks about wanting a wife when the jinni is being a dickhead #BECAUSE the jinni eases arbeelys loneliness by just being there because at the end of the day that's what humans need #but then it's made really weird in the second book by Arbeely getting 'trapped' by the jinni (and yet they just grow further apart)#which means that the only thing arbeely actually spent half his life discontent with and then literally died without is not a wife #it's emotional intimacy with the jinni. which is insane to me #arbeely is obviously already tragic but this seems TOO tragic entirely because the book doesn't give af about addressing it #if it was like a plot thing then all of the above would be fine and gutwrenching because it ties back into the jinnis self isolation #BUT IT'S NOT. like i get arbeely isn't that important to the plot but he was important to the jinni and the jinni was important to him #alsoo necessarily disclaimer i'm not trying to say he's in love with the jinni or anything like that #although a queer arbeely (divorced from the above idea) would also been interesting cuz I dont think the jinni has a grasp on homophobia #so idk theyd be keeping each others secrets (arbeely x the biscuit man? JOKE)#BUTTTT! I don't believe he needs romantic energy! him and the jinni having awful vibes up until arbeely's literal death is what bothers me #The jinni is a bad communicator ik but come on... not once? not even before the diagnosis? The jinni also thinks about how distant they are #could they not talk a little? for me? there are ways to do it within the bounds of their characters FOR SURE #im sure this is the point but i do dislike it either way. anyway sorry arbeely u remind me of my uncle #the hidden palace

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lamatisse · 2 years ago

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its only been a day since i finished JJK and i already feel so empty dfjkghdf im in this ‘waiting game but cant watch anything else’ phase again

#IDK I DONT HAVE A FAV #i cant choose between yuji megumi or gojo fkjghdfjghfg #inumaki's adorable JKASHFKDFSD #prolly megumi bc i love the grumpies #i was gonna binge watch ghibli movies but i cant find the mental energy anymore #believe it or not ive only seen 1 ghibli movie and i didnt even get to pay attention #(well 2 but i hardly remember what happens in howls moving castle #but ya anyway im having fun being back home #like last week i cornered my dad into watching attack on titan w me #my mom had no choice but to join in #we watch until they fall asleep #JHSKJDFSD #sorry ive been writing too many chitchat posts #delete later #chitchat

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