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Use your head, artilleryman. This railroad is my bread and butter. My veins! Blowing things up... It doesn't matter. The inquisitor will come.
Day 4, Sabotage
(You'll be the first person they hang!)
#pathologic fest#day 4#artemy burakh#bad grief#grigory filin#pathologic#pathologic fanart#don't u hate it? when all your best friends are self sacrificial martyrs?#i love this quest#it makes so much sense! to want to stop a force like the inquisition! sadly for you the narrative has decided#it is already a metaphor for too many things that can't be held back!!#i apologize for the rambling#jajadraws#pathologic_fest#ŠŠ¾Ń Š£ŃŠ¾ŠæŠøŃ
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I have to ask. What is your interpretation of Wally? Innocent and naive unless itās to the reader? Mostly ambiguous and likes to keep to themselves? Openly accepting and caring?
Writing for Wally Darling at first was quite tricky for me as we know very little about him besides what the website states about him. While the new update on the website allows me to grasp more of other's personalities & their dynamics with one another, Wally is still very much mysterious. I can only assume that by his reputation as the friendliest neighbor (plus wh being a kids show), he gets along very well with everyone, but again, I'm merely assuming here.
More under cut cause my dumbass chose to ramble which I'm sorry for
TL;DR: Personal interpretation is Wally's friendly & well meaning, though tends to not grasp how certain behaviors may be spooky or unnerving (speaking in yandere terms + assuming kid show! Wally)
The update has made my interpretation of Wally shift a little bit, though not on Wally himself as a character. Initiallyā with little knowledge of him ā I viewed Wally as a friendly individual who's willing to lend a hand when asked or feels the situation calls for assistance. Though one thing I wasn't really expecting from the update was how flat/monotone his voice is. It's so weird ā jarring even ā how much life & energy each other character is, even when we can't see them, & then you have Wally who seems more as a observer than anything & I'm not gonna lie, throughout practically all the audio transcripts hidden in the bugs, I always forget about Wally Darling until the audio glitches when he's mentioned/ talked to in the end. The others just ooze personality which make Wally feel so alien compared to the rest.
My thoughts went from wanting to know more about Wally to, I want to know what the others think of him, this mainly comes from the "Just So" Song Demo where the 'oh' comes off so awkward & makes it seem as the others also seem to find Wally odd to some extent (whether mannerisms or tone, or both, anybody's guess) & I'm not sure if he's aware of that or not. I'm not even sure if he's a character within the show or just some form of a surrogate for the audience (he learns things alongside the viewers).
I've just realized I'm been mostly rambling rather than answering your question, my response would be that my interpretation (at least in yandere themes) is he's very much well intentioned, but most likely wouldn't grasp how certain things would by considered weird or uneasy though if you were to directly, clearly & softly confront him about his behavior, he'd make a genuine attempt to stop. So would be relatively harmless if properly checked, though this is Wally within the show itself & not really him being aware, but I won't get into that now (this post is already long & I don't wish to waste you time reading all this)
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I swear to god Torchwood has damned me to hell this week cause I canāt stop thinking about how hot Burn Goreman is while also feeling emotionally numb cause school is going on break soon and Christmas just doesnāt hit the same.Ā
Someone send help I donāt want to start this show as a means to cope with this feeling.Ā
#i apologize for the rambling#i just need to get this off my chest#burn goreman#torchwood#owen harper#vibe
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So one thing Iāve noticed is that peopleās DnD characters may vary but there is usually an underlying thread that they all have in common. This thread is typically related to what that person struggles with the most.
For instance, my betrotheds DnD characters: a bitchy warlock we had to bust out of two different pacts, a sassy barbarian, a reformed drow cultist, and a sunshine fighter cleric.
All these characters were wildly different but at their very core struggle was them grappling with their self worth. My betrothed struggles with their worth a great deal and even with different facets showing their characters all have that too.
Mine all tend to contend with different themes of loneliness and acceptance. Surprise, surprise, the little autistic gremlin yearns to have been met with more love and lasting friendships.
So weāre at breakfast. I am meeting a new friend of my betrotheds for the first time. Itās been twenty minutes since Iāve met this man. I say my theory. He laughs. He starts to describe a few of his characters but specifies that he often has healing aspects. He gives a very broad overview of their character arcs.
I ponder for a moment then said, āWould you like to have my assessment?ā
He laughed, āSure!ā
āWeāve just met. Itās gonna get real.ā
āBring it on.ā
āI think your struggle is that you feel you must offer something of value or service to people to be worthy of their love.ā
His jaw dropped. His fork froze midway to his mouth. A potato fell. He stared into space as this sank in. Quietly he said, āOh.ā
#dnd#ramblies#dungeons and dragons#ffs foibles#he kept repeating it through the rest of the hang out and I got less coherent as I tuckered out but the gist was there#he also mentioned in his dating history how heād always felt girls heād dated were moving too fast#and without thinking I laughed and said yeah cause youāre gay and you desperately didnāt want those relationships to go anywhere#you just wanted to be loved but not romantically#and he looked shooketh#and I apologized cause I usually try to limit my deep psychoanalysis of people to one per hangout but he wasnāt upset
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do you guys ever think about that time she said her backstory was that she was only partially zombiefied and was fully conscious mentally while she ate and killed her family. and that she was a princess. i do alot.
#hermitaday#zombiecleo fanart#zombiecleo#hermitcraft fanart#hermitblr#my art#cw cannibalism#cannibalism#no but seriously. i know it was her wow character lore but what a fucked up concept for a sensation that is#being in like. cutscene mode watching yourself murder your family. jesus christ man#no wonder she's so messed up like. wow#please take this as an apology after my unhinged ramble post the other day on my sideblog abt why i wanted to put cleo in a shredder#i still do btw. i don't take back anything i said but like. sorry. you're cool cleo
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2 words, Levi + boobs
He's such a pathetic little loser begging to suck and touch them, he just can't get enough. Also imagine waking up in the middle of the night to him sucking them, he just couldn't wait til morning <3
Nsfw!
Two words I love omllllll-
ān the first part is gonna sound a lil silly- probably- but it popped into my head and I donāt apologize :)
but Levi need to fidget with something 24/7 why do you think heās always tapping away at his phone? Itās so he has something to do with his hands!!!
So obviously when you start dating his hands are gonna be on you more. Starting small like holding you hand ān playing with your fingers but as your relationship progressesā¦.his hands move higher- like when youāre sitting in his lap and watching a new anime or whatever. Leviās hands just resting on your chest, occasionally squeezing or youāll feel his fingers pulling at your nipples.
Itās kinda weird he doesn't do it much during sex, but more subconsciously. doing it
Another example is like when you're both scrolling on your phones and you're leaning back against his chest, his hand would slowly, creep under your shirt and start squeezing.
Itās funny when Levi catches himself doing it too- his face burning bright red while stutters out an apology. Just remind him you really donāt mind-
Waking up to him sucking on them!!! >
Like your boobs just feel so good in his hands, so warm and soft~!!!
Levi thinks they deserve all the worshiping in the world and always makes sure to give them extra attention whenever he can. Like right now, while you sound asleep in his bed-
Levi slowly, carefully, crawls on top of you, sliding your shirt up, revealing your bare tits to him. and he just stares for a minute, watching as your tits rise and fall with every breath you take.
Itās looks so tantalizing, itās like he canāt resist the urge to justā¦..touch themā¦.just a bit.
so he gives in, his cold palm kneading your warm skin, āSo, warm and softā¦..ā he mumbles to himself, alternating between squeezing them roughly and massaging them almost lovingly.
Levi glances towards your face checking every few seconds minutes to make sure youāre not going to wake up, yet- a soft gasp falls from you lips when he gets a little bold and pinches your nipples,
Fuck itās like youāre asking him to do this, to take care of them- how could he not?!
Your whole body shudders when little hot puffs of air hit your skin as he leans closer. canāt take it anymore, he needs them in his mouth, against his lips,Ā to show you how much he loves them, loves you.
Itās honestly cute how much of a whining, panting mess Levi turns into as soon as he has a tit in his mouth. Your tits. suck, bite, kiss. he repeated this, kiss, bite, lick, suckā¦..until you finally wake up, finding an absolute mess of a demon practically drooling on you.
His warm mouth still latched onto your tit as, his big hand squeezes the other, making sure it doesnāt feel neglected until he decides to swap sides.
You can see a flash of fear in Leviās eyes because you just ācaught himā sucking on your tits like a babyā¦.whining too- But you just bring a hand up and push his bangs back, giving him a sleepy smile and sighing.
Fuck he could die happy, he mumbles something like, āSorry I woke you upā¦.ā but itās muffled by your tit still in his mouth and he reallyyyyy doesnāt look sorry.
ām not even gonna mention that Leviās rutting his poor neglected cock against you the whole time and definitely cums in his pajama pants just from sucking on your boobs-
#I donāt apologize for rambling this time :)#1 am thots~#obey me levi x reader#obey me!#obey me smut#not really but still-#obey me leviathan x reader#x reader#smut#pervs <3#levi x reader#leviathan x reader#leviathan smut#obey me x reader#om!#obey me#levi <333
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Lmfaooo the amount of nonhumans and alterhumans who immediately cry that you need to be put into a mental hospital the moment you have a 'scary' symptom of mental illness is fucking insane.
I love you nonhumans and alterhumans with delusions
I love you nonhumans and alterhumans with intrusive thoughts
I love you nonhumans and alterhumans who are mean and aggressive when faced with what some may see as mild inconveniences
I love you nonhumans and alterhumans who need praise and validation to smile just once in their damn day
I love you traumatized nonhumans and alterhumans who react with rage
I love you nonhumans and alterhumans who experience 'gross' shifts
I love you nonhumans and alterhumans who have poor hygiene because of mental health
You guys deserve the fucking world and people who don't tell you to head to a mental hospital or to seek a doctor whenever you talk about yourselves.
Keep fighting, keep struggling, keep on moving. Make the world pay if it's given you a shit hand, don't ever lie on your back for anyone but yourself. Kill those who try and change you when you don't need the change.
#ramble#nonhuman#otherkin#maul#therian#alterhuman#fictionkin#you guys fucking rock#tw ableism mention#tw ableism refrence#apologies if anything is worded bad#I'm slow.#like genuinely#i struggle with writing sometimes
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(edited for spoiler warnings jjk spoilers ch236)
gojo and geto now having the same death anniversary, megumi's body being used to kill someone he loves AGAIN, gojo's students all watching him get sliced in half, gojo wishing geto was a teacher, the fever dream conversation with Geto, Haibara and Nanami, oh gege we are in your walls for real this time you were cruel for this...
#im devastated#also not gojo and dazai in one week come ON bro#so many Ls for gojo winners this week#gege did him So dirty#im kinda unhappy wirh how he handled rhis but oh well we will see next week#gojo satoru#geto suguru#fushiguro megumi#nanami kento#haibara yu#jjk236#jujutsu kaisen#jjk leaks#jjk spoilers#ace rambles#i put spoilers in the tags but edited to add to post apologies to anyone who got spoiled)
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Omg so like I want to hear your thoughts on perv!Megumi like finally after so long of Gojo teasing him for being in college for two years at this point and being single, heās finally procured a pretty girlfriend whoās unfortunately (for her) so naive and sweet??š©·š Idk I got shy but I know youāll do something good with this lol
ik i told u id post this after my wips but i started on it n i couldnt stop i liked the idea too much LOL im sorry for being so confusing D; tysm for the ask though!!! :o i rlly enjoyed writing this!!! (n donāt be shy ahjwhs youāre so lovely T_Tā”)
perv!megumi !!! please i feel like heās the type to be a pervert thatās kinda embarrassed n self aware about himselfāespecially bc gojo kept teasing him all those years n he was kinda just jacking off to whatever x-rated video that came up first (i feel like perv!megumi is highkey into hentai too but heās taking that to the grave!!)
n when gets a pretty little girlfriend who acts so cute and who he loves so much, when he gets hard he canāt help but let some of that side of him slip out from time to time...
i think heās also the type to take lots of pictures,, like pictures while you sleep, peeking through your door while you shower, in clothing store changing rooms while you change, upskirt picturesā¦ heāll make you his little model!! some of them you know about but some of them you donāt, heās so lewd.
itās not just pics of you he takes, it's some of himself too. i feel like one of the things heād love to do to you is when you tell him to come with you to some random uni event, n heāll randomly disappear in the middle of it, only to go to the bathroom to take pictures of his hard leaky cock to send you with some casual caption like he didnāt just do that ?!?! heās crazy (more under the cut)
itās not megumiās fault heās so in his head about you, he still just doesnāt really know how he managed to get someone as pretty and doting as you are as his.Ā
he sometimes feels guilty for being so obsessed with youāyour body clad in pretty little outfits that you show off to him with a twirl, the way youāll always show him your shiny new sparkly nails when you get them done, how heās always the first one youāll pick to talk to about something new youāve found to loveāitās all that seems to be on his mind recently.
maybe it was gojoās accidental doing, those feelings of guilt. unintentionally planting a little growing seed of shame in him the first few times he started teasing him for not having a partner yet at his ābig ageā, borderline lecturing him with the āwhen i was your ageā stuffāmaybe that was the logical reason why he felt so attached to you, the reason he couldnāt help getting fully erect even when he only saw as much as a pair of your flung-away panties lying at the edge of your bed when coming to your room one day.
but when he recalls back to those nights where youāre innocently cuddled against him, watching whatever movie, a quiet āmegumi?ā leaving your lips as a sign to tell him youāre falling asleep, and he finds himself shifting in his seat, carefully adjusting your head to let you rest comfortably on him, pressing a soft kiss to your hair as he strokes it and tells you a āsleep now, angelā, he knows thatās not the reason.
nevertheless, heās always been worried about it, thoughts of āam i doing too much?ā or a āwould she not like this?ā clouding his mind. but for every single thought like this he has, heāll always have two moreĀ memories where heās coming up to you, his sweet-faced little girlfriend, waiting for him with open arms and open heart. and to him, it means more than the world.
and as his cheerful sweetheart girlfriend, youāve never really minded of course.
you know heās at least a little perverted, asking to take those pictures of you trying on your new swimsuits, or bras, or skirts, or those times when he pulls out after spilling his load into you, and the first thing he does after making sure youāre okay is to go face-to-face with the trail of cum seeping out of you to snap a few photos.
honestly, youāve gotten used to it at this point. you just take these moments, seeing what you do to him, as a way of reassuring yourself that he really does just love you that much. and he really does. really!! :(
no matter how innocent or dirty the context, heāll let you know whenever he gets that warm little feeling in his chest.
āi-i love you,ā he pants, head coming up from sucking marks on your neck, languid thrusts coming to a gentle stop as he peers up at you with flushed cheeks. it feels like heās admitting it for the first time again.
when you stare at him with his same love-drunk look, brows furrowed and eyes pleading, whispering out an āi love you too, gumiā, heāll pause a moment to study your expression before gently raising you further up the bed, hooking his hand under your leg and repositioning it around his waist.
heāll drop down to press a kiss to your cheek before resting his chin on your shoulder and picking up the pace again, now only determined to make you cum.
when he thinks of times like these, despite what youāre doing together, itās innocent in his head.
a time where thatās not so much the case though is when you persuade him to come with you to some uni exhibition event, looking up at him with hopeful, doe-like eyes and as many āpleeeaaase, gumiās and āplease, guuuumās as you could musterācause itās not like he could say no to that, right?
at first he put up an act of feign stubbornness. but eventually he agreedāonly when he knew youād excitedly hug him and press your soft chest to his as a thank you for it though.
heād tour the hall with you, watching you gaze in awe at everything with your cute, simple curiosity, occasionally pointing out little things in the pieces he liked. before the artist began their talk though, he got up from his seat, pressing a quick kiss to your cheek before muttering a āām gāna go to the bathroom.ā
in an empty stall, heāll sit atop the lid and pull down his jeans, freeing his stiffening cock from his underwear. he quietly groans as he pumps himself a few times, a slow trickle of translucent white leaking down from his tip.
he silently curses, throwing his head back, thinking about how you let him flip up your pretty skirt before you left, letting him take a peek at your cute ass in the frilly panties he bought for you.
he reaches for his phone, fumbling to send a picture of the sight to you, adding a casual caption of something like āhi pretty girlā or āu look so pretty today, angelā.
he pauses, realising that maybe you wonāt see it for a little while. heās imagining you so obediently listening to the artist speaker to notice the ping of his notificationāhe enjoys that thought too, but he canāt say why.
heās careful not to thrust up into his fist, not wanting to make too much noise, but itās futileāheās too hard staring at the lewd shots of you saved in his secret hidden albumāthe way you act so innocently, the way you have no clue what the true extent is of what you do to him. he canāt help but let a few breathy whines slip.
he wonāt let himself cum though, thinking heās too good to be letting himself release over some scrunched up, bathroom tissue when heās got his own pretty little girlfriend waiting for him a few halls down.
he sighs. cleaning up and tucking himself back into the band of his briefs, leaving the stall and washing his hands, walking back out like nothing happened.
#ywuji#this is so long n so rambly HAHEHW#i rlly had fun writing this tho#i wld love to write more :00#the last part is For Sure tacked onto the end but i wanted to include it bc i talked abt it alr Lol#apologies U_U#megumi smut#megumi fushiguro smut#fushiguro smut#megumi x reader#fushiguro x reader#megumi headcanons#fushiguro headcanons#jjk smut#jjk thirsts#jjk x reader#anime smut#jujutsu kaisen smut#jujutsu kaisen x reader
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apartment shenanigans
from utilities included, ch. 9 (mind the tags and rating!)
masterpost
#one piece#sanji#zoro#zosan#utilities included#this week wasā¦ NOT a good week. i struggled to draw and i didnt feel well#and i was BUSY too. just a whole slew of things#so i didnt thumbnail/sketch this comic until tuesday. and then i like. did 2 pgs of lines?? but i hated them and deleted them???#but i hated those lines and deleted them!! so last night at 2am (as u do) i relined all four pages. slapped on the colors. threw on text.#so apologies if the quality is off. haha. i rly did this in like 7 hrs and now i need to sleep#im just incredibly stubborn and refused to miss the second to last chapter!!! ok time to sleep im rambling
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to love and be loved in return
#haikaveh#kavetham#genshinimpact#omg hello today i woke up w the sudden urge to finally use this account#if you've seen this before my apologies LOL i always feel a little silly cross posting my art to dif platforms#quite enjoying the ability to ramble in the tags. i will be using this feature extensively
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You're a kid nowā¦š§āāļøstill a kid now!
#if it's not clear this is me doodling human versions of the promo kids lmao#my art#scribbles#v#splatoon#if anyone is interested in thoughts:#3 promos have mostly natural hair but dye or bleach ends for subtle style. hiroooo also has beads in place of suction cups and at the ends#veronika has a bandage over their face btw and the purple tips are from hiroooo's dye#I was thinking about school kids primarily with 1 promo kid#so mainly natural hair color with a few rebellious streaks of color#orange inkling girl also has 2 pigtails from the back that she either has over her shoulders or brings to the front yor spyxfamily style#also choppy sidebangs I imagine she cut herself#she also has moles and blue boy as freckles#2 characters were definitely the hardest because I draw them the least objectively#I think since they're supposed to be the 'trendy flashy stylish' types they can have near full dye jobs that have fried their hair#their eyemask substitutes are just just bits of graphic makeup in my vision lmao#apologies for the rambles I've just been sitting on human designs for a bit and it literally just clicked tonight
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BLOODHOUNDS
ft Y.T and Tripwire
[their āduo nameā is Bloodhounds from now on btwā¦ if you even care..]
alternative title ver- it wouldāve taken away the effect of the *COUGH* easter egg
notes n what not coming soon
The sketch and the flowers used :3
The composition originally was going to be a lot different (had two in mind) where the Red Kingās involvement wouldāve been more prominent. Went with this one simply cuz it was just more fun to experiment, where the negative space is made front and centre focus :]
Whennnn picking out the plants ddint think for a second about symbolism- and going off of just ANY flower for flower language would have been too big of a selection poolā¦ So in respects to SL environmental setting - native Australian plants it was.
-The golden wattle trees by its abundance and have benefited Aboriginal and Torres Straight Islanders for thousands of years to create various markers and tools. The plant survives harsh droughts, and its seeds have a coating strong enough that can be salvageable beyond bushfires.
-as a signifier of Spring and new beginnings hence rebirth, the golden wattle to me was also very thematically fitting for a season like Secret Life :]
-I never looked into what Illawarra flame trees (the flowers of the coat my SL!Bdubs design is wearing) before until today.. and I quote āRegains confidence and self-approval, able to make commitments with the strength of self-reliance. Clarity in life and ability to adapt to all situations. Secure enough to express and communicate true feelings. To be beautiful and strong ā [SOURCE: Australian Bushflowers] whichā¦. Ok damn. Thereās also alcohol in it.
-Eucalyptus trees in Indigenous Australian culture represent the division between the underworld, the Earth and heaven.
The selection of plants while donāt represent Bloodhounds together - but more of what Martyn and Bdubs are individually, theyāre interesting in the things they have in common what they represent. And the differences they go about this loyalty throughout the seasons and why they devote - especially in LimL and SL.. Fascinating stuff.
#stufffsart#secret life spoilers#inthelittlewood#itlw#itlwart#bdoubleo100#bdoubleo#Bdubs#secret life#secret life smp#life series smp#trafficblr#mcytblr#i forgotā¦ martyn doesnāt wear glasses.. Iām dorry#stufff rambles#(for the word dump below)#apologies if I get certain things wrong >< flower language isnāt my expertise
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I GOT MY CHARA UNDERTALE KEYCHAIN LET'S GO
#i dunno if i ever posted this art here but i made a buncha designs#snd ordered this one as a sample kinda#rambling#i love my child sm#also apologies for my shaky hands#antipsychotics do that to you
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Everyone has little idiosyncrasies about them.
Just tics and habits you donāt question until youāre cuddled up safe and relaxed in bed with someone whoās not you who is suddenly incredibly alarmed when you get an itch and abruptly stiffen your whole body like a fainting goat in a blinding all consuming need to itch the itch and you writhe or flail until you can address the only thing that currently matters in your entire nervous system which is the itch before you calmly resume cuddling.
Anyway. Apparently Iām weird when I get itchy.
#ramblies#funny#ffs foibles#came up again last night and I apologized afterward and my beloved said that after almost a decade they were used to it#writing#story
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Do you like red oktoberfest (like romantically)?
Aha! Interesting and very valid thing to ask! Thanks for your question!
I shall not answer straightforwardly!
Doodle (1) and rambles you didn't ask for below the cut. The answer is in the last paragraph.
Clown language.
I admit I personally prefer showing characters interact with each other and allowing their interaction to be interpreted as either romantic, platonic, or even nothing at all.
I think this approach makes relationships less framed by "signpost cues" of friendship/attraction/love (not that I do not enjoy seeing these either). I think it leaves more room for interesting human interactions, independent of what expectations the reader has for the two characters. Some people seem to search for actions like kissing, hugging, confessions, in order to confirm whether something was supposed to be romantic or not. But then, the absence of such cues make them arrive at conclusions that ignore other forms of relationship-building interactions all together :(
(Fig.1: The unparalleled amount of different flavours of intimate feelings that are evoked from "getting shot and dying on your shoulder" - disease)
So for me, it's Schroedinger's character relationships, with a generous amount of "the true value of this relationship is the collection of interactions we have made along the way" and it doesn't need a name. So with that out of the way:
I am not averted to the idea of Medic and Heavy finally getting their hot steamy Tf2 Sex Update thanks for readin-
#tf2 medic#tf2 heavy#tf2#team fortress 2#60 seconds till mission begins rambles#Generally I like Doc just āmein Freundāing everyone and keeping it ambiguous what he means oh the broad road that is camaraderie and romanc#Its 100% ok if you want to tag anything I drew with a romantic couple tag even though I myself didn't tag it as such#Be free :) - just dont start to tag something unethical :(#This ask is from nearly 2 months ago apologies that it took so long#I wanted to answer things chronologically but alas impulsive posting got the better of me
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