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buck who stole a firetruck to impress girls and have a quick fuck in and tommy who stole a helicopter to help his ex commit some light criminal activities. they’re so meant for each other, i think

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KAREN WILSON | 9-1-1 8.15 "Lab Rats"

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Oliver Stark as Evan Buckley 9-1-1 (2018) - 8.14 'Sick Day'

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crazy stuff that when Buck goes 'this is about me', Tommy is canonically the only person ever to reply with 'yes it is' instead of saying 'not everything is about you'.

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So this episode actually made me see Shannon in a whole new light.

We knew Helena and Ramon were overbearing with Chris, but the episode shows how overbearing they are. Helena criticizing food choices and Ramon pushing his hobbies.

Shannon was alone with them as her only source of help for years. Every time Eddie came home he was exhausted and checked out. He dealt with his parents his whole life and he ran away from it all.

Shannon was 19/20 yrs old. Eddie was in another country. Helena and Ramon were being passive aggressive, making her feel like a horrible parent.

But they’re good people and they’re helping so she can’t feel like she can say anything without being critical or ungrateful. So she deals with it because there isn’t another option.

When Eddie comes home, the dam breaks. Everything she was holding back for Chris’s sake comes apart.

She is beyond exhausted. She still so young and she’s never had a life of her own. Her mom gets sick, so she has to be a caretaker to someone else. And when her mom dies she finally gets a break. And she rests and it feels good. But that comes with the most amount of shame and guilt she’s ever felt. Because she must feel like a terrible person for enjoying a break away from her child. And that guilt keeps her from coming back because there’s too much shame in leaving.

But it wasn’t her fault for not having support and the help that she received wasn’t helpful.

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tim minear i havent forgiven you yet but i do appreciate that instead of writing tommy off because of all the hate and review bombing by a certain immature and kinda psychotic section of the fandom, you instead said nope, we dont do that here, heres a helicopter chase with the ex boyfriends :D

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rewatching sick day, we really never got an explanation about how bobby survived the explosion huh....

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a very plausible insane tinfoil hat crazytown theory:

what if bobby never woke up from the heart attack in the s7 finale, and his parts of s8 have all been one big long coma dream? doesnt mean that the rest was fake! just his parts. and maybe he's been in those scenes the whole time because others have been talking to him about the events occurring in his absence? and maybe the funeral will happen for him, and he "wakes up" in a coffin, someone calms him down and guides him like he did for buck in his, then he sorts himself out and wakes up in the hospital?

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i refuse to believe bobbys dead because its too much of a coincidence that the captain hotshot guys character was put into a coma and there was a whole debate onscreen of how they cant kill him off because he was still needed and brought hope n shit. far too much of a coincidence!

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yknow what im gonna say it. im kinda sick of buck being in the background when maddie gets hurt. (and honestly at this point please stop hurting maddie, jlh EATS those scenes up but cmon guys its getting far too frequent at this point.)

but anyway, obviously chimney is going to be distraught, thats his wife! but thats also bucks big sister! yes he was involved in the doug kidnapping, but after the call centre hostage situation it was barely anything, and then she gets her throat slashed and nothing?? obviously its maddies injury so focus is rightfully on her, but it feels downright odd for buck to always be an afterthought. youre telling me that the man wouldnt be haunting her hospital room? especially when you consider thats the woman who basically RAISED him.

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Lou repping practical effects

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happy autism awareness day to all the girls who had “ friends” growing up who were actually bullying them . to the girls who always sat alone in the grass and wondered why nobody wanted to talk . to the girls who spoke to animals like they were listening . to the girls who created a little world in their room . to the girls who always felt ashamed for how deeply they love things and how passionately they enjoyed media . to the girls who covered their ears when they were overwhelmed by everything . to the girls who carrying a special thing around to feel safe . to the girls who never understood what they did wrong to feel so lonely . to the girls who were diagnosed later in life because they weren’t little boys who liked trains. you are so special and beautiful and you’re not worse for it, you love deeply and that is so wonderful please never try to push that down . I LOVE YOU !!!!!

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Here’s the thing I think conservatives don’t understand: I don’t care what someone else does with their own body.

You wanna get surgery or take medication to make you look a certain way? Okay. I don’t care

You wanna ctrl+alt+delete that clump of cells in your uterus. Sure. I don’t care.

You wanna use meds to block a natural aspect of your body’s system? Alright by me. I. Don’t. Care.

I don’t care because it’s not my body

“But what if they regret it?” So? Let them regret it. That’s their choice to live with.

“But what if that baby would have grown up to cure cancer?” Kinda short sighted on God’s part to only put that potential in one baby, yeah? (Also … you can’t cure cancer, but that’s a level of nuance for a different time)

“But what if they want to use that function in the future?” Funny thing about meds: you can just stop fucking taking them and things usually go back to normal.

I DON’T CARE WHAT ANOTHER HUMAN BEING DOES WITH THEIR OWN BODY! I don’t care 🤷‍♀️ it’s not my body so why should I have a say in it?

The choice is not “being left up to the states instead of the federal government”, it’s that the choice is being taken away from individuals.

Why the fuck to they care so much what other people do with their own shit??

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my heart will always swell for the delta of difference between s1 buck and current buck. not even just the compare and contrast of it all -- loose-limbed womanizer with a brain commandeered by adrenaline becoming a soft, love-driven man who flails in his devotion and is unabashedly queer -- but also the idea of telling restless s1 buck that the love and life he'd been searching for was found not just in his firefighter family, but in a man (man!) who is not only wholly besotted by him, but would make daredevil enemyofthestate-adjacent helicopter maneuvers for him. i think s1 buck's brain would explode a little bit knowing that he baked two thousand banana breads over the fact that he wants to love a male firefighter pilot for the rest of his life.

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Laughing thinking about how bucktommy fans reacted to the breakup by saying “we should write to abc and let them know how much we love tommy and how we hope he comes back, and how they should check their biphobic writing, but be respectful!!” and we were called crazy and stupid…

BUT those same people can threaten to kill the showrunner, harass cast and crew, send csa fics to peoples inboxes, tell us to kill ourselves, harass us, dox us, create multiple fake accounts to continue harassment after being blocked, make fake exit interviews, tell us we should get over Tommy and that Lou had left the series, stalk the sets, get leaks and yell about them, make a memorial billboard in NYC of all places, spam Instagram comment sections, AND MORE, but that’s perfectly acceptable.

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Imagine you had a heartbreaking morning after with an ex you’re still madly in love with. And weeks later your ex called, you hesitated for a two seconds, decided to pick up anyway.

And it turned out your ex was planning committing this little domestic terrorism and they’re short for a getaway pilot.

And you were like, well, we’ve never done that before right? And you just said yes. 🙌

He’s so crazy I fucking love him