#i am slowly. SLOWLY. getting shit done | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

unproduciblesmackdown · 13 days ago

Text

also "textless" versions of these, wahooo

#corned beef #joe iconis christmas extravaganza #bsol #speaking of >:3 & >:3 third time's the >:3 in successfully slammed both up against the window of joe iconis's car (twitter @'d & Seen)#which is really just a :3 but whom among us (orchestra hit) is not a little impish with it #first year i did fanart like wouldn't it be fun if joe saw & liked this. second yr like Same plus it did happen last time #then also recency Fun Times bias sure but he did make it a frame in his End Of Year Good Times Celebration video like >:'3 #yes i draw exactly what i wanna draw b/c it's some specific thing i enjoy that much so Yep that is the xmas show to me #so powerfully i was moved like ooh fun xmas villain wrole?? in '19 when i was paying attention & relieved of some bmc closure malaise #by the xmas show but obv Least aware / knowledgable lol. technically showed up in '18 around nov/dec but no chance Right then of tuning in #i mean i had the capacity but did not know it existed / even Less helpful preexisting context. anyway so by the time the show returns #& i've done research in between & gone my god i am i live laugh loving like Yeah i'll do more fanart & omg cyril & omg krampusfucking #able to ramp it up this year & like just thanks to Drawing Experience i'm better at forging ahead through thee process even when it's #extra ambitious like my god am i in over my head? well keep swimming for the surface like only several times going [aaa....] only to yknow #not be that tripped up anyway but still go [(celebrate) christmas!!! (with me)] & be like Do It For The Krampusfucking Gift #one post for another like lighting up my life joe just coming out like ''who wants clips. first up Full Cyril Fucks The Krampus number''#like jeez made that happen And passed it along....it's always the like epitome of my art like i make the specific often really niche stuff #i really respond to; does anyone else enjoy this? if yes; Wheeee; sometimes this is also ppl Behind the really niche shit i enjoy #like i truly hope you do get that kick out of it as i slam it up to the window; worth a Highlight Of Your Year or not #the power of [i do like to Draw the things i latch on to] + [internet] for you #really the bsol design even More an event in ''how did i even do this'' b/c even when planning to make it slightly easier like well #fewer figures; i'll use ink pen so i hone the lineart less than i would to precisely get [line weight mostly irrelevant] Line Geometry #yet still going ruh oh i'm honing for sure. but then like did Most of the lineart all in one night + all the coloring the next round #when i draw quite slowly / the Honing is virtually always an inextricable part of my process like i do Nothing in less than Hours #like i think even my freewheeling bsol sketches posted just this morning took me at Least an hour; judging by vids i played in the bg lol #not quite calibrated to have Attuned Confidence In My Ability To Forge Ahead thusly like oh no if i don't have Momentum or it doesn't #happen to be one of those times things just spontaneously come out great right off without more honing / consideration we're fucked....#not actually the case but yknow still realizing this lol But still able to just pat myself on the shoulder like It's Manageable & it is/was

8 notes · View notes

lmelodie · 2 months ago

Text

OHH DOUBLES TONIGHT LADS!

Because we are in the colder half of the year these are the seasons that get the outfit studies, and I REALLY like em!

Autumn was surprisingly hard to find outfits for? Something that's not too over the top

And I found this great artist on insta that does a lot of good clothing illustrations/concepts which did help me out!

Her 5th outfit has a necklace with her sister's colors in the leaves and that was improvised right off the cuff

My favorite one of Autumns is between the Seasons Best (6th) and the leaf collar (9th) LOVE my foliage brushes, always get so much milage out of them

I did take quite a long break between Winter's batches so there might be a bit of an effort discrepancy, but Winter's wardrobe is always fun to play with.

(Also get SO MUCH MILAGE out of my Frost brush pack, literally life saver)

Her 8th outfit is definitely a lot more Snow Queen than I thought it would've turned out, but dearly noted for if I ever draw Bianca again lol

But I think oddly enough my favorite of hers is the 3rd one! It's not my design, it's an actual garment set and it's just too winter coded, its literally taken from her closet feels canon so its my fave of hers

And let me know if you guys want me to put just the reference images I used with these. There's so many and sometimes i end up stitching some together

#artists on tumblr #digital art #crystal springs #outfit studies #YEESH this shit was so hard to crank out with my schedule #Plans for the later part of this year!#Hopefully there will be some CC halloween costumes #and some Kills and Autumn stuff dropping on Halloween #I will be redoing the Legendary Line up at some point #and ive slowly been getting back to writing a little bit here and there #slowly chipping away at CC chapter 11 👀#ya know brushing the metric ton of DUST off of it #I am HOPEFUL of getting just a few things done before the year is out!#thank you for tuning into Tag Updates

6 notes · View notes

spock-smokes-weed · 1 year ago

Text

the problem about being able to write a two page paper in under an hour is that your brain will start telling you "oh you can put that off until the last second" then you find yourself stressing over the fact that you ONLY have an hour to write a two page paper

#ramblings #college life #ive never been a good student cus i do shit like this #i am writing this post rn cus i have one paragraph to go and im stalling #doing things right at the deadline is the only way i can get things done tho #even if i know it's slowly killing me

14 notes · View notes

orcelito · 1 year ago

Text

Went skimming thru late trimax For Reasons, got caught up reading the Legato fight, realized things about the fight that I never had before & went WOW, I kind of want to write an analysis post right now!

Felt the same kind of insanity grip me, however momentarily, that fueled all my analysis posts however many months ago. Too tired to actually word things coherently right now, but...

I May or may not have a full(ish?) analysis of the Legato & Vash fight a la style of This post analyzing the Trigun: Multiple Bullets fight that got unexpectedly kind of popular. People seemed to really appreciate that one, & I even had some ppl saying it could be cool if I did that for others?

So. Legato fight. Maybe. Feel free to remind me later if u see no mention of it again for over a week lol

#speculation nation #ive been wanting to go back into reading the manga again #ive only slowly (VERY slowly) been puttering along with where i am in my fic #for research purposes with the fic.#i do want to go back through the manga bc i STILL havent done a full reread of it #ive just reread so many different parts of it for assorted research that im probably getting to some 10 or so reads total lmao #i wanna reread it in full tho front to back to sort out any stray details and remember any timeline things i might have slightly skewed.#the problem with reading the manga though. is that every fucking time i look at it. i am consumed by a drive to research EVERY little thing #so me reading turns into 'hm thats interesting. that reminds me of this thing that i know happens in volume 8. let me just check that now--'#and i end up so dreadfully distracted every damn time. bc i end up with all my wires crossed and my attention pointing a million ways #it's exhausting. and so i havent been reading the manga outside of random research dives.#im very good at that. i know every volume of the manga and can find Anything within 1 or 2 mins (at the Most)#which is also kind of the problem lol. fingers in too many pies. so many things to think about.#if i get back into Actually rereading the manga tho you can bet ur ASS ill find more things to make posts about #every time i open up the manga i find new things that i could analyze.#i just havent. bc i dont have time. but. ykno what. maybe i Could get back into it...#remind me later. this is one of my favorite fucking fights with my favorite Fucking panels #and i realized smth about the shit Vash is doing that was making me lose my MINDDDD #later tho. ive been sleep deprived today. and it is time for me to rest.#& yea yea ITNL is still the main focus. but idk i have such a mind for details and i remember So many things about the manga #i wanna show that off to people again. and thus. Analyses!!! :D #later. goodnight for now

8 notes · View notes

arvoze · 1 year ago

Text

the power i will receive in a matter of days will be astounding. watch out

#i am making this post to ramble. idk if it will actually change anything but i am trying 2 be hopeful .#ive been very. Rough all month thus far both physically and mentally and occasionally both at the same time #i am just hoping tht wat i am getting soon will help me do things bc ive rly had no energy to do anything at alllllll #and i rly dont want to like. Explode i would like to get things done #i have things i owe to people!!! i just dont have the spoons to do it Ever and it piles iup and up in my head #it fucking blows dude i have been stuck in a horrendous loop for like almost 6 months #i just want 2 be normal u know . i am hoping something will change soon #if it does not change in the nesxt few days when my shit arrives i think im like. Done For in general #like if im unable to get anything done in the next few days then i am going to very seriously have to reconsider #literally everything i do online i think. its a bit fucked up #ik it sounds like an exaggeration bu there is noooo way in hell i am Surviving like tihs !!!!!!! slash srs #i wish twitter circles did not die so i cold blow up in there bu back to ye olde norm of tumblr tags will have to do #also it feels less invasive so like. win for me ig. i do miss rambling nonstop in tags #i miss tumblr!! i miss a lot of old stuff. reminiscing for reasons both good and bad. the tumblr stuff is the good side tho #anyways i have been slowly chipping away at writing thigns this month and ik its like. not a lot at all.#but its a lot to *me* and when youre someone whos only capable of doing so mch its like. a big deal #(im writing pmdnd stuff finally getting back into gear nd stuff i have been trying to slowly draw the npcs #that ive made whilst trying to recover in other areas bu rghghrghgrgr i dont ewant to draw #i havent wanted to draw in a long long time blows up)#i shuld. stop typing actually i am rambling too much i jsujt have nowhere to mindlessly ramble anymore technicaly #i dont want to bug my friends w me being unwell all the time DFJKGHDFKGFG #mayne i will try to ccontinue with the npcs. we will see based on if i post again in the next 30 minutes

9 notes · View notes

relicsongmel · 7 months ago

Text

Besties I should not have spent 6+ hours writing yesterday. I am desperately floundering just trying to make basic conversation with people my brain is FRIED

#mel's musings #to be fair. i honestly did not expect i'd still be feeling this out of it a whole day later #it's my brother's grad party today and yeah. it's miserable out here #but at least i finally have an adhd prescription that doesn't make my life hell and actually lets me get shit done #and yesterday i just got a bit too silly with it. it happens #my brain is FINALLY coming back and i have 2.4k words of paldea au dena fic to show for it #not sure if i'm brave enough to share it publicly because i am NOT a writer at my core and i'm still very much pushing through brain fog rn #but just knowing that i did something i couldn't have managed a month ago is incredibly satisfying #took a lot out of me and i'm kinda suffering for it rn. but i'm slowly starting to feel like myself again and that's enough for me

2 notes · View notes

quietwingsinthesky · 10 months ago

Text

ohhhh u know what i wanna write. need to, even. very important to do it at some point. but i think i really do need to make the doctor have a meltdown. i think that would be very cathartic to put them through.

#whump but autism flavored. for me.#i mean i imagine that he has been having them just off-screen when the worse adventures are over #can keep it together as long as he’s running because he can focus on something else and. then when he is not it all hits at once.#the doctor curled on the tardis floor because he can hear her engine vibrating through it and its the only sensation that isnt causing him #physical pain to experience at the moment #i need him to go thru some shit okay. never enough fics in the autistic doctor tag on ao3 #skmeone remind me to outline this in the morning. gotta pick which doctor to do it to. which companion to be with him.#i am feeljng ten & donna but that could change #oh on that note: thinks about 14 having meltdowns about. ‘normal things’.#local man who has saved the world a thousand times suddenly finds out that grocery store lighting is intensely stressful and makes him want #to cry. despite all contradicting evidence that this is happening to him is a good thing.#means he’s recalibrating slowly to allow his body to be upset by things like that rather than pushing all of it down to be set off by #the world nearly exploding or someone he loves getting hurt. instead he can get overwhelmed by small things and feel safe that if he reacts #to that. nothing bad will happen to him while he’s having a meltdown. ohhhhh donna bringing him a weighted blanket because he went to hide #in his tardis after comjng home and not saying a word to anyone…..#okay im done i swear im done.

6 notes · View notes

bellamygate · 7 months ago

Text

being autistic is fuckin wild bro how do I keep losing skill checks i didn't even know were happening 💀

#apparently there are wrong answers to just like. trying to comfort someone???? did yall know this???? who was gna tell me????#how am i meant to know how to respond like ever?#see this is why i just simply dont think before i respond to anything #its exhausting #i keep picking what i think is the right answer and theyre like that didn't make me feel better at all -20hp #this test is rigged man #i think its the rest of yall that just dont see The Vision #if everyone communicated like neurotypicals so much more shit would get done #i b like before u continue u should know i profoundly do not care abt any of this but u can still tell me if u want #like its rude yea and so fuckin what we are all slowly dying stop dancing around eachother and say what u really mean ffs its exhausting #is there a handbook for this i should very much like to read it #ok my answer was not satisfactory in comforting you tell me then WHAT DO YOU WANT JUST TELL ME WHAT TO SAY IM NOT A PSYCHIC

4 notes · View notes

balkanballad · 9 months ago

Text

I think hearing Lane Moje live would heal me (parts of me)

#j. talks #I've got 2 concerts to go to this year and if everything goes right might visit my grandparents in June in B.#also probably go and see my friend with another friend in Copenhagen and maybe even another trip to B. but you know what I haven't done?#I haven't dared to send in the master application for the nearest uni or contact my beloved former prof or even reply to my old work crush #although I miss everyone dearly. sometimes it makes me sick at work and I haven't cried in a bit about all of it #tbh when I came back from Vienna last month everything went to shit and I am slowly getting better again #but it's fine. right? what even is normal and a stable future? but yeah #that song live? it would heal something (though probably none of the problems mentioned)

5 notes · View notes

wereh0gz · 1 year ago

Text

Me posting abt wanting a sonic lore book from sega made me want to write a lore doc for my ocs

#ramblings #oc posting #this can go in that tag ig #i mean i already wrote one for my furry ocs #tho it's less abt the world they live in and more abt what they are ig #like the company that made them and why they were made and like their anatomy and stuff #i wanna do one for eterna too. this one more abt the world and the ppl in it #bc my furry ocs basically live in future earth that also just so happens to have anthro animals living amongst humans like it's normal #not much lore i can give abt the world bc it's mostly the same as ours #eterna tho? ooooohh man now there's a lot of lore i can go into there #they got gods and shit. a bunch of different sapient species with different cultures #a looming darkness slowly killing the world and a bunch of monsters tied to it #and of course the world has a different history than ours #and since i already kinda did one with my furry ocs i know i love writting lore #and i'm much less likely to just. get stuck on a specific part like i often do when writting fanfic #making shit up is fun and pretty easy for me i just can't write stories. lmao #idk if i'll post it when it's done. probably not lol but i sure am gonna have fun doing it

11 notes · View notes

bearsace · 1 year ago

Text

not the way motonari route has me by the THROAT rn... and i thought ieyasu was the one who bias-wrecked me for my ikesen replay...

#ikesen #motonari #ikesen motonari #i am so WHIPPED for bitches who have a rough exterior but are very romantic and sensitive lovers #it took me so long to play his route cuz i thought it was gonna be rough on rough #but every time they say motonari's eyes were gentle? his touch was soft? his voice was tender? good SHIT.#i promise you. i will 360 my ass right back into his route as soon as i am done with it #he has so much more depth than i thought he would wow.#my overall takeaway about the fandom discourse when he first came out:#it seems to me like the whole “owning you” thing got blown way out of proportion? i totally see why people were squicky about it.#tbh it kinda irritated me too a lil.#but as his route goes on i'm like “ok yeah honestly this was a good jumping off point”#i really disliked what he was doing at first but i'll say he goes to redeem himself #i think mc's headstrongness was the redeeming factor up until we got to see his side that's lmao. head over heels for her #also .......... everytime the game is like “he's so clever. he's so smart. what a sharp mind he has” i'm like BRING ME MORE #i have the hots for a smart boy #i also have the hots for a bad boy #who would've thought it would be motonari of all suitors to marry those two tropes perfectly for me #honestly i was getting tired of replaying mitsuhide route and that's why i slowly fell off ikesen #but damn if motonari isn't changing that rn lmao....?#anyway. that's where i'm at.

9 notes · View notes

darkseldarine · 1 year ago

Text

Dragged kicking and screaming and crying into R Studio and then starts playing with ggplot2 and becomes pacified like a dog with a bone

#having a normal one. I am getting shit done #Slowly but surely #anyways. I love graphs and coding

5 notes · View notes

thetarttfuldickhead · 2 years ago

Note

I know hes not actually that short but Phil looks so diddy in so many of these cast photos. Like the one where hes stood next to Jason in costume, he looks absolutely pocket sized I adore him

Hiya, nonny!

Fun fact: googling celebrity heights is not as straightforward as one might imagine, because numbers vary slightly from site to site and the conversion between centimeter and feet/inches is sometimes a bit wonky.

Anyway, the talk of whether Phil is short or not has been a rather stark reminder and demonstration of how our backgrounds and expectations play into our perceptions. At around 175 centimeters (or 5 feet 9 inches) Phil Dunster is pretty much of average height for a UK male (or for a US male for that matter). However, he is a good 5 centimeters (or about 2 inches) shorter than the average man in my country, so I very much perceive him as short. People from other countries might well perceive him as tall. All in the eye of the beholder, ey?

But yeah, next to Jason – tall by UK and American and probably many other standards – he often looks particularly short. The contrast, yeah?

I also adore Phil, though not so much becaues of his height (be it considered tall or short or average) but mostly because he is darling and a little bit of a troll.

#i am slowly slowly working through my asks!#plan is to get one more done for the day #i am just an incredibly slow writer #even THIS took me like half an hour to come up with #and that's not counting the actual HOUR of research into celebrity and average heights #when i say slow writer i don't mean slow typist i mean i agonize over every word even when i don't have to #and scroll random shit as not to have to do the Hard Writing Thing #when i was a teenager i wrote like five pages of fic every day #what happened to that girl?#i miss that girl #the fic were horrible yeah but at least they existed #asks

6 notes · View notes

maideninorange · 2 years ago

Note

saragimaru, kuroji or maybe bami (choose whoever you like!) for the meme

I thought all three was a good idea for some reason lol.