#i am slowly. SLOWLY. getting shit done
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OHH DOUBLES TONIGHT LADS!
Because we are in the colder half of the year these are the seasons that get the outfit studies, and I REALLY like em!
Autumn was surprisingly hard to find outfits for? Something that's not too over the top
And I found this great artist on insta that does a lot of good clothing illustrations/concepts which did help me out!
Her 5th outfit has a necklace with her sister's colors in the leaves and that was improvised right off the cuff
My favorite one of Autumns is between the Seasons Best (6th) and the leaf collar (9th) LOVE my foliage brushes, always get so much milage out of them
I did take quite a long break between Winter's batches so there might be a bit of an effort discrepancy, but Winter's wardrobe is always fun to play with.
(Also get SO MUCH MILAGE out of my Frost brush pack, literally life saver)
Her 8th outfit is definitely a lot more Snow Queen than I thought it would've turned out, but dearly noted for if I ever draw Bianca again lol
But I think oddly enough my favorite of hers is the 3rd one! It's not my design, it's an actual garment set and it's just too winter coded, its literally taken from her closet feels canon so its my fave of hers
And let me know if you guys want me to put just the reference images I used with these. There's so many and sometimes i end up stitching some together
#artists on tumblr#digital art#crystal springs#outfit studies#YEESH this shit was so hard to crank out with my schedule#Plans for the later part of this year!#Hopefully there will be some CC halloween costumes#and some Kills and Autumn stuff dropping on Halloween#I will be redoing the Legendary Line up at some point#and ive slowly been getting back to writing a little bit here and there#slowly chipping away at CC chapter 11 👀#ya know brushing the metric ton of DUST off of it#I am HOPEFUL of getting just a few things done before the year is out!#thank you for tuning into Tag Updates
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the problem about being able to write a two page paper in under an hour is that your brain will start telling you "oh you can put that off until the last second" then you find yourself stressing over the fact that you ONLY have an hour to write a two page paper
#ramblings#college life#ive never been a good student cus i do shit like this#i am writing this post rn cus i have one paragraph to go and im stalling#doing things right at the deadline is the only way i can get things done tho#even if i know it's slowly killing me
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i want to wait till i finish up all of the first three comms and post them together so full pictures will have to wait but! i am very proud of these wings so sharing a little peekaboo :>
^ mr-orion's ray
also i thought this character suited a rougher feel so i'm going wild with the manual hatching for the hair
this one isnt a comm its a sketch of solei </3 i like the hair but i want to redo the face so its Very cropped but yeah. im trying to draw my characters with the same energy i give comms more so that i have nicer art to show of them thats not just sketches but it is HARD when you arent in the habit of it
ive also got some more monster practice sketches and doodles to share but ill confine those to their own post later aaa
#also sorry for the quiet time lately!#been trying to get things done + mental health a little wack right now#sometimes that increases social media usage but sometimes it drastically tanks it#and this is a tanking time#i'll try to get caught up with everyone again once i feel normal again#i got 1hr30 minutes of sleep and i wont be able to rest for another 2 hour at least </3#i am (slowly) optimizing my drawing process and trying to keep my work at a reasonable scale too but perfectionism is my worst enemy#so yeah just wanted to reassure that i am still working on stuff i am just very slow at getting through it and terrible w/ time estimates#back to my cave now#jk (need to finish my shift haha)#i tried to work out some more hours but they arent exactly worth it </3#it would be like. 20 minute drives for a 2 hour shift LMAO#and id only make like 20 dollars from that shit#sobs#not to mention at graveyard hours#oh well
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hmm i have an Idea for the K/S advent calendar... remains to be seen if i can actually write things in time. don't even want to claim it yet for fear of writing like. five sentences.
#the curse of adhd strikes again. but! i am cautiously optimistic that i will acquire meds before the writing period is up.#so i may be able to manage it. *the 75000+ words in my drafts doc look at me dubiously*#“what about those many other fics you're working on?” you probably don't wonder because i haven't really mentioned them#they. uh. they're coming. slowly. we're working on it. ignore those crickets. they don't mean anything.#one of them is like 95% done but the last 5% has taken longer than the first 95%. bit frustrating. it's at 17k and hasn't grown in a bit#star trek#pertaining to trek#at least#also i'm starting to feel like i should use the notes Less. but they are a very convenient low-stakes place to ramble#so by surak i am rambling.#AND it doesn't cause the weird “if i don't get likes people HATE me and my posts!” feeling. which is good. because i don't need or want tha#i just get to say shit and then not worry about it.
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Went skimming thru late trimax For Reasons, got caught up reading the Legato fight, realized things about the fight that I never had before & went WOW, I kind of want to write an analysis post right now!
Felt the same kind of insanity grip me, however momentarily, that fueled all my analysis posts however many months ago. Too tired to actually word things coherently right now, but...
I May or may not have a full(ish?) analysis of the Legato & Vash fight a la style of This post analyzing the Trigun: Multiple Bullets fight that got unexpectedly kind of popular. People seemed to really appreciate that one, & I even had some ppl saying it could be cool if I did that for others?
So. Legato fight. Maybe. Feel free to remind me later if u see no mention of it again for over a week lol
#speculation nation#ive been wanting to go back into reading the manga again#ive only slowly (VERY slowly) been puttering along with where i am in my fic#for research purposes with the fic.#i do want to go back through the manga bc i STILL havent done a full reread of it#ive just reread so many different parts of it for assorted research that im probably getting to some 10 or so reads total lmao#i wanna reread it in full tho front to back to sort out any stray details and remember any timeline things i might have slightly skewed.#the problem with reading the manga though. is that every fucking time i look at it. i am consumed by a drive to research EVERY little thing#so me reading turns into 'hm thats interesting. that reminds me of this thing that i know happens in volume 8. let me just check that now--'#and i end up so dreadfully distracted every damn time. bc i end up with all my wires crossed and my attention pointing a million ways#it's exhausting. and so i havent been reading the manga outside of random research dives.#im very good at that. i know every volume of the manga and can find Anything within 1 or 2 mins (at the Most)#which is also kind of the problem lol. fingers in too many pies. so many things to think about.#if i get back into Actually rereading the manga tho you can bet ur ASS ill find more things to make posts about#every time i open up the manga i find new things that i could analyze.#i just havent. bc i dont have time. but. ykno what. maybe i Could get back into it...#remind me later. this is one of my favorite fucking fights with my favorite Fucking panels#and i realized smth about the shit Vash is doing that was making me lose my MINDDDD#later tho. ive been sleep deprived today. and it is time for me to rest.#& yea yea ITNL is still the main focus. but idk i have such a mind for details and i remember So many things about the manga#i wanna show that off to people again. and thus. Analyses!!! :D#later. goodnight for now
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the power i will receive in a matter of days will be astounding. watch out
#i am making this post to ramble. idk if it will actually change anything but i am trying 2 be hopeful .#ive been very. Rough all month thus far both physically and mentally and occasionally both at the same time#i am just hoping tht wat i am getting soon will help me do things bc ive rly had no energy to do anything at alllllll#and i rly dont want to like. Explode i would like to get things done#i have things i owe to people!!! i just dont have the spoons to do it Ever and it piles iup and up in my head#it fucking blows dude i have been stuck in a horrendous loop for like almost 6 months#i just want 2 be normal u know . i am hoping something will change soon#if it does not change in the nesxt few days when my shit arrives i think im like. Done For in general#like if im unable to get anything done in the next few days then i am going to very seriously have to reconsider#literally everything i do online i think. its a bit fucked up#ik it sounds like an exaggeration bu there is noooo way in hell i am Surviving like tihs !!!!!!! slash srs#i wish twitter circles did not die so i cold blow up in there bu back to ye olde norm of tumblr tags will have to do#also it feels less invasive so like. win for me ig. i do miss rambling nonstop in tags#i miss tumblr!! i miss a lot of old stuff. reminiscing for reasons both good and bad. the tumblr stuff is the good side tho#anyways i have been slowly chipping away at writing thigns this month and ik its like. not a lot at all.#but its a lot to *me* and when youre someone whos only capable of doing so mch its like. a big deal#(im writing pmdnd stuff finally getting back into gear nd stuff i have been trying to slowly draw the npcs#that ive made whilst trying to recover in other areas bu rghghrghgrgr i dont ewant to draw#i havent wanted to draw in a long long time blows up)#i shuld. stop typing actually i am rambling too much i jsujt have nowhere to mindlessly ramble anymore technicaly#i dont want to bug my friends w me being unwell all the time DFJKGHDFKGFG#mayne i will try to ccontinue with the npcs. we will see based on if i post again in the next 30 minutes
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Besties I should not have spent 6+ hours writing yesterday. I am desperately floundering just trying to make basic conversation with people my brain is FRIED
#mel's musings#to be fair. i honestly did not expect i'd still be feeling this out of it a whole day later#it's my brother's grad party today and yeah. it's miserable out here#but at least i finally have an adhd prescription that doesn't make my life hell and actually lets me get shit done#and yesterday i just got a bit too silly with it. it happens#my brain is FINALLY coming back and i have 2.4k words of paldea au dena fic to show for it#not sure if i'm brave enough to share it publicly because i am NOT a writer at my core and i'm still very much pushing through brain fog rn#but just knowing that i did something i couldn't have managed a month ago is incredibly satisfying#took a lot out of me and i'm kinda suffering for it rn. but i'm slowly starting to feel like myself again and that's enough for me
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everything is feeling pretty un-epic and non-swagful I fear
#i dont think i have it in me to even complain properly rn#but man. just need to get through this evening and then get into bed without doing anything stupid !!!!!#i am afraid of the next week-ish. this is going to be rly rough trying to regulate and rest and fix all the shit they did to my brain#it'd be sooooo cool if my family could like... be nice. idk. not abusive at the very least.#also im like 80% sure that theres a mold problem down here in my living area but i cant get anything done about it#so i get to just be slowly accruing mold poisoning i guess. yayyy 👍#pippen needs 2nd breakfast
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ohhhh u know what i wanna write. need to, even. very important to do it at some point. but i think i really do need to make the doctor have a meltdown. i think that would be very cathartic to put them through.
#whump but autism flavored. for me.#i mean i imagine that he has been having them just off-screen when the worse adventures are over#can keep it together as long as he’s running because he can focus on something else and. then when he is not it all hits at once.#the doctor curled on the tardis floor because he can hear her engine vibrating through it and its the only sensation that isnt causing him#physical pain to experience at the moment#i need him to go thru some shit okay. never enough fics in the autistic doctor tag on ao3#skmeone remind me to outline this in the morning. gotta pick which doctor to do it to. which companion to be with him.#i am feeljng ten & donna but that could change#oh on that note: thinks about 14 having meltdowns about. ‘normal things’.#local man who has saved the world a thousand times suddenly finds out that grocery store lighting is intensely stressful and makes him want#to cry. despite all contradicting evidence that this is happening to him is a good thing.#means he’s recalibrating slowly to allow his body to be upset by things like that rather than pushing all of it down to be set off by#the world nearly exploding or someone he loves getting hurt. instead he can get overwhelmed by small things and feel safe that if he reacts#to that. nothing bad will happen to him while he’s having a meltdown. ohhhhh donna bringing him a weighted blanket because he went to hide#in his tardis after comjng home and not saying a word to anyone…..#okay im done i swear im done.
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being autistic is fuckin wild bro how do I keep losing skill checks i didn't even know were happening 💀
#apparently there are wrong answers to just like. trying to comfort someone???? did yall know this???? who was gna tell me????#how am i meant to know how to respond like ever?#see this is why i just simply dont think before i respond to anything#its exhausting#i keep picking what i think is the right answer and theyre like that didn't make me feel better at all -20hp#this test is rigged man#i think its the rest of yall that just dont see The Vision#if everyone communicated like neurotypicals so much more shit would get done#i b like before u continue u should know i profoundly do not care abt any of this but u can still tell me if u want#like its rude yea and so fuckin what we are all slowly dying stop dancing around eachother and say what u really mean ffs its exhausting#is there a handbook for this i should very much like to read it#ok my answer was not satisfactory in comforting you tell me then WHAT DO YOU WANT JUST TELL ME WHAT TO SAY IM NOT A PSYCHIC
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I think hearing Lane Moje live would heal me (parts of me)
#j. talks#I've got 2 concerts to go to this year and if everything goes right might visit my grandparents in June in B.#also probably go and see my friend with another friend in Copenhagen and maybe even another trip to B. but you know what I haven't done?#I haven't dared to send in the master application for the nearest uni or contact my beloved former prof or even reply to my old work crush#although I miss everyone dearly. sometimes it makes me sick at work and I haven't cried in a bit about all of it#tbh when I came back from Vienna last month everything went to shit and I am slowly getting better again#but it's fine. right? what even is normal and a stable future? but yeah#that song live? it would heal something (though probably none of the problems mentioned)
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Me posting abt wanting a sonic lore book from sega made me want to write a lore doc for my ocs
#ramblings#oc posting#this can go in that tag ig#i mean i already wrote one for my furry ocs#tho it's less abt the world they live in and more abt what they are ig#like the company that made them and why they were made and like their anatomy and stuff#i wanna do one for eterna too. this one more abt the world and the ppl in it#bc my furry ocs basically live in future earth that also just so happens to have anthro animals living amongst humans like it's normal#not much lore i can give abt the world bc it's mostly the same as ours#eterna tho? ooooohh man now there's a lot of lore i can go into there#they got gods and shit. a bunch of different sapient species with different cultures#a looming darkness slowly killing the world and a bunch of monsters tied to it#and of course the world has a different history than ours#and since i already kinda did one with my furry ocs i know i love writting lore#and i'm much less likely to just. get stuck on a specific part like i often do when writting fanfic#making shit up is fun and pretty easy for me i just can't write stories. lmao#idk if i'll post it when it's done. probably not lol but i sure am gonna have fun doing it
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not the way motonari route has me by the THROAT rn... and i thought ieyasu was the one who bias-wrecked me for my ikesen replay...
#ikesen#motonari#ikesen motonari#i am so WHIPPED for bitches who have a rough exterior but are very romantic and sensitive lovers#it took me so long to play his route cuz i thought it was gonna be rough on rough#but every time they say motonari's eyes were gentle? his touch was soft? his voice was tender? good SHIT.#i promise you. i will 360 my ass right back into his route as soon as i am done with it#he has so much more depth than i thought he would wow.#my overall takeaway about the fandom discourse when he first came out:#it seems to me like the whole “owning you” thing got blown way out of proportion? i totally see why people were squicky about it.#tbh it kinda irritated me too a lil.#but as his route goes on i'm like “ok yeah honestly this was a good jumping off point”#i really disliked what he was doing at first but i'll say he goes to redeem himself#i think mc's headstrongness was the redeeming factor up until we got to see his side that's lmao. head over heels for her#also .......... everytime the game is like “he's so clever. he's so smart. what a sharp mind he has” i'm like BRING ME MORE#i have the hots for a smart boy#i also have the hots for a bad boy#who would've thought it would be motonari of all suitors to marry those two tropes perfectly for me#honestly i was getting tired of replaying mitsuhide route and that's why i slowly fell off ikesen#but damn if motonari isn't changing that rn lmao....?#anyway. that's where i'm at.
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Dragged kicking and screaming and crying into R Studio and then starts playing with ggplot2 and becomes pacified like a dog with a bone
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I know hes not actually that short but Phil looks so diddy in so many of these cast photos. Like the one where hes stood next to Jason in costume, he looks absolutely pocket sized I adore him
Hiya, nonny!
Fun fact: googling celebrity heights is not as straightforward as one might imagine, because numbers vary slightly from site to site and the conversion between centimeter and feet/inches is sometimes a bit wonky.
Anyway, the talk of whether Phil is short or not has been a rather stark reminder and demonstration of how our backgrounds and expectations play into our perceptions. At around 175 centimeters (or 5 feet 9 inches) Phil Dunster is pretty much of average height for a UK male (or for a US male for that matter). However, he is a good 5 centimeters (or about 2 inches) shorter than the average man in my country, so I very much perceive him as short. People from other countries might well perceive him as tall. All in the eye of the beholder, ey?
But yeah, next to Jason – tall by UK and American and probably many other standards – he often looks particularly short. The contrast, yeah?
I also adore Phil, though not so much becaues of his height (be it considered tall or short or average) but mostly because he is darling and a little bit of a troll.
#i am slowly slowly working through my asks!#plan is to get one more done for the day#i am just an incredibly slow writer#even THIS took me like half an hour to come up with#and that's not counting the actual HOUR of research into celebrity and average heights#when i say slow writer i don't mean slow typist i mean i agonize over every word even when i don't have to#and scroll random shit as not to have to do the Hard Writing Thing#when i was a teenager i wrote like five pages of fic every day#what happened to that girl?#i miss that girl#the fic were horrible yeah but at least they existed#asks
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i have played an embarrassing amount of stardew valley in the past two days. i don't feel good about it but it's true
#.txt#i did email my supervisor and send her my draft + am slowly trying to get thru industrial chem problems but godddddd#this shit is fucking incomprehensible im done#but also truly. no higher bliss than empty mindedly planting crops at full speed while listening to waypoint
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