#i am resigned to this fate

[valkyrietookmoved]

Whimsy is going to fucking kill me now isn't she.....

[skunkes]

i just wanna say that seeing you out here living your life, even if youre not having a great time, really helps me feel better about myself and getting a bit older. youre a really talented artist and knowing you can make some income for yourself and still live with your family is just like, nice. i think thats the kind of life which will be viable for me when im your age so seeing you succeeding at it is a relief.

i make sure to stress this as often as possible but if I wasn't permanently closeted trans I think my life wpuld be Pretty Okay. I dont make Much but I dont need to pay rent, just help with bills and needs around the home. Im not close with my parents and some moments have me at my wits end constantly but it's not an abusive household. I love my older sister so much and we are also not super close but she is the only real Face to Face interaction I have rn (and need.)

I think it would be much harder to stay sane if I moved out, with 0 human interaction and neverending work to keep the roof over my head and 0 time for hobbies. That will be my reality some day but for now I'm grateful for what I have even if it is a little miserable... but yeah if u can stay with your family without harm 100% do it

[edrurysz]

In the spirit of mainly thinking of AUs and ways to get Hel out of KL & out there exploring ! Since in the show she seems upset, but not despondent to the point of inaction & reason as in the book...

What if instead of her remaining children ( I maintain that Maelor exists and B&C went down mostly as it did in text, with her having to make her 'choice' between sons ) being taken by two separate caretakers away from the capital before the Blacks take over the city, Helaena escapes with Dreamfyre and her children? Let her have her a good ol' quest arc. "The Vagrant Queen", they can call her.

( Thinking maybe specifically after her in show conversation with Aemond just being like. The thing to make up her mind about leaving with Dreamfyre. Can't make her go to war if she's gone, eh? )

[joyfuladorable]

I meant more of a… in relation to how she’d feel about saving her father from the Canon. How would she balance her father’s willingness to sacrifice for the greater good versus her desire to hypothetically save his life? And how would she connect that to Miles?

Ohh! Thanks for the additional context!

She’d probably be pretty damn conflicted!! She’s a hero! She wants to save people!! But, she’s also a kid and now has peers who are older and more experienced than her telling her about Canon and how “things are supposed to go” to preserve the Multiverse. Miguel has “proof” that deviating would lead to disaster!

And she’d try to find comfort in the idea of fate, I think. Presumably, after ITSV, she experiences some BIG Tragedies and likely gets support and empathy from the other Spideys who’d be like “sorry, kid, it just Has to be this way.” I don’t think that mentality would stick, at first? Maybe she’d run an algorithm or calculations or make theories because (like Pavitr like Miles like Hobie) she’d believe that there’s a way to do Both, save people despite Canon and preserve the Multiverse.

But maybe the math keeps just not Working and she just gets tired and more Tired. And what does it really matter? It’s not like she can go back in time and save her dad anyways…. He made his choice (heroic yet tragic) and she’s had to mourn and live with it ever since. It’s not like she could’ve stopped all the Other Things that have happened since, either…

And then comes Miles. A friend, a teen she’d dismissed at first cuz he wasn’t up to snuff and there were other more competent Spideys to collaborate with… then their attempt to keep him safe failed and he proved them all Wrong. Peni watches as he learns about Canon Events and realizes his dad is going to Die.

But he doesn’t accept it. He’s going to prove them wrong, save his dad, stop Spot. He has the chance, and he’s going to Take It.

Maybe that wakes Peni up from this fugue state of resignation. She’s a Hero. She Wants to Save People. She didn’t get that chance with her dad, but she can sure as hell help Miles save his.

[isdalinarhot]

Funniest part about being drunk on a neutral dopamine day is when you still have all the negative thoughts bouncing around your head but emotionally you Do Not Care and you are feeling Little To Nothing. Vyre ass experience

[crimsomcrystal]

Hello DnD community of Tumblr, I have brought you magic women.

[beheadable]

Was showing mom a cool plate on instagram and out of nowhere she was like “would you hate me if I tagged Ri.chard Brake in your art of him? I wouldn’t tag him in the selfshipping stuff obviously” shoot me (lighthearted)

[mister-e-muss]

The Fools of April and the Mishapocalypse has passed. Now I can return to my true form.

[lunaetis]

@tenkoseiensei replied to your post :

do i have a choice do i actually have a say in the matter. i do not

​─「エデン」─  he doesn't. not a single one. that was why she was already gnawing on him. fangs and all.

[ssoupcup]

i love the websoup character playlist bc it makes her seem like a really ominous villain character when in reality ur dealing with a 19 year old 'scientist' who hasn't slept in 3 days, has been sat in the same position so long she's started collecting dust, and who occupies her time with writing novel length diary entries complaining about the problems that she herself caused and willingly got into

[onthepyre]

going into the solider poet king test thibking youre going to get poet and getting king is one thing but i think knowing youre going to get king is another ball game entirely

[gnawer-of-table-legs]

The worst part of winter

@captain-will

[fightclubrat]

i think this winter is the perfect time to die.

[illkeepyourbrittleheartwarm]

Also for someone so obsessed with pure, true romantic love and finding it, i sure do struggle with emotional permanence

I say as if I'm not mentally ill with attachment and polarisation issues that i am the classic textbook definition of

And I've noticed my attachment style is changing a little. Still very much anxious, but with increasingly disorganised tendencies

[a-book-of-creatures]

I am losing it at this image on Wikipedia for static electricity

look at that Expression Of Resignation To Fate

[lovelesslittleloser]

Fellas. Is it normal to listen to unhappy music and feel like you’re six feet under water in the middle of the ocean, not bothering to drag yourself to the surface, since you lack the energy and motivation, and would still be lost at sea and helpless anyway, and feeling not as though you’re drowning, but as though the ghost of something is whispering cruel nothings into your ears, convincing you that there is nothing better than this, and that even if there were, it wouldn’t be someone like you that would deserve it?