#suffered enough from partners with uncontrolled avoidant tendencies who didnt bother trying all and i refuse to put anyone through that

[illkeepyourbrittleheartwarm]

Also for someone so obsessed with pure, true romantic love and finding it, i sure do struggle with emotional permanence

I say as if I'm not mentally ill with attachment and polarisation issues that i am the classic textbook definition of

And I've noticed my attachment style is changing a little. Still very much anxious, but with increasingly disorganised tendencies