#but I have resigned to my fate
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Hello DnD community of Tumblr, I have brought you magic women.
#their names from left to right are Dew#Kiara & Abhaya#and Innovation (Or you can call her Nova)#Im never getting to play any of them#I am a forever DM#New(ish) DM too#but I have resigned to my fate#my art#art#digital art#dnd art#dnd character#dnd oc#dnd ocs#dungeons and dragons#dnd#crimsoms arts
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discord was down so i was left alone with my brainrot
#neesan shit art#coai#shinshi#tbh im learning how to consistently draw this stylized cone ive developed#i remember like 5 years ago i was talking to someone about the woes of having to draw all of shin's cowlicks#i rmbr someone told me 'ive given up and resigned myself to my fate'#it makes me laugh so hard to this day#over the years ive kind of settled for this middle ground (u will see how often it changes)#i think whats more frustrating is that i just prefer drawing shinichi with glasses aka Conan Edogawa LMAO#i would draw more shinshi aka Shinichi minus Glasses but#the glasses just make him look so much better.....
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a mind palace’s (unasked for) renovations [DO NOT TAG AS SHIP]
bonus under the cut:
white mushroom more like “butlershroom.”
anyway. yep! my headcanon is that the mushroom series of heartless were essentially like early versions of ansem. experiments to see if creating a heartless with a will of its own were even possible. (the mushrooms just wanna play charades and go on nice walks! they wont steal your heart because their instincts tell em’ to! they’ll only snatch it if they feel like it <3) how can you make an “immortal” successor if they cant even understand the research you left for them? so thats why they were created!
#beep boop you want fries with that#kingdom hearts#re:kh#ansem#riku#ansem you cant slutspread infront of the children …#<- in his defense he wasn’t expecting riku to walk in#i feel like ansem craves attention but also wants to be left alone but also wants someone to talk to but also#he loves to ponder about his own existentialism but as soon as hes asked about it he changes the subject#hes been alone for so long and was never allowed to make friends with anyone that he doesn’t understand friendship#perhaps riku will be the one to show him#in short. yes ansem will be getting a redemption arc of sorts. but hes going to be really annoying about it.#his arrogance was his downfall and he loves being an annoying little shit <3#love youuuu 🥰🥰🥰#ansem infodumping but it’s about human experimentation and not a novel series from the hollow bastion library#is a thought thats really funny to me.#also if youre confused about ansem still being in rikus heart. in my rewrite he doesnt ‘die’ in kh2#the blast of light only causes ansem to go dormant until in my dream drop rewrite#‘something’ happens (im not telling) that causes him to reawaken and he attempts to take control again. which ends poorly for ansem#(riku defeats him again)#riku wont get rid of ansem. because he is tied to riku’s darkness. riku claims ansem is going to have to live with this. and that hes#already accepted this fact. ansem just needs to do the same.#so ansem begrudgingly resigns to his fate. but this isnt enough for riku. he wants to do something he never thought he would ever do#maybe his friends are rubbing off on him but. riku wants to see if maybe….. they could be friends? perhaps? this isnt going to work …#.. is it?#you’re grasping for straws here boy. give it up.
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i just wanna say that seeing you out here living your life, even if youre not having a great time, really helps me feel better about myself and getting a bit older. youre a really talented artist and knowing you can make some income for yourself and still live with your family is just like, nice. i think thats the kind of life which will be viable for me when im your age so seeing you succeeding at it is a relief.
i make sure to stress this as often as possible but if I wasn't permanently closeted trans I think my life wpuld be Pretty Okay. I dont make Much but I dont need to pay rent, just help with bills and needs around the home. Im not close with my parents and some moments have me at my wits end constantly but it's not an abusive household. I love my older sister so much and we are also not super close but she is the only real Face to Face interaction I have rn (and need.)
I think it would be much harder to stay sane if I moved out, with 0 human interaction and neverending work to keep the roof over my head and 0 time for hobbies. That will be my reality some day but for now I'm grateful for what I have even if it is a little miserable... but yeah if u can stay with your family without harm 100% do it
#anonymous#skunk mail#long post#i have unfortunately deflated and gone back to being resigned to my fate here 👍#i am never getting out of here. the most severe failure to launch child.#getting out of here would not make me happier. it would not make it any easier to make friends or find love.#so why ruin a good thing.#i will make the best of the hand i was dealt. of my stupidity and laziness. 👍
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Okay okay so you know my wu/Misako rivalry au? Where Wu and Misako feel no romantic feelings, only spite for each other? Where it’s revealed in s4 that they used to be good friends until Garmadon orchestrated a deception in order to split them up under Chen’s instruction? And he feels really bad about it?
Well what if, they actually would’ve made up quickly after that, but soon after they both discovered the prophecy of the green ninja (wu doesn’t just find the scroll, both of them found it), and their mixed feelings about learning that eventually Garmadon was going to succumb to evil ended up making them disagree and unable to get along afterwards.
I mean think about it. Even in canon, Wu and Misako’s outlooks on the prophecy remain different. Wu knowing the prophecy is inevitable and goes through the effort of hiding the golden weapons, and training ninja to fight against it. Misako knowing who the green ninja would be, and doing her best to conceal him, and trying to find a way to defy the prophecy.
#they are actually so sad#if Garmadon and Lloyd are symbols of giving up and not giving up#then wu and Misako parallel them#wu feels tremendous guilt in his role in Garmadon’s origin and he instead resigns himself to the fate he was assigned#Misako refuses to even every other person in her family - everyone with a role to play - have already accepted their position in destiny#and yknow in the end they were both right#wu did need to prepare Lloyd and also provide him with a group of protectors - family#but Lloyd did defy the prophecy#he didn’t have to kill his dad#ninjago#anyways go crazy#lego ninjago#Ninjago wu#Ninjago misako#ninjago garmadon#wu Misako rivalry au#i forgot my tag for this#Ninjago wu misako rivalry au#Ninjago wu Misako rivalry#third time lucky
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And the migraine continues. 3 out of the last 4 days have been migraine days. Ugh. This is so frustrating. I wanted to spend this school break writing stories and doing art but instead I've been stuck with migraines and a brain hyperfixating on snakes and unecessarily 100%ing Totk.
#don't you just hate it when your disability disables you?#at least today I've resigned myself to my fate instead of having an anger/frustration meltdown#I tried sleeping it off but I slept until noon and it did not help#painkiller only takes the edge off of it#I know I ought to go to a doc about my migraines but doctors are difficult to deal with on a good day
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Big into the lover of death shit you can get going on with durgetash tbh.
#I don't have time to write more thoughts right now but it's on my mind#if I try to jot things down quickly this is just just going to turn into an essay about arueshalae and carmen though#some Other less supernatural death and the maiden thing going on there.#I guess the operative difference is that while there's a level on which arue also knows that she may be killed by carmen#she believes strongly that if she dies it's what she deserves. she loves carmen and loathes herself#gortash believes that he is above death and if he can assert himself above asperia that will be that#but there's no world in which asperia isn't his end. in trying to escape fate one is only drawn toward it like a moth to a flame#total resignation vs resistance#... this became a wrath essay anyway.#so sayeth emi#don't worry about it#and just so I don't lose it on my /gate blog/#carmen and arueshalae
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I need to be somebody’s friend that’s like a pet to them. Not in a horny way or anything, I just want someone who will bring me around places without expecting me to do much more than say nothing and look around. Someone I can bond with without the need for words. Does this make any sense??
#unfortunately talking to people is how you make friends with them X_X#so sorry to anyone that’s ever tried to have a conversation with me because I suuuuuuck at that 💀#I feel like trying to make friends with me is like trying to coax a scared cat down from a tree#except less rewarding when it finally happens#like I don’t think making friends with me is worth the effort it would take to get me to open up#uuuuh insert that image of the pitbull being lifted off the ground looking resigned with the caption ‘accepted his fate’#because that’s how I feel about my lonliness at this point lol#bug thoughts#vent tw#tw vent
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i am like wildly overestimating how well i could defend myself with like no self defense training with or without weapons on my person but id prefer that over thinking i cant like. build up enough strength to overpower someone or be scared to go to places alone
#personal#the effect true crime and women working out primarily to lose weight and not gain strength#and this weird notion of. not weird but inflated sense of fear? in women my age makes me unhappy#like you can lift mattresses or washers and dryers or idk other heavy stuff you just have to try lifting heavy stuff#you can be strong enough to match or at least put up a decent fight with that male friend boyfriend relative#like the amount of videos i see of women being like when you realize even at ur full strength you xyz can easily over power you#which is scary i get that but it’s not some crazy inevitably if you have xx chromosomes???????????#and maybe this comes from being quote unquote a big girl my whole life#like sure i’m not 5’10 but im a good height#and i’m hefty i got weight and like ED and body issues aside#i do like that i have a heft to me and you FEEL when i push back and i feel relatively safe bc i know i got weight and strength#but idk. i just#feel like to some degree resignation#like oh even the skinny lean guy will be naturally stronger than you it’s so scary#my ex was taller than me and worked out and i could easily hold his arms down just with mine#let alone if i used my body#like i lifted him on my shoulders and i pinned him i was the stronger partner just with our natural body types#and for some chicks yeah ur 4’11 and struggle to break 100 pounds naturally yeah yeah. ur kinda cooked genetically#but for a lot of chicks it’s like no i think ur boyfriend wouldn’t over power you without any resistance if idk#you gained weight and muscle mass?#again i’m probably overly estimating what i can do#and a tiny chick who actually does self defense training will handle herself way better than me#which also is just kinda the point. like it’s not some unavoidable fate that a ‘man’ is gonna be unquestionably stronger#and even if so doesn’t mean you can’t be a better fighter or better at getting away#idk tik toks and insta reels going through a lot of gender essentialism#like i believe any person with xy chromosomes are naturally inclined to rape and murder#ohh! so close the issue is an ingrained societal issue that was learned behavior and ur spouting terf rhetoric
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omfg 😭
#₊˚ପ⊹ soliloquy .ᐟ#i saw that post going around#the one about ���which character would you remove from a show for a petty reason”#and like listen#i fucking despise the character trope: “boo hoo i have such big dreams but i was born powerless in a place full of powerful people 🥺🥺”#“but then One Fateful Day i became the CHOSEN ONE”#“and hence began my journey to becoming the MOST POWERFUL OF ALL TIME!!”#genuinely i HATE that entire character archetype#and i was about to say with my full chest that i want deku completely wiped off the face of earth#because he's a trademark for that type of character yk and i HATE him so fucking much#but i realized just in time that the op loves deku 😭#and now that would be rude of me if i said his name in the tags to that post#so i'll say it here 😭😭#for a more petty reason i also want him gone because i want uraraka for myself </3#i cannot bear to watch her resigned to her fate of being the male protag's love interest/his wife at the end of the series#like my pretty girl you deserve so much more than that#perhaps if they don't end up together i will allow him to live#unless and until them?? i want him GONE
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it fucking blows to spend lots of money travelling to see a friend and all they want to do is stay inside and play video games and watch youtube videos. we couldve done that over discord. i just wanna die.
#theres a lot more to this too i just. god. it doesnt matter#i have no presence i literally dont matter#why is my whole life just unrelated unconnected people treating me the same way#theres something so wrong with me#cried myself to sleep half way through the visit because i had to resign myself to my fate.#when i dragged him out to do stuff i know he didnt really want to go out.#i didnt really bother taking pics bc it didnt matter
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literally an hour to go until i have to be there and the anxiety STILL hasn't kicked in. what the actual fuck is wrong with me
#might be because im still sleepy. but in any other circumstance the anxiety would wake me tf up#have i just resigned to my fate? probably tbh.
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“boohoo, why isn’t LauraxMax more popular than LauraxTravis, Laura and Max are canon after all-”
Max is fucking boring. He exists to be bitten to kickstart the game’s events and propel Laura’s story forward, and then remains unhelpful and moping for the majority of the rest of his screentime, which is only about 20 minutes in total of a 10+ hour game.
you get to play as him for literally a minute and a half, where he can be instantly killed off or just stands on a dock and waits...and that’s the end of his story. you can only get an ending where he and Laura reunite that involves Ryan dying for literally no reason and Laura murdering Travis, when he hasn’t shown her any aggression and was trying to deescalate everything happening in chapter 9. and that also leaves the curse still intact and potentially several counselors infected and doomed with no knowledge how to cure themselves and no one left to actively try and hunt Silas to free them all. such a great, happy ending...
also, if you want content for a ship, nothing is stopping you from making your own or commissioning someone else to do it for you. that sounds like a You problem if you’re not finding enough content for the “canon couple” that you think should be more recognized and is so much more interesting in your eyes...
#i think you'll find the reason LauraxMax is so sparse is genuinely no one cares about them all that much#they get tagged in fics to be relegated to the background or barely even discussed so the numbers on Ao3 alone aren't right lol#TravisxLaura and RyanxLaura have infinitely more chemistry and are more interesting dynamics than anything Max offers#almost no one ever says 'Max is my favorite character' because you legit spend the least amount of time with him out of everyone#and even in the background of Laura's chapters he provides nothing about himself except that he's dead weight to her#he sometimes makes jokes and is sarcastic. he is resigned to his fate and offers no help to Laura who is actively trying to find solutions#he lied to her about being accepted to grad school...which isn't healthy at all in a relationship these people tout as being 'pure'&'good'#guess what: every single character has flaws and every single relationship - romantic or platonic or familial - in the game is flawed#also also: learn not to tag your stupid vent posts so it doesn't appear in the tags where people are looking for actual content <3
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another night of desperately wishing i was unemployed but also didnt have any responsibilities and could just live and draw.... im so tired all the tiimmeee
#sitting here trying to doodle but just being soo tired . all i wanna do is crawl in bed and its making me sad#the struggling to draw is also 1000% an attention span issue but just Having Time and Energy is big too. cause on my days off i can usually#actually draw something worthwhile#like fucking doy no shit but GRHAHGHHGHGHHHGHRHGHRHGHGHHTHRHGH#sorry. polite voice it frustrates me#im mostly resigned to my fate of being stuck in 40 hour retail-and-adjacent jobs for the rest of my life atp but i still get sad abt it#i miss when i could just draw all day !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I think my main problem with minimalist architecture isn't even that I find it ugly and loveless (which is a separate thing I'll try not to go into) but that it just feels unfinished to me?
Like, I know this is a finished building but it just kinda looks like there's something missing and it irks me on a level that goes beyond if I think it's aesthetically pleasing because I can get that. Not personally but I can see why someone would be into the sleek and stylish cube look because of the "modern" appeal or whatever I can see how someone would explain their like of minimalism in architectural design.
But on a personal level it just feels to me like you started something and then you just. Stopped. Minimalist buildings to me feel like a work in progress that's just been abandoned and given up on. Like when I sketch something and then abandon that to sketch another idea I just had and that goes on and on and on and on so there's this abundance of unfinished sketches that have just been left to themselves but I tell myself that they're finished because "You can see what it's supposed to be. Mission accomplished." And they just make me a little sad to be honest because it looks like someone started something and then they just. left.
#nobody asked nobody cares ikik but I've been looking at buildings and i realised minimalism is the exact opposite of 'it sparks joy'#it sparks sadness#it sparks a feeling of loneliness even#like you'll forever be alone in a hellscape of white#or rather in a hellscape of sleek monochromatic edges and cubic forms#idk it just.#this goes beyond me jusz thinking it's ugly#I think expressionistic sculptures are ugly#but they don't make me feel like I will die alone you know?#they just make me think 'okay this isn't for me. you can like it you can not like it but it's really not my cup of tea.'#minimalistic architecture makes me think 'ah...i see...' <- with the underlying feelings of someone that just realised everyone left them#and they'll be alone until they die#and their only companions will be machines#but there's nothing to be done about it so you just resign yourself to your fate of neverending quiet in this cold space#lacking of any personality or warmth or personal touch or anything that makes a ''home'' per-se#and you start to wonder if you'll ever have a place to call home because this isn't it#at least expressionism has personality right? at least it looks like it had something put into it#minimalism just looks empty#and feels empty and unfinished and abandoned#okay that concludes my little rant#if you could call it that#minimalism feels like the architect didn't even care about their building
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The Fools of April and the Mishapocalypse has passed. Now I can return to my true form.
#mega man star force#megaman starforce#geo stelar#I am never changing this icon again#I half expected to have lost the fanart that this is taken from#I was resigned to my fate as a Taion Xenoblade or Yugo Wakfu icon haver#which should inform you of my taste in characters
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