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yeah, reverse 1999 2.2 is probably the worst patch this game had, about the way they represent the location i mean. I am kinda sad about how terrible this patch is, because even with anjo nala slowly becoming my favorite character of the game, this still is the worst chapter yet. I haven't finished yet, i am probably in the middle of the chapter, but shit, the way this chapter show brazil is so bad, so, so bad.
Anjo Nala is a great character, but she is not brazillian sadly (i would love if she was brazillian), she is the best character in this chapter and she is so cute, she acts like a cat. Despite being a Succubus, she is not only about sex, this is something new to a succubus character, often reduced to just sex, sex and sex. She is sexy, a lot, but she don't have sex as her personality, she is, to be honest, really, really cute, her interactions make her look so precious. And a bit tragic too.
Lopera i don't really know what to think about her, she is not bad, kinda the opposite, i am still in the middle in the chapter and her character still is being build. She is from colombia, she looks like a cool character, might pull for her because meta reasons and her design is cool.
Now Mr. Duncan, he makes me uncomfortable, he kinda represents everything wrong with this chapter, something clearly made with little to no study about brazil, about the events that happened here in history. His skin color is only a problem because they put him in that white savior bullshit, the white dude that saves the people from the favelas (that is usually represented as people of color, with is kinda accurate, sadly). The worst part of his character is that he is a veteran brazillian soldier. This decision was taken probably without knowing about the dictatorship that happened here in brazil leaded by the military 5 years before the events of the chapter. If not the white savior bullshit, it would be totally fine if he was white, his skin color is only a problem because of the choice they made with his character.
The way they represent são paulo, one of the biggest cities in the world, is terrible, the clothes of the npcs don't look like someone would use it in their daily lives anywhere in the entirety of latin america in the 90s. The setting of the chapter looks like they wanted to make it in mexico, but was too much offensive stereotypes together, so they put favelas on it and called Brazil and são paulo, without any study or thinking. And the fact that they keep talking about how ABSOLUTE SHIT IS TO LIVE IN THAT PLACE is worse, they made it worse.
I am disappointed with bluepoch and will put that on the survey, usually never do them, but this time i will, shit like this cannot happen again. I don't have plans to stop playing the game, it is one of my favorite gacha games that i play and i have no plans to stop playing because of 2.2, but i am disappointed, a lot, and i hope they never do this shit again, for the gods, please, i really hope they never do those mistakes again.
Also spoilers of 8TH-14. A chapter foccused in the military, on brazil, in the 90s is a shit ideia, after all, the connotations of a chapter focused on the military that happens only 5 years after the end of the military dictatorship could be terrible, but looks like Zeno are the villains in this chapter, with Igor being a villain and all, working with Manus, so it makes less bad, i will discover more as i read the rest of the chapter, in a hope to get out less angry, if the chapter give me enough of Anjo Nala i will probably end more happy than angry if they don't do something worst than they have done yet.
#reverse 1999#2.2#this chapter is so bad#in the way they show brazil#it could be such an amazing chapter#it could atract so many brazillians to play this game#we kinda love when our country is represented in a cool way#by foreign works#but no#they messed up so bad#so#bad#this game is probably hated now by a lot of brazillians#i am really sad and angry#i don't hate reverse 1999#but i am angry with bluepoch right now#Anjo nala is the best thing in this chapter#she is so lovely#and amazing#and cute#but i am angry
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If I keep reading comments from people comparing Logan and Colapinto I swear I'm going to stop being a friendly blog and I'm going to be one of the most fucking aggressive blogs.
To begin with, they did not have the same car, LOGAN DIDN'T EVEN HAVE THE SAME CAR AS ALEX and let's not forget that JV was not the one who saw that spark in Logan, he never saw him as a possible driver for Williams or as someone to accompany Alex, the the one who saw that potential in Logan was Jost Capito, not James. Not to mention all those derogatory comments from journalists towards Logan for being American (I really don't understand why that was a problem).
Colapinto has the support of both the Argentines and his own fans and James himself. Logan didn't really have a support network like Franco's, which, realistically, added to the pressure of being in one of the most competitive sports, is not exactly the most favorable for a person's self-esteem and confidence.
Logan was not only compared to Alex, his teammate with more experience in both F1 and Williams, but also to Oscar, Oscar, who drives a McLaren, who probably had more experience regarding F1 cars, Oscar, that always stood out in the rest of the categories and that has Mark Webber as support.
There's really no way to compare Logan and Franco, firstly, because they're both completely different, and secondly, because they were never on equal footing.
#logan sargeant#f1#I have nothing against Alex or Franco#and even less against Oscar#This probably has a lot of mistakes because I wrote it angry and I am a Spanish speaker.#But it's not really something I care much about#I just want to vent because I'm really angry and sad#Maybe in another universe things were different#anti james vowles
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ah. it hurts
#kimi ni todoke#i knew this episode would wreck me personally but..... idk this.. this here just.. oh it killed me#grief is so.. its so... it eats you whole#and you really do think you arent allowed to move on or smile or eat#because you should be sad#my mom told me the story that about 2 or so weeks after my dad died#when she went back to work#her colleagues made a joke at the lucnh table and she laughed#and one of them said oh look she can already laugh again#and he meant it nicely but my mom felt SO GUILTY#can i even be allowed to move on with my life if someone died that i love#am i allowed to smile tto have wishes to be annoyed about things to be angry about things to complain#ah. man ah man. i love kimi ni todoke so much i can barely put it in words
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for me cleaning my room is equivalent to getting my shit together
#breakdown = arranging the room#angry? arrange the room#sad? rearrange the room#pissed? rearrange the room#it's therapeutic really#like what else am i supposed to do? go to therapy?#pfftttt#I'd much rather arrange and rearrange my room thankyou vvv much#im just a girl#girlblogging#girlhood#girlcore#miya's envelopes
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I can't believe it's been 4 years since I lost my baby boy Bellamy on this day
#cries#I REALLY GET SO SAD#always on this day i still remember how i felt#and how sad i am#and how they left him there without anyone burying him#or taking care of him#and then excusing their actions#it all makes me so ANGRY#but also i get so sad for my boy#because he really truly DESERVED BETTER#for all the love he gave out#and this is what he got i cannot believe it#and fcking gabriel got the traveller's blessing when he's not even a part of them#IT GETS ME SO MAD#my boy didn't deserve them#he did not#i can talk more but i wont
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am i surprised nooooooooo am i holding my head in my hands willing myself to stop being the kind of person who cares so much about things that matter to me yessssssssssss
#really it overall just makes me sad. im mostly just sad i dont even think im angry. just very sad#its fine its 12 am in the morning ill wakeup and learn to not gaf anymore lets all unlearn caring or something#txt post
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What ever happened to Winslow Leach?
I made two versions with and without the hand :/
#my artwork#movies#art#artists on tumblr#phantom of the paradise#winslow leach#help 🤡#bird man#tunahelper#erik the phantom#window lach#circa 1974#sad af#i worked so hard on this#the last blog was a hit thats for sure yall really like this stuff huh#i am 16 and i drew this on my phone ima say this alot cud its true#angry bird man#brain de palma
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pale ghost is gone :(((((
#i am so so so sad#like honestly i lowkey saw it coming but i didn’t think it’d be so immediate#this organization really did not give a fuck about developing him into the player he was meant to be & that just makes me even more angry#wishing him all the best in seattle#rach now you can watch him AND monty together!!!#rangers lb#kaapo kakko
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Sit literally anywhere else, why are you choosing to suffer (Patreon)
#My art#Adventure Time#Fionna and Cake#Simon Petrikov#That much insulation is only going to go so far Simon! Don't freeze your tuckus for the aesthetic!#I am not so slowly discovering that ice is really fun to colour lol - it's got like a subtle spacey look to it! I'm into it!#Still giving him a bit of his cool palette from the Winter Kingdom#I prefer his warm palette but the blues do look nice on him#He's so anti-ice that he just completely melts any ice furniture upon contact haha#We never see any of the ice objects reverting but I wonder what they might've turned into :0 Ice cubes maybe?#Although this is already just a big ice cube lol#Fun little warmup of his silly face ♥#I do actually quite appreciate how smiley Simon is throughout :) He's miserable but there are things he still enjoys!#Or puts on a face for <3#But also the moments where he can let his guard down and be honest - honestly sad or angry or happy 💕#He's very expressive and I like that very much
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If anyone wanna discuss abt the ending of Agatha all along because. I have one word for it and it’s disappointment.
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what do you fucking mean that's how charlie dies. THAT'S HOW CHARLIE DIES??? i mean i know the show has a penchant for killing off every character who's not a winchester brother or an angel of thursday but good god. what the fuck. charlie was such a good and enjoyable recurring character, and she had such a fandom impact that i've seen, and she's only around for THREE SEASONS?? (sidebar: it's amazing she has the presence she does for only being around for a couple episodes in the long run!) but: was this necessary? and she just dies offscreen after her skills are utilized to progress the plot of decoding the book of the damned?? oh my god. what in the actual fuck. i'm finding myself getting genuinely very upset at her death. she did not fucking deserve that. and i can absolutely see why the fan response to her death is what it is now. completely fucking unjustified and throwaway and useless.
#theo.txt#spn#charlie#spn spoilers#spn 10x21#almost none of the women who've gotten fridged on this show have deserved it but still#good god this one made me especially angry#why do you use this character for a plot point and then ship her off somewhere. to oz or to the afterlife. so often?#she was such a cool character with a good story that i enjoyed and related to and THIS is what they did with her?? and from my perusing she#doesn't even really come back like bobby occasionally does?? and his death. while devastating to me as somebody who really liked him. still#felt WAY better than this#sorry i ended that episode with my jaw on the fucking FLOOR oh my god. /neg#what did she have to die for? where is that post about female characters dying so male characters can feel sad but it's a gifset of all the#bullshit ass deaths of women on supernatural#i love the show fucking obviously but jesus h christ.#but also you know what. having the context that i have. still a fucked up thing to say but i see why dean says That to sam now during#charlie's funeral. it IS an interesting look into how they respond to the other one violating their wishes/freedoms and into their larger#dynamic actually! but thats not what this post is really about#wow. i am actually livid. poor fucking charlie.#if she was like a sister to the winchesters how about you bring her back huh? how about you revive her? jesus christ#i wonder what her heaven is like. i hope its dnd and movie night with the girls#i took a little break mid-typing this to see if i was just being insane and angry but no the super wiki has a whole section about the fan#outrage at charlie's death and the discussions it furthered about the show's misogynistic tendencies#and you know what? good!#ok anyway. im going to go browse charlie art and feel abnormal now.#supernatural#charlie bradbury
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can’t keep my fucking plants alive
#fucking hell#makes me so SAD#stop DROOPING you were doing so WELL#YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO LIVE#YOU WERE DOING GOOD#angry at myself for overwatering this FUCKING CATNIP#I was SO HAPPY to find that catnip it made me feel happy and now it’s drooping and I can’t do anything but guess what’s wrong and hope I ca#fix it#like it’s PROBABLY OVERWATERED but it could be underwatering WHO KNOWS#Overwatering makes sense because it was in a fucking cup of water waiting to be repotted doing really well#but then it’s leaves started curling (overwatering??) and so I potted it and now it’s all limp and drooping#FUCK#why am I so sad about this#my chest is all heavy I don’t LIKE IT#and I can’t do anything about it#my own fault somehow. feelin not-good-stabby now. wanna hurt. but nope#my spider plants have all died#don’t know why#soil probably had shitty drainage#why did I put the catnip in the same fucking pot that the spider plants used to be in#was the only one I had available I guess#the other spider plants that the others water are doing fine why is it MY PLANTS that are dying#sun speaks#i guess#ignore this#sorry if you see this moots. pardon the swearing.
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Faun you can be unhinged on here too have you seen how I post just say shit no one cares
AJHDJ
listen... i care!! i get embarrassed that anyone can see my stuff!!!!!
ok right now i'm copy+pasting a bunch of uhh..... Um. extremely nsfw headcanon rambles aiudhdj into a google docs for safe keeping before everything Burns And Dies
(yes they're almost entirely abt veneziano but not the point)
that is like WOW!!!!!!! embarrassing!!!!!! i have no filter sometimes!!!!! jesus what would i do if the peoples found out how insane i can be!!!!
quotev was different cause you just follow people and they follow you back so you see each other's stuff and then the only way of finding old posts is if you scroll AAALLLLL the way down. but anyone can theoretically see my posts on here at any time and i just get shyyy.
#ask#the-heaminator#also funny is i've realized how different i am w/ my quotev friend group#like not different i'm still me i'm just more unhinged don't hold back my affection nearly as much#they know me. they know i'm just Like That. also i'm known for being such a blabbermouth ahaha.#i was known for never shutting the hell up abt veneziano... but in a more unhinged way than on here...#i'd really say whatever about that guy with little to no shame#on here i worry a lot more??#they've seen Sides of me you guys have not ok. the sad. the angry. the horny. the downright obnoxious. all of it.#i feel like i have to be more presentable on here#put on my suit and tie for the zoom call u know?#i've been slowly opening up but i don't think i'll ever be on the same level of unhinged nonsense#tumblr feels like a house party with people i don't know vs quotev feeling like a get together with friends#and perhaps stranger mike who's a boyfriend someone brought along#who i will eventually become besties with
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looks like I can't "i'm just a girl" my way out of this one, ladies
#I am joking#I've never really used that as an excuse for stuff#I prefer to face the ugly truth which is that I am fully capable of doing this but I also hate it with every fiber of my being#“do it scared” sure. how about do it angry and crying and tired. sooo so so tired.#and like. I can see the root of my problems too. I am now taking steps to address it.#which unfortunately means less time with you lovely lot on here#and also less tv :( sad dayz#but for the best!#but yeah it's just been this big swirling cloud of Tasks and horrid ones too. like Yucky ones to me. emotionally#and it literally never ever ever ends#so like welcome to adulthood or whatever#anywayyy I'll be back sometime in July probably#love you all <3 pray for me!#inardentdaylight and jade and magpie and thatscarletflycatcher I love y'all SPECIFICALLY <33333#and chris and mintandcreme!!!! how could I forget#also I will keep writing as much as I can so when I pop in to post writing updates I'll check my notifs :)#elly's posts
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SVT coming to Europe for the first time ever in 9 years (not counting Gastonbury, cause that was sold out a year before they were announced, so carats didn't get a chance to go) and it's not even going to be ot13 should be a crime.. AND IT'S BECAUSE OF A SCHEDULE?!
#maja talks#i'm so upset for real#like i'm happy for jun and all but really?#you announced lollapalooza long ago and now suddenly he's got something else?#i'm not even going but got fuck you hybe i hate you so so so much#i will never not be angry about hybe ruining my chances to see svt live#like fuck you so much#(but maja covid was the reason for the 2020 cancelations yeah but hybe is the reason they never got rescheduled!!!)#i saw one of my mutuals from like 2015 make a post a couple of years ago about how she got to see svt as 13 four times in one year#and here i am as a european being shit on for 9 years straight#i hate it here so much and i'm so upset and i probably shouldn't be this upset but i am#fuck hybe and fuck bang shihyuk and fuck everyone that made that fuckass company so powerful#i hate it so much#i knew they were never going to take coming to europe seriously after joining that fuckass company#and yet i can't help but be so damn disappointed#it's been 9 years...#i remember where i was when the 2020 europe dates were announced#i was sitting in a train and i was so happy i was shaking so hard#i got a ticket with a great seat for the Berlin concert and i was so happy#i've never been so excited and happy#and then covid happened and everything got cancelled and they never even addressed it#they only ever said “we were sad the tour ended earlier than expected” in their yt documentary and that was the only mention of it#then the japan dome tour had to be pushed forward (not even really cancelled if i remember correctly) and they made wholeass apology videos#saying how sad they were and blah blah blah still no mention of europe at all#then like the day after europe got cancelled they uploaded a video of hoshi dancing with fans at one of the us stops#and it really just felt like they stepped on my heart and threw it in a trashcan lol#then they joined hybe and hybe got obsessed with dynamic pricing and ruined everything#ruined all chance of us seeing them as ot13#(maybe they'll finally acknowledge us for real when they get back from enlistment in maybe 6 years but who knows)#i for real shouldn't be this affected
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Sad to say that I WAS a crazy ex girlfriend. But being crazy isn't what made me a crazy ex girlfriend. Being a GIRLFRIEND made me a crazy ex girlfriend.
#does that even make sense#crazy ex girlfriend#LMAO WHY IS THAT A TAG#but yes that man made me into the worst version of myself. and it benefited everyone but me#except for my best friend who i sadly caused suffering#F in the chat for My Best Friend#I'm really sad because i know that this was a traumatic experience and that ive been permanently changed.#it may not seem like it from the outside but on the inside I'm so angry and sad#BOTH. At the same time. i never used to be angry#i dont miss who i was but i feel Crazy sometimes. i wasnt capable of this much jealousy before. these feelings are alien to me#i took a bite of the FORBIDDEN FRUIT (being completely open and vulnerable with abother person) and now i am capable of sin#sin being the normal human emotions i previously did not have access to#as well as some new forms of ocd#anyone else got the ROCD and scrupulosity OCD? Because i did. never let that happen to me again#ugh ugh ugh#for an aromantic guy i sure know how to. fag it up.#ive reached the point where i no longer miss the person he used to be BEFORE he stopped being nice to me#i miss stuff about myself#i feel meaner now i feel more defensive i feel less understanding i feel like my empathy gland is clogged#i hate that i cant recognise myself. i used to be PURE and INNOCENT like a LAMB#but now im not good enough to sacrifice anymore#your god would not be satisfied#love and affection can be expressed as long as its not reciprocated.
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