#i am overly sensitive

[toastspirit]

I wonder if my brother remembers that one time he told me that I’d never survive in the real world

Because I think about it pretty often

[featheredadora]

[thelilylav]

The fact that Briar is listed as one of Rosabella's best friends in her profile but Briar's profile barely mentions her..

[thousandyearphantombunker]

"just give them an aac device!"

"just teach them sign language"

"body language and facial expressions alone are good enough for communicating what you need"

Nonononono f*!k off. Stop acting like nonverbal people have easy solutions to their lack of verbality. Not everyone can use an aac device- some people struggle with spelling or can't spell at all, some people have motor skills issues that makes typing a nightmare that takes a long time, some can't articulate themselves without outside help. Learning sign is hard if you again have motor skills issues or struggle to make facial expressions that convey what your feeling (flat affect applies to more than just a person's voice- some people really struggle to make facial expressions and have stilted or strange body language- you people can understand why autistic people get burnt out from masking all day- you know often having to control their body language and make certain facial expressions etc yet you can't understand why nonverbal autistics can't just learn sign- a language very heavy on facial expressions and expressive body language?) also again spelling and motor skill issues are a pain and also a lot of families with deaf or nonverbal children refuse to learn sign for said children and I'm sorry in day to day life I haven't met many people who speak sign- yeah you can move to a community with a lot of deaf or nonverbal people that use sign but that's not always possible and its very limiting. And do I even have to explain the third one- autistic body language is confusing to neurotypicals and I hate the stereotype that its just so blunt and obvious/better than neurotypical communication- maybe that's what its like for you and your 'smart sheldon cooper/Wednesday Addams' style autism but not every autistic person 'says exactly what they mean' often times autistic people struggle with semantics and articulating sentences that make any sense! and all these misunderstandings surrounding stimming are annoying to!- spinning can be a 'happy' stim but it can also mean your overwhelmed or understimulated, a lot of people with autism have voices that lack inflections, mix that in with being unable to use words and no it does not help communicate their needs- f!*k off with acting like its easy not all autistic people who are nonverbal can spell, not all autistic people w are nonverbal have good motor skills and body language alone is never enough to convey a persons needs. Before anyone comes after me yes Sign is body language but its also actual symbols and can convey full thoughts and ideas and sentences and also body language is hard for a lot of autistic people to convey like stated above.

Not every form autistic communication is being 'logical' and unoffended because 'we're just more logical than those superfluous, shallow neurotypicals that let their feelings control them and are never direct about what they want-we value facts and logic unlike those butthurt neurotypicals' and being overly blunt- no a lot of autistic people find that communication is messy and the ways they can communicate are ineffective and your 'logical, facts dont care about your feelings' style of communication isn't as amazing as you think it is. Stop speaking over nonverbal autistics- their is no real perfect solution to them not being able to speak. And I'm gonna say it- while not all nonverbal people are low functioning or high support needs or whatever the new term is-being nonverbal is a massive disadvantage and having your disability be visible like that is scary in many situations and being unable to communicate your needs can make it impossible to meet your needs-

[trashmagic-333]

felt💌

[dennisboobs]

i think one of the biggest issues in modern fandom is that despite the abundance of autistic/adhd/audhd fans, a declaration that cringe culture is dead, and the fact that we're all watching the same show, there is large portion of people who participate in fandom as a popularity contest, where the focus shifts off of the main interest and develops almost a secondary hyperfixation with specific creators, blogs, accounts, in a way that at least borders on parasocial.

this is nothing new, but the attitude that springs from it then dictates a specific Way to interact with that fandom, meaning that those who aren't interested in following select clique leaders are outcast and seen as More Cringe because they don't speak or act within acceptable parameters. when people have a platform, there's a pressure to be funny, be entertaining, to produce more Content that your followers WANT to see, the stuff they followed you for. sometimes this leads to plagiarism, ripping off posts from other platforms or lesser known accounts because you feel a compulsion to post ANYTHING for engagement instead of what you WANT to post. speaking from experience here, i am something of a Former YouTuber with a sizeable following, and i've been through it on other social media with several other fandom sideblogs and shit.

different platforms, different friend groups, different subsections – depending on preferred characters, ships, etc. – are inevitably going to be far more insular, and especially long-time fans who are less interested in the general media and more about a selection of specific interests is going to fall into this trap eventually. however, i think social media influences this more now than it did even a few years back, especially on twitter where it's more difficult to find "content" without a well-known account attached.

a while back someone made an always sunny iceberg that had a bunch of shit i had never seen before, despite having personally trawled the waybackmachine and archived a bunch of semi-lost media, running and overhauling the wiki with its decades of collected trivia, and having been on sunnyblr. a lot of it was from the podcast, but the stuff i had no recollection of was obscure ass sunnytwt drama that only involved like. a very small group of individuals. the thing is that these few accounts are minor celebrities in the fandom, and everyone follows them. i myself followed one or two of them when i first got into the fandom because they were posting clips reblogged by non-sunny mutuals. there are a TON of sunny focused accounts on twirter, but only a few that have multi-thousand followings, primarily for this reason. this is essentially your only gateway into the sunny fandom on twitter. here (on tumblr), you can easily look in the tags and curate your followed blogs (or look at the iasip subreddit) but it's a lot harder to find fandom content without that organized space (most people don't specifically tag tweets), instead you have to rely on the few sunny accounts you followed incidentally to deliver you retweets so you can follow more accounts.

so then what happens? you follow more accounts? see a variety of sunny content? follow a tag to see fandom newcomers' posts, art, fics? no, you follow the same 5 accounts you started with and stay in the echo chamber, caught up in drama and taking sides based on your few mutuals' opinions, maybe things get a little too personal and you stay following someone even though you disagree with their posts because you really don't have much of a choice, they can see if you unfollow, and they put posts on your timeline. you make a private account and start quote retweeting them to get out your irritations, a passive aggressive reminder that they're wrong. your other mutual quote retweets someone calling them stupid, and you also decide to tell them how wrong they are, because it's a popularity contest, not an open discussion. there's a Content Draught during the hiatus and people start getting bored. it becomes less and less about the original show, and more about the cliques, the exciting new drama of the day, the actors.

new fans are lost, long-time fans who don't care about all this extra shit are alienated, and it leads to a very odd type of gatekeeping that has these Elevated fans looking down on people for actually wanting to engage with the source media. yes, this includes the fans on reddit who spout quotes. this includes the people who liveblog their first time watching the show. this includes people who care about the show because it's still fresh and exciting and they haven't yet been made to feel that it's something to hide because it's cringey or dated or stupid to take it Too Seriously theorizing and dissecting the Poop and Fart Show.

I am guilty of all of this too, i think for quite a while i've been feeling like i need to defend myself by lashing out at other people because i am extremely sensitive to being made fun of for actually caring about my special interest. but i think that analysis and criticism (within reason) are extremely important facets of fandom and we as a fandom should be trying to encourage that rather than make fun of other fans. i think this is probably the reason for a lot of the issues with fan superiority, gatekeeping, the general awful atmosphere in the fandom. it's easy to complain and make counter content to someone else's post, it's a lot harder to grow the balls to have a proper in-depth lore discussion with them, or better yet, make your own stuff. ive been joking about a fandom-wide rewatch, but i genuinely think we should organize something like that. and i think everyone should set aside the judgement and just enjoy themselves. i'm sick and tired of feeling unwelcome in a fandom that i dedicate a lot of time to because i'm unashamed about enjoying the source media and i suspect a lot of you probably feel the same. you don't need to push everything through an irony filter and self depreciate, you can just like sunny and want to participate in fandom.

[wrylywriting]

comments on any Polin fic I write post season 3 are driving me to not write these anymore like... I know I keep harking on this but it keeps happening lmao

[trevodequatro]

Getting your cock tf into a horse cock wildly disproportional, just a kitty with a dick so big it’s impossible to hide the outline

Conscience slowly faded in as his dreams disappeared into the back of his mind. He started regaining his senses as he woke up, eyes still closed while laying in his bed. He tried to turn to his side, but a sudden weight stopped him.

"Hngg.... Wha...", he groggily moaned, brain still not on full speed. There was something... different. Something heavy laid on top of him, and he felt a weird sensitivity in his crotch. Also, whenever he moved around, he felt his fur sticking together and into the bed, seemingly wet and damp with a viscous substance.

He decided to open his eyes, and was met with a massive black shape, its bulbous tip facing towards his own face. He reached towards it to push it away, but as soon as his hands touched it he felt a wave of pleasure spread through his body, shaking it to the very core. He felt himself get hard and, as if in sync with his (unusually sensitive) cock, the black shadow on top of him started to pulse.

Before he could clearly see the object, he already had an idea to what was happening. He touched the massive shape, and felt an overwhelming sensation in his cock, almost as if they were one and the same.

When his eyes finally adjusted to the light, he finally saw it clearly: rising from his crotch, instead of his usually average cock and balls, was a thick and lengthy horse cock. It was black and several thick veins covered its surface, pulsing to the beating of his heart. It was probably more than two feet in length, and its thickness could rival the average person's arm. His balls were also different, now bigger than tangerines, hanging low and stretching his nutsack.

He also noticed, to his dismay, his cock was just now starting to get hard, starting to leak a weak, continuous stream of semen.

Its heightened sensitivity made thinking difficult. Every movement and every touch was several times more potent, a single throb almost bringing him to moans. The first strokes were made with caution but also curiosity, the shivers feeling like nothing he ever felt before. Soon enough he was already going at it, the horse appendage so large and thick he had to use his whole arms to satisfy it.

After a few minutes of buckling and jerking in bed, the horse cock grew past three whole feet, its weight almost pinning the cat to the bed. Every stroke made the large cock pulse and throb, leaking a continuous stream of pre that resembled a faucet. His bed and sheets were covered in the substance, and his fur was matted and sticking together.

After a few minutes in this lustful act, he felt the climax rising through his body. It was a pressure never felt before, as if he was having countless orgasms at once. It sent shivers through his trembling body, and his desperate moans couldn't possibly be contained even if he tried. His cock throbbed like never before, and jet after jet of cum was shot through his urethra, soaking the nearby wall with white ooze. Blissful seconds turned into minutes, as his cock shot load after load nonstop, frying the poor cat's brain with an overload of hormones.

After almost ten minutes, he finally felt his orgasm fade, little by little. When his cock started to soften, he laid back on his bed, exhausted. He was almost dozing off again when he took a look at the clock: 08:12AM.

"SHIT!!!! I GOTTA GET READY FOR WORK!!!!"

He quickly rose from the bed, but the newfound weight of his horse cock almost made him fall to the ground. It was so large it almost reached the floor, and was so thick it could almost be mistaken for one of his legs, were it not the black coloration and the pulsing veins across it. His balls also made him stumble, the weight of them almost feeling like two dumbbells hanging from his crotch.

He waddled into the bathroom to get ready, leaving a trail of cum that dripped from his cock. Once he got there he realized something: he had no idea how he would use the toilet. He ended up pissing in the shower, choosing to avoid any potential mess.

When he left the bathroom after brushing his teeth, he felt his cock throbbing, already needing attention and ready for a second round. "Fuckkj... No time for this now..."

He went towards his wardrobe, his tool already leaking pre once again. How the fuck would he wear his pants?? He put on a shirt, and proceeded to solve the next problem. He started wearing his largest sweatpants, hoping it would hide away his problem (or at least make it less noticeable). He tried shoving it on one of the leg holes, but the hardened cock made things a lot more difficult. He wrestled with it, almost like a cowboy taming a wild horse, moaning and leaking pre all over the sweatpants in the process, until he finally succeeded.

What he didn't expect, however, was that the whole action made his cock reach the climax again. He shivered and fell to his knees, moaning and shaking while he hopelessly watched his cock shoot all over his clothing, making the pants wet and stinky with cum. He felt even more frustrated after he got up again, looking in the mirror, and seeing the clear outline of his cock through his pants, a wet bulge clearly visible from his crotch and descending almost to the floor, the tip still leaking all over his feet, leaving a wet trail wherever he walked.

"Shit... I'm already late...!!"

He packed his things, making a mess through his whole apartment, and left towards the door. As he walked the hallways, he felt his cock throb again, rising his pants a little bit. He wondered if he should have brought some condoms (or maybe some of those long clown baloons), and how would he be able to find any pants or underwear that would fit him again.

As his cock sent shivers through his body for every step he took, the cat tried his best to stop himself from moaning, and he just hoped he wouldn't get fired or, even worse, going to jail for public indecency.

[appleslices]

new guy at work always talks about his like 37 years banquet experience and its frustrating bc like YEAH cool im sure you could teach me many things but also like i have experience HERE with the flow and membership so i do know what THEY like i do know how to run a flippin BBQ buffet but thanks for all the condescending comments bro!!!! very helpful!!!! 🔥🔥🔥🔥

[chocosvt]

oh

[raoulgoldenlake]

bitching ‘n moaning under the read more

I scraped a pole in my mom’s car while home which is a pretty catastrophic mistake, as mistakes go, but my mom’s reaction to it (yelling immediately, patronizing me, berating me, and getting even angrier when I said something that wasn’t an apology) was so instructive because I was like huh I actually don’t think my mother has ever reacted to a mistake I’ve made with something like “that’s ok, everyone makes mistakes.” That comes later, which I am grateful for, but her first reaction is always along the lines of “how could you do such an awful thing?!” I don’t think I ever really realized until last night that some parents probably don’t yell at their kids and make them feel bad after every mistake. My own mom probably doesn’t berate her coworkers for mistakes the way she berates me. But no wonder I’m so panicked whenever I do anything less than perfectly, every mistake I ever made in my family was met with hostility. Before last night I wouldn’t have even said I grew up in a highly critical household or a household where you couldn’t make mistakes but! I’m starting to think I did and I just didn’t realize it because I assumed we were all getting yelled at and berated for every mistake.

[gingersnaptaff]

Soppy twat post, but do you ever get weepy about your buddies being lovely and wanting to spend time with you even though you live far away from them, and also telling u that ur writing is enjoyable to read and actually worth continuing? Cuz I have, and I am.

[23z567]

gonna be remaking my pinned to include warnings for my mental illnesses as they can get extreme at times esp my bpd and abandonment issues when it comes to ls/uu

[neathbound-fiends]

I think I'm gonna take a little hiatus from this blog for a bit. Feel free to hit me up on Discord if you need anything or wanna chat

[milfbrainrot]

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I feel like in the past the mix of this site being used for both activism and fandom helped contribute to a lot of unhinged politicized fandom discourse where yeah ofc there's a political tie to media but ppl used it as... a form of activism where it was given disproportionate importance compared to other activism discussions? Whereas now we're swinging to the opposite site of How Dare You Care About Meaningless TV Shows When Politics.

Like... we can have a mix of realizing there's more important stuff to focus on than shipping discourse in the world at large without also minimizing the insane doxxing and death threats behavior going on in fandom that people in fandom have to take into consideration to be able to do their hobby, esp given how those attitudes stem from irl political climates at times in ways that are telling to study. Hobbies are kinda how we prevent activism burnout also. Crazey how that works.

[jefferythejelly]

having opinions in this fandom but not saying any of them