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acotarxreader · 6 months ago

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The Art of You

Cassian x Reader

Synopsis: Cassian found recovery in the art that he created while preparing to apply to art school in New York, his greatest muse being his high-flying down-to-earth socialite girlfriend, you.

Warning; Fluff and modern

A/N: A little Cass fic dedicated to absolutely wonderfully kind and ever-lovely Cassian Queen @sarawritestories on her birthday. Happy (early) Birthday Friend Xx

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“YNN, can you just please stop fidgeting”

“I’m so boreeeeeeeed Cass” You whined out, your voice echoing around Azriel and Rhysand’s apartment before you fixed your posture to sit straight once again on the stool.

“Well, blame Az, it's not my fault someone ate my bowl of fruit” Azriel rolled his eyes from the dining room chair he rocked back and forth, chucking the core of an apple into a cerulean bowl. Cassian fired a piece of charcoal directly into his best friend's eye as he winked at him A howl left Azriel, immediately gaining a laugh from the both of you. Cassian quickly took a picture of his two best friends and their merriment.

“It'll be easier to draw from a reference who doesn't have the bladder of a Chihuahua” You glared playfully at his words and he took another picture.

“Well, I gotta go anyway Cass, my lovely Aunt will be wondering where I am” You slipped from the chair and into your jacket, Cassian's face sinking.

“How will she react when she hears you’re in love with a starving artist and his soul-searching friends, ruining the image of a socialite” Azriel spoke playfully, trying to lighten the tension from you with having to return to your hectic household.

“I didn’t know you had a soul Az” you teased, buttoning up your coat, ready to face the bone-chilling gales of New York in the Winter.

“Rhy’s dad bought him one”

“Don’t be jealous Cass, you could have moved in with us but no, you chose the damp and rot of that hole you call home” Azriel laughed out to Cassian's toying, Cassian promptly firing more charcoal his way.

“I’m sure she’d love if I social climbed my way to someone like Rhysand”

“Ouch” Rhysand emerged from the bathroom, waist swaddled in a thick fluffy towel, still damp from his shower. You had met Rhysand many years ago through various social functions your Aunt and Uncle dragged you to. The both of you quickly form an alliance of mischief at the events to keep yourselves from boredom. Cassian and Azriel came into your life once Rhysand had finally moved home to New York bringing them along for the fun. Their friendship spanning countless years of Summer camps together from which you had heard such grand stories, you all quickly became fast friends shortly after their arrival.

“Yeah tell her it's the heir to a fortune you’re in love with and not the unemployed artist, what both of your families have groomed you for for years”

“Gross” both you and Rhysand replied in unison

“Az, I’m not unemployed, I’m retired from active military duty. I’m just on leave while I recover and they figure out what to do with me” Cassian rolled his eyes for the millionth time, gathering the creative supplies that had helped him through his toughest months since returning from his time in service.

“Retired like an old man” He nudged you gently while you smirked at him.

“If it’s just leave then why are you applying for art school here?” Rhysand shot from his bedroom door, a raised eyebrow.

“Because-because-”

“-Because he’s great at it, Feyre is gonna try to get his art into the gallery she’s managing”

“Ah nepotism”

“Rhys, y’know what they say about those in glass houses” The group laughed towards the former military man as he reached your side smiling, forever happy you always knew what to say to defend him and his decisions.

“Right kids, I gotta go” You pecked Cassian's cheek, your two other best friends groaning at the sight.

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The following night you found yourself waiting outside the rusting entrance to Cassian's apartment, many many many subway stops from where you, Rhysand and Azriel’s playground was. You wrapped your thick designer coat tighter around you fighting off the cold while waiting for Cassian to buzz you into his humble home. You subconsciously placed your car key between your fingers, ready to use it at any moment to defend yourself in the dilapidating area. The sound of the cage humming to release from its locks in front of you filled you instantly with relief, you pulled it to access the entrance to the block of apartments stairway.

Cassian stole the cold away from you in his usual all-encompassing hug. He promptly took your coat for you as you sat down on the tattered couch. The apartment in its completeness was probably the size of Rhysand and Azriel’s sitting room alone. The oven could practically be reached from the couch but there was still room for Cassian's extensive video collection and a small table for two. Adjacent to the kitchen was the tiny bathroom and the entrance to his bedroom, the double bed nearly touching all four walls, a nest of cushioning you frequented.

“Why don’t you ever use that closest?” You quizzed as Cassian draped your coat along the back of the dining room chair. Cassian stiffened for a moment before turning back to you with a shrug.

“Emm that’s where I keep the dead bodies” you chuckled at him, he returned the smile. He dragged the second chair to land across from you where he sat and began to sketch, another one of your evenings to be spent with Cassian practising his portrait work.

“Are you going to allow me to see this one?”

“My love, you know that’s not how this operation works” You sighed, knowing you should have anticipated his reply, he never let you see any of the works where you were the subject.

“How come I’ve never seen the inside of that closet?” you gestured with your chin to the door behind him.

“How come I’ve never met your aunt and uncle? Hm? We’ve been together almost a year”

“Touche-” You laughed “-they’re terrible people, Cass, they don’t deserve to meet you”

“Even still, maybe Az is right and you should tell them it's Rhysand that keeps you away from them so much”

“I’d rather swim up the Hudson in January” You smiled away at the growing sad tone in his voice, his smile growing across his face as he lowered his gaze back to the pad of paper, exhaling loudly in frustration. By 11 pm Cassian had gone through countless sheets of thick paper and abandoned all of the versions of you without allowing you so much as a glance.

“Right, I need coffee” he stood, tossing the closed pad to the floor.

“I’m gonna grab one of your sweatshirts, it's so cold in here” You could almost see Cassian's breath as he laughed at you. He made his way into the bathroom as you returned to the couch, wrapping the long sleeves in balls in your hand, attempting to trap what heat you could.

“My love, can you throw me in a hand towel please”

“Yeah where are they?” you called back to him through the closed door.

“In the closest by the- WAIT ACTUALLY I’LL GET IT MYSELF” His shouts came too slowly for you, the ounce of permission you had waited for for so long allowed you to finally pull the door of the hall closet open. Cassian dashed from the bathroom, his wet hand reaching for the door as you opened it but not quickly enough, a loud whoosh filled the apartment with sheets and sheets of paper, it tumbling out like a tsunami. Reams and reams of endless amounts of art washed over the two of you flooding the ground of the apartment.

“Gods! You’re a hoarder! My boyfriend is a hoarder! I’m going to end up on the news after they dig us out of this!” You laughed lightly, Cassian stepping out of the almost ankle-high amount of his secret to stand between you and the door, your chests almost touching.

“You don't need to see in there, it's all rough drafts of sketches that never came to be...it's all waste paper….” You raised an eyebrow before stepping back from him, looking down at the vast amount of sketches at your feet. Cassian dipped down quickly, attempting to pull back the drawings before you could properly examine them. It was too late, you had seen the vast amount of countless drawings, sketches, etches of you and your friends. Paint, chalk, pastels, pencil, watercolour, you name it and there were half finished creations everywhere.

“Are thes- are these me?” You just collected a random sample from your feet, Cassian seeming immediately ashamed taking them from you only to have you quickly replace them with others.

“They're not done...none of them are, I can't quite get you no matter what I do...you must think I'm crazy” You were almost too busy looking at the intricate details to hear him. You separated your eyes from the pages to focus on the walls of the closet. They too were covered with pages but also pictures. Pictures of you and your friends, you on your own, you and him. You traced your fingers across a few of them with Cassian’s eyes fixed on your every movement for any sign of negative expression. Instead you just seemed amazed at the sheer quantity and quality. You stepped around him to reach for a photo of the two of you, you both making goofy faces at the camera, a memory from your attempt to ride a tandem bike through Central Park. You laughed lightly at the photo, your hand tracing over your elbow beneath the fabric where the scar from the stitches after the fall from said bike still remained.

“My love, please say something, I might be sick if you don't"

“I love them Cass, I mean you might want to try to draw a few objects for the portfolio as well as portraits but still, wow” you laughed, pulling the photo down from the wall, the bluetac taking some paint with it.

“This was a great day, trip to the ED aside...you should draw this”

“I don't know YNN, I've never done a self portrait and-”

“-Then I'll draw you and you can draw me? Please?” He couldn't say no to you, rolling his eyes before searching for materials.

“Are you sure you have paper?” You teased as he pushed the hoards of drawings back into their cage.

“Shut up” he laughed in reply, retrieving a large fresh drawing pad of paper and pencils.

The two of you hovered over the shared piece of A2 paper sprawled across the width of the dining table, both quickly learning to draw around one another with impressive fluidity. Cassian stood behind you, one arm to support himself on one side of you, the other sketching alongside your hand. By 2 am the joint eclectic masterpiece of mixed personal styles was coming to fruition, both of you happy to spend the time together in the comfortable homily silence neither of you could find with anyone else other than one another.

“Why don’t you draw more, my love?” the first time either of you had spoken since starting, his warm words sending electric shivers down the back of your neck.

“I don't really know, I guess I stopped liking the solitary aspect of it...I much prefer this” he agreed and you both continued at the masterpiece until it finally felt as whole as you made one another feel. You both stood back to admire the medley of lines, the drawing was not as perfect or susynced as if one artist had done it but it was yours and that made up for any mismatches in theme.

“It’s perfect”

“Just like one of the artists who made it” he beamed down to you as you folded yourself into his embrace, a tender kiss landing on the top of your head.

“Art school isn’t ready for a talent like you” You reached to kiss him gently.

“When I’m a famous artist, I’ll be worthy enough to meet your family” You groaned into his chest before pulling back again.

“Cass, you’re worthy of all of me now but they are not worthy of you. Once I’ve aged into the trust my parents left me they’re going to be so far gone from my world it won’t matter their opinion on anything in my life”

“So their opinion matters in your life now?” you groan again before laughing at his grinning face.

“If I’m lucky once they find out you’re a hoarder that’ll kill them off” You smirked down to the remaining few paper stragglers on the floor. Your eyes landed back on the masterpiece you had both created together.

“To spend a lifetime trying to be worthy of you my love would be a lifetime well spent”

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snakeunderyourboot · 2 months ago

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can I talk about about Miraculous Team from s2 finale? I'm going to talk about Mireaculous Team from s2 finale

IT HAD SO MUCH POTENTIAL

Like, narratively, at the end of s2 Hawkmoth got a new powerful ally Mayura, who can create senti-beings, which makes Akuma much more powerful than before. Even if LB and CN know that the peacock miraculous is damaged, they don't know to what extent and how exactly it affects its holder. The fact that Mayura even goes through wielding damaged miraculous already shows her huge trust and support of Hawkmoth and whatever his plan is.

So as the power of the antagonist grows, the protagonists also need to become stronger. The antagonist should always be a step ahead, BUT the protagonist should follow not so far after them because if not, it would be atomic bomb vs coughing baby. So LB and CN on their side, have themselves, a box of miraculouses, master Fu(debatable but okay), and some power-up additions. Only the 5-min rule after transformation is still present, they can't go around to give away all miraculouses because then it would be a repeat of the butterfly miraculous situation, and master FU isn't exactly helpful(especially later in the season where he is literally hunted by HM)

So. LB and CN need help

And if bad guys can team up, why can't good guys team up too?

And so we have a Mirauculous Team with now extended use of mirauclouses! We have Rena Rouge, who is secretly Alya, best friend of Marinette (or secterly LB), whose lifelong dream was to be a superhero. Now, I am sure, that being a superhero and having access to ALLL information that was hidden from the public, would go great for a young journalist who already had some fuck-ups and posting not great information. Also, sometimes your dream of a superhero doesn't match with reality! So is it really worth it to be a superhero? Sure, you want to help but are you really capable of providing such help if your first thought is content for your blog? Also also NOW IT"S YOUR TURN TO LIE TO YOUR FRIENDS. How does that feel?

And we have Carapace, who is Nino, best friend of Adrien, whose literal definition is being chill. Sure when needed, he will rise to the occasion, but again - is it really worth being a hero? Nino is a good person, he fought tooth and nail to get Adrien his birthday party, but saving the whole world? Nino?? The simple guy who just loves his friends and family and wants them to be okay??? That guy???? Also also LB and even sometimes CN would talk hours about responsibility and how important miraculouses are, but like...aren't they making it worse? Maybe the HM would fuck off after awhile, if other miraculouses didn't show up. Maybe the path of least resistence IS sometimes a good path. Why no one talks about it?

And last but not least we have Queen Bee or Chloe Bourgeois, the person who literally no one wanted to have a miraculous in the first place but it happened so we ball I guess. Chloe really admires LB but you know how idols tend to be when you actually meet them. And yeah okay, Chloe fucks up a lot in the first months of having a miraculous on semi-permanent base and LB criticize her, but she always tries to make up with expensive goods and screaming how much LB is better than anyone else. She doesn't understand why LB keeps asking her to treat normally. How LADYBUG can be a normal person??? She is a goddess, someone so cool and realized and everyone loves her and she keeps getting praise for just existing and...why does LB sometimes seem to be so human, so exhausted and stressed? That doesn't make sense...also also now that Chloe has miraculous she can't lose it. She needs to be better, to keep miraculous. But what does this "better" entitle? Better at battle, at powers, at SCHOOL?? How would famous Abry react to that I wonder?

As a cherry on top, we have LB and CN trying to learn how is it to work in a bigger team, to share responsibility and to help each other. It was them for a while and now there are new people and change is scary. How would that affect the love square?

The most important bit is that all members of the Miraculous Team have connections to LB and CN civilian life. They are all intervened, and they are all people we know and love and want to know more about! Sure, a lot of conflicts I brought up based on some of my vague ideas, but they could be explored!

The arc where Alya posts some crucial miraculous info on her blog, which HM notices and uses in the next battle, which hurts some of the members of the team. The arc where Nino is so convinced he is not cut out for hero life he practically searches for excuses to be put out of the team (one of the battles really scared his little brother and Nino wasn't there to help. If he cannot help his brother, how can he help the whole city?). The arc where Chloe tries to be good, is more or less okay at it, and then fails spectacularly(does it mean they will take her miraculous please no she can't lose pollen she can't lose someone who loves her as she is pleas no)

As a bonus, we could have had a Master FU BEING AN ACTUAL MENTOR INSTEAD OF just some lore-exposition guy. If he is so guilty about his past mistakes, well, here are 5 traumatized teenagers, the least you could do is actually help them. And no, not only Marinette, give others some advice too.

By the end of s2 we would have a good team of characters we already loved and now love even more, that are complicated and interesting AND GUESS WHAT the formula of "marinette has a problem with her life, akuma somehow related to it happens, LB fight it, everything is resolved, Marinette has some real-life lesson" STILL WORKS. Just now we can pair up Marinette with some other characters and if they happen to learn something too then GOOD. Kids can draw parallels and understand the lesson regardless

I just love those kids....I think they had a really good opportunity to spice up the show but leave the premise more or less the same.

And yeah we have "Miraculous Team" in s6 now, but all the points I mentioned before are non-existent now. There are too many people, for an antagonist who is so far less threatening than HM. It can change but that wouldn't fix the whole issue. All of Marinette's class doesn't have this much connection to her, as her literal best friend, her childhood friend, her crush and her rival/bully.

Anyway

I gushed enough(I didn't, but I am sleepy)

#miraculous ladybug #ladybug #chat noir #rena rouge #carapace #queen bee #marinette dupain cheng #adrien agreste #alya cesaire #nino lahiffe #chloe bourgeois #miraculous team #miraculous season 2

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selineram3421 · 2 years ago

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Could I request some platonic relationship headcanons of Angel Dust with an asexual reader? If you like the concept (cuz I haven’t seen this anywhere else) I would love some one shots too! Like reader’s 18th birthday, a comfort/reverse comfort scene. It would just make me so happy to see more asexual representation! I also just love the way you write the characters! (P.S. maybe we could get some cameos from the also-asexual Alastor? Could be a fun dynamic!)

Ace buddies, lets goooo!

Headcanons for Ace Reader

Platonic: Angel Dust X Ace Reader

You're both chill. Sometimes he'll flirt with you but you know its all jokes.

No judgement. He does his thing and you do yours.

You go shopping together a lot. Picking out each others outfits or helping each other find the right accessories.

He'll tell you about his day, leaving out the details that you don't wanna hear.

The first time you met Angel was behind the bar in the alley way. He was pretty beat up and looked like a kicked puppy.

"Here.", you offered him a bottle of alcohol.

"The fuck is this for?", he takes the bottle with a scowl. "Do I look like someone who needs handouts!?"

"No.", you take out a box of mints and quickly pop one into your mouth. "But you do look like you wanna forget. At least a little bit."

He doesn't say anything else after that, opening the bottle.

Then the spider wouldn't leave you alone, dubbing you his new friend.

You're my friend now. We're having soft tacos later. Lol.

He grows on you and eventually you both end up at the Happy Hotel.

There's days you don't mind his weird shit but you step in when it gets too far or hurts friends.

Kinda like now.

"What the fuck Angel!?", you say after dragging him off to the side while Charlie stepped out. "Why would you do that? Don't you want to try and get out of this dump?"

"We don't even know if this shit fucking works. Why not mess around a bit?", he says and continues sucking the popsicle.

You sigh and rub the side of your forehead. "Its worth a damn try. Messing around is only gonna keep you here."

"Listen to your friend asshole.", Vaggie said and sat down on the couch.

"I listen..sometimes.", Angel says and goes over to the moth demon. "It wasn't that bad anyway."

You have to hold back from punching the idiot, lifting up your hands to make a point with your fingers that touches your nose. "Angel, It was so bad I was cringing. I don't cringe unless I remember my middle school years from when I was alive."

Then things get weird..

Some guy in red shows up, smiles and laughs about the great depression. A whole musical number and then some casual destruction of an airship.

Totally normal.

At some point "Red", you started calling the Radio Demon, walks over and asks you a question.

"Excuse me if this is inappropriate but are you and the arachnid together?"

"Together?", you raise a brow. "Did you lie about not being interested in my friend?", you ask.

"No.", he says quickly and scrunches his nose a bit.

You laugh. "Ace, got it."

Angel, who was sitting next to you, gasps and places his lower hands on his hips. "Am I not good enough?", he says to you in a joking tone.

"Honey, please. I would rather eat dirt than sleep with you.", you stick your tongue out. "Bleh."

"I'll have you know my dic-"

You quickly cover your ears. "I don't wanna know!"

Why can I imagine Angel trying to gross out their friend with work stories?

I'll get around to that oneshot sometime.

~Seline, the person.

ML for Angel Dust🕸

#angel dust and reader #x reader #gn reader #plantonic #angel dust headcanons #hazbin hotel angel dust #angel dust hazbin hotel #alastor hazbin hotel #alastor #hazbin hotel vaggie #hazbin hotel charlie #hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel headcanon #asexual reader #ace reader

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isadollie · 6 months ago

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Heya! I’d be curious to get a matchup? If you’ve got time! Many thanks in advance! 💜

Fandom: Obey Me

Name: Walker

Pronouns: he/they

Sexuality/preference: demisexual, boy please

Likes: coffee, cats, Halloween, metal music, documentaries, scary movies, cryptids

Dislikes: crowded places, early mornings, sour foods/drinks, loud noises (except music)

Free time: video games, baking, drawing, working out, journaling

Aesthetic: dreamcore/liminalcore and Halloweencore are my favorites! (Warning: if you look them up, liminalcore and dreamcore can make people with dissociative issues feel weird, so be careful if that’s something you deal with!)

Appearance: averagely built trans guy, sorta messy brown hair, green eyes, the sun is not my friend (ie: pale!), a few black-ink tattoos on my arms/chest, small ear gauges, glasses

Personality: Quiet and maybe a little shy at first, but chill and easygoing once I’m used to someone. Kind of protective ‘older brother’ vibes, very responsible but not overbearing - I am there for support but won’t be pushy about it. I laugh easily and love jokes/puns, can be very playful once super comfortable with someone. Love casual touch but unlikely to initiate it, not a fan of clinging, but happy to be used as a pillow.

MBTI: INFJ

Dream bday present: probably some mix of practical and fun. Something I need at the time (small appliance, clothing, whatever I’m needing to more efficiently exist) along with something ultimately useless but enjoyable (cryptid stuff, plushies, stickers, etc)

Love Language: I show love by gift giving and acts of service. I like receiving acts of service and words of affirmation.

Zodiac: Libra!

Songs: “Be Gay, Do Drugs, Hail Satan” by Super Cassette || “Antipop” by gürl/Onlyfriend || “Barbie & Ken” by Scene Queen/Set It Off || “Father” by The Front Bottoms

Again, thank you so much! Have a wonderful day!

— matchup —

if you'd want a matchup too, make sure to check out this! link

also, a quick reminder that requests for headcannons and/or scenarios are open!! please go check it out!!

i match you with...

Mammon!

★ i have a feeling that Mammon would be the absolute king of halloween. he'd love to scare people, dress up, go trick or treating (even though beel would end up eating all the candy anyway)

★ oh he'd love your tattoos, 100%. would love to look at them, ask their meanings and details, trace them with his fingers

★ Mammon is super scared of all kinds of horror movies (which is funny cause he's a literal demon), but he will act like he's not. "The Great Mammon scared of some movie? Don't make me laugh!" but then he'll cover his eyes throughout the whole movie. will still agree whenever you ask him to watch it with you lol

★ your love language is gift giving? say no more. he's into that lmao

we all know him as an avatar of greed, who only ever wants to sell whatever will bring the most money. he could sell literally anything, but not a present you gave to him. he cherishes those way too much

★ he'd love to watch you getting more comfortable with him, especially if he sees that you get along with him better than with his brothers. such an ego boost lol

★ will laugh at all your jokes, sending a glare to anyone who, in his opinion, isn't showing enough interest. will definitely complain about them later. Levi only smiled instead of laughing out loud? "When i tell you, this man has NO sense of humor-"

★ he loves to see you being an "older brother" who's protective towards others. mostly because he think he's like this too.. or at least he also wants to be seen this way. my man just wants his demon brothers to appreciate him for once:(

★ one of the reasons why i chose Mams for you, is because of your dream bday present! i imagine he'll make a list of things that he knows you might need, and another list of things you two could do together. so in the end, your birthday becomes a whole day of receiving different things you needed, with doing a lot of fun things in between

your second match was levi btw! hope you like it:)

#obey me matchup #obey me asmodeus #obey me belphegor #obey me leviathan #obey me lucifer #obey me satan #obey me #obey me mammon #om! nightbringer #om! shall we date #matchup obey me #matchups #om mammon

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rainbowkirby · 5 months ago

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Mortal Kombat Bloodline Episode 3: Chaos Family

In the Hour Glass,Geras Looks Concerning and he's letting Liu Kang Know about Everying what Mantro Would Plan to do. Geras Tells Liu Kang and Titan Kitana and Warned them About Mantro. And LiuChai and Kungjin Arrived just in time.

Liu Kang: Geras, What do you see?

Geras: That's Impossible, this Cannot be.

LiuChai: What is it Geras, What's Going on?

Geras: it's Mantro, He is Even Worse then ShangTsung. He is our biggest Threat, he is one of the Emperor Sinister's, Servant. They are from Shadow Realm. If you don't Know this Place it's in the Dark Land full of Agony.

LiuChai: Mantro, I think I seen that guy before. We thought he is a Traveler.

Geras: No, He is a sorcerer of Evil. He is planning to Revive Shinnok for Sinister.

KungJin: Who is Sinister?

Geras: He is Alot more deadly and dangerous then Titan ShangTsung and Titan Havik.

TitanKitana: We must protect the The hourglass Before He Arrived.

Later at the Tarkatans Colony, there is a celebration in the Colony. It's Baraka's Son's WishBone's 16th Birthday Today. Baraka and Syzoth sitting down and Chilling out having a Great time.

Baraka: It's been a Blessing since things turns out Alot better then it was.

Syzoth: I'm glad the new Sorcerer from the phantom Forest Helping to get our Treatment.

Baraka: No offense to ShangTsung, but Shimmer and his Master is more Caring.

Syzoth: I agree...

And there is a Warrior in the Chaos Realm come to join them. His name is Dairou the oldest son of The Emperor of Chaos. Dairou Bought some wine too.

Dairou: Would you like some wine?

Baraka: I'll take it.

Dairou: would you like some?

Syzoth: No thanks...

Dairou: Okay, do me a favor, please don't tell my Dad about Wine.

Baraka: your secret is safe with me my friend. Also Your Little Brother Splinter also is Great with communication with WishBone and The Tarkatans. Especially Our Language too.

Dairou: Yep, That's my little brother...(Chuckle)

Dairou Drinks more wine his other Brother Alastor is Looking for his little Brother Splinter, he looks really Concerned. Dairou got a little tipsy.

Alastor: Dairou, wheres Splinter, were supposed to be watching Him.

Dairou: He'll be Fine, He's with his friend WishBone right now. Just come get him and bring him to me, if you were so damn worried.

Alastor: "Ugh" Are you Fucking Kidding me right now? Dad is gonna kill us if we don't find him on time.

Dairou: Just Relax Bro...

Alastor: "Ugh" we are so Grounded. Fine I'll find him myself.

Dairou: okay, You do That.

Alastor is frustrating and worried about Splinter while Dairou isn't Helping. But at the same Alastor loves Dairou as a Brother. Even he's a bit tipsy. Alastor wondering around looking for Splinter and then Suddenly he walks a litter far and Alastor is a bit Concerning to this moment.

Alastor: Shit it's almost 12 o clock, dad is gonna Kill us.......SHIT!!!

Suddenly someone around a Bush surrounding Alastor there is a Young man with the Drahmin's mask screaming to Scare Alastor.

Splinter:BWWAAAAHHH

Alastor: Ahhhhh!! What the Fuck!???!

Alastor is Frightening but suddenly a person takes off the mask and it is Splinter, Busting Laughing and the WishBone and other Tarkatans friends is here involved too. WishBone Recorded Alastor with Splinter's Phone. Turned it was a Prank.

Splinter: (laughing) Got Ya, That Face I can't even, did you caught a Video, WishBone?

WishBone: Dude, I sure did. that is Awesome.

Other teenage Tarkatans:( laughing)

Splinter: I am so gonna Post this On social media everybody is gonna Love it...

Alastor: No, No.....Don't you dare....

Splinter: Come On....It's funny.

Alastor: Okay... Look, Im Glad your having fun, but there's no time. we have to get back home, because Dad is gonna Be so pissed if we can't get home on time...

Suddenly the green light Portal interrupting Alastor and Splinter ran back to the Colony with Dairou. Tarkatans has no idea what that was but luckily Baraka told the others not to be alarmed it's just a emperor of Chaos. But Dairou, Alastor and Splinter know they are in so much trouble. There is the Emperor of Name Havik, He is not the same as Titan Havik he is from Union of Light. But he doesn't look happy when he found when Dairou and his brother went out and break his rules.

Dairou: Oh, Fuck, Were Grounded.

Alastor: You Think??

Havik: There are you are, Iv been looking all over for you...

Syzoth: Their Fine, Havik they are safe, it's Baraka's Son's birthday, and we just thought they are allowed to come over....

Havik: WITHOUT MY PERMISSION!!???!....who said that I allow them to come over???

Havik looks at Dairou and Havik is Furious at Dairou Alastor and Splinter...

Splinter: "Laughing nervous" Hi Dad.....

Havik grab Alastor's ears and Dairou's ears and Dragged them to Portal.

Havik: All of you are in so much trouble.... Dairou, Lets go...

Dairou goes with Havik and the others to head back home.

Dairou: Sorry guys I gotta get going....

Baraka: get home safe...

Later they went to home in his palace in the Chaos Realm and Havik is really upset, overwhelmed, Protected and worried. Dairou, Alastor and Splinter is guilty....

Havik: You three Disappoint me, How dare You all disobey Me and broke the rules!? I told you not to leave my palace without my permission! Didn't I tell you that!!!! (Havik bangs a table with his Anger and Frustration)

Splinter: (pfft) Well you obviously gonna say no to us, which this isn't Fair, so how's is tha.....

Havik: Shut your Mouth with your Smart Ass, Splinter!

Splinter: Okay Boomer, I'm Shutting my mouth...

Havik: Enough!!....Lose..Your..Attitude...

Splinter: (sigh).....Yes Sir.....

Dairou: were sorry dad, we just thought we can take care of ourselves. we thought you'll be proud of Us. I can able to protect my Siblings, including your Kingdom..

Havik: For disrespect me, Lied to Me, Disobeying my rules? How Would you able to become a General in Chaos Realm without losing Your siblings? You were supposed to be there for them, As a Family.

Dairou: But We can Take care ourself, I know what I can do, Dad. Like....

Havik: Like What?...... Fooling Around? Partying All Night and Drinking whine with your friends In Outworld? Not Going to School and Not Doing training and Not succeed your test?.....I think Not!!!!

Dairou: Okay, So What, Were just board, Dad. we just want to go out and Have Fun for once... sometimes we just need a Break.

Havik: What you did is unacceptable, this is not the first time you done it. The worst Part is You Put Alastor and Splinter In Danger.......Right now I can't trust you....That's means your not ready to become a General in the Chaos Realm.

Dairou: WHAT???.....Dad no please, you can't just let me down like that, you know how much it means to me!!

Havik: It's all your Fault, Dairou that you let your Guard down. Why Should I trust you to Join the warriors in Chaos Realm then yet you made some stupid Choice.....

Dairou: I don't Know......Yes I Made a Mistake and I won't do that again. please, Dad, Just give me a chance.

Havik: No, I just Can't Take it anymore, I Don't Want to lose any of you....I just can't risk of loosing you.......you and your siblings will be ending Up getting Killed or worse, don't you understand?

Dairou: This is Bull shit..

Alastor: Dairou, Please, Dad was Trying to protect all of us he's just worried...

Dairou: I understand But.....

Havik: No you don't, I can't trust any of you going anywhere, I'm done!! I'm sick Of you all Disrespect Me! You are all Grounded....

Splinter: What?! what for....

Havik is angry and upset about the situation, So he took away Splinter's Cell Phone.

Havik: For Disobey me.... No Electronic, No WiFi, No Nothing. You will all need to be taught a Lesson..

Dairou: Dad, Lets talk about this..

Havik: Dairou, I am not in the Mood..

Dairou: But Dad I can explain.

Havik: LEAVE ME ALONE!!!

Havik Storms to the Hallway to his bedroom and slams the door... Dairou and their Brothers Realized that what they did was wrong. They all feel bad For Havik, so they realize they need to learn not to disobey his father so they when to their room quietly.

Splinter: Holy Shit.......

Alastor: I'm sorry, Dairou....

Dairou: It's not your fault, it's my Fault. Dad was Right, maybe we're not ready. Maybe we push it too much and I understand that Dad is trying to protect us...I Get why He's seens really stressed Out.

Splinter: I guess he has every right to get mad...

Alastor: He could Be a little Harsh sometimes and He is very Overprotected of us, because He's Traumatized ever Since the Dark Sorcerer Blackmailed Him. So he's just Scared and stress.

Dairou: That Basted Messing My Dad up real Bad. The Sorcerer killed hundreds Of Our people. Seidan and Seidos been killed, you named it. Chaos Realmer are rare kind. And there is not much. That's why my dad and I protect Both of you.

Splinter: He loves all of us ,After all, without him, We don't know how do we able to handle our Auto mune condition..

Dairou: Shit, That too....I guess reality is brutal After all....

Splinter: I know Right?

Dairou: lets gets some sleep hopefully tomorrow we can apologize to Dad for our actions and maybe everything will be Settled in....

Alastor: I hope so.....We don't want His Blood pressure to go high.

Later in 4:00 in the morning, Splinter's Stomach Grumbling and growling and started to feel nauseous and having stomach pain so he immediately went to the bathroom and started Puking Venom, because of His condition his pain is getting Worse and now he has a migraine and starting Crying that it wakes Havik up. Havik Jump off the bed with his robe and ran to the bathroom and comforting Splinter. Havik see Splinter Crying in Pain after Vomiting. Havik cuddling Splinter and Calming Splinter down.

Splinter:(crying sobbing) My stomach Hurts....It Hurts so Bad......

Havik: Shhhhhh...It's Okay Splinter, I'm here......its alright....

Splinter: (Crying) Owww...it Hurts....

Havik: I know.. I know dear...... we'll get you situated, Okay?

Splinter agrees and goes with his father to his living room. Splinter still in Pain but luckily Havik have A treatment shot for his Condition (just like a same shot that it gives to Mileena.) Havik Inject Splinter's arm.

Havik: there...This will take the pain Away...

Splinter: Thank you....can you get me some Ginger ale please?

Havik: Of Course...Ill get it for you....

Havik goes to the kitchen and grad a ginger ale for Splinter. Alastor and Dairou just woke and no idea what's going on.

Alastor: Is everything Okay?

Dairou: Does his condition starts again?

Havik:(sigh) Yes unfortunately.....he needs to rest for a while until his Condition settles down.

Alastor starting comforts Splinter.

Dairou: Is he gonna be okay?

Havik: He'll be alright, he needs some time right now. He puke violently with Venom. I need to check his Venom.

Havik use a Cup and Splinter Open his Fang to inject Venom in the cup. Havik use the monitor to check the Venom to make his venom wasn't too strong. Turns out the venom is is bit High.

Havik: Shit....

Dairou: what is it?

Havik: His Venom is bit too Strong. He needs to rest to settle down his venom.

Dairou: what happened if it gets too strong?

Havik: He'll be ending up getting really Sick. Like worse then a Stomach Flu.....

The 3 minutes later Splinter feeling less pain and started to get better. Alastor letting them know..

Alastor: Guys I think he's getting better....and he fell asleep...

Havik: Good, He needs to rest as much as he can until his Venom Levels settles down.

The Next Day The Kombat stadium begins in Chaos Realm the Chaos Realmers fights in Kombat to win. While Havik and His sons sits in the throne. Luckly Splinter started to feel a bit better but he's still needs to rest.

Splinter: Dad, Can I sit next to you?

Havik: whatever you feel comfortable, Dear.

Splinter: Thank you.

Splinter sit next his father. Havik gently rubbing his head. Alastor brings the wine to Havik and pour it in the Cup for him.

Alastor: here you go.

Havik: Thank you my dear Alastor.

Dairou is watching the Chaos Realmer doing Kombat.

Dairou: Dad I just want to apologize for disobey you, I just wanna....

Havik: I'm sorry too, Son... Family Fight sometimes but we still love each other as Family and that's what we do. For Now Let's just Move on and let it go....

Dairou: Thanks, can I have your wine now?

Havik: No...You sneak to my kitchen and stole my wine, so I think you had a enough for while.

Dairou: I just want One....

Havik: I'm not Gonna Argue with you, can you not?

Dairou: Okay.....Okay...I'm just kidding....

Havik: Mmm..hmm...

Alastor and Splinter (Giggles).

Dairou: Fuck you guys....😑

Havik: Watch Your Language...

Dairou: Sorry...

Dairou has so many questions About wanna to teach the Students in the Chaos Realm how to defend yourself.

Dairou: I do have a Question....How do you become a General? do you used to be General?

Havik: No, I'm not the General...my People bow down After i found a Throne. before your were Born. My wife told me that I'll be a Great emperor and then she gave it to me before she died with birth... Remember you and I save your Orphan?

Dairou: Yeah. But wasn't talking about that, I was talking about, How to be a Great General?

Havik: just letting you Dairou, it's important you must learn. It's not about pushing to be a Leader to become a General and it doesn't matter who is strong or Weak, it's about Trust.

Dairou: what if that I'm not gonna be able to be a general?

Havik: You will be, Once you'll follow my rules. You'll get there you just need to not making Poor Choices. Remember it's not for you to Fool around with.

Dairou: that I understood...

During that the fight. Two Chaos Realm go at each other.

Alastor: Holy Shit, Tartersause just knocked down Trapjaw.

Tartersause already beat Trapjaw Havik and his son applause and Cheer For Tartersause. But Suddenly the game is been interrupted by Mantro.

Mantro: FINISH HIM!!!!

Tartersause looked at Mando is Confused.

Havik: Who Said That?

Mantro: I said it, What a Nice Family you have...

Havik: "Growling"

Mantro: Although too bad that I want to kill them all.

Havik: "HISS! Leave my children alone!!! Why are you here, Mantro? I am not in the Mood with your Games.

Mantro: Oh you will be....Your coming with me...

Havik: I want no part of it Mantro! I don't want anything to do with you!!

Mantro: If you Don't come Join Me then I will kill your Whole Family.... Besides Your son's are monstrosities. Their are hideous Filled with Disease's, just like rat in the sewer. They need to be Put em down.

Havik: HOW DARE YOU, INSULTING MY CHILDREN, YOU UNGRATEFUL MISERABLE SCUM?!

Dairou:(raised with middle finger) Disrespect my family again, then I'll beat the living shit out of you!! (To Mantro)

Alastor tries to Calm Dairou

Alastor: Dairou, Calm Down...

Mantro: and their are brats too just like you Havik.

Mantro Force Tartersause to kill TrapJaw but Tartersause didn't want to, so he refused. Then Mantro using dark Magic and Kill Trapjaw and waiting For Havik to join.

Mantro: Are you gonna Join Me and QuanChi or what?

Havik (Flips the bird) Go Fuck Yourself!

Mantro: Excuse me, What?

Alastor Dairou And Splinter is terrified so Havik told them to go to outworld

Havik: Dairou.....Take your Siblings and go to outworld. I'll deal With Him...

Dairou: No Dad, Were not Leaving you.

Havik: GO, before he kill us all.

Mantro attacks Havik and Mantro use his Magic to Brainwashed Him while Their Sons trying to save him. But it's too late Alastor concerned about Havik.

Alastor: Dad, Are you okay?

Then Havik has Green eyes and Bleeding through his mouth and now he becomes aggressive so Possessed Havik Knocked Alastor Down and Attack Dairou and Scratch his arm, Splinter grab a vase and throw at Possesed Havik to save Dairou.

Dairou is Traumatized so they have no choice but leave his father behind. Mantro's Dark Magic to Using Havik like a Puppet. There not the time to save his father.

Finally, Dairou and his brothers are now in the great hall in Outworld, Empress Mileena Kitana Jerrod and Tanya are concerned about what's going.

Jerrod: Dairou, Wheres your father?

Dairou Bow down to his knees and Started Crying. He loves his Father so much. Alastor and Splinter comfort him.

Mileena: Oh no...what Happened...

Dairou: Mantro, He's.....He Brainwashed my Dad..

Jerrod: Don't worry. He's Still alive, we will find the way to bring him back. But right now there nothing you can do. Until we find the Light sorcerer.

They all comfort Dairou, Alastor and Splinter.

Later Mantro Controlling Havik with his Dark Magic to Unleashed General Shao and Reiko and told them that Shao will be the emperor of outworld. Mantro Using His Power to turn General Shao into the most dangerous Emperor of outworld, Shao Khan

Mantro: At your Service Emperor.

ShaoKhan: is this some kind of joke to you?

Mantro: No(using magic to turn Shao in the Emperor.

Mantro: How do you feel, Emperor?

ShaoKhan: I feel Unstoppable....

Meanwhile in the Hourglass, Liu Kang and the others saw the pitch Black Portal and there is a King of darkness and Evil..His name Sinister/Shadow Khan. He's gonna Banished Liu Kang so He can Take over the Over glass.

Sinister: Greetings Geras.

To be Continue.

Episode 4

Fallen Kingdom

#mortalkombat #mk #mortal kombat #mortalkombat1 #mk1 #mortal kombat 1 #havik #havik mk #havik mk1 #dairou #havik mortal kombat #mk1 havik #mk havik #mortal kombat havik #dairou mk1 #alastor #splinter #mortalkombatbloodline #mortal kombat bloodline

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curio-queries · 10 months ago

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Run BTS: 047 | Protect the BTS Village part 1

Original Air Date: 03 APR 2018 Episode Length: 29:49 Total Parts: 2 YouTube English Subtitles: No Title Song: Blood Sweat & Tears

Synopsis: The iconic debute of the Blue Village saga. Think scavenger hunt meets a social deduction game (think werewolf/mafia for some, Among Us for others). I am completely biased by this concept. The best birthday party ever has was when my mom set up a scavenger hunt. When escape rooms became popular, i was so excited. so it's impossible for me to be objective with this episode. When I started watching Run BTS for the first time, i honestly didn't think there would be an episode that topped these.

Production: They do a great job with the location and getting coverage. the map graphic is a great piece of storytelling as well, it's a shame that it comes out a little stagnant with how little movement it's actually conveying so a more dynamic version would have helped with the pacing. The explanation screens are pretty excessive. i get that this concept is a little more complex and they are trying to avoid staff just rambling the setup, but this is definitely a crutch in these kind of eps. The art dep does a good job with what they need to do, but overall I'm not a fan. The one before the meeting is even more superfluous. I think we'd all rather have had more footage in the time consumed by that 'summary'. We just watched the scenes that it summarizes and we're about to listen to the members share it all with each other. The one after the meeting is quotes of what we just heard the members say...

Endearment: Call me crazy but I think these episodes have some of the best glimpses into authentic personality traits for the guys. They're honestly so bad at these types of elaborate setups that they have to spend the whole time focusing on that and less on being entertaining. so it feels a little more genuine.

Winner/Loser: see final part

Best Cheater: Jin, for that fake hint

Member Moments:

RM: Mechanic RM, doing such a good job trying to unravel the hints and figure out a meta of who is on his team.

JN: Bank President Jin, first instinct: make up a clue to point to Yoongi.

YG: Flower Shop Owner.... wait you can hear the intro to give it to me during his introduction?? i never noticed that before. Yoongi is so great in these kind of episodes, i don't know how to describe it, he's just the most chill version of dedication to the role playing and strategy

JH: Supermarket owner! I'm loving the irony of his description, "a social person with all the villager's info'... uh, with happens later with Jimin, Hobi clearly did not keep up with that trait! lol Hobi actually is pretty good at the searching aspect of these games, but you can tell he thrives in a team mentality. he knows how to point out what may be important and then brings it to someone else to get it to the finish line.

JM: Delivery man... i adore Jimin but you can tell that he struggled with the act. they clearly cut away from him every time something points to him being guilty. y'all i wasn't expecting to have any feels during this episode. the Jm/jk salute in the police station... i just wanted to watch a silly run ep, not be reminded of the ms.

V: Patisserie V! We didn't get much V coverage this episode, but we find out more about what he was up to in the next one.

JK: The least observant Police Officer in history. He literally picks up the hint and doesn't see it. Now it's obvious the guys were not given any direction regarding what they should be looking for, but the edit kindly points it out to the audience. bless poor JK's heart

Bonus Content: Much shorter than expected for this episode, and it's mostly the same scenes we had. does anyone know when the bonus content was released? it makes sense if it was before the final part, and they were trying to keep the reveal secret.

CQ Rank: 5

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(CQ Eval Date: 04 FEB 2024)

Check out this post for my Masterlist of all episodes and descriptions of how I'm evaluating these.

Previous Episode: 046

Next Episode: 048

#run bts #ep.047 #bangtan sonyeondan #bts #youtube #jeon jungkook #park jimin #jung hoseok #kim seokjin #kim taehyung #kim namjoon #min yoongi

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newtstesco · 2 years ago

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SMG4 FRIENDSHIPS THAT I FEEL LIKE WOULD BE VERY REAL AND ALSO IF YOU DISAGREE WITH ME I KILL YOU

FightingMario54321 and Meggy- they were both cops and have penchant for fighting, what more do i have to say? they set up play dates between Loaf and Cube

Luigi and SMG0- they both are so chill, and they’d probably discuss gardening and their favorite teas and have little tea parties and talk abt how chaotic Mario and Fred are

Niles and Kaizo- both have felt betrayed by someone they care about, and they’re both the bad boy trope fr fr, would listen to rob zombie together

Mario, Fred, and Spudnick- they are all super chaotic and love running around and causing problems on purpose, they’re not allowed to hang out a lot since they destroy so much when they’re together, but once a year the guardians allow a play date

Tari and EpicYoshiFan- i’ve always thought EYF was bit quieter and shyer than the other recolors, so i think he and Tari would get long great, talking about music and video games and staying up way too late doing things

XboxGamer997 and Melony- they both have this sort of main character energy with X’s omen sense and Melony’s fierce deity side, i also think X gets pretty tired frequently so they’ll just have lil sleepovers :3

Ruffman8890 and Boopkins- they’re both very high energy, and RM would love to watch anime with Boopkins because i said so fuck you

Karen, Toad, and Peach- tired of Mario’s shit and definitely need a break, they go drinking together sometimes

Jeeves and Toadsworth- weird old men gang! i am specifically thinking abt the 2018 video where Jeeves and Toadsworth were hanging out, they definitely would discuss like the weather and what the princess has been up to and how the milk is selling fr fr

Shroomy and Swag- once again, i am referencing a Christmas special, the 2021 one to be exact, they love going demon hunting on the weekends and blowing things up

Whimpu and Tari- they both like doing quieter activities and nerdy shit, so they’d definitely play pokémon together, Whimpu is a nuzlock GOD

Enzo and The Villager- they both recovered after the christmas crazies episode (a lot of christmas episodes, you can tell they’re some of my favorites) and now The Villager directs a children’s TV show (seen in the 10 year anniversary movie) and Enzo runs a birthday supplies store in bloopersville (source: my brain) and they have the same parole officer, and no one really understands what they’ve been through so they’re pretty tight

SMG3, Xboxfan996, and OiramOiram12345- evil dopple gang! they’ve mostly mellowed out tho, and 96 and OO live in bloopersville but come by the internet graveyard sometimes to get a coffee and talk about what’s new with them

SMG4, SLG4, and Minion- THEY ARE A FAMILY YOUR HONOR AND YOU CAN RIP THIS FROM MY COLD DEAD HANDS! Minion and SLG4 live in bloopersville, and since they’re all sorta related to SMG4, they’re like “yeah we’re family lol” so SMG4 sometimes shows up at bloopersville for their birthdays

Desti and Saiko- they would have been BESTIES you can’t change my mind, Desti would totally go to Saiko for help with asking out Meggy

MCGustavo and Bob- i can’t explain this but just trust me they’d be best friends they’d smoke together lol

Chris and Belle- they both want to smack the shit out of their former bosses (Sergeant Mark and SMG3, respectively), they both get a little tired of the chaos and just wanna talk to someone who’s also tired of it for once

Jub Jub, Frankie, and the Weegee doll- they play roblox together :D

Mario and Ruffman8890- they are both so chaotic and love running around and pissing off Toad lmaooo

Waluigi and Tari- after the whole T-pose virus thing, they both see each other at a rubber duck store and hit it off immediately, they love hanging out and playing with their ducks

those are all the ones i can think of rn but this is so real and you will agree with me now

#smg4 #if any of you argue with me i will explode ur brains

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no pressure but how bout a character sketch on Michael?

alright character sketch. let's do this.

michael moscovitz, the man that "practically never shuts up". he has an opinion about anyone and anything, but not in a judge-y kinda way. but more in a psychoanalysis-y kind of way that will make one question when he's had so much time to even think over something so much.

michael is blunt. he's not going to sugarcoat anything. he repeatedly reminds mia that she's in fact failing a class (or two) and he doesn't mean to be harmful about it. he's pointing out a fact that will help her. and he doesn't do it just to be like "ha ha i know more than you". he does it and then offers his help.

michael is intelligent, but never flashy. his man could be the most hermione granger-esque insufferable know-it-all and yet he is not. i personally think it is because he's a january capricorn and likely predominately earth sign'd, but that's just me. BUT ALSO to other people, he might be annoying with his nerdy rambles, but to the readers and mia, he's hot.

but despite all this "nerdy" stuff, he has a whole different side in which he has a very specific type of sardonic sense of humor and a need to always one up his sister who is several years younger than him. he calls his parents by their first names (even if it's not to their faces cmon that's SO FUNNY).

he's a feminist, and absolutely supports women's wrongs (ex. women who murder) that that's a lovely trait to have. and he has a great imagination. i mean, kenny said mia is like that josie person or whatever. and michael says mia is badass like buffy (?). the imagination on this man is insane. like the firefighter and alien plot? that's both sexy and nerdy. they probably have a lore to them.

he's also a BOY because he hates backstreet boys and probably hates any kind of hair product that makes his hair look greasy.

michael is NOT a 3-in-1 shampoo and condition and body wash guy. he avoids them, not to jump on the hate train, but because he doesn't think that logically any part of his body will be clean after using that. ("i mean that's like saying shampoo is interchangeable with body wash. that's just ridiculous!")

he's not scared by a lot of things. he likes a good challenge. he's not scared of things like spiders or bears or stuff. but i do think he'll get more scared now that he has children and he wants to protect them from everything.

the only times we've seen michael anxious is when mia is with other people (as in kenny & JP) and when his parents separate. he's overall a chill guy. i do think that he carried CBD oil with him just in case.

anyways. michael listens to weird fucking music. like has anyone ever looked up the songs that he plays at prom? they're so freaking WEIRD. michael's the type to lend someone an earbud to listen to his ipod with him and then put on the most obscure and underground band ever heard and have the audacity to compare them to like lady gaga or something.

one thing i very strongly believe in is that michael moscovitz can hold a fucking grudge. or at least when someone wrongs him, he's not going to look at that person the same. ex. michael's interaction with JP at mia's birthday party on the yacht. that man was getting pissed off. and him wanting to punch JP during prom? that wasn't an "in the moment" thing. he absolutely was dreaming of doing that since the day of his flight to japan. and when he finally does punch him in book 11, he's LAUGHING ABOUT IT!!! he thinks it's amusing!!!!!! he knows he's won. he's been waiting for that moment for years!!!

another example of him holding a grudge: when lilly doesn't unload the dishwasher or do her own chores, forcing michael to do them, he'll repeatedly remind her that he's done something for her and that she owes him.

michael gets angsty over mia. michael totally stayed in his room all broody when kenny got mia. ("what does he have that i don't? i could be so good for her. i am so good for her!") and he was pissed off as HELL when he got to his flight when leaving for japan. and even mia says that he glares at the construction workers who cat call her and lilly. AND HOW MAD HE WAS DURING THE WHOLE PRECIOUS GIFT THING (rightfully so). and how he threw rocky's shoes back at him when rocky threw them at michael. LMFAOOOOOOO

michael is a swearer. i have said this many times. everything points to him having a dirty mouth. this man does not say "freaking". he says "fucking" and he means it. that being said, i don't think he swears like a sailor. but when the time is right, he's gonna be saying them.

michael's love language is words of affirmation. it could be giving gifts if mia was a gift person. but aint no way michael "way to go thermopolis!" moscovitz isn't a words of affirmation kinda guy.

have i missed anything?

#this was fun #sorry it took like 8 months #the princess diaries #michael moscovitz #meg cabot

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sugarfluffandallthatgoodstuff · 1 year ago

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HMBAU Chapter 1: Spring Band Camp

this is part of my haikyuu marching band AU (acronym HMBAU) and the rest of it is on AO3, but I’m just gonna publish it here too. Enjoy!

Chapter 1: Spring Band Camp

“1ST, 2ND AND 3RD YEARS WELCOME BACK TO ANOTHER GREAT BAND CAMP!!” our head Drum Major Daichi said to us through the megaphone and I guess decided to speak to us normally (finally)

“For you 1st years who may not know, my name is Daichi Sawamura. I'm a 3rd year and our band’s head drum major. Standing beside me are my fellow drum majors 3rd years Shinsuke Kita and Kiyoko Shimizu as well as 2nd year Keiji Akaashi. Now may all section leaders and captains step forward so you can introduce yourselves”

Wow. Why didn’t someone have Daichi do the talking last year?!? I remember being bored as piss when our head drum major last year took forever with his speech and made it all sappy and shit.

And oddly Kyotani was the first to step up (probably just wanted to get it over with tbh)

“Kentaro Kyotani snare section leader” “Kozume Kenma Bari Sax section leader” and kenma didn’t even look up from his psp while doing this.

“Tetsuro Kuroo, tuba section leader”, “Kotaro Bokuto, assistant tuba section leader”, “Wakatoshi Ushijima, trumpet section leader”, “Satori Tendou tenor sax section leader ;)”, “Osamu Miya, flute section leader”

Right after Osamu introduced himself stupid Atsumu had to lose any shred of chill he had and just scream:

“ATSUMU FUCKING MIYA BEST ASSISTANT TRUMPET SECTION LEADER AND MIYA TWIN”

Only for Iwaizumi to step in and hit the bastard in the back of the head

“Iwaizumi Hajime, brass captain”

Honestly after iwaizumi introduced himself I kinda may have gotten distracted by his sleeveless arms and how awesome his handling of the idiot blond was and missed like more than half of the section leader intros untill:

“Tooru Oikawa, woodwind captain. Feel free to ask me for help anytime”

And he was looking straight at me

Apparently Oikawa was the last one to introduce himself because Daichi immediately started talking again

“Alrighty I know that kind of took a while because there are a lot of us leaders, but I want everyone to have a good first rehearsal!”

And then I heard Suga yell “Alrighty flutes make a circle! We’re going to introduce ourselves to each other! Akaashi, would you like to join us?”

“Sure”

“Great! This is how we’re going to do it: first and last name, what year you are, what’s your birthday, your favorite food, your favorite color, a hobby or yours, and a fun fact about yourself! After we go we’ll point to someone or say their name. I’ll start. Koshi Sugawara, I’m a 3rd year, December 31st, super spicy maro tofu, black and orange, volleyball, and I am aspiring to be an elementary teacher! I pick Osamu next!”

“Osamu Miya, 2nd year, October 16th, black and white, onigiri, cooking, and I have an idiot twin brother named atsumu. I pick Akaashi next”

Are all the leaders just picking on each other today?!

“Keiji Akaashi, 2nd year,December 5th , nanohana with karashi, blue and gold, drawing/writing, and I’m fluent in 4 languages. I choose Oikawa to go next”

“Hi there! My name is Tooru Oikawa, I’m a 3rd year, my birthday is July 20th, my favorite fodd is milkbread, my favorite colors are white and teal, I love playing volleyball, and a fun fact about myself is I actually am the starting setter for our school’s volleyball team! Hmm…maybe I shoukd pick one of you shy girls how abooouuut…Y/N!”

I froze

“Uh m-maybe n-not m-me I-I’m not that interesting”

I looked over at Osamu to help me out a bit but he betrayed me and said “come on Y/N everyone’s gotta do it, and besides you aren’t gonna get away from it this year. I know you are shy but you need to come out of your shell a bit”

“F-fine you win. I’ll try” and I not liking this shit spoke even softer than before: “My n-name is Y/N L/N, I’m a 2nd year, my-”

And Suga cut in with “I’m sorry for interrupting you Y/N but I’m having a really hard time hearing you, can you please speak up a little?”

“Uh s-sure.” I took in a deep breath and started again

“My name is Y/N L/N, I’m a 2nd year, my birthdays on April 7th,my favorite food is F/F, my favorite colors are aqua, dark heliotrope, and black, so basically all the colors from the aurora borealis, I d-don’t r-really have any hobbies, and I’m not that interesting of a person so I don’t have any fun facts I’m sorry”

All the 2nd and 3rd years were shocked because this was the most they’ve ever heard me say. And Suga basically being the mom of the section decided to say more about me because apparently he wasn’t satisfied with my answers

“What our dear Y/N forgot to mention was that she's captain of the dance team, top of her class, in our school’s top choir, and most impressive of all is she knows 9 languages fluently! And despite being so reclusive she’s very very sweet and loves helping people” he smiled softly at me knowing what he just did

He just focused everyone’s attention onto me

I looked around frantically for who could take the attention off of me and I caught the eye of Daishou’s ex-girlfriend Mika and blurted out “U-uh M-Mika-san a-are you ok with going next?”

“Sure! I don’t mind! Honestly thought I would never get picked this early so thank you!” she smiled at me and began her schpeal and I couldn’t be more grateful

What I hadn’t noticed was I had stood up and ran to the bathroom without saying anything

Hopefully Oikawa wasn’t gonna do a surprise jug check today

And then another thought hit me

The flute leaders and a drum major now knew my birthday

Oh fuck

LE TIMEYSKIIIIIP

Fuck it was cold out here and it was already 10 in the morning

But hey we’ll all get hot quickly despite it being 56° outside

“Alrighty everyone one lap around the field!”

And with that we were off for the first lap of spring band camp

#shy!reader #oikawa x reader #iwaizumi x reader x oikawa #marchingbandreader #marching band au #haikyuu #haikyuu x reader #HMBAU

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pbandjesse · 9 months ago

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I am ridiculously tired today. I don't even know why. I am just really struggling this evening and I cannot wait to turn off my phone and sleep.

I didn't even sleep poorly. I woke up a few times but I felt rested when I woke up for real. And the morning would be fine. I feel very introspective today. My brain feels quiet but like I'm contemplating something. I would get up and get dressed and made the bed. It was a beautiful day outside.

I would go downstairs and had some of the deviled eggs James made me last night. My sense of taste still felt off. And everything seemed really salty. But it was fine. Still good.

I chilled for a few minutes but pretty quickly it was time for me to go.

I wanted to go and walk around second chance before camp. And I did a really good timing the whole thing out. I gave myself a half hour to walk around the store.

And it was fun. I got over there and I was looking for two things specifically. Plastic boxes for putting in sweetp's enclosure and a metal fire pit.

I would actually find both things but I did not get the fire pit. It wasn't cheaper then at target for a new one. So I will continue to keep my eyes peeled. I did get a plastic shelf thing for Sweetp and I would find a small shoe rack I'm going to use in the studio closet. And I got to use some of my birthday gifts card so that was nice.

I left at 1120 and went right to camp. And arrived right at noon. Which was perfect because I was meeting Celia to give her some fish tank filters before she left to go to Vermont for the eclipse. I hope that she has so much fun.

The open house was not as crazy as the last one. Which was great because I was tired. And I kept gagging. I think it's like acid reflux or something but I was going through it. Alexi did bring me a parfet from dough run and it was really good. And helped me feel a little better.

And I did really enjoy giving tours. I just didn't feel as on my A game as last time. I still really enjoyed being a tour guide and it was just really nice interacting and talking about the good stuff. It made me happy.

I also got compliments on my puhtok fanny pack that I have with all the beading and embroidery. I actually think I'm going to embroider the new hip pack I got too. Maybe as an activity on our flight. We will see!

It was a lot of tours. But I also had some quiet moments. Like when I first got there and I had to find where my laptop and TV were hiding. Someone moved it into the kitchen broom closet?? And Charlotte was there and she smiled real big and came up to me and I was really surprised but it made me happy.

But at 4 when the tours were over I was very excited to leave. I walked to the office with one of the councilors that came to work today to show her where the secret extra fanny packs were and she was so excited. So that made me feel nice. Happy to help.

I would head home. I would stop at 711 and got pizza. And some candy. And has a nice conversation with the nice woman at the counter who made the pizza fresh for me

What a sweetie. A guy came in and bought a gallon of milk and 4 pints of ice cream and I was like. Milkshake party?? And he said yes basically. Pregnant wife. So cute.

I got home at 445. And I was so happy to see James. We opened up the backdoor and the windows and it was so nice out. And pretty quickly after that Callie was here!

She wanted to go over all the things for taking care of plants and animals. But also I was just happy to see her.

It didn't take long to explain everything since she has done it for us before. Because she's the best. And then James asked if we all wanted to take a walk to the park.

And it was a little more walking then I wanted but I still had fun. We walked to the pond. And enjoyed the birds and plants and the breeze. We talked and laughed and it was just really lovely.

When we did finally get back to the house Callie headed home and me and James cuddled on the couch for a long time.

I started feeling a little unwell. Stomach hurts. But mostly just really tired. I would go take a bath. And fell trying to get out of the bath and hurt my elbow a little but mostly just upset myself.

So now I am hanging in bed. Feeling very tired. And very ready to go to sleep. Tomorrow we have our appointment with passport health for our trip. Getting vaccines and things. I am nervous but it's going to be a beautiful day. And then the eclipse!! I have an alarm set and I am ready. I will probably make a pin hole viewer or something. I hope we get a good sky.

Let's hope my energy is better tomorrow. Sleep well everyone. Be safe. Be well. Goodnight!

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shitshowkb · 10 months ago

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okay so i haven't watched in MONTHS but i saw those super bowl commercials with max so i am back baby, let's gooo!

✧ fire country - season one, episodes 13 - 22 reactions below the cut ��

✧ fire country - season one, episode 13 reaction ✧

• man i love vince

• also i do not like this probie, the vibes are off

• OF COURSE this dumb bitch is chained to a tree and there's a forest fire

• oh fun bode just heard jake ask to be sharon's donor

• i get that he asked so bode doesn't have to go back to prison & leave sharon again

• but i 100% understand why bode is pissed, he wants to do this for his mom so badly

• oh yay, fire's here

• "i don't care about the save, it's about them, not me"

• this dumb girl is gonna be bode's voice of reason, isn't she?

• they're taking bode chicken for his birthday 🥹

• and sharon and vince were bringing him a cake 🥹

• "is that a chicken?" LOL i love vince

• jake's here too 🥹

• i'm not crying, you are

• look at gabs and manny & bode and jake talking things out

• "i just want her to live, doesn't matter who saves her"

• and more tears

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✧ fire country - season one, episode 14 reaction ✧

• "i look like the mattress king" lmaoooo vince

• "you are the mattress king of this house" okay sharon, okay

• rebecca girl you gotta chill

• lmao not bode just standing there talking to gabs while rebecca loads up the sand bags

• alright, what's gonna pop off at this fair?

• gonna be something crazy because these poor people can't ever have a semi normal day

• what a dick

• what'd i say? something crazy

• and THIS is EXACTLY why i do not ride any kind of fair/carnival ride

• oh god that poor kid

• oh great, where is this asshole's kid?

• manny baby, you gotta chill too

• gabs needs help :(

• 29 out of 30

• oh god that kid was on the ride, wasn't he?

• is bode gonna be the one to find this kid?

• i knew bode was gonna find this kid

• jake got approved 🥹

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✧ fire country - season one, episode 15 reaction ✧

• excuse me WHAT

• oh yay, shar is DNR

• oh good lord

• shar is having surgery and gets taken out by a tree

• can my man bode please have a normal chill day for once in his life???

• look at jakey being all grown and loveable when i used to want to fight him every time he was on screen

• if bode can't save eve it's going to WRECK him

• someone is obviously gonna die in this episode

• who's it gonna be? eve? rebecca?

• it sure as hell better not be sharon

• WHO IS GONNA DIE

• it's gonna be rebecca, isn't it?

• i swear to y'all right now if shar dies i'm done watching for another several months

• what no

• i had a feeling rebecca was for sure dying but

• WHAT THE FUCK is going on with jake

• bode baby don't do it

• oh thank god jake's okay

• but shar didn't get her kidney :(

• he just wanted to help shar

• brb am crying

• and now manny is being investigated for arson??

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✧ fire country - season one, episode 16 reaction ✧

• eve and bode are going through it and i hate it

• this probie is weird as hell

• "you keep my name out of your google search"

• get him jake

• this fire is insane

• i just know some crazy shit going to pop off

• this hotshot superintendent is a dick

• so manny is in the clear, thanks @ god

• "we believe the arsonists is a firefighter"

• and they believe it's someone at 42???

• how do they know that though???

• show me the evidence

• OH SHIT

• this man and his need to save lives is SO hot but he's STRESSING me out

• oh great bode's gonna stay, fantastic

• daddy vince being a badass is my favorite

• bode is such a good firefighter

• man i love these leone men

• alright who the fuck is starting fires

• dickhead superintendent hotspot redemption

• 5th grade jake purposely set his bedroom on fire

• i feel like this is not a good thing to admit to the probie???

• oh great all the evidence points to jake and shar knows he's started a fire before

• this is not a good look

• but i feel like he's innocent???

• like my head is screaming at me that it's the probie

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✧ fire country - season one, episode 17 reaction ✧

• is jake really an arsonist?

• i will throw a fit

• is this show really gonna go that route?

• not shar trying to keep this whole arson thing from vince but him hearing the whole conversation

• okay jake is being weird and this is not a good look

• nah see this is why i don't think it's jake

• this probie showing up to a fire when he's not even on shift??? because he was close???

• he's a little too eager which makes him SUSPICIOUS

• good lord jake just tell everyone why you were in drake county

• yes gabs you throw that ladder baby

• oh shit the ammo in the fire is going off

• girl your house is on fire, why are you standing that close to it???

• THE PROBIE TOLD SNOW

• i KNEW jake telling him was a bad idea

• i'm telling y'all now this probie is setting fires and framing jake

• nah i don't like probie going into this house with jake

• I KNEW THE VIBES WERE OFF WITH THIS PROBIE

• bode out here solving crimes and shit

• oh fun, jake is trapped

• "why can't anybody in this family just stay out of it?" lmao i love vince

• I KNEW IT WAS THE PROBIE

• this kid is a fucking psycho

• damn jake is going through it too

• he tracked down his secret brother to see if he could match with shar for a kidney 🥹

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✧ fire country - season one, episode 18 reaction ✧

• B is up for parole already?

• please free my boy

• manny is doing everything he can to make sure bode gets paroled 🥹

• that redheaded lady wants manny so bad, girl me too

• something terrible is about to happen to this party bus full of kids, isn't it?

• jake and eve are at each other's throats rn

• y'all babes gotta chill out

• oh good lord of course this train is gonna hit the party bus

• oh hey kane brown 😍

• fire camp or no fire camp, bode is one hell of a firefighter

• the way this man takes charge 😮‍💨

• eve baby you gotta calm down

• listen i know manny doesn't want anything to jeopardize his chance at parole but he's gotta chill and let bode help

• oh good lord what's on the train???

• is this train going to explode???

• because a train crashing into a prom party bus just isn't enough drama???

• now we add in JET FUEL???

• oh good lord

• that was close, lil too close

• eve baby, take your leave please

• oh shit i forgot about the backpack

• and of course it's full of money

• if this leads to bode not getting parole i stg

• why would you keep a sibling a secret from you kids??? wild

• okay manny get it

• gabs y'all are all alone in the forest and you're not trying to climb that man like a tree???

• eve baby :(

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✧ fire country - season one, episode 19 reaction ✧

• oh great

• this guy is not gonna be good for fire camp

• i do not like this sleeper guy at all

• if this guy ruins B's chance at parole omg

• what da hell is this weird place

• a root fire???

• can we ever just give these poor people a simple little fire where everyone is not in immediate danger for once???

• if bode keeping this kid being high a secret costs him parole i will RIOT

• "dmv opens at 8" lmao I love shar

• oh god that poor woman

• dude this kid was pretty much dying and sleeper comes over and suddenly he's all better???

• how did this trash ass man get into fire camp???

• i really do not like this guy

• bode and freddy have been friends since the beginning and this guy shows up and ruins it???

• nah, fuck that

• eve baby :(

• that fight between freddy and bode was fake??? give those men an oscar cause for sure thought it was real

• bode wants to take down sleeper before he leaves fire camp

• i'm telling y'all if this man doesn't get parole i stg

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✧ fire country - season one, episode 20 reaction ✧

• honestly fuck this sleeper guy bc bringing drugs to fire camp is dangerous for SO many reasons

• like the drugs in general are dangerous but these men are firefighters

• high firefighters??? their lives are already in danger but add in being high and that level of danger is infinitely higher

• oh cool, yes let's beat bode up

• this man wants gabs BAD

• let's goooo, eve and jake are teaming up to help freddy get released

• oh fun, uncle luke is here

• lmao they did not name the trucks bertha and lucille

• "don't ever threaten my people" GET HIM BODE

• OF COURSE there are people in the mine

• what the hell

• DUDE WHAT THE FUCK

• i can not stand this man

• oh yay there are a bunch of kids trapped in there

• and eve & jake are off to save the day

• bode baby you gotta tell cap about the drugs, get the hell outta fire camp & live your life

• awesome they're out of supply line & the kids are yelling for help in the distance

• i absolutely do not like this whole mine rescue situation

• deep in this mine and we're having a diabetic emergency, fun times

• vince cheated on sharon after riley died???

• but why is papa leone yelling about it on his hospital room right now omg

• fantastic now eve, jake & the kids are trapped in this mine

• did this stupid mother fucker hide his stash in bode's stuff? or freddy's stuff?

• i'm going to lose my mind

• this mine situation is stressing me tf out

• GET HIM SHAR 👏🏼

• vince only kissed another woman? papa leone made it sound SO much worse

• are they gonna get freddy out?? 🥺

• vince and jake making up 🥺

• gabs now is not the time for you sneak up on bode omg

• gabs out here being bode's voice of reason 🥹

• but i have a realllll bad feeling about how this gonna play for bode

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✧ fire country - season one, episode 21 reaction ✧

• bode baby please focus on your parole hearing and not those assholes

• i know it's gonna be a process after fire camp but i genuinely cannot wait to see bode working cal fire with his family

• OVER 2 YEARS TO OVERTURN FREDDY'S CONVICTION!?!?

• you idiots can't fight fires to the best of your ability if you're using

• bode essentially saved your lives

• pull your head out of your asses and realize that

• nozzle started the backfire??? of course they did

•i have suddenly decided i do not like faye

• "how are you feeling?" gabs baby that man does not look good at all

• eve baby, you gotta tell freddy the truth

• yeah i do not like faye

• here we go, these nozzle idiots are about to make this so much worse

• what'd i say???

• "my parents" MY HEART

• lol man is bleeding out and still wants a picture with kyle

• freddy is gonna finish his sentence before the conviction can be overturned???

• i know this is a tv show but the justice system really is FUCKED

• man i feel so bad for freddy :(

• these idiots are really trying to escape???

• bode baby i love how much you love helping people but can you please not run off right now??? and freddy too???

• if he doesn't make parole because of this, i'm going to LOSE it

• GET HER SHAR

• "FIVE UNACCOUNTED FOR THREE ROCK FIREFIGHTERS" i'm gonna throw up

• nooooooo, oscar died

• i'm not crying, you are

• this is so sad 😭😭😭

• oh thank god bode was right, they didn't escape

• but they're in this house on fire with no hoses

• i am STRESSED

• can we not have a family reunion IN the fire? please take it outside fellas

• the way it just started pouring rain, and ccr started playing has me in tears lmao

• BYE FAYE

• "yeah, i want him by my side" me too vince, me too

• sacramento calling???

• THAT IS NOT SACRAMENTO

• what the hell

• "i'm not happy" go get your man gabs

• "i can't wait another day, bode"

• GET IT GIRL, GET IT

• it's truly insane that she managed to wait this long because LOOK AT THAT MAN

• FAILED HIS DRUG TEST!?!?

• WHAT THE FUCK

• i'm gonna throw up

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✧ fire country - season one, episode 22 reaction ✧

• this man has not be using so what the fuck???

• he's still up for parole???

• oh god, i'm already stressed

• manny baby, you gotta calm down and believe your boy

• "you still haven't told him" TOLD HIM WHAT LUKE

• lol i love eve and jake

• why don't they just test bode again at his parole hearing???

• can we get to the parole hearing because i am stressed

• OH GOD NO, not a mudslide

• and cookie and the baby were in it? fantastic

• investigating three rock??? bitch for WHAT

• oh god this man put his son in the fridge to save him but what if they can't find him in time???

• oh dear god

• so much is happening

• i am stressed the fuck out

• and freddy is about to realize cookie and the baby are here

• oh god

• i refuse to believe this man used, REFUSE

• oh great, that wasn't even the right fridge

• this is a mess

• "we kind of wanted to tell you together" TELL US WHAT LUKE

• is cookie gonna be okay??? i'm stressed

• WAIT A MINUTE

• is uncle luke gonna donate a kidney to shar???

• is that why we're being secretive???

• he is gonna donate his kidney 🥹

• that little "hello" 😭

• oh thank god he's still alive in there

• OH MY GOD NOT AGAIN WITH THE MUDSLIDE

• i'm gonna throw up

• this is too stressful

• eve, jake & that little boy are are okay

• now where the hell are freddy, cookie & bode

• brb am crying

• oh thank god they're all okay

• "i'm proud of you mijo"

• brb crying again

• HOLY SHIT

• bode might have a kid????

• what the actual fuck is happening right now

• i'm gonna throw up

• bode what the fuck

• WHAT THE FUCK

• no way in hell is that true, he lied so freddy could get out

• i'm PISSED but i love this man and how he protects his people

• also fuck this mel bitch, i don't like her

• i'm sad

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season 2, episode 1 reaction post coming SOON!!!!

#fire country #fire country cbs #fire country spoilers #bode leone #vince leone #sharon leone #eve edwards #jake crawford #gabriella perez #manny perez #freddy mills #kait watches things #fire country pararmount #i am obssessed with this show

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metanoianmayhem · 11 months ago

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You Never Let Anything Go, Ever

Apparently, midway thru an acid trip was an appropriate time for my (then) nearest and dearest to tell me this.

I won't lie - I struggle to let things be bygones - to not remember them or try to remember.

Because on the other hand if I am wary of a repeated behavior, or I can't remember this thing that happened with enough detail, I get brushed off.

Sort of damned if I do, damned if I don't. "Oh you made that up" versus "you never let it go"

I'm not wild about ultimatums - but they do apply sometimes to life. I have a partner who hates them, and who's first response to them is "Fuck you."

We're nonmonogamous. Or, in theory are. In practice, it's more like "I see other people sporadically, he freaks out, but also has a girlfriend. But wait! That girlfriend isn't that into sex, so like, it's not the same thing, esp since by the numbers I've had more people!"

...yeah. You could say I'm a little over that part of the relationship. Don't get me wrong, there's a great deal of other things I love about him. We meet each other halfway on important stuff, share a lot of ideologies, we take good care of each other, make each other laugh until we snort.

Not small potatos either. I've never wanted to spend this long with someone full time before.

But I am running out of patience for the nonmonogamy hypocrisy dance.

Last minute birthday overnight with the other person that I get to find out? We're going on a trip for the next few days, so it was the only time he'd spend with her. That's fair.

Except.

If I did that? He'd blow a damn gasket.

Can I have preexisting partners? No, he freaks out. Share a partner? No, he freaks out. Date safe friends? No, he freaks out (or at least doesn't chill out until the concessions I have made for his comfort have eroded the other relationship/taught them this is the standard) Date friends of mine? No, he freaks out. Even if he gets time to get to know them. Date people from the internet? No, he freaks out.

Oh, unless I fucked them once two years ago and have a (sort of) defined relationship with them.

Or if I'm lukewarm about them.

The last time I dated someone else locally long term, was almost two years ago. He's adjusted (some) to some things. Eventually adjusted to preexisting partners. Eventually adjusted (somewhat) to me investigating dating apps (although I suspect some of that is because it doesn't go anywhere) Yes, we are in couples counseling. Yes, this is the current topic, so it is heavily on my mind. But I am running out of patience, i am annoyed as fuck, and so, I am venting here on the internet, in the space where I have always vented.

Feels bad that I only write when I have something negative to say, but I am also extremely frustrated.

We have things to unpack. I don't know how to keep doing this, especially the pattern of I ask, and ask, and ask for specific social things, kink things, life things and oh maybe yeah at some point.

A friend or his other partner asks? It happens! Why, he does things less regularly with them because of all the time he spends with me.

The only solutions I seem to be coming to are "Spend less time with each other", "Suck it up and stop asking for these things from him.", "Idk, I guess silently seethe about it."

More likely, I'll bring it up in couples counseling.

But I am very cranky. and very tired of this. and it makes me very unaffectionate and it shows. I never was any good at having a poker face.

But hey, you know me. I never let anything go, ever.

After all. There's no reasons for that.

#text #being a salty bitch #because I'm frustrated and tired and venting #we have a lot of good parts of our relationship #but I am starting to hit boiling point on these particular issues #and I don't know how to put them down for awhile #because I tend to chew on things #vent #personal vent #personal #life #relationships #nonmonogamy #tw: drug mention #me myself and i #yaaay therapy #more time on these topics #who knows if it'll go anywhere

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generalchelseamayhem · 5 months ago

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1-92 ;-)

Sorry, a lot of stuff happened in the intervening 11 days since you sent this.

The good news is that some of my answers might have changed as a result, so you're now getting the most up-to-date information!

Would I have sex with the last person I texted? Right now, no. If the circumstances were different, then yes.

I talked to an ex today? No.

Have I taken someone's virginity? Yes. We both did.

Is trust a big issue for me? Oh yeah, in particular it's a huge deal for me that people put their trust in me.

Did I hang out with the person I like recently? Pretty recently yeah.

What am I excited for? Well I'm going to my first live music for years in November.

What happened tonight? Dunno, it's not tonight yet.

Do I think it's disgusting when girls get wasted? Apart from the risk of vomiting, not really. I usually just roll up my sleeves and attempt to shepherd them in a vaguely sensible direction - which is probably why I don't get invited to any parties.

Is confidence cute? Cute is the wrong word. Confidence is hot.

What is the last beverage I had? Water. I know, that's incredibly boring, but my work actually does really nice chilled water from a tap. Actually you just reminded me I almost left a bottle of apple juice somewhere I would never see it again if I hadn't picked it up, so thanks.

How many people of the opposite sex do I fully trust? 'Fully' is doing a lot of work here. I think maybe 2 or 3.

Do I own a pair of skinny jeans? If I ever did, not anymore. I don't like my legs being constricted like that.

What am I gonna do Saturday night? I have a triple birthday party this weekend, so hopefully that.

What am I going to spend money on next? Great, you reminded me how hungry I am... unfortunately I'm also on a surprisingly restrictive diet. Probably fruit for tomorrow's lunch.

Am I going out with... Nope.

Do I think I'll change in the next 3 months? Yes, and I'll probably find the me of 3 months ago extremely cringe.

Who do I feel the most comfortable talking to about anything? Probably the friend I would describe as my writing partner.

The last time I felt broken? Probably January of this year. But in a good way.

Have I had sex today? Absolutely not.

Am I starting to realise something? How deep the rabbit hole of self-hatred goes.

Am I in a good mood? Sure, better than last week at any rate.

Would I ever want to swim with sharks? Only if they were teeny tiny ones that don't like to bite.

Are my eyes the same colour as my dad's? Yes.

What do I want right this second? Hot chips... but I cannot have them. 😔

What would I say if the person I like/love kissed another girl/boy? I mean, to give you an idea of my situation, I would say 'Aww, that's great for you' if it was a girl, and I would be very much 'WTF are you actually serious' if it was a boy.

Is my current hair colour my natural one? Yes.

Would I be able to date someone who doesn't make me laugh? Maybe not, but right now I'd settle for being able to date anyone at all, or even having the confidence to put myself out there.

What was the last thing that made me laugh? A coworker gave me a romance novel that was so bad she wanted us to hate-read it together. It was hilariously awful.

Do I really truly miss someone right now? It's hard to say. Do I miss them or do I miss a memory that is no longer them?

Does everyone deserve a second chance? Some do. Some don't. Some people don't even get the first chances they deserve. Some people get a tenth chance and still screw it up.

Do I hate the last boy I talked to? Not in the slightest.

Does the person I have feelings for know that I do? Yes! And it's for the best both that she knows and that I don't try to pursue it.

Am I one of those people who never drinks soda? Yes, but it's a very recent development, due to the aforementioned diet.

Listening to? A very chipper train guard.

Do I ever write in pencil anymore? Sometimes, but mostly in pen due to availability.

Do I know where the last person I kissed is? Only if we count knowing the country she's in.

Do I believe in love at first sight? No. Lust at first sight, definitely.

Who did I last call? Writing partner.

Who was the last person I danced with? I legit don't remember the last time I danced properly.

Why did I kiss the last person I kissed? To say goodbye.

When was the last time I ate a cupcake? I bet you didn't expect this one to be the armour-piercing question, did you? It was a couple of weeks ago at most but I already miss it terribly. I have no idea how long it will be before I can eat another one.

Did I hug/kiss one of my parents today? No.

Ever embarrassed myself in front of my crush? Oh hell yes. Embarrassment is practically my natural state IRL.

Do I tan nude? I do a few things nude but tanning is not one of them.

If I could would I take back my last kiss? Eh, what would be the point of taking it back?

Did I talk to someone until I fell asleep last night? Yes 😊

Who was the last person to call me? Writing partner.

Do I sing in the shower? Badly. My singing voice died during the pandemic.

Do I dance in the car? I don't have a car.

Ever used a bow and arrow? Not seriously. I think I've participated in one archery-related activity ever.

Last time I got a portrait taken by a photographer? Probably dressed as Cavendish from Milo Murphy's Law for a wedding.

Do I think musicals are cheesy? All theatre is cheesy, the trick is owning it.

Is Christmas stressful? So, so stressful.

Ever eat a pierogi? Yeah, they are incredibly good.

Favourite type of fruit pie? Apple

Occupations I wanted to be as a kid? Alright fine, I wanted to make my own superhero comics.

Do I believe in ghosts? No

Ever got a deja vu feeling? A few times, yeah.

Do I take a vitamin daily? I used to, but it was in capsule form which I found unbearable.

Do I wear slippers? Nah man, ugg boots are where it's at.

How about bathrobes? No

What do I wear to bed? Ever since I got a very uncomfortable bout of chicken pox... not much.

First concert? Depends on how you count, but most would agree it was Tim Minchin at the Opera House.

Wal-Mart, Target or K-mart? We don't get Wal-Mart in Australia. Of the remaining two... probably Target but they're pretty evenly matched.

Nike or Adidas? I have a certain affinity for Slavic people, so Adidas.

Cheetos or Fritos? Again, we don't really get Fritos in Australia, so Cheetos.

Peanuts or sunflower seeds? Sunflower seeds.

Favourite Taylor Swift song? Bearing in mind that I am not a Swiftie... Wildest Dreams, maybe?

Have I ever taken dance lessons? No, as I often tell people, I have 1 1/2 left feet.

Is there a profession I picture my future spouse in? Not especially, but I could imagine finding a fellow molecular biologist and making a connection there.

Can I curl my tongue? Not even a little bit.

Ever won a spelling bee? I've never even participated in one; I've only seen a single such competition IRL.

Have I ever cried because I was so happy? I can't remember when but almost certainly yes.

What's my favourite book? The one my friend is in the process of writing.

Do I study better with or without music? Neither. Nothing can compel me to study well.

Do I regularly burn incense? No

Ever been in love? Yes. A little too much if I'm honest.

Who would I like to see in concert? Duran Duran for sure. They haven't been back to Australia for TWELVE YEARS.

What was the last concert I saw? Tim Minchin's Back, the Encore tour.

Hot tea or cold tea? Given that I don't like tea flavour to begin with... cold. At least then it tastes plausibly of peach or mango or whatever.

Tea or coffee? I don't like either, so tea for the reasons listed above.

Favourite type of cookie? Did you have to ask me this when I was on a diet? White chip macadamia, but I'll give an honourable mention to ANZAC biscuits.

Can I swim well? No, I have the motions down but no power in my strokes, so I spend an awful lot of effort not getting anywhere.

Can I hold my breath without holding my nose? ... Yes. Is that a thing some people can't do?

Am I patient? Sure.

DJ or band at a wedding? Every good wedding I've been to has had a DJ.

Ever won a contest? By any reasonable definition of contest, no.

Ever had plastic surgery? My favourite thing to do is tell people that I've had botox injections at least 10 times throughout my life, and see if any of them know what botox is for when it's not being used in plastic surgery.

Black or green olives? Depends on my mood.

Opinions on sex before marriage? Much better on every conceivable metric than forcing yourself to wait until after marriage.

Best room for a fireplace? Log cabin sitting room.

Do I want to get married? I don't think so, and yet I still have a romantic heart. Just hate being the centre of attention.

#ask meme

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blog-reflection · 9 months ago

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ONE / Twenty One - Amber’s

I am sorry.

First day alone in my new life and I needed time for myself. Even though I had an awesome time with Jesse and Lucia, I do need to refill my social battery like, alot. That’s why I wasn’t able to get a new story out on the usual schedule. Nonetheless, life is doing pretty damn good so far, nothing to worry about. I can survive on my own, thanks to Jesse constantly saying I am. The night was chill, especially after that break out in the club. After I got Jesse safe and sound to the trainstation I took my bike and just rode it through the city constantly thinking…reflecting on the past months. I achieved a lot actually, kinda proud of myself not gonna lie. Moving here was the best thing I could have done. Regrets? Zero. Jesse and Lucia have been a great support in that time, especially Jesse. Having them around just makes life way more joyful than being all on your own. Meeting Sarah as the housekeeper is even better. Strange to say that to someone who’s as old as she is but we’ve been getting pretty close over the last few days considering the short notice. She made it clear that weekends like that shouldn’t accrue that often though. It’s not like she’s having an issue with us hanging ‘round her place but she kind of needs her alone time too. I promised her that she’ll get as much freetime as she want’s. I haven’t even celebrated my birthday and I will definitely not throw omega parties, I don’t even know enough people to get in contact with or even to go out. And I will not go alone in a club, that’s just sad.

But that’s kind of it. Today I’ve been chilling in my apartment, taking in every last inch of the place so I get as familiar as I can. I love it, I really do. It’s cosy, I love the colours, all my plants. It’s pure cottage living with that tiny bit of modern style mixed into it. And on top all that new furniture. I was in desperate need of a new bed, and let me tell you, this one is big, flat and feels like a massive cloud. The only thing I miss from Dover is the huge ass window right in my room where my bed was. I loved it. I mean I bet my neighbours are happy they don’t have to see my naked ass cheeks pressed against them while I sleep but that’s a different story. I checked my phone since it started to make some noise. It’s Sarah, asking if I’d be able to get to the Ambers since the package she wanted to claim yesterday hasn’t arrived yet. And yes, Sarah is down stairs and could walk easley up to Ambers herself but since I wanted to get some stuff for the evening I said it’s no big deal. So I got up, dressed in some plain white joggers and an oversized mixed coloured jumper. I looked like I’d be sleeping under the bridge, like a messy, but classy kind of homeless person. I love it. I got downstairs with my backpack and walked to Ambers. It’s not a long walk, maybe five minutes down the road. I took my phone with me and listened to some music while walking. I opened the door once I arrived and the little bell attached to the door started to ring.

Amber: Ahhh James, Hi. How may I help you

Okay, what now? How did they know who I am? I mean, they aren't even here yet.

James: Yeah I ehm, sorry what? Amber: Haha, you’re funny. James: Ehm, thank you? Amber: Soo, how may I exactly help you? James: Oh right yeah, Sarah sends me regarding… Amber: Oh yeah one second I’ll get the parcel.

Oh my god. This place is literally freaking me out. Amber’s constantly knowing what I am about to ask. So strange.

Amber: All right, that would be Sarahs. Anything else? James: Oh thanks, actually I’d like some buns and that one right here? Sorry I can’t read it.

The sign displayed some words I simply wasn’t able to read. It wasn’t a cake, but also not a cupcake, but it looked sweet. I’ve never seen something like that before to be honest.

Amber: All right. Here are your buns as well as one of our house specials. That would be… five pounds sixty. James: Yo what? That’s all? Amber: I mean, you can give us more if you want. I mean it’s not like you have to pay rent or anything.

Okay stop it. Never can she know that I get my apartment paid for. How could she know? It makes zero sense at all. I just paid my bill, grabbed my bag and the parcel and walked back home while talking with Lucia on the phone.

Discord call

Lucia: Ciao amore James: Ciao Lucia, hai un minuto per me? Lucia: Sì, come va? James: Oggi hai un evento molto strano. Lucia: Spill. The. Tea! James: So I was in that Amber's place and… Lucia: Let me guess, they know you even though you’ve never been there? Happens babe. James: Yeah. I mean how? This is like next level craziness going on there. I felt that Amber was such a creeper. Lucia: Amber’s are…a strange place I agree, never liked going there. You just need one friend or person that you know and have them goin in into an Amber. James: Yeah but I don’t get it. Who would have told them that I was James? Lucia: Maybe Sarah told them? Or maybe Jesse? WAIT? Have you said Amber, like the person working there was called Amber? James: Yeah why? Lucia: Yeah okay listen, All Amber’s have one employee called Amber, who is in direct bloodline to the Amber family. James: So what? Lucia: Amber’s are the worst. Like literally the worst. They observe everything, know everything, and tell everyone. You could literally go to an Amber’s in Scotland and they would know your deal. Jesse: That sounds illegal if I am honest. Lucia: Let’s just say, Ambers is a massive grey zone. Docent of people have been complaining but the police never really find anything. Apart from that, it’s a business for them. You can go there for information about a special person. Chances they know them is like ninety nine percent. It’s a trade though. You offer them information they don’t know in return to info you need. James: Jesus Crust that sounds freaky! Did you ever need that? Lucia: Once but it wasn’t worth it. Honestly, maybe try avoiding them. James: Thanks for the tip but I don’t think I can. The next post office is miles away. I’m way faster going there. Lucia: Alright è non problema. James: Nonetheless, grazie amica, tutto bene. Lucia: Ottimo, ciao, buonasera!!! James: Ciao!

Alright. I opened the door and went inside, put Sarah’s parcel on the desk on the floor and went into my room. I hit up Alexa and played some wild tomorrow land music to dance the house down while opening a bottle of lillet. Thriving in the beat I was once again in my element. To be honest, I had way more moves in my room than in the beast and prey. I hit up some music videos of fireworks on my TV and let the show start.

Later that day, well night by now, I made myself some food. I’ve thrown some fries and chicken nuggets into the oven and waited twenty minutes until all of them were done. I poured in another glass of lillet and finished it off with some berries, placed myself in the bed, laid down while eating and stared at the ceiling. My fairy lights were the only proper light source I had and I loved it. It took me about ten minutes till I annihilated all the fries and nuggets before the beat dropped and went back to dancing and jumping. I also almost finished the entire bottle of lillet and to be honest I kind of started feeling the alcohol .

I’ve decided to call it a shot and get some rest. The last week has been a lot and I still feel like my social battery is killing me. Nonetheless I am happy to be here. But for now I just switched Alexa to play my favourite podcast while brushing my teeth and going to bed.

About half was into the episode I’ve fallen asleep.

#Amber #pastry #stranger things #blog.reflection

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