#i am not having fun anymore
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If anything Drake has just proved Kendrick right on his claim that everyone on Drakes team is secretly praying on his downfall because anyone who okayed ‘you’re upset that i’m a pedo cuz you were molested as a child HA HA ZING’ wants nothing for that man but suffering and bad karma
#it was just in such bad taste#i don’t believe a single person with a background in PR looked over it before it’s release#i am not having fun anymore#but it is actually scary how fast this got THAT disrespectful#biggie and pac didn’t say anything on this level before they literally killed each other#kendrick lamar#drake#kendrick vs drake
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trick or treat!
#my art#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuji itadori#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#maki zenin#yuta okkotsu#inumaki toge#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#u could argue that the spoilers r hidden by the costumes but idw take my chances#i havent posted art in a billion years i feel like a fraud and i am going to get a bad grade in tumblr dot com#so i am posting these early idc anymore#i still have probably one more halloween draws i plan on posting but im cracking i want these out of my drafts Now#these KILLED ME#i miss drawing fast i miss it so badddddd#dont get me wrong the costume design ws so fun i loved it but god did it take ages#but on the bright side. yuuji in a toga.#on another bright side. little devil nobara n cowgirl maki#on yet anotHER bright side. eldritch horror pandachu#these costumes eat if i do say so myself ghjsdfkgjf undead inuokko makes me so happy also they r so cute#not to mention megumi in his gay little hat god i made itfs so obnoxiously flirty in this#remember when i said the timeskip art ws the least heterosexual group photo i've ever drawn i take it back#theyre disgusting . save nobara episode 356325746732#anyway happy 10 days early halloween <3#i will try to not take a whole week to finish the last piece(s)
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17 December 1975 / 15 May 1976
#hp#marauders#sirius black#regulus black#black brothers#sirius black fanart#regulus black fanart#marauders fanart#the black brothers#marauders era#my art#black borthers angst#mine#sirius and regulus#jsyk what you see there in the background actually is the sky you would see on the above dates from islington#i specifically chose the dates cause sirius wouldnt be visible anymore at that point#and he could have totally run away already by that point being 16 and all#also because i am such a nerd who has to get things correctly that is actually more or less the view you would have from claremont square#grimmauld place#took me for fucking ever to find some good references above the roofs and i still had to improvise a lot#originally i had an inbetween slide with regulus watching james and sirius walking together having fun in the great hall#but i didnt do more than just a very rough sketch of that it somehow didnt fit sorry#(also i am still not 100% happy with especially the first one but ive tried so long to fix it i eventually had to give up...)
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the best way to luffy’s stomach is through his heart (or something like that)
a four page one piece fancomic in which luffy and law talk about luffy’s stomach
page 1
panel 1: a top view of luffy and law sitting in grass. luffy is leaning back on his hands with his legs outstretched. law sits crosslegged between them. they are both looking down at the hole in luffy’s abdomen, where law has used his devil fruit power to remove his stomach. “whoa! cool!” says luffy, while law hums, “hmm�� interesting.”
panel 2: a close-up of law’s hand holding luffy’s stomach in its cube-like container. “it looks surprisingly average,” law says, “for a bottomless pit.”
panel 3: “isn’t it weird?” luffy asks. he is sitting with his back to the viewer, but his smile is still visible as he leans into law’s space. law is still crosslegged, holding the stomach, and he looks vaguely uncomfortable as luffy keeps talking. luffy says, “that thing can make food stop looking like food and start looking like poop! huh. wonder how it does that…”
page 2
panel 1: law looks off to the side, sweating and kinda grouchy. knowing he’ll regret this, he mutters, “i… know how… at least for NORMAL humans.”
panel 2: the back of luffy’s head takes up most of the panel as he demands, “what?! i wanna know too!” law grits his teeth and shouts back, “you’re just gonna fall asleep!” and luffy yells, “nuh-uh!”
panel 3: luffy grins widely, throws his arms out to the side, and flops onto his back in the grass. he’s loudly yelling, “tell me! tell me, traffy!”
page 3
panel 1: law is visible from a low-angle, as if from luffy’s pov on the ground. he sighs, “fine. here’s how it works.”
panel 2: this panel looks similar to the previous, but its slightly darker, with gray bars at the top and bottom, narrowing visibility to show luffy’s eyes are closing. law continues, “the stomach has two main functions.”
panel 3: law is now barely visible through the gap. luffy is almost asleep. law says, “the first, as YOU know, is the storage of food.”
panel 4: the background is completely dark, and law’s words trail off, “the second is—“
page 4
panel 1: a large, top view of luffy lying on his back in the grass. his arms are thrown wide still and his eyes are open. he has just jolted awake, saying, “hmm?” off-screen, law complains, “i don’t know WHY i bothered.”
panel 2: law accuses, “you didn’t listen to a word i said.” luffy sits up, his lips pursed and eyes narrowed because he’s a terrible liar. he says, “sure i did,” dragging out the “sure.”
panel 3: luffy breaks into a grin and proudly declares, “it’s a mystery!” law cuts him off with a “NO,” his speech bubble literally dripping with disdain.
panel 4: the silhouette of luffy and law sitting side by side. law is whapping luffy on the head with a light fist. law says, “idiot…” before bonking him. luffy yells, “hey!” but he is laughing, and a small “heh” shows law is too.
#one piece#luffy#trafalgar law#look im just gonna tag it#lulaw#it doesnt have to be but its what i was thinking when i drew it so.#cw body horror#??? ever so slightly#law-typical gore i suppose#he stuck it back in when luffy dozed off. maybe thats what woke him up#anyway. sometimes ur so close to someone that theyll let u look at their organs for fun!#typically its stomach > heart but for luffy its the other way around#not that he keeps his organs very close to his chest. which is a weird thing to say. what AM i saying anymore
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For the people who weren't around at 5am: if the new chapter takes longer than usual to go up this is why. I'm going to bed now, and if I wake up to drama again I am going to be a very, very unhappy camper.
Seeing as someone is trying to sabotage me by leaving hate comments on other fics using what's clearly a reference to my old moniker, I think it's best I take a break from writing yugioh for a while aside from zine/gift fics.
This fic's author in particular admitted to taking inspiration from my fic and I left a nice comment saying I was okay with that and that I was glad I could inspire them. Then I go to read the next chapter and find this is the comments, clearly trying to frame me by using something "suspiciously" close to my old username/current tumblr header. Why would I want to leave hate on a fic I read 27 chapters of and liked? Why would I leave hate for someone under an alias that's already publicly connected to me? Why would I leave a hate comment at all?
I try to go above and beyond to support other writers, and when I leave someone a compliment I always mean every word. This is how I am repaid, with someone trying to sabotage my image in yet another fandom.
The next chapter of Philosophy is half done. I don't know when it'll be up and I don't know if I'll touch it again for a while. This fic is my baby, I've put so much love and heart into making it what it is, and I hate that stupid bullshit like this is ruining it for me. I don't even want to touch it right now. I don't even want to look at it right now. I just feel sick to my stomach.
Good job anon. You ruined it for everyone.
#I am begging fandom to give me a fucking break#I have a very stressful job and I come to fandom to have fun and share my stories#I am not having fun anymore
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<kicks down door> I bring thee The heart killers text post part 8 ft. ep 8
I have now made more than 100 of these text post thingies... I feel like someone should actually stop me at this point, this can't be good for me
Part 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 9, 10
+bonus
#I did go into making these thinking I was gonna make less than last time#but no#here I am#but I'm having fun so I will keep making these until I don't think it's fun anymore#this may not be my fav ep but I did laugh to death so you know#anyway I hope market lady and motel lady get invited to the FadelStyle wedding and have a meet cute#and then they fall in love and have an old lady yuri wedding and invite FadelStyle and everyone lives happily ever after#that's my dream fanfic scenario#the heart killers#thk#fadelstyle#kantbison#ro makes thk hahas
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they really put alicent in bridgerton blue on the reunion and genuinely expected me to think that she didn’t in fact march all the way to dragonstone to get wifed up? bfr
#I am only a girl living in a society#I make connections#she looks so pretty in blue though I want more#also you’re telling me that rhaenyra saw her walk in all cute looking to not completely crumble at the sight of her?#like my girl got all dolled up for you do something#rhaenyra IS a puppy dog when it comes to those bambi eyes shut up#Alicent was like you think you want her? I’m the love of your life you moron#and rhaenyra is like I KNOW#like she’s been trying to get the other woman to realize that very thing for the last 15+ years#and alicent’s all heartbroken like oh so you’re taking her to wife#and rhaenyra is like nO? WHAT?? all dumb and speechless cause jealous alicent was definitely not on her bingo card this year#whilst also having her own mental breakdown#because how on earth is she meant to explain this to her councel#or jace for that matter#that sure was goint to be a fun future conversation to have with her heir#but also Alicent just strutted into the room and started acting like a scorned wife?#which left rhaenyra feeling like the asshole parent who stopped paying for child support after the divorce#but also she never wanted a divorce in the first place?? and alicent doesn’t seem to get this?#like she’s already figuring out how to most efficiently empty daemon’s chambers for the woman to move in permanently#but alicent’s still yapping off about not having a place in court anymore and fleeing across the sea#and rhaenyra can’t help the bitter taste in her mouth as she states how that ship came in a little too late for them and it is messyyyy#hotd leaks#house of the dragon leaks#hotd spoilers#house of the dragon#house of the dragon spoilers#rhaenicent#alicent hightower#rhaenyra targaryen#bridgerton
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ooough i have not rendered like this in a verry long time But I am.. very happy with it!!
#i try not to render like this often because i loooove hand doing all of the crosshatching or whatever#and i am a bit stubborn... It does not feel as fun to me if i'm using a brush to do it n im very specific with my lines#but it is.. not good for my wrist health LOL and it takes painstakingly long#i already have the one hand injury from drawing... I would prefer not get anymore#WHICH LIKE ALSO if i had more time in my life yes i would probably do it more often#but I am busyy... So very busy all the time...#Oh well oh well..#welcome home#welcome home art#welcome home project#welcome home puppet show#welcome home fanart#clownillustrations#myart#stargazelasagna
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last year i found a wii at goodwill for 25 dollars and it came with everything except a wiimote but it was in such good condition i was like hell yeah ill take it how hard can it be to find a wiimote. the answer is it's nearly impossible to find them at thrift stores now so i've spent like 8 months looking for ones in thrift stores but there wasn't a single one and then online but i just couldn't bring myself to spend 30 dollars on one single wiimote so i waited so. patiently. and then 2 weeks ago i finally found one at goodwill for 9 dollars but it was absolutely disgusting and the battery cover was missing and the compartment was all corroded so i put it back and regretted it the whole week but then this last weekend i went to savers and there was an absolutely perfect wiimote just sitting there with no corrosion and a jacket and the wrist strap and motion plus and the nunchuck was there too and i got it all for 10 dollars so the moral of the story is that sometimes things seem right for you in the moment but you have to recognize that they aren't and leave them behind so the things that are meant for you will in fact find you when the time is right. peace and love <3
#for real though im so happy i cant even lie like i regretted selling my wii soooooo much but anyway im back baby <3#im disinfecting everything rn bc i have a germ problem but once it it's done.....i am SO back#when i first got it i didnt have the remote right so i couldnt plug it in and make sure that it worked but i did just plug it into an outle#to make sure it ran and it did and wii sports resort popped out of the drive so thats fun bc i didnt have that one#and anyway i might cry when i hear the menu sound ngl ngl.#but the city i live in is like an overgrown retirement home and so the goodwill is full of old people things and this wii had stickers#like explaining which cord was which so i just know it was a wii that they bought for like grandmas house and only played it when they were#over there so anyway cant wait to see what's on there and if the news channel and weather channel are still on the homepage even though#i dont think they work anymore lol#also shoutout to the type a kid who kept their wiimote in such perfect condition that i wanted to cry when i saw it sitting on the shelf#ty <3
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Hm... the idea of the ghosts of Uchiha continuing to endure beside the mourner who grieves them, even beyond death... Idk, it compels me.
#Or something like that anyways lol. It's fun to draw ig. So... I think I was going for:#Izuna guiding a near-blind Madara to take his eyes and -#- Mikoto wishing she could unburden her youngest son of the unimaginable weight that has been placed on his shoulders.#Something like that.#Sasuke Uchiha#Madara Uchiha#Izuna Uchiha#Mikoto Uchiha#Uchiha Clan#Naruto#naruto fanart#Really this is a combo of me wanting some expression practice and - maybe you guessed it - more insomnia lol.#Also I'm seeing so many mistakes but I AM going to try to go to sleep... got sucked into so many meetings today and am tired but my body -#- will not cooperate rip. But maybe I'll fix tomm.#Also if you sent asks I have them in progress - I just need to edit and pull a few more manga panels.#Btw it was CRIMINAL that we didn't get Mikoto/Fugaku or Izuna edo tensei... but I guess that would have humanized the Uchiha too much -#- and Kishi wasn't about that anymore lol... he had a genocide to justify lol.
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bug doodles so i can say i drew something
#oc#original character#alien oc#artists on tumblr#art#aliens#sketch#nyx#having a rough month creatively. and mentally. like a really really rough month. but i'm tired of saying that too#i made like three things this year i was excited about and that's it. where did the fun go. im supposed to enjoy it right#if i dont enjoy it then what is the point !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! of anything !!!! i dont enjoy Anything anymore even !!!!!!!!!#why is it already august. almost september. i dont even remember most of 2023 let alone 2024.#i got no drive to draw let alone to push through a drawing when it gets challenging or doesn't turn out right. i barely drew this month#just kinda hated everything. nothing is fulfilling#IF IM NOT HAVING FUN !!! THEN WHAT IS THE POINT !!! WHAT AM I DOING IT FOR#more and more i consider taking a hiatus from art. but what the fuck else do i do with my time then. what if i never come back to it#i got a list of stuff i could draw but either i try and i dont like it or i sit there and wonder why even bother because i wont enjoy it#guys im tired. im so exhaustingly overwhelmingly depressingly fucking tired and i feel no joy in my art#or videogames. or anything.#i need to go to bed
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brush test slash rendering practice with ayem
#morrowind#almalexia#the elder scrolls#tes#tes fanart#art#id in alt#ok that's all the tags this needs ANYWAY#i started this 1. for experimenting with coloring from dark to light#2. because i wanted to draw someone kind of back turned to the camera#3. rendering practice for hair particularly#4. to go from sketch to rendering rather than doing lines to see if that doesn't smooth out my workflow a bit#5. because i've never actually used this brush past flat coloring#and out of those 1. i don't think i had enough of an idea of the palette or process to jump into dark to light painting so i did scrap that#and go with my usual “flat color with one of the mid shadow tones add shadows add light”#i do think that painting from shadows out is a thing people do digitally i just think this wasn't the drawing to test it on for me#i think i'd need to look at some other peoples processes and start with a more fleshed out idea of where to go#2 and 3 i think worked out. i'm gradually figuring hair out which i think is sick#4 i also think worked out for me which is also sick because i do get caught on lines a lot. they're fun sometimes but i think some drawings#benefit better from not having them and that it might be a bit faster#and of course everything i do is so that i can draw slightly faster and better for next artfight#as for 5. i have mixed feelings on this brush but that might be because i hate change. and also because i started this drawing on the 15th#of november and finished it yesterday. so im kind of just sick of working on and looking at it#it was a valuable learning experience and i think it came out well! i am also going to drop to my knees and rejoice when i can finally#close this file out and free medibang paint from under it so i can work on Literally Anything Else#thank you almalexia for being my test subject i should've used a reference for your armor when i did the sketch but i didn't#maybe the crown looks weird because of it maybe it doesn't. not my problem anymore i can draw other elves again#my art#iiii think i forgot a my art tag last time
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dnkinktober day 1: feminization | day 14: biting
#death note#light yagami#l lawliet#lawlight#dnkinktober#giggles and kicks my feet and twirls my hair#wait no twirling hair. fuck cant even twirl ur hair anymore. bc of shaving it all off#anyway giggles and kicks my feet did u know it's kinktober now :3#isnt this exciting im so excited i love kinktober it makes me want to go yippee hooray and things of that nature#not going to be able to post as much this year as i did last year bc i am Busy and also tired and also working on more complex stuff ;3#but it'll still be very fun :3#okay i must go now..... i have class........ tragic that class keeps me from tumblr..... maybe i should take a month off for kinktober.....
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Hi! I just went through your quizzes (gorgeous writing, by the way!) and I wonder if you have the results for all of them posted somewhere? I know both saints quizzes have a full results post and the garden one too, but I don't think I've found the others. I'm especially curious about the supervillain one :)
hiya!! thank you so much i'm so glad you liked them <3 as of right now i only have results up for the saints + garden quizzes, but i would be so happy to post more results for you! anytime i post results, they should be linked on the masterpost in my bio :) i think i will. only post the supervillain one for now. the other ones make me feel a little silly. but you are so welcome to the supervillain results <3
for those of you who have taken the supervillain quiz: here's how your story could have ended!
#you can have the moomin ones if you ask nicely haha. the other ones are extremely From High School and they embarrass me 😭#anyway. someone get the tiktok girlies doing the 'the hero and the villain' thing over here. they'd love this#they want what i had in. uh. lemme check#JESUS. 2020???????#happy almost five year fucking birthday to this quiz. it's like not even a toddler anymore that's a whole kindergartener#OLDER THAN SOME OF THE CHILDREN THAT I WORK WITH. sorry this is a little insane to me#man /i/ was a baby in 2020 practically. so silly....#assigning you a catholic saint quiz is 2022 so. also a trip that it's that old. but. y'know.#not as bad as THIS. my initial silly little uquiz era was long as hell ago...#this is like looking back through my ao3. what do you mean i was doing all of that an entire college career ago#wild#OH FUCK I FORGOT TO DO IMAGE DESCRIPTIONS. I CLOSED ALL THE TABS ALREADY I HATE IT HERE#image descriptions done. i am god's strongest boy alive#my quizzes#uquiz#uquiz results#my uquizzes#my toxic trait is i can never fucking remember which tag i use for these#anyway fun thing anon! this post will now appear in the original post of all my quizzes <3#ask
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Headcanon that Leo has the song "Honey, i'm good" in his distraction working playlist and whenever it comes on, he refers to Festus as the "somebody at home" when that line comes on and him and Festus just have a nice little time enjoying a silly little song
#bonus points if whoever you ship w Leo walks in on them and Leo jokingly rejects them for Festus like the song says#festus the dragon#i feel like Festus would make machine noises to go w the song#idk Spotify shuffled that song into my Leo Valdez distraction playlist#and honestly i thought it was funny#after typing it out i can't tell anymore if this is awesome or slightly weird#but i think Leo and Festus would listen to music together and have a fun little time while Leo is working in either the Bunker or the Forge#also personal opinion Festus is totally fine and doing well and came with Leo to the Waystation#i need more Festus content honestly#leo valdez and festus the dragon#make it a tag pls#leo valdez#pjo leo#leo pjo#leo valdez pjo#heroes of olympus#leo valdez headcanons#festus the dragon headcanon#pjo festus#am i spelling him wrong?? where are all the festus tags??#pjo hoo toa#also depending on your ships#jason grace#valgrace#nico di angelo#valdangelo#i'm... i should tag Caleo shouldn't i...#i'll leave that to the Caleo shippers#feel free to use this hc for your ship but yk#riordanverse
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Its funny because I just said I wasnt finished with the lantern and I just finished it now haha.
They have been contained at the Favor Tree. I took some close ups and they are so nice. Its so comfy to be around too. I will probably use it at night sometimes to see or just for fun.
Under the readmore are the pictures in color!
#Isat#Isat siffrin#Isat loop#Personal Art#I am going to put anymore of my art that is isat in my drafts for today. I really dont want to overload the tag.#But I have been working on this for about a month and I wasnt planning to finish it today#So happy circumstance!#Its also funny because I have other art Im working on but I cannot finish any of them because I need certain things and cant go get them rn#So it works I suppose???#The life of art is weird. But fun!
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