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In case you are looking for canonical evidence that Tony Stark has migraines, this is Darkhold Alpha #1 (2021).
#posts i actually wrote#marvel#marvel 616#tony stark#i could have sworn i had reblogged this but i can't find it so i'm posting it#i am trying to answer a commenter who wanted to know about the canon evidence for tony and migraines and i thought i would bring a picture#ironically i am answering their comment like a week late because i have had a migraine since january 1#i am mostly better now
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I’m sending this anonymously but this is NOT anon hate
You are such a good person, i think. Your latest post(as of 4:10pm Arizona, US time) spoke to me really hard. My father is a cop, in the united states, arizona, duh. And he used to be such a good person, he was a security guard and a damn good one too, and later in he became a prison guard because it paid better, and then he joined the police force.
I’d like to think that hes one of the good ones, and for the most part he is. A lot of my delinquent friends over the years who’ve had run-ins with him say that he gets them breaks, he takes care of them, hes a good cop. I’ve even seen body camera footage of him in the field and i’m proud to say that hes my dad. He calls out bad actors where he sees them, and he gets punished for it. He doesnt see the system or how his punishments are by design. And he continues turning in his cog, begrudgingly, and slightly out of time, but he thinks hes making a difference
Sorry for the ramble and essay, i just wanted to say that i really like your blog and i think you are a very nice human being. Thank you for sharing your perspective.
P.s. i’m totally basing an oc off of your outlook on security. You strike me as more of a superhero than a security guard.
-🦕 anon
Oh, that’s a super flattering take and a valuable perspective- so thank you! But I’m a gullible dumbass, and not even an incredibly smart or fit one- I just want people to be happy and safe. That’s all. And I don’t want to BE a cop, I’ve NEVER wanted to be a cop, but every time the request comes around I feel like I’m wearing down.
I keep wondering if I could help MORE in a position like that.
Probably like your dad did.
Here, people know they’re safe with me because I shut down the gunhappy jerks, but I don’t know how long it would take to truly make a difference in public security, or how many of my morals I’d have to compromise to get to that point
I feel objectively like a system so archaic and flawed can’t be changed from the inside, but another part of me says that you don’t need to change an entire system to make a difference where it counts
I believe that so many bad situations and life-changing moments can be diverted or changed by a single person in the right place at the right time- and I figure, if I trust myself to do the right thing and BE the right person, shouldn’t I do my best to put myself in those places?
But good intentions, roads to hell, you know? I don’t WANT to be a cop. But I want to be able to DO SOMETHING about the thinks I dislike seeing in conflicts. SOMEONE has to be willing to do that, right?
I’m not religious, you know? But the devil can be very convincing
#I don’t trust cops#I’ve met bad cops#but a lot of bad things have been done by people in systems of power willing to go against orders#And boy howdy am I good at going against orders#And I like people#I genuinely like people#The hero thing is very kind of you#But mostly I just like feeling like I can make things better#We all need to believe that we can make things better#idk#I’ve met shit cops#But ive also met shit guards#And here I am as a guard#stealing their place#so as long as I’m here#they can’t be#I outrank the bastards now#So they have no power#Is that a healthy five year plan#or do I need to talk to my therapist some more#Fuck my life I’m tired#Do you think your dad was a good person anon?#Do you think he made the world better?#Teablart#tagging for later
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So does he, Gallagher.
#honkai star rail#hsr blade#gallagher#i based this off of how many times i used funny soda man to help be a healer with his poppin soda pop in SU#and then blade constantly just being blade as usual#its normally him saying unnecessary to my actual healer but#i kept forgetting gallagher heals and i kept healing when i didnt even need to so TECHNICALLY yeah it was unnecessary#but the amount of times blade was the recipient......#i cant use like most of my newer units in story bc i cant ascend or i run out of leveling mats so i just#get them and toss them into simulated universe for funsies cause i can match their levels better#so thats where i tossed gallagher and he is genuinely fun to play as ? like i love his punches and kicks to start the battle#funny soda man is funny (to me) and im really behind in plot still#but last time i tried to play it on my laptop and got a kickass cutscene my laptop lagged and i couldnt even see it RIP to me#so now that its like ... me trying to play it on desktop ?#i mostly get on desktop for comms and if i do much else i feel like im slacking off even if i would take a break anyway#one day i can play more story plot stuff and actually meet the funny guys#also in case you know me for Not Having Boys in HSR i need to point out#i did pull Gallagher however same 10 pull got a 4 star girl copy for someone i never use and she is at e4 now cool#and i didnt even think of the irony as i started this i just like drawing blade and i wanted to draw gallagher#so when i already had the dialogue planned and am drawing i was like OH WAIT haha im funnier than i thought#(no i am not but we can pretend)
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I'm in an Illidan phase again but this time I've been actually drawing some Illidans. The colors here aren't final and I'm still trying to nail down how I wanna draw him but we're getting somewhere.........
#artists on tumblr#world of warcraft#illidan stormrage#don't mind his wings either i didn't worry too much about them here i just want to get the shape of his body right for now#as i told my besties in the groupchat: needs refinement obviously but I think this is a good guy who got demon juiced#but still mostly relies on magic powers and other people to win his fights#and loses pretty much everytime he tries meelee#also trying to make a better palette for him bc girl his colors are atrocious but i can fix him#my illidan is also trans bc “i am my scars” but mostly bc that makes everything about his everything 10x funnier to me
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Me: I'm kind of selfish for advertising my ko-fi on tumblr just so I can move out of my parent's house (hopefully before I turn thirty) when there are people who are struggling to afford medication or rent. I'm actually quite privileged and--
My coworker: --and our weekend house in the Hamptons--
Me: Actually you know what I'm fine.
#I could probably be paid better if I went back to corporate life but the idea kinda turns my stomach. especially now.#the coworker is higher-level but their wealth is apparently mostly due to the spouse having a well-paying job#personal#money#me @me: I am not the problem. even if I sometimes drop money on 'affordable luxuries' like enamel pins or mid-range leggings.#'want to put together a down payment for a one or two-bedroom apartment without a roommate' is not 'hamptons' money
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believe it or not, normalswap?avm
(check some lorestuff in tags)
now back to main cast
#alan becker#animator vs animation#ava#animation vs minecraft#avm#ava au#NS?AVA#ava victim#ava tco#ava primal#ava ballista#ava hazard#avm gold#avm purple#avm king orange#itstime to explain things in the tags hahahah#so purple got taken in by gold and ko but then died in the minecraft event and gold got filled with so much regret and guilt with that one!#somuch so that he planned to destroy minecraft#his dad still has some morals and didnt want him to go through with this plan but since gold is a child hes too stubborn to give up now#“okay so primal being a bow user is obviousbut why hazard?” umm theres one main reason#itsmostly to reference “warning shots” or warning signs sure#sometimes warning signs can have silly little pedestrians on em and you know what hazard is.#agent and ballista are sword users sorry i am tooo tired to draw them#another ns?avm fun fact primal would be the best at cooking among the group#mostly because hes based off cavemen#actually now that i typed that it sounded better in my head#OKAY THAT IS ENOUGH hope you liked reading all this#lilacsart
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First of all, surprise! More Person of Interest! Wow!
Second, my brain would not let go of trying to form a PoI x Fallout AU, and for a while I didn't think I could make it work (ie: how do you get a franchise dependent on stuff like the internet and phone booths to work in one with neither), until I had an actual shower thought about it being specifically a Fallout 4 AU!
Basically it's just Fallout-y versions of the PoI main cast, with Fallout-y versions of their backstories, and following a Fallout-y version of the show's plot, but the plot of Fallout 4 is also happening at the same time with John filling the role of the Sole Survivor (except Harold got him out of Vault 111 instead of Father, and John isn't Shaun's dad lol). Oh and the Institute's surveillance of the Commonwealth is provided by the Machine, and yet Finch has ensured they don't have full access so he can use it the way he wants to: to help improve the lives of the people of the Wasteland!
#i didn't draw them but i'm feeling fusco being a member of diamond city security and carter being an assistant detective to valentine!#i've got a doc going with what i have for this au that i might end up sharing if i work more on it/this au takes over my life adjfkajsdhfkj#currently it's mostly a rewrite of harold's backstory to make it work better within the post-war fallout universe#also my rewatch of poi is going well i am on season 3 now!!#been watching it in between obsessively replaying fallout 4 again akdshfjhadskfj#explains the au huh#person of interest x fallout au#person of interest#fallout#fallout 4#john reese#harold finch#sameen shaw#root#root x shaw#rinch#my art
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Sanji and Usopp during The Sabaody Incident™ won't leave my mind.
Usopp standing in front of Sanji protectively because he is wounded and he can't fight, so Usopp will do it for him ("I'll do what you can't do").
There is just something about Sanji's expression when he realizes he might actually lose Usopp. This is my interpretation, at least. He is literally frightened.
Usopp helping Sanji stand up to run away. This is crucial for something I want to point out later: Sanji needs help to stand up. (Also, Brook disappears trying to protect them both and saying he will do anything to save them even if it costs him his life. I am feeling sick).
Sanji being self-sacrificing and blaming himself for not being able to protect them/act sooner is not new. But he does manage to gain the strength to fight when Usopp is the only one left with him and the possibility of losing him is even more real now.
The thing that I love the most about this is not Sanji sacrificing himself for Usopp, because he does that. He is like that. But Usopp not running away or moving in the slightest because he refuses to leave Sanji on his own.
Something I'd like to point out too is that Sanji actually touches Kuma before Usopp disappears. He tries to fight and protect him and Kuma could've easily sent Sanji to Momoiro Island right away, and yet Sanji was just sent flying far from the scene and forced to see Usopp disappear in front of him.
And I am not saying that "not being able to protect both Brook and Usopp (especially Usopp) is needed for Sanji to realize he has to become stronger and find more reasons to go back with the crew" but not being able to protect both Brook and Usopp (especially Usopp) is needed for Sanji to realize he has to become stronger and find more reasons to go back with the crew.
Not to mention that we can't deny (right after Water 7/Enies Lobby) that Usopp is one of Sanji's strongest bonds within the crew. This specific scene focusing on them both is more than enough to prove it.
Sanji seeing Usopp disappear in front of his eyes without being able to do anything to save him.
Remember what I said about Sanji needing help to stand up seconds ago? Well. This is him the moment Usopp disappears. What adrenaline and the power of love do to a mf.
They are so "I can lose everything, but not you. Oh God, not you" shaped.
#sorry for bringing up sabaody i am sure nobody wants to think about it#but they mean the world to me and there is SO MUCH to unpack#we don't talk enough about this i think ?????#sanji spending two whole years having nightmares about not being able to save usopp. about seeing usopp disappearing in front of him#he still has them btw#sanji having to sleep with usopp post-ts because he is afraid of waking up and seeing he is gone#also i am having thoughts about brook protecting them and#and brook saying he will do anything to save them#because sanji has only heard that from zeff so......... so just thinking. i have thoughts. i told you brook is one of sanji's father figure#back to sanuso- thinking about how this whole scene despite having brook too is mainly focused on both sanji and usopp#thinking abt how the others disappear mostly focusing only on luffy's reactions but this emphasizes a lot sanji's attempts to save usopp#why would you give them a whole scene i am throwing up#sorry still thinking abt sanji apologizing to usopp for not being able to protect him or#or having nightmares he definitely has nightmares about it#and usopp just. staying with him and making him see that he is alright now. and letting him cry.#early post-ts kills me#still angry we don't have almost post-ts sanuso#i might start crying thinking abt them so it'll be better if just shut up and post this#one piece#black leg sanji#usopp#sanuso#sabaody
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don't worry @idalenn, she brought options!
#pigeon screens#Odette Hollows#Hyur#Middie#Midlander#FFXIV Screenshots#FFXIV#Dawntrail#biting her biting her biting her biting her biting her biting her#cover up + big hat because she burns easily :pensive:#Odette is a bit of a scout in that she is prepared for many options !!!!#her stretch marks are very subtle right now but I..... kind of really like them#toying with making them more pronounced#debating on adding some body blush and moles 2 but like.............#the blush i am torn on for reasons :(#it would be so cute though....................#anyway#odette in a swimsuit#a treat for all !#but mostly me :pray:#ty for the tags i used them 2 be self indulgent#i hope one finds this outfit better suited for Tuliyollal :wistful:
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a glimpse into my twisted and fucked up mind...........
rip harry du bois you wouldve loved drag.. hes not dead he just hasnt found out about it yet
#i think harry could use a goromi like drag persona (i am somewhat serious about this)#this was mostly just going to be harry in drag at first but i got stupid midway#vaguely embarrassed about posting this but also not#mostly concerned that my sibling will see it MORGAN IM SORRY!!!! PLEASE IGNORE THIS!! just dont say anythign about it to me#itll make me feel better#if my friends see this well. enjoy the middle aged men?#im sure this says nothing about me#erm anyway proper tags now#disco elysium#disco elysium fanart#harry du bois#kim kitsuragi#harrykim#kimharry#suggestive#cw suggestive#i was trying to have a well placed blanket moment in the bottom left but it slipped idek#i dont even know what else to tag this with i feel like im handing something to a crab#suggestive art#cw suggestive art#tagging those feel weird uhhh
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Figured I should share some pages from my current big project. I’m making a larger zine with old childhood fanart and taking a swing at redrawing characters to show my improvement! This project has honestly been so freeing to release the cringe into the world, I really recommend it.
Also a shoutout to the HTTYD peeps here, yinz are the best, truly. I know I’m not as active here anymore, but I hope you are all doing well 💜
I’m more active on BlueSky @ pailbn and post WIP and other art much more regularly if anyone wants to follow along!
#art#digital art#how to train your dragon#httyd#toothless#night fury#disney#atlantis#atle#disney atlantis#zines#it’s honestly crazy… back in 2010 I could have only dreamed of having these skills#I didn’t have the best grasp on rendering things digitally and was mostly self taught#so seeing where I am now#don’t give up art. you’ll get better.#take breaks don’t burn out obvs
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It's nice to see you in good spirits again, glad to have you back on my dash
THANK 4 THE KIND WORDS MY FELLOW USER OF THE WEBSITE TUMBLR DOT COM
Shout out to YOU random citizen for continuing to be here
#HELL EARTH HELLFIRE but it gets better if you get help/support. which I have so yippee a yahooo a yowza a bowchikawowow#I am but a worm on the pavement after a storm and brother I am WIGGLIN BACK TOWARDS THAT SWEET TENDER SOIL!!!!!!!!#Shoutout to those who stayed and now watch me wiggle once more#I've been mostly hyperfocusing on my 'project' called Jarble as its taken over my life 5ever. Don't look at it tho youll go blind#ooc#mod jazzy#anon#delete later#12:49 in da fuckin morning i reply TO ASK ANYWAYS!!!!!!!!
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if anyone seeing this post is under the impression that not attending university lectures is fun and edgy. let me paint you a picture. you are going to look at your calendar one day soon and realise your final is in 38 hours and you still have 17 and a half hour long lectures to watch and take notes from.. and while this is possible to achieve it's not exactly relaxing. yeah i'm still fine-tuning my academic skills what abt it
#aha. ahahaa. ahahaaa.#no okay HEAR ME OUT. this is actually the best position i've been in all year academically 💔 i've taken every final so far this year w/o#having seen any lectures... & in my defense i wasn't skipping bc i thought it was fun or edgy. the real reasons are just too fucked up#to explain. i still wish that i had been better this term. i wish i had been able to make things turn out differently. i am always wishing#but now the only thing left to do is try my best with the time i have left and start again next year#anyway here is an insight into the strange and terrible grief that is my academic life.#so far it is a life mostly full of mistakes. but i will not give up.#it will continue. things will improve.#🐝#SORRY ABT THIS RANT. DIDNT MEAN TO SAY SO MUCH#this was ... supposed to be a joke post#DONT WORRY ABT ME I HAVENT FAILED ANYTHING YET AND IM NOT INTENDING TO START NOW
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Hot take!! Two things can be true at once!! I generally don’t interact with thg fandom much on here but I have been seeing posts in passing from those who don’t like sotr/those who are defending it and!! guess what!! you’re both right that’s the beauty of opinions!!! You can like the message of the book but not the delivery, you can like the delivery of the book but not the fan service, you can think there’s no fan service, you can think there’s too much, you can love the book but think it’s flawed or hate the book but think it has decent parts, you can feel anything you want about it and it doesn’t make one opinion wrong or right I can’t believe I have to say this
#thg#sotr#it has been mostly civil from what I’ve seen but I can sense it’ll be a war zone soon enough#no the people who don’t like it aren’t missing the point. no the people who like it aren’t dim for liking it.#it’s ok others don’t like something people. take a deep breath it doesn’t affect you just keep being happy#I personally am going to slip into the shadows with my nuanced opinion of ‘it could be better but i like it’#and some people need to realize that you can love flawed media but eeeeuuehh that’s enough Hot Takes from me for one day.#back to my regularly scheduled bug posting and oc yappinh (for now)#I actually still have a ton of thoughts on the book but I am scared to enter The Fandom™️#there’s a reason I stick to my little corners of the internet where I can do whatever I want all the time#actually one last hot take haymitch isn’t out of character he’s a 16 year old pre-games haymitch he’s goin h to be different#that’s like saying Katniss is out of character in the epilogue because she’s not angry and defensive and hating her kids but ok ok ok#too scary of a take I’m gonna go back where it’s safe with my bugs
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There Right There!
#i dont think a fandom is complete without a gay or european video#if someone whos better than me comes along feel free to do this but better#I do not like this animatic nor am I proud of it#but I did like the french go either way bit so I guess I'm posting it now.#don't look at zoe or sunil#i think the others look fine mostly#but them.....#octo's art#lps 2012#littlest pet shop 2012#sunil nevla#vinnie terrio#russell ferguson#minka mark#penny ling
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hi friends, i am back for now! mainly because i am Sick As Hell with some respiratory thing that hopefully isn't COVID and therefore can't do much besides lay in bed + hang with people online. is anyone up on this fine saturday morning and if so, would you join me if i streamed the owl house??
#i dont wanna talk about politics with anyone here but toh is both silly AND about killing fascists. which i love.#i may be back semi-permanently depending on the temperature of the dashboard. i'll have to see#if it's still mostly doomposting then obviously i will not be doing much scrolling or catching up.#i'm still logged out on my phone but i'm logged in on my laptop which is where i am now.#expect me to be sparse online but not unreachable.#in my off-tumblr time i've been making unpleasant noises with garageband and learning world countries and their capitals#recently i've gotten. north america central america and south america down. and all the countries in asia sans capitals#gotta work more on asia capitals + everything about africa and parts of oceania/polynesia#i'm doing europe last. i got better things to learn than europe.
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