#i am in a living hell
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how i feel turning in comms 4 months late
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2nd day at my new job and i already hid in the bathroom to cry lmao
#i am just a girl#girly things#girlblogging#coquette#gaslight gatekeep girlblog#lana del rey#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#female hysteria#girl blogger#sophia coppola#hell is a teenage girl#coquette angel#girlblogger#live laugh girlblog#lana del slay#princess#vs angel#2021 coquette#femme fatale#femcel#weird girl#meow#messy girl#cinnamon girl#tumblr 2014
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happy halloween! 🎃🐈⬛👻🐇
#i just wanted to draw emu as a jiangshi .#project sekai#pjsk#prsk#emu otori#proseka#tsukasa tenma#nene kusanagi#rui kamishiro#wxs#wonderlands x showtime#polysho#enjoy halloween everynyan unfortunately i have to go work a shift. i thought abt dressing up for fun when i get back#but 1 im lazy 2 i dont live alone and its my luck that somebody ends up knocking when im in the middle of being dressed like a clown#so i would rather not risk it. idk how people get into cosplay just for photoshoots/videos i dont have that conviction .#but halloween con was lots of fun and i got to see friends and trade candy so i enjoyed my celebration already. ^_^#also STOP BEATING THE SHITNOUT OF ME IDEK IF I CAN BOOO BACK FROM A SIDE BLOG. YOURE KILLUNG ME#once again some random guy will be hittimg you back. boo#to end my tags i am going to be pissed off because i cannot draw well rn and its KILLING MEEEEEE#im art blocked as hell and mad about it. my zines....#its so annoying like with my personal art its whatever but people spend Money on zines i need to get good.#its been like over a week so i thought inwould be free. sigh#i often draw emu fiending off of tsukasa. the way things should be. amen#also inthink rui would love to go all out for costumes but he got busy modding a tshirt launcher to shoot candy and forgot abt his costume#so hes a tuxedo cat. he thinks hes so funny
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a moment of silence for all us disabled ones who had to watch each of their friends move on with their lives without you and get jobs, go to school, have partners come and go, get engaged and move house etc.
shout out to my fellow struggling people who are still sitting in the same bedroom they grew up in. the ones who can't get a job, can't make new friends, can't find a partner or partners, can't move house and can't go to school.
I hope one day we can all find someone to at least sit with us in our rooms. I see you and I understand... and I'm sorry we can't be that person for each other
#hell o void#hell o hadal#disabled#disability#invisible disability#nuerodivergent#nuerodiversity#mental health#agoraphobia#depression#anxiety#chronic pain#chronic fatigue#autistic#autism#i know this applies to more people but i am too tired to think of more tags and i really need to stop posting and do other things#but this is something i struggle with constantly and cant get over so#about#it hurts even more knowing that my friends who have done this are also disabled#like.... what do you mean they can overcome their disabilities and have lives why the fuck cant i do that
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#girlblogging#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#hell is a teenage girl#girl interrupted#girlblog aesthetic#this is what makes us girls#female hysteria#coquette#lana del rey#hyper feminine#female manipulator#female rage#gaslight gatekeep girlblog#girlblogger#live laugh girlblog#this is a girlblog#my girlblog#bambi girl#i am just a girl#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lizzy grant#lux lisbon#sofia coppola#the virgin suicides#priscilla movie#daisy randone#girl interupted syndrome#trailer park darling#mermaid motel#key west cutie
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august
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#megumi#yuuji#quick bg study based off a picture i took of my mailbox!!! went 2 check the mail thought the light was rly pretty n had a Vision#also fate is cruel and i live surrounded by hydrangea bushes so like . yanno.#exposure therapy and all that#real talk tho i am so well equipped w hydrangea brushes now this took no time at all . u do not scare me anymore.#what did take a long time was getting a fond expression on the TINIEST YUUJI HE IS SO SMALL#HES LIKE 3 PIXELS WIDE#ik its not a char-centric piece but i still wanted his face 2 look okay#and that was so difficult when hes so far in the bg comparatively GJHKGFKJS#i also wanted to caption this w fv lyrics from june gloom#but then i learned that camilla whatshername has a song w th same name and i could not take that risk#my music taste may b questionable but i have standards#anyway uhhhhhh if hell freezes over and some1 recognizes where i live based off itfs loitering by my mailbox pls donot doxx me thank u <3
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#girl blogger#girlhood#girlblogging#i am the best#this is a girlblog#girl problems#bed rotting#female hysteria#female rage#feminine urge#devine feminine#divine feminine#girl rotting#girlrotting#girl rage#hell is a teenage girl#this is so me#this is what makes us girls#just girlboss things#girlblogger#girlblog#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#gaslight gatekeep girlblog#girl boss gaslight gatekeep#girlblog aesthetic#music#live laugh girlblog#coquette#coquette girl#girl boss aesthetic
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Because they made me alive 💛
#critical role#critical role fanart#critical role spoilers#fcg#bells hells#i watched the tail of the ep live- and when sam started choking up i lost it#i will never be grateful enough for cr and their stories#we are alive because of our connections to others!!! i am fine!!!#my art#artists on tumblr
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a glass sun 1/2
#my art#my stuff#this is really fucking long so im gonna have to break it up into multiple reblogs#(howling) WAUGHHHHHHH#i love aishang by xiaoshiguniang#i love to implicate my alma mater in my art about being gay in the shittiest most conservative corner of singaporean society#by some terrible trick of fate i ended up in the conservative chinese christian cishet circuit from primary school to end of hs#obviously i am not most of these things but there i was. Depressed#and there i was after that at Liberal Arts College. the 4 years i spent there were a clusterfuck#but like a good and outrageous and lively clusterfuck#and i graduated in may this year and when i came back it was for the first time in 10 months. it was like. what da hell#like i love being here in specific ways but there is also the pain of being seen as something you're not constantly#can i blame them? i ask myself this every day. for most of my ex classmates and relatives i Am the only not cis person they know#idk my lottery number was bad this corner of society really is that bad#and so its like. idk dawg anyway i aint offering solutions but u get it like it fucks with your head to be misgendered either which way 24/#but to leave them behind would be to leave the only people who knew me for the first 19 years behind. and thats a lot of my life#i am 23!!!!!! ough#anyway. whatever. if u liked it i have a ko-fi#reblogos appreciated
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Logan likes being called baby, or sweetheart, or darling.
All his life Logan has gone by different names. James Howlett, Wolverine, Logan, Weapon X. To some degree, all those names have their own meaning, but most of them don't exactly fit with the new life he's forged with Wade.
But sweetheart? It's soft, gentle, so goddamn personal. Wade whispers it in his ear in the morning while they lay in bed, thumbing over Logan's beard, looking at him with fondness written all over his face. Wade treats him like he's precious, something to be taken care of, something to be cherished.
Logan doesn't outwardly admit it, but Wade eventually catches on, and starts calling him baby almost exclusively. It doesn't matter who's around or where they are, Wade calls him baby in the X-mansion, on jobs, when his friends are over at the house.
And Logan should hate it, but he doesn't, because he belongs to Wade now, and every stupidly soft nickname makes this timeline feel more like home, more like he's found a place where he can be loved for something other than taking up the mantle of Wolverine or Logan.
He's just baby to Wade.
#headcanon that logan loves wade's nicknames especially the sappy ones#logan feels more like himself when he isn't trying to live up to the espectations that come with his name and reputation in a new timeline#wade loves his logan so goddamn much I am going to cry#logan is wade's baby tell me I'm wrong#back in poolverine hell but I never left to begin with#poolverine#headcanon#logan howlett#deadpool#wolverine#wade wilson#deadclaws
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Happy Birthday to Fallen London; My favourite British people beefing it with bats simulator.
#fallen london#ambition: nemesis#mr.cups#Happy belated birthday to me: I finished my Nemesis ambition. I get to make a fun comic about it. THAT WAS THE DEAL!!!#...Is what I would have said had I not spent *four* days trying to draw a cool dramatic comic. This is all I have to show for it.#I also missed posting this on the Flondon anniversary so I'm double Smad and frustippointed at myself.#This is niche content but I know there are flondoners following me who will understand.#I had to make a second account because all my friends who I played with *also* picked Nemesis and dropped the game at various gates.#I failed every possible check at Knifegate. I was on the verge of madness. And yet I still love this game.#Little known secret about me: over 70% of the blogs I follow on tumblr are flondon rp blogs.#The cool art and character lore brings me a lot of joy!#With that said; what the hell is the coincidence that right as I finish Nemesis -#The flondon community starts a Nemesis Race.#Guys. it’s not worth it. It is a revenge quest about losing everything you have to see your task through.#All to culminate in the discovering that you are beefing it with a fanfiction writing bat.#That said; I do feel like this story was very satisfying for my melancholic doctor.#I knew I would get the choice between sparing or killing my nemesis (the bat) and I had a long time to think it through.#Someone who wants to save lives and (does as much as possible to do make things better for others) choosing against mercy?#Someone who never permitted themselves to let the city truly become a home because they were not a person - they were a tool for grief.#Alright..Yeah the ending was really good.#I will be back with a part two. Clearly I'm tenacious enough to commit to what I started.#If I am not excommunicated on sight by the flondon community I will be back with comics for the other ambitions.
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geta looking like he’s been caught doing something he shouldn’t. him fixing his robe. caracalla on his knees in front of him. people calling them the blowjob brothers… okay. okay.
#NOT A SPOILER IDK!#am i connecting dots or am i just being weird#no cause what the hell#live your truth#i guess#not a spoiler i haven’t watched it yet#emperor geta#emperor caracalla#gladiator 2#gladiator ii#gladiator#joseph quinn#joe quinn#fred hechinger
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#mom im tired#mitski#hell is a teenage girl#coquette angel#just girly things#mom am i still young#trashy coquette#crying screaming throwing up#girlblogger#lana del ray aesthetic#gaslight gatekeep girlblog#coquette#coquette dollete#girlrotting#cinnamon girl#girlblogging#im just a girl#female hysteria#girlblog#this is a girlblog#gone girl#this is what makes us girls#girlcore#dollette#girl blog aesthetic#im literally just a girl#im losing my mind#ultraviolence#girlboss behavior#living doll
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#female manipulator#morute#hell is a teenage girl#im just a girl#alt girl#girlhood#girl interrupted#bunny girl#this is a girlblog#thirteen 2003#i just want to be thin#just girly things#this is what makes us girls#idk how to tag this#this is girlhood#obviously doctor you've never been a 13 year old girl#live laugh girlblog#lux lisbon#lana del ray aesthetic#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lizzy grant#lana del rey#female hysteria#female rage#bunny#tumbler girls#@na blog#i am cringe but i am free#girlblog interrupted#i am just a girl
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#girlblogging#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#girlblog aesthetic#bed rotting#live laugh girlblog#this is a girlblog#hell is a teenage girl#female rage#female hysteria#femcel#sadgirl#female manipulator#i am crazy but i am free#lizzy grant#nicole dollanganger
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I finally watched "Our Man Bashir" and did like the outfits and the shooting at each other, so I drew this. ✨
Also inspired by this brilliant fanfiction and the very interesting headcanon concerning Cardassians and dancing mentioned in there. 👁️🔥
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#CANONNNN GUYS I AM LIVING#guyyys it has finally happened! that episode was fun but kinda dumb :D#did like the fact that garak was desperate enough for Julian's attention to sew himself a tux and crash Julian's holosuite program#the “wish that were me” vibes oozing out of garak in every scene that had julian making out with someone else were REAL 👏😄#i shall never forget garak's “i have never been hornier for you” face after julian shoots him square in the neck ridge JESUS 😅#absolutely feral gay shit guys what the hell :D i love this lizard man#the power that comes with being an artist - you can just draw the blorbos and put make-up on them - i am LIVING 😁🌞#bi twink x disaster lizard man 🤲#otp: especially the lies#gay spies ✨#idiots in love#garashir#elim garak/julian bashir#elim garak#julian bashir#star trek fanart#artists on tumblr#star trek#star trek ds9#ds9#star trek deep space nine#star trek deep space 9#lwd#lower decks#lwd thank you for my life need to watch the whole episode asap
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