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I miss it here but I don't think I'm in the state I was in when I started this blog, not even remotely to be honest

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sleeping doesn’t help this type of tired anymore

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Things I Suck At

- having an eating disorder

- not having an eating disorder

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Time to trigger myself into high restriction again or maybe overexercise. Not sure which yet. But my mum in law decided that we couldn't have a snack before bed caus we're fat 👌🏻👌🏻

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🕯️ Cast to Lose 20lbs 🕯️

🕯️ in a Month🕯️

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Happy holidays to everyone whose holiday isn’t what they want it to be. whether it is illness, poverty, distance from loved ones or something else that’s making things tough for you this year, i hope that you can find peace and warmth. i hope that your year will end and start on a brighter note

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I'm so disgusting

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its christmas eve and look whos on tumblr

all of us

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God I feel so fucking fat. I've really fallen off the wagon. I hate myself. So fucking much. I want to unalive myself right now

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If I don't go through with it, it's my birthday in 10 days. If you want to help a depressed bitch, hmu

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Haha I want to unalive myself

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Not me trying to trigger myself into going to high restriction ✌🏻✌🏻✌🏻

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I've been binging way too fucking much hahahaha keel me

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I will get a stable job in teaching.

reblog and make a wish! this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)

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I wish I could get so bad that I couldn't fucking walk because of being so faint. But I'm a fat fuck and I won't ever get to that stage.

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I feel genuinely sick to my stomach. I'm starting to restrict again but it's not good enough because I'm not fucking good enough. It's never gonna be good enough.

I want to d!e.