#i am SAFE for LIFE
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yall im getting at least 200k inheritance
#i feel bad even posting about it but its just so wild#ok like one my RAPIST dad fucking DIED#i am SAFE for LIFE#I LITERALLY THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO HAVE TO FLEE TO THE HIGH HEAVENS ABOVE#two like this is a life changing amount of money AND I COULD GET MORE..........#i have given up on all of my dreams like i have accepted that as an adult your childhood dreams in some form have to die#but i have always dreamed of having a home of my own and i can have all my pets and plants ect ect#like it was a longterm “dream” like you dont think youre actually gonna get there#but its actually coming and i feel like im going up a rollercoaster like it physically makes me feel nauseous lmao#i feel like i cant even talk about it cus it sounds like a brag#its just all so wild idk how im supposed to feel#am i happy am i sad am i angry am i numb am i regretful am i remorseless#dunno man
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My friends who have never experienced flooding, and who are about to deal with it from this storm, please remember:
1. NO. YOU CANNOT MAKE IT THROUGH THAT WATER ON THE ROAD. I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU'RE DRIVING. TURN. AROUND.
2. DO NOT GO WADING THROUGH THE WATER. EVEN IF YOU JUST WANT TO SEE HOW DEEP IT IS. THAT. WATER. IS. CONTAMINATED.
3. IT IS CALLED FLASH FLOODING FOR A REASON. THE WATER RISES AND SURGES IN A FLASH. STAY. HOME.
4. If you're at risk of flooding, raise up any of your belongings now. Put the legs of tall things in buckets. Know where your important documents are.
5. Stay safe.
#not sca related#I have lived with Hurricanes and Tropical Storms my whole life and I am experienced with storm flooding#please listen to the voice of experience#I want you to stay safe#SCA Mom#SCA Aunt
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Mizu, femininity, and fallen sparrows
In my last post about Mizu and Akemi, I feel like I came across as overly critical of Mizu given that Mizu is a woman who - in her own words - has to live as a man in order to go down the path of revenge.
If she is ever discovered to be female by the wrong person, she will not only be unable to complete her quest, but there's a good chance that she'll be arrested or killed.
So it makes complete sense for Mizu to distance herself as much as possible from any behavior that she feels like would make someone question her sex.
I felt so indignant toward Mizu on my first couple watchthroughs for this moment. Why couldn't Mizu bribe the woman and her child's way into the city too? If Mizu is presenting as a man, couldn't she claim to be the woman's escort?
However, this moment makes things pretty clear. Mizu knows all too well the plight of women in her society. She knows it so well that she cannot risk ever finding herself back in their position again. She helps in what little way she can - without drawing attention to herself.
Mizu is not a hero and she is not one to make of herself a martyr - she will not set herself on fire to keep others warm. There's room to argue that Mizu shouldn't prioritize her quest over people's lives, but given the collateral damage Mizu can live with in almost every episode of season 1, Mizu is simply not operating under that kind of morality at this point. ("You don't know what I've done to reach you," Mizu tells Fowler.)
And while I still feel like Mizu has an obvious and established blind spot when it comes to Akemi because of their differences in station, such that Mizu's judgment of Akemi and actions in episode 5 are the result of prejudice rather than the result of Mizu's caution, I also want to establish that Mizu is just as caged as Akemi is, despite her technically having more freedom while living as a man.
Mizu can hide her mixed race identity some of the time, and she can hide her sex almost all of the time, but being able to operate outside of her society's strict rules for women does not mean she cannot see their plight.
It does not mean she doesn't hurt for them.
Back to Mizu and collateral damage, remember that sparrow?
While Mizu is breaking into Boss Hamata's manse, she gets startled by a bird and kills it on reflex. She then cradles it in her hands - much more tenderly than we've seen Mizu treat almost anything up to this point in the season:
She then puts it in its nest, with its unhatched eggs. Almost like she's trying to make the death look natural. Or like an accident.
You see where I'm going with this.
When Mizu kills Kinuyo, Mizu lingers in the moment, holding the body tenderly:
And btw a lot of stuff about this show hit me hard, but this remains the biggest gut punch of them all for me, Mizu holding that poor girl's body close, GOD
When Mizu arranges the "scene of the crime," Kinuyo's body is delicate, birdlike. And Mizu is so shaken afterward that she gets sloppy. She's horrified at this kill to the point that she can't bring herself to take another innocent life - the boy who rats her out.
MIZU'S ONE MOMENT OF SOFTNESS AND MERCY, COMING ON THE HEELS OF HER NEEDING TO KILL A GIRL TO SPARE HER THE WORST FATE THAT THIS RIGID SOCIETY HAS TO OFFER WOMEN, AND TO SPARE A BROTHEL FULL OF INNOCENT WOMEN WHO ARE THE CASTOFFS OF SOCIETY, NEARLY RESULTS IN ALL OF THEIR DEATHS
No wonder Mizu is as stoic and cold as she is.
And no wonder Mizu has no patience for Akemi whatsoever right before the terrible reveal and the fight breaks out:
Speaking of Akemi - guess who else is compared to a bird!
The plumage is more colorful, a bit flashier. But a bird is a bird.
And, uh
Yeah.
I like to think that Mizu killing the sparrow is not only foreshadowing for what she must do to Kinuyo, but is also a representation of the choice she makes on Akemi's behalf. She decides to cage the bird because she believes the bird is "better off." Better off caged than... dead.
But because Mizu doesn't know Akemi or her situation, she of course doesn't realize that the bird is fated to die if it is caged and sent back home.
Mizu is clearly not happy, or pleased, or satisfied by allowing Akemi to be dragged back to her father:
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But softness and mercy haven't gotten Mizu anywhere good, recently.
There is so much tragedy layered into Mizu's character, and it includes the things she has to witness and the choices she makes - or believes she has to make - involving women, when she herself can skirt around a lot of what her society throws at women. Although, I do believe that it comes at the cost of a part of Mizu's soul.
After all, I'm gonna be haunted for the rest of this show by Mizu's very first prayer in episode 1:
"LET" her die. Because as Ringo points out, she doesn't "know how" to die.
Kind of like another bird in this show:
#blue eye samurai#mizu#akemi#kinuyo#bes#women are birds okay they are BIRDS#the let me die line is so SCARY AND SAD like a part of Mizu wants death but she cant? she doesnt know how?? excuse you show???#when all these other delicate birds are dying all around her#akemis character gets more and more gutwrenching upon subsequent rewatches because whenever she says her life is in danger#NO ONE BELIEVES HER - certainly not other women#because shes rich and pampered and that means shes safe and is worrying about nothing right? right?????#and it turns out that all of akemis instincts were right and she was in danger the ENTIRE TIME#also I need to make a post just for kinuyo because I am sad
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On one hand, Young Justice is kind of neglected by the actual superheroes that should be looking out for them in a lot of crucial ways and very much failed by the adults around them
But on the other hand Red Tornado straight up hosts a parent-teacher conference where their respective legal guardians all show up, barring Batman who’s in traffic so Nightwing fills in instead because Robin’s dad does not know he’s a vigilante which is objectively hilarious
#Superboy does not have a name and his ass is constantly getting groomed like Clark please take a more active role in his life#And all of these guys need a healthy interaction with their respective legacies that does not involve heroing#Take them out for lunch! Play a video game with them! Let them be a kid around you without getting criticized!#Red Tornado had barely reconnected with his own humanity and he’s taken a more active role in being like they are safe happy and learning#compared to the people who literally are the reason they exist in the first place#and is the only one who seems to recognize their potential and ability as a team! and he wants others to know that!#and it’s kind of heartbreaking because the JLA should be paying attention to them and noticing how they succeed and instead just show up#at the worst possible time and take things out of context and criticize them and bestie I bet you they are a lot better of a hero#than *you* were at 14-16 because they actually are going out and making a difference and saving people#but the ones who should support them the most are barely there for them at all#someone give these kids healthy and appropriate emotional support I am begging you#yj#young just us#young justice#yj98#bart allen#tim drake#kon el#conner kent#superboy#robin#dc impulse#cassie sandsmark#wonder girl#cissie king jones#arrowette#greta hayes#slobo dc#empress#anita fite
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theyre soft your honour
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#okkotsu yuuta#inumaki toge#inuokko#inumaki#yuuta#fanart#jjk fanart#timelapse#long time no canon fits !!!#still having the time of my life playing with these brushes#i was just gna do a regular draws to slap on the ask i just got but i decided 2 record it last minute fgdgd#didnt know if an mp4 file would cooperate if i tried to put it under an ask so i played it safe#but know this is fr u anon <3#i ..... cannot believe i am continuing my streak from last night of Forgetting very key and very obvious design elements#last night it was yuuij's sukuna scars.... today it is inumaki's tattoos.......#smh im Slipping fr#breaking news tumblr user hinamie fake jjk fan And fake fanartist :C#its ok tho ! crisis averted!! me forgetting them may be caught in 4k but i Did catch myself before posting th video#that would have been tragic i would have been chased out of this fandom with pitchforks. i wld have been pelted with rocks#anyway i like this piece a lot i like them i like the black/white/blue#VERY happy i got yuuta's hair right without too much hassel#turns out i know how to draw and references r a godsend <3#oh also !!! @ the person who asked about my colouring process this is what i was talking abt re: painting with an underpaint layer#helps everything look cohesive :3
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orgasming just from the feeling of my clit brushing against my strap combined with the overwhelming rush that came from pleasing and taking in the naked form of one of the most gorgeous people i ever met underneath me will forever top the list of most mind blowing and pleasurable things i have experienced in this lifetime
#i still think about them and it has been 2 years lol#actually probably the best sex of my life#u see the weird individuals who hate pillow princesses will never know the pure beauty and eroticism that is the privilege of pleasing one#on a serious note i really have felt the most safe with my partners who were stone bottoms. they are beautiful people who remain in my life#i am so grateful for them and for the privilege to know and to love them!#ramblings#lesbian nsft#nblw nsft#wlw ns/fw#sapphic nsft#wlw nsft#nsft lesbian
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On Jason's last birthday, he quietly confesses to his family that he is the happiest that he could ever been. That he had never expected to live for so long, to go this far, and that finally, after so many years of death hanging above his head, following him everywhere, he feels free of it. Like he has so much time ahead. Like he can plan the future now - think of college, make friends. Do something more than surviving. It is a bittersweet confession, and neither Bruce nor Alfred don't know how to answer on this, but they smile at him and reassure that he will have a long, happy life.
He dies in 254 days after that. Bruce burns down all lists with written down colleges that Jason made, while trying to figure out which one will be the best for him, and Alfred hides the Polaroid photo from that birthday inside his wallet. They never discuss it, but none of them forgets it.
They buried a boy, whose grandest wish was to live.
#when you grow up in a survival mode it is really hard to believe that everything is okay once you get experience a normal life#projecting much YES but after almost three years i am still not entirely safe with a thought that i have a future ahead of me lol#anyway have fun y all#jason todd#red hood#dcu comics#dc universe#dcu#batman#bruce wayne#batfamily#alfred pennyworth
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she’s dead, scar. you won.
#myart#trafficblr#secret life#goodtimeswithscar#goodtimewithscar fanart#secret life fanart#secret life smp#gtws#gtws fanart#secret life spoilers#? i guess just to be safe. idk how long people usually wait before not tagging spoilers#anyway. i am so incredibly normal about him.#also LOOK AT THE FLOWERS. THOSE ALONE SINGLE-HANDEDLY TOOK UP LIKE. HALF THE TIME IT TOOK TO MAKE THIS.
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One of the problems with ADHD is that even when you're sick and don't have the energy to do anything, your brain doesn't actually slow down and needs the constant stimulation or you get ✨bored✨. And being bored is so illegal for my brand of ADHD at least, that the concept barely even exists (same reason I struggle with meditation).
#diaryposting#adhd#I got common cold from craft fair#pretty mild so far but I do have fever and sore throat :(#and I am bored but can't concentrate to safe my life bc why waste ADHD meds for rotting in my bed?
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oh jason grace they could never make me hate you
#“but he's so bori-” blocked#semi random but i saw somebody today who legit said they hate bianca cuz she#and i quote#“abandoned nico the moment they were safe after basically raising him”#like where do i even BEGIN to unpack the issues with that load of bullshit#too angry to even put it into words ugh#(i typed a paragraph in reply and then blocked that person like the totally cool mature nonchalant person i am)#(realizing rn that this prolly means they won't be able to even see my reply loll)#listen u don't get it#bianca is my baby#i will defend that girl with my LIFE#she resides in a lil pocket in my heart and i do my best to keep her safe and comfortable and warm like she DESERVES#and all you assholes who hate this 12 year old for making a choice for herself can go fuck yourselves#it's these same ppl who LOOOOVE leo and never address that he was in fact a bit mean and a bit of an asshole at times#cuz uwu he uses humour to cope u dont get it#love that boy but are we allergic to complexity in this fandom or what#jason grace#mithi's own#slightly less beloveds#hoo#heroes of olympus#pjo hoo toa#percy jackson#pjo hoo toa tsats#pjo hoo#hoo fandom#hoo series
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scrappies cause HE'S BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 📖
#witch hat tag#orufrey#witch hat atelier spoilers#AAAAHHHHFRUHFREJGKLGGL;GFF..... tired i will make better Celebratory I Survived The Qifreylessness of 2023-24 art later#so many chapters end with some horrific threat/mystery that will not be cleared up yet or possibly not for like a YEAR. lol *accepts it*#i still haven't processed the chapter yet ive been trying to calm down. and kitchen 5 should finally arrive. YIPPEE!! life isn't SO bad....#i think i will pour some of my feelings and contemplations about loneliness into an original comic. i keep meaning to. for me. i guess#i am very VERY grateful that i get to be safe inside a house and read my silly beautiful little manga. even if my brain is breaking down
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#Gueeesss who watched gf for the first time some time ago#'I like subtle symbolism' I say as I slam you with a brick to the face#Dont look at the quantum gun thing too closely idk what i am doing#Im procrastinating so hard rn i gotta go do school stuff#gravity falls#ford pines#bill cipher#billford#I guess idk tagging to be safe#Body horror#Maybe#Pic under cut encapsulating me fighting for my life trying to figure out how to DRAW THE IDEA(tm)#Apparently the most dangerous frog in the world is yellow (dont quote me on that) which is hilarious in this context#eyestrain#Iiii think#my art#Art
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I write fragile on a dozen boxes salvaged from recycling I forgot to take out before I knew I was moving and my hand shakes even more each time. The lines bleed off the box corners and into me. I'm fragile, you see.
#poem#poetry#spilled ink#spilled thoughts#long story short i have made choices in my life such that my only option when i hit this present juncture#was to move home and i am not handling the lack of choice well#in my first year living here especially i bought beautiful fragile things because i love beautiful fragile things and because i thought#i was on the path that my next move would be my last one. i was going to buy a home and that would be it and i'd only need to pack up#my whole life once more and so i could justify the vintage vases and such. but the past couple of years have been brutal on me#and i've made choices that i stand by and choices that i don't and now i'm moving home and it's less than ideal but i'll make it work#perhaps this is short story long#anyway. before i first moved in my roommate texted me from home depot because she and her boyfriend were at home depot#and i was at work at the time. and she wanted to know what color i wanted my room because they were gonna paint my room that day#and i didn't have time to make a decision and she's an artist with a great eye so i sent her my pinterest decor board and said maybe a gree#like this kind of green? and she got this gorgeous green reminiscent of a paris green that looks amazing with all my art on the walls#but i just had to take the art down. i'm in the middle of the task actually. and now it's just this big green expanse#and i'm not feeling so good about leaving this place#but the way i felt so safe and so loved when i got that text and when i got here and saw that the room was painted bc they wanted me to sta#the past few years have been not so good in a lot of ways like i said but this place was an island of peace for me when things were rough#anyway. fragile. thanks for listening
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wishing everyone a very happy new year!! I hope there's something wonderful waiting for you, wherever you find yourself ✨
#here's to a safe and restful and (dare i say) little bit exciting year for you all 💛#doodles and miscellania#btw just a tiny drawing this year bc in unfortunate timing my desktop pc decided it had had enough of my shenanigans this holiday season#it's been not at its best for several months but...it's really on life support now 😭😔#anyway a replacement is on its way and i am itching to work on art so i'm sure i'll be back with more sooner rather than later#but for now: sending lots of love to you and yours from my little corner of the world/internet <3
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Reading "The Never-Ending Sacrifice" together makes the experience somewhat bearable. 😌
#“julian slowly learning kardasi by reading it out loud to garak”-trope my beloved#two guys...chilling on a sofa...zero feet apart cause they're gay TM🌞🙂💫#may i offer you some comfort art in these reaaallyy trying times#i like to imagine garak would allow himself to move more freely (like fidgeting with his hair) when he's around julian#cause he feels (mostly) safe around him - so cute i'm gonna go cry now#bi twink x disaster lizard man 🤲#garashir#idiots in love#star trek fanart#star trek#star trek deep space nine#deep space nine#star trek ds9#ds9#elim garak/julian bashir#elim garak#julian bashir#artists on tumblr#fanart#digital art#otp: especially the lies#lwd#lower decks#lower decks thank you for my life#CANON I AM LIVING
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okay i finished it
introducing! The Extended Joel Bdubs Polycule!
thats right according to this chart bdubs has 10 connections, maybe more! i dont know what kind of connections they are, thats for me to not know and for you to also not know. they are however based on both my limited knowledge of hermitcraft and the life series, and ohcs lovely contributions!
never again if theres an update please tell me
anyways i do Not want to tag everyone so lets turn this into a little game: Add your own hermit tags in your reblogs. /threat (JOKE)
#gghost art#this is art and i am tagging it as such#hermitcraft#life series#could probably be viewed as shipping though i tried to stick pretty loosely to canon interactions#either way#hermitshipping#trafficshipping#just to be safe#yeah okay im gonna go pass out cya tomorrow#if youre still reading go watch ethos season 10 he built frogger in minecraft
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