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soppingwetrat · 9 months ago

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just got spoiled for ep 8 I WANNA FUCKING DIE

#and it was reddit of all places #i wasn't even on the app i just got a random notif from the tma server #and the funniest part ab it is that is said tma spoilers right at the top #and i read those words #but my dumb ass brain did not register #so yeah #i actually wanna fucking die #cause i know that if i didn't get spoiled i would've been losing my shit on thursday #but now im expecting it #welp #tmagp vague #idk if the vague tag fits but just in case #rat rants

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laniidae-passerine · 4 months ago

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positively obsessed with how Rockstar Lestat is the exact kind of guy one of my friends would show me a picture of and swear he’s really sexy and cool and brilliant. Whole time I’m thinking “oh dear GOD” staring at a trainwreck weirdo and wondering what’s happened to everybody else that is absolutely missing me. jesus christ he’s blond

#his outfits are busted he’s cosplaying a vampire as an adult man and on top of it he’s blond #if he was a real guy who came out of nowhere I would think he was so cringe #and iwtv fans are like ‘oh we love him! we would always love him!!!’ LIES #you are on the HATER WEBSITE you are simply partially sexualising him and then rolling your eyes at Lestat/Reader band fic #while reblogging hate tweets (made by armand). don’t look in my eyes and tell me you don’t think he’s a little cringe.#does it matter how camp a man is if straight women want to fuck him. I think not. site of haters we’d be on armand’s side #and also you’d wanna fuck Daniel. as recent trends show #the x reader fic swiftie aesthetic girlies would love Lestat #they want to be a rockstar’s gf #but the gay gore amc hbo nbc bitches would take one look at Daniel crazy geriatric homosexual #who claims to be a vampire and is now touring around with another separate guy claiming to be a vampire #and they would (as they are a currently doing) posting shit like #‘hey is vampire peepaw kinda sexy. like I’d let him bite me. Lestat can die but Daniel come and get it grandpa’#lestat is nothing this is daniel’s time. in the reality where this is actually happening to us and not a tv programme #iwtv #interview with the vampire #rockstar lestat #lestat de lioncourt #the vampire lestat #daniel molloy

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kor0kke · 3 months ago

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Do you wanna hang with me? Call me! ☎️🌈💖

On a mini Nene era, I've seen tons of Nay-Nay Fanarts so I wanted to join too!! <3

Inspired by anime magazine covers :]

#fnf #friday night funkin #friday night funkin fanart #fnf fanart #pico's school #nene pico's school #fnf nene #I think this is the most saturated work I've done ever #amd colorful as FUCK too lmao #sorry if i burn your eyes lol #i don't have idea what half of those text says except for the big nene one #YASSS GIRLLL SLAYYY #yasss queen #Don't be fooled by the pretty colors she actually still wanna die lol #epicexplosion #KurokkePostingLol #DIES

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morbid-lycoris · 6 months ago

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I don't understand myself, I want to die, but also, I want to life forever.

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iknowwhereyousnoozeatnight · 10 days ago

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tennis

#death note #light yagami #l lawliet #eyestrain #?#i like shapes and colors AND patterns #fun combinations of all of those things #anyway i feel like i don’t talk in the tags on this blog as much as i used to. i need to do that more how else will i make more ppl #parasocially in love w me…..#so hmm. i graduate in less than a month which is exciting bc school sucks ass and i want to be done w it forever (until i decide i want #to go for a masters that is T_T) and have u guys heard abt the mcrtour? making mefeel fucking craaazyyyyyy yes i’m gonna try for #tickets. and perhaps even visit some beloved mutuals in the process. and fool that i am i never finished my last scarf but am wanting #to start a new one but this one is for someone so perhaps i will have more motivation to like. actually finish it lol. knitting btw. i am #not very good at it but it is a good skill to have and crocheting is my mother’s thing and i like the look of knit better. i got yarn the #other day and i was like ough am i remembering their favorite color correctly but if not i can just die forever or smth. i’m not sure #what pattern i wanna do or if i want to add a second color or anything but like i have a small collection of yarn that i got when it was #on sale like crazy so i’m sure i can find smth that will complement my base color if need be #okay i’m done goodbye

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skunkes · 3 days ago

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a sturdier toy

#a doodley #ok finished it up anyway #something abt how i didnt wanna continue it bc i drew myself so ugly but like thats how u know its depressingly accurate i guess #anyway recently been thinking about talon having those prey drive and intense “i wanna crawl inside your body''#feelings but nobody including him can tell if its in the Oh My God I Like You I Wanna Merge Souls way or if its in a more fucked up way #i think it could be both #tho i guess ''fucked up way'' also isnt fair bc he doesnt actually wanna kill anyone hence the ''i wish you could quickly heal injuries and #not die so i could do it over and over''#thing

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royaltea000 · 17 days ago

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I’ve never felt so conflicted about a franchise in my life but at least this dude was hot

#I watched conquering the demons and demons strike back at 3am last night and I have to say I like the first one more #but not by a lot #like I wanted so much to like this movie #but fucking Duan man…#like I read the plot beforehand so I wouldn’t be caught off guard by anything but DAMN that SA scene was sooo much worse watching it #girl this is not the girlboss pussy slay move you think it is queen #I liked her character so much too before that cuz she’s so cool but the unconsented captive fuck or die foreplay was NOT the move #then she had the nerve to rip up sanzang’s book and turn to us and be like you know what I think I still have a chance - GIRL HES RUNNING #then they had the nerve to make him fall in love with her anyway boy you a VICTIM #then the second one just had [redacted] in it and I did not enjoy looking at his face for two hours - ruined the whole experience #also I have to say that was the worst iteration of Sanzang I’ve ever seen I was actually happy when I thought wukong was boutta kill him #I talk all this shit but I really did like the effects and monster designs in the movie they were so cool #also I thought the first sanzang actor was sooo cute and pathetic why didn’t they keep him 😭#well it’s for the best I wouldn’t wanna have seen him turn abusive like they wrote him in the second movie #also dsb is the only movie in which I can understand the wukong and tripitaka shippers cuz that ENDING SCENE yeah I saw it #oh right my tags sorry lol #digital art #my art #journey to the west #jttw sun wukong #conquering the demons #demons strike back #sun wukong #also his glowup in between movies is so funny lmfao #if you couldn’t accept him at his conquering the demons you don’t deserve him at his demons strike back #at least dsb gave me this human version of wukong please sir just one chance just one sniff-

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skitskatdacat63 · 1 year ago

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2011 Italian Grand Prix - Vettonso

#SORRY. I AM GOING THROUGH IT.#this is why i had to put vettonso merchant in my bio bcs if i dont post them at least 5x a week ill die #their dynamic in this race is like actually indecipherable to me #cause this is the race where fernando 'allegedly' said fuck you my boy #but their dynamic is so odd????#like they have that happen in the cooldown room #and then generally ignore each other on the podium #and then we randomly get this cute moment and then they INSTANTLY go back to being awkward #but then in the press con they keep talking about each other and looking at each other???? okay :)#sometimes im just like. yeah no i give up on trying to understand them #not rly noticeable in these buts its so funny how seb pats him to get his attention #and then immediately goes to cheer as if to be like 'huh what i didnt touch uou'#to ref that one post about this race said: he didnt wanna embarrass himself again by getting turned on #stealing this from c cough cough but hes like 'oh no!! if he looks at me im gonna embrass myself on broadcast again!!'#anyways i love this moment and the pics from this are like my fav ever 2010s pics of them so yeah <3 #f1 #formula 1 #sebastian vettel #fernando alonso #vettonso #we do a little bit of f1 #*its so odd i completely remember finishing this and scheduling it last night #*but when i woke up it was only half done??? im still confused #2011 italian gp

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moeblob · 6 months ago

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Impulsively shoving a guy's hand in your mouth after having the thought "oh just like when my little sister used to prick herself on a rose thorn" and then immediately being treated like a pet who ate something they shouldn't have? Wonderful. Thank you, Thane.

(also not pictured is Thane apparently trying to scrape your tongue with his hand BEFORE pouring the holy water down your throat because NO. BAD.)

#bewitching sinners #palmier baker #thane verashkova #accidentally ingesting vampire blood because of big brother impulses is wild #also the reason hes so alarmed is bc in that world you kinda soulbond to others and thats how you soulbond as a vampire #you drink each others blood and so hes flipping out because while he hasnt had your blood yet #hey your ex is going to absolutely kill me if we bond on accident and i dont think i wanna die like that!#which is VERY cool to know thank you thane im so glad your concern is actually less of being bound #but about being murdered thats really cool #also the fact thane is found in the library studying with arshem my beloved ex and is BRIBED TO LEARN RECIPES #by arshem with vials of mixed blood hes just CASUALLY CARRYING is like hey man #thank you for being group mum i love you for it #and then later on arshem actually is like oh thane you can drink my blood later since you havent fed for a while #and thane is super chipper about it like HECK YEAH THANKS !#hey boys youre adorable thank you for existing in this incredibly fucked up world #im in a choke hold with this otome im sorry #you ever try to be nice to a guy and think surely this will help him a little bit then you get background lore #and you realize youre probably making things A LOT WORSE FOR HIM by being nice #im going through it with my emotions as i learn about palmiers actions pre game swap so like #dude please i am BEGGING YOU palmier please have ONE redeeming quality in you at some point #i want to adopt one of the love interests as my son though and im obsessed with the fact he can speak fish #my son can speak to the fish and he gives me fish as a present bc i might need it later #and i do actually in fact need said fish later for another quest #thankyou my son i love you and i appreciate you youre amazing #gonna have to draw arshem at some point and everyone will immediately go yeah that makes sense

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iifly-with-meii · 3 months ago

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i actually hate everything and everyone

i want to fucking die

#actually bpd #bpd #bpd thoughts #bpd vent #depressing shit #i hate everything #i hate everyone #fuck off #i wanna die #i wanna cvt

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destroyedbitxh · 3 months ago

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I did everything you wanted and you still betrayed me

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aquapolis · 1 year ago

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can we talk the fact that when fujiko lost her memory her first observation about lupin was how he looked like a nice person and he reacted like that was the most painful, horrible thing he'd ever been told by a woman who's literally held him at gunpoint multiple times I'M DYING TO TALK ABOUT THE FACT TH

#this special as a whole was. a rough time. but the like mini character studies in it FUCKED WITH ME BIG TIME.#right after this one i watched missed by a dollar which ALSO had lupin briefly mention that he thinks of himself as a horrible person. god #lupin iii #fujiko mine #sorry. ive been thinking about this for months but i dont wanna go off in the body of the post its jsut REALLY BEEN FUCKING WITH ME #THIS IS THE MOST DISTRAUGHT IVE EVER SEEN HIM OUTSIDE OF ACTUALLY SEEING PEOPLE DIE??#AND IT WAS BECAUSE FUJIKO SAID HE HAD KIND EYES. GODDDDDDD GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD #cherry talk

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bladeechan · 13 days ago

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Someone said I look ugly in this dress. No, I look ugly in this dress because I am ugly.