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soppingwetrat · 9 months ago

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just got spoiled for ep 8 I WANNA FUCKING DIE

#and it was reddit of all places #i wasn't even on the app i just got a random notif from the tma server #and the funniest part ab it is that is said tma spoilers right at the top #and i read those words #but my dumb ass brain did not register #so yeah #i actually wanna fucking die #cause i know that if i didn't get spoiled i would've been losing my shit on thursday #but now im expecting it #welp #tmagp vague #idk if the vague tag fits but just in case #rat rants

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laniidae-passerine · 4 months ago

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positively obsessed with how Rockstar Lestat is the exact kind of guy one of my friends would show me a picture of and swear he’s really sexy and cool and brilliant. Whole time I’m thinking “oh dear GOD” staring at a trainwreck weirdo and wondering what’s happened to everybody else that is absolutely missing me. jesus christ he’s blond

#his outfits are busted he’s cosplaying a vampire as an adult man and on top of it he’s blond #if he was a real guy who came out of nowhere I would think he was so cringe #and iwtv fans are like ‘oh we love him! we would always love him!!!’ LIES #you are on the HATER WEBSITE you are simply partially sexualising him and then rolling your eyes at Lestat/Reader band fic #while reblogging hate tweets (made by armand). don’t look in my eyes and tell me you don’t think he’s a little cringe.#does it matter how camp a man is if straight women want to fuck him. I think not. site of haters we’d be on armand’s side #and also you’d wanna fuck Daniel. as recent trends show #the x reader fic swiftie aesthetic girlies would love Lestat #they want to be a rockstar’s gf #but the gay gore amc hbo nbc bitches would take one look at Daniel crazy geriatric homosexual #who claims to be a vampire and is now touring around with another separate guy claiming to be a vampire #and they would (as they are a currently doing) posting shit like #‘hey is vampire peepaw kinda sexy. like I’d let him bite me. Lestat can die but Daniel come and get it grandpa’#lestat is nothing this is daniel’s time. in the reality where this is actually happening to us and not a tv programme #iwtv #interview with the vampire #rockstar lestat #lestat de lioncourt #the vampire lestat #daniel molloy

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kor0kke · 3 months ago

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Do you wanna hang with me? Call me! ☎️🌈💖

On a mini Nene era, I've seen tons of Nay-Nay Fanarts so I wanted to join too!! <3

Inspired by anime magazine covers :]

#fnf #friday night funkin #friday night funkin fanart #fnf fanart #pico's school #nene pico's school #fnf nene #I think this is the most saturated work I've done ever #amd colorful as FUCK too lmao #sorry if i burn your eyes lol #i don't have idea what half of those text says except for the big nene one #YASSS GIRLLL SLAYYY #yasss queen #Don't be fooled by the pretty colors she actually still wanna die lol #epicexplosion #KurokkePostingLol #DIES

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morbid-lycoris · 5 months ago

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I don't understand myself, I want to die, but also, I want to life forever.

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skitskatdacat63 · 1 year ago

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2011 Italian Grand Prix - Vettonso

#SORRY. I AM GOING THROUGH IT.#this is why i had to put vettonso merchant in my bio bcs if i dont post them at least 5x a week ill die #their dynamic in this race is like actually indecipherable to me #cause this is the race where fernando 'allegedly' said fuck you my boy #but their dynamic is so odd????#like they have that happen in the cooldown room #and then generally ignore each other on the podium #and then we randomly get this cute moment and then they INSTANTLY go back to being awkward #but then in the press con they keep talking about each other and looking at each other???? okay :)#sometimes im just like. yeah no i give up on trying to understand them #not rly noticeable in these buts its so funny how seb pats him to get his attention #and then immediately goes to cheer as if to be like 'huh what i didnt touch uou'#to ref that one post about this race said: he didnt wanna embarrass himself again by getting turned on #stealing this from c cough cough but hes like 'oh no!! if he looks at me im gonna embrass myself on broadcast again!!'#anyways i love this moment and the pics from this are like my fav ever 2010s pics of them so yeah <3 #f1 #formula 1 #sebastian vettel #fernando alonso #vettonso #we do a little bit of f1 #*its so odd i completely remember finishing this and scheduling it last night #*but when i woke up it was only half done??? im still confused #2011 italian gp

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moeblob · 6 months ago

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Impulsively shoving a guy's hand in your mouth after having the thought "oh just like when my little sister used to prick herself on a rose thorn" and then immediately being treated like a pet who ate something they shouldn't have? Wonderful. Thank you, Thane.

(also not pictured is Thane apparently trying to scrape your tongue with his hand BEFORE pouring the holy water down your throat because NO. BAD.)

#bewitching sinners #palmier baker #thane verashkova #accidentally ingesting vampire blood because of big brother impulses is wild #also the reason hes so alarmed is bc in that world you kinda soulbond to others and thats how you soulbond as a vampire #you drink each others blood and so hes flipping out because while he hasnt had your blood yet #hey your ex is going to absolutely kill me if we bond on accident and i dont think i wanna die like that!#which is VERY cool to know thank you thane im so glad your concern is actually less of being bound #but about being murdered thats really cool #also the fact thane is found in the library studying with arshem my beloved ex and is BRIBED TO LEARN RECIPES #by arshem with vials of mixed blood hes just CASUALLY CARRYING is like hey man #thank you for being group mum i love you for it #and then later on arshem actually is like oh thane you can drink my blood later since you havent fed for a while #and thane is super chipper about it like HECK YEAH THANKS !#hey boys youre adorable thank you for existing in this incredibly fucked up world #im in a choke hold with this otome im sorry #you ever try to be nice to a guy and think surely this will help him a little bit then you get background lore #and you realize youre probably making things A LOT WORSE FOR HIM by being nice #im going through it with my emotions as i learn about palmiers actions pre game swap so like #dude please i am BEGGING YOU palmier please have ONE redeeming quality in you at some point #i want to adopt one of the love interests as my son though and im obsessed with the fact he can speak fish #my son can speak to the fish and he gives me fish as a present bc i might need it later #and i do actually in fact need said fish later for another quest #thankyou my son i love you and i appreciate you youre amazing #gonna have to draw arshem at some point and everyone will immediately go yeah that makes sense

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royaltea000 · 6 days ago

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I’ve never felt so conflicted about a franchise in my life but at least this dude was hot

#I watched conquering the demons and demons strike back at 3am last night and I have to say I like the first one more #but not by a lot #like I wanted so much to like this movie #but fucking Duan man…#like I read the plot beforehand so I wouldn’t be caught off guard by anything but DAMN that SA scene was sooo much worse watching it #girl this is not the girlboss pussy slay move you think it is queen #I liked her character so much too before that cuz she’s so cool but the unconsented captive fuck or die foreplay was NOT the move #then she had the nerve to rip up sanzang’s book and turn to us and be like you know what I think I still have a chance - GIRL HES RUNNING #then they had the nerve to make him fall in love with her anyway boy you a VICTIM #then the second one just had [redacted] in it and I did not enjoy looking at his face for two hours - ruined the whole experience #also I have to say that was the worst iteration of Sanzang I’ve ever seen I was actually happy when I thought wukong was boutta kill him #I talk all this shit but I really did like the effects and monster designs in the movie they were so cool #also I thought the first sanzang actor was sooo cute and pathetic why didn’t they keep him 😭#well it’s for the best I wouldn’t wanna have seen him turn abusive like they wrote him in the second movie #also dsb is the only movie in which I can understand the wukong and tripitaka shippers cuz that ENDING SCENE yeah I saw it #oh right my tags sorry lol #digital art #my art #journey to the west #jttw sun wukong #conquering the demons #demons strike back #sun wukong #also his glowup in between movies is so funny lmfao #if you couldn’t accept him at his conquering the demons you don’t deserve him at his demons strike back #at least dsb gave me this human version of wukong please sir just one chance just one sniff-

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iifly-with-meii · 3 months ago

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i actually hate everything and everyone

i want to fucking die

#actually bpd #bpd #bpd thoughts #bpd vent #depressing shit #i hate everything #i hate everyone #fuck off #i wanna die #i wanna cvt

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destroyedbitxh · 3 months ago

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I did everything you wanted and you still betrayed me

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aquapolis · 1 year ago

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can we talk the fact that when fujiko lost her memory her first observation about lupin was how he looked like a nice person and he reacted like that was the most painful, horrible thing he'd ever been told by a woman who's literally held him at gunpoint multiple times I'M DYING TO TALK ABOUT THE FACT TH

#this special as a whole was. a rough time. but the like mini character studies in it FUCKED WITH ME BIG TIME.#right after this one i watched missed by a dollar which ALSO had lupin briefly mention that he thinks of himself as a horrible person. god #lupin iii #fujiko mine #sorry. ive been thinking about this for months but i dont wanna go off in the body of the post its jsut REALLY BEEN FUCKING WITH ME #THIS IS THE MOST DISTRAUGHT IVE EVER SEEN HIM OUTSIDE OF ACTUALLY SEEING PEOPLE DIE??#AND IT WAS BECAUSE FUJIKO SAID HE HAD KIND EYES. GODDDDDDD GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD #cherry talk

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bladeechan · 2 days ago

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Someone said I look ugly in this dress. No, I look ugly in this dress because I am ugly.

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m00n-4ng3l · 3 months ago

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fuck it i don't even want to get better

i want to get worse

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skrunksthatwunk · 5 months ago

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this could be kuwameshi if you guys would like. take my hand and trust me

#yyh spoilers in tags #like major spoilers ok #which ig i dont usually tag but whatever #the if i had to choose between the world and you it's you thing happened. and it was KUWABARA like hhhhgghh #yusuke makes him forget his honor code sometimes and i need you guys to see that with me #bc it makes me wanna fling myself into the ocean over and over again #kuwabara literally is like you need to be alive bc otherwise im nothing idek who i am. please let me punch you #and he wails this multiple times #and yusuke would burn down the world himself if he thought it'd help his friends we all know that #and doomed by the narrative? mmm with the ever escalating world ending nature of being a spirit detective thats kinda there #throw in the sudden demon-human age gap post yusuke death 2 and you've got some narrative dooming in a way #but not enough for me to well and truly call them doomed by the narrative #yyh #yu yu hakusho #kuwameshi #kazuma kuwabara #yusuke urameshi #ofc i can handle you at your worst thats basically you all the time is Very kuwa to yusuke #and maybe we can figure out what the hell ur problem is over dinner sometime is Very yusuke to kuwa #actually i should draw that. or make it a textpost or something #but like turning up the protectiveness/possessiveness thats already there with them in line with the whole #'ive watched you die' trauma they Both have means that like. i think they would Need to have each other around for a period of time #in the wake of sensui's bs perhaps. and then yusuke cuts it all off and they start to get a bit healthier about it. hm #i think about them all the time it's like if typicsl shonen rival/bestie homo-ness was kind of scary and painful #like they love each other but the ways they hurt each other and hurt over each other drive me fucking insane

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kheprriverse · 3 days ago

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Y’all thinking about an older Ares has RUINED me

#hyrule warriors #hw link #kheprri rambling #fucked by the ‘perfect hero’ treatment and is a little hit jaded and scruffy and i am INSANE FOR IT #he does not cope well and i love that for him #obsessed with him. been thinking about him for a couple months now for my wargod au and yall i cannot stop #volga gets the treatment too but its slightly less noticeable coz hes a dragon #also sorry about there being nothing going on. every time i want to start on something i get hit by just utter pain and cant focus #so ive just been playing games and sleeping trying to get through it lol #but that also gave me a lot of thinking time for the aus. especially the main one (and this one obv)#also sorry if u dont vibe with the headcanon/au. hes far from being a dick or entitled hes just tired of being perfect for others—#—and just wants to live in peace with his dragon bf lmao #2024+ is the era of khep(me) forcing myself to draw facial hair because ive always been afraid of not doing it right #actually i love drawinf facial hair and all hair in general tbh im just horrified of people being like ‘lol ur wrong die’ XD #anyways sorry. rambling. too many brain thoughts not enough outlets for #will be posting the mistflier species sheet wip on kofi eventually i just wanna type the words out to make it more legible #it IS still a wip and thats why its gonna be going on kofi until its finished #<- and also coz its tailnrr related

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k3t4min5 · 8 months ago

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nothing tastes as good as skinny feels

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rottenfleshnbones · 2 months ago

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growing up s realising my father was right when he said i do everything i can 4my friends n am always available when they need me but they never r when i need em

#im only processing my birthday 2day actually #nobody fucking cared about it #so much tht on this day we went out ... 2celebrate a friends birthday that had happened 4 days before #i wanna die why nobody likes me #what have i done wrong dude #besides bein annoying n ugly n dumb

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