#parasocially in love w me…..
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#death note#light yagami#l lawliet#eyestrain#?#i like shapes and colors AND patterns#fun combinations of all of those things#anyway i feel like i don’t talk in the tags on this blog as much as i used to. i need to do that more how else will i make more ppl#parasocially in love w me…..#so hmm. i graduate in less than a month which is exciting bc school sucks ass and i want to be done w it forever (until i decide i want#to go for a masters that is T_T) and have u guys heard abt the mcrtour? making mefeel fucking craaazyyyyyy yes i’m gonna try for#tickets. and perhaps even visit some beloved mutuals in the process. and fool that i am i never finished my last scarf but am wanting#to start a new one but this one is for someone so perhaps i will have more motivation to like. actually finish it lol. knitting btw. i am#not very good at it but it is a good skill to have and crocheting is my mother’s thing and i like the look of knit better. i got yarn the#other day and i was like ough am i remembering their favorite color correctly but if not i can just die forever or smth. i’m not sure#what pattern i wanna do or if i want to add a second color or anything but like i have a small collection of yarn that i got when it was#on sale like crazy so i’m sure i can find smth that will complement my base color if need be#okay i’m done goodbye
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"You must know: I love you, Rook. Ar lath ma, ma'sule. Ar las'a."
Elven Translation: "I love you, my soul. I give you myself."
The translation is rough/partial because much of the available lexicon from the wiki doesn't have all the smaller, prefix/suffix Elven words' translations available, and I do not agree with use of the other popular reference material (iykyk)! My barbies, my say so!
This will not be the last DreadRook Cameo I commission, so best believe there will be more coming your way in the next few weeks!
Also: GDL is a DreadRook shipper confirmed! (Yes, he did say this unprompted and yes, my cameo was longer than these two small clips. But that is for me and the DreadRook server to freak out about :>)
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#yes i did pay $55 for 14 words#what about it#i am a grown up with grown up money#i can do whatever i want and i say SOLAS LOVE CONFESSION#best believe i am sending a SCRIPT NOW#i only sent something so short this time around because we were not positive if he was allowed to do romantic DreadRook content#BUT NOW THAT IT'S CONFIRMED HE WILL?#gods yall better watch out fr#going to make GDL a RICH man#he said my NAME and blew me a KISS#is this what a parasocial relationship feels like#is this why people do cameos all the time??? fucking hell#<-find it necessary to add those are JOKES i do not agree w parasocial behavior PLS#dreadrook#solrook#rooklas#rook x solas#solas x rook#solas#rook#dread wolf#fen harel#dragon age#dragon age veilguard#dav#veilguard#datv#da veilguard#dragon age the veilguard#gareth david lloyd
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Gem, very earnestly to Imp and Skizz: You guys are my favourite.
#a quote#gigs phasmo#geminitay#this just made me smile#gem really has been an impulse fan since it feels like the very beginning. or at least a while. and I love her about it#her talking about watching impulse's videos when he tried to show her something in season 9. saying she already knew#and her talking about having imp and skizz's podcast on in the background all day so when she joins them for phasmo it really feels like#they've been hanging out for ages#I don't understand how anyone can't adore gem. I'm not gonna get too parasocial bc I obviously don't know her but like.#from an outside perspective. she's fantastic. and also hilarious so there's that too#anyway this was a very self-indulgent quote (partially bc I'm not really in the mood to go back through vods so I'm running out of drafts)#it's also from impulse's vod 'perfect insanity games or bust! (phasmo w/ friends) timestamp ~1:34:30#mod rhys
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He’s still doing it btw!!
#dimension 20#d20#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#brennan lee mulligan#I love that man (parasocial)#seeing adults in successful creative careers exhibiting neurodivergent traits makes me so happy#tumblr didn’t let me post the clip in a reblog so new post w the old one linked it is ig🤷
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i really can’t decide if i should get vip or regular general admission tickets for purple kiss 😭😭😭😭😭
#i keep thinking if i just get general admission i might not have a good view bc i am short n vip will help me get in there sooner#but sound check party + group photo + hi touch? that’s much pressure i can’t be perceived by them i love them but i don’t want to interact 😭#i know it sounds crazy coming from me like sunmisbf is parasocial central but i am self aware trust me#it’s the reason i didn’t get vip for seungyoun bc i was like what the hell do i even have to say#say to that man i don’t know him😭#i kind of regret though i know he hears it from all his fans but i would’ve really loved to thank him for sharing his music w us#some of us really do think that guy is the most talented man in the world idgaf#i could’ve given him a real madrid key chain as a gift 😔#anyways back to purky. i’m so indecisive#.txt
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i think itis funny in the past when i would list my interests as if i post abt them i donot post abt the shit im into rly Mainly bc im not rly Into Into anything anymore i occasionally watch or read or play something but i dont do fandom stuff rly much.... just sometimes i get brainworms
#do i still list my interests somewhere i dont knowwww#i just stopped rly being into fandom a few years ago combination depression antipathy + bad experiences in fandom spaces#but idk. me listing my interests didnt rly accomplish anything for anyone bc it was just like anddd just so you know i was crazy abt this#video game for a rly long time it probably wont ever come up again but it might maybe one day. yk. ig its just sharing info Which is one#supposes the point of all of this but idk#its not that im cagey abt my interests except that one which i cant talk abt publically bc its a triple a game and im embarassed abt it. no#anything bad im just embarrassed . its not anything any of my oomfies have ever posted abt either so its just for me. and lamp . and when#the third game comes out i might post very very very vaguely abt it ......... possibly.#but ya its like. idk i think you guys have to find out abt my plague tale obsession on your own through lived experience. aka just me seein#like the word king and randomly collapsing to the floor and going KING HUGO 😭😭😭😭😭 oh god hugo guys oh god . please play plague tale#i wish i had finished that tw thing i started making but then i got too focused on the color palette and making it look nice and i stopped.#umm tw child death animal death The plague some gorey stuff theres some cult things in the second game ummm. yeah ..... its rly special to#me tho i love those games PLAY PLAGUE TALE!!! and if u need more indepth tws ill give them to you even if i have to replay both games to#refresh my memory... lamp wont play plaguetale with me (not their speed) so im all alone </3 but i miss it i might replay soon... i wish i#was in like discord servers so i could play it on call w ppl or something <- is in discord servers but is shy and Also i feel like playing#game on call is like a level like 2 friendship thing and i cant even do level 1 friendship things like i feel i need to at least be talking#regularly in a server b4 i like try to do Calls in the server esp for plague tale bc its like a 1p game so wed need a rapport to like have#shit to talk abt and etc ..... i could just infodump abt the game but again i feel doing that to like strangers/oomfies would b weird. ik i#come on here and talk abt whatever i want but its like you guys dont Have to read this and its not like a server where Yeah im not talking#to one person but im still like Oh well ive sent a message and its in the channel and everybody just has to look at it and whatever.#but on here i post i nobody cares and it just gets pushed down and its Fine bc its not like anybody has to feel obliged to respond#which is fine. you know.. i just hate being like a nuisance i hate . idk how to phrase. imposing myself on others ig.. which is dumb bc the#i turn around and whine abt how i have no friends and its like Maybe that is bc you donot talk to anyone bc yr scared they will be annoyed#with you and you dont leave the house and have no interests to bond with ppl and etc. but basically the difference is ive written all this#and you guys can just not read it or you can just read it and ignore it and its different. even tho i am like addressing you and i do have#like. weird parasocial thing with My followers or whatever where i talk directly to you YES YOU! reading this. IDKK im rambling so much i#dont know what im talking abt anymore. i proooooobably need to go to sleep im hungry tho but im not but i am. but i think my sleep is getti#off schedule again i had trouble sleeping yesterday too... ugh
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I failed puffmonth sorgy 😔
#its a mix of both procrastination and laack of inspiration#to be fair to myself its been a bit of a road bump when im not sure if the stuff i draw would be something puffy herself would like#I've long since been v disconnected w her streams#and I've only recently started watching her again#but shes busy! and she streams midnight to early morning my time#things have been tough for her so i wanted to draw stuff that shed smile at. and w all the stuff about leaving the past behind i kinda got#worried id just be bringing back bad memories at some point :(#i still like her lil sheepie character and im sure she still holds some fondness for her too#but its prolly the best if i just draw her in my own time and also actually only watch puffy the streamer in my own time too#maybe monthly puffy drawings? maybe ....#thank you to whoever stuck around#i hope ur giving the capn some love too! i think shes been haaving a tough week. so im. sending my parasocial love brain waves to make her#feel better#join me#woooooo~~~~~~~~
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do you know how much i'd kill to insert myself into cookingracha (chan, lee know, seungmin)..
#desperately tries to not get parasocial about it#its honestly more just craving that domesticity w good friends#i love the cooking parts of their videos sm.. i always come back to them#ugh the jeju cooking vid makes me SICK#that tired vibe and everyones participating in cooking. some are sleeping. others are sitting by and talking#vom
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if i was delusional enough to spend real money on something like bubble and then doubley delusional enough to spend real money to personally send idols messaged on there, the only thing i would do is send lee know cat videos 🤷♀️
#like thats about as delulu as i get#i see a specific kind of cat video and will be like#damn minho would probably love that shit#but thats it#you couldnt catch me dead spending money on an app like that#not to knock people that do i just am not feeding into parasocial delusions#i get its a good money grab off the delusional but not me i aint falling for it#skz#stray kids#i just be wanting to be besties w everyonr smh
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my askbox and notifs are always so full of awesome people i love my awesome followers theyre so awesome
#sometimes i think i have a parasocial relationship with some of my followers till i remember they literally follow me#and not the other way around lol#anyways i just love my followers and people that interact w my posts its so fun in my inbox all day yayy woohoo ^_^#ps talks
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btw peter doherty i love you so much
#if that wasn't clear to anyone#there's very few people i feel so connected to#parasocial friendships for the win i guess#but how crazy and how lucky to have seen the libertines play twice. i used to think hmm maybe i should go see someone else instead of#them for the 2nd time because i never had enough money for anything... now i don't know when/if live music will ever be accessible to#me again and i feel so happy to have had that special experience alongside the person i know thanks to their music and whom i love the most#this is such a convoluted bs sentence#but im overcome with many an emotion so please 🐻 w me#//
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erik is my boyfriend now it would seem
#confirmed 👍🏼#rlly weird to say i feel like at heart i'm a single girl i'm a loner yk. but it's like welllll. i like him.... so...#i will try not to like wax poetic but what i will say. is with the distance and everything this is probably the most difficult#relationship situation i have ever been in. but it feels easier w him than it ever has with anyone else. soooo like. whatever....#also my apologies if anyone was madly in parasocial love w me it's not me it's u etc.#wait that's wrong. i'm not writing that tag again but ykwim 👍🏼#anyway peace and love everyone i'm v happy:) i was sad abt it as it started developing honestly bc i was like. it's DOOMED but i think#regardless of how difficult it may be i'm glad it's happening yk like it's worth it
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btw in case you were wondering my response to like. everything involving the fnaf movie is just "MATTHEW LILLARD SWEEP"
#🐰 v.txt#love matthew lillard so much he is like a friend to me (joking. i promise. i'm not actually in a parasocial relationship w him.)
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BMTH twitter scares me so much all i do is lurk but the stuff i hear is so absurd its like good lord you people are unwell in the worst ways
#(thinspo? fucking thinspo of them? are you guys unwell in the head?)#(like its not even funny discourse its just racism and unhealthy parasocial relationships w real ppl.)#(like can you guys be normal! for five seconds!)#bmth#its loving bmth hours#bring me the horizon
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idk if i have any noah kahan moots on here but OUR BOY IS PLAYING SNL HOLY SHIT
#I LOVE HIM SO MUCH IM SO PROUD OF HIM#my parasocial relationship w that man is so unhealthy but he means so much to me fr#ANYWAY
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out of context screenshots of me being Incredibly, Undoubtedly, Stupendously normal about elijah @http-byler 😊
#cant u just Tell that i love him more than anyone or anything in this entire godforsaken world#elijah. you are so caring n understanding n precious 2 me n thoughtful n classy (yes. even w ur rambling. Classiest.) n compassionate n#creative and beautiful n ravishing and funny and charismatic n enthusiastic n fervent and a thousand other things i cant think of rn#and i Love hearing (well.) u talk. abt anything. because we are what we love. and you love what ur talking abt. and you are that. and i lov#anyway im. Literally deeply astonishingly wholeheartedly in actual Love with u#so 💕#whenever i talk 2 u my face becomes 😚☹️🥺😳❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🤍❣️💕💞💓💗💖💘💝#elijah my parasocial boygirlfriend my cherry tomato <3#elijah my heart my soul my world my everything#elijah <33#in my loving and adoring elijah era (but its less of an era and more of a lifetime)#moot appreciation post#<- WAYYT past 'moot' and only 'appreciation' but.
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