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one of my kids is getting a new treatment team (she moved foster homes and it's just too far from our agency if there's a crisis) and she cried when we did the warm handoff today :(
#my heart is so heavy#i didn't expect it#i STRUGGLED with her at the beginning#and today we talked about what worked and what didn't#and she said she didn't like me at first because she was trying to distract herself#and wasn't listening#and i was like :( girl you don't have to blame yourself#i'm not leaving because of you#it just#:(#sentences border on senseless
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The world isnât ready for my alpha kid readings.
#jane crocker#jake english#roxy lalonde#dirk strider#homestuck#alpha kids#Jane is the struggler donât you EVER contest that#many might argue itâs Jake but he doesnât struggle inherently#usually he just vibes until heâs forced into situations wherein he struggles#Jane struggles from the beginning#her entire arc is a struggle#also had to change it from âthe fujoshiâ mostly cause I donât like that and also cause itâs not as versatile as the other labels#I donât actually think Dirk is boring btw i just think that when put up against his friends he has a lot less complexity going on#like his arc is fairly simple as opposed to Jane and Jakeâs#and even Roxyâs#His problems seem inherently a lot more straight forward to me simply because heâs articulate enough to realize he has problems#Jane and Jake are almost there#problems are like on the tip of their tongues#and Roxy is kinda like the John of the team where she isnât even gonna acknowledge the possibility of problems#girl is like âproblems? haha not me#Iâm the put together one in this group :)â#and just ignores all her internalized misogyny and heteronormativity#she is a mirror to Vriska in that they both put a lot of emphasis on preforming romanticism as a means of affirming their gender#anyway my alpha kid readings are way too boring so I feel like nobody would really be interested in them Sighhhh
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ladies on some sewing rulers.
#i continue to flex my tailorâs era#sewing rulers#french curve ruler#neckhole ruler#a classmate of mine have these really fancy rulers that works perfectly for bigger body proportions#compared to the ones we were able to find in the beginning of classes#those were licherally made out of cardboard (i already accidentally bent my hip curve in half *cry*#instead of buying some online..we traced the fancy ruler on thick sintraboard and cut/sanded those out#our instructor requested me to paint her rulers#specifally with some anime on it đđđ#im just gonna print these gorlies on a vinyl sticker and stick em on the rulers hahahah#im struggling what to do with the thinner curved rulers#anyways this is my lil parting/graduation gift to her
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Watercolor đ¨
#Fanart#fan art#our life#our life: beginnings & always#cove holden#cove holden fanart#our life mc#i never got into watercolor so i'm giving that skill to my oc#let her suffer the same paint struggles i went through lmao#number one is mixing complex colors using my cheap ass lil hands paint#cove is just vibing tho he's just happy to be there
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thinking about transfem sanji and "apparently-bisexual-now" zoro.
Sanji comes back to sabaody post ts with long hair and fem presenting, yet kicks zoros ass even harder than before and he's immediately smitten.
Zoro who's never been attracted to a woman before, but now all he can think of is sanjis long hair and pretty eyes and "yeah, okay, I guess this is it now."
#Rotating them in my brain so bad#They make me so ill I need to be shot#Also yes this is implied t4t because of course#Trans zoro 4 the win#Zoro thought sanji was hot before but now she's back and just so much more comfortable and confident with herself and zoro is STRUGGLING#Like she's so vibrant and happy and he's like#Like so in love he can't even begin to understand it. Just knows that Sanji is strong and pretty and kind and he's so lost on her#He looks at her like she's the sun itself and the crew is so goddamn tired of them#Op#one piece#Zosan#Sanzo#transfem sanji#T4t#sanji#zoro#Not tagging transmasc zoro because it's not said in the post but just know that it IS implied
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spoilers for chapter 429
idk if you guys remember but ochako does have parallels with All Might, specifically as the side who saves. Itâs not that he feels the same for them both or something like that, they serve to represent the type of heroism he naturally goes to; his friend is not his love interest, from his perspective sheâs out there having a crisis over not being able to save her, and Izuku reminds her that she is a hero bc she is his hero -she saved him multiple times, and she should be able to feel like a proper hero.
This conversation is not about the nature of their relationship, is about heroism; Izuku relates to a conflict between being a hero who saves and failing to save someone, and doesnât want to see Ochako ending spiraling because she couldnât also fulfill that role as expected. Sheâs his hero not because he loves her romantically -heâs a nerd Iâm sure he would be way more nervous and blushing if he was confessing anything he thought was romantic- but because sheâs able to go and do what All Might does to Izuku, save him physically and emotionally.
He knows she hides her feelings in order to not be a burden, yet he doesnât talk about his own feelings outside of his guilt in heroics -what does he feel about losing OFA? About his own failures? About the people he personally lost? He canât talk for others and claim Ochako is everyoneâs hero, but he can speak for himself, and thatâs his personal perspective -she is a hero to him, sheâs his hero. And then the class appears to make sure sheâs able to get support and understand sheâs not alone, and sheâs important to them too.
but Izuku doesnât get support. Izuku cries a little and talks a little about himself, but he doesnât get supported. If this was meant to be romantic, I donât understand why he would hold back whatâs inside of him.
the end of the chapter reveals that boy is going to be helped by that woman who regretfully ignored Tenko, and they both witness it and are happy about it while hearing izuku inspired that change, and iida wonders whatâs up with them -this is the conclusion to their relationship. In their hearts these two are saviors who struggle to be heroes who save others, and they are happy there are appearing more people who want to be heroes like them. Heroes who save. Save like All Might.
That grandma for example, interpreting the narrative as what I think is intended, would be that boyâs All Might; sheâs his hero.
Izuku and Ochako are heroes who save, and Deku is here to remind her at least she did save him many times, that she is still a hero because she is his hero. I donât believe is meant to be interpreted as romantic, not that Izuku sees that phrase as it neither -after all, he said he does want to be like All Might and feels good to imitate him, but he doesnât love him.
Ochakoâs All Might hair moment, the parallels with Toshinori telling him he can be a hero, the trying to save from black suffocating quirks, the we can do it and do your bestâŚ
Do I need to remind you heroes arent a romantic thing for Izuku Midoriya?
#grrr talking#bkdk#dkbk#bakudeku#dekubaku#Iâm not saying Iâm happy with the chapter#I have my criticisms#But I donât want to keep seeing ppl say this is romantic and âizu///ocha canon we won bkdk deadâ#First of all no itâs not even if it was canon we would still ship them and make content about them#Second of all this chapter was about ochako getting comfort not a boyfriend#Are we really sitting there believing they are together when ochako doesnât struggle nor think about her crush at all#And her character goes way beyond liking him or not#And izuku hero nerd midoriya calls her his hero bc he sees all might savior qualities in her???#Bitch whereâs the romance#And you know what? I donât get it now#Bc ppl were all like âyeah itâs platonicâ when izuku said he admired all might but katsuki was just right there closer to him#But now they see the whole âyou are my heroâ as a romantic confession? Fuck off#Personally I always felt kinda strange about that scene in bk vs dk 2#It focuses on the closeness and and itâs strange bc izuku doesnât strive to be like him at all#He doesnât want to be the victorious hero side nor want to be a angry and disrespectful when he gets angry#He just is#So. Yeah#ochako is part of the saving chain and she saved him multiple times since the beginning#This is his experience with her and she deserves to be acknowledged as the hero she is#Even if nobody else sees her as that including herself he sees it#She deserves to hear it#When she saved him during black whip with shinsoâs help everyone else saw a romantic moment#Mina teased her about it and made things weird for them always trying to look into it as a romantic gesture#And it wasnât. That was ochako being the hero she is and Izuku confirms that to her#She is a hero not a love interest
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8/9 - Steph Brown tarot card designs for Complete Candor by @vexfulfolly as part of the @batfam-big-bang
Read the fic here!
Other cards:
1-Babs 2-Cass 3-Bruce 4-Tim 5-Damian 6-Jason 7-Duke 8-Steph 9-Dick
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Image 1:
A design of the "Judgement" tarot card. It has the texture of recycled paper and reads "JUDGEMENT". A symbol of two clouds is visible behind the numeral "XX".
Steph Brown faces foward in her Spoiler uniform. She has pupil-less white eyes and is shrouded in purple smoke. There are a few stylised lilac-coloured clouds in the foreground, partially obscuring her. The bottom half of Cluemaster's face is visible in the background with a hand reaching to grab her.
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A design of the "Judgement" tarot card. It has the texture of recycled paper and reads "JUDGEMENT" upside-down. A symbol of a rabbit and a wolf is visible behind the numeral "XX".
Steph Brown stands with her back turned in her Robin uniform. She is standing in a pool of blood. A large shadowy Batman is in the background. The lower half of his face is visible and his hand reaches out to grab her. The yellow bat on his chest fades into the blood. The entire card is upside-down.
#fic rec: complete condor by vexfulfolly#batfam big bang#ok look Steph were maybe the second or third ones I designed#and by FAR took the least time somehow????#I really struggled with her in the thumbnail stages though#I had originally had her and cluemaster swapped since she was hunting him#but it made him the focus of the card#and I guess it make sense this way too- she is ultimately shaped by her father#even if not in the way he had wanted her to be#he didnât have control of her but his actions still controlled hers ykwim???#and then for reverse- well.#Bruce never wanted her as robin to begin with#and the job killed her#as a side- jason returned as red hood to Gotham just after she died so-#imagine that. he came back to find another dead robin- like they really WERE expendable to Bruce#steph brown#stephanie brown#the spoiler#robin#dc comics#fanart#batfam#tma#the magnus archives#tarot cards#tarot art#batman#my scribbles#cw blood#tw blood
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Alastorâs so obnoxious im sobbing
#HEâS AN ASSHOLE AND I LOVE THAT FOR HIM#one of the girlies tho fr#listening to charlieâs problems in her room#HIS KICKIE LEGS?? CRYING#also iâm glad to see Charlie struggling about the vaggie reveal is gonna be an ongoing conflict in the ep#kinda had the thought theyâd squish it in the beginning but looks like thatâs not the case#ik theyâll make up but im interested to see how and what theyâll do moving forward#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel spoilers#charlie morningstar#hazbin hotel charlie#hazbin hotel alastor
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#kirby#daily kirby#my art#digital#hal laboratory#nintendo#it was a hard day today.#sometimes you just gotta cry for an hour about requiring significant assistance to do basic stuff that you don't actually have help with rn!#(my wife is working 6 12s at a job we had to move across the country for)#(which means 1 she is *exhausted* at *all* times and struggling to even meet her own needs)#(and 2 our other partner and all our family and friends are. multiple days away by car. so they can't come help.)#it's getting hard to even stick leftovers in the microwave for myself but no one else is able to cook for me.#it sucks.#(we're moving again in june because this was a 1-year position from the beginning)#(and the idea is for our other partner to move in with us which will help a lot)#(plus my wife should be switching to a reliably 5-day week at that time)#(but we don't know where we're going for another month and a half.)#(so we can't really do any groundwork or anything to make that happen.)#(and having zero agency other than sitting and waiting and getting worse alone Really Sucks!)#I guess this is a bit of a secret part two to yesterday's meducation lol#favorites
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Iâm finally biting the bullet and contacting a therapist today after being ambivalent ab it for so long⌠this hellsite has its many disadvantages but one thing I can say is it has truly helped me be less scared of pursuing therapy. Silver lining etc etc
#And to be clear I have nothing against therapy. Iâve seen it do wonders for other people#I think the reason itâs a point of defeat (just a little) for me to be like ok. I need a therapist. Is bc Iâm admitting to myself that I#need one to begin w. And I get itâs not healthy but I always liked to think I could handle anything by myself#That was even the whole point of this blog. It was supposed to serve as a conduit for these feelings#And Iâm not saying I donât have a support system. I do. I have many wonderful friends#But I struggle to be vulnerable at all tbh and whenever I am Iâm guilty ab it bc#I understand so many people have busy lives & I feel like an emotional burden on them by venting#Despite them telling me that itâs totally fine. Obvi a therapist is literally paid to listen so no guilt there#And I think thatâs what I need#Iâm not like on the brink of a psychotic break or anything but itâs just little things. I think itâd be nice to sit in someoneâs office for#One hour a week and just go. That did bother me actually. I am tired actually. I do feel that way actually.#Rather than just burying my feelings w school and a busy schedule#I donât think therapy will make me any less of a workaholic anytime soon but itâll at least allow me to slow down one hour a week#And also not bottle shit up so fuckin much#But ya all of this is to say Iâm drafting the email to her RIGHT now .#Starting the day off strong by oversharing on tumblr dot com
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Ink October day twenty-five: Contexture
The act of weaving or assembling parts into a whole.
An arrangement of interconnected parts; a structure.
The arrangement and union of the constituent parts of a thing; a weaving together of parts; structural character of a thing; system; constitution; texture.
#will I ever be normal about them? no. fuck you.#kh xion#kh roxas#kh sora#xion kh#roxas kh#sora kh#roxas#Xion#kingdom hearts xion#xion kingdom hearts#kingdom hearts sora#sora kingdom hearts#roxas kingdom hearts#kingdom hearts roxas#kingdom hearts#kh#blue boi draws#ink october 2023#ink October 2023 day 25#thinking about how Xion isnât just Soraâs replica but Roxasâ as well. girlie has more identity issues then you can shake a stick at#she fights like Roxas she fights like Sora she might even like fighting but she was made for it after all#does the weopon like violence because it enjoys it or because it is a weopon to begin with#Iâd say Sora to a certain extent enjoys fighting (see: the colosseum and the play fighting during childhood) I think he likes fighting peop#and likes fighting with people when the stakes arenât too high. itâs fun. on the other hand I think the closest thing to fighting Roxas#likes is struggle. maybe with some play wrestling or something. but if the person your hitting isnât dropping colour balls he isnât into it#it becomes at best a chore at worst something that would fuck with his trauma. he doesnât wanna be a keyblade master he wants to be normal.#Xion on the other hand is much more complicated. I think she enjoys it (her choosing to train on their day off) but more in the way that#she finds it satisfying instead of fun. she likes Completing Tasks and Improving and things that when she focuses on past reveal she finds#uncomfortable. running out of space but Phemiecâs All I Want. âall I want is to know the wanting is my ownâ ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhgg
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even while it was happening, you knew it wasn't going to last
#parahumans#worm#lisa wilbourn#tattletale#feeling BAD about my girl lisa in the club tonite#i am convinced she is the most tragic main character in worm#which is a bold statement i know#but i just cant handle even thinking about her shit FOR REAL#she knew the cops and robbers shit was bullshit! from the very beginning!#of course she did! Coil fucking forced her to work for him at gunpoint and she totally understands that#if she doesn't do what he wants shes going to end up in a torturebasement!!#she knew aall of taylors funny little problems n Issues from the start! she tried SO hard to keep her alive and at least a little happy#struggling and clinging and digging in her claws as she watches this girl somehow get Worse(?)#and every time taylor takes a step towards the void guess who sees it in excruciating detail even when taylor can't/wont!!!!#and in the end it doesn't matter!! all her schemes and plans don't amount for shit!! she doesn't save the girl!#she doesn't save the girl.#my art
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I have no clue why they didn't make Amity more akin to a rival character instead of a bully. Because it would have solved A Lot of problems in regards to Amity and Willow, and Lumity becoming a thing.
The thing is that Lumity feels Super Weird at the start when Luz is trying to befriend Amity long before the girl shows any remorse for bullying Willow and making up for it. And it's not something easily brushed off when Amity is introduced being condescending and a dick to Willow. The bullying isn't something of the past, it's still going on.
Willow comes off as an afterthought in this dynamic, when she's the one who's been wronged by Amity the most. Their arc never feels like it resolves itself either, it just kinda peeters out.
If you've watched Little Witch Academia, Diana is who I think Amity should have emulated more. Diana is the top student at the school, she's stern and no-nonsense, a bit stuck-up, she comes from a prestigious family, she gets in conflict with the protagnoist, Akko, not because of bullying but because they have very different personalities and butt heads because of it. Akko considers Diana her rival, but this is one-sided on her part.
Willow and Amity could still have been friends in the past, but Amity instead pointedly ignores Willow's existence after their friendship has ended. She doesn't call out her friends for bullying Willow(that would make it seem like she cares) but she doesn't participate or encourage it. She's still not a good person, she still has to apologise to Willow, but changing their relationship from 'active bullying' to 'pretending Willow doesn't exist' would do a lot going forward for them I think. Still terrible, but more palatable in my eyes.
#the owl house#toh critical#i guess?#better safe than not#luz noceda#amity blight#willow park#lumity#honestly one-sided rivalry could have easily been part of the early pre-lumity dynamic#with luz still seeing TBI as a fantasy considering amity to be her rival because in stories like these the protagonist always has a rival#but it would lead to luz struggling to see amity as a person beyond the 'rival' trope#like less we forget this girl had no friends before coming to TBI#so she'd struggle communicating with amity outside of how this is 'supposed' to go#or how it went in the azura books between azura and hecate#but their friendship doesn't need a big event or battle to form and it actually complicates things instead#and just like in canon lost in language is what helps luz see more of the real amity and it's what begins the connection between them
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i saw an account post that, unfortunately, if you are a jason todd fan account then youâve most definitely gotten an ask along the lines of âif you like fanon jason then youâll definitely like canon helena/steph/miaâ and was wondering if youâve ever gotten an ask like that
I've gotten a few about Helena specifically, never Steph or Mia so I'm going to talk about Helena rather than generalize what I'm about to say to both of them too (because I was actually thinking about this a few weeks ago!)
Those people are right...in a way. If you want christian guilt (that Jason does not in UTRH and should not ever struggle with) and genuine efforts to be accepted by the Bats? You want Helena. A character whose relationship with killing can be benefited by people bringing her into their light without rendering her previous choices pointlessly antagonistic? that's Helena.
Then there's also the factor of Helena often, in canon, being treated as unstable and untrustworthy, no matter what she does to prove otherwise. and that's seen as a continued failing on her part, even if it's others that refuse to believe in her. Jason constantly being pushed into those situations in fanon and canon is very Helena coded. He's got her good and bad.
But if you like the Jason from UTRH era, arguably the best written Jason post-resurrection (which isn't saying much because...we all know how he's written most of the time), then Helena would never work for you because they're so different. Even with fanon, there's only a certain extent it can apply to. Helena's not Bruce daughter, he didn't raise her, she was never family for him outside the costume (or in it. but that hurts me to say), and she certainly wasn't Dick's sister. So those dynamics should be different inherently, even in fanon where they're altered to resemble something like what Helena has. There's still a history that Jason has here that she naturally doesn't.
I think it's too vague and unhelpful of a thing to say if you're trying to make people interested in Helena or change their portrayal of Jason. But I do see the basis of it.
#heavy on the catholic guilt btw. ik it's not the point but i want you all to let flashpoint jason go. helena's such a great character that#even i cared about her christian guilt and i seriously do not gaf about christians. but it just doesnt work for jason. give it up loves#i do not however think helena's being pushed out of the spotlight is entirely or even mostly due to jason lol#she was already being pulled out of gotham way before he became so similar to her. and then she got pushed to the background in favour of#male characters the same way steph and cass have been for quite a while now.#but if we're talking about fanon specifically? i think most ppl simply dont know she exists bc they dont read comics. even babs cass and#steph struggle to make the cut despite being much more well known so this is really a ppl not caring about female charas issue than jason#specifically stealing her light in fanon. the other male charas' fans arent exactly hyping her up daily either#anyways. maybe im not the best person to ask to begin with since i dont like fanon jason
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An idle thought, really, but I think it's interesting to see fandom latch on the metaphorical interpretation of things like Laudna's relationship with Delilah as a metaphor for addiction or Imogen's psychic powers as a metaphor for either chronic pain or queerness, but there's much less attachment to or discussion of the characters who explicitly, canonically dealt with exactly those things. By which I mean Scanlan's substance abuse, Veth's alcoholism, and even Ashton's chronic pain (which feels like it was discussed much more before it was confirmed canon, and seems to be brought up mostly just as ship fodder these days). I suppose one could argue the devotion to the metaphorical interpretations lies in the fact that it's an interpretation of canon as opposed to being explicitly so, meaning there's more wiggle room to project a personal interpretation onto it. Explicit canon is more concrete, less malleable to the individual viewer. Still, if we're going to talk about addiction now in a metaphorical sense via Laudna, it leads me to wonder if we will see further discussion of the characters who explicitly dealt with addiction (Veth and Scanlan), as opposed to Laudna's purported allegorical version of it
#take this with a grain of salt because I was not directly involved in the fandom when major things re: veth and scanlan's#substance abuse issues were ongoing for the most part#so if there WAS a wider discussion of this that has happened in fandom I might just not know about it#that said in my experience it has not come up much at all#so even if there was discussion you rarely see it come up in the ongoing reception of the characters#which may just be an effect of WHO those specific characters are#i.e. two consecutive sam pcs (explicitly) vs now a marisha pc (in the metaphorical sense)#because I am familiar with scanlan often being called unfair and veth often being called selfish#but re: laudna many of her decisions (see: killing bor'dor) have the blame shunted onto other characters (orym) to absolve her#of having made those decisions to begin with#neither veth nor scanlan have ever been shown that kind of leniency in the fandom that I know of#particularly as it pertains to their very real struggles with addiction#ANYWAY this is not going into the maintag lol. lmao even#like am I fan of the comparison to addiction? eh. it doesn't quite feel like it fits. like it's not a perfect comparison#but like I'll play ball with it a little I guess since it's been brought up in canon
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"We will always struggle, but that is the test. It's the choice to keep fighting that makes us who we are."
âCere Junda
#jedi survivor#jedi survivor spoilers#cere junda#cal kestis#every day i think about the parallels in cere and cal's characters from the first game to the second#how their paths as jedi briefly converge and then split off again in opposite directions#how cere struggles with the dark side and closes herself off to the force#while cal tries to find his way back after losing his connection#and they help each other grow#how cal pulls cere back from the dark at the end of the first game and we see her in the second game fulling embracing her jedi self again#and then he begins to fall down toward the dark this time#but cere's not there to save him#(but merrin is)#ANYWAY#this game is beautiful so i'm going to make cringe pretty posts about it
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