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beechbark · 3 days ago

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Just finished da: the veilguard. Tried not to cry, ended up crying a LOT 👍

Fave part was when Solas dread wolfed all over those guys

#like I predicted the twists in the very beginning but I still hoped I was wrong #hurt my own feelings 😔#anyway I romanced lucanis and can I just say: wow girl give us nothing #probably the most lackluster romance I’ve seen in a BioWare game but whatever he’s cute #overall I’d give it…. an 8/10 #pretty solid reminded me a lot of da2 which is such a big fucking w #combats fun and the glitches I experienced were pretty minor #EXCEPT WHEN I WENT THRU THE END CREDITS AND MY GAME FUCKING CRASHED SO I HAD TO WATCH EM AGAIN LMAOOO #party banter was delightful as always #and Solas is a prick I wish we had the option to punch him like we could in inquisition he deserves it fr #it is four in the morning I have a paper due today lmaoooo

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orcelito · 2 months ago

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So I got home and started cleaning. And then I just Kept cleaning. Bc my brain was being marvelously cooperative

View: the pile of pet fur I swept up (it REALLY needed sweeping) and the entryway + couch, marvelously empty of trash and clutter!!!

I stopped to do therapy, then I showered and ate, and... *wow* I think I overextended myself, especially since I didn't sleep that well last night. My head. Hurts. Enough to make me nauseous. So I am taking it easy. Gonna try to take a nap. A bit of shuteye would benefit me, either way.

And then I'll have to write this essay exam. But first. I need my brain to be in less pain so it will work. Lol.

#speculation nation #adderall win! i did lots of cleaning.#sensitive constitution loss! ive been thrown into bed by my own body. eugh.#gonna have to be careful to balance the needs of the body. dont like feeling like this.#i was cleaning for nearly 2 hours tho. cleaned up trash and clutter and took out all the trash and swept and also cleaned the couch #marvelous improvement... im working on it 👍#ok now i try to nap so i can maybe have my head hurt a little less. i think it was the chemicals that did this😔

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spaghett-onaplate · 3 months ago

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i need to pack my bags and get the hell out of frown town

#i realise that recently i have been disgustingly self absorbed with my own issues 😔#there is a line between discussing bad feelings with friends and being stiflingly negative and i leapt across that line a few weeks ago #like yeah my own issues feel horrendously overwhelming at points but i can't always be caught up in that when i'm around my best friend #i think it's a mix of just exhaustion and also the fact i see her after school where i'm more positive #so i just crash after a tiring day and become the mayor of frown town #it hurt to hear but i mean she worded it much less directly than i have been wording this #and the vibes have been feeling rancid lately so im glad i recognise the issue now and things should feel a bit better between us #just ough it's so easy to become an unpleasant person #not even necessarily by inflicting harm on others but just not inflicting any joy #it's rough out here but it's good to find out negative aspects of yourself and improve them ig #bc i have had friends that are horribly negative and it's just difficult to be around them sometimes #ugh anyway sleep will help all this #oh also in the morning today seemed impossibly exhausting but i got through it #woohoo #now i desperately need to fix my sleep schedule starting with now. bye bye tumblr

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crybaby-bkg · 1 year ago

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would I be stoned if I wrote my first tengen fic and I killed all his wives 😔

#not making this a poll bc it will hurt my feelings if people say yes ALSJDKDJDKF #but it’s gonna be a vent piece for me and my own process of grieving people over these last few months #also reader will have just lost a husband as well!!! so they’re both in mourning #not just killing them bc I’m Cruel I promise 😔#now I’m not even sure if I wanna include smut in it bc of how personal it’ll be for me LOL #I might idk I still have to work around the concept !!!#also I’ll probably write it next week hopefully which I’m excited about!!

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anyathefandom · 9 months ago

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🥀Trina Robinson: Widow era🥀

Florence + machine- Various storms & saints

Mitski- First Love/Late Spring

Infinity song- Slow burn

Florence + machine- Haunted House

Agnes obel- Run cried the crawling

Mitski- The deal

Florence + machine- Jenny of oldstones

Cults- Gilded lily

Shawn James- Midnight dove

Florence + machine- Daffodil

#trina robinson #I hurt my own feelings when making this playlist 😔#playlist #general hospital

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softly-n-sweetly · 2 months ago

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wh..what do you mean you aren't obsessed with me and only me?🥺 haven't you seen my tummy???

#Sighhhhh.want someone that just wants me 😔 awoooo #personal #nsft #sad boy hours.awooing #hurt my own feelings + made myself cry = time to go to sleep

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bunnihearted · 4 months ago

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I like u a bit but i think u have a victim complex

hmm well... i've been a victim so many times that why would my brain not get stuck in a victimization mode... i'd love to be normal but we all have our roles in this existence </3

#this just makes me wanna victimize myself even more sigh 😔😔😔😔💔#just kidding i just dont really know what tf to say to this.. ok thanks pay for my therapy???? 🙏#ask #also victim complex could mean many things #like are u referring to me feeling hurt and upset that i've been hurt and nobody has believed me #or cared?? like was it that post that made u go #damn bitch fkn victimizing yourself and shit. can i not even cry on my own blog like T-T #honestly i will keep having a victim complex bc im just a fkn child.. idk what to do im confused idk what i feel i dont understand anything #and im alone and idk i just think most of y'all cant understand this specific loneliness and what it does to your brain unless u can relate #but yeah idk what to say... maybe if u liked me u would've talked to me one on one and idek???#like why do u even say this to someone?#this just makes me feel even more sad and alone and missunderstood and alienated #thus victimizing myself more. bc it's all i've ever known.. im just a lost confused person idk what tf to do??? T-T sry for not being norma

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running-in-the-dark · 10 months ago

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I'm being productive!

okay I'm actually just packing my Rainbow High dolls. but it needs to be done! and I'm doing it! so that's good 😬

now I just need to decide which ones will get to stay with me for the next two months. I've narrowed it down to... seven. so I've still got to pack four of them 😬 this is too hard 🙃

#yes this is a very silly problem to have I know #but I love these stupid dolls #they're pretty and colourful and I like brushing their hair so.#but I feel so bad putting them in a box 😔 especially my favourites #it feels very mean. I hope I've wrapped them up enough that they won't get hurt. uh. damaged I mean.#yes yes I'm 32 whatever I love the things I own alright. it's fine #personal

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phantom-of-the-keurig · 2 years ago

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In other news I thought I had made more friends this semester and really connected with my new lab group. Since I had to repeat anatomy I tried my best to help my new group study + stress the important concepts that we’ll be tested on and even sent them all my notes for the other classes I had already taken and they were struggling with.

Like I thought everything was fine. They’d text me with questions all the time and during lab they’d want me to lead or guide them through what we should be doing.

But then over the last few weeks they’ve been kinda….distant? And I guess annoyed with me. I don’t know why. I thought maybe they were just stressed with finals coming up.

And then last week they all took a end of the semester lab group photo together and didn’t even tell me 😕 I found out after one of them sent it to our group chat.

Idk. Stings though.

#this is why I don’t try anymore lmfao #I always end up hurting my own feelings rip #back to hermit status I go 😔✌🏼#personal #december 2022

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diabolimeservavit666 · 2 years ago

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HIIII!!! AHHHH FINALLY SOMEONE WHO LOVES RICH SPEIGHT AS MUCH AS I DO!

I try to shut that side out but it still haunts me. 😂😉😏

#this man will forever own me #but hes not my only man anymore #but hes still raising my soul every time it takes a trip to hell #so theres that #hello friend mind if i message you?#my friends kind of disappeared so im alone on here 😔#its fine if you dont want to #i will understand #richard speight jr #i feel like im fourteen again and just getting into the fandom xd #i loved rich like hell and i still do #have a tiny bit of a love hate issue with gabe though #its complicated #he just really hurt me with 13x21 #and i have been having difficulties forgiving him #i liked luci too #excuse me for my rambling #im gonna shut up now

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artekai · 1 year ago

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Honestly "I could give you the world but you'd poison the seas" is Frosscore enough that it could apply to most people who have ever cared about him. But also, it should clearly be about Lis. Combine that with Aloy's "Elisabet is the only reason you even have a planet to return to" for greater impact. Boom

#not to be obsessed with not only my own playlists but also my own writing but. man. poetic cinema #starting to think that the reason fross is always self-sabotaging is because he's already convinced that everything will inevitably go wron #and instead of waiting for it to catch him off guard he just. poisons it a little himself first.#and maybe then it won't hurt as much when shit does hit the fan!#(< look at this dumbass (me) having the exact same realization about my characters five separate times bc my memory sucks 😔)#but just look at his history. every time he tried to do something the right way in earnest it got fucked up for reasons out of his control #so. i could see it. why put in the effort to do things the right way if he's gonna get disappointed in the end?#it's almost like the hurdles that he himself creates are a test. and smth can only be worth pursuing if it can endure those hurdles first #it makes sense why his redemption arc starts once he's stuck on earth and he's like.#''ok now nemesis is gonna kill me for sure. there is nothing i can do to make this situation any worse. guess i'll wash the dishes fml''#lol #but i also think about pre-apocalypse fross practically begging tilda to let him have something that's uniquely his. even if it sucks #(putting a pin on fross's anxieties about being cloned and his disdain towards aloy and beta in that regard)#because he feels like he's always been pulled by external forces and he doesn't know how to break free. doesn't think he even WANTS to #because it's all he's ever known. and stepping outside of his comfort zone is scary :')#but of course he doesn't have the emotional awareness to even be aware of any of that lmao. pity #oc: fross #oc tag #ramble #anyways. sorry i put the meat of this post in the tags. i didn't expect to write this much lol

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inkluvs · 1 year ago

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it’s me again. you better be finishing up your work. and don’t use the same excuse “but i don’t want to :((“ bc you already know you’re just going to make yourself even more stressed later on and then i’ll end up here AGAIN. ivy, if i have to send in another ask there’s going to be a problem. c’mon babe i know you can do it

anon u have way too much faith in me but i appreciate it sm i'm starting on it rn 💪

#i feel like i should give you your own tag #anti-procrastination anon #r u saying u don't like talking to me about my endearing procrastination capabilities ? /j #hashtag hurt and offended 😔#ivy’s inbox 💌#anon <3

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alexturner · 2 years ago

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#time goes by so fast but sadness stays so long 😔#i hurt my own feelings looking something up this evening

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hoardingwordslikeawhore · 5 days ago

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Hey gang more nsfw questions/vent(???) Idk uh. Any tips? What do you do for solo aftercare?

FUCK ok this is only the second time its ever happened but it still makes me nervous so uhh for the girlies what do you do abt pcb aka some blood after sex/masturbation

Logically I know its just from being a little too eager and that I should be fine and probably wont have to get it checked out but uhh. Idk. Fuck it this is tumblr dot com why am I being shy. Srsly. Anyways so I went too rough solo and its been a few hours but now I feel kinda small and nervous and ive been gentle w myself but I'm still slightly bleeding and yeah. :/ tips?

#had a GREAT time but now i feel like i need aftercare tips😅#because like i said this has happened once before -ive had a soak in the tub already & know dont go fucking anything for a week or two obv😅#but idk ive been gentle w myself its just the nervousness is still a thing bc well im bleeding when im not supposed to🤷#and like i want to be held (cant) but dont rlly want to talk abt it to my friends either bc ik we joke abt it but idk #i just dont rlly want giggled at or with rn bc like i said. i feel. small and a bit scared. and i want to be comforted.#my friends are sweet dont get me wrong but this is a me thing rn. lol #im a little sore (😏lmfao) but my main thing is i can feel the spots inside where it hurts and my lower back aches obv😞#mainly typing this to let some nervous steam out of the pot so i dont like fester in my thoughts #anyway at least i can like. daydream abt ratchet or knockout taking care of me😅 theyre doctors so i think theyd be very sweet abt it #😅😔i think im gonna get a heating pad and marinate instead of fester. gonna make a nest about it and read comfort fics #if it doesnt let up by the end of tomorrow ill see abt getting checked out😔💀😅#one of the few times where id prefer to not be single. and i LOVE being single. just in unsure times itd be nice to have someone to hold me #aha. ill be fine mentally by morning& less scared but as long as i still feel little zings of pain i am going to be whiny😅😂😞#anyway i think im alright just. feeling small at my own violations and cant seem to come back to myself fully??#idk i think after i make my nest and get cozy and feel safe itll prob be a huge weight gone and ill feel 1000x better #wanna feel guarded/protected rn. like room service hellooo? casper the ghost where the FUCK are my snacks? lmfaooo #srsly tho i love being single and honestly feel i function well alone too but hh.🙄needing someone isnt bad or anything to me but #when you want cuddles you want cuddles.🤷😔#anyway made my nest now!<3 i have earl grey alongside my water bc i wanted it✨💜gotta grab+hook up the heating pad then off to fanfiction😌#my cat is w me too ofc💜💜 sweet bby purring and making biscuits on his part of the bed💜💜

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gu6chan · 3 months ago

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ended up reading old discord convos when looking through the deleted accounts in my DMs and ngl putting aside how willingly gullible i let myself be back then it's crazy how different things could have been if i didn't make friends with like literally one person goddamn 😭

#gu6chan's musings #dont get me wrong my self-isolation spirals are on me and aside from ending up getting rid of some old friends who genuinely were NOT that #great or who i would have ended up hurting had i stayed any longer its like #i really wonder how many of the issues that led up to that could have been avoided if i had just never spoken to them #it's not great looking at the past through that angle especially since my leaving everyone behind has resulted in more good than bad #both for my own mental health (as selfish as it is) and also the problems i would have caused for THEM had i stayed any longer #but man; they meant so much to me and it was such a SIMPLE thing that could have changed it all that i can't help but feel a LITTLE #'why did i have to do that' lmao #both for their sake and my translation work; which UNDOUBTEDLY would have been entirely better off if i just had not spoke to them 😔 ffs #anyways this is just me rambling; what's important is that they're living good lives either way and I'll (hopefully) be on track to figurin #out my translation business soon!!! fingers crossed on that last bit lmao #when it's all over i hope I'll have finally done what i needed to move on sjdjfjdnd

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jamesbukkakebarnes · 9 months ago

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>:(

#my. tummy hurts #rly fucking bad #and i been trying to draw for like 2 days but first off my ipad was dead and then i dropped my pencil thing and the top popped off and #got lost somehow?? which isnt a big deal but still :/ and oh yeah the pencil was also dead so i had to charge that #and then i guess i forgot to save my reference pics on pinterest so 🙃 im so stupid tbh #and earlier in the night i hurt my own feelings and cried like a little bitch lmao so my motivation went way down #and now its 7 am i havent drawn anything and im still lowkey sad and my tummy hurts and #and i have work later and i need to sleep bc night shifts but i dont rly feel tired at all BECAUSE MY TUMMY HURTS #im off again on wednesday so maybe i can draw then 😔😔#ignore me

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