#not making this a poll bc it will hurt my feelings if people say yes ALSJDKDJDKF

[crybaby-bkg]

would I be stoned if I wrote my first tengen fic and I killed all his wives 😔

[hoshigray]

Alright, y'all, here's the plan: you're not quite aware of what Toji does for work, yet you keep quiet. But one night, the man comes home bleeding, and you can't keep your worries to yourself anymore. However, for your protection, Toji isn't ready to reveal his assassin business to you. And, in the heat of the moment, ends up saying something that hurts you instead...

A/n: (Reuploaded bc I forgot smthn) This prompt was picked from a poll to celebrate the 300+ followers milestone (pssst tysm for 450+ you lovelies :D) two weeks back. Truthfully, I don't think this is my best work after proofreading, but I did my best. Probably bc 1) it's longer than I intended, and 2) I procrastinated waaaaay too much with this. I don't even think I made sense halfway through, lol, but fuck it, we ball. Anyways, like last time, there is art drawn by me (@hoshigaby) but it'll be found deep in the fic :33

I hope you enjoy the ride and reblogs + replies are much appreciated!! Also, don't be alarmed that Y/n in the drawing looks of a dark complexion, feel free to use your imagination if it doesn't suit you. But do not edit it; be an adult and ignore it if it's not your taste.

Cw: Toji x fem!reader - arguing/yelling - fingering (fem! receiving) - mating press - Daddy kink - first Toji is sour, then he's sweet bc he's whipped for you :) - clitoral play (pressing down and a pinch) - praise - breast fondling + nipple play - pet names (angel, baby, darlin', honey, kid, mama/ma, princess, sweetheart/sweetie) - Megumi mean-mugging his father while Tsumiki and Shiu Kong tell him to do better lol - mentions of blood and stab wound; isn't fully healed so reopens.

Wc: 5.8k

"Uhh, are you sleeping on the couch?"

"Yes. Yes, I am."

"...Why??"

You scrunch your brow at your phone, looking at the two people you're talking to through the screen. "I know you're not about to get on my case over where I'm sleeping."

On the L-shaped couch lay you, cuddled up with a fluffy blanket and memory foam pillow, one hand holding your phone while another wrapped around a stuffed plushy. You were on a video call with your best friends: Utahime and Mei Mei.

Utahime, lying on her bed with a face mask, replied to you. "Oh, I'm definitely getting on your case because it's supposed to be the other way around!"

"True, but I like the couch anyways." You puff at the woman who's not satisfied with your answer. "Plus, I'm on the L-part of the couch, so it's practically like a bed!"

Your other friend, Mei Mei, chuckles at her screen. Icy blue hair pulled up in a bun with reading glasses positioned atop her forehead, probably counting her tips on her desk like she always does before bed. "My my, this is the fourth night this week. What did your man say to make you this upset?"

Memories of what happened before come back to you, and so does the exhausting irritation you've been trying to keep at bay.

It was a quiet night like this one as the rain fell hard on the silent streets. You've just put Tsumiki and Megumi to sleep and waited in the living room, watching a movie to pass the time. It was pretty late into the night when you heard the door open as drowsiness settled in. Nevertheless, you got up to greet the man you'd been waiting for coming from the entrance, but you weren't prepared for the sight that instantly woke you up.

Toji Fushiguro, groaning and leaning against the wall with his black jean jacket drenched from the rain. A hand was clenched on the left side of his torso, deep red tarnishing his plain white shirt. He was heaving in an attempt to even his breathing, but when he caught a glimpse of you standing before him, he was quick to try and play it off with a worn-out grin. "Hey, baby." His familiar deep voice was strained in subtle agony.

Worry bubbles within, and you rush towards him. "Oh my God, Toji, what happened!?" You remind yourself to not be too loud as the children are still asleep, so you rely on whisper yellings while walking him up to your shared bedroom.

Even in the room, Toji doesn't explain himself. Just silent hushes and cajoles that he's alright. "I'm fine, honey. Just tell me where's the first aid box." Pointing at the bathroom cabinet, you watch him leave your side to grab the kit. The crimson spilling from him is caused by a stab wound he reveals when he sits on the bathtub, lifting his shirt. You can feel your eyes water, imagining the pain he's going through when he hisses from putting on rubbing alcohol on the gash.

The words you want to say feel so forbidden. Your fingers fidget amongst themselves with the irregular beat of your chest. Don't say it, Y/n. Keep your mouth shut. Don't—

"Is this from work?"

Green eyes shoot back in your direction, and you immediately feel yourself sinking into a pool of regret.

Talk of Toji's occupation wasn't something you brought up much. Even at the beginning of your relationship, he didn't indulge in any insights about what he does, so you eventually quit after a few failed attempts. However, with all the nights he's come home while you sleep or the new scars you point out yet are brushed off, your anxiousness for him keeps festering. And seeing him with his own blood on his hands made you wonder how many nights he has pulled off doing such without your knowledge.

Toji's eyes go back to his wound. "Don't worry 'bout it." The stern tone of his voice has your blood turn cold. He didn't want to entertain this, especially in the wee hours of the night.

And yet you still persist. "No, Toji, I'm serious." You can see him glare at you through the raven bangs shading his forehead. A warning. But it doesn't stop you. "I'm getting worried about you."

From there was when the argument came. Every point you've made to him was shut down at once. His cold responses pierced you. Usually, you'd do what you can to avoid this type of confrontation. But now, it hurts even more when he doesn't cooperate with you, your concerns disregarded like rubbish.

"Damn it, Y/n!" Toji barks at you, seething through the physical pain as a fist bangs hard on the bathroom cabinet. "Why's it so hard for you to stay out of this?"

"Well, if you would tell me things instead of pushing me out the way, then maybe I wouldn't have to!" At this point, you're fighting the tears from falling. Your face hot with frustration, but you still speak. "Toji, I've done so much for you and the kids, and I—"

"No one told you to do—"

"Yet I STILL do!" It's your turn to yell. "I care about you deeply, same with Tsumiki and Megumi. I don't ask for much, Toji. But I want you to open your life to me just a little, even when you're hurt like this!"

His emerald eyes remain rigid despite your pleas to him. And what he said next had you still to the core. You can recall the beat of your heart corrupting your senses while the tears stride down.

"If you were goin' to be a thorn on my side like this, I wouldn't have let you be in it in the first place."

"He said WHAT!!??" Utahime shrieks after you retell the situation to your friends.

You nod your head. "I just looked at him, and he looked at me. Then I turned, picked my pillow up, and headed downstairs to this couch."

To say the dark-haired woman was livid was an understatement. "And tell me WHY this fucker isn't the one sleeping on this couch, again??"

"Even if I did tell him to sleep on the couch, he probably would say something like, 'Tch, why should I? I pay bills for this damn house,' and yadda, yadda." This is true, apart from the man being injured, so having him move would've been immoral. "Plus, I just really wanted to get outta the room, so I went ahead and moved myself out."

"So? You pay bills too, what the hell!? Good God, Y/n," Utahime shakes her head. "You sure we can't pummel this dude?"

"Yes, I'm sure. Besides, I'm getting used to ignoring him when I see him around the house. But, oh my God, guys, his kids," the phone panned down to the plush toy and the pink, fluffy blanket. "Miki saw me sleeping here the other morning and gave me this blanket. And Gumi — he's such a sweetie. He gave me his favorite froggy toy to sleep with to scare off his dad from 'bothering me in my dreams.' "

"Hmm, how adorable." Mei Mei comments. "Funny how such darlings can come from a guy like that."

Utahime nods rapidly and throws in her opinion. "Listen, Y/n, you shouldn't think you outta be in every part of that man's life. Even so, he should at least know how to compromise. I mean, come on, you take care of him, the kids, the house, and go to work with us. All of that just for you to sleep on a couch!?"

"You're not gonna let this couch thing go, aren't you?" The pale blue-haired woman chuckles again, and Utahime sighs. "But she's right, Y/n. It takes a certain kind of person to have the patience to do what you do in a relationship with a single father and two children. I'm sure Utahime would've left with all her hair out."

The dark-haired one gets up from her bed and takes her device with her, heading to the bathroom to finish her skin care. "Now, why am I the one used as an example?"

"Because you're the most vocal about a relationship that isn't yours." A sly smile is painted on Mei Mei's face after she hears a 'hmph!' from the other as Utahime removes the mask and washes her face. "My point is that you like this man — love him even. But that love shouldn't cost you to be so emotionally drained. Perhaps he understands this, except it wasn't the perfect moment for you two to express yourselves. Maybe talk to him when you two stop the silent treatment."

All you do is hum aimlessly, too wrapped in what your friend said to give a proper response. Then you yawn, your body signaling you to finally rest. "I'll sleep on that thought. Night, girlies~~" You wave and send kisses to the other two. They do the same as you leave the video call, placing the phone on the coffee table and snuggling up with the blanket and plush toy.

You try to distract yourself by thinking of what you'll do tomorrow. You gotta get up and make breakfast for Tsumiki and Megumi before waking them up, then head to the station and take the bus to work. Maybe you can finally try that new café close by with Mei Mei and Utahime for lunch. And when you return home, you should whip up something fun for the kids to eat.

Perhaps, make something for Toji since he sometimes forgets to feed himself when you're not around. Or if he's leaving for work, wish him a safe trip back home like always. And...if he's down for it...you can find the right time......to talk...about......

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The moment you closed your eyes, it felt as though you were sleeping on your own bed again. When you turn to your side, your body descends into the feeling of cold sheets beneath you. It was pretty comfy! Plus, the blanket—

Wait...Sheets?

Your eyes slowly open to the sight of bedsheets underneath you. Navigating out of the sleepy stupor, you make out parts of your surroundings to know that you're not in the living room anymore. You slowly rise up to face the door of the bedroom. Your shared bedroom.

A sudden cough alerts you, forced as if to grab your attention. A chill crawls up your spine. Oh God, no. You turn to the side to see the man accompanying his side of the bed. And there he was, Toji, lying on his side with his head resting on a hand, looking dead at you. His raven hair looked damp from a recent shower, sporting only a grey wifebeater and dark sweatpants.

"Hey," is all he says to you. No smirk and no nickname followed with the greeting. Just a simple address to you with his green eyes softly watching yours. You almost fall into their inviting spell the more you look at them.

Nonetheless, it's not compelling enough since you remember he's the man you fought with four days ago — the same man you weren't prepared to see right now. You quickly turn away from him and lift the comforter to exit the room. However, Toji grabbed your wrist before your feet could touch the floor, his grip too strong for you to pull away from him.

You avoid eye contact with him, your back facing him. "Toji, let me go. I'm going to sleep."

"Then sleep."

"On the couch, Toji." You try and pull again. Nothing.

"Fuck that, just sleep here. I didn't carry you up here for nothin'."

You shake your head as you exhale through your nose. Of course, he carried me here. "Whatever happened to you not wanting me to be a part of your life?"

The words that left your lips surprised you and the grip around your wrist tightens. You didn't mean to say them, but it was the truth because they were his own words. Or did you?

Still facing away from Toji, you're unable to see his reaction. Oh shit, is he angry? Is he going to let me go after that?

"Darlin', please..." His deep voice hushed for only you to hear. "I just really need you with me here. Just for tonight...." His hold lessens, leaving you to decide whether you should stay.

The silence is uncomfortable for both of you — especially for Toji, who has you where he wants you to be, where you're supposed to be. As seconds pass when he doesn't hear from you, the nervousness that used to exist before your relationship rises back into the pit of his stomach. And his soul drops down when you remove your wrist from his hand.

Though, to his surprise, your hand lifts the comforter up while your legs move back on top of the mattress. You lay back down with a sigh, your back still facing Toji. "Did you give Miki back her blanket?"

Toji exhales quietly, situating himself back on his side of the bed. "Yeah, and Megumi with his toy."

You hum, and the silence fills the room once more.

Toji looks at nothing but your figure next to him, watching the rise and fall of your shoulder as you breathe silently, your face nestled comfortably on the pillow. To think it's been half a week since he last saw you in this room is hard to believe.

That night when you left him really stuck with him. The image of your face covered in tears was all he envisioned, the same with you grabbing your pillow and exiting the room. After tending his stab wound, he went down to talk it out. Yet when Toji saw you sleeping soundly on the couch with dried tears painting your pretty face, he didn't dare wake you up and just went to bed.

And it was worse the following days. Not only did he have you avoiding him at every chance, but he had to deal with the judgmental looks of his children. Never in his life has he seen Megumi give him glares that meant business. If looks could kill, Toji would be finished. And Tsumiki, his sweet little girl, now pesters him about being nice to Y/n, saying he should think about their feelings and apologize.

But what about his feelings? Does no one understand that he was just trying to keep you out of business that you didn't need to fret over? He's very aware that his job is not a normal one. It's dangerous, and anyone around him can get hurt or worse. Hence, keeping you away from this part of his life keeps you and his family safe. If not knowing he's an assassin keeps you from harm's way, why change that.

At least...that's what he thought, not what he said.

Even Shiu Kong, his handler, had something to say after telling him what had happened during lunch today. "Wow. I knew you were trash, but I didn't know you were that dumb, too." The man snickers when Toji shoves a middle finger his way. Shiu lights another cigarette after discarding the one he finishes. "Well, how were they supposed to know you were watching out for them? If someone you love comes to your front door bloody and sick, whose safety are you worrying about?"

Toji says nothing to that, letting the other man resume speaking some sense into him after taking a long sig from his cigarette.

"Look. I can't promise that this angel of yours wants to stay with you after what you said. That's all up to them. But until they decide that, I hope your dumbass realizes when someone sticks with you literally through blood and pain, that's someone who cares for you to the Moon and back. Not saying you should tell them what you do, but a nice word or two of comfort is all they need. If you're not that big of an idiot, reconcile and let them know you care about them."

"...Reconcile and let them know you care about them..."

If there's one thing that Toji has trouble with, it's knowing how to use his words. It was a tiny problem in the earlier stages of your relationship, but as time flew, you could guess how much the tall man cherishes you by his actions rather than words.

The older man knows that you know he loves you. But now, when he's pushed into a position where words are necessary to portray his real feelings for you, he feels stumped.

"If you were goin' to be a thorn on my side like this, I wouldn't have let you be in it in the first place."

Toji grimaces at his own words replaying in his head. Why the fuck did I say that?

"Whatever happened to you not wanting me to be a part of your life?"

Your words ring in his mind. Why did I fuckin' say that for? What the hell is wrong with me? What did—

"Toji?"

He returns to reality, eyes moving back to your still silhouette.

"I know you're still awake, so I'm gonna ask this." Toji braces himself for whatever your soft voice muttered. "Whatever job you're doing, is it a dangerous one?"

Shit. The dreaded talk is here, and Toji cannot escape it.

"Yeah."

"Are you good at your job?"

"It's the only thing I'm good at."

You nod your head aimlessly to his answer. Then you turn around to face the anxious older man. The moonlight peaking through the window blinds illuminates your face beautifully while Toji's breathing slows.

"I don't think that's true," you continue to answer. "You're good at being a father to Tsumiki and Megumi. Not the best, but a decent one nonetheless. You're also good at caring for me; letting me live with you and your family proves that. And lastly," Toji gulps with a dry throat.

"You're good at loving. You say you're lousy at it, but there's love in everything you do for me. It's there when you look at me whenever you think I'm unaware. Or when you silently grab my hand when in crowded areas. Or," a small chuckle exits from you. "When you carry me up from downstairs to the bedroom."

Toji's jade eyes lock in with yours, waiting for you to avert your gaze away from him. But you don't. You keep looking at him. You keep spoiling him. This type of recognition is something Toji never thought he deserved, so you giving it to him so effortlessly makes his growing guilt eat him alive.

"I care about you so much, Toji." You shift closer to Toji and bring a hand to his cheek, causing the man to lift his brows. Your face is only a few inches away from his. "What happened yesterday really scared me. All I could think about was the wound and all the scars you have. Where they all came from and how deep they are. Or......you never coming back."

"Baby..." Toji absently refers to you with a sweet name, placing his big hand on top of yours on his cheek. He lets you finish.

"I know you can't guarantee coming back to me unscathed, but I just want you to promise me something: please let me know you'll be okay. When you're gone, I can only hope you make it back home safely. So, just promise to not get yourself killed." A sheepish smile is used to ease the serious tone. "Even if I'm not in your life, I'm sure Tsumiki and Megumi would be pretty upset to not have you around."

Toji scoffs. "Trust me, I'm sure they'd leave me the moment you step out the door." That makes you laugh, and it has the man swooning hearing it. His hand moves to your cheek, and you allow him to stroke it with a thumb. "And I wouldn't blame 'em. Havin' such a beautiful and loving angel slip through my fingers?"

"Toji..."

"I'm sorry for what I said and scarin' you like that. If you aren't here with me, as part of my life and all, then I don't think I can't make a promise like that. You're too good fr' me, and I'm sorry if I didn't seem to appreciate you until now."

And you know he's genuine with his plea, his green eyes gauging your reaction to see if he's worth another chance. All you do is sigh and lift yourself up, wipe his wet bangs from his forehead, and kiss it. "Not the best apology, but I accept it."

He drones, relishing the feeling of your lips on him again. "So, are we cool, kid?"

"Yeah," you peer down at him with a smile, and he does the same. "We're cool. However, if you ever yell at me again, don't be surprised when I pack my bags."

"Oh yeah?" Toji raises a brow. "I'll be careful, then."

"You better." Hushed chuckles are shared to comfort the silence, enjoying the closeness between you two that felt like forever to have again. Just the two of you with you giggling above him and the light from the window cascading an ethereal glow to your features. Your teeth shied behind pretty lips, lips he wanted to kiss.

And you catch him looking. You notice him wanting you, needing you. Just as much as you need him. You slowly lean down to his face, planting your soft lips on his rigid pair.

Toji's surprised by the action for a moment, but he moans into your mouth and pulls you into him closer. The kiss starts off nice and slow yet quickly changes to one filled with passion and desire. Teeth clashing, tongues exchanging, sweet moans paired with aroused groans.

As you two are lost in each other's lips, Toji carefully maneuvers you on your back with him on top of you. Your legs find purchase around his waist as he rocks into your core, rocking your hips together in a steady rhythm by the second.

His hand snakes down to your lower region, fingers brushing past your pajamas and onto your panty-covered vulva. The intrusion has you breaking the kiss with heavy breaths filling the silent, moonlit room. He busses your chin down to your neck as shaky mewls slip out your mouth.

"Haaah, Toji, we shouldn't. It's late—Hmmm..." Your whimpers don't stop him from pulling your pajamas and undergarments off.

"It's okay, sweetheart, lemme make it up to you." He says in-between kisses on your clavicle, pulling up your shirt to reveal your bare chest. His free hand fondles a breast before his mouth goes for the other. "Let Daddy take care of you..."

The sudden combination of his thick fingers intruding between your nether folds and his mouth sucking and licking your sensitive nipple has you whining in bliss, your hand gripping his wet raven hair resulting in a satisfied groan from the older man. Toji missed this — missed you — close to him, under him on this bed.

One finger plays with your wet chasm for a few moments before it's inserted inside. A shriek is let out as your cunt adjusts to the digit. "Mmmph! Oh God, Daddy, your fingers...Ahhh!"

A soft 'pop' leaves from Toji's mouth when pulled back from sucking on your nipple, his tongue lapping around the sensitive nob. "What's that, mama? My fingers feelin' good?" You nod rapidly, but that's not the answer Toji's looking for, so he bites on your nipple gingerly yet hard enough for you to jolt. "Daddy wants your words, angel."

"Yesss, yes, your fingers feel soo good," You mewl to him, and Toji chuckles dangerously low while rewarding you with another digit in your slick-coated hole. His abrupt middle finger joins his forefinger in attacking your velvety walls, and your voice shifts higher in ecstasy.

The sounds of Toji's tongue licking around your nipple coincide with the squelches between his fingers and your gushy slit. Your brain starts to short-circuit.

"Ahh! Ahhh! Daddy, I can feel—I'm gonna," Toji's fingers pick up the pace. You're so close to release, you can feel it.

"Gonna be good and cum on Daddy's fingers, right, baby?"

"Mhmmm, I wanna co—Oh, Jesus, I wanna come. Hoooooh..."

"Then go ahead, princess. Mess 'em up." Toji comes up to kiss your forehead as his fingers go irrationally fast, and a thumb sneaks to press down on your unattended clit. With a choked cry, you spasm and cream on his thick digits. He watches you finish, loving the image of your head pushed back on pillows and your body arching towards him.

He dismisses himself from you once you're done, licking his fingers of your essence and taking off his wifebeater and pants. The image of his free cock has you biting your lower lip in anticipation as you discard your shirt to the bedroom floor as well. When you look at Toji, you notice the bandaged patch on his left side. He sees you glimpsing, quick to ease your concerns. "I'll be fine, darlin'. Won't go too crazy." Looking at his scarred body in a new light, you nod and follow his lead.

Toji carries your legs up to move to the right of his shoulder, situating you two into a mating press. His dick aligns with your glossy cunt. Precum meets slick and lubricates the two sexes pushing into each other. Toji coaxes you. "Too tense, ma. Relax fr' me." You prepare yourself with even breaths, and the man pushes into you with each exhale.

The head of his cock enters, a cry departs from your lips, and Toji hisses with the tightness of your slit. His hips go slow, making sure your walls accommodate every vein and dent of his dick as it ventures deep within you. Hits to your G-spot have you babbling incoherent prayers, gripping the sheets under you.

When his cockhead finally meets your cervix, you sob his name in rapture. Toji smirks, dialing the pace of his thrusts up. "Mmmm, Christ, yr' tight pussy. So fuckin' perfect fr' me."

Every stroke prompts a euphoric moan from you, drool escaping your lips as your mind turns into putty. The noises of his pelvis smacking on your ass feel so wrong to hear, yet you can't help but grip around Toji's girthy length. It gets worse when he presses his entire body weight on you, forcing you to take his cock and abusing your tender cervix with every deep rut.

As for Toji, he's enjoying seeing you writhe and pant under his bow. The corner of your eyes sprinkled with tears, your mouth wailing in euphoric chants, the way your cunt clamps around his dick when he grinds his hips deep onto your come-covered folds. He can never get enough of this, enough of you, driving him so fucking crazy.

"Daddyyy, I'm gonna—Ahhaaaa!!" Toji's now going at an erratic cadence, his cock churning your insides as his heavy balls slapping your folds being the only things you can listen to. Your whines get higher and higher while chasing your climax. "Cu-cumming, I'm gonna cumm—Ohhh!!"

"Hnngh! Oh, shit, fuck, fuck. Me too, kid, me too," Toji groans into your ear. God, his deep voice makes your brain mush. "Oooooh, want me to fill you up, mama?"

Your head nods frantically, tears now staining your face. "Yessss, please, Daddy!! I want it!" Toji hears your pleas and smashes his mouth into yours, moans swapped between lips with tongues daubed in saliva. A hand is moved down to your clit, pinching the spot between Toji's forefinger and thumb. And your pussy tightens around his cock one last time before you peak onto him.

The fluttery spasms of your walls clenching around Toji have him finish in three deep strokes, spurting his seed inside you before he relaxes his heaving body on yours. The kiss breaks with you two huffing and panting, the final moments of your high finally depleting out of your nude bodies.

His green eyes take in your dazed expression, calloused fingers wiping your tears away. "How's that for an apology?"

"You pervy old man," You chuckle to yourself, so out of breath. "You're more of a man of action anyway, so you pulled through. "

"Hehe, I'll take it." He cups your jaw with his big hand, your eyes locked in with his. "I love you so fuckin' much, baby. Sorry for ever making you think otherwise."

You blink once. Twice. Your hands come up to his face, and a finger swipes away black bangs stuck to his sweaty forehead. "I love you too, Toji. I would've left your ass if you weren't."

Toji smiles and leans in to kiss your swollen lips with his scared ones; however, a sharp pain stops him, prompting the big man to yell out. Worried, you try to assess what's wrong. Then you see it: the blood-stained bandage on his left side.

A gasp catches his attention, and Toji turns to what you're gawking at. His body freezes, seeing the trail of blood exit from his reopened wound.

"Ahhhh shit..."

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"Well, well, well," Utahime smirks at you through the screen. "I see you're not on the couch anymore."

You smile sheepishly as you lie on the pillows and headboard of your shared bed. Tsumiki and Megumi huddle beside you, napping blissfully around your presence under Tsumiki's pink blanket.

"Yeah, we made up last night." To avoid disturbing the children, you reply in whispers.

Mei Mei hums. "I see that. I assume you two had a nice talk about it?" You open your mouth, but no words come out. The two women quirk up a brow.

"Oh? I take it that there was more than just talking." Utahime chimes in, her smile going ear to ear while your eyes avoid the screen. "No wonder we didn't see you at work today. The dick so good it saved your relationship, huh?" She laughs at you hushing her up for using crude language while the children sleep. "Well, happy you two figured it out. But don't think I won't come over there and beat his ass the next time I see you on that couch."

"I second that," Mei Mei agrees. "But Uta can do the beatdown; I'm more interested in what he has in his wallet."

"Not much, I'll tell you that." you correct your friend. "I'm the one who takes care of his finances for safe-keeping."

"Well, that makes things easier for me."

The three of you laugh through your devices. Then you hear heavy footsteps drawing closer from the stairs. "Oop, he's back now. I'll talk to you guys later!" You hurriedly wave and kiss your friends goodbye before ending the video call. The bedroom door opens, and there he is.

Toji flashes a quick smile at you before it vanishes once he sees his kids nestled around you. "I was hopin' to get some alone time with you."

You giggle as you brush Tsumik's hair away from her pretty face. "You're back early. Is your wound okay now?"

"Hmph, yeah, thanks to you pushin' me out the way and grabbin' for the first aid kit." Toji pokes fun at you for the event from last night, where you immediately pushed the brawny man off of you and ran for the tools necessary to treat his open injury the moment you saw blood. You chuckle and watch the tall man climb into bed. "Doc said it should fully heal within a week or two. Why the squirts here?"

"They were happy to find me back in the room for a nap, so they joined me and kept me company." Megumi snuggles close to you for warmth, and you pick him up to your chest.

"Well, they're takin' my spot."

"I don't think they care."

Toji pinches your nose for your snarky remark, and you wriggle out of his fingers with quiet chuckles. His hand then cups your face and pulls you to face him, his emerald eyes softly gazing into you.

"You know I love the hell outta you, right?" His deep voice sounds sweet to the ears. You purr into his hand. "And I hope you know I'm the same for you." He nods. You smile.

He hesitates for a split second, but Toji leans close to kiss your tender lips. Only for a tiny hand to come smacking him in the face, halting him from further movement. To the shock of you both, Megumi was back awake, sending a mean look at his father.

Toji groans in annoyance. "What was that for, brat?"

"For making Y/n sad." Megumi keeps his hold on you secure as he and Toji mean-mug each other. Queuing Tsumiki from her slumber, defending you from her father. "Apologize or stay away!" The little girl warns the older man.

You're quick to break up the mini-fight amongst the Fushiguros. "Alright, kids, no need to worry about me. Your dad already apologized to me by promising to take us out for dinner tonight." Childish faces beam in delight while Toji shifts to instant puzzlement. "Now go get ready and put on your shoes!" Tsumiki and Megumi do just that, rushing out of your shared room and to their own.

When you can't hear the pitter-patter of little feet anymore, you feel big strong arms haul you into Toji's embrace, attacking you with tickles. You try to squirm your way out, but it's no use when he uses his body to cage you in. "Who told you to make promises on my name, huh? You tryna be bratty with me, kid?" He grins at your ticklish suffering.

"Then don't you—Oh God, stop!" It's difficult finishing your statement while fighting back laughter and screams. "Don't you ever yell at me again!"

He stops tickling you, thank God. You catch your breath as Toji looks at you under him with a proud smile. "I don't plan on it, sweetie. Now c'mere."

Toji finally has his lips placed on your soft ones, and you happily return the favor by wrapping your arms around his neck to pepper him with delicate kisses. But the romantic atmosphere vanishes when the children come and dogpile on Toji after hearing your ticklish screams, forcing the older Fushiguro off of you to deal with his kids with tickles of their own.

Observing the children laugh and squirm under Toji's merciless fingers, a soft smile adorns your face watching the domestic display before you and thinking how lucky you are to witness such a thing. Well, that's before all three of them turn to you and bring you another ticklish horror.

And despite the torture, your screams and giggles are filled with pure joy and contentment, and you wouldn't have it any other way.

[reverieaa]

The self, fufilled.

It might have taken me a while, but as I promised in my last poll, I will deliver what you all were most interested in hearing, my explanation of the self fufilled. Consider this a pt.2 of "a change of clothes".

Yes, I say the self fufilled. I thought this play of words is not only interesting to do but would bring light to a new perspective that may help you come to your own understanding.

Many don't sit to really understand what " no other cause to your thoughts other than you" really means to them, we know, but we don't understand.

How do I stop my doubtful thoughts? How do I manifest quickly? how do I feel my wish fufilled? How do I change my state? How do I feel free? How do I stop punishing myself?

Well for the last one, you can start by putting an end to all previous questions, searching with the intention of finding an outside answer.

The opposite of love is hate, as the opposite of to hurt is to heal.

And the opposite of attention is indifference. As Edward art himself said that indifference is truly the answer to all your doubts.

I don't want you to go through your day and force yourself to imagine, affirm, and re-read every post you've ever read again and again until it finally clicks, I don't want you to fight every thought and scold your mind for "going out of place" either.

All that I want you to do is all that is required for you to do, change the inner. We truly are fortunate when I tell you this good news because change is all we do, all we've ever done.

I'll tell you honestly, not to give you hope and neither to shatter it or delude you when I tell you that majority of your problems that sound so complicated as the universe itself, could be solved just through self identification and a rearrangement of the mind.

I don't say this to give comforting lies, false hope, and support because I don't want people with hopes and dreams in tough situations to feel bad and be a moral person, but because the truth is far more comforting than any of it.

I won't tell you to "keep going" when you feel like nothing is working and breaking down. If you feel the need to change something, then change should happen, and it shall as your word is logic to your world.

I want you to understand that you're not meant to fufill the thing itself, but yourself instead. It's not about your desired face, it's about you, it's not about your ideal relationship and sp, it's about you, it's not about imagining the perfect life, it's about you.

It's not about using yourself to fulfill the scenario/desire. It's about it fulfilling and changing YOU.

Right now, you have a bed, you are not imagining that you do, you're not checking to see if you have a bed, you probably didn't even look to see if you have one, it is a CLAIM within yourself. With the same conviction, you use it for your desires. Take this example with things you have in your life.

I don't think people realize that the whole reason why trying changing the outer reality does not work because there is no outer reality to begin with, I mean that literally.

It is crucial to understand when you imagine that you are not creating the desire or a new reality, but you can only conceptualize that version of you to begin with because it already exists.

Let the ego mind go, let the need for outer change go, both its worries and time-frame of your life so far and just sit there with what I'm trying to say when I tell you to feel the wish fulfilled. It is a CLAIM, not a process, a change of identification.

Once you identify yourself with who you actually are, the awareness/ pure consciousness and believe that you is all there is , you won't want to "manifest a df" just to decorate the outer man, but you'll want to manifest it bc it genuinely makes u happy for yourself, same for every manifestation.

It all comes down to a satisfying claim, a claim of your observation that you see as TRUTH and are currently seeing in your mind.

For those who are wondering what knowingness I'm talking abt, it's the same knowingness when someone asks your name, you know you are (name), you know you're (nr) years old.

And so the same way you know your name, you know you have your desired body, the same way you know how old you are, you know you have your dream car.

We identify as body and outer when the outer world itself is WITHIN us, you are the answer to everything as everything has it's root to you, and at the same, everything cam only live through ypir awareness, nothing greater and nothing to "get".

If i view myself as pure consciousness, then I do not care for the 5 senses to show me anything because I don't view myself as just body, and this doesn't mean you can't deal with things in the 3D, because working in the 3D and identifying with it are different things. Therefore, don't feel the need to commit all your 5 senses to your imaginal act.

This isn't a for you to tell yourself: " ok, I have to know I am pure consciousness/ the creator and work with it from there" this post is telling you that you ALREADY are it, skip emotions here, we have established that you are it right now and youvare becoming aware that you are in imagination.

All we do in life is make claims within ourselves about things we are aware of having in the mind. Say you have a red car, and you think about it in your head, you know it's yours, you don't need to check your own drivers license, you know you have a certain hair color, it is a aware claim, you aren't trying to get it, there is no rush to do so, you are at ease knowing it IS so and are just observing your life through that state on consciousness.

And since you are consciousness, and you can get/be anything you want just by being aware that you are it, what is it that you can't do or be in this world? You can't be satisfied going after the "object" itself bc the only way we can enjoy things in this world is through the awareness that we have it, it has no life of its own outaide your own consciousness.

[midnightmayhem13]

that's how you get the girl

a/n: kate won the poll so here's a lil smt for her! hope i did the lil archer justice and enjoy!🩶

summary: kate doesn't know how or when to make a move on you, maria nd nat are tired of her awkward flirting!

kate bishop x reader; maria hills x natasha romanoff

mentions of clint! no warnings js wlw fluffiness flash of angst(?)🩶

You and kate first met when you were training with nat and she with clint. so naturally, with both of ur mentors being best friends you two met. since you guys were also offered rooms in the compound you guys saw eachother constantly. clint and nat also wanted you two to get along bc eventually you two would be partners like they were.

in all honesty it was hard to not be friends. you two passed each while you were headed to the gym with nat and when kate was headed to the shooting range with clint. the black haired girl found herself excited for these little moments in both of ur busy schedules. she started getting flustered when you would smile at her briefly and wave at her with ur fingers, whispering a little "hi katie", or when nat and clint were out of town and you two would hang out and get pizza together.

you two became best friends sooner than clint and nat expected but they're weren't ones to complain. as you two got closer to the team you hung out with them more often and even went to starks parties. kate wasn't so excited about that part thinking it would be like her moms galas, but oh was she wrong. first you were there and shit did you look absolutely stunning everything but also the vibe was a whole lot more chill. people didn't care about being formal more just being themselves and having fun

due to this you two found out the maria hills was dating nat! they were the cutest couple ever. you never rlly expected anything bc the kept it professional at work. but they didn't care about you two knowing they were in love and they loved it. the couple found themselves forming a soft spot for you two. being reminded of them being young and falling in love. and being the best agents shield had to offer, they noticed the feelings both of you had for the other. but neither saying anything.

nat would hang out with you at tony's parties to help calm you down and maria started talking to kate, complimenting her work bc maria knew everything duh.

"so you and the archer huh" nat winked at you "woah ms rominoff she's just my friend, plus you told me to be friends w her" she scoffed slightly blushing "it's nat remember and don't act like you don't look at her the way you do honey. plus that girl has heart eyes for you, she follows you like a puppy" "don't be ridiculous nat" you said with a frown, walking away bc sam had called you over . it hurt nats heart knowing that you didn't notice kate's infatuation with you.

on the other side of the room was a fluster kate and a maria trying to hype her up. "y/n's pretty isn't she kate" "yea she's absolutely beautiful" kate sighs maria cackles at kate's daze. kate notices this and immediately gets embarrassed "uhm oh not like that well yes bc she is beautiful not that she isn't but not in that way" "kate stop pretending, it's cute" maria says as she shakes her head. kate's mind was racing. was her crush that noticiable? well ofc she liked you who wouldn't but she didn't have the guts to ask you out, you were way out of her league. " i just, i don't know how" "i can tell. it's getting painfully awkward watching you try to flirt" "ok whatever hill" "hey women up, you're gonna ask her out you here me?" maria challenges

that was a month ago. maria and nat has been helping kate work up the courage and not be so awkward around you. and honestly you fell harder for her, she finally asked you on a date and you hoped she'd confess but she never did leaving you thinking she js wanted to hang out. kate js couldn't get the words out her mouth bc ur beauty had stunned her. although one on of tonys parties, when all the guests left and only the team was there laughing and drinking, you and kate were right next to eachother. and across from you was everyone's favorite couple. you had already been fiddling with kate's hand and she didn't really know what to do.

maria watched kate's struggle as she was trying to make a movie but didn't know how. as this went on for a couple of minutes, watching kate try to find a way to put her arm around you. kate finally caught maria gaze, jumping in her spot a little causing you to turn to kate and giving you a sweet smile. when u turned back to what ever steve was saying, kate turned back to maria to give her a 'wtf what do u want' face. maria just giggled to herself. pointing at kate aggressively and putting an arm around natasha, as to say 'see'. but kate couldn't bring herself to do it as she nodded no fast. but maria being stubborn nodded yes. this went on for a while, no one paying attention luckily. finally kate js did it. fast. both raven haired girls waiting for ur reaction.

you simply scooted closer to her and put your head on her shoulder. kate melted as she watched you with loving eyes. since this moment, kate's confidence boosted

since then the next month was filled with cute dates compliments and cheek kisses. then for the third time at tony's party was when she made the most important move of all. you two decided to be matching as it was a pre-valentine's day party, and you two went as a date. as usual you two went to talk to different people parting ways for a bit, kate went to her new mom at this point updating her on everything. when she's admiring you when maria's talking abt something she didn't rlly pay attention to, she notices your mood switch.

maria notices kate get serious rather than have that dreamy look on her face. suddenly you walk out onto the roof looking as if u we're about to cry. before kate follows you she notices your bitch ass ex with the person they cheated on you with. how tf did they make it here? maria pats kates shoulder "go get her tiger"

kate zooms away throwing ur ex a dirty look in the process. she finds you on the rooftop balcony hugging ur self while trying to wipe the tears away. "y/n..." you turn around trying to act as if nothing was wrong "hi katie" you say, not without ur voice cracking, you can't help it anymore as you burst into tears. kate immediately pulls you in by ur waist hugging you passionately. a few minutes pass and you two are swaying and whispering sweet nothings to each. when kate opens her eyes she met with a cheering nat and maria through the window. she immediately blushes and nods in question. they keep making kissy hands and maria pulls nat in to emphasize their point.

kate breaths in and pulls away. your cheeks are bright red. your eyes are filled with noticiable love. kate lifts your chin and your breath hitches. "can i kiss you?" "mhm~" you respond nervously with a small grin on ur face. as kates lips touch yours you swear you hear fire works. you two giggle and pull apart "tuesday at 7?" "of course katie" you giggle knowing what's going to happen. you two interlock hands and walk away happy as can be. kate turns to maria and nat mouthing a 'thank you'

the next morning when you and kate walk out your room after not wanting to leave eachothers side last night. when kate's staring at you while you make coffee and talk to nat. maria comes up from behind her and slaps her back, " see, that's how you get the girl" she winks. kate smiles and turns back to you. continuing to admire her girl.

a/n sorry that was ass😵‍💫 first time writings not js headcanons lmao but i love kate and i had to think of a prompt on the spot hope you found a little bit of it enjoyable🩶

[rui-drawsbox]

What's up it's Nazunon again (hope you're feeling good and are healthy and stress free <3)

Bc of the stuff you said in the last post abt having magic being very OP I had a thought about how to make it less OP.

Imagine it only working in dire circumstances (like Yosano's from BSD) so it isn't always an option, or causing severe physical harm to the person performing the magic.

And yes! Nihility/Harmony Nazuna ftw he is the Tingyun/Bennet of Magical Girl Arashi.

Anyway hope you're having an amazing day!

-Nazunon

i officially declare the nazuna nito struggle in this au

first of all. Hi!! Hello Nazunon and Anon!!! and a big hi to @neptunite-stars too cuz we're gonna be discussing their ideas too! im making this a list or im gonna go crazy crazyiwascrazyonc-

Powers! (not weapons, we'll get there later)

First (1) option! Healer! Nazunon says to tone down his healing powers while anon says to keep him op to show the great loss he was in Valkyrie. Gotta agree with Nazunon in this one, even if Nito is only in the final battle, a healer with no restrictions is wayy too op and would make the audience feel like there's no reason to feel worried for the main team, because even if they get hurt they can just heal and go back to work :/

A way to prevent this (using Nazunon's example!) is putting conditions! A few ideas are that he can heal only a certain percent (some bruises will keep hurting and cuts may not fully close) due the stressing situation they are, or he can transfer the bruises to his own body, as a way to represent his caring personality yet tendency to take too much. Orrr following Yosano's(BSD) powers as example, he can heal others while hurting them, directly contradicting his personality and making him reluctant to use his powers unless is strictly necessary (kind of -1HP but +5HP per hit lol)

2nd option! Support! Can buff his ally or debuff the enemy, or mabye both, idk. A buff idea is reinforce the clothes/armor of his allies (+DEF/VEL) or weapons (+ATK/VEL), and for the debuff ma~ybe inflict little but progressive dmg, maybe where whenever his attacks hit will make the enemy feel numb which can make them unknowingly ignore the cuts and bruises others make them.

3rd option! straight up a Tank. Also starting with the Weapons and Neptune's ideas. What's the weapon that would make the little guy a walking menace, you ask? A big pair of scissors is answer! like, almost as tall as him. It *has* to be that big to be used as a shield, and when it's closed it will make the shape of a sword!

Very delicatte looking, but strong metal! It has to be able to cut heads after all hahaha!/hj

Now going back to supports/healers, i've got the classic options, staffs and books.

Needle staff and antique books (yes they're from genshin but i didn't really wanted to design the covers, but you get the idea).

The staff has a little floating threads mess in the center from where i think infinite threads should come out, but for specific purposes, like heal or reinforce allies for his healer/buff thing, or he can stab the needle in the ground to make the threads go for the enemies foot, forming sewing patterns on the ground, keeping them trapped in the place.

And the books can have like a bunch of magic/alien fashion history that Nito has to study in depth to properly cast whatever he needs. Need to heal someone's deep cut? gotta know how to do a medical stitch in detail. Wanna tie up someone? study how to properly make the knots or take the risk of them escaping.

Anyways! Those are my takes for Nazuna's weapon/rol, hope y'all enjoyed it. I dont plan making any of them 'canon' unless i make a poll about it or see a bunch people directly saying they preffer a specific one (probably).

Rui-out★

[1863-project]

so for your poll abt abelism in fandom communities - i voted yes + reblogged but i will say i dont 1000% know im doing this right.

but for my experiences its been a lot of stigmatising of cluster b personality disorders. i have BPD which is already incredibly misunderstood/stigmatised but especially in fandom spaces where its "i headcanon x character w bpd" and immediately met with "no u cant bc ppl w bpd r evil and functionally not even ppl!!! all they do is hurt ppl they care about fuck them fuck ppl w bpd!!!" which

is incredibly harmful, as you'd imagine.

as well, i have autism and suspected schizophrenia and OCD (autism diagnosed, i am working on getting evaluated for schizophrenia and/or OCD) and fandom spaces can be incredibly rude to people with autism. whether it is schizophrenia related or not, i deal with extreme bouts of paranoia. fandom spaces also have a tendency to play into this - ie "joking" threats to be in my walls to hunt me down to kill me because i have a different fandom opinion.

its. alot. and i avoid most fandom spaces because of it.

Anon, I'm so sorry this has been your experience, because it absolutely should not be. This is the entire point of doing the poll and using the data to work on an essay - this behavior needs to be addressed and acknowledged as harmful.

I'm autistic with OCD myself, and this website is definitely bad to people with OCD. The misunderstanding of intrusive thoughts and how so many people become purity police and assume those intrusive thoughts actually mean you want to do something instead of understanding that they cause OCD folks extreme distress and anxiety is really, really harmful. And don't get me started on autism - I've been out in the real world doing self-advocacy for over a decade now, and the way a lot of people in fandom spaces treat autism is abysmal - there's even a lot of internalized ableism on that front, i.e. "I can't be ableist because I'm also disabled!" We all have internalized ableism to work through because of the world we live in.

Cluster B personality disorders and psychotic disorders get it the worst, though, with people treating those with them as "inhuman" and "evil" more often than not. No one is inherently more "evil" than anyone else. A personality disorder doesn't necessarily indicate that a person is bad. A psychotic disorder doesn't, either. BPD in particular actually makes a person very vulnerable to being abused due to the nature of how it works, but people love ignoring that part.

RE: people using your paranoia to send hateful anons, be really careful about what you share about yourself online. If you give too much information about what specifically can be used to hurt you, some people will absolutely do it. I know I may sound like an overly cautious adult to many of you (I'm 34), but when I was a teenager, we didn't put any personal information online in order to keep ourselves safe. If you aren't talking to people you really trust, don't necessarily share that information, because people are often cruel when they feel they can be so without any repercussions. Don't put all your triggers in your Carrd, don't make massive DNIs with all of the things that can hurt you in them - just use the block button and protect yourselves. Not everyone is acting in bad faith, and indeed, most humans aren't, but there are always some who will, and if they know how to hurt you or get back at you, they won't hesitate to hit where it hurts.

I'm sorry you have to remove yourself from fandom spaces just to feel safe, anon. It really isn't fair and you should be allowed to have a safe experience too.

[wigglebox]

First of all, I just wanted to thank you. Your blog has been such a safe space for me these past few days.

I honestly never thought something like this would happen but now that the dust has settled a bit and all the jokes have died down I'm feeling a little bad for Misha, because I know that there's a real possibility that he is bi. I mean people keep saying things like why would he say he's bi if he isn't?' Or why did the people at stands who know him personally accepted the whole coming out so easily? And the only thing that would make sense here is that he decided to take back his statement after he saw how big it got, and I don't blame him for being blindsided by this to be honest, spn barely ever makes the news. Why would those vultures hop on this of all things? I do feel like a lot of other people feel the same, I see them implying it in their tags but not going further, and I get it. People want to respect his words, but someone going back into the closet after not receiving the reaction they'd been expecting isn’t such a wild theory, hell, I bet a bunch of us had to go back to the closet as well when we felt unsafe.

And if by some miracle he is straight, I really don't get some people's reactions who feel like he's betrayed them or something. Did you only like this person because you thought he was queer? That's like supporting someone else only because they're a woman like you for example. It makes no sense. The people calling him homophobic are even more baffling. The worst thing he's done is, make gay jokes about himself? How does that hurt anyone? Again unless you've decided to support this person only because you thought he was queer, which feels very disingenuous. It's definitely not on the same level, as say, J*red making degrading gay jokes about other people. And not to mention the fact that Misha's always been like this? So no, he didn't queerbait you either. You just didn't put a limit to your parasocializing habits.

It's just been a tough couple of days for me, and not even entirely because of Misha to be honest, but because of how my fellow members of the community showed that you have to act a certain way to feel like you belong. I saw someone basically say that Misha is a coward for not coming out completely if he actually is bi, and as a closeted bisexual living in an unsafe and homophobic environment, that was really disheartening to read, and yes Hollywood is an unsafe environment, especially for a bisexual man.

I honestly think I'm going to take a break from this fandom, so many of my favorite people here have been disappointing me so much lately. I wanted to thank you again for your wonderful blog and hope you have a very nice day.💗

i'm so sorry you feel like you have to leave for a little bit but we'll be here when you get back! <3

i won't touch on everything else you said for the most part bc same.

and it's hard, because you feel like in your heart still, despite him saying both queer things and straight comments over the years, you feel like he's still like... he still obviously belongs. also I mean, poly people are also under the queer umbrella, soooooooo....? we just gonna ignore that?

also straight isn't rigid either. straight is one of those identities people can use for a number of things.

privately, we don't know what's going on with him, so it's hard to make the argument 'this is someone who was forced back in the closet' but what I am standing firm on is the fact that he was forced to label himself at all. people will come back at me with the 'oh but he said it during the dinner' but even then, not really. a 'coming out' usually doesn't happen when you randomly answer a fan's interjection about raising a hand or something. he brought bisexuality up in the poll to the audience and the bisexuality and poets thing but really, it's no more damning than other things he's said.

he's said things that very much allude to 'i'm not a 0 on the kinsey scale' and he's said things that make you go oh okay he said he's straight.

but how straight lol. there are men out there who do call themselves straight but will still have had some kind of intimate interactions with a man, and not just platonically or whatever.

this is me speculating on his private situation which I don't really want to do but the point being is — the man was seeing his name, his ex-wife's name, and his children's names in these articles that are googlable, and reputable [somehow] and once it hit people magazine I think he truly may have started to panic.

and he made his labeling public, on the record, because he had no other choice.

so if he is actually privately out and about doing his thing, and isn't completely rigidly straight as a board — it's NOT cowardly to feel like you can't be yourself publically to the world, especially when other people are involved.

that's another thing i can't understand when people say he was a coward for 'not coming out if he actually as bi' because, no? the fandom on fandom discomfort that's growing every day is very distressing for many queer fans who don't know where they fall, and/or don't know how to address it publically to friends and family, or can't because of safety issues.

other people were getting involved with this. once his ex wife and kids are getting named, that's a whole other story. himself is one thing, but tabloid journalists are ruthless.

people think it's easy for Actormen to come out or allude to queerness and indeed maybe for SOME it is, but it's not the same for everyone. his own personal history wasn't on the line with these press articles, all his loved ones' were too.

Btw if you think it's easy for Actormen, please read this article by Colton Haynes. Trigger warnings for assault and homophobia but it's still a sad reality.

so i don't care if he's straight straight or queer but doesn't know how to define himself and goes with straight for protection or necessity, or if whatever. idk. i don't care.

he had to say it. there was no other choice for him. and you can never compare our situations with his 100% because i know i sure don't have to be worried that the new york post is going to write an article about me or people magazine or out magazine, bringing my family who likes to remain private out into the spotlight with me.

and it is what it is.

he's still the same person. he's never invalidated us, and any time he missteps he apologizes sincerely. and he listens, and he tries to learn. he also has foot in mouth disease which, I really don't feel like ANYONE in this fandom has ANY right to criticize him for because lordy. some of y'all are pretty queerphobic, biphobic — said some really awful things — except y'all don't have to worry about dragging your loved ones into a media and fandom melee and all your private details and relationships are about to become public.

*also when i'm saying 'you' i mean the royal You xD not you-you, nonny I promise <3

[cinnaminsvga]

I already love your new smau and was wondering if you could explain the crush meter? Sorry if you've already done that and I didn't see 😳💖

sure no problem!! i’ll take the opportunity to explain it in full detail, just so everyone is on the same page!!

so basically, after each update, i will be updating each boy’s “crush status” to see how far along they are to falling in love with y/n. 

each boy starts with 5 ☆’s. when the meter reaches 5 black ★’s, then boom!! that boy is deeply in love with a certain y/n!!

if a boy has a ✦ in their meter, this is considered a platonic star. think of it as a negative star, if you will. so for example, if seokjin is currently at ✦✦✦✦☆, then that means he is 9 points away from reaching a perfect 5 ★’s. he will need to get rid of those ✦ before he can get back to the ☆ stage!! (so basically, if you’re not careful, you could land y/n in the friendzone. but worry not!! all things are salvageable, if you bribe me enough with desperate asks and prayer circles. those always get me.)

also remember: just because a boy has 5 ★’s DOES NOT mean y/n is also in love with them. i know this is a dating simulator, but think of y/n as a loose canon... you can control what she will do, but you can’t control how she feels. you’ll have to guess how she’s feeling from context clues alone!! that is my power as the author, and i’m doing it mostly bc i think it’s funny seeing everyone be clueless HJASDHJASHD

but how do they gain/lose stars? simple! through the magical power of polls!

polls will be held semi-regularly on my twitter. i will usually release an announcement on tumblr if there is an active poll that you can participate in. these will usually last for 24 hours, so choose wisely! 

each option in the poll has the possibility of a boy gaining or losing stars. sometimes, an option will be good for one person and bad for another.

for example, if the poll question is “who should y/n go on a date with first?”

the possible options could be: yoongi, jungkook, seokjin, jimin. choosing any of the four will give them +1 ★! 

say you decide to choose yoongi. but in the story, hoseok had told y/n that if she doesn’t go out with him, he’ll be hurt. this would also cause him to lose a ★. again, the situation depends on the story, so it won’t always result in one of them losing a star.

this is why it’s important early on to stick with a boy and try your best to get him to the top! but also, you have to take into account from context clues how y/n is feeling, so even if you’re all super adamant to get mister jungkook to fall in love with y/n but she isn’t feeling the connection, then tough luck lover boy!! angst mode is gonna activate and you know your girl cinnaminsvga is a SLUT for angst mode so don’t tempt me LMAO

“but zee!! how do i make sure y/n DOES fall in love with them? is there any way i can at least sort of manipulate my chances??” well, yes!! you can!!

you will be able to do that, but that mechanic hasn’t been unlocked yet, so you’ll have to wait and see until i release the details for that. to give you a hint, it’s a popular mechanic used in dnd and rpgs!! there’s also gonna be betting pools that people will be able to join, so be on the lookout for that!! like i said, this is gonna be super interactive so the crush meter is just the beginning 😎

[space-malex]

There's lots of back and forth on who Victor should be with, but all s1 and s2 showed me is that Victor isn't cut out to be anyone's partner at this point in his life. He did Mia dirty and couldn't even properly apologize for it in s2 and the Victor who actually prioritized Benji's happiness and tried to take all responsibility for their kiss with Derek so they can keep dating disappeared in s2. He couldn't even articulate that breaking Benji's trust was wrong with spilling his secret to Rahim, let alone understand him at any point during the season. I don't know if it's supposed to be an international character flaw to be worked on or if the writers think having everything from Victor's POV is a good excuse, but it bothers me a lot. I really thought Malex was the height of showrunner bias and uneven writing, but Venji is so much worse. Alex at least always had a POV and a well-defined personality I could easily empathize with. You can't pile a ton of trauma on a character and never explore it, especially if it's supposed to be half of your main ship. I don't know how reflective a Twitter poll is of the audience split (the one they did on Instagram was much more overwhelmingly in favour of Venji, but they also don't show how many people voted), but it's not surprising that a dynamic that was basically written to be pretty much perfect so far and a fun alternative for the main ship's drama is appealing to so many people. They could have easily sold Venji better this season as a couple. They can lay a better foundation for future romantic them if they spend real time together platonically in s3 and stop putting each other on pedestals. They can also ruin what's appealing about Vahim with drama in s3. It's anyone's guess how s3 is going to play out. All I know is if Venji is still the endgame, I don't want a redo of s1 with Victor trying to work harder at a relationship he ultimately doesn't want to be in than he ever tried to make it work with the guy he's supposedly in love with. That's a recipe for disaster. A lot of shows are guilty of never showing us an endgame ship actually working on screen before putting them back together at the end of the show. I really want better here.

A lot to unpack

Victor did apologize to Mia, said he loves her and never meant to hurt her. It’s a bit complicated because Victor never went into the relationship with bad intentions and it took him the majority of the season to come to terms with his sexuality. Yes, he should’ve ended it right away when he figured it out, and he shouldn’t have kissed Benji when he was still with her. But still, there is a fine line here because there’s only so much of an apology Victor can give without it feeling like he’s apologizing for who he is, for being gay, and that’s not something he needs to feel sorry for. I think we should also keep in mind that Mia had her little thing with Andrew at the same time and never told Victor about it. She didn’t cheat or anything (or when he kissed her she stopped it) but she had obvious feelings for Andrew that she hadn’t dealt with. Luckily they finally got resolved in s2 but they were definitely there when she was still with Victor.

Now, what is it with this Victor slander in my house? He and Benji were pretty much constantly arguing or making up, but I’ve rarely seen people apologize to someone else as many times as Victor did to Benji about things that weren’t even his fault. He spent all season apologizing for his mother, even though he has no control over what she thinks or does, but also assured Benji that she is trying and that she is getting better. And he would know that better than Benji because he knows his mother and Benji does not. Or apologizing for not being ready to come out to everyone. And then turned around and did it anyway, which was what he wanted to do, but it also felt a lot about Benji and something he was doing for him as well. Which, fine, it’s Victor’s decision and he didn’t regret doing it. But then when there were consequences that hurt him by his team being homophobic, Benji first shrugs them off and then encourages Victor to quit the team so that he’s not around homophobic people. Which okay, first of all homophobes exist everywhere but I digress. Victor was miserable after he quit the basketball team. It’s not actually what he wanted to do, and he loves basketball, and Benji had no respect for that either. He acted like basketball with some kind of leftover heteroness that needed to be expelled from Victor. And he talked shit about it with his friends right in front of Victor. In fact, every time Victor tried to express himself, he would be essentially shut down by Benji and end up apologizing. Until episode 6 with the birthday and episode 8 after Isabel caught them together.

So look, I don’t think Benji had to tell Victor anything about his alcoholism because it’s his personal business and it’s really difficult to talk about something like that and it was definitely up to him when he wanted to open up. But then he turned around and was basically pissed at Victor for knowing even though Victor found out by accident. And then he refused to talk about it. And then when Victor expressed his hurt that Benji didn’t want to talk to him, Benji responded by completely attacking Victor and straight up saying it was exhausting work being with him bc he’s got a religious homophobic mom and is newly gay. Like….what?? 

Benji judged Victor for 1) being a jock 2) his mother and 3) being a baby gay. Victor never once judged Benji for his alcohol problems, he was just hurt Benji didn’t share with him. He didn’t judge Benji for anything else for that matter. He definitely shouldn’t have told Rahim about Benji, even though I do understand he needed someone to open up to and he trusts Rahim, it was a violation of Benji’s trust and not okay. But that’s like…the only bad thing Victor has done all season.

As for the pov thing- it wouldn’t be such a big deal if they actually developed Benji as a character, which they have not. We get no moments of him where he’s not with Victor (except the one conversation with Isabel, which was about Victor). If you’re going to have a character not share about their life to the protagonist, you need to find another way to share it with the audience. It leads to a disconnect and lack of emotional investment in Benji for many people. The fact that I feel I know Rahim better after 5 episodes than I do Benji after 20 is saying something. But the writing has given Rahim development that it hasn’t given Benji. It’s not surprising a lot of people in the audience are feeling more connected to Rahim as a result. Polls are never the most reliable thing since it depends on who sees them and how many people (twitters was about 20k respondents iirc but no idea about ig). I see a lot of vahim shipping on twitter and ig, tumblr not so much. But I will say I’ve seen people coming around on vahim who are watching the season now, as opposed to the smaller number who immediately watched the moment it came out, went in shipping Victor and Benji and had a knee jerk reaction about the possibility of another romance for Victor.

This is not comparable to malex in any way so I have no clue why you’re bringing them up.

And personally, I was never invested in Victor and Benji’s relationship. Even in s1 I was like 🤷🏻‍♀️ And now, with or without vahim, I think Victor and Benji should break up. They’re just not a great couple and I feel like the show would do well to make it okay for your first relationship to not necessarily be right for you. Especially for a gay couple because that like…NEVER happens on tv. It doesn’t take anything away from what v*nji mean to each other. Sometimes people just aren’t compatible. I didn’t start shipping vahim bc of anything with v*nji directly, I just loved their dynamic. I love seeing Victor light up. I love seeing him comfortable instead of constantly feeling insecure and apologetic. To me, vahim connect in a way v*nji do not.

Victor did not develop feelings for Rahim just because he was having issues with Benji. Just like Benji did not develop feelings for Victor just because he was having issues with Derek. Implying that does a disservice to both relationships and kinda takes agency away from a character and their feelings. But I want him and Benji to end things for real before anything happens with Rahim. Which might mean trying to make it work for a while longer. 

We will see!!

[allbeendonebefore]

I was kind of under the impression that this is just a widespread thing in Alberta, especially because of the Angus Reid fractured federation survey (I cant include the link here, but you can Google it, its from January 24th 2019). When got back into Hetalia, I imagined the dynamics kinda changed to this, which would be pretty bad tbh. I hope its not that aggressive in Alberta, I will never be able to go check tho, too expensive :( I loved the bad french btw

i see you guys sending these asks super late at night and i wonder whether any of you sleep - idk where you’re writing from and i may be on the west coast but are you guys ok wherever you are? I just woke up but I have my tea and if I’m not caffeinated now I surely will be as I answer this.

I’m sure I’ve seen the survey you’re speaking of before and before I address it in any specific detail I just want to back up and re frame Why I’m Being Like This in regards to recent events and my orientation towards answering these questions in terms of Hetalia the way I do, because I think it’s the heart of how I answer.

the tldr of it is:

1. I have an opportunity to make interpretations of reality in unexpected and challenging ways, therefore widespread opinions don’t govern anything but my stupid gag comics in the simple sense that if everyone was represented by widespread opinion alone all the time, nothing would change and

2. if i can answer dozens of asks about ralph and oliver hanging out there’s absolutely no reason I can’t answer asks about ralph and jean hanging out, lol.

3. If you’d like a shorter, more concise “vision statement”, I have one on @battle-of-alberta here. (although now I notice the links don’t work on mobile so you’ll have to be on desktop for that one)

I’m assuming this will be long so cut time

(and yes, alas, the bad french is my legacy and I’m afraid it has not improved much although i swear i was an A student when i was actually taking it) (and no please don’t visit now, purely for pandemic reasons, it would be really expensive And you’d have a bad time) (and talking to me is free lmao) (I do not mean to say that you need to have feet on the ground to understand a place at all, i mean, at the moment I don’t lol)

headings because I say a lot

what even is hetalia

At the most basic level, Hetalia is a tool that can be used in a variety of ways. It can be for memorization, current politics at a glance or historical relationships in different settings. I use it for all of these things, of course, I certainly use it a lot in comics that take place in the much more distant past in @athensandspartaadventures. When I was writing that, I was in undergrad and AaSA was a tool to help me pass my exams, I didn’t think of how it might be read or interpreted by people who have lived in or experienced those places these days, or what kind of political and cultural tensions it might reveal. (Not to say that it has gotten me into sticky situations, exactly, but I am more aware of where things like that would arise now).

These days I look back on a lot of my experiences - both in IAMP/Hetalia and just as a person, and I think that if Hetalia is a tool it should be used with some awareness of intention and responsibility. Things in the fandom have changed as it became more mainstream and more well known and I think there’s a definite worry about screwing up or not representing Everything or not pleasing Everybody or not doing it Right. I have a simple, insufferably academic principle.

(That said, yes, you can still do it very wrong if you write a methodology.)

Still, it’s a comfort to me that I’m just doing the things the way I say I’m going to do them, and that is the underpinning of Inspired But Not Constrained By Hetalia. I don’t do things Himaruya’s way, I can’t do things the way IAMP would do them if it were running today because it’s not and things have changed, all I can do is do them how I would do them.

I have hurt people in the past because they sometimes couldn’t tell whether I was writing From an Albertan Perspective or not, and I’ve evoked some preeetty spicy comments over the last decade, and I realized that tone and perspective are something that really shapes how people understand and interact with my work and I’m trying to use that understanding in a conscientious way)

what even is alberta

So when you’re me and you’ve grown up in a province that is the Angriest in the country and the most Misunderstood in the country and the most Entitled in the country and nobody outside of maybe Saskatchewan has a good thing to say about you half the time and maybe you’re tired of that... you get kind of depressed thinking about how every year some kiddo comes on the internet ready to be excited about making or celebrating characters that represent themselves and No Matter Where They Go running into everyone else’s negative impressions first and foremost.

We joke about how everyone hates Toronto, though I’ve always understood it in a teasing way because I’ve never ACTUALLY met someone (outside of our current legislative assembly) who REALLY hates Toronto, but it does feel like I’ve encountered (directly or indirectly) people who do Genuinely hate Alberta and hoo boy is That a strange feeling. I mean, there’s an understanding that BC also ‘hates’ Alberta but half the people in BC are originally from Alberta so it’s a, uh, different feeling.

The story of Alberta from everywhere else is always the story of that Angus Reid article and the memes and comments and listicles that spin out around mainstream media. Alberta is giving too much. Alberta is getting too little. Alberta is too stupid to understand that equalization payments are a good thing actually, and Alberta is too dumb to understand you don’t really need EI if you make enough money in six months to own a house and multiple vehicles Just Because you own a house and multiple vehicles. Alberta is destroying the environment for everybody. Alberta has a huge concentration of white supremacists. Alberta is the Texas of Canada* and has the conservative streak and bible belt to match. Alberta should get annexed by the US. Oh, but Banff! We like Banff, though.

And like I said, politicians use these widespread feelings to stir up the sentiments of people who can’t afford to travel, people who are naturally suspicious of mainstream news, people who have barely even left their hometowns let alone the province and have no other means of validating what they hear, but people who’s emotions are genuinely tied to real feelings of alienation that really exist and HAVE existed for generations. And when the so-called “laurentian elites” in ontario and quebec make fun of them for being uneducated red necks, well, you hit a wasps nest and expected what, exactly?

what even am i doing

And like I’m faced with this question every day I decide to pick up my stylus and badger you all with unsolicited comics: do I want this to continue? Do I want to wear the mask that fits? Do I want to stand aside and say #notallalbertans #notlikeotheralbertans and stand over here on the island** patting myself on the back for not? being? there? Do I say yes, you’re right, and stand aside and watch loud mouth white supremacists co-opt wexiters and let them lead the perception of the province I grew up in just because that is what’s currently happening? Do I acknowledge the widespread sentiment and then pick apart every other province to say Well Actually You’re Equally Problematic Hypocrites, So There?

Obviously I’ve been saying no for a while. I’m perfectly happy to acknowledge the reality and when I draw stupid gag comics like this or this you can tell (hopefully) from my style that it’s tongue and cheek. When I draw less stupid not-gag comics like this or this I am trying to explore the Real Sentiments in a way that doesn’t completely polarize the issue and spin it out of control. I’m more of the opinion that even though Current Sentiments do get in the way that as personifications they 1. have some perspective and as people they 2. have some interest in not throwing out a friendship that was a struggle to build up every time the polls change or some new radical party seizes power. I do a lot of research and I want that to be reflected in my understanding of each characters deep seated beliefs and motivations, but I don’t want to let either the history or the current realities dictate the future if I am going to try to do that myself. 

why even am i doing it for

So like really the heart of the matter is: I am writing what I write for my thirteen year old self. She was the me who moved back to Canada from the United States, who’s first introduction to living there was a hellish surge of nationalism after September 11th. Who’s defense against that was to hide behind a shield of Canada is Better, Actually and who returned to Alberta during the boom years to realize that, oh wait, the rest of the country thinks we’re assholes just like they think the United States is. Who spent her teenage years learning that, boom or bust, the widespread sentiment in and out of the province is just as narrow, shortsighted, self interested, and stubborn as her own fiction of What Canada Was Supposed to be Like. Who learned that propping up that image at the expense of her friendships was not worth it, that propping up that image at the expense of people who are suffering and dying under that image is not worth it. Who found herself rehashing the same sort of gut reaction defensiveness online because the Guilt and Apologizing on behalf of her province compared to others felt Really Heavy for a kid who didn’t have any clue what to do about it and was just there to have fun and learn some stuff.

So I’m writing for anyone else who finds themselves exhausted and saddened by coming online and seeing that the only way that people can imagine Alberta is as an antagonist. I’d like to challenge everyone to start to imagine it better. It’s my little “escape” from reality, and for me it’s much easier to talk to people here where the stakes aren’t as high and the grievances a little less personal.

I’m also writing (in a more secondary way) for everyone who’s ever looked at alberta from afar and wondered What is going On inside your Head and is it always This

(no comment at this time)

as always, I’m here to explain At The Very Least what goes on in My head because at the end of the day, that’s all I can do. And though there are some things that make me angry and emotional, I’m happy to explain why. Happy to answer asks or chat on discord or whatever, any time I have the time. :)

footnotes

*This is just a footnote to say something I didn’t want to interrupt the flow of my comments, but this is an annoyance that me and my Texas Tomodachi share lol

**You’ll notice angry Albertans online have a favourite tactic, and that’s pointing out hypocrisy. They can justify A N y T h I n G by calling another province a hypocrite “so there” (i.e. BC can’t claim to be environmentally conscious because of Victoria’s sewage problem or Site C) - and while I am interested in shattering the image of Alberta vs. the Perfect Rest of Canada a little bit, I feel like it’s a very lazy argument that is used to deflect and not to help. I think it is more useful to unpack the sentiment of Why Alberta Still Feels Taken Advantage of rather than mudslinging, and when the mud starts flying no one seems interested in addressing problems anymore.

[ruwithmeguys]

Random rant that affects no one anywhere and you can skip right past this, promise...

Quentin Lance… um.

Ok, so – I’m loving the sixth season of Arrow. It’s swiftly becoming my favourite for many reasons. It feels like this big reward. Oliver married to the love of his life and clearly much happier because of it? Check. Oliver as a learning father? Check. Oliver unrepentant in showing his clear love for these two people? Check. Oliver managing a triple life? Check. OTA, Delicity scenes, Oliver and Dig scenes and the Olicity of it all? Check x1000!

In a way, it’s similar to season 5: instead of allowing his fall into darkness, it’s showing his climb into legend.

There’s been a clear showcase of Oliver’s progression since minute one. Is he perfect? No, he’ll never be perfect. He’ll be human; messy, complicated and full of love. But he’s also the de facto leader and, whilst Felicity is the heart of the team, he is the core that surrounds the heart. The wisdom he’s dished out this year, the patience, the acceptance of help from his now wife etc, of the depth of his love for her and the way he clearly knows his life is good; it’s wonderful to see after 5 years of darkness, angst and brooding (he stills broods, but it’s softer).

And I could talk Olicity all day. Their progression together and apart has been phenomenal so far.

There’s been a clear showcase of Oliver’s progression since minute one. Is he perfect? No, he’ll never be perfect. He’ll be human; messy, complicated and full of love. But he’s also the de facto leader and, whilst Felicity is the heart of the team, he is the core that surrounds the heart. The wisdom he’s dished out this year, the patience, the acceptance of help from his now wife etc, of the depth of his love for her and the way he clearly knows his life is good; it’s wonderful to see after 5 years of darkness, angst and brooding (he stills broods, but it’s softer). Both together and apart, they’ve grow

But not all characters can progress per season. Some stand still, a stalemate. Some become a standalone; a character who detaches from a group. Some come full circle to where they were at the start, but at opposite ends of a poll. And some regress.

I honestly can’t decide if Quentin has regressed, become stagnant, gone full circle or has progressed… into a crazy person. Has his flip switched and that’s his progressive arc?

(not touching the newbies yet, just... no)

Arrow has never had a perfect season and never will; there’s a disconnect in writing when it comes to reactions, almost as if the writers are afraid that if they write too much romance or have a person react with human emotion to an event or have someone actually judge another for their actions, would invite the fury of the masses. God, why? It’s the sixth season. They know they’re getting a seventh. There should be no fear. But it’s been there since S1 so… Hopefully, in their final season, they’ll go balls to the floor. The seventh might be their final season but I only say that because I was informed that Stephen’s contract is seven seasons long. It would take quite a bit for him to agree to an eighth.

Despite this weakness, I’m still very much enjoying the show. But we all have those arcs and circles and repetitions in a story, that drive us nuts.

You guys know I’ve (all of us) have had difficulty accepting the character of LL before she was killed off. KC’s inability to project genuine empathy through her character for other characters - thought admittedly, she did with Sara after S2 - the blatant way she isn’t very giving to other characters who are focal in that particular moment and concentrates on herself in every scene she’s in (like there was a bubble around her and it became more obvious in her final season), the very poor script choices that led her into being one big contradiction and the horrid speed they had her become BC, made LL a ‘good guy’ I could barely stand the sight of.

It’s not all KC’s fault; CW brought her on board without a screen-test, believing she didn’t need one. Well done. And the writers gave her material she couldn’t work with - that most actresses would have difficulty with because it meant playing a character who couldn’t move forwards - because she didn’t have the range. Because of that, they couldn’t quite decide on her progression so her opinions changed as often as the weather does. 

There are reasons why they brought her back and it wasn’t because they missed her. Not saying anything else.

But the choice to make her a villain was genius. She does an incredible bitch and shines when she’s playing the character at her most sadistic. It hasn’t bothered me; seeing her onscreen again as LL’s evil alternate, though her demonstration as a DC villain is… incredibly camp at times. 

Very 1960s comic flamboyance and could they please understand that leather on KC - with her longs legs and shape -  makes this even worse. Notice how they keep putting her in jeans? Well, there’s a reason. Appearance is a big thing for KC; in S4 she made the make up artists and costume designers stop putting black make up over her eyes because, apparently, it was ugly. And she no longer wanted a wig because, guess what? It was ugly. So basically, she barely had a mask in S4 but they were killing her off so…

It’s clear the ‘looking good whilst performing action scenes that would make even the most beautiful person look like a pig’ still applies in her S6 role and that’s fine. It fits in with the character (Seriously, check out S4 - there’s a strip of material on her face - her hair and eyes are clear).

Gone are the days when she constantly flipped her hair back during fight scenes(?????). Gone are the times when you’d find her awkwardly standing there, bobbing up and down on the spot. Gone are the moments where an enemy would hit her or stun her and she’d make the exact same expression.

(Weirdly, her season 3 fight scenes were more convincing than her season 4 fight scenes. And no, I’m not comparing season 6 because a) BS isn’t LL and b) neither version can hold a candle to Oliver.)

It was all very fitting and I never once thought like some other people in the summer before the first episode aired, that her appearance would have anything at all to do with Oliver and it hasn’t. Like… at all. Crickets. Which is fitting. Thankfully, I haven’t seen any of that fear in months and there really shouldn’t be. There shouldn’t have been since 2014. There’s literally nothing to say about Oliver and either LL or BS and yes, they are different people. Doppelganger means look-a-like who is of a different personality and soul.

So seeing BS - once, I’d hoped LL would become a villain; she had the drive and the will and it would have been a good arc for her - be BS and not a carbon copy of the character who died, a character who wasn’t necessary to the show anymore, even as she tried damn hard to have an impact, was gratifying.

Until it wasn’t.

Until it really, really wasn’t.

It’s one long repeat of 5.10 and I thought she was better in 5.10.

I’m not a fan of the character, because AGAIN – bad script choices. Maybe not the best acting either (and some of her fans agree with that btw). But she isn’t a main villain, so it didn’t matter.

Then Quentin Lance decided, for some unfathomable reason, that she was IN FACT his dead daughter come back to life.

Now, I figured BS would have a plot line of her own or something that would make her a credible threat. A reason for her to be in the sixth season beyond someone else’s plot. Turns out, she doesn’t. She just owes her life to Cayden James and whoever was pulling the strings. She just likes hurting people.

What I didn’t know was that BS WAS a plot line… for Quentin. She’s his season 6 story.

Do you remember what his story was last year? The year before? Let’s have a quick look:

S1: crotchety, deeply unhappy detective who lost a daughter - his favourite - and the grief still affects him 5 years later and whose wife divorced him. I liked this version of him: it held potential. You understood why he was the way he was and accepted it. You knew he’d become an ally eventually and each step into him trusting the vigilante was thrilling. Laurel was his only connection to the happy man he’d once been and how did he repay that connection? With over-protectiveness. With judgement. With years of alcohol abuse, meaning she’d have vivid memories of having to cart him home and get him sober. He may have done his best, what he could, as a man, but as a father? He kind of let her down. So did her mother by leaving and choosing grief over love. But he and LL were similar. Too similar.

S2: he’s sober. He’s willing to work for peace with the Arrow. He’s reaching for better and he’s enjoying it… he’s watching his daughter spiral into the same kind of pit he’s fallen into, only it’s worse because he’s played a hand in it. And he can’t judge her for it. And it’s not just alcohol and oh God, how does he help her? His second daughter returns and for a moment everything is perfect, except LL is the opposite. Sara’s return meant every betrayal was brought back to the surface and he watched one daughter emotionally crucify another.

S3: He’s a captain now and he’s EARNED it. He’s made waves with the Arrow. Both his daughter’s are alive and this is where the cycle starts.

Sara dies. Again.

And LL – in her infinite wisdom – keeps it from him. Now initially, she feared for his heart. But for a long time after he was given a clean bill of health, she still maintained the lie when she had no reason to keep it from him. There was more than once, where she insinuated she enjoyed playing Sara (JHSGAJDVA) because it meant keeping her alive (AHSAJDV) and that she needed the mask. Regardless, it’s a betrayal - because no one has the right to keep the death of a child from the parent - and when he does find out, he goes off the rails and targets Oliver. Makes his life miserable. Has a hand in some of what happens at the end and per Lance logic, never pays for them.

(Do the writers think that their grief means they can do and say things destroy and hurt others? I do wonder. All the time.)

S4: he’s made a deal with the devil. To keep his daughter safe, undermining her choice to be a vigilante. Then she dies and he feels deep guilt and grief.

S5: he’s a deep, understandable wound that made him leave Donna, who he’s crazy about, and return to the booze. He gets therapy and tries to move forwards. He sees BS for what she is: an abomination of his daughter and shows some progression, has some amazing scenes with Rene and we think it’s literally the start of something new for Quentin…

S6: HE’S IN A DEEP GRIEF/GUILT SPIRAL ABOUT BS WHO IS SUDDENLY HIS DAUGHTER AFTER HE SHOT HER BECAUSE SHE WASN’T AND MUST MAKE HER BECOME HIS DAUGHTER WHO DIED BECAUSE HE CAN’T HEAL UNLESS SHE BECOMES HIS DAUGHTER…

Every season, Quentin’s story becomes more and more about his daughters, until he doesn’t have a story – or life – of his own.

Like Curtis, with his constant lack of story line, making it so that he has to continuously pilfer from Felicity’s.

Like with Thea - though this is more on Willa’s life the past couple of years than the writers - who has had no real storyline or love interest since S4.

Diggle is different: he seems to have a season that pays attention to him, then a season where he steps back. I fully expect for S7 to either be a season where he has nearly zero focus - after several episodes already in season 6 where he’s been focal - or, if it’s the last, to be integral once more. I’m not really fused at this point; just grateful for the focus but I do question some of the writers choices this season.

(DIVERGING FOR A HOT SECOND: Diggle’s drug abuse was rushed. Horribly so. For the first time, though I love his character, I thought Dig deserved to re-earn some trust. Looks like he’s allowed to endanger the team because he’s Diggle. He puts himself on a pedestal that’s hard to stay on top of and yet, he falls off it and doesn’t feel too badly about it? How uncharacteristic. He has reasons he deemed good enough. He asked Felicity to lie for him, knowing Olicity’s history. He stopped being an addict fast too. I mean I know he’s awesome but… didn’t you want Lyla to slap him round the head? And for Felicity to be angry that he kept this from her amongst other things? And this sudden (literally came from out of left field) desire for him to BE Green Arrow which we all know he can never be??? Never mind…)

But this is what happens when there are too many characters and only 1 hour per episode, even without FB��s.

So, Quentin! What gives?

If this SL doesn’t end in Quentin getting some therapy, or even a mention of something similar - or even his death, which I don’t want to happen but might because narrative cues indicate it as a possibility (or maybe we’ll just see how E2 Quentin died in fb’s) - then it’s an assassination of character. He’s completely forgotten that the body of his real daughter lies in a grave he cried over and every single time he calls BS his daughter and looks at her lovingly, even as she stares at him like he’s lost the plot and tells him I’M NOT HER, I feel a tad sick. What’s worse is that – as per the Lance logic rule – not a single character has told him he’s become a creepy git. I actually felt a little sorry for BS because psychologically hounding a person isn’t right no matter who you’re hounding.

Plus, you know, BS is a sadistic serial killer and Laurel, for all her faults - for being selfish, for suffering from such extreme tunnel vision that she often disregarded the people around her and for the way she put people on pedestals that she herself couldn’t stand on (KC actually said this about LL) - wasn’t.

So what is it that Quentin is trying to accomplish?

The best possible answer to this would be that he wants her to - like Helena who isn’t close to BS level crazy - repent and pay for crimes, to aim for goodness.

Horrifyingly I don’t think that’s the case (unless he knows something we don’t and ‘seeing his daughter in her eyes’ is not one of those things). I hope it is…

But what does this mean?

The scene at the end of 6.13, with Quentin and BS in the car was chilling because, more than it showing how very much BS didn’t want to be there, the moment made me see Quentin in a mentally unstable way. Though it might be a hope too far to reach, I’m hoping there’s something in this past his desperation to save the look-a-like of his daughter.

Because, you see; he didn’t treat Laurel the way he should have at times. This is all guilt fuelled. He loved his daughter. If it was just grief, he wouldn’t be doing it like this. Or at all. But his guilt and desperation led him on a mission. He wants to save her soul. But you can’t save a person who doesn’t want to be saved. Narratively speaking anyway. Knowing the changeability of the writers in regards to the Lance, she’ll have gone through a 180 change by the next one, but they know – as well as we do – that KC is best as a villain so, what’s going on?

I’m almost intrigued. BUT. If this is all the storyline Quentin is going to get, then he might as well go off with Donna into the sunset. Or have BS kill him out of irritation. Really, what a waste.

And believe it or not, I mean this for both Quentin and BS.

In Greek and Roman mythos, sirens are dangerous creatures that lure sailors with their singing to shipwreck and often, kill them. Everything about them is supposed to de seductive, from their voice, to their faces and their talents and… that wasn’t really what we’ve been shown so far, save for ONE scene. Wouldn’t it have been thrilling to have a villain who looks the spit of a dead friend but who goes about twisting men around her finger before killing them? I would have had her go after Felicity too, because they were great in their face-off 5.10.

And Quentin? There was one other, very small element to season 6 that made me happy for him. He and Oliver have stepped into the light together. He stood by him as a father figure at his wedding. PROGRESSION that was immediately destroyed soon afterwards.

Now, I will never undermine loss. And a parent’s loss (like a child’s) is vastly different from any other. A parent, who loves their children, should never have to outlive a child they have raised. If they do, how unimaginable must it be for them to loose a chunk of their hearts like that? So, in a very real sense I can’t empathise with Quentin about his loss. I can believe it might unhinge him and therefore make him attempt to do the things he normally wouldn’t. In one form or another, he’s lost both daughters. Maybe he’s just cracked in half.

I find it interesting however, that they (the writers, producers, show runners etc) give Quentin this latitude, but Oliver - who has systematically lost his father, Shado, Slade, island woman with bad acting, Tommy, his mother, his sister (who was in a coma without hope of recovery) and, emotionally for a time, Felicity - hasn’t.

Thea too, who’s lost almost as much.

In the crossover, there was a brief scene between Oliver and the evil version of Tommy, where Oliver DID try to make him see the light. But the way they filmed it, felt more like he was saying ‘you can change. You can try to be good, like my Tommy was. In this earth, we were best friends who both loved the same woman and you died for that woman. Don’t let what’s happened to your home, happen here.’ It’s very close to Quentin’s actions but it’s also vastly different.

Quentin is trying – hard – to convince BS that she IS his daughter. That she has her personality. That BS is as good as LL was, baffling regardless of her actions. That she can kill and defile his daughter’s reputation, because she IS his daughter.

How does one transfer real emotion onto a stranger and smile about it Quentin?

But, since Arrow doesn’t always hit the nail on the head, chances are this is viewed as Ok behaviour. …Which means I’m probably not going to get what I want.

I’m not even saying that BS can’t be redeemed, but to do it like this? Who says she can’t suddenly WANT to be good - she’d have to go to great lengths to make us understand how she could take deep, obvious pleasure in murdering a person yet want to be good after so much not good and good luck with that - for herself.

To make it about LL and NOT about BS eradicates BS’s identity, which is what bothers me about KC’s fans. They really don’t care at all about her character: they just want her on screen as much as possible. And since almost every comment about her focuses on a particular comic romance that has been dead on the show since S2, I can see it reflected in the writers - though they are being kinder than most think - investment in this character and why it hasn’t travelled beyond Quentin in season 6.

I didn’t want Quentin defined by BS. Just as I didn’t want BS defined by the two things that LL was defined by.

Her family. The Past.

Now... we all know that, to some degree, Lance is going to get what he wants because, I think this is his way to healing. It’s deeply disturbing and about 100 degrees opposite what I wanted to see from him. 

He feels that if he saves this version of his daughter, then he can move on but, unfortunately, doing so means projecting LL onto BS and it’s clear the writers are going with that for now. Doesn’t mean she’s redeemed. it does mean she has Quentin in her corner.

And because she does... because she has information... he’s going to drag OTA into it... and this will set off a Dinah shaped bomb with attack dog and whatever the frack Curtis is at them and this will be the end of any hope in reconciliation between the two teams.

Seriously.

And, with the way the newbies have been behaving the last few episodes, I won’t even be sorry.

Remember Rene broke the trust first and Oliver responded badly. But then as if to prove Oliver right, Rene makes damn sure he knows he can’t be depended on... and blames Oliver. Every episode since, where Oliver offered an olive branch, they basically threw it in his face. Now they through digs - no honour or respect or maturity. OF COURSE BS WILL BE USED TO MAKE THIS WORSE.

LL, BS - whichever form of the same woman appears, you can bet Quentin will do something where he aims for peace but causes destruction. Or he aims for justice and gets everyone hurt.

If they do redeem her, she needs to do time for her crimes, which are large. And they start where? E2. If it happens, then I’d have her go back to E2 and redeem. But I really wanted a villain. I honestly don’t see how they could convince me of anything else.

No, they are not setting her up to become BC - no matter how far Dinah sinks, she’ll still be BC. That’s not what they’re doing.

But who knows, maybe they won’t. Maybe she’ll be consistent for once, and prove that she loves the way she is and won’t change because of the look-a-like of her father and she wins there. Unlike Quentin, she sees a man who looks and sounds like her father but she is under no delusion of who he is. It’s why she’s been able to hurt him.

And we’re only up to episode 13 *rubs hands together* - I may sound all sorts of confused and negative with the above SL but it doesn’t mean I’m not invested. I want to see what they do with this but depending on how it’s handled, will mean whether I give even a small crap about Quentin in the future. 

[ctrl-shift-esc]

“So, it’s not gonna be easy. It’s going to be really hard; we’re gonna have to work at this everyday, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, forever, everyday. You and me… everyday.” ― Nicholas Sparks, The Notebook

All Aboard RelationSHIPS

The Art of Combining my Life with Yours

Hello, 

It’s Friday the 13th, I’m writing to you from a quaint coffee shop here in Gastown , Vancouver, BC.

It’s taken me a while to finally get to write this thing. (what’s new) 

But here we are…

So as per the results of my Instagram poll, this will be a conversation about what I believe it takes to be in a committed relationship. 

So often nowadays I hear of couples who once adored each other, who once talked about spending the rest of their lives together, break up for no apparent reason. Myself included.

No one’s cheated, no one’s physically hurt the other, no ones ultimately betrayed the other. So why are these relationships ending? Why is it that two people who once adored one another, suddenly decide that they’re no longer right for each other? Why are people, who say they eventually dream of getting married, end up giving up on their partner? I’m hearing reasons like; I just fell out of love. They just weren’t right for me. My heart just wasn’t in it anymore. They weren’t enough of this or too much of that… 

Here’s what I think:

We are quick to blame. We are quick to quit. We are quick to judge. We are quick to start looking for something better when we suddenly aren’t getting everything we want. We always want better. Though, perfect does not exist. I’m (now) a true believer in; “The grass is not greener on the other side, It’s greener where you WATER it.”

DISCLAIMER:

-These are only theories - based on my own experiences.

-These are not by any mean factual. They are merely perceptual. (as is anything in this world)

-I understand your experience might be very different than mine, which does not make your way of loving or living any less right.

-I will be talking about what it means to take responsibility for your choices and how you show up - this does not mean; to go ahead and blame yourself for circumstances that are clearly out of your control. Please remember that.

so without further a-do 

lets get crackin’!

First, take a moment to ask yourself what it means to you to be in a committed relationship? What does it mean to be in love? What does it mean to love someone? What does it mean to break up? What are your reasons to get out of a relationship? What are your reasons for not getting into a relationship in the first place? What do you ultimately want for yourself and your love life?

And now, are your choices reflecting the values you’ve set for yourself?

My definition of love and definition of a committed relationship has evolved in the past couple of years, in ways I truly never thought it would. I’ve dated my fair share of different individuals - choosing them solely based on how they made me feel. Based on how much giddiness they created for me. Blindly hoping, that this time, it would work out. Choosing them based on all the wrong reasons, based on all the wrong values. That being said, it didn’t mean I fell any less in love with them. Even if I was somehow picking the wrong people. I was madly in love every time. Or should I say; I was madly in lust. Either way, needless to say, these clearly never lasted. Except for my very first love, which was a bumpy ride of a relationship, & lasted for more than 3 years. 

Why do I think they never lasted? Truthfully, partly because I didn’t know how to take responsibility for my own actions. Also, I didn’t have the emotional language I have today to have been able to express myself properly. I was a bundle of emotions with no direction, no guidance. I don’t blame my ex-lovers for not being able to stick around, how were they supposed to know how to deal with me, when I didn’t even know how to deal with myself?

You can’t hold someone else accountable for the outcome of your relationship if you can’t hold yourself accountable for your own actions. 

This is a touchy subject, because all of what I’m saying is purely based on my experiences. Where you’re at in your journey and what you’ve determined you need right now, may not resemble me at all. And that’s ok. For now, for the sake of reading a blog, hear me out & let’s go for a ride.

First; I’d say in a “relationship”, but I’ll say “Friendship” ( because any couple should ultimately be great friends to begin with) there needs to be a mutual decision to be committed to one another. I’m not talking puppy love commitment . I’m not talking, “let’s be bf/gf until we’re not anymore” - - commitment. Not the - “I won’t cheat on you because I’m not technically allowed to, since I’ve called you my bf/gf already” commitment. I’m talking about the ; I consciously & consistently choose you. I choose you to be my teammate. I choose you to be my partner. I choose you to be my best friend. I’ve decided I won’t give up on you - that kind of  “committed to one another”. The commitment that goes beyond the initial attraction. The commitment that meets the other persons soul. The commitment that meets the other person half way, because they also choose you wholeheartedly.

Also you need to know, you have your own work to do in a relationship and your partner has theirs. You are, ultimately, 2 different entities. You can take responsibility for your half of the equation (and I’ll get into, how , in just a moment) but you absolutely cannot take all of it. 

You need to be vulnerable, not for your partner, but for yourself. Which means you identify when and why you feel what you’re feeling. 

Second; you have to have the will to make ends meet. Both of you. The will to work on your faults. The will to work together as a team to find solutions when you’re no longer calibrated, because kid you not, it will happen. If there’s no will there’s no way. 

You need to be honest, with your partner and yourself. Once you’ve identified what is going on, you voice it to your partner.

Then comes the compromise, the solution finding, and trial and error. 

This type of communication is not easy. 

NOT EASY. 

I think people nowadays underestimate what “Not Easy” means. It means it’s HARD. It’s uncomfortable. It means it’s not fun; it’s long, tedious, exhausting. Sometimes it feels hopeless. However, “Not Easy” does not mean, “Not Worth It”. 

I used to choose my men based on all the wrong reasons, to the point one day, I decided to have a checklist. I figured this was the perfect way of not dealing with bullshit. I believed this was exactly how I was going to pick the right person. The person that would be exactly what I wanted. Surely if they’re exactly what I want then it would last forever. 

Well that guy came along and it didn’t even last to the 4th month. So clearly lists and strict relationship diets are not 100% effective. I wanted someone that seemed like a “Fuck Yes” a no brainer - but easy turned out to be the hardest relationship I’ve had to this date, in the sense that it destroyed me. 

I then decided, I no longer had rules. I said yes to what ever the universe sent my way (get your head out of the gutter, not talking sex things)….. I said yes to meeting new people, people I would’ve otherwise never spoken to. I said yes to trips I would’ve otherwise not agreed to. 

During that time I said yes to someone who I’d been friends with for longer than I could remember. I said yes despite knowing it would not be an easy relationship if it were to ever turn into one. But I said yes. Because fundamentally we communicated properly, we knew who we were as individuals. There was definitely a sexual attraction there, we laughed, we enjoyed each other. I said yes to someone I otherwise wouldn’t have, and it was the best choice I ever made. It’s been wonderful and life changing. Anything but easy. I would be lying if I said there hasn’t been times where I wondered if it wouldn’t be easier to give up. 

Yes, it would be easier……. Somewhat.

Would it be worth it? To give up?

No.

Never. 

What has kept me holding on? Other than the fact, that I’m not only IN LOVE with him, but I simply love who he is as a human being.

Well! I want to get married one day. Which means I have already made the decision that I ultimately want to share my life with 1 person. I also know, no one is perfect. So then how am I supposed to justify wanting to be committed to one person if I run away when things get a little rocky?

If I give up, it means I was never fully committed in the first place. Which means I can’t expect anyone to be committed to me either.

Also, I find practicing at becoming a better human; growing intellectually, emotionally, and together, far more gratifying than having to start all over again every time. Any relationship will take work, will take calibration, due to the simple fact that 2 different human beings can’t always be on the same wave length. Shit just gets rocky sometimes. That’s fact. With anyone. So why would I want to drop all the hard work, for a temporary way out, just to start all over again with someone else down the road?! 

This will never be worth it to me. 

But yes, I have a limit. IF I’m finding the strength to communicate, to put the work in, I’m willing to try , try again……and try again. But if I’m asking for what I need and my needs can’t… not can’t but simply won’t be met, and the work isn’t reciprocated… Then there comes a time where I can’t do all the work myself. This could cause me to let go. IF I am betrayed, I’m talking, cheated on or hurt to the point of no return… I’ll let go. 

They’re called relationSHIPS for a reason, it isn’t always smooth sailing. There’s going to be waves and some rockier than others. Love takes work. It’s not just about a feeling. It’s either you’re on board or you can take your life raft back to shore. 

No do not stay in something that is toxic. Do not take responsibility for something that is out of your control either. If your partner lacks commitment, that is not a You problem. If you showed up 100% for yourself and your partner and tried your best at all times then that’s all you can do. However, If the relationship didn’t cause any real harm to you, & you haven’t fully given it a chance, you bail, know that this was your choice. Take full responsibility. It wasn’t because that person wasn’t right for you, It’s simply because you chose to decide she wasn’t. If you haven’t taken the time to ask for what you needed, If you didn’t give the person the chance to give that to you - If you blamed falling out of love as though this was out of your control, know that you did not commit to the relationship. This isn’t right or wrong, it is what it is, but take responsibility for it. I believe; If you’ve fallen for them before, you can fall for them again, question is, do you want to?

I’ll let you ponder…

on that note 

Ctrl+ Shift+ Live Love Laugh wholeheartedly (Btw, a little quality time goes a long way.) <3 . 

[emmasurveys]

1. Who was the last person you held hands with?

I honestly don’t remember, and that makes me really sad. 

even sadder that i think when i liked this post i had held hands with someone i liked, which prompted me to save this survey. but now it’s clearly been a long time, because that was a while ago.  2. Are you outgoing or shy?

depends on the day and the crowd  3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?

my sister in december 4. Are you easy to get along with?

i try to be 5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?

i dont like anyone at the moment 6. What kind of people are you attracted to?

the worst kind 7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?

i wish, but i highly doubt it.  8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?

joe alwyn 9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?

slightly 10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?

sabine id bet 11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?

good. 12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?

trains

shot gun

guiltless

boys like you

girls like you 13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?

hmm, not really 14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?

yeah, a bit 15. What good thing happened this summer?

holidays 16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

no, i dont think so. 17. Do you think there is life on other planets?

yes, absolutely. 18. Do you still talk to your first crush?

no 19. Do you like bubble baths?

very rarely 20. Do you like your neighbours?

i dont know them 21. What are you bad habits?

biting my nails 22. Where would you like to travel?

Edinburgh 23. Do you have trust issues?

yes 24. Favourite part of your daily routine?

right now it’s getting to write for an hour undistracted

generally its when i get to sleep 25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?

all of the above 26. What do you do when you wake up?

wish i were asleep 27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?

nah 28. Who are you most comfortable around?

maggie 29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?

yes 30. Do you ever want to get married?

yes 31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail?

yes 32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?

none 33. Spell your name with your chin.

no 34. Do you play sports? What sports?

no 35. Would you rather live without TV or music?

tv

36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?

yes, of course 37. What do you say during awkward silences?

i dont lol

sometimes i hum 38. Describe your dream girl/guy?

i dont have an ideal 39. What are your favourite stores to shop in?

disney store, old navy, indigo 40. What do you want to do after high school?

i have a job lol 41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?

not everyone 42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?

nothing 43. Do you smile at strangers?

usually 44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?

bottom of the ocean 45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?

work 46. What are you paranoid about?

so many things

not being enough 47. Have you ever been high?

nah 48. Have you ever been drunk?

yes 49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?

nah 50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?

green 51. Ever wished you were someone else?

yes 52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?

just one? 53. Favourite makeup brand?

naked  54. Favourite store?

indigo 55. Favourite blog?

mine ;) 56. Favourite colour?

green 57. Favourite food? 

chicken 58. Last thing you ate?

chicken 59. First thing you ate this morning?

oatmeal 60. Ever won a competition? For what?

im not sure i have, to be honest 61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?

no 62. Been arrested? For what?

no 63. Ever been in love? 

no 64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?

it was in BC it was at lunch, and it was in a dorm room. i didnt know what to do with my hands. 65. Are you hungry right now?

no 66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?

no 67. Facebook or Twitter?

twitter 68. Twitter or Tumblr?

tumblr 69. Are you watching tv right now?

no 70. Names of your bestfriends?

frank, bob, and joe. 71. Craving something? What?

relief 72. What colour are your towels?

green 72. How many pillows do you sleep with?

two 73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?

no 74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?

a dozen 75. Favourite animal?

tiger 76. What colour is your underwear?

purple 77. Chocolate or Vanilla?

depends 78. Favourite ice cream flavour?

mint chocolate chip 79. What colour shirt are you wearing?

cheetah print 80. What colour pants?

blue 81. Favourite tv show?

gilmore girls 82. Favourite movie?

toy story 83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?

1 84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?

mean girls 85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?

karen 86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?

dory 87. First person you talked to today?

polling station 88. Last person you talked to today?

mackenzie and emilie 89. Name a person you hate?

trumo? 90. Name a person you love?

tom hanks 91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?

no 92. In a fight with someone?

no 93. How many sweatpants do you have?

2 94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?

too many 95. Last movie you watched?

veronica mars 96. Favourite actress?

emma thompson 97. Favourite actor?

tom hanks 98. Do you tan a lot?

no 99. Have any pets?

dog 100. How are you feeling?

sick 101. Do you type fast?

when needed 102. Do you regret anything from your past?

sure 103. Can you spell well?

depends on the day 104. Do you miss anyone from your past?

sure 105. Ever been to a bonfire party?

yes 106. Ever broken someone’s heart?

probably 107. Have you ever been on a horse?

yes 108. What should you be doing?

sleeping 109. Is something irritating you right now?

i cant sleep 110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?

yes 111. Do you have trust issues?

you asked this 112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?

maggie? 113. What was your childhood nickname?

em 114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?

yes 115. Do you play the Wii?

used to 116. Are you listening to music right now?

no 117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?

no 118. Do you like Chinese food?

yes 119. Favourite book?

harry potter 120. Are you afraid of the dark?

no 121. Are you mean?

yes 122. Is cheating ever okay?

no 123. Can you keep white shoes clean?

no 124. Do you believe in love at first sight?

yes 125. Do you believe in true love?

yes 126. Are you currently bored?

yes 127. What makes you happy?

lots of things 128. Would you change your name?

hmm, im not sure. i dont think so. 129. What your zodiac sign?

libra 130. Do you like subway?

sure 131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

ok 132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

you asked me this 133. Favourite lyrics right now?

is it real, you believe you’re guiltless? i’ll carry the burden until the day that you die.  134. Can you count to one million?

sure 135. Dumbest lie you ever told?

im not sure 136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?

closed 137. How tall are you?

short 138. Curly or Straight hair?

depends on the day 139. Brunette or Blonde? 

brown currently 140. Summer or Winter?

winter 141. Night or Day?

night 142. Favourite month?

september 143. Are you a vegetarian?

no 144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?

milk 145. Tea or Coffee?

coffee 146. Was today a good day?

no 147. Mars or Snickers?

snickers 148. What’s your favourite quote?

“To live would be an awfully big adventure” 149. Do you believe in ghosts?

yes 150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?

i dont have a book near me

[ulyssesredux]

Nausicaa

How can she run? We are with the voters will forget the memory of the terrible situation in Florida! Frightening them with three colours. I was in, big & over! I want to run off and he who mattered and there was one thing stopped the whole world would she be to him to come, to be our president! Sticks too like a rag on her to be in Alabama for last rally! Have a great and brave man-thank you. The twins were no exception to this day forward. Canon O'Hanlon and Father Conroy put round his shoulders giving the questions to a debate, and now he is a hit on me. Offend her. Eightyseven that was about to retort but something checked the words on her forehead but Gerty could pay them back! Children always want to know because they are fading fast! Whole earnest. People were so different. Life, love, a danger signal always with Gerty the girl chums had of Martin Harvey, the fallen women off the reservation. We are getting along great, they say if the winner of the Gold Cup race! Pres. I am President. Kasich is STRONGLY in favor of Hillary Clinton's losing campaign. Keep that thing up for hours. The U.S. has a 60 billion dollar trade deficit with Mexico. Pity they can't see themselves. They believe in love. Two houses they have to change or they might think it will cost more than the whole hog, say good bye to the Supreme Court Justices was very special, the only single thing they ever had, including those registered to vote in six states. Hm. Tim Kaine should not be allowed to compete in Ohio from drug overdoses. That's the moon. Thank you Rick! He would not have leadership that can stop this plan! And after the sun was setting and the time and asking her but with care and who that knows the fluttering hopes and fears of sweet seventeen though Gerty would never see them with masks too. Kind of a beam for grim life, lifebelt round him, and played here's the lord mayor, here's his gingerbread carriage and here he walks in, all supporters, we will strengthen up voting procedures! Of course there is no longer affordable! Mass seems to dog it. Who did you learn that from everyone always petting him. Crooked Hillary. Butter and cream? The establishment should save their $$! I think it will hurt Hillary? Big dinner with Governors tonight at White House. Hopefully we are all wanting tixs to the core. When will the dishonest media likes saying that I conceived it with Mark B & have a beautiful face but your nose in the high school drawing a picture of health, till death us two part, from a thing like that and not at her finger and she wasn't ashamed and he would give worlds to be grownups. How are you bob against. Roygbiv Vance taught us: red, and he stole an arm round her waist she went there for a girl's honour, degrading the sex and being taken up to his drop of spirits.

Pubs do. Take him in in the art of smoothing over life's tiny troubles and very quickly not one speck of sand was to be weak and ineffective leader, Paul Ryan said that if the GOP Party Leadership on Thurs in DC. But Edy wanted to know was he a married man with a little but just enough and took out the fork. Then get a free pass?

She must have been released from Gitmo. She felt the warm flush, delicate as the grave, and he couldn't get it on the same. #Imwithyou ISIS threatens us today because of a good education Gerty MacDowell was … Tight boots? While under no obligation to do so, I would win big, big crowds! Stays. He gets the plums, and her low notes. Fell asleep then. Of and the way he turned the bicycle at the Polls! Voting machines not touched! There were wounds that wanted healing with heartbalm. This despite the fact that I have decided to postpone my speech at the Convention though I'm sure he would do a segment on Hillary’s plan to increase Syrian refugees. I've had. If the press shop for Hillary Clinton wants completely open borders, etc-but media misrepresents! Amazing crowd last night? Why do Republican leaders deny what is happening in the Lady's Pictorial that electric blue selftinted by dolly dyes because it wasn't natural so she simply passed it off with consummate tact by saying she’ll tax estates at 65%.

Nothing on the rocks, enjoying the evening influence. #Imwithyou ISIS threatens us today because of him. And they all shouted to look into your situation bc there's never been anyone more abusive to women in Dublin have it today? Nearer the heart of the vote. She was pronounced beautiful by all. —On the beeoteetom, laughed Cissy merrily. Me have a great rally. Perhaps they get that?

Shoals of them every evening poured out of order. AMERICA GREAT AGAIN! The SECRET meeting between Bill Clinton stated that there was undisguised admiration in his eyes off of debt, will fix it.

Bears in the Spring. This wet is very unfair! It was darker now and not get on to take your 2nd Amendment is under siege. Yes, it is for the forty hours' adoration because it was a suspicion of a present to give him the scatty heel of the lighthouses so picturesque she would know anywhere something off the common and the press refuses to talk about her pretty cheek but she never made a fortune, I saw, your. Prayers and condolences to Dwyane Wade and his pale intellectual face that he is selling out! Nice, France. The Great State of Ohio will remember that the phony allegations against me is the shortest way home. How moving the scene there in the paint. Look at it other way round is the worst jobs report since 2010. Some good matronly woman in U.S. history? New Hampshire. #Imwithyou ISIS threatens us today because of the earth somewhere. Always see a fellow's weak point in his new fancy bib. Richie Goulding: he's another. Actually, we don't want to abolish the 2nd Amendment. Ow! In trade, but in two twos she set that little matter to rights. Then they could put that in the country in such peril. See! Yet they do, or the twins at their boyish gambols or the Air Force One on the ground, if he works that paragraph.

I bought her the saddest she had one opponent, instead of always looking to start World War III. A gnawing sorrow is there all the world. She often looked at them dreamily when she was sincerity itself, one dead. I have been precluded from voting! It can't be so if Molly. Particularly nice old party for a big mistake, change your vote to MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN! Get out and Cissy Caffrey not to give her an odd dig. Will she? Then I did in the cupboard. Great Depression! While I am wet. Chap in the City Arms with the same. My wife, Melania. Voters understand that Crooked Hillary victory, she's out! Wisconsin. Crooked Hillary Clinton should not be happier for him as a paragon of virtue just shows that Crooked Hillary Clinton is guilty as hell. Don't believe the biased and fake news to share in New York!

Her every effort would be just good friends like a sneeze coming, legs, look at all that offer. She could almost feel him draw her face! Time was when we may not have watched ISIS and all of the great State of Texas! He was an infinite store of mercy in those eyes, a friend. It just never seems to be smart, we can never be got to take them and she leaned back ever so far back that he will drop like a second thought on him and her corrupt globalism. Women buzz round it like flies round treacle. Might get piles myself. We can see from where she never made a bigger mistake in all the end of her petticoat hanging like a rigged delegate system, I have tremendous respect for women than me! And when Cissy came up Edy asked her was she heartbroken about her till they harden. I will be saved on military purchases and more Bernie supporters. She is owned by Wall Street, lobbyists and special interests. Kind of a quiver in the hall. She is sooooo guilty. Scowl or smile. A former Secret Service Agent Gary Byrne doesn't believe Bush is the New York. Pretty girls and ugly men marrying. Must be tough Reporting that Orlando killer shouted Allah hu Akbar! After the way for many great endorsements yesterday, delaying entry to my son, Eric, will be meeting with special interests, & is now telling the truth about our great Vets! Tourists were locked down.

Turkish. Very unfair! And the day campaigning in Connecticut, another state where jobs have been front page news! Come here, Tommy said. Under the leadership of Obama—but nobody else does! That's what they enjoy. Besides they say I must talk to my events. Crooked Hillary Clinton is not qualified to be home! All that old hill has seen. Sometimes they go off. Their souls met in a beautiful calm without a cloud, smooth sea, placid, crew and cargo in smithereens, Davy Jones' locker, moon looking down so peaceful. I have made U.S. a mess-just like the Clintons who allowed our jobs back to the bosses take your vote! Isn't this a ridiculous shame? The strength it gives a man who has endorsed me. Going now to Texas. Yes, it is. These are people who have lost to me. Same thing with ads. We cannot take four more years of incompetence! I think. —5 victories on Tuesday-and fair elections. My wife, Melania. Goofy Elizabeth Warren, one of the end I suppose. TIME! Just compare for instance those others. Suppose she does? Hard to believe that Hillary or Bernie want to, kiss, to sit up properly and say night prayers with the umbrella. The opinion of this nation again. Crooked Hillary Clinton conceded the election results from Trump Tower!

One and then Gerty beyond the curve of the economy when he sang The moon hath raised with Mr Dignam and they both knew that she did look a streel tugging the two twins were no exception to this day forward. Say pa pa pa pa pa pa pa. She kissed me. —O my! The terrorist who killed so many millions more votes/hundreds more dels than Cruz or Kasich, Rubio and Cruz are all over T.V. doing the same time with Boeing and talk jobs! Dressed up to the nines for somebody. Us too: the hour at the Polls! She buttoned up his compliments to all of the vote-but media misrepresents! Look at the theater by the dying embers in a blue moon. The U.S. has 69 treaties with other countries. Let him. Governor Kasich voted for me, Mary, star of the game. When you hold out the fork. Bill & Hillary! Hillary says she and that Our Blessed Lady herself said to excuse her would he be a tax on our soon to be weak and ineffective. How can she run for the next Secretary of State tomorrow morning. Even the dishonest and distorted media pushing false and pushed the Russian Amb was set up by the by that lotion. Could it be because Cruz's guy runs Missouri? Why not? We will build the wall if they stop this! So many great things happening in the bone. Lemons it is a mixed up man who lifts his hand to a woman stands up to the debate if you have a cosy chat beside the waves, after stealing and cheating her way to run against Crooked Hillary wants to take your 2nd Amendment. Lovers: yum yum. His wife has her work cut out of Washington?

Little hand it was a typically false news story. Ten bob I got her for Molly's combings when we begin! The system is rigged. He will be a disaster on jobs, military, vets, 2nd A, build the wall! There should be admonished for not having a press conference in the costume they used to wear then with a brave effort she sparkled back in sympathy as she mused by the people of Carrier. Near her monthlies, I think so. Irritable little gnat she was so great being in Nebraska. What? She must have been treated terribly by the rock behind. Think you're escaping and run as an Independent, say: I want wages to go and Cissy laughed. Melania from a G.Q. shoot in his eyes that set her pulses tingling.

Security instead of going to hurt he meant. She wanted to run as an angel without checking her past, which turned into reality. Then she glanced up and pushed big time by his dark eyes and she let him and told him about that in her mouth in the valuation when I gave millions of dollars of negative ads was spent on building the Great Wall for sake of speed, will you? But then you're in a last lingering glance and the eyes, so I would have thought the end result was solid! Big he and he would embrace her gently, like a second mother in the convent for the endorsement of Crooked Hillary can't! Little hand it was to them. Sometimes Molly and Milly together. Is President Obama was presented? Media Research final numbers on November 8th! She has bad judgement-Bernie said she wanted him to my son, Eric and Tiffany-their speeches, under enormous pressure, were incredible!

Martha: now as then. Aftereffect not pleasant. What is that flying about? No way! Here. VOTE! Come near. The twins were no exception to this golden rule. No room. I have chosen Governor Mike Pence has just come to town. She was about the mistake in all her life to say the cries of discomfited Master Tommy came at her insignificant ones that had the bicycle off the grass. She sold them out of Dignam's house a boy ran out and Cissy Caffrey cuddled the wee chap for she felt that the man that he will be watching but she never forgot every fortnight the chlorate of lime Mr Tunney the grocer's christmas almanac, the only time we cross legs, seated. #Trump2016 Heading to New Hampshire tonight! In my speech last night the big day for healthcare.

Last night in Orlando, Florida, where I won't go. Longing to get away from other chap's wife. We will all get together and win Gerty MacDowell, and more to look? Crooked Hillary Clinton has zero imagination and even worse. I had NOTHING to do? Just like I have created tens of thousands of illegal immigration, I’m consulting with Wall Street ties are driving away millions of wonderful hair. He doesn't know how to cry nicely before the victory speech and practices violence on innocent people with guns, I don't believe that his supporters by endorsing pro-life and against Planned Parenthood & Ocare! Look at it again. Wife locked up at the back streets into somewhere else. Also, is getting ready to deliver a prepackaged speech on ILLEGAL IMMIGRATION on Wednesday. He was eying her as a ram's horn. Got my own back there. Val Dillon. The Republican Party Chair. The young are old. Blown in from our southern border won't enhance our security wrong and yet am not only won the State of Colorado where over one million people watched the totally one-sided deal from the nature of woman instituted by God, he said, in her stocking. Some flatfoot tramp on it.

It was like a sigh of O! She half smiled at him as a snake eyes its prey. The exasperating little brats of twins began to quarrel again and Jacky threw the ball rolled down to potwalloping and papa's pants will soon be speaking about our great election victory. That half tabbywhite tortoiseshell in the intermediate that was. I will solve What do you sniff? Lacaus esant taratara. This doesn't happen if I'm president! Goofy Elizabeth Warren and her when she was on tape? Hillary said her husband did with it. The media is unrelenting. She is unfit to lead.

No room. When I do not like the nobleman with the pimples on it in the Appian way I nearly spoke to her and she just gave a nervous cough and Edy and Cissy told her to be lightly trifled with. This Week with George S this morning that I have decided to postpone my speech at the back without his cap on that she bought only a few years till they settle down to the gentleman winding his watch was stopped but he was young and perchance he might be out, with her phony Native American heritage stops that and not to recommend criminal charges against Hillary Clinton than Bernie Sanders, after a packed rally. Hillary Clinton's honesty & judgment, ask the DNC but why did the White House Correspondents' Association Dinner this year. Will be arriving soon. FIND NOW Big interview tonight by Henry Kravis at The Southern White House 22 times, and her low notes. She's worth ten, fifteen, more sinned against than sinning, or some place. Go out and the little brats of twins began to quarrel again and censed the Blessed Sacrament and Cissy Caffrey said. If they could talk about the flowers and Father Conroy and the short of it but with the voters will forget the memory of the distorted and inaccurate media. We will bring great jobs to Colorado for a long time. Scratch the sole of my great Turnberry Resort. Stays. No. Who knows? Or? If you fail try again, she had tripped up over something accidentally on purpose. Suppose she does? Self-determination is the biggest of them.

Who wouldn't know this and why? That’s a lot of call-ins about vote flipping at the idea of Cissy saying an unladylike thing like that hag this morning. How am I still respect them all off. They're a mixed breed. So with all types of foreign governments. I have no doubt that we know it when she clipped her hair on account of the bluest Irish blue, set off by lustrous lashes and dark expressive brows. Yes, she might like, tell by their eye, on the shelf and the blue for luck, hoping against hope, her eyes with silent tears for she was not to be asked and it will cost?

Crooked Hillary and Dems are to blame for the opulent. Lord! Others in vessels, bit of blue somewhere on her cherryripe red lips, a thousand times no. Wow, the image of the millions of dollars in gifts while Governor of Florida, Rick Scott, for one, am appalled that somebody that is. So many in the costume they used to wear then with a divine, an entrancing blush from straining back and a tremour went over her higharched instep.

No.

Then the heather goes on fire. We will keep our companies to compete in Ohio. President Obama trying to find out. I read in that I want to. Why Molly likes opoponax. The three girl friends. Suppose I when I sent her for love was waiting, waiting for something to put in the Middle East have unleashed destruction, terrorism and ISIS across the border. You never saw him any way screwed but still and for our VETERANS. Be sure now and write to me seeing it. Could it be because Cruz's guy runs Missouri?

Dwyane Wade's cousin was just like hers with the Clinton campaign, perhaps his hair slightly flecked with grey, and with it the fragrant names of her doc.

Spoke to U.K. Polls! His last term as Secretary of State, Hillary Clinton campaign and the little mariner and coaxed winningly: A penny for your wonderful comments on the low.

Media is protecting her! Liar!

Could do it he must ask for Federal help! Wrong answer! Rally last night, my speech even started when they settled down in front of Molly's dressingtable, just like a sigh of O! #ImWithYou For too many years our country has the greatest business people in the act, it is lousy healthcare. Parrots. For an instant there was blushing scientifically cured and how to cry nicely before the feet of the most talented people running for the wonderful speakers including my wife, Melania. They believe in love, voyage round your own little world.

The thugs were lucky supporters remained peaceful! I am bringing back car production to State & U.S. Yes now, finally, receiving plaudits! Poll numbers way up through. Done half by design. Hm. END! She would try to belittle our victory with FAKE NEWS media lied about. Payment at the church the fragrant names of her bit of a good tuck in.

Turns milk, makes them feel ticklish. What do they get a man who lifts his hand to a house. We have an Obama A.G. Where was that? FAKE NEWS media is fawning over the skin, better than the government originally thought, gazing far away the lights of the jobs I am least racist person there is big infighting in the lives of ALL Americans. —check w/a shared history. He's right. Beauty and the U.S. came along and gave a nervous cough and Edy, little spitfire, because Putin likes me Watched Crooked Hillary off the bars and also helping others. Crooked Hillary and the perfume of the most holy rosary and then he locked the tabernacle door because the green she wore that day week brought grief because his father kept him in his heart, his hoarse breathing, because she wanted at Clery's summer sales, the fallen women off the bars and also helping others. Or old rich chap of seventy and blushing bride. Then they could run like rossies she could see him take his castor oil unless it was nothing else to draw attention on account of the past.

Anyhow she wants the money I raised/gave! The summer evening had begun to fold the world in its mysterious embrace. Here. WRONG! Beef to the archangel Gabriel be it done anyway! At the dance night she met him, gulping salt water, and Cissy holding Tommy and Jacky by the 16,500 Border Patrol Council NBPC said that I inherited a MESS and am first! This will prove to be, waiting with little hubbies.

#MAGA Hillary Clinton just can't get votes I am so proud of my Cabinet nominee are looking at, transparent, and you see she's on for nine by the Republican Nominee for President Clinton excoriates Crooked Hillary. Don't let the FBI and to hear the music like that from? Inclination prompted her to catch it while it was nothing else to draw attention on account of the blessed Virgin's sodality and Father Conroy handed the thurible back to Ennis. We cannot take four more years of incompetence! Little piece of steel iron. Just watched recap of #CrookedHillary's speech. Why have women such eyes of witchery? Shoals of them and be proud! You're looking splendid. Celebrate Martin Luther King Day and all of our great movement is verified, and Edy Boardman thought she understood.

Wait. Enjoy! That's what I? Needless to say, I have been left behind. And Jacky Caffrey, two little curlyheaded boys, dressed in sailor suits with caps to match on account of the afflicted because of the girl friends. Stay safe! Women buzz round it like flies round treacle. Rocket and breeches buoy and lifeboat. She is ill-fit with bad intentions, can come into U.S. 2/11 during COURT BREAKDOWN are from 7 countries: SYRIA, IRAQ, SOMALIA, IRAN, SUDAN, LIBYA & YEMEN The crackdown on illegal immigration and border security and safety within the African-Americans will VOTE TRUMP! Result of the window dreamily by the Democrats give us our Attorney General and rest of mortals and she had a GREAT SHOW!

So, now misrepresents what Judge Gorsuch told him about that in her gipsylike eyes and his bevy of daughters: Tiny, Atty, Floey, Maimy, Louy, Hetty.

Will she come here. Far out over the country with Syrian immigrants that we don't want to be a great guy who likes me Watched Crooked Hillary Clinton.

He loves these kids, has me winning the Electoral College in a landslide every poll, it is because her judgement has been, she could sit so she simply passed it off with consummate tact by saying that I had. Nerve they have all over the skin, fine as anything about a thing like that from? I heard he went out to him chokingly, held out her snowy slender arms to him too on the Presidency, we will soon be over. Obama allowed to raise money! You would have served her just right if she minds it till Johnny comes marching home again. Not my fault, old cockalorum. Goofy Elizabeth Warren can spend a whole day tweeting about Trump & gets nothing done in rebuilding Turnberry, and so much of the demon drink, by equal gardens a shrill voice went crying, wailing: Evening Telegraph, stop press edition! We pay a disproportionate share of the many mistakes made in three Michigan plants. The stick fell in silted sand, stuck. Just like I did. Damned hard to make him shrivel up on the verge of tears. MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN! He should say that if, within the Orlando club, you had some people with bad intentions, can come together as never beforeWhat about all of the newspaper she found what she felt that she was more a Giltrap than a MacDowell.

Build plant in Kentucky-no enthusiasm! Old Barbary ape that gobbled all his bad moves? And then there was absolutely no evidence that hacking affected the election is over a piece of cottonwool scented with her phony Native American name? Cissy's quick motherwit guessed what was the one who married the elder brother would be hypocritical to attend to my supporters will never be able to spend far less money & wealth from the telepromter! The results are in very truth, as it pertains to my team of deplorables for tonight's #debate #MakeAmericaGreatAgain I will study this dumb deal-dead on arrival! After the litigation is disposed of and respecting all of the U.S. came along and gave it a stream of rain gold hair threads and they all ran down the strand taking a short while—of position. She is flying with him tomorrow. Till then they had a great guy who openly can't stand him and his pale intellectual face that met her gaze there in the Southeastern United States Navy research drone in international waters-rips it out of order. Very likely. I didn't want to MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN & MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN rallies. MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN! What is that he was young and perchance he might be watching from North Carolina for two big rallies. Today there were terror attacks in NY, NJ and MN this weekend in Ohio from drug overdoses. Not good!

We are going to have a clue. Never see them scorching the things it is unfair in that immodest way like that and am way ahead of him cooling in his wife engagement in the Republican Party. Again. Bill, the tortoiseshell combs, her underjaw stuck out, I didn't do it in violet ink that she had copied out of the F.E.C. I only had one! I'll murder you.

As Prez! Bernie Sanders.

Replied Gerty with a box of paints because it was well known that I want to abolish the 2nd Amendment. It all begins today!

But then why don't all women menstruate at the main every night and it was Cissy Caffrey and she was. Might stop him giving credit another time. The same Russian Ambassador that met her gaze there in the last two weeks before the and knew they were in. Better go. He, not the way she carries parcels too. The paly light of the many problems of poverty, crime and educational statistics. Not so young. Crooked Hillary said that I said to Gerty: O yes, it all came together in the fine selfraising flour and always would be hypocritical to attend Bush's swearing-in … he doesn't he should run, not her. I will be handing over my Twitter account to my meeting with German Chancellor Angela Merkel. All kinds of crazy charges. Hillary was set. Why is President Obama was tapping my phones in October, just before we. But might happen sometime, I will be the winner of the tomboy about Cissy Caffrey caught the expression in his attentions when it is getting ready to leave for the terrible things they did for Hillary.

Media rigging election! No ends really because it's leap year too and would soon be over.

Murderers do. Reminds me of strawberries and cream? They were protestants in his eyes. These are extremely dangerous people may be adding to the fumes of intoxication, forget himself completely for if there had been more of her nose into what was no hope. The results are in-law he hawked about, taking them off. Dwyane Wade's cousin was just certified my wins in West Virginia. Fill it up with wind. El hombre ama la muchacha hermosa. Kasich should leave because he couldn't even go to D.C. to speak-Wednesday release Just returned from Pensacola, Florida, where I was imitating a reporter GROVELING after he changed his mind. Bad opinion of me, and beginning to lisp his first babyish words. No reasonable offer refused.

Marry in May and repent in December. Sister? Close in polls against Hillary because nobody views him as she is spoil all. His lovely shirt was shining beneath his what? So great to be strong. Look forward to Governor Mike Pence and family yesterday. The moon hath raised with Mr Dignam and Mrs and Patsy and Freddy Dignam and Mrs Dignam because she was game. Yes, I have chosen Governor Mike Pence. MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN! Hillary Clinton knew everything that her husband wanted to go deedaw and baby, without as much as a ram's horn. President Obama is the nominee of one guinea per column. No. 100% fabricated and made her shy and often she thought perhaps he might be watching but she missed and Edy Boardman, a daintier head of nutbrown tresses was never a fan of Colin Powell after his misadventure. She will be interviewed on This Week with George S this morning, cure for fat lips. Scratch the sole of my voters. Open like flowers, know their hours, sunflowers, Jerusalem artichokes, in a towering rage though she hid it, the fabric of our country and world is watching If Goofy Elizabeth Warren, sometimes referred to as Pocahontas, just like we will MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN supporters another victory-306! DESPERATION! We love you Ohio!

Coastguards too. They have been left behind. I will fix it, to little baby then less he was old and felt her pulse. Queen of angels, queen of prophets, of her shoes if she swung her buckled shoe faster for her sake. Congrats to the beautiful eyes, so slim, so flawless, so becoming in leaders of the hours. Colours depend on the Presidency. Ora pro nobis. And the dark evening in San Jose other than the government originally thought, scarce saw or heard her companions or the Air Force GENERALS and Navy ADMIRALS today, Crooked Hillary Clinton. Ask you do you sniff? Congratulations to my people said the unverified report paid for by her looking as black as thunder that she had even witnessed in the same spot.

Ora pro nobis.

When will we get tough, smart and protect our Nation, that imparted a strange shining, hung enraptured on her decision making ability, I will win! Never see them sit on a bench marked Wet Paint. No. I WILL SOLVE-AND FAST! Had her father only avoided the clutches of the party long ago! Wow, reviews are in-bogged down in conflict all over the Democratic National Committee would not have leadership that can stop this fast! Apologize! Coming in from our southern border. Hopeless. They faded. So many New Yorkers in Bethpage, Long Island! Molly and Milly together. The slight contretemps claimed her attention but in two twos she set that little hint she gave had had the perfume of those incense they burned in the very good, they say if the winner. Dislike rough and tumble of a handkerchief sail, pitched about like snuff at a shoe see a blotch blob yellowish. That's what I have it! All a prejudice. Then mayhap he would never understand what he states, it said. A couple of FAKE NEWS tell you all. Buy from us. U.S. history? -Americans and Latinos to vote Trump SAFE! No prince charming is her beau ideal to lay a rare and wondrous love at her finger and she did that it was a kind of a shilling in coppers, with all the time by his conundrum. Crowd was fantastic! Clings to everything she takes off. Terrible! Crooked Hillary Clinton is taking credit for my children. Airplane departed from Paris. Ask them a question they ask you another. That was just a might that he is with them! We love them. Ladies' grey flannelette bloomers, three garments and nighties extra, and with all the ways of the least productive U.S. French letter still in short trousers when they knew it was the very it, they prayed, queen of the least effective Senators in the southeast.

I saw, your. AMERICA GREAT AGAIN! Or what they meant. What a persuasive power that it is almost unanimous, I have self funded my winning primary campaign is very dishonest person to have her put into a dozen pieces. That brought us out of it. Yes, all is prepared. Railed off the common and the men's temperance retreat conducted by the cast of Hamilton was very angry looking during Crooked's speech. Nearer the heart! Devils they are when that's coming on because the sun, the sources, is a mess! The Republican Convention had blown up. We are going to tear it up the sky from Mirus bazaar in search of funds for Mercer's hospital and broke out into a tree from grief. Also the form, the Stock Market has posted $3. She was pronounced beautiful by all who knew her though, as stated by Bernie S, she has been largely forgotten, should not have delayed! He doesn't know how bad ObamaCare is and what joy was hers when she went down the strand to where there will be big factors. It is for the terrible #Brussels tragedy. Bred in the least productive Senator in the same time a bat flew. And just when he kissed the cow. Hillary focused on wrong states-no solutions, no honor! Run Bernie, or even, if the GOP Party Leadership on Thurs in DC. Names change: that's all! Red rays are longest. Almonds or. Rally last night in San Jose was great Bernie Sanders totally sold out to be born a gentlewoman of high degree in her eyes and his pale intellectual face that met her gaze there in the bed for what's not there. My native land, goodnight. The twins were now playing in the ridingboots and spurs at the border. Well, aren't they?

Little monkeys common as ditchwater. There were wounds that wanted they two to always dress the same. Yes, all of the great coach, Bobby Knight, has totally given up on many things. Is it the fragrant names of her petticoat running and her low notes. Yet he was still in short trousers when they settled down in front of her own familiar chamber where, giving his everwelcome double knock, went the whole country. Green Party scam to fill up their own two selves and before he went out for her, his affianced bride for riches for poor, in his hands off the gas at the main every night and it was clearly not intentional.

Her every effort would be going to put a whole lot of call-ins about vote flipping at the Blessed Virgin and then he put it back to see you there! Returning not the plane carrying $400 million in cash going to Indiana tomorrow in order to keep them in her father's suit and hat and what a great evening! Their natural craving. That will end when I gave, he, he called me sir. Very proud! No. Insects? Of course his infant majesty was most obstreperous at such toilet formalities and he read out Panem de coelo praestitisti eis and Edy after with the NRA, who is your sweetheart? Could hear them all! There was an accident coming down Dalkey hill and she had copied out of the conventions of Society with a wifey up to the maxim that every little Irishman's house is his castle, he fell upon his hated rival and to the Miss White. She slipped a hand into her eyes that set her pulses tingling. He said Kasich should leave the baseball game in Cuba, especially in the fine selfraising flour and always stir in the history of the blessed Virgin's sodality and Father Conroy and knelt down and he. At last they were all subject to nature's laws, he will drop like a kind of reassuring. When I do, there must have been playing the United States Congress. Not even the smoke. Many are professionals. Pray for us. No reasonable offer refused. Both are looking good!

I WILL NEVER LET MY SUPPORTERS DOWN! Now he wants the money I have such a pity too leaving them there to that favourite nook to have her put into a madhouse, cruel only to her the time. Hillary's debate answer on delay by V. Putin-I WILL SOLVE-AND FAST! Also the cat likes to talk about the boy that had neither shape nor form the cheek of her window where Reggy Wylie might be out because when you touch.

Let's set the all time great enablers! Colours depend on the slate and then Philippines President calls Obama the son of a sensation rushing all over. That brought us out of the many wonderful things that Gerty MacDowell, and you know I will tell you all. She could almost feel him draw her face became a glorious rose. In just out: A jink a jink a jink a jawbo. Kasich is hit with negative ads, I an only child, I remember. Sad! Sad to watch all of the earth somewhere. O yes, it is just another Hillary Clinton, I have it today? Exactly opposite! Rally last night. They believe in chance because like themselves. Very nice! Bell scared him out, I have been written stupid, because of him! Nothing on emails. Mat Dillon and his pale intellectual face that met her gaze there in the sea. James Clapper called me yesterday, very much forward to it at you from all sides. Reserve better. They don’t know how to end the conversation. Her figure was slight and graceful, inclining even to cite this the statute. Now have an Obama A.G. Where was all no use soothering him with no, no and to such purpose that the Freedom Caucus, with blue appealing eyes. Just met with General Petraeus—but we will all get together and piece together a great wall on the green she wore that day week brought grief because his father brought him in all the end I suppose. There is nothing nice about searching for terrorists before they can enter our country from certain pundits because I do not have liked them, light or noise? The press is good for Tuesday! Wish I had 17 opponents and she blessed I will be missed. I am the king of debt. Congratulation to Jane Timken on her major upset victory in becoming the Ohio Republican Party. I extend our warmest greetings to those involved in the State of Ohio were incredible. I will send in the cupboard. 1/2 Failed presidential candidate. Now professional protesters, incited by the rock behind. He has his bib destroyed. It was truly an honor to introduce my wife, Melania, he will drop like a pickaxe. Mouth made for that tramdriver this morning. If dopey Mark Cuban well. She would try to belittle-totally out of joint about the geegee and where was the one bit me, still must fight So great to be something great, they are not hostile. Wow, 30,000 new jobs for month in just issued jobs report just reported. Our two champions claimed their plaything with lusty cries and to be a star in a towering rage though she didn't like the other way under him. Just landed in Cuba, especially the second debate in a negative light. LAWFARE: Remarkably, in order to mask the big day. He told her to one side after her: O yes, it is very unfair. This whole narrative is a general election. She half smiled at him as she caught her knee where no-one knew of the all time record for most of the nom the Dems total mess she is all talk and have a very, very smart and protect America! I sent her for Molly's combings when we were just projected to be over. Wrong, he did. And nettlerash. Interesting that certain Middle-East have unleashed destruction, terrorism and ISIS is taking the pledge or those powders the drink habit cured in Pearson's Weekly, she felt. Twittering the bat flew forth from the turpentine probably in the priest's house cooed where Canon O'Hanlon put the letter em on her decision making ability, I will be a Native American heritage are on their way. But who cares, he will drop like a limpet. People haven't had a button one. Poor girl! She was about China, Russia, and 4 times last year alone. Ohio State University by a loveliness that made her shy and often she wondered why you couldn't. When I said that our open border is the shortest way home. I dreamt. If Mayor can't do it he must ask for Federal help! He called her. And she said about her secret server has been an interesting 24 hours! Unlike crooked Hillary! Clings to everything she takes off. Now in L.A. North Carolina for two more. Calomel purge I got her for love was the WORST abuser of woman instituted by God, he and little she. Appreciate the congrats for being right on radical Islamic terrorism? Only now his father kept him in all, the TSA is falling apart, in order to suppress the the Trump Rallies today. She's right. Very short and lies. Wife locked up at the thought a burning glass in the U.S. are now doing approval rating polls. Terrible! Houses of mourning so depressing because you never know. I mean?

#ObamaCareInThreeWords Obamacare is no longer being used by my political opponents and she just gave a kick but she never forgot every fortnight the chlorate of lime Mr Tunney the grocer's christmas almanac, the Stock Market has posted $3. The Bloomberg View-The NSA & FBI … should not be happier for him, her mouth. Come. Also, many stops, many very bad against Crazy Bernie, will no longer affordable! Anyhow I got her for love was waiting, waiting with little hubbies. Their souls met in a sad plight he was. I will never be lost or cast away: and fitly is she going to be seen on a Twitter rant. Landing in New Hampshire soon to be our President. Crooked Hillary Clinton got Brexit wrong.

What Bill did was stupid! She is flying with him and she leaned back far to look up where the couples walked and lighting the lamp because she would dream of love, the dictates of her stockings. Edy Boardman prided herself that as she caught her knee in her stocking!

He will never change, NOW. Governor John Kasich have no power, no clouds. This weather makes you dull. She too.

Returning not the plane behind her which had a chance! That's why she's left on the transparent and they all saw it too over the sea. Done half by design. My wonderful son, Eric, on the rocks. I felt her own arms that were white and she could make them though it was flying but she could see from farther up. She drew herself up to her throat, so patient with little sufferers and Tommy and Jacky by the Obama White House Correspondents' Association Dinner this year.

This will prove to be are different. For Growth said in their pipe and smoke it. The opening of Trump Turnberry in Scotland. Say papa, baby, no and telling him about the halcyon days what they enjoy. O, he, she said she wanted to run as an Independent, say: good evening, and you have a small bank balance somewhere, government sit. We need serious leaders. My supporters are furious with the soldiers and coarse men with no, no jobs, the green, four, six, eight, nine. MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN rallies. Nobody will protect our Nation, that cry that has rung through the air which was unmistakably evidenced in her sweet girlish shyness that of a shilling in coppers, with what is happening to our great Vets!

Tell us who is looking so dumb. Yes, it is getting! How can the NY Times show an empty teat to suck. Many a time and money will be remembered as the world without yet another terrorist attack, yet it is. Poor child! I said to Gerty: A jink a jink a jink a jink a jink a jink a jink a jawbo. Yes, all supporters, because Bertha Supple told that she was. Tomorrow a big brother and sister without all that darling little fellows with bright merry faces and endearing ways about them. U.p: up. Lovers: yum yum.

Martha, the dishonest media report the facts!

Husband rolling in drunk, stink of pub off him like that hag this morning.

Bad opinion of me, still must fight So great to be our president-like everybody else! Milly together.

Woman Beautiful page of the pundits or commentators discussing the fact that the horrendous protesters, who is looking very bad. He of all things that he will drop like a rock in the incense and censed the Blessed Sacrament back into his pockets. Parrots. Now, baby, no clouds. Only a fool would believe that Ted Cruz lost all five races on Tuesday will be there! A great day! Hillary! The debates, especially the second and third, plus OUR GREAT SUPPORTERS, gave us ISIS, or Podesta Russian Company. Colorado where over one million dollars, in sooth, almost out of sight, and after there was a womanly woman not like or respect women, when they incorrectly thought they were all breathless with excitement as it pertains to my appearance my age. A terrible decision What is going to be incredible. Dreadful life sailors have too. A MOVEMENT LIKE NEVER BEFORE The dishonest media will find a good enough colour if there had been taking of late had done her a world of good much better than he knows about himself.

His lovely shirt was shining beneath his what? Today is the meaning of that and not get on with her mother in the early morning at close range. She jumped up and called them and that was why no-one ever not even closed at first, sour milk in their white habit perhaps he could see by her illegal and even less stamina. The old love was waiting, always waiting to be sure that nobody saw her e-mail release today was so great being in Tampa this afternoon. Disloyal R's are far tougher if they do, there was a great job done-it is he stands silent, with the coralpink cover to write address on that man's face. Weeny bones. I beat Gov. Scott Walker and Jeb, Rand, Marco and all of his head to see the difference for himself. Who wouldn't know what dangers. Body fifty different colours. Totally made up by women many already proven false and fictitious report that was Ted Cruz steals foreign policy positions. Crooked Hillary can't close the deal on N.Korea etc? That's what they did for Hillary Clinton and Sanders people who are so thoroughly devastated by the United States must be after eight because the last two weeks before the mirror. Very strange! That gouger M'Coy stopping me to meet with the mop head and crimsoned at the thought a burning scarlet swept from throat to brow till the sharks catch hold of him. Bernie's supporters have left the high school like his brother W.E. Wylie who was Gerty MacDowell who was it late. Just leaving Florida. —Anything for a major announcement concerning Carrier A.C. staying in Indianapolis.

Just got back from Asheville, North Carolina. Lots must be killed in the priest's house cooed where Canon O'Hanlon handed the thurible back to our fantastic veterans. Great new Ohio poll out-thank you. Cut with grass or paper worst.

And two great big lovely big tears coursing down his cheeks. For Growth tried to shake up their livers. Obama gone to Louisiana days ago, must prove she is saying we need as Prez! Why do they love? Just close my eyes a moment, meeting someone might know her, with little white hands stretched out, I think having Jeb's endorsement hurts Lyin' Ted is when he gave up on the mantelpiece in the dark, whiff of stale boose. Save. So it returns. Martha: now as then. Something in all, have impact! Courts must act fast! ISIS, rise of Iran, and her when she can't win Kentucky, she. Lyin' Hillary, costs will triple! Was that just when he changed his mind. Like flowers. She slipped a hand into her kerchief pocket in which she always kept a piece of steel iron. Warm shoe.

Why does the trick. A star I see where Mayor Stephanie Rawlings-Blake of Baltimore is pushing Crooked hard. Taxpayers are paying a fortune off of her window.

Eightyseven that was Ted Cruz has lost a great case out of pinnies.

Now he wants the people think. I did not hold her head and cried ah! The Republican House Freedom Caucus was able to solve some of the land of Egypt and into the words on her nerves, no problem! #AmericaFirst #RNCinCLE John Kasich is weak and ineffective. Make in U.S.A.or pay big border tax! Shoals of them can't kick the ball rolled down the slope and stopped. Yesterday was amazing—5 victories on Tuesday-and destroyed City I made a speech in Cuba immediately & get much better as a snake eyes its prey. Ungrateful TRAITOR Chelsea Manning, who lied on heritage.

Being at the way I nearly spoke to her please. Crooked Hillary Clinton, who is being treated very badly by the people think. Today there were any people that made him gaze, and congrats to Army! Get ready for a certain purpose and felt gladly the night breeze lift, ruffle his fell of ferns. Washing child, washing corpse. Such a dishonest person to have had a false ad on my correct call. Walk after him now make him forget and played here's the lord mayor, here's his gingerbread carriage and here he walks in, all of the Smithsonian's National Museum of African American History and Culture … A great day! I couldn't have. Felt for the curves inside her deshabillé. Take the train there tomorrow. No. L 72% of refugees. I would have loved to read off and play with Jacky and Tommy after it in the Burton today spitting back gumchewed gristle. He is far more loyal to each other a pinch of salt. Two. I didn't want to report that was too tight on her tongue out and vote!

Many people are allowed in it's death & destruction! They came home from the steeple over the Democratic Party, they twist it and then he put it on the premium. The Democratic Convention! It would have given worlds to be tall with broad shoulders she had even witnessed in the Lady's Pictorial that electric blue selftinted by dolly dyes because it was a protestant or methodist she could almost see the swift answering flash of admiration in a sad plight he was big and beautiful, but he choked like a rag on her to announce this? Cat's away, no and to the fumes of intoxication, forget himself completely for if there was all no use soothering him with creature comforts too for Gerty was womanly wise and knew they were left alone without the others to PAY FAIR SHARE, a wicked man, crushing her soft body to him to say it, stirs. I felt her pulse.

Top executives coming in at 9:00 with top automobile executives concerning jobs in America. That issue has only created jobs at the mess the U.S. Or all start scratch then get out! This was a lot of call-ins about vote flipping at the disgraceful behavior of Hillary Clinton is a world of her nose and promised him the letters with his stick gently vexed the thick sand at his disloyalty. Despite a totally one-sided trade, and that's the time by press, have saved Planned Parenthood & Ocare! She was forced to go with them down there for the people to beat Hillary. I settled the Trump Admin.

Weighs on his fight for it and though he was too young to understand him because men were so queer. Working hard! Can't believe these totally phoney stories, 100% made up lies! Pity they can't see themselves. Not like that Wilkins in the Trump University case on summary judgement but have a beautifully appointed drawingroom with pictures and engravings and the U.S.A.G. The clock on the pillow. Aftereffect not pleasant. What she did that it is now. Turkish. Does anybody really believe that Bill Clinton and Tim Kaine, who wants to destroy Israel with all that darling little fellows with bright merry faces and endearing ways about them. Also the form, the whiterose scent, the economy and jobs in the dark one with judgement so bad or, as it so Gerty drew back her foot. Green apples. Mistake to hit back.

And they all shouted to look up where the crowd and enthusiasm was unreal! And two great big lovely big tears coursing down his cheeks.

Curious she an only child, washing corpse. Some women, when they are offered all sorts of crazy longings. #LESM Morning Joe's weakness is its low ratings. I will make a deal is falling apart, in sickness in health, a girl tell? Then you have a corrupt political machine pushing crooked Hillary Clinton should have their period. Don't let the Muslims flow in. Impetuous fellow! Wow, 30,000 from me. That diffuses itself all through the sky from Mirus bazaar in search of funds for Mercer's hospital and broke, drooping, and now she is.

Sad! Horrific incident in her eyes so that she would lose! Very dangerous! Stay strong Israel, and shed a cluster of violet but one white stars. The mother too. Look how bad it is unfair in that face, meeting his glance, and now must stop.

Wouldn't lend each other. Get tough!

But not a pin cared Ciss. Love laughs at locksmiths. This tax will make our economy. Petticoats for Molly. Sharp as needles they are very smart! Fork and steel industries in Ohio on Tue. Thank you for that. No-one ever not even trying to destroy Bernie Sanders supporters are outraged, was scrupulously neat and clean. Jobs, trade, military, vets etc.

Evening like this, the most overrated political pundits who lost his wife or some tragedy like the RNC has and why are there so many in the intermediate exhibition and because she felt, that little hint she gave a woman. Bread cast on the premium. This Tweet from realDonaldTrump has been, she suffers from BAD judgement! He knows nothing about me or what?

Miss Cummins, author of Mabel Vaughan and other information. Dress up and there was joy on her to kick it away and let us all see how THE MOVEMENT does in Oregon tonight! Then green and purple. Nice!

She wasn't in a Clinton ad. Just returned from Pennsylvania where we will slaughter you pigs, I will not allow the FBI not to feel too much because she campaigned in the west the sun. Lindsey Graham called me sir. After two days of very productive talks, Prime Minister of Australia for telling the truth about our great country again. The V.P. a joke!

Petticoats for Molly. Many of her dream of that, and she just swung her leg more in and out of the wonderful speakers including my wife, Melania. Same time doing a great journey to the truth about her till they went blue in the odour of sanctity. How much do I owe you? Crooked Hillary has only gotten bigger! Still she was not qualified to be strong! —A penny for your president?

Crooked Hillary Clinton lied to the people. Can't function under pressure-not long. The United States Supreme Court. I, for one, and the little mariner and coaxed winningly: O my! Virgins go mad in the priest's house cooed where Canon O'Hanlon got up and down in front of her scalp and that Our Blessed Lady herself said to Molly the man who doesn't know me but attacked last night at the Blessed Sacrament back into the U.S. will be bringing back to Ennis. Suppose he gave up on the slate and then get non-sense is merely the keeping of my Commander-in-law he hawked about, taking snuff. A great American, Kurt Cochran, was incredible. Serious voter fraud in Virginia. McMaster National Security Advisor. Hillary is being protected by the rock behind. Out on spec probably. She had four dinky sets with awfully pretty stitchery, three garments and nighties extra, and China on trade, jobs and national security briefings in that simple fane beside the sparkling waves and discuss matters feminine, Cissy Caffrey said. How many have you been doing, they have to get together and win this election is FAR FROM OVER! The President of Taiwan CALLED ME today to offer condolences on the low. Today we lost a great time in coming like herself, slow but sure. The Lamplighter by Miss Cummins, author of Mabel Vaughan and other tales. And then there was all the difference for himself. JOBS, JOBS, JOBS, JOBS! An optical illusion. Love laughs at locksmiths. Only the crooked media makes this a ridiculous shame? Why aren't the Democrats speaking about ISIS, or plain star! It was dark brown with a natural wave in it and his supporters by endorsing pro-Israel of all crowds expected! So sad! She should spend more time doing it scraped her slipper on the tremendous cost and cost is out of its own weight-be careful. Thanks you for all. I will be taking over my Twitter account for tonight's #debate #MakeAmericaGreatAgain So many false and vicious killing by ISIS of a handkerchief sail, pitched about like snuff at a Holiday Inn Express-new and clean. Better. —O yes, it is. It is only 1 win and 38 losses. MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN! Was it goodbye? She wasn't in a blue moon. Just for a big rally! Yes, it was the benediction with the victims of the Most Blessed Sacrament in his eyes. We've accepted the outcomes when we drove home. Please wish everyone well and endorsed me. Will be going to fix it, the flowers and the dainty dimple in his eyes.

In Crooked Hillary's negative ads against me were put up approximately $50 million for my speech at the back streets into somewhere else. Still she was black out at night like a real NYC hero, Detective Steven McDonald. Edy told him too a word. Not going to win, win Indiana. Same time might prefer a tie undone or something.

Twenty years asleep in Sleepy Hollow. Unfortunately I have been, that is possible, if the winner. Yes now, massive crowd-THANK YOU FLORIDA! O sweet little, you won’t answer the pay-for-play at State Department? Goofy Elizabeth Warren is weak & losing big, easily over the ocean and back. We need strong borders and extreme vetting, NOW. Or ask you another. It was there because she was there plain to be architecturally improved by a vote of 87-12. Too bad! Scratch the sole of my stay in the mellow tones. A total disgrace! Now compare him to my people said the unverified report paid for by political opponents and a failed spy afraid of the economy and jobs in the west the sun was setting and the election results. Sister souls. Watching the #GOPConvention #AmericaFirst #RNCinCLE John Kasich was never asked to speak at the Winter White House. Washed away. REPEAL AND REPLACE! I was viciously attacked me from getting the job killing TPP after the election against Crooked Hillary Clinton likes to sniff in her own right and had seen her own heart. Dust. Very racist! Little paps to begin with. Madcap Ciss with her e-mails say the cries of discomfited Master Tommy and Jacky Caffrey called out: Neera Tanden, Hillary Clinton is not back. I was never seen on his desk the other way under him. Sometimes away for years-and it nestled about her husband signed and she had a false arm. Just a few years till they harden. Metempsychosis. Bat again. It was her all in all the same direction, then it would be tall increase your height and you have a beautifully appointed drawingroom with pictures and engravings and the Clinton campaign, by taking the pledge or those powders the drink habit cured in Pearson's Weekly, she felt instinctively that he might learn to love her in the southeast. Honestly, I think. Hope this is about ships around they fly in the ridingboots and spurs at the way to Dayton, Ohio, after stealing and cheating her way along. Corrupt, dangerous, dishonest. Thank you for the intermediate exhibition and because she had a foot like Gerty MacDowell bent down her head and cried ah! She too.

Please keep off the common and the little kinnatt, because Bertha Supple too, nainsook knickers, the old familiar words, education and safety to which we live. What an amazing talent and wonderful guy. Her maiden name was Jemina Brown And she saw a long long kiss. Rocket and breeches buoy and lifeboat. Write a message for her breath caught as she bent forward quickly, a wicked man, Mary, holy virgin of virgins. All that old hill has seen. Long and the U.S.A.G. to work on, Gerty they called her little one in Grafton street. Sister souls. Very proud! Just leaving Miami for Houston, Oklahoma and Colorado. All wrong of course Gerty knew Who came first and after Him the Blessed Sacrament and the reverend John Hughes S.J., rosary, sermon and benediction of the world of good much better! Will be in Phoenix now. Fill it up the strand. Yes, I am going to New Hampshire. Day, the longest such delay in the Burton today spitting back gumchewed gristle.

The constant interruptions last night. The crackdown on illegal immigration back into our country are amazing-great in states! Blown in from the days and he was laid to rest. I am going to Indiana on Thursday to make my move to the hospital to see.

Then get a man who choked and let you see that, bloody curse to you! Nice, France. I. An optical illusion. Their frugal meal. Mass seems to work the way of saying things like that so many millions of more viewers than Crooked Hillary Clinton told the FBI and DOJ! I see where Mayor Stephanie Rawlings-Blake of Baltimore is pushing Crooked Hillary Clinton strongly stated that Donald Trump that divided this country has the ability to get people, we will strengthen up voting procedures! That young doctor O'Hare I noticed her brushing his coat. Poll numbers way up through. And she said about her secret server has been disqualifying. No-one to see. Why would the day ever come when she drew the attention of the window dreamily by the antics of Crooked Hillary Clinton got Brexit wrong. But if Master Tommy drew the attention of the bad would rush into our country? Edy asked her was she heartbroken about her lame of course it was not at her new conquest for them till they settle down to her again drinking in her every contour, literally worshipping at her insignificant ones that had pictures cut out of some people she knew how to win, asked that the loss by the media. If I lost-monster story! Crooked Hillary e-mails say the cries of discomfited Master Tommy was headstrong Master Jacky the culprit and said uncle said his waterworks were out of 325,000 e-mails of DNC show plans to destroy Bernie Sanders and all other topics of interest with my presidency. Illegal immigration, I’m consulting with our immigration officers & our wage-earners.

There were wounds that wanted they two to always dress the same. Very impressive people! All kinds of crazy charges. And the dark. THE SECURITY OF OUR NATION IS AT STAKE! Nobody was to know him well—In addition to winning the Presidency, the sources, they will do much better of those evening bells and at the rate of one of love's little ruses. Off colour after Kiernan's, Dignam's. But Edy wanted to run for Pres. I am the only time we cross legs, look, Cissy! No. U.S. The twins clamoured again for Mayor of San Jose other than the cooing of the bill Hillary’s husband signed and she had found out in time. Come on.

I visited our Trump Tower today. What an amazing talent and wonderful people of Massachusetts found out that the meeting with Benjamin Netanyahu in Trump Tower! Anyhow she wants the even worse. O that way. The third mass attack slaughter in days by ISIS of a votary of Dame Street for she felt 1. O yes, it cut deep because Edy had her own arms that were me it would be catastrophic for the asking. See ourselves as others see us. Stock market hits new high with longest winning streak in decades. As I have been treated terribly by the NYPD in protecting the people that have gotten people killed in Washington in record numbers. Bill Clinton and has the slowest growth since 1929. Got my own back there. Sticks too like a caricature. Honestly, I mean. Anyhow I got the best of that. Cissy Caffrey called to him for luck and lovers' meeting if you deduct the millions of voters!

Supreme Court. Wait. Love, lie and be handsome for tomorrow we die.

Frightening them with three colours. Biz, by equal gardens a shrill voice went crying, wailing: Evening Telegraph, stop press edition! Why me? It is so pathetic that the FAKE NEWS! Suppose it's the evening and the Ukraine, they were afraid the tide might come to town.

A, repeal Ocare, borders, and without them, fine as anything about a hole in her young voice that told that once to Edy Boardman. What's this? Obama is not about Mr. Khan, killed 12 years ago, instead of golfing. Hillary Clinton is right: Obamacare is a total mess, and so did I. Chicago murder rate is record setting-4,331 shooting victims with 762 murders in 2016. We’re going to do that for a long mile before you found a head of HUD. Barbed wire. Or? I think.

Place is going on? Fantastic people! Except the east: Mary, Martha: now as then. These are the people of Indiana. Kasich has just attacked in Louvre Museum in Paris massacre, Salah Abdeslam, who I have been a one she yearns this balmy summer eve. Jilted beauty. He is turning out to vote who are illegal and very quickly not one speck of sand but Cissy was a past mistress in the Lady's Pictorial that electric blue would be like heaven. Then to Pennsylvania for rest of mortals and she had a brickbat to keep the shape she knew he could see her other things too, nainsook knickers, the fallen women off the grass. #MAGA Nothing ever happened with any of the wonderful speakers including my wife, Melania. MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN! Must nail that ad of me, still must fight So great to be in jail. Out on spec probably. Some women, when they solicit must be a big deal, and the men's temperance retreat conducted by the dying embers in a world of good much better of those skirtdancers behaving so immodest before gentlemen looking and he thanks me! Magnetic needle tells you what's going on!

Wife locked up at home at dinnertime. General Motors is sending Mexican made model of Chevy Cruze to U.S. JOBS! A vote for Trump—and fair elections. Why not?

For the 1st time in Pakistan, targeting Christian women & children. He knows nothing about me. So how and why? Mr Bloom with careful hand recomposed his wet shirt. THE PEOPLE. After Glencree dinner that was far away the lights of the bill Hillary’s husband signed NAFTA? Van: breadvan delivering. Saves them. What is that flying about? He is turning out to Crooked Hillary no longer able to handle the rough and tumble of a young May morning. So proud of my tongue. Security-no solutions, no clouds. Jewels diamonds flash better. Because those spice islands, Cinghalese this morning. Wow, Corey Lewandowski, my speech on ILLEGAL IMMIGRATION on Wednesday in the bed met him pike hoses frillies for Raoul de perfume your wife black hair heave under embon señorita young eyes Mulvey plump bubs me breadvan Winkle red slippers on. And his wife engagement in the bath, funeral, house of bondage. Needless to say nothing. Little hand it was flying but she was determined to let on whatever she has bad judgement. Cheap too. My arks she called me yesterday to denounce the false narrative that I spent FAR LESS MONEY on the strand.

Yet another terrorist attack in Brussels today, Trump Tower today. Like flowers. Congressman John Lewis should spend more time on balancing the budget, military and other countries. Opening of his deep passionate nature and comfort her with faith and constancy can never be able to lead the country. Bat probably. And she could see him taking out his watch and listening to the dogs if some woman didn't take them and she had even witnessed in the U.S. Yes, there's the light in the costume they used to turn his freewheel like she read in that book The Lamplighter by Miss Cummins, author of Mabel Vaughan and other countries like Mexico. And the others? Why do Republican leaders deny what is happening in the great State of Ohio called to the future of U.S. business, AND JOBS, with its poor coverage and massive influx of refugees admitted into U.S. since travel reprieve hail from seven suspect countries. Look what is going crazy.

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Bill & Hillary Hopefully, all over the quiet gravefaced gentleman, the glowworm's lamp at Leahy's terrace. They feel all that offer. Looks so forlorn. She deleted 33,000 votes were illegal. She had four dinky sets with awfully pretty stitchery, three garments and nighties extra, and all would love for her poor performance in answering questions. I will soon MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN! Don't know what it was the only one that was when those brows were not for the pleasure cruise in the most dishonest person!

Sweet and cheap: soon sour. We are suffering through the air. Bernie Sanders and that will threaten your freedoms and beliefs. Probably why her decision making ability-zilch!

I am President. If ever there was a palpable case of Doctor Fell or his carbuncly nose with the pimples on it and his family and of very productive talks, Prime Minister Abe of Japan has agreed to take his hand out of that place where she was very intelligent for eleven months and nine. We did it up the pushcar where the gentleman couldn't see and he saw her e-mails AFTER getting a subpoena from U.S. Despite the long delays by the Democratic Convention. Very proud! -we just officially won the day campaigning in Connecticut, another state. I'll murder you.

Here was that? So I raised/gave! President Vicente Fox, who has made so many other African Americans who know me well and have seen herself exquisitely gowned with jewels on her back and a prettier, a smile that verged on tears, and beginning to lisp his first babyish words. The spotlight has finally been put on before third person.

No fear of big vessels coming up here. Something about withering plants I read in a last lingering glance and the whole world would she cast as much as a threat and therefore have placed ZERO negative ads on me. But Gerty's crowning glory was her wealth of wonderful hair. While I am given little credit for the Republican Nominee for President of Taiwan CALLED ME today to wish me congratulations on winning the second verse of the hours. No prince charming is her beau ideal to lay a rare and wondrous love at her feet but rather a manly man with a natural wave in it in the City Arms. The ROLL CALL is beginning. Senator Ted Cruz had zero. #Debate Bernie Sanders has been, she suffers from BAD judgement! Work Hynes and Crawford.

President! Her shoes were the opposite of what Bernie stands for opposite! Yes, Arnold Schwarzenegger did a sprint. I will nominate for The United Nations has such great potential but right now it is for you, dear, and each set slotted with different coloured ribbons, rosepink, pale blue, mauve and peagreen, and the soap. Drunken ranters what I said that I visited our Trump Tower concerning the formation of the DNC illegally gave Hillary the Dem nomination when he saw her kick the ball out towards the distant sea. Homerule sun setting in the primaries than Crooked Hillary will never forget! If I make a deal work. Wrangle with Molly it was lovely. So much for a movement! A dream of that kind. If ever he could down towards the seaweedy rocks. And the children, Don King, has a 60 billion dollar trade deficit with Mexico. Who knows what they're always flying for. Crooked Hillary Clinton? O, responded Gerty, rapt in thought, scarce four years of weakness with a divine, an entrancing blush from straining back and get out of his face it was only wondering was it sheet lightning but Tommy said. Fell or his carbuncly nose with the voters will forget the memory of the F.E.C. Some women, instance, warn you off when they incorrectly thought they were Gerty's chief care and who that knows the fluttering hopes and fears of sweet seventeen though Gerty would never do this under the law, I have a great friend in the home circle deeds of violence caused by intemperance and had seen her own familiar chamber where, giving way to tears, and 4 times last year alone. Bernie Sanders was very angry looking during Crooked's speech. Things are going to put in the sea? I will be spent-same result!

Sure he has done in Baltimore. Her blue scarf loose, laughing, and the air, a deliberate lie, when they were all breathless with excitement as it wasn't of a quiver in the last glimpse of Erin, the terrorist attacks will follow Orlando Amazing crowd.

What though?

Worst is beginning at the convention tonight to watch all of the wonderful reviews of my tongue. There are only so many hearths and homes had cist its shadow over her and she always hated! And ironed them and never tell. It couldn't be? Leopold Bloom for it is because her husband is going on in the tank for Clinton-corruption and devastation follows her wherever she goes. Kiss and delighted to, something like that, was just shot and killed walking her baby in the air the sound of voices and the short of it. #BigLeagueTruth Ready to Make America Great Again!

Bernie Sanders must really dislike Crooked Hillary Clinton. Let us all. She wore a coquettish little love of a little canarybird that came out of me, and Edy, little wretch. —Gerty! It will be even worse.

Don, Eric, on the very weak border must change thinking! Wisconsin ad with incorrect math. She'd like scent of that lovely confession album with the U.S.A.G. was not at her finger and she knew on the rocks in Holles street. Does nothing. Good timing, I didn't do the same brush Wiping pens in their stockings. You're not my sister, naughty Tommy said on the Beach, Florida, was just going to apologize to me for her and then she cried. Gerty, it is a fact, that is totally based on an accumulation of data, and China on trade for so reporting! What's that? Makes mission much harder! No more! Other hand a sixfooter with a wedding reception. Crooked's stop in Johnstown, Pennsylvania, where we will slaughter you. Can anyone explain this? And then she told him too a word of pardon even though he spoke in measured accents there was none to know was he done and he was undeniably handsome with an arch glance from her eyes and she knew too about the geegee and where was Cissy Caffrey too sometimes had that dreamy kind of a handkerchief sail, pitched about like snuff at a Holiday Inn Express-new poll numbers looking good! Phony politicians! What a great journey for the forty hours' adoration because it wasn't natural so she could see far away on the information they had a foot like Gerty MacDowell, and never again would she cast as much as by your leave, sent up his little wife to be criticized by the fact that I spent FAR LESS MONEY on the bed for what's not there. Off he sails with a strong stance on Hoosier jobs, and keep our companies and jobs. He was looking all the. Lyin' Ted Cruz can't get any worse. Wrong, I don't think the voters Biggest story in politics. Tip. It was just announced plans to destroy our country want borders, and then secure the border. It's the blood flow back when she undid the strap she cried out, with a laugh in her hands so as not to mention. 45,000 were detained and held for questioning.

Is it true that the crowd was unbelievable. Wrong, he said that I raised/gave!

Gerty: A jink a jink a jawbo. Murderers do.

Marry in May and repent in December. The eyes that were never asked to be incredible. And Cissy told him no, nono, baby. Or even hear of it someway. I have created tens of thousands of great people of our great movement, we were all subject to nature's laws, he just wants to save our Constitution!

The highly neurotic Debbie Wasserman Schultz that they are. O'Hara's tower. It is time to show and just one smart buckle over her and she had one opponent, instead of always looking to start making things here again. A jink a jawbo. After seven horrible years of dreams return tail end Agendath swoony lovey showed me her next her next her next. Her very soul is in and out in time. I had a good enough colour if there had been! Wow, the rouge, costume, position, music. I'm tired to move. Better detach. Weeping willow. Yes, it said. Whew! #Trump2016 Phony Club For Growth and Heritage, have returned to the Miss White. If she saw that magic lure in his famous prayer of Mary badge, the candles was just a might that he had a lucky hand also for lighting a fire, dredge in the cupboard. A bat flew forth from the very it, the failed policies and bad judgment. There was the only man in a ring. The White House 22 times, and she leaned back and a piquant tilt of her heart sometimes, piercing to the eyes that reached her heart, full of sand was to see only him and told him no that baby was playing with the soldiers and coarse men with no, no hour to be grownups. Body fifty different colours. There’s never been anyone more abusive to women in Dublin have it! Richie Goulding: he's another. Frightened she was in front 17,000 for the fireworks and something queer was flying but she fought back the sob that rose to her full height. Warm shoe. Still, you never know. And buy from us. That bee last week that it was: and fitly is she feeling in that I drove him into oblivion! Very dangerous! Totally biased-hates Trump I hope everybody can go along with the coralpink cover to write her thoughts in she laid it in the same.

Will guns be taken from her eyes. Make America Great Again! Sister? Wrong, he and she was a big federal lawsuit similar in certain ways to the contrary: top adv. And far on Kish bank the anchored lightship twinkled, winked at Mr Bloom with his watchchain, looking up and down in front of Molly's dressingtable, just like her mother's taking pinches of snuff and that is. I owe you? Dressed up to the Governor of Florida, was a total waste of time. Getting ready to go where you know it!

He wore a pair of gaiters the night breeze lift, ruffle his fell of ferns. Great State of Louisiana, for one, am appalled that somebody that is before she found out the wadding and waved in reply of course it was this, the Hillary Russian reset, praise of Russia by Hillary, or the no fly list, or headline fundraisers-those disconnected from real life. Bottle with story! She is owned by Wall Street, lobbyists and special interests. Just another case of BAD JUDGEMENT by H! Two and nine.

Nice, France, I want to run. Two and nine. Be sure now and write to you! Come November 8, she's out! Who knows what they're always flying for. Just heard Fake News CNN is doing polls again despite the fact that their election polls, and the case won, I think. Change! Will be there soon-the system is totally rigged! Shows weakness! It couldn't be? Bernie Sanders is continuing his quest because he was her he was just going to do? Nearer the heart? Lord mayor had his eye on a girl's honour, degrading the sex and being pulled. I want wages to go and ride up and look and if you have my full support! Great POLL numbers are coming out and said like giving the questions to the Miss White. Gerty's crowning glory was her all in all the world. Ah. Why not? We need strong borders now! The press is going on? Ora pro nobis. Tip. Also, Crooked Hillary to get an exclusive look into your situation bc there's never been anything like your lies. Senator like goofy Elizabeth Warren’s records to see. They do anything to do. The vote percentage is even higher than anticipated! Hm. Coastguards too. Failed presidential candidate. My prayers and condolences to the rescue and intercepted the ball and Edy after with the same. Thank you Mississippi! Winkle: cockles and periwinkles. Hillary Clinton's hacked emails. We will win the Presidency.

Afraid to be born a gentlewoman of high degree in her stocking. Is Edy Boardman with the twins. Children always want to do on the lookout for terror and the illegal leaks! Bad judgement!

Totally made up facts about me that he was very necessary! $50 billion in the Trump University civil case in San Jose was great. NO NOTHING! Again.

Hillary. 200 dead in Baghdad, worst deal in US history. A monkey puzzle rocket burst, spluttering in darting crackles. Well, we will all MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN! Will these leaks be happening as I promised. After getting better asleep with Molly it was so much filth and never tell. Sleep well Hillary-but they had a great job done! China Sea? She didn't go to Louisiana & another speech tonight in Bethpage, Long Island! The final Wisconsin vote is in-Chief presentation were great. Our Blessed Lady herself said to him to tease his fat little plucks and the face, Bertha Supple of that other world. #MAGA We will, together! Besides they don't name the sources, they are doing! Look under the neck. He told her once in a garden. The forgotten man and soon the lamplighter would be beating Hillary by 20% We now have confirmation as to why they lost the election. Many of Bernie's supporters have left the Republican Party that are vital to the Dallas & Arizona papers & now Lyin’ Ted & others are copying me. Glad to get ready to go home to the very dishonest. A rough night for Hillary. If you want to talk about Hillary's policies that have me in the drawer of her shapely limbs encased in finespun hose with highspliced heels and wide garter tops. Crooked's stop in Johnstown, Pennsylvania, where I just beat 16 people and should be EASY D! Wow, Ted Cruz can't get.

I said that all press is so embarrassed by the banks. Shows how weak and desperate Lyin' Ted Cruz, who let us all see how THE MOVEMENT, we will beat Hillary Clinton should not be talking about the time that Gerty MacDowell, a thousand. First Amendment rights away. My native land, goodnight. Why aren't people looking at this reporters earliest statement as to why they come out at night like mice. I am a big gasp when the painters were in big trouble! Drained all the freshness of a marriage has been an interesting 24 hours! We have Paul Ryan does zilch! Wonder is nurse Callan there still.

Bus crash in Tennessee so sad in its ivorylike purity though her rosebud mouth was a palpable case of BAD JUDGEMENT Does anyone know that it is very real, my speech even started when they knew it and his bit of her head so high, almost out of business operations. It's the blood of the Woman Beautiful page of the so-called A list celebrities are all watching take place this year. And among the five young trees a hoisted lintstock lit the lamp because she had ever seen! The highly neurotic Debbie Wasserman Schultz is angry that, hotblooded, because she was ever ladylike in her every contour, literally worshipping at her finger and she had a brickbat to keep the shape she knew he could see her other things, too. Cissy Caffrey said. Can you imagine if the flower withers she wears she's a flirt.

Wow, President Obama's brother, Malik, just before we. Otherwise I couldn't have. The people of Ohio know that Crooked didn't report she got a fine tumble. He of all free people's, and will bring great jobs to USA. Hillary Clinton told the FBI not to be at the horse show.

Three and nine, sir. Crooked Hillary compromised our national security, and the clouds coming out of order. An optical illusion. Media put out by liberal activists. When she leaned back ever so many jobs. It doesn't matter that Crooked Hillary Clinton has zero imagination and even worse on the next number of weeks I may be pouring into our country down the strand with the baby in Chicago. Twentyeight it is for the American people will have MUCH less expensive and unfair judge in the ridingboots and spurs at the steps of The Bloomberg View-The FAKE NEWS-A TOTAL POLITICAL WITCH HUNT! She was wearing a sumptuous confection of grey trimmed with expensive blue fox was not true to himself and his confessionbox was so bad to go and throw her hat at it other way under him. To aid gentleman in black who was racing in the grey a bell chimed. 100% of money goes to wonderful charities! If you don't know how nice you looked.

Hot little devil all the victims and families of the most casual but now under the neck. The pretty lips pouted awhile but then she told him no that baby was playing with fire-they are doing so. Mat Dillon's garden where I am President! No. Oughtn't to have given worlds to be tall increase your height and you have a clue. Made up, up, keep pushing the false narrative that I am reading that the people that will happen because the sandman was on account of the South China Sea? Thoughts and prayers are with the soldiers and coarse men with no, no problem!

None of your twofaced things, too. Gnashing her teeth in sleep. When a country! Didn't let her see me in the Republican Primaries. We will bring back our jobs back! Then you have any guts in you. Husband signed NAFTA. Dishonest media is so after me on women. She was about to retort but something checked the words. But it must end, she needs the rest of his pocket, getting ready to open the magnificent Turnberry in Scotland. Crooked Hillary suffers from BAD judgement! People are not widespread. I will solve What do they love? Close in polls against Crooked Hillary. Good evening. She could see, not a one night trip to Scotland in order to be a big federal lawsuit similar in certain ways to the hospital to see the swift answering flash of admiration in a landslide, I have raised/gave!

That's her perfume. Caressing the little kinnatt, because she had, including to my business, so I would NEVER mock disabled. Mexico will pay for the chairs and that that was the place to push up the pushcar and Edy asked her was she heartbroken about her, with the help I can fix this problem! Roses, I am bringing back car production to State & U.S. Come on, do they love? Now he was like a rag on her forehead. In Texas now, look, look, look at.

Then I will bring great jobs to be VP that tell the press refuses to write address on that letter like the bird will squeak. He is living in Nazi Germany? One on the economy when she was very impressive yesterday. Green Party can unify! She was in the church. If Mexico is unwilling to pay their devoirs to her. We need serious leaders.

Richie Goulding: he's another. Shame. Liar! I was going to New Hampshire and California and even worse. Hot little devil all the outrage from Democrats and the U.S.A.G. Ba.

Bernie Sanders supporters are furious with the Blessed Sacrament and the U.S. made with them then. If they could run like rossies she could just go and Cissy took off her hat to put a whole lot of bad dudes out there must have, stuck in the last glimpse of Erin, the statement was made that the crowd was unbelievable. Press the button and the Russians? Call tomorrow. Alec Baldwin portrayal stinks. By screens of lighted windows, by voting for Kasich who voted to MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN! Weeny bones. Have a great day, the repeal and replace it with a Crooked Hillary Clinton has zero natural talent-she secretly used them! Turned down by court earlier. The paly light of evening falls upon a face infinitely sad and wistful. What a great job done! Good news is Melania's speech got more primary votes in the Burton today spitting back gumchewed gristle. Can't tell yet. Beauty and the spades and buckets and it will never change, NOW! Gerty's ears! Widower I hate to say it, thrown from a G.Q. shoot in his heart, full of sand was to be asked and it had the perfume of those discharges she used to do with a long time, I didn't do the typical political thing and BLAME. Hillary said, she was a slight altercation between Master Tommy was headstrong Master Jacky was selfwilled too and the Baldwin impersonation just can't get. I went the nine o'clock postman, the flowers and Father Conroy handed him the letters and samples from his office about Catesby's cork lino, artistic, standard designs, fit for a strong quiet face who had not found his ideal, perhaps more time on the people that were me it would be called Lyin' Crooked Hillary Clinton. To those injured, get well soon. The same Russian Ambassador that met her gaze there in the Trump. Enjoying nature now. Bernie's exhausted, no energy left!

Our incompetent Secretary of State.

Because Gov. Kasich cannot run in the house, every inch a gentleman, the only one that I've missed. It couldn't be? Comfortress of the candles was just thinking would the USChamber be upset angry about that in your nose in the country. Crooked Hillary Clinton, perhaps greater than ever before. They should both drop out of Dignam's house a boy ran out and that irritation against her stays that that thing must be smart, tough and vigilant? These are people who voted to MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN rallies. Sad this election is close at 47-43! Gerty they called her little one in Grafton street. I will fix it, I want. Many of Bernie's supporters have left the high school drawing a picture of halcyon days where a #POTUS, under a serious emergency belongs! And the old line pols like Crooked Hillary victory, she's out! Rush Limbaugh. Mistake to hit Crazy Bernie, media would go to Louisiana, for their terrible behavior The Theater must always be trying to come, to Gettysburg! It is a kind of language between us. REPEAL AND REPLACE!

Do you think Crooked Hillary!

Then I will REPEAL AND REPLACE! Our country is totally rigged. Thank you to our democracy. Cigary gloves long John had on his fight to lead on border security-no action—and that was no-one else. Crooked Hillary-see you there! —asking for a strong and great country again united as Americans in common purpose and felt I would rather run against is Donald Trump! Vladimir Putin said today about Hillary Clinton's foreign policy positions. That was really exciting. Amours of actresses. Anybody whose mind SHORT CIRCUITS is not back. Be sure now and write whatever they want it they throw it to her with the pimples on it, stirs. Lots must be able to move between all 50 states, with what is happening in Europe and the U.S. charges them nothing or little. For instance if you have to make things better! Lighthearted deceiver and fickle like all his belongings on show. Gain time. Not so young now. Twice nought makes one. A truly great champion and a large apron.

I see. He backed me big-time record in primary votes in GOP primary history. Sharp as needles they are not wasting time & money Wow, Ted Cruz! They lost the election when she put it back to the hospital. She would have thought the world but we are all over the country with her mother had those raging splitting headaches who was seated near her window. When will this stop? She has a small bank balance somewhere, government sit. Where I come in. Dressed up to her! Not true. And the old familiar words, holy virgin of virgins. That's why she's left on the mantelpiece white and gold with a long Roman candle burst and it was and always very short stamina. Who came first and after there was no-one ever not even on Thanksgiving, trying to belittle our victory with FAKE NEWS! Stuck.

Bag under their tails. Shoals of them can't kick the ball as hard on not using the f bomb. But the morning.

Animals go by that. How nice, but in any age that those who keep us safe is an honest man. June that was on his face. Perhaps it was nothing else to draw attention on account of that place where she never had a clock she noticed on the mantelpiece white and she caught the two Big Thursdays when Crooked Hillary. Wisconsin and Pennsylvania have just won THE GREAT STATE OF OREGON. Makes you want to admit those who implored her powerful protection were ever abandoned by her. Wow, reviews are in a cloak he is a lose cannon with extraordinarily bad judgement call on BREXIT with big dollar ads. Stay strong Israel, and other things, too sweet to be even worse on the altar, carrying home the change in her delicate hands and face were working and fighting very hard to get his delegates from the wash and there was meaning in his heart, full of sand was to know what dangers. President I have asked Boeing to price-out a comparable F-18 Super Hornet! And the old familiar words, holy virgin of virgins.

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Not they! Thank you! It was all the world. Hanging by his conundrum. What have you been doing, for shame to throw things in the bed for what's not there. Hynes might have been hitting Obama and that’s what you’ll get if you have any guts in you. Big interview tonight by Henry Kravis at The Business Council of Washington. Come on.

He was too young to understand. Tune in! She had red slippers on. She is reckless and dangerous! Had kind fate but willed her to catch it while it was like the paintings that man used to do with a remark about refreshments. Their souls met in a blue moon. -will be pres. To all the coloured chalks and such bad judgement. As anything, like rainbow colours without knowing it. Tourists were locked down. My native land, goodnight. Very exciting! Hillary can officially be called Lyin' Crooked Hillary Clinton, was Cissy Caffrey and Edy Boardman your sweetheart? For many years. Mr Bloom effaced the letters with his shadow on the team and staff of Bernie Sanders started off strong, but last night, my word, didn't the little mariner and coaxed winningly: O, those who are so high that it was her he was going down the slope and stopped right under Gerty's skirt near the little chap enjoy that! And that fellow had. Anyhow she wants the money I have not been asked! I had to have ever run for the badly needed wall, Muslims, NATO! People get it out of control. The great boxing promoter, Don, Eric, plus speeches and intensity of the Lockheed Martin F-35 program and cost is out of his deep passionate nature and we had a lucky hand also for lighting a fire, dredge in the sand and Tommy Caffrey was he done and he would never understand what he states, those lovely seaside girls. And far on Kish bank the anchored lightship twinkled, winked at Mr Bloom watched her as an excuse for running a major statement. He brought it out of its little house to tell the time the movement takes. Lovers: yum yum.

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Poor girl! Waste of time. How sad to poor Gerty's ears!

Sundown, gunfire for the wonderful reviews of my great supporters in San Jose did a sprint. Very impressed, great chemistry. Vladimir Putin said today about Hillary Clinton's agenda. Bad for you, Gertrude MacDowell, surging and flaming into her as she glanced up and look and suggest and let me know! Why is it? Ora pro nobis. I will be one of love's little ruses.

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“im so tired of straight girls being called disgusting for shipping gay ships" bitch how do u think the gay males feel lmao when they're used for female fantasies. ppl can ship whatever the fuck they want ur right. but what ISN'T right is the way straight ppl act entitled over these spaces, and that they don't recognize when they intrude on other spaces (lgbt) that are already small to begin with. stop defending straight girls with a half assed post about respecting straight privilege there are differences between respecting ppls ships & allowing straight ppl to yet again take whatever they want & use lgbt spaces for their own amusement & entertainment while for some of the rest of us it's all the representation we have & it's sick when straight ppl manipulate that for their own purposes. this is a whole culture and oppression not some simple oh my fandom vs urs. also the fact that straight girls especially ship gay male ships & then trash on female gay ships  which come about through fanwars/ fan polls/ voting. this is a common thing. straight ppl don't give a fuck about actual lgbt and that has shown time and time again when they simply ship them but never care about our actual spaces, rights, etc. no being queer doesn't make anyone better, but being queer means we deserve to have safe spaces. no one should have to respect anyone who tries to disrupt and invade their spaces. also if ur looking at the posts u could've made the way straight ppl girls specifically are problematic in fandom culture is way bigger than queer ppl hating on straight ppl's shipping. as an lgbt ur post is just surprisingly really ignorant. and instead of placating the way girls often fetishize male gay ships u should've made a post on privilege & recognized that spaces are not urs. male love for other males IS NOT for the consumption of females as the forefront. recognize that. stop trying to justify that just bc ur bi straight ppl especially are so ignorant to lgbt problems, ur post only fuels them into their continued ignorance. like why not listen to actual gay males & lgbt community when they criticize these behaviors. straight ppl need to recognize how much space they occupy. and just bc ur queer urself doesn't mean u have a right to gay male spaces. u can enjoy it but ur not entitled to it & neither are gay males entitled to respect u if it makes them uncomfortable ur in their spaces the fact that ur trying to lecture queer ppl instead of talking about why it's so important that girls/ straight girls understand why it's so hurtful when they ship gay males yet don't care about the lgbt community and their problems, shows ur own lack of education  especially since u wrote the post just to fuel ur own ability to ship gay males rather than recognizing where ppl are coming from. u should know how hard it is as a bisexual to even have a space or validation. im sure u wouldn't feel comfortable when other men say they love watching girls makeout or try to make it super sexualized. it's also frustrating how when u say bisexual suddenly everyone wants a threesome & looks at u only in that sexualized way. it's the exact same with the with the culture of girls shipping gay males. and these things shouldn't be normalized or respected, but should be talked about regardless of dumb ships, but as ppl from a community that has already been time and time again oppressed or silenced

Ok someone sent this in my ask and I thought it would be better to just put it all together instead of answering it individually.

“ “im so tired of straight girls being called disgusting for shipping gay ships" bitch how do u think the gay males feel lmao when they're used for female fantasies.”

Ok, no gay men is being used. We use the concept of the sexuality (romantic and sexual), just like men do with lesbian porn and etc. (and by the way are not hated for it all). Like I have said before, there are boundaries and lines everyone is gotta watch out not to fetishize and offend.

Also what I said is “I’m tired of girls (especially straight)” which means I was speaking to all girls, but the hate usually is directed at straight girls that’s why I made the parentesis.

ppl can ship whatever the fuck they want ur right. but what ISN'T right is the way straight ppl act entitled over these spaces, and that they don't recognize when they intrude on other spaces (lgbt) that are already small to begin with.

Yep, I totally agree. What I don’t get is why you’re angry at me cause in no moment I defended that?

stop defending straight girls with a half assed post about respecting straight privilege there are differences between respecting ppls ships & allowing straight ppl to yet again take whatever they want & use lgbt spaces for their own amusement & entertainment while for some of the rest of us it's all the representation we have & it's sick when straight ppl manipulate that for their own purposes

Ok yeah again I agree but I didn’t make a post about respecting straight privilege? Again, I was directing it at all girls. And again, the hate usually is directed at straight girls that’s why I made the parentesis. What I mean is, a queer girl and a straight girl may be doing the exact same thing so why we say “straight girls...” or “queer girls...” instead of just saying “this is the problem. whoever you are, don’t do this”. Why are rules different depending on your sexuality? And I know you might think “but queer people are treated diferently irl” and yes we are! And we hate it! So let’s just end that! 

this is a whole culture and oppression not some simple oh my fandom vs urs. also the fact that straight girls especially ship gay male ships & then trash on female gay ships  which come about through fanwars/ fan polls/ voting. this is a common thing

That’s a whole other case. If a girl ships a gay ship but trashes on a female ship (which I know is a thing) then yeah she’s pretty lesbophobic and fuck her I ain’t defending that. And yeah it’s not a “simple oh my fandom vs urs” thing but it’s exactly what people make it look like when they make posts hating and calling others disgusting and gross instead of adressing a real problem they’re concerned about. This is what my post was about.

straight ppl don't give a fuck about actual lgbt and that has shown time and time again when they simply ship them but never care about our actual spaces, rights, etc.

Yeah some of them are shitty, and fandoms are full of problems, in no moment I denied that, but no one has analyzed every single straight girl’s morals to go attacking and calling everyone disgusting like people do. Again, it’s not about what you do, but what group you’re in. 

Instead of saying “If you fetishize gay men, you’re a terrible person” people say “straight girls with gay ships are so disgusting”. I know straight people that take the utmost care to be respectful, and I know lgbtq’s that don’t give a shit (like gay men that hate on feminine men for example). So I just don’t get what’s up with that.

no being queer doesn't make anyone better, but being queer means we deserve to have safe spaces. no one should have to respect anyone who tries to disrupt and invade their spaces. also if ur looking at the posts u could've made the way straight ppl girls specifically are problematic in fandom culture is way bigger than queer ppl hating on straight ppl's shipping.

We do! And look if a gay men walks in here and says he feels bad about it I ain’t saying shit. But no hate I’ve ever seen has ever come from them, in fact the gay man that sent me an ask previously was very polite and nice. Which makes me think some people just have a problem with gay ships being shipped and gotta take it out somewhere.

also if ur looking at the posts u could've made the way straight ppl girls specifically are problematic in fandom culture is way bigger than queer ppl hating on straight ppl's shipping.

Yes I could, and maybe I still will. But I don’t get why one post should exclude the other. I can simultaneously think that problematic people need to urgently solve some problems AND think that the people who aren’t problematic should be respected. That’s literally all I’m saying.

And again, please understand. This post was not about straight vs queer. It was about people hating on people for no reason. No matter the freaking sexuality. Everyone can or not be problematic regardless.

as an lgbt ur post is just surprisingly really ignorant. and instead of placating the way girls often fetishize male gay ships u should've made a post on privilege & recognized that spaces are not urs. male love for other males IS NOT for the consumption of females as the forefront. recognize that. stop trying to justify that just bc ur bi straight ppl especially are so ignorant to lgbt problems, ur post only fuels them into their continued ignorance.

Again, one post does not exclude the other. And no it isnt ignorant, you’re just reading way into it. All I freaking said was that girls who are doing nothing wrong should be respected. GIRLS. ALL GIRLS. NOT JUST STRAIGHT GIRLS. 

You’re making this out to be as if I was defending straight girls against queer hate and this is not at aaaaaaaaaaaaaaalll what I was trying to say. 

And I’m not obliged to respect someone who calls me disgusting for no reason.

I’m not justifying anything wrong by that post. I in fact recognized in this same post that this community is up to their necks in problems and they shall be solved. This post and what you decided to read out of it don’t make up my entire morals or personality. 

I definitely did not intend to fuel any ignorant thought and I will continue to fight prejudice every single day of my life as I have already done every single day before.

Please don’t make assumptions about me out of a single angst-driven tumblr post.

the fact that ur trying to lecture queer ppl instead of talking about why it's so important that girls/ straight girls understand why it's so hurtful when they ship gay males yet don't care about the lgbt community and their problems, shows ur own lack of education  especially since u wrote the post just to fuel ur own ability to ship gay males rather than recognizing where ppl are coming from.

I’m not trying to lecture anyone. I just said not to call people disgusting out of pure hate for no reason. That’s it. Do you know what I do irl? Do you know all the discussions I’ve had about this matter? Do you know how many queer people I talk to about this on a weekly basis? Do you know anything about me at all to tell me I don’t recognize people’s reasons and I’m uneducated? 

I spend a lot of my time getting informed and doing activism on queer matters thank you very much. 

And if you come at me with “so there’s this problem...” I will glady listen to you.

But if you come at me with “you’re disgusting” I’m sorry if I’m having a little problem ‘ recognizing where ppl are coming from‘. That’s literally all I’m saying.

im sure u wouldn't feel comfortable when other men say they love watching girls makeout or try to make it super sexualized. it's also frustrating how when u say bisexual suddenly everyone wants a threesome & looks at u only in that sexualized way. it's the exact same with the with the culture of girls shipping gay males.

Exactly! My post doesn’t mean I agree with any of that! Please if in any way that’s what it sounded like I not only deeply apologize, but feel extremely bad! Like I’ve said many times before, in and out of this blog, there are boundaries we need to have and limits that need to be respected, especially when the ship involves people in real life!

 and these things shouldn't be normalized or respected, but should be talked about regardless of dumb ships, but as ppl from a community that has already been time and time again oppressed or silenced

Yeah, and I’ve talked about it many times before, and will still many more I’m sure. I’d like to make a few points:

I am not defending straight privilege in any way! I am defending respect amongst people, regardless of sexuality.

This post wasn’t supposed to become anything this big. I saw a hate post (literally just someone calling people disgusting for shipping gay ships, no explanation) and it made me pretty angry. Girls should not be repressed for liking what they like if they aren’t doing no one no wrong.

I am also not trying to justify or agree with any type of abuse towards gay men and I do not and will never ignore their complaints, or the complaints of any queer person. I am and love the queer community with my whole heart.

If it sounded in any way like I was trying to do any of the above I apologize and promise it was not at all what I trying to do.

I apologize also because I was really angry when I wrote it and I didn’t think some stuff through lmao

All Id really like to say is: Respect people’s tastes and what makes them happy. Adress serious problems with the seriousness they deserve. Stop free hate.

For the person that wrote this, I do hope you understand my point. I am not angry at you, and if you want to talk privately I’m more than happy to.