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House Of Lost One AU
" Vestiti da sera, c'è il mio pezzo preferito E buttati, che la notte è solo un giorno che riposa e ci incontriamo Ci cerchiamo nelle strade e nei silenzi di un cielo blu "
" You dressed for the evening, there's my favorite part And throw yourself, that the night is just a day resting and we meet We seek each other in the streets and silences of a blue sky "
#holo au#house of the lost one au#This AU belongs to Mayyak#Emily Grit#Levy Peaches#levysart#misslevypeaches#misslevy#lemy#lemy ship#original character#oc
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Finarfin Fades.
No one expects it, no one’s faded in Valinor since Miriel. The War of Wrath is won and he comes back, waving off the courtiers, well wishers, and congratulators with his usual grace, and walks into the palace of Tirion. To rooms abandoned since their owners left so long ago. Winding deeper and deeper his feet take him to what was once Finwë’s favourite garden.
He’s so tired.
He’s fulfilled his promise to Fëanaro and Nolofinwë, to avenge them. To make the agony of their final moments - agony Finarfin felt, falling to the floor screaming as fire and darkness consumed his spirit - count for something. Now Morgoth is finally gone, but he’s not the only one.
His brothers, larger than life, larger than death, are gone. With them his sons. Niece. Nephews. Grandchildren. His daughter is never to return. He Saw little Nelyo’s death in his dreams and is sure hopes for the child’s own sake that Makalaurë will be close behind.
Little remains. Even less on these golden shores.
So Finarfin sits on a bench long overgrown with vines and weeds, and watches the sun filter through the thicket, wishing the ghosts he sees in his father’s garden would flesh out.
He sits. He waits.
And by the time anyone finds him, it’s too late.
…at least he’s smiling again.
#au i guess#Every so often I’m hit with Finarfin feels#and it *hurts*#we love Finarfin in this house#my poor guy deserved better#I know Finrod is reembodied but let’s say it would’ve happened after the war#the Valar didn’t expect this though#and they can’t make it better#Finarfin’s lost too much and he’s tired#tired like his half-brother’s mother#and they know he won’t return until his brothers are let out#maybe that’s what finally convinced them to let out Fëanor and Fingolfin#they’re waiting in the Halls btw#the whole fam is#they’re proud#and Arafinwë finally gets some rest#Finarfin#Arafinwë#war of wrath#fëanor#fingolfin#they’re haunting this whole thing#you can decide where Eärwen is in all this#I usually hc her as having stayed with her husband but maybe she leaves in this one#or maybe she’s gone for a few weeks trying to settle the new arrivals before heading back#not my best work but alas#midnight writings yanno#silmarillion#ITHOF Writes
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Haha, it's so funny how I am so indecisive that I go "I wanna draw my son" and then have too many ideas as to how. So here!
Take Ferdinands (and a Felix, I suppose, bc they are boyfrinds in my heart and soul).
#ferdinand von aegir#fe three houses#felix hugo fraldarius#and for those of you who might not know it i did have an au where ferdinand was a vampire#hence the fangs and wings teehee#but i also have an au where ferdinand is a fallen angel which isnt like he did anything bad#he simply gave up his angel life to be a mortal and devote the mortal life to very human felix#and it was actually a huge mess of a plot bc felix died in that plot and was brought back as if nothing ever happened#and ferdinand didnt actually know this happened so hes just super happy still bc he still thinks everything is good#and felix is stuck with a grim reaper and a soul dealer watching him and talking to him and no one else can see them#anyway ferdinand as always in that plot is a pure delight and felix has no idea he was an angel at some point#and in the vampaegir au hes a half vampire bc mom was human and dad was a vampire#so he kinda lost the SEVERE WEAKNESSES therefore is fine in the sun and yeah... still needs blood but not as often#also how dare i only draw a puppynand and not a ferdinyand i shoulda squozen a catboy in there#rip and also how dare i not draw my beloved dancernand#anyway thats the tags c ya
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I FINALLY COULD DO SOMETHING DECENT than publish sjldjaks ToT It's not the comic (god i forgot how difficult it was to clean them up haha)
BUT buuuuut it's something else, you know IIII LOOVVE truffula flu sooo i have a small project (smaaaaalll) in mind I DON'T PROMISE ANYTHING because it's difficult JASJJAJ but well whatever, HELLOUU GUYS again, how is everything here??!?!
#one of the more things i want to learn and improve is how to make backgrounds ugghhh#BTW sorry for the texts in spanish....JSKSJKA#i was on pinterest looking for a ref to be able to draw woods AND i saw them....and i couldn't resist drawing them#i also want to share the speedpaint of this because UUAGAHAG took me HOURS#i do not translate the texts because they are arg expressions and it is not easy to translate them JAKAJJAA#i mean yes i can but the joke is lost#so here it goes#in the first image Rocky says “how confluent this house is mamitaa” i dont know how to translate “mamita” TvT#and in the bottom one basically swag says to entre “dumb why are you so dumb? dumb haha you couldn't be that dumb” JAKSJAKJS#but well again SORRY for disappearing....this always happens to me TT i promise to improve aaaaa#onceler#the onceler#art#truffula flu#truffula flu au#entre onceler#swagtre#swag onceler#theyouthfultycoon#survivialswag
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Modern Reincarnation AU Part 4 ✨️
Part 3
"John?"
Bucky storms past Jack into the townhouse. It's rude, but he'll apologize later. He doesn't know why he came here instead of his apartment. Old habits dying a hard drawn out death, maybe? He hadn't been thinking clearly. Hadn't been thinking at all really until he found himself waved through by his father's security detail.
"Oh, is that John?" He hears his father call out, dress shoes clicking against hardwood as he walks closer, but Bucky stomps up the stairs towards his room before he sees the man. His breaths come out in rushes as tears keep burning his eyes.
Shit, he thought he'd gotten those under control on the train.
Slamming his door, he slides down until he rests against the floor. He tosses his bag to the side wincing at the sound it makes. Hopefully his laptop survives. At some point he does actually have to do the work he went to the library to finish.
The library.
Buck and Curt.
They wouldn't, Bucky tells himself. They wouldn't. Curt was one of his best friends, and Buck loved him. They...
Fuck they were roommates! Why the hell were they talking about that shit in public? In the place Bucky considered his? Why even pretend? Why drag Bucky into this? Why?!
Bucky buries his face into his hands. His chest hitches as he tries not to sob. He doesn't want his father or Jack to worry about him. He doesn't want to talk this through.
He wants...
He wants Buck. He wants the other to pull him into his arms. To kiss him again as if today had never happened. There was something else about being with Buck, something he'd never felt with anyone else be they friend or lover. He made Bucky feel safe and wanted. Wanted not because of his family and connections but because he was himself.
Buck would know how to make him feel better.
He laughs quietly through his tears. Distantly, he can hear Jack briefing his father downstairs, the words faint but he hears his name and tears used together. His laughter is more sob than anything else. Of course, the one good thing he'd found would end up belonging to someone else. Story of his life.
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There's too much work to do. At least that's the excuse Bucky gave himself for not confronting Buck and Curt immediately. There wasn't time for a confrontation and subsequent blowup of his life.
At least that's the lie he tells himself.
Bucky chews on the straw of his iced coffee as he skims yet another chapter. There's a pumpkin muffin in front of him that he swore would be his reward for getting through this fourty page reading. Midterms have come and gone, but Bucky still has deadlines to meet and research to complete. He can't sit in his room forever, as much as his father and Jack would sometimes prefer that. Better protection from whatever sent Bucky crying to his room as his father would argue. Better protection for his father's political career Jack would quip.
Speaking of protection, Bucky glanced to the side of the cafe towards his security detail. At least these guys attempted to blend in. His father must have briefed them on his track record with previous details. Bucky smirked around his straw. They'd be easy to lose come rush hour. A bit of fun even.
Bucky turned back to his reading, squinting down at the words.
"American airmen during World War II had a dismal life expectancy. It was not a matter of if an airman was going to be shot down but when. Once downed, airmen faced an uncertain 'reception committee,' as Second Lieutenant Kenneth C. Reimer noted in a drawing he made as a POW in Stalag Luft I in Barth, Germany... 'for every [ground combat] soldier killed in action, three or four others would be wounded; air combat was completely the opposite. For every man wounded, three were killed.'"
"Bucky?" A hand settles on his shoulder jolting him out of his reading.
Bucky kept his shoulders loose as he turns around. Buck stares down at him, a bright smile on his face that Bucky can't help but match despite his grief. It wasn't even something he could control. Buck smiled at him, so he smiled back. Bucky felt pitiful.
Buck's sky blue eyes are clear and happy as they dart across Bucky's face. There's no sign that he realizes Bucky overheard him yesterday.
Bucky lifts a hand to calm his detail, all alert now after Buck's friendly greeting. He sees the nearest agent settle back into their chair but knows none of them are relaxed. He darts a look up at Buck, peering at the other through his glasses to see if he'd noticed the disturbance.
Buck's gaze, as it always does, doesn't leave Bucky's face. Even when he rounds the table to sit down, his eyes are pinned on Bucky and nothing else.
"Sorry I couldn't meet up yesterday," Buck dumps his bag onto the chair next to him. Bucky's smile twitches. Buck sits down across from him. His legs tangle with Buck's own under the table, Buck's foot gently bumping his ankle.
"It's fine," Bucky chomps down on his straw. "How was your advisor meeting anyway?"
"It was good," Buck smiles at him, not even a hint of guilt on his face. "Real good."
Buck had told Bucky he was called to fill in a shift yesterday and that was why he supposedly hadn't been able to meet up. A lie Buck hadn't even bothered to remember. His advisor meetings were also always in the morning on Thursdays. Today was Tuesday.
Buck was still lying to him, and he wasn't even guilty about it.
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"I went by your place yesterday. You weren't home." Buck swings their clasped hands through the air.
"Hmm?" Bucky glanced away from the traffic around them. His detail were staying a conspicuous ten feet back, but they were annoyingly keen when Buck offered to walk him back to his apartment.
Bucky would lose them another day.
Buck laughed, deep and airy. Bucky struggled not to lose himself in it. That was what made this so hard. Bucky still loved Buck, and Buck still acted like Bucky was his whole world and then some.
"Oh," Bucky finally processed what Buck had said. "No, I went to my dad's for the night."
"Really?" Buck squeezes his hand. Bucky hates how much comfort Buck's touch gives him.
Does Curt receive the same...? No Bucky doesn't let himself finish the thought.
"How was it?" Concern bleeds into Buck's voice. Bucky hates how genuine it sounds. He's starting to use that word more than any other. The longer he looks at Buck, the more he has to hate to save his heart.
"Fine," Bucky shrugged stepping further away as they came to a stoplight. "The usual."
"The Bucky I know wouldn't give such a short answer," Buck stepped closer eating up the space Bucky had put between them. "Not unless something happened yesterday. Come on, you okay?"
Bucky felt the words bubbling up his throat.
I saw you. I saw him. Why are you here staring at me like I'm the most important thing in the world when you have him? Why are you doing this to me? I love you. I love you so much it feels like my soul hurts. I hate you.
"Spent most of the night avoiding his staffers." Bucky lied. "Barely saw him, Jack either, yet he still asked me to move home at breakfast."
Buck nods, accepting his lies. Was that what they were now? Not a relationship, simply a lie? Bucky wasn't sure anymore. His heart thumped against his rib cage, anger and love in every other beat, but he wasn't sure which would win.
Buck had become his whole world in such a short amount of time. He thought the feeling was mutual, but yesterday showed just how stupid Bucky really was.
"How about this," Buck nudged his hip. "Why don't I stay over tonight? We'll binge a few movies, order something, and have night in. Then,"
Buck paused with a stupid grin that, despite himself, Bucky still found charming. Fuck, he was truly pathetic for this.
"I'll sweep you off your feet and take you to bed. How does that sound?"
"Won't Curt be expecting you?" The question pops out of him without meaning to. Gale furrows his brow, confusion growing in his eyes.
"Curt won't miss me tonight."
Sure, he won't, Bucky thinks bitterly.
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"John," Jack's voice was a surprise. Especially considering it was his father's number calling him.
"You've gotten much better at your Jack impression," Bucky answers just to be annoying. "Does he know you impersonate him on official numbers?"
"You're not as funny as you believe."
"Ooh, you even have his disapproving tone down. I feel like he's in the room with us!" Bucky laughs. He peers around the corner. Buck's still where he left him, buried in his phone texting someone.
Bucky doesn't let himself think about who that person is.
"Your father wants to invite you to a dinner tomorrow. You can even bring that boy that walked you home. The one that hasn't left." Pages flip in the background as Jack talks. Probably governmental reports his father was supposed to read.
"You know you're not his chief of staff anymore?" Bucky leaned his hip against the counter. "You don't have to read reports or wrangle his kid to government dinners to help his image as a family man. You're his husband now, you're the family."
"You're my kid too by that logic, so wrangling you gets to stay on my resume." Bucky snorts out a laugh. "Besides, it's not a state dinner or anything. He just wants to see you."
Guilt gnaws at his heart. Buck pokes his head into the kitchen, phone no longer holding all of his attention.
"Fine," Bucky groans. "But if he brings up the apartment again, I'm walking out with my food on my plate even if it's the good plates."
"See you tomorrow at 7 then. Bring your boy." Jack hangs up without a goodbye.
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It'll be me, and it'll be you, Buck.
Don't count on it.
Bucky jerks awake. His dream flashes through his head too fast for him to remember anything. Scenes superimpose over each other, words jumble together. At least this one wasn't a nightmare. Those always left him shakey and off balance all day.
His dreams have always been vivid, ever since he was a kid. The child psychologists he'd gone to had said it was normal and simply a sign of a well developed imagination.
Bucky runs a hand through his hair groaning when he glances towards his bedside clock. It's nearly an hour until he has to get up, but he knows that he won't be getting back to sleep before then.
Buck lays curled up next to him on the bed. Bucky reaches out to brush a hand through the other's hair. Buck twitches leaning into the feeling for half a second but doesn't stir beyond that.
Bucky sighs. Extricating himself from Buck's long limbs takes time. Somehow in the night, Buck had nearly fused them together as if even asleep the man refused to let him go. Arms layered over arms. Legs tangled together. It's an excellent distraction from his dreams but not from the problems of the waking world. If only he could forget those once he woke up like he did his dreams.
It's only when he's pouring water for his coffee that he realizes he recognizes the voice from his dream. A first for him.
It'd been Buck's.
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(Not a confrontation I know, but it builds my AU lol)
#i know i already used that picture of austin for part 3 but that pic for some reason is so Modern Buck who can't take his eyes off Bucky#buck for me in this au is a touch obsessive because he's lost bucky once in their old life and now he has a chance again#but that chance is being strained because bucky doesn't remember him or their past life resulting in Buck lying to himself and bucky#one of the things i want to focus on in this au is how traumatizing reliving and remembering these memories can be as well as how alienatin#buck certainly has his own trauma and part of his journey is learning to let go and understand the difference between the past and present#shit i need to go work on stalag arc but also i got blessed by some muse for this au and who am i to doubt the will of a muse?#oh also i actually do have this whole backstory for Bucky as well as who his father is his importance and why Jack Kidd is in his house#if anyone wants to guess he is someone we see in MOTA and its a really popular Jack ship lol#the quote Bucky is reading is from an actual book called Terror Flyers by Kevin T Hall#I've personally only read portions of it for a class i took but its an interesting read from the bits I remember and skimmed for this#mota#masters of the air#buck x bucky#john bucky egan#clegan#gale buck cleven#bucky egan#buck cleven#john egan#gale cleven#buckbucky#modern reincarnation au#modern reincarnation
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I’m glad there’s SOMEONE in the Gojo Clan in the Cursed Twin au that is horrified by what they did to Shiki, AKA Shiki and Satoru’s mom.
What happened to her in this AU, if I may ask?
Muneyoshi tries to delude himself he did the right thing and before finding about the situation in one of your shorts, he is proud because Satoru is an outstanding genius and thinks they all did the right thing, but how did his wife - who actually loved Shiki and was horrified by this filicide - act towards Satoru throughout the years? Does she learn of Shiki before Muneyoshi does? Does she help Satoru hide Shiki from her husband in the early years? Did she eventually give up and also quietly followed the Gojo’s actions in raising Satoru as the genius Six Eyes? She dead?
I know this AU isn’t exactly the AU for fluff and unicorns, but is there absolutely no ray of sunlight in the shithole that was the Gojo Clan?
Gojo Hina knew her role:
To be the model wife of Gojo Muneyoshi, and the perfect mother to their future children. As far as marriages went, Muneyoshi wasn't the worst man she could've married. Sachie's husband was a high-ranked clan member with a penchant for drinking, and she's seen the bruises that Midori's husband left on the unfortunate girl's body. Even helped Midori apply herbal ointments, and bandage the worst of the injuries.
In comparison, even though Muneyoshi came off as cold and was a quietly reserved man, he was always unfailingly polite and treated her respectfully. He made an effort to portion out time for them to share their meals together, no matter how busy his schedule became.
Hina didn't love him, but she thinks that she could learn to, someday.
Would they finally become a true, loving family? ... It was something that Hina had never dared to hope for, even as a young girl. Her father's position in the main family ensured that Hina and her sisters would be bargained away in arranged marriages that would be advantageous for him. Hina's own mother walked the halls with empty steps and soulless eyes, and the girl dearly feared that would turn out to be her own future, one day.
Otherwise she would... she would...!
...
Fortunately, fate smiled upon her; Muneyoshi was a good man, and Hina was... content.
The first year of their marriage was a series of careful overtures, discrete glances, and all the things that one might expect to see in romantic stories of courtship, except their rushed political marriage had skipped over entirely.
The second year, Hina became pregnant.
Who would the little one look like? she marveled, one hand coming to a gentle rest atop her stomach. Would their child have Muneyoshi's dark ebon hair, glossy like the wings of ravens? Or would they have the lighter shade of Hina's own?
Would they be a boy, or a girl? The Gojo Clan insisted on being traditional, so instead of getting proper checkups and scans at a hospital, women were forced to rely on the clan's healers and midwives instead. Who were skilled in their own rights, to be fair, except it also meant that there was no way of knowing an unborn child's gender for sure.
In a soft voice, Muneyoshi asks her if she would like to name their child. For a moment, Hina's voice catches in her throat.
"'Satoru,' for a boy," she says. The character for enlightenment, and understanding, because Hina dearly hopes for her child to be able to look past the outdated ways of the clan and become someone capable and intelligent in their own right. Able to think for themselves, instead of mindlessly swallowing the views and beliefs of others. "And... 'Shiki,' for a girl."
Yes. The character for awareness and realization, to be discerning.
"Those are lovely names," Muneyoshi's voice is gentle. The way he looks at her is feather-soft, and it makes her cheeks warm with a faint blush.
Then, he tells her about his own childhood. How his father had always, always passed over him in favor of his more talented brothers, how the only time the man had even looked at him was on their wedding day, when their marriage finally brought the man the advantage that he needed to curtail his rival, Takatomi.
"When our child is born," he says, quiet and determined, "It doesn't matter if they're a boy or a girl. It doesn't matter how many more children we have in the future. I... want to nurture them. I won't be like my father. I'll give them all the attention they deserve. The proper resources that they need to grow into strong, capable individuals. I won't let anything obstruct them, or pull them down."
Hina falls in love just a bit more with her husband, at that declaration.
Yes, she's sure of it. Their child will be loved.
"Hear that, little one?" Hina says to her bloated stomach with a smile. "Your father and I are looking forward to meeting you."
There's a responding light kick beneath the palm of her hand. Hina's heart melts with the surge of warmth that rises in her chest, accompanying her child's movement.
Part of her is scared and nervous, because what if she's not a good mother? She doesn't know how to be a mother! And Hina is sure that her own mother is not a role model to emulate for motherhood. Should she just try to do the opposite?
But Muneyoshi will be with her, and his heart is in the right place. Both of them are determined to do right by their child, and Hina will-
Hina will-
"Twins! The girl's having twins, someone call-"
"That's a bad omen, isn't it? The main family isn't going to be very happy that-"
"Blood, she's losing blood, hand me the-"
"Oh my god. The boy. Look at the boy's eyes!"
"That's-?! Report this to the elders! It's the Six Eyes! Finally, another child has been born with the Six Eyes, how many generations has it been since-"
"Don't start celebrating too early, we still don't know if-"
"Wait, what about the girl? The... twin..."
...
Twins are cursed. Better to give birth to a stillborn than a pair of twins, or so the saying went. Because twins come from one entity in the mother's womb, and so they steal from each other. Fight with each other. Twins are cursed, because neither will ever realize their full potential, because they're incomplete on their own.
Hina. Doesn't. Care!
Her children are promptly taken away from her, as soon as they are born. Hina is left struggling weakly on the bloodied bed, to no avail, and the following days are nerve-wracking.
Your son is born with the Six Eyes.
It is confirmed. Your son possesses Limitless! Six Eyes, and Limitless! At long last, the Honored One is returned-
Part of Hina lights up with fierce joy and pride, upon hearing the news. Her son has inherited the prized cursed technique and ocular curse of the Gojo Clan! The first in hundreds of years!
Another part of her remains trembling with fearful trepidation. What about my daughter? What about Shiki?
...
Shiki is dead.
Muneyoshi killed her.
“... Muneyoshi, what did you do?! You monster, you wretched excuse of a husband, give me back my dAuGHTER-!”
How could he?! Hadn't he been the one who'd said that he would protect and cherish his children? To nurture them? To ensure that nothing would... obstruct or... drag... them... down...
Ah.
Is this how it's going to be, then? Satoru was his son, but Shiki wasn't his daughter?
...
Hina walks through the halls of her own home, feeling like a stranger. Rooms that are full of sunlight are now cold and dim. Walking into the nursery room that she and Muneyoshi had prepared for their child feels like stepping into a grave.
Shiki doesn't have a grave. They didn't even have the decency to write her name down in the clan registry! Instead, they just swept her infant daughter's corpse under the rug because they wanted to deny that she ever even existed-
Hina can't-
Hina can't-
She can't live like this.
One night, with shaking hands, Hina forms a noose out of her bedsheets, and throws it over the rafters. Steps on the edge of her bed. Closes her eyes, raises her neck and-
-falls.
Hina tumbles roughly to the ground with a startled gasp, because the bed had moved. Why? How?! She's not drunk, and there's no way that inanimate furniture just moves-
-on its own-
... oh.
Hina stares. A formless cloud of darkness dives under her skewed bedframe before she's able to get a clear view of it, but Hina can... Hina can feel it. There's a connection, from her to this odd cursed spirit -and there's no doubt that it is a cursed spirit; Hina might not be a sorcerer, but she grew up in a sorcery clan. Speaking of, how in the world was there a cursed spirit in the Gojo Clan? To be fair, it had a weak presence and Hina barely sensed any resentment from it, but that still didn't explain...
Hina slowly lowers herself in a crouch, cautiously peering towards the cursed spirit from where it's hiding under the bed. It shrinks in on itself, hiding from her with a wail-
An infant's cry-
Intuition clicks, and the pieces fall together in her mind. Hina trembles. "... Shiki?"
Her daughter. That's her daughter, turned into a cursed spirit by unjust murder at the hands of her father, that's her daughter-
Tears stream down Hina's cheeks as she finally reaches for her child. There's a faint air of confusion that Hina can sense emanating from her, which makes her cry even harder.
But, there's no time to lose.
She doesn't know how Shiki has been able to go unnoticed all this time, but this definitely won't last. The Gojo Clan is a clan of sorcerers, and it won't be long before her lingering presence is discovered, and the last traces of Shiki are erased. And even if a miracle happened and no one found her -how long would it last, once Satoru started training to become a sorcerer? If one day Satoru came back and found a cursed spirit in his home, wouldn't he exorcise it without a second thought? He wouldn't even know that he'd be killing-
Wait.
Satoru.
Satoru.
... Hina knows what to do.
For the first time, Hina holds her child in her arms. Shiki is oddly docile -can she sense the same connection that Hina feels? The bond between a mother and her newborn child that somehow transcends even death? Hina croons softly to the formless mass of darkness, where the silhouette of something that vaguely resembles a fetus can be glimpsed in its center.
She picks up a knife, and brings Shiki to Satoru's nursery room.
... Satoru is asleep. Of course he is, it's the middle of the night. Shiki stirs curiously, hesitantly lifting a messy tendril to reach for her brother, and Hina feels her heart break all over again.
In another world, if we didn't belong to the Gojo Clan. Would the four of us have been... happy?
Hina shakes her head roughly. Now is not the time for any doubts -and so she steels her will.
... Hina is not a sorcerer. However, her family comes from a long line of powerful sorcerers -one of her ancestors had, in fact, been an honored sorcerer who'd possessed both Six Eyes and Limitless. The very same one who'd died fighting the Zenin clan head at the time, one who'd inherited his clan's Ten Shadows... which then led to the family's difficulties within the Gojo Clan for several generations afterwards.
Her family had nursed a grudge against the Zenins. Decided to investigate the Ten Shadows, not only in terms of the shikigami that could be summoned... but also the particulars of shikigami binding. Which, coincidentally, was also related to the binding of cursed spirits.
"Shhh, be good, Shiki," she whispers to her daughter. "Satoru's cursed energy will be enough to mask your presence. Shadows are fragile, and this won't hold forever, but for now... Protect each other. Go, and stay safe in your brother's shadow."
Ten Shadows allowed a sorcerer to call upon their shikigami with no need for any preparations. Other shikigami users needed to pay a price, in order to bind their familiars. As for what Hina was attempting...
Ritualistic sacrifice. It was only fitting. Now, in order to complete this binding, there was only one thing left to do.
Hina tips her head back and slashes her knife across her throat.
#QA#the sad thing is#satoru and shiki have no memory of their mother#it's just them and muneyoshi for as long as they've ever known#D:#to the rest of the gojo clan poor hina just lost it after childbirth#after a few weeks spent suffering postpartum depression#the suffering woman killed herself over her son's cradle#'we're lucky that the crazy woman didn't try to kill the honored one while she was at it'#'keep better control of your household#muneyoshi does not respond#he keeps a shrine in his house for her#and every year he visits his wife's grave#muneyoshi never remarries despite numerous suggestions and offers#Writing#twins au
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I never stop thinking about them.
SEND ME ART REQUESTS BOY
#yeah this is basically an art dump#just a bunch of miscellaneous doodles#that last one is from when I first made the au. I do like. basically doodle sheets. if you understand#there's a bunch of other stuff that I marked out that's why there's a bunch of empty space at the top#if you recognize the individual things from it. no you don't.#god for some reason I think I'm fucking ALLERGIC to using reference. of like any kind#the only one I used anyreference for was the. snowball one which was a pose#also btw I'm trying to break out of a bit of art block teehee#anyways.#spenxer lou art#lou is an artist#fma au#I need to make an actual tag for this au but I'll do it later. when I pin down a name#I really like tongued alchemist. . . it's funny#roleswap au#fma#fmab#fullmetal alchemist#fullmetal alchemist brotherhood#alphonse elric#edward elric#traditional art#writhes around on the floor#I have a short comic idea for Ed. because I like making them talk about their feelings sometimes#but Idk if I wanna do it rn. . .we'll see#it's been on my mind#AUUAGHHUHUH Also I lost. my favorite mechanical pencil at a waffle house#I'm so fucking sad about it#I'm going to the craft store tomorrow tho so. fingers crossed#I think. I can stop now. falls to the floor and rolls away like a log
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my mind has been developing this delusion world in which tywin lannister was the mad king’s sugar baby. aerys was “vain, proud, and changeable, traits that made him easy prey for flatterers and lickspittles” (awoiaf p.190). upon becoming king, he fired his father’s older and wiser hand and named tywin in his place, making tywin the youngest hand in the entire history of the seven kingdoms, but how did we get there?
there were childhood friends. tywin served as a page in court and we know from genna that tywin mistrusted laughter due to hearing too many people laughing at his father. at this point in time, the lannisters were a laughingstock or at least tywin wholeheartedly believed this, so the subsequent friendship he makes with the crown prince thrusts him upwards in status and into higher scrutiny. tywin is the elder, but aerys is the prince. they spend years together with the established dynamic of aerys being the one with power and tywin (albeit his friend) his servant. it is only when tywin dares to step outside this master/servant dynamic aerys has cooked up, that they begin to fall apart.
they go to war together. aerys chooses tywin, a newly made knight, to knight him. this was the war of the ninepenny kings, he could have chosen gerold hightower. he could have chosen roger reyne, or any number of distinguished knights and commanders, but no he chose tywin who had likely just been knighted himself. for added context, during this war tywin’s father stayed at home with his mistress rather than taking to the battlefield. nearly a year later, aerys is crowned and tywin is named hand of the king. as hand of the king, tywin is allowed any expense, any decision, literally allowed to do anything he wants at aerys’ leave (up until their toxic breakup era).
something that always fascinated me within this was why after gaining power of his own merit and name does he make his father’s mistress do a walk of atonement? at first, i believed this to be a way to embarrass his father further from the grave and cement his notoriety. however, right after he forces the walk of atonement, aerys and tywin rule the kingdom from casterly rock for a year (awoiaf p.194). if we believe that tywin has a subconscious or conscious shame in regards to using aerys’ fondness for him (whether you want to see it romantically or not) for seize of power and political gain, the walk of atonement is so interesting as it is a public self-flagellation of a transactional relationship that he himself mirrors. it is after this very act that aerys holds court (and tywin) at casterly rock, the scene of the crime in a sense. here tywin is, like his fathers mistresses in the same very home, flattering and bootlicking the same man for money, influence, and power. it is only after this year in casterly rock where tywin is forced to reconcile with these similarities that their relationship dissolves.
in conclusion, tywin was playing sugar baby to aerys and their relationship soured when tywin decided he wished for power that was truly his own rather than through aerys.
#additionally in regards to joanna. i view tywin and joanna as having like trauma bonded over being aerys’ mistresses#asoiaf#guava.txt#tywin lannister#aerys targaryen#aerys ii targaryen#the mad king#aerwin#tywin sugar baby au (or is it?) this is just my preferred canon interpretation thanks for coming to my ted talk#might write an aerys viewpoint on this but essentially aerys is insecure he knows the only reason he’s in power is bc of his name#he knows others think tywin a better fit and he likely does too so he abuses their power dynamic and lowers it from friends to that of#servant and master so that it makes him feel less insecure. he’s also one sided in love with tywin and likely has been his whole life. yea.#the question is: what was the last straw at casterly rock?#i think aerys gave him jewels or like clothes or some shit that his father did for his mistress and he like lost it. bam! tywin is here#this was not supposed to be so long god. i didn’t even get into my jaime thing 😥#house lannister#tywin sugar baby au
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falling - pettiot - Peaky Blinders (TV) [Archive of Our Own]
PART ONE - DAY ONE
Ch 1 | Ch 2 | Ch 3 | Ch 4 | Ch 5 | Ch 6 | Ch 7 | Ch 8 | Ch 9
PART TWO - MONTH ONE (Or Maybe Month Two, Or Three)
Ch 10 | Ch 11 | Ch 12 | Ch 13 | Ch 14 | Ch 15 | Ch 16 | Ch 17 | Ch 18
PART THREE - A YEAR (Or So)
Ch 19 | Ch 20 | Ch 21 | Ch 22 | Ch 23 | Ch 24 | ??
A Modern AU take on Tommy's immediate return from military service, and the period between his demobilisation and the start of S1.
(Tags shall be progressively updated)
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Tommy Shelby/Lizzie Stark, Tommy Shelby/Freddie Thorne, Arthur Shelby, Polly Grey, Ada Shelby, John Shelby, Johnny Dogs, Various Lees, John Shelby's Children, Zhang, S1E1 Red Dust Girl, Sergeant Moss | Alternative Universe, Modern AU (ish), No iPhones (yet), Awkwardness, Age Difference, Disassociation, Miscommunication, Banter, Fast Food Vendor of your Choice, Pre-Season, Past Trauma, Flirting, Have I Met You Before, Heckling, Cars, Drug Use, Past Childhood Trauma, Mrs Shelby Lives, Gender Role Dynamics, Small Neighbourhoods, Past Greta Jurossi, Brotherly Dynamics, Sibling Dynamics, Class Issues, Attraction, Casual Sex, Car Sex, Military Transition Program, Wilful Medical Noncompliance, Melodrama, Illegal Bookmaking, 90s Fashion, 2000s Fashion, Slow Reveal, Slow Burn, Coming Home, Dysfunctional Family, Lasting Legacy of Catholicism, Bad SMS Etiquette, Gang Activity, Domesticity, Booty Call, Guilt, Shame, So Much Marijuana, Arms Dealing, Crimes & Criminals, Ill Informed Economic Theorising, Wanking, Ethnicity, Stereotyping
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#my writing#peaky blinders#peaky blinders fanfic#lol smack in the middle of age gap discourse; i did write this outline in may so it's not intended to be topical but just landed that way#anyway one day i might write on the frustration that with the binary currently afflicting fandom#narratives considering age difference only seems to mean one was a minor and one wasn't (this is not the case in PB)#but i do feel there is an age difference between t and l large enough to be consistent with t and ada.with lizzie and ada an age cohort.#areas of narrative interest in age difference: generational thinking differences; how and when power moves between one and the other;#substitution; reliving lost experiences; experience inversion (elder knows less than younger); what else it adds to fluid dynamics;#also: compounding interest wealth (younger) versus who was old enough to buy property before housing demand exceeded supply by 400% (elder)#<- economics and fiscal status very important stuff re: age difference narratives#my theorising on Lizzie's age hinges on when the timeline made sense for young!Mosley to have 'visited' Lizzie and how I could make it wors#nothing to do with tommy or canon alas. only with making *every* interaction with mosley worse so much worse worse worse#also of considerable narrative interest considering an au: the way age and age cohorting is considered so differently in different eras
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Do you think Home and Bardaby would end up- if not friends than at least allies eventually in your fantasy au? I think it would be a real shame if Wally's best friend & his patron couldn't find some common ground. Maybe they could both keep an eye on Wally for each other? I know Home is literally Always There with him, but there are some human(puppet?) issues that an elder god just wouldn't really get. idk, I just think it's a bit of a shame that they don't get along, since Barnaby's the only other person besides Wally to actually interact with home in the original ARG.
oh no yeah! they do Eventually! it just takes a while and some work. Home in this au is pretty protective of Wally for Reasons, and it takes a lot to make them go "hey, you're chill. i like you". unfortunately Barn is also protective (not nearly to Home's extent but yk) so they naturally clash where they should get along
i have the full process In My Mind but essentially: Home, if given express permission, can "possess" Wally (put in quotes bc technically Wally is already possessed by them). this happens either when Wally wants a fucking break / is overwhelmed and wants Home to take the wheel (Wally's consciousness is kinda 'turned off' - it falls into a deep sleep!), or if Home does Wally a favor - they trade the favor for a set amount of possession time. because Home would like to have a body & make the decisions from time to time <3
during one of these "Home has the wheel" periods, i imagine that some shit goes down that forces Barnaby & Home to work together w/o a mediator. and during this time they're trying to get through this while keeping Wally's body relatively unharmed - Barnaby experiences a nice disconnect of "this is Wally but its also not Wally & its also a being i don't like very much bc its a dick-". but through the power for Forced Interaction, they realize that yeah, they have common ground, but they're also not too bad :]. catch Wally taking the wheel and being perplexed at how Barnaby is all "hey say hi to Home for me!" or asking for Home's opinion on things.
#ofc everyone else is startled by the change bc they weren't around with barn & home#while they were on their buddy bonding adventure <3#its tough for home to connect both bc Yea they're an ancient being very out of touch with everything#but also home Cannot Speak! in any form! in house form they speak in onomatopoeia as in canon!#in full unrestrained form they make scary monster noises & house noises! in wally form they cant make noise at all!#bc when possessed wally's face gets entirely blacked out (except for the eyes) and essentially turns into a mini void </3#and no one understands the ancient lost language of ~morse code~#so there's a huge communication barrier! plentiful misunderstandings & misinterpretations!#also a plus of banraby getting attached - now there's Two people to worry about all packaged up in One!#oh and i imagine barn is allowed to join wally for his 'painting for house home' sessions going forward#rambles from the bog#wh fantasy au#also! technically none of them are puppets in this au except for Kind Of wally#their fleece/felt is fur/fluff/fuzz!#their stuffing is replaced with blood & guts & bone!#cut them & they bleed yk yk!#they got them Fluids!#that sounded better in my head. i lied no it didnt#& sure yeah why the fuck not they have retractable teeth#in my mind there's different classes - like howdy is an insectoid - eddie/frank/wally/sally/julie are all humanoids#barnaby is an... uh... animoids?? does that work??#poppy is an avian <3#& then monsters are yk. Monsters. animals are animals. etc#anyway i imagine that wally is Very pleased when his bestie & his patron start clicking#he gets so happy whenever barn asks after home <3
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What to do when you have two favourite shows at the same time? Combine them xD
In my case, BigFam AU XD
Hunter is a responsible and stressed big brother like Raph(and still is a crazy teen)!! xD Vee is a chill sibling like Leo(and now I need her to have his sense of humour xD), Luz is as bombastic and supportive as April, a non-magical sibling among magical siblings xD King is sarcastic and dramatic like Donnie and Collector is cheerful like Mikey who is too chaotic and destructive (and their empathies are switched!)xD
#the owl house#toh#Big House AU#the collector#hunter deamonne#luz noceda#vee noceda#king clawthorne#kjh eda is splinter?xD cranky old parent who lost their prevous way of life who is still rocking their new way xD#rottmnt#fdk raine is draxum? very smart and very capable of murder?xD#and darius is big mama. good liars and very fancy <3#and camila idk there is no one else.. my fanon tang?XD#eda clawthorne#darius deamonne#camila noceda#raine whispers#raedarila#BIGGER Fam!
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MAIN LIST FOR MY AU
-Rising Sun(Straw Priest) AU
AU where Luffy is the reincarnation of Nika, the Sun God, there's two versions of this au. Tag: #Rising Sun AU and #Straw priest AU
-Actor AU(soon)
AU where the One Piece universe is a TV show and the characters are actors. Tag: #Actor AU
-DC AU (soon)
AU with the One Piece character as DC characters. Tag: #DC AU
-Meet the Monkeys AU
AU where Luffy lives the plot of Meet the Robinsons. Tag: #Meet the Monkeys AU
-The Griffin House AU (soon)
AU where the One Piece characters are the characters of the Owl House. Tag: #The Griffin House AU
-Mandalorian AU
AU where the strawhats are a mandalorian clan in the universe of Star Wars. Tag: #Ha'sarad Buyce Allit AU
-The Three of us AU
AU where Luffy is part of a set of triplets. #The Three of Us AU
-Fusion AU :
Au where all the D bearers has the ability to fuse with other people. Tag:#Fusion AU
-Tale of two captains AU (soon)
AU where Garp was a pirate before joining the marine and co-captain with Roger. Tag:#Tale of two captains AU
-Sniper Island AU
AU where Syrup Village slowly becomes the Sniper Island thanks to Kaya. Tag: #Sniper Island AU
-Avatar AU(the one with blue people)
AU where Luffy is a Na'vi and some characters too. Tag: #Avatar AU
-Stolen Throne AU
AU where the Clan of D was originally the rulers of Marijoise before the war and the WG. Tag: #Stolen AU
-Made of Wishes AU
AU where Luffy is not a human but him and his family are part of the genie specie. Tag: Made of Wishes AU
-Lost Royalty AU
Garp was the former king of Goa that had his throne stolen from him. Tag: Lost Royalty au
-Two sides AU
Garp and Roger are twins on this au. Tag: Two sides au
-Modern au
An au where is taken on our world. Tag: Modern au
- House of Drayce AU
An au where the clan of D all came from the same kingdom
-Tenryuubito Luffy
Luffy was a tenryubito. Tag: Tenryuubito Luffy au
#one piece au#The Three of Us AU#Fusion AU#Actor AU#DC AU#Meet the Monkeys AU#The Griffin House AU#Rising Sun AU#Sniper Island AU#Tale of two captains AU#Ha'sarad Buyce Allit AU#Straw Priests AU#Stolen Throne AU#Made of Wishes AU#please ask me about my au#I love talking about them#Avatar AU#lost Royalty au#two sides au#modern au#Dark Mirror au#One to four au#Magic au#house of drayce#Tenryuubito Luffy au
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steve grows up in a cold home, abandoned by parents who if they love him, have never shown it, burdened by the expectations they force upon his shoulders. he grows up isolated, like a cursed prince locked away in an ivory tower, not allowed to interact with anyone his parents have deemed unworthy. he's hidden away like something precious but left to gather dust instead of being brought out for admiration. all he has is books that hurt his head to read, instruments that he has to teach himself how to play but can't repair once they break, paper and ink meant to write down lessons that he instead uses for art just to have something to do.
steve grows up wanting nothing more than to be loved, to be seen, to feel warmth in any capacity. he doesn't turn away anyone that finds themselves at his door, gives them food and a place to rest as he hides in the shadows, too scared of his parents hearing about it to dare approach the strangers that are few and far between.
time moves slowly in the house; he has no true way of telling the passage of time beyond trying to count the days. food gets delivered and cooked for him, laundry gets done, rooms get cleaned, but he never sees any of the servants that his parents must have hired for him. he sleeps better on nights that he knows someone else is in the house.
but steve never intended to keep any of the strangers.
a girl with fiery hair shows up one night, her clothes soaked by the rain that has been falling for hours. he doesn't recognise the style of clothes she wears, but it has been forever since the last stranger.
steve makes sure a fire is lit, that there is leftovers put out, that there's a towel and blankets available, and then he goes to bed, expecting to be alone once more when he awakes. but the girl doesn't leave once the rain lets up, or once morning arrives.
it takes him most of the day to work up the courage to make himself known.
the girl doesn't react with suspicion or fear. she introduces herself as max in the same breath that she calls his clothes outdated. she very well may be right, as steve is as unfamiliar with her way of speech as her clothes. she makes him feel like a ghost in his own home.
max does leave once evening falls, after spending the day trying to bring him up to speed on what's happening outside the walls he's been trapped behind his whole life. steve learns that his parents must be long dead, that he should be long dead as well, learns that his house is the subject of horror stories meant to keep people away, learns that no one has ever seen anyone enter or leave, learns what it's like to not be alone.
max comes back the next day, with bags of things. of her clothes, of new clothes for steve, of things he could never have dreamed of. after that, after realising something - perhaps the house itself - will bring her anything she asks for, max doesn't leave again.
she gets a phone installed, makes calls to her friends, and before steve can process all the changes to his routine, more children start coming over.
and as time passes, more of the children decide to stay.
steve really never meant to keep any of them; tells them that they don't have to stay just because he no longer dares to leave the house that has kept him alive for this long. but the children all have their own reasons, and he won't force them to leave.
they really should have expected someone to come looking one day.
{Part 2}
#steve harrington#my fiction library#new au just dropped#beauty and the reverse kidnappings#me: what if evil steve except he was actually good#so basically beauty and the beast au combined with a house that comes alive because apparently i love that#eddie is the one who comes looking for his lost lost sheeps#it's canon times outside the house. steve has been there for hundreds of years oops#is there a curse? maybe. who knows. could be.#steve is only evil so far as in people think he kidnapped their children
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Eyes (rogue wave) but every time it says 'in your eyes' its a different shot of sabito & giyuu's eyes throughout their lives
#loserboy giyuu posting#fratboy sabito posting#sabigiyuu#sabito lives au#im actually thinking of a normal canon-compliant one for once lmao#eyes(rogue wave)#this art idea im thinking of like split screen of both their faces and every line their angles slightly change until they flip sides & its#supposed to look like theyre rotating around eachother#first meeting - during training - happily talking - final selection start - hand demon encounter - final selection end - walking#to the next town during the day - slaying a demon at night - smiling at a local festival - healing at a wisteria house - fighting a lower#moon - the immediate aftermath of it - arguing with eachother at the btfy mansion - subtle looks at eachother after it - as pillars - at a#little outing w the other hashira after a meeting - at the sound mansion(tengen looking to his wives motioning @ them w an unimpressed look#like 'look at this shit') - training @ home - chilling @ home - whatever else i can think of#probably not gonna follow that exactly in that order but its some ideas#ouu wait what if the center split started cracking during the hand demon encounter & lower moon fight & slowly mended over the bext few#lines until its back to normal. both big events where they nearly lost eachother and shattered#o u ggh#i like thinking of them sm#i wanna draw a few panels of sabito's sheer terror after the lower moon fight on its own#quietly begging giyuu not to leave- dont go to sleep yet- *please stay with me* while holding him up & putting pressure on his stomach wound#turned to desperate screaming for the arriving kakushi to help them- help *him*- *save him*#arto do list#new personal tag that i hopefully wont forget & never use again lmao
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i'm not sure how to begin explaining this au but she's an undercover agent with severe gender dysphoria in it.
#yes this is the companion to john smith in a dress#he's a sting on the vice squad#this is set kinda in the 80s#lotta gender happening also gunfights and they share a safehouse#pocajohn: undercover au#not even gonna really tag this one i think i need a more polished work with both pocahontas and john in it#but basically pocahontas is undercover in an organized crime family type thing#and the job couldn't come at a worse time bc she was SUPPOSED to be on the docket for surgery#and her boss made her go off her hormones and she lost her spot on the waitlist#but they NEEDED to get someone on the inside and she was the best option#so she had to ''boy up'' and she HATES it#and she meets john who's a sting on the vice squad and there was a mix up and they have to share a safe house#they fall in love like the lunatics they are and john helps her when she's feeling super down about having to not only be a guy#but also be a different person for the undercover operation#lots of john giving her gender affirming and grounding care and also being in drag and bisexual#there's more but idk it's very much In My Head and all over the place#queso*art
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In the AUs of the AUs where Lucius and Izzy meet as teenagers, how does that change the reveal about Lucius' father? Does it happen earlier? Is Izzy more upset about the secret, since they didn't have those other acknowledged silences between them?
I chewed this one over as I was falling asleep last night and I think when they meet as teenagers, Lucius does tell Izzy very early. He doesn't have as much as a shell yet, the events are still pretty close to the surface. Having a close friend, who has obviously seen some shit too, would make Lucius more comfortable about talking about it. I think it would come up one of their long confessional dark nights. When Lucius gets word years later that his father is dying, he would go see him and bring Izzy with him. Izzy, being a mystery writer instead of a mercenary, would be less helpful in the assessment department, but very helpful as a support. Having confronted it all earlier, I think Lucius would be less conflicted. He'd agree to be his father's medical proxy, but he wouldn't visit again. They would exchange a few letters at most.
And maybe Lucius' father would make it onto the pages of a Dean Buck book eventually.
#leda house and the kraken verse#au of the au#somewhere only we know#i know a place where no ones lost
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