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Could you do big lookin' dépressed with the the dépressed orange pallet?
Day 25 of drawing bakugo daily till @is-bakugou-alive-yet says yes
(the colour palette has happy vibes but here is he </3)
send me some characters and expressions and palettes!
#asks#i am gradually catching up to the number of days id missed ksdjfs#drawing bakugou daily#bakugou#katsuki bakugou#dynamight#bnha#bnha manga#mha#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#bnha manga spoilers#bnha fanart#lish.art#also update on that artstyle i wanted to try - i cant do it </3 i'll practice more tho i guess#hopefully i can do it someday#god-with-a-capital-g
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"Huh."
#as with every game with some human mind stuffed into a machine i need to ask if he still has human instinct left in there somewhere#also i don't really think ordan would eat elegantly like some royalties anyways#you know the more i read about ordis the more i like him#i mean i never thought his talking is annoying like some people do apparently#but after going through the cephalon fragment thingy my thoughts about him-#-turned from “ominously happy” to “murderous but also kinda cute happy”#and you'd think it should be the other way around#hey if he has erased his memory a lot of times and probably has gone through the same reasoning-#-every time he chooses memory erasure rather than self destruction because he would probably also remember the previous attempts#will he someday choose the other option instead because of all the pain he endured?#(hopefully not i actually like him it's not destiny 2 i hope DE don't just yeet characters off their game that frequently)#also i like how he can take up some ordan karris knowledge by treating it as some stories / facts about others but not about himself#neat but he probably would have to erase his memories more often because it's still about ordan karris i guess#warframe#warframe operator#warframe ordis#ordis#my art
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Too bad Vincent is dropping in EC too late to go swimming with everyone else. Maybe next year?
#vincent valentine#final fantasy 7#ff7#final fantasy vii#ffvii#ever crisis#ff7ec#art tag#doodle#this is a mess but I thought it was cute#everyone else can Do It Scared#I gotta learn how to Do It Subpar#someday I'll be able to draw again#if I keep trying#hopefully
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Just watched Ultraman Rising.
Cried.
Realized tomorrow is Father's Day.
And cried again.
Thanks for coming to my ted talk.
#ultraman#ultraman rising#this movie was so good#i just- don't have the words#i mean i do but it's too many & idk how to verbalize it without it sounding like a mess#hopefully i can try to write a review of it someday#(but not today)
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I had an idea w this doodle but it might work better as a comic, but I think he looks good so he's staying in my notebook
#yay i did a thing#traditional art#mob psycho 100#shigeo kageyama#he happy#hopefully i can do the comic someday
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k sorry I'm normal 😬👍
#yes I liked isat can you tell uwu#I want to get the game and play it for myself. hopefully someday#fucked up and evil little game (<- cried a lot a lot a lot)#my favourite character is Bonnie. do you have any idea how much this fucks me up.#I did not know. what would happen to them. going into the game. :)) <- is NOT okay#okay anyway back to reading fanfics#oh actually on that topic. why not. uh if anyone has any good fic recommendations for isat feel free to send em to me#nothing explicit. nothing sexual. I think those are my only exceptions.
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Teasing him that he will never find the right woman, girl you are that woman 💀
#I can't believe these two will have a child#No actually I do#They teased each other about never finding the right person but they were each other's right person lol#They are going to get married someday I just can feel it#Maybe in the spin off hopefully#ncis rewatch#ncis 8x19 tell-all#tiva#ziva david#tony dinozzo#tony and ziva
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I'm trying to write my lil taynick fic and pretty much everything is written except everything that involves penises??? I have 3.5k and barely any smut?? When it's supposed to be pwp???
Writing about something you have no experience of is hardddd, i already struggled with this for my tentacle fic, and now i'm back on google/quora/reddit researching the weirdest, most basic stuff about dicks (honestly bless the people who answer those questions in great details)
And all the while i keep thinking about this panel in Gender Queer: a memoir where e considers going on tinder to get experience in order to write smut lmao like i'm not brave enough to actually do it (and also it would be weird) but it is extremely tempting rn
#i feel like a weird scientist studying a wild animal and it's really not sexy ughhhhh#poking at internet dicks with a stick like “soooo what do you do? is this how?”#reading about dicks is so hot and fun but having to come up with my own words about them?? eww#anyways i'll power though it and hopefully someday i have something i can publish#and hopefully my complete absence of experience with dicks won't show in my writing#calou writes#userstratocumulusperlucidus
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I'm enabling you now go go go
UOU. SIGNAL UNDERSTOOD. Time for the big kenix and azrael rant under the cut!!!
So to start off, I'll briefly explain Azrael as a character since Kenix technically already had a brief character explanation
Azrael is also one of the "7 Deadly Sins" crew, just like Kenix, with his assigned sin being Envy.
For Azrael's case, Envy would be represented by his failures. Specifically failing his original protecting duties as a soldier in his past life, now envious of 'he' from his fantasies who has succeeded to protect others. The fact that he failed many times to live up to the version of him who has it all, driving him absolutely crazy. And as he does not have any idea how to deal with these feelings of anger and guilt, he only starts to blame everyone else around who had it better than him. Anyone who has managed to live up to their goals, being incredibly envious of them, to the point of purposefully ruining their lives. Ruining what they had so they could experience the same misery he felt this entire time, until it backfired and got him killed instead. (he is in misery but he doesn't want to be drowned in it alone, so he brings others down with him). He has failed himself by not meeting his own expectations, so the thought that there is a version of him out there that has succeeded to meet those same expectations and is now living better than before... makes him want to curse the entire world. Being extremely jealous of anyone who had the great success he wanted originally, now pouring out his misery as revenge on others, just to see them fall down the same way his entire world shattered in his eyes. The same misery now being turned into the poison inside his body, using it as a weapon against his enemy in the Afterlife. Now living as a cursed being that is forever bound to this insufferable nature, he tries to keep mostly to himself after becoming the 4th in line to join the sins crew. No roaming around the land with no end in sight, no contact, no relationships — only him and himself.
That is until Kenix himself has taken interest in Azrael. The interest was ever so the same as it was for the previous members of the crew. Attempting to get on semi-friendly terms with the others that are now just as miserable as him deep inside, since aggravating them would nothing good to both parties and he is aware of how fucked everything is for all of them combined, having the "false" feeling of empathy for them. But Azrael intrigued him the most because of how much he felt that their anguish was similar in a way. Both of their worlds were shattered and took it out on others because they didn't know how to deal with their problems in a healthy way, Azrael's case just got more extreme than Kenix's, who has only took it out on his surronding enviroment, which was very limited ever since he was young (and additionally taking it out on some of the Original timeline crew members/"The Warriors" after he was in the Afterlife). It was then when the suppressed desperation to feel something resurfaced. The wish to know what a connection between people is, the wish to have even someone by his side that would accept him as the awful person he is now. That desperation slipping through the the cracks of his facade of carelessness for others, having no feelings of remorse for his actions — he knows he can't go on for long without any sort of human interaction, that would only drive him more insane and worsen his state which would lead to his end sooner than expected. Not only is it because he knows that there is a higher risk chance if he will forever cut off everyone from his life, it is own wish to have someone finally accept him that has been born from the years of loneliness and isolation. He wants to, he 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥𝘴 𝘵𝘰 find some sort of companion for his own sake, something he never thought could happen because he truly believed that he would be better off without anyone. He doesn't think that he could ever become better, but the thought that someone, whose just as awful as he is, would accept him as this very same awful being, made him feel something that he has never experienced (Is it hope?? Is it the desperation for affection?? Not even Kenix knows that)
And that's when Azrael comes in. Nothing about Azrael said that the interest was mutual, but Kenix didn't stop attempting to engage in a first conversation with him. Azrael, due to his nature and the decision to distance himself from others, didn't feel like it. In fact, he also felt like Kenix shouldn't be trusted so there was this constant need to be cautious around him. Something about that attitude, that smile, the manner of speaking Kenix has,,, threw him off a few times to be honest. But when Azrael tried to confront Kenix head on about why the one kept trying to get closer to him, Kenix would only make up a shallow lie that Azrael's gradient hair looked interesting. He could 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 ever admit out loud that he desperately longed for someone who understood him, admitting to that would be a sign of showing weakness — and that is prohibited when Kenix's first desire was about being powerful and seem powerful. Additionally, it is not like he would ever take "my carefully built facade is slowly breaking day by day and my true feelings and desperate wishes for human companionship and physical affection have been shown to someone that I thought would finally be the one to help me get through this agony" well. he would probably spiral and worsen everything about his mental state and sanity even more and that means that he would meet his demise sooner. which is unwanted as he still wants to have a chance at life — not the best one, but a life at the very least.
It is where their relationships starts to build off from that point. Azrael slowly starts to show more trust towards Kenix and that made Kenix have this sense of hope, the hope that Azrael will become the one person Kenix wished to have by his side until the end of time. Kenix undeniably always has been fascinated by Azrael and with each interaction, the fascination for him grew only bigger. From Azrael acting annoyed at Kenix for being too bothersome to sincerely enjoying each other's company. Starting all those nice conversations between them about anything they share as interests until Azrael one day decided to hold Kenix's hand without realizing it himself. He pretty much realized it only by seeing Kenix's puzzled face. That is when he found out that Kenix has... almost no concept of what physical affection is shown through. No grasp on the idea of what hand holding is, or no idea about any other displays of affection. Finding out about just how isolated Kenix was that he has no idea about how it feels to be hugged or hug someone else was just shocking to him. Which made him start being curious about what various displays of affection Kenix has no idea about. and is it not surprising that he doesn't know about most of it. this man's past is probably the definition of loneliness and he never knew what it was like to be loved or show love to others so pretty obvious that this stuff will puzzle him as it is just this new thing for him even if he wished for it for a long time.
Azrael just holding his hand actually made Kenix crave that feeling more (because of incredibly touch starved this man is). It is "I never knew of this sensation but please stay with me like this for just a few more minutes I'll provide us with all the time in the world to allow us to just stay closer together for a longer while" kind of craving (at this point he is not able to hide just how badly he needed someone next to him at all times)
Now Azrael is just showing this guy with some serious unaddressed issues™ what it is like to be loved and Kenix tries to show love back with what is left of his heart. Usually successful but sometimes it is just gifting something made out of someone else. it is not fun to hear the screaming of thousands because you wear this ring he gifted you. They have still committed atrocities but now they are able to accidentally "fix" each other without realizing it
#kenix has so many issues that he hides behind a facade it is unreal#he wouldn't even know how to tell if he has romantic feelings for anyone he has never experienced any of this and is therefore#clueless. at least he got someone to help him now#i'd explain more about them but that is too much blocks of text in one post hopefully i can do a part 2 to this someday#anyways. please consider them i hold them very dear to my heart for over a year now#kenix MIGHT be experiencing something more than just fascination for azrael. just a thought though#kenix's heart doesn't have much capacity for love but he can do his best if he tries#his ability to love has been destroyed ever since childhood afterall. it will take a while to restore it back#azrael is patient enough to let kenix get more comfortable about sharing his past with him#yomo ocs?!#yomoart
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COMISSONS OPEN
Trashes coms are now open!!
✏️-15$ for a sketch (shoulders up)
✏️-20$ for full body sketch (or a copy of a bust)
✏️-25$ for a physical copy of a full body sketch
(Background included! 15$ extra for a second character 25$ extra for NSFW content)
✒️-25$ for line art shoulders up
✒️-40$ for full body line art (or for a physical copy of a bust)
✒️-45$ a physical copy of a full body line art
(Backgrounds included 15$ extra for an extra character 25$ extra for NSFW content)
🌈-45$ for a full color peice shoulders up
🌈-60$ for full body color art (or a physical copy of a bust)
🌈-65$ for a physical copy of a full body piece
(Backgrounds included 15$ extra for a second character 25$ extra for NSFW content)
😏-65$ for a fully colored fully rendered peice shoulders up
😏-70$for a fully rendered fully colored full body piece (or a physical copy of a bust)
😏-80$ for a copy of a fully rendered full body piece
(Backgrounds included 15$ extra for a second character 25$ extra for NSFW content)
I will draw most fetishes as well as dirties and mecha
I will not draw adult on child NSFW or romance, real people in NSFW scenarios or any kind of scat.
#coms open#TRASH WILL BOW MAKE YOU STUF#for a price of corse#but honestly I could realy use the help#a million fucked up things are going on and doing art for you all would be a great distraction#someday#I’ll have the money to buy art from you#🧡🧡#I don’t know what I’d do without this blog#it’s the one place I always feel safe#hopefully I can give back to you with this#invader zim#art#dib#zadr#dib membrane#zim#traditional sketch#scetch#comission#commissions open#trash rambled
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My weekly d&d campaign of nearly 3 years is coming to an end in another 3 or 4 sessions. Not just because the party is finally in the endgame and stepping up to the Big Bad, but because the living situations of two of my players are gonna be changing in August and they’re not gonna have the space to play anymore. It truly is the end of the era.
#I’m trying not to cry about it until we actually hit the finale but boy oh boy#I’m gonna do my best to stay in touch with everyone and see what we can do about irregular games or finding some other activity to do#but it’s harder when you lose that shared thing#it’s been truly one of the most fun and rewarding experiences of my life running this thing for them I got so lucky#found the perfect group on my first try#how many people get to run their first campaign to completion?#hopefully things will change again someday and we’ll get to play together again as we did#we’ve already agreed to try and do a one-shot or something every year on the anniversary of the first session#but god I’m gonna miss this#d&d#spilling the Tea
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Ykno when ur lookin at an artist and ur like "man, I want to commission art from You, Specifically"
I have something in mind for a scene that's coming up in ITNL (whenever I start writing again) that would be really cool, & I know Exactly who I'd want it by... except they don't have open commission slots 😭😭😭
I can be patient, though... I have been patient before...
#speculation nation#and if they dont open up commissions again well thats entirely their choice & i would never fault them for that#but. man. it would just look so cool in their style.#and so i wait... and maybe someday.... i can get it.#tho maybe i should type up my thoughts about the piece Now 😂 so i dont end up missing the window & being out on a waitlist#like what happened with my commission of vash's scars.#i did get it in tbh a pretty reasonable time frame despite being on a waitlist for a bit#but. ykno. the thing with popular artists opening commissions is that EVERYONE is gonna flock to them for it#so me taking a few hours to thoroughly describe the scars commission made it so the open slots filled up#but thankfully he was nice enough to put me on a waitlist 🥺🥺🥺#no guarantee for this other artist should they open commissions that id get a slot and/or on a waitlist#SO!!!!! i should be ready.#tho itd probably take much less time to describe it 😂 given that it has more to do with the pose /&@#* than smth as definite and detailed as scars reference.#just. 🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔#now that ive had the thought i just want so badly to commission it hfksbfjd#the thing isnt even written!!! it's still chapters away!!!!!#but man. it sure would be cool huh.#oh well. i will simply be patient. hopefully before too long they will open their commissions again.#also yes me getting a commission for my fic again. idk there's just smth rly cool about having illustrations in the fic.#so i will wait and i will hope. that i can get this commission at some point.
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Instagram keeps showing me reels of someone with a handle named something like jamesmaythristtraps and like, they are truly doing gods work but I can't like or comment on these masterpieces because I know what kind of snitch of an app it is 😔
#well atleast now I have figured out how to keep myself warm in upcoming winter months#no but#how do people handle their relatives following them online#????????#pretty recently friend of a friend was like “oh what's your insta =)??”#and its like#I have four posts and one of those is mf rick astley should I be explaining myself ??#banging my head against the table like why couldn't I just get my fangirling on for bts or something#or maybe more like out of all the 80s acts why did I fall hard for the one who is memed to death#I mean okay rickrolling can be funny#and he looked goofy there#top tier Tintin cosplay#even with my attraction to James its like#I feel like I should be explaining myself because he's old#and most likely not what when people think about male celebrities people drool over ...#maybe shamed myself into thinking “I shouldn't be attracted to this” “this is abnormal so it must be wrong”#I mean tons of girlies like men like him#but then I see guys my age say things like “I should go to the gym so women would pay attention to me”#or putting weird flexing photos on their dating profiles (not even just flexing with their muscles but like cars or watches... or fish...)#like I don't care about your boring ass new volkswagen ????#and in that case it wasn't even just one photo... I don't care for new cars they all look the same :-/#it just makes me go ? am I supposed to be attracted to this ?#is this the norm??#why can't I be normal aaaa#so in conclusion#I'm deeply ashamed of my interests and attractions lol#hopefully I will someday grow out of this#all the peer support is welcomed on this post lmao
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We've all heard of sicktember. But have you heard of... FEVRUARY??
(2025 PROMPTS ARE OUTTT HEHE)
AHHH HI BESTIE IMY 🥹🩷🩷 omg don’t tempt me… those prompts are SO GOOD RAH 👀‼️
tysm for sending me this bc i had no idea feveruary was a thing??? im probably gonna have to participate sighhh 😔🤭 (or at least try to… those rly are such good prompts)
are you planning to participate??
#asks 💌#i’m still trying to finish my sicktember 2023 fics but ykw it’s fine#like i said you can never have too many sickfics 🙂↕️#i hope you’re able to participate bc i miss your fics!! (but no pressure ofc. i know how life is <3)#btw how are you?? i miss interacting w you & all my tumblr friends sm 😭🫶🏻#hopefully someday my health will improve so i have the energy to interact w you all 🩷🩷#tysm again for sending me this… i probably wouldn’t have seen it otherwise!! i hope you’re doing well!! <333
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{ Despite me not originally liking or caring for Prompto from Final Fantasy XV, the funky little guy somehow became my favorite character in the game (if we exclude Noctis anyway). The dude is literally me with how he behaves and feels which was probably the main reason why I disliked him originally (cause I generally hate being reminded of myself).
He's such a cute and friendly guy who just wants to fit in so badly with his friends that he just thinks the worst of himself. I honestly would have killed to have a friend like that when I was growing up as a child. He's so absolutely loyal to Noctis, Gladiolus, and Ignis and I love that. I love their friendship, it's just so genuine. }
#{ I didn't expect to fall for Prompto like this. }#{ Especially since I used to find him annoying. }#{ But hey... it seems that my taste in men included the puppy boyfriend type as I got older. }#{ Hopefully since I learned to love Prompto for his flaws... I can do the same for myself someday? }#{ Anyway- it's only a matter of time before I own every Final Fantasy game. }#{ This series and Resident Evil are the only two series I have every iteration of game made. }#{ Will tag this when I'm on my laptop. }#✠ [ ' ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴᴇ ᴡʜᴏ ʟᴇᴀᴅs ʙᴇʜɪɴᴅ ᴄʟᴏsᴇᴅ ᴅᴏᴏʀs. ' ] - ✡ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴏғ ᴄʜᴀʀᴀ��ᴛᴇʀ ✡
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Not particularly into forcefem or forcemasc for the same reasons which is that they assume that I am some sort of regular human or even pretending to be one. Where are my fellow objects. Items.
#original posts tag#forcemasc is just the exact emotional experience I had of trying to be binary ftm (which I was not happy as)#full respect to ppl who do these#maybe someday but it just feels too literal to me#I’ll never be happy being one of the boys the way you think I should#I will genuinely never be either of the things that people want me to be#and any time I tried it made me dead inside#no forced femininity or masculinity for me just forced objecthood which hopefully people can get behind
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