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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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I dont want to be like this anymore.
I just want to be told that everything will be ok, and that no matter what I do im not going to be left to deal with it on my own
I just want to be held and comforted with words, told that I don't have to worry about him going anywhere or giving up on me, and that I'm loved unconditionally no matter the circumstances. I just want to be loved with enthusiasm and excitement, I want to be loved in the same way that i love others.
I want to experience the safety in knowing I won't be lied to or manipulated or abandoned like I was for the first half of my life
And It hurts that i can't get that reassurance from the person I need it from the most right now.
#rubi vents#hopefully he knows who he is#hopefully he will see this#i dont want to tag him#but if he sees it i want to know#like it or send it or something i just want some acknowledgement that youve seen and read it#goose vents#im thinking adding his tag will make it more likely to show up#Maybe I'll feel better when school starts taking up my time#i hope so. i gotta do this for a whole year#one more year...#at least i feel better after making this post
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The story of Ballora in FNAF..
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#ballora#ms afton#william afton#fnaf sister location#silent hill#silent hill 2#MRS AFTON FINALLY MENTIONED AND DESIGNED!! 🔥🔥#I wish I was playing the silent hill 2 remake#but it’s so expensive in Canada rn lmao maybe if it goes on sale#BUT the Maria/mary comparison to Ballora/Mrs Afton is a cool one..#cause I think definitely Ballora is inspired by Ms Afton here#the thing Ballora says and sings about is so directed at William#I gotta know there’s some connection there#and in a way we could see that Ballora is an idealized version of his wife#something he can control with more ease#I HOPE truly yall like Mrs Afton’s design too#I’ll hopefully draw her a lil more from now on 🩵
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This absolute loser (affectionate)
#twisted wonderland#idia shroud#twst idia#guy has a fit that could rival the lidl merch#glad to see he has his fanboy t-shirt#sobbing knowing that my 3rd top fav will never get a sleepwear card (I don't think I need to mention who at this point)#Excited to see everyone else's cards though esp vil's#He's is a bit on the greener side there but he's like....the hatsune miku of Twst with blue hair variations and sometimes it's pink#3:24 am as I post this- hopefully one day I will sleep already at this time
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Opening up Tumblr today got me like:
Full on twst bomb 🤯 (I ain’t complaining tho)
I am LOVING Leona’s new sprite 👀👀👀 He keeps showing his forehead as of late, you know what that means
Still not exactly sure what’s going on in his dream, but OUGH does he look good 🤭
#JP server’s December schedule tho?!?!#they’re really churning out the book 7 updates damn#we’re getting housewarden cater!! and he looks cunty asf!!!#I can’t wait to hopefully see him break down and cry in his groovy!! 😃#and liongarb Deuce I’m-#his biceps 😳#I’m so screwed when all these book 7 ssrs come out on en#they all look so good I want them all ☹️☹️#twst spoilers#twst book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland#twst#twst meme#twst shitpost#leona kingscholar#rook hunt#deuce spade#cater diamond
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Fire (part 3)
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(Spade Pirate Sabo AU Masterpost)
#spade pirate sabo au#sabo#portgas d ace#one piece au#asl au#idk what came over me yesterday to finish 15 pages in 2 days but i hope you enjoy#putting the blorbo through the washing and drying machine so he can come out happier and healthier for it hopefully#the amount of side views this chapter made me do is ungodly i probably should have switched it up a bit more#after this major arc is done i might run a poll to see what to draw next because i have Ideas#you know tage is in the trenches when somehow ace is the well-adjusted one between them
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GUYS IMP AND SKIZZ ARE GONNA BE ON JOELS TALK SHOW!!
or ig Joel's are gonna be on imp and skizz's podcast lol dunno yet
but either way, I am so fricking excited lol
#i find it funny how he goes on righte after etho#obsessed allegatioons still going strong i see#and hopefully also right before lizzie please begging manifesting crying on me knees lol#smallishbeans#joel smallishbeans#trafficblr#hermitblr#life series#life smp#hermitcraft#impulsesv#impulse fanart#skizzleman#imp and skizz#me art
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2024 Brazilian GP | x
#franco colapinto#autumn posts#I'm so conflicted about all the rumors!!#I want him to have a spot for 2025!! but rbr is kinda falling apart!! and we've seen how especially callous they can be 😢#I miss Daniel so much 🥺 I've been on my usual insta dives and everytime I see vcarb I still pause out of habit#still I agree with so many folks that its good he got away from rbr who never were going to give him the respect and opportunities!!#so I worry for Franco!!!#and poor Max gosh this FiA balogna and the car just not performing 🥲#tbh I've been hiding in like 2017 posts just soaking up content I missed from bygone days!#I spam my sideblog verstappen100 if anyone wants like mostly Daniel throwback yearning hehe 🙂↕️#idk the vibes feel off this GP especially so like...idk how to explain it!!#but anyways I think I'm just new and I'm sick irl so just kinda stewing in the feels#nothing some gifs can't fix 🙂↕️#and I have to work tomorrow 🥲 but then!!! freedom!!!#anyways just rambling...#I like to hide in the tags and the side blog but I know that#hiding how I feel is blocking me from making true connections in fandom!!#I worry I'll say something silly or something#but maybe I should be more brave instead of hiding#oh anyways!!!#if you're reading all this!! thank you! hehe nothing huge just feeling dumping before slumber 😴#I hope all is well!!#sending good energy out to Franco on such a hard weekend#and to Daniel hopefully chilling and dreaming up something excellent 💞#and to y'all!! have a good night morning and afternoon!! 🌙☀️☁️#going to add a few more photos before I go!!
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Don't talk incriminating shop infront of your boss at the office Christmas party.
#tf2#tf2 fanart#team fortress 2#tf2 demoman#tf2 spy#tf2 pauling#i have....3 other ideas for the christmas party! hopefully i get time to draw them all o7#im sorry engie fans he just really amuses me. engie really gets the short stick in my drawings lol#spy stooped to wearing a silly tie that you can't see at this angle kdjdjkfsdk#i might fuss with the holly garland later as i think it could be seen as mistletoe but i just wanted to do a christmassy border#IDK why there are lines near the edges! they're not there for me in PS ;;
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I'm loving all the discussion about Melinoe's anti-human prejudice, but I don't see anyone discussing my favorite, so u get more of my rambling. I also got these screenshots from YouTube so you get sketchy Hades, but I actually only just got this dialogue in this patch haha (I forgot to screenshot it myself).
I'm obsessed with this bit of dialogue because it houses some beautiful Hades character development. One of his big flaws that caused like 75% of the problems in Hades 1 was his eternal punishments. Orpheus and Eurydice, forced to be apart. Achilles and Patroclus, also forced to be apart because of Hades contracts. And in this case Sisyphus, being doomed to always push up the rock.
Hades was convinced that they deserved their punishments, that they could not change, so they should never be free. Zag had to go through a bunch of hoops to change their fates, and Hades just grumbled through it all. But people can change, Sisyphus is a prime example of that. The way Hades' voice actor says that last bit "He forgave me anyway" just murdered me.
What an emotionally pogninent moment from a man who has realized his mistakes, but it's too late (to him at least), and now all he can do it stand in chains, in a prison he made, drowning in his regrets.
And then this is how Mel responds:
I just, omfg Mels nooooo babe, your Dad has just had some brilliant character development, what are so saying.
She is so dismissive. She totally missed the point of what he was trying to say. There's like no thought that went through her head, just "fuck that dumb mortal, don't feel guilty dad." Mel doesn't even try to even slightly engage with it, the moment he mentions a mortal, it becomes unimportant.
Hades, while blatantly disagreeing with her, doesn't exactly reply to her dismissal of Sisyphus. Which makes sense I doubt he wants to really argue with her and the context of these chats he is trying to get her to leave quickly considering their location.
But he does name Sisyphus here and reinforce the fact that he was a king. Which I note because Mel just called him "some dead mortal". And he appeals to a much more emotional thread with the whole thing with Bouldy, something Mel would understand a bit easier.
And Mel does call him a king in response, which while not his name, is more personable than "some dead mortal". But ultimately, she respects him because he was kind to her dad, not because she remotely comprehends the emotions and regrets that Hades is feeling with this character development.
And considering what else we know about her, I think it's very safe to say she still thinks Hades shouldn't feel guilty about anything. That this mortal is ultimately unimportant and deserving of his punishment.
But yeah tldr, i find it endlessly hilarous how Hades has this lovely moment of self reflection and then Mels immediately dismisses it with a simple "fuck that mortal".
#hades#hades 2#hades game#melinoe#i would say never change my girl but no u 1000% need to pfft#but yeah this was also my excuse to ramble about Hades#i genuinely love to see how he's changed for the better since Hades 1#and hes in the group of gods that seems truly regretful over what happened to Prometheus#its just nice to see :)#good for him#hopefully Mels wont be a bad influence lol
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Movie trailer finally motivated me to draw for the first time in like 5 months 🫡
#just some doodles but hopefully warming up to something proper#surely#sonic the hedgehog#sonic#sonic movie#sonic movie 3#art#fan art#doodles#sonic wachowski#he's still a bab and i love him more than words!#can't wait to see him again!#and the other bros#and shadow too i guess#i jk shadow pretty cool
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not my usual but posting this cuz i’m going insane. akito finally beatboxing
#project sekai#pjsk#akito shinonome#shinonome akito#vivid bad squad#proseka#prsk#kohane azusawa#an shiraishi#toya aoyagi#azusawa kohane#shiraishi an#aoyagi toya#vbs#did imai literally learn how to beatbox for this moment that’s my question like😭😭😭#i assumed we were just never gonna see it happen. we just had to take his word for it that he can and we’d never get to hear it but NO?#four years later y’all. he finally did it#edited to add the video. sorry the quality is kind of shit#took out the audience sound effects myself hopefully it’s not jarring. same audio though
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Why does Wolverine just have multiple pictures of Jean and Scott in the original cartoon? All he ends up doing is lying in his bed looking at them sadly, like he wants them to be a polycule so bad
#like the pictures don’t even have him there with them#so he just has multiple ones of them??? for no reason???#also when he leaves Scott can’t stop bringing him up#let’s see if I piss off any geeks with this post lol#hopefully not#x men#x men cartoon#scott summers#cyclops#jean grey#logan howlett#wolverine#scogean
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front cover
#monkey d luffy#my art#secret modern au#described in alt text#i recorded most of the process. i'll see if/when i'll post it.#i really like doing fake magazine cover/article so hopefully this'll be a series. also wanted to draw something clean and finished cause al#ive been drawing lately has been sketches. the flowers represent the east blue crew delphinium = sanji tangerine blossom = nami#yellow daisies = usopp. there were supposed to be thistle for zoro but that just doesnt belong in a bouquet. he's there in spirit lol#the peach roses are luffy's gratitude for their friendship.
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I've seen the headcanon that Lucanis' mother, Caterina's perfect heir, was actually similar to Illario in some ways. That she was calculating, ruthless, ambitious, obedient... all the things Caterina overlooks in Illario because Caterina sees her favourite daughter's deep brown eyes and quiet, controlled demeanor and careful planning in Lucanis.
But I am also attached to the idea that the opposite is true too. That Illario's mother shared similarities with Lucanis; that she was empathetic and stubborn, with a slight rebellious streak. But she was always outgoing and charming, was more impulsive with her emotions, and was always sharper with her tongue than with a sword, so Caterina only sees her in Illario.
I just love the idea that Caterina can't look beyond the surface and see who her grandsons really are because on some level she can't see past the ghosts reflected in their eyes. She can't see that the quiet brown eyed boy is is more of the gentle hearted rebel, and the one with blue eyes and a shining, fake smile is the ruthless leader who would do anything she asked.
#Illario Dellamorte#Lucanis Dellamorte#veilguard spoilers#I wish we knew anything about their families#Illario's name means happy. You could (and I choose to) read that as meaning his parents' main wish for him was happiness.#What does that say about them as people?#What does it mean that a Dellamorte once looked at their newborn and their only thought was 'I hope he's happy'#I have been thinking about the Dellamortes all morning at work#Lucanis' mother the favourite child the quiet one who learned to turn off her emotions and would do anything to keep her status as favourit#Vs loud emotional Illario's mother the less favourite because she was rebellious and stubborn and tried to be her own person#(as much as she could)#(Also imagining Lucanis' mother sneaking into her younger sister's room at night after she's punished and tending to her#the way Lucanis and Illario will do years later)#I like the idea of Illario's mother being a bit of a rebel because I think a lot of people look at Illario and think disobedient rebel#despite the fact that I think objectively Illario is the more obedient one#he has disobedient rebel energy but in canon he's a follower who doesn't even consider breaking the rules unless it's Lucanis' idea#(until he has Lucanis killed but you could argue even that is him following Crow rules it's just him being who Caterina raised him to be)#I really want to know what's up with their families though. Lucanis is the horse Caterina is betting on. Lucanis' mother was the first of#her children to die. What makes her so sure Lucanis is the best option? Is it just that Lucanis is less like her and she knows she failed?#Is there something about Illario that makes her see him an ineligible? I want to interview her.#anyways I have to go back to work now hopefully this all makes sense I don't have time to proofread anything oops this is how much I ramble#when I don't have the time to go back and edit it down and take out all my irrelevant thoughts
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your comic of erik "kidnapping" charles is living rent free in my head... I can't stop thinking of a scenario where somebody didn't get the memo about the vacation/kidnapping thing they've got going on and bursts into erik's Evil LairTM of the week to rescue the poor professor only to be mentally scarred at finding him making out nasty style with magneto
i cant stress enough how fast i went to draw this as soon as i got the chance god help any new x-man to the team
#xmen#xmen comics#cherik#charles xavier#professor x#erik lehnsherr#magneto#im not tagging everyone else. also who's looking for mimic. hes here for me tyvm#snap sketches#this is just a part of initiation. not intentionally but it'll happen to everyone at least once#CRYINGGG thank you for this ask vejalkver#whats funny is that i thought of including mimic in another thing im drawing Hopefully soon#big week for mimic fans. all five of them#ANYWAY i gotta grocery shop with my bro soon. i told yall time is so finite where did the day go its already 1PM#morning well spent tho i tell you that !!!!!! BYE lets see if i can sketch anything else out quick
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