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I can’t believed that the fate grand order is no longer available on google play store because when I went to tried to updated the app since I wanted to to play the new event and I found out that it’s no longer available on google play store but I’m going to the spend the whole weekend with trying to figure out how I’m going to get a new data transfer code after I already used my old one when I was having issues with the game on my tablet too.
#random stuff#fgo#fate grand order#I’m so sad and angry because this is the second time one of my favorite games aren’t available on google play stores#I wonder what��s going on with that too#I’m really curious and worried about the whole situation since I haven’t saved most of my games progress so that makes me feel nervous#but seriously I can’t believe this mess#I was looking forward to playing the new events#I think that I’ll cry if it turned out that I’ll need to started over again?#it happened one time and it took me a long time to caught up to the 5th singularity#so I really don’t want to go through that again#hopefully I’ll figure out something#also does anyone know why it’s no longer available on google play store as well???
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i love when zellig users find my account on any of my socials and just like all of my zellig related art. i really appreciate it. honestly it just makes me wanna draw more zellig
have sneaky drawing process of my fav as a treat 🤲🤲 <3!!
#being totally honest i’ve wanted to do a zellig related comic for a really long time i just need a feasible idea#i love their dynamics so much but it’s also so complicated in my mind but i’ll figure something out and hopefully make a zellig comic!!#just for funsies#ongezellig#fan comic#maya ongezellig#ongezellig mymy#ongezellig coco#coco#maya#mymy#digital art#art#comic
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brief reminder that sexual content is morally neutral! and sexual exploration and content is healthy and normal and fine. including for teenagers
you do not have to like it or engage with it, and it’s okay to be uncomfortable with sexual things—but discomfort here doesn’t mean others are doing anything wrong. block tags as needed, and if people aren’t/won’t tag things you want tagged, then block or unfollow. you curate your experience
hopefully this post is unneeded, but things have gone over poorly in the fandom before so I’d rather be safe than sorry
#kotlc#given some of the recent talk figures I’d say#and I’ll also put out that if anyone is uncomfortable please feel free to speak up#i have anons on#let me know if something I’m doing isn’t working#im more than willing to adjust#maybe im being overly cautious but I’ve been through the discourse enough before#so. hopefully we will be mature and communicative and responsible this time!!
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the 14 year old edgelord in me keeps trying to compose deep poetry about coming to after dissociating. calm down babes. we’re all good here.
#blue chatter#just. the experience of blinking into existence becoming associated with ice in my mouth#and how it’s becoming a pattern that the first visual thing I process is a hand in front of my face#At least that I remember. I’m sure other stuff happens but my memory is unsurprisingly v blurry after#I feel bad for making my roommate take care of me so often#but I super cannot control when I dissociate#and I do genuinely need the help#bc today I was home alone and it took a loooooot longer to break out of the blurry stage#I somehow didn’t think to get ice about it until I was in the middle of the grocery store an hour after the episode had ended#I want to be more independent about this so people don’t have to take care of me all the time#it is relieving to know that I can live with friends after grad school#so *someone* can be around usually if something goes wrong and I’m not cognizant enough to help myself#but I don’t wanna make them feel like they have to help me or put that on them#or like. freak out their kids. their kids are not raised remotely like I was and they’re rly young so they don’t rly understand this.#how do you explain trauma to a three year old whose parents are incredibly good at gentle parenting#idk. I’ll figure it out. hopefully with time and therapy I’ll be able to process my trauma enough that I won’t be like this forever.#I don’t wanna be like this forever.#I want to go to grad school and start practicing in clinical psychology and help people#and be independent and be able to support my friends instead of the other way around
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Ough as the end draws near I’m seeing more and more comments that are making me nervous that the ending won’t live up to all the hype & expectations aaaa aa
#ask#for example#there’s a few notes I’ve forgotten about that we’re gonna be important but now make no sense in the story#so I’ve gotta figure out how to work them in#without it feeling forced#and at the same time#continuing with the idea I’ve been married to for a few weeks about what the ending is gonna be#but now I’m so nervous that people won’t like the ending#and I’ll have ruined this fic#sobs#ik most of you will hopefully enjoy it!! but even seeing a few be like ‘aw :( I hoped something else would happen’ is gonna be ROUGH#but honestly#thank you all for the amazing experience you’ve given me writing this#I never realized just how much I enjoy writing until I started writing this fic#and all the love has been so sos o life changing#so thank you all <3#one person specifically said I was ‘stalling’ but like :( I’m drawing out the tension. if I do things too quickly it won’t have any umph.#I just haven’t been able to stop thinking abt that comment sigh#personal
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[ID: A collection of black and white sketches showing everyday objects that are haunted by little creatures. These creatures fill in gaps with black space and white dots for eyes /End ID]
As some of you might’ve seen: I’m no longer posting art on Twitter, so Tumblr is now the only social media I’ll be consistently posting art to. However: I’ll also be posting it to my website and possibly other social media platforms in the future.
I also post monthly sketch pages to my Patreon (April’s is on this post) with early access for Patrons, and I’m hoping to add more things to it soon!
Thanks everyone for your support (your tags mean a lot to me!) and I’ve put more of my thoughts in the tags.
#monsters#sketch#Patreon#Putting my thoughts here rather than in a read more so people don’t have to see it a lot:#Went on a vacation at the start of July and realised I’ve been ridiculously burnt out and didn’t realise#The stress of *trying* to have something ready for social media every other day was exhausting#I’m not the fastest artist out there so it takes time! I was really pushing out quick things#not progressing as an artist since I wasn’t practicing besides trying to be faster#So I’m shifting gears more now and doing things that aren’t art as hobbies#Learnt to make my website! Want to keep developing it too and making layouts for other people#Learning auslan (Aussie sign language) and having an amazing time!#mostly getting back into education since I really love learning things#haven’t been in a class for years and it’s been a big boost to my mental health#still have financial worries but not as badly now thankfully#Anyway I’ll probably be posting less art until I figure out what works for me#though less art is better than the NONE that happens when I’m exhausted and having a bad time#Hopefully I’ll start to really enjoy the process again and start getting more ideas#(ideas are so hard to come up with!)
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TandemArnhem Language cafe #2: @ Loopvisserij 🐟
#spoke mainly French#and Dutch but for me that’s not legit language practice#some guy needed italian and realized I existed too late#that was cool! I like how you meet new people#which is something I have trouble with#and here comes my incredibly frustrating relation with some person 🤡#how ironical how people who like you a lot are like half indifferent to you whereas people you just forget about are there bugging your head#guess I’ll messsage tomorrow so we close the case hopefully and I can start figuring out what to do#in my head I had Groningen has back up but guess what my friend there will be in Bosnia#and in a way I don’t know if I should just text everyone I know in the country#thinking about going to a hostel#in Belgium#but could be miserable#no idea#cheap flights vs interrail are key#.::
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Additional silly Wudai weapon images (that I might draw if I have time)
Jack: half crushed under the weight of the Ruyi Jingu Bang because he lost control of its weight half-way to finally being able to pick it up.
Keiko: desperately trying to to find the right leverage to get her 500lb Chuí off the ground long enough to actually swing and fight with them
Jermaine: standing awkwardly to the side with his very light weight Wudai weapon. You, uh…you guys okay there??
#I need to figure out exactly what I am giving Jermaine#but I’m sure I’ll think of something…#hopefully#heylin Omi AU#xiaolin showdown
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Can't wait for the Electric Dreams reaction today :]] (I'll probably put it on and watch at the same time) (I'll also look into Murder Drones at some point)
SQUEE SQUEE SQUEE WE CAN HAVE A MOVIE NIGHT YAAYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!! IM HAL… AND IM HOLLOW… THE MOVIE NIGHT BROTHERS🔥🔥🔥SQUEEEEEEEEEEEE I JUST WOKE UP PLEASE IGNORE THE FACT THATITS LIKE 4PM BUT. IM GONMA TRY TO GET MYSELF TO GO TO THE STORE SOON FOR MOVIE TIME SNACKS :))))))))) pins yoy agsisnt a wall and puts my hand on your chin before putting my hands on your throat and choking you and FUCKING KILLING YOU PLEEEEEKKKK CHECK OUT MURDER DRONES ITS SO GOOD I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR I SWEAR INSWEAR ISWEAR I SWEARRR PELAPLPASPLLPELPALEPKRJPOHJIPOEAGRHIHOPIGRE[PGRBRGJPOFPOJSPOWQPWLAPLPLPWWPLPAPLSPL PLAPLSLPEPAPLE PLEEEEEEEEEEEEEKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#^can this be us does my autistic charm and whimsy about murder drones enchant you#hal we are kinda n and uzi coded tbh!!! im n and youre uzi:) im the yellow fucker and youre the ourple fucker basically#no pressure tho /gen#I get how like. sometimes it can be hard to watch something you aren’t rlly interested in yk?#LIKE. when someone tells u to watch smth and ur like oh I’ll get to it (never gets to it because you have no interest in the media)#THATS UNDERSTANDABLE 100% I GET IY#my friend loves game grumps with his whole heart and he’s like pls watch them YOUD love them and I tried but I just couldn’t get into them.#and thats ok!#so yeah :)#WOULD BE COOL THO I FUCKUNG LOVE MURDER DRONES#ITS ONE OF THE THINGS YOH MOHJT NOT UNDERSTANF LOL BUT JTS. SO GOOD#its so good but I think the number one complaint ppl have is ‘it’s confusing’#I didn’t understand it super well until I rewatched it + talked about it with ppl#BUT IT WAS STILL SO COOL EVEN IF I WAS CONFUSEF AS FUCK LOL#BUT. BUT I CAN EXPLAIN THINGS TO U#IF YOUD LIKE#GRIN#im really excited for electric dreams too i trust your judgement!!!! i wanna try to get ito ihnmams (hopefully thats the right abbreviation#since u like it a lot and i wanna check out the things you liek cos i like .... YOU!!! :)#i think wedigoon has a vidde oh on it ?? might watch that . or like an audio book? the full think is like only 40 mins.. theres also ??#a vidde oh gayme ?#idk lolz ILL FIGURE IT OUT AKJHFJKSJFHFD#hollowspeak
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The breakdown is over I’ve made a makeshift plan and will now move on
#astral writes#oh well#if I can’t get in this year then I’ll try again mext year#I can make things work for me hopefully#will speak to my mentor this weekend amd figure something out
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1. it’s my 24th birthday today, so my goal of being published by the time i’m 25 is now a one year looming monster, but i never specified what kind of published and am currently looking in various literary magazines that are recommended for writers who have yet to be published, so i’m surprisingly confident that i can make it work? and tbh even if whatever i write isn’t officially published before my 25th birthday, if i have someone in the process of being published then i’ll be happy!! no matter what though, i’m gonna try to be proud of myself for at least giving it my best shot!!
2. i honestly love that my birthday is on the ides of march because the ides of march meme shitposting is only a thing on tumblr but it also being my birthday makes it easier to like. be excited about the ides of march outside of tumblr. like even in person i can be like “it’s my birthday! i’m an ides of march babe (:” and if someone is like oh what’s that? or if they say something along the lines of oh like julius caesar? i can be like yep!! and even if it’s a small thing outside of tumblr it brings me immense enjoyment and amusement being able to bring it up off of tumblr
3. transportation situation has been very rough since june 2023 when i totalled my car, my gap insurance are being assholes and i ended up putting my foot down on the phone with them yesterday which i’m pretty proud of because i am NOT a confrontational person (something i’ve been working on this past year, so seeing some improvement with my ability to hold my ground and not be a pushover yesterday was very cool!!) i was told i’d get a response from them by friday next week no matter what, and if i don’t then friday of next week i will continue to wreak havoc upon them. but my moms car which i’ve been using since my accident broke down yesterday, hopefully it’s fixable but my parents were saying it might be done for, so trying to think of how i’m gonna get to work next week is kind of stressing me out lmao, but for now i’m just gonna focus on enjoying my birthday the best i can because i don’t want to start off being 24 with an overwhelming anxiety for something that won’t be a potential issue until monday. plus i already messaged my boss today to let her know that i’m going to do everything i can to make it work out but just so she’s in the loop and knows of the potential of me not being able to make my morning shifts (one of my coworkers said she’s more than happy to give me a ride for our afternoon shifts which does help relieve some of the stress!) and i told her i’d let her know for sure sunday so that if necessary she can have time to figure out someone to fill in for me in the mornings!
overall: life is weird and i ended being 23 yesterday with a shitty situation but a positive outlook and i am going to enjoy my first day of being 24 no matter what because honestly i fucking earned it. happy friday everyone, i hope it’s a good day for you and me both!
#aritalks#i did cry a little bit when i first woke up because i dont really know what to do about work and also i hate not having a car i can use#not only because of the work aspect but also getting my license when i was 18 gave me a freedom i didn’t have before#and i don’t like having to rely on other people just to like go to the fucking store or something yk#but then my best friend/roommate messaged me happy birthday and i was like fuck it! today is going to be a good day!#the stressful uncertainties can wait until tomorrow#also one of my best friends who hasn’t said happy birthday to me the past two years#(not intentionally im p sure they were just busy on my birthdays the past two years#and then had that moment of ‘oh shit i didnt send a message fuck i think its too late now’ which i totally get bc anxiety things yk)#was one of the first people to message me happy birthday!!#i’m also hoping to still be able to go see my mom and then stay the night at my dads tonight#so i can see both my parents and also my baby siblings for my birthday#my dads working today but after he texted happy birthday i sent him a text asking if he thinks we could still make it work#my mom is asleep still i think (she called me at midnight and left a voicemail singing happy birthday!! but her sleep schedule has been all#over the place recently so i’m waiting until 11:30 to call her which is in like 30 mins)#but she said something yesterday about driving out to me to give me a hug and also bring me my diabetes stuff that got delivered#(her house is my mailing address because i know it’s not going to change bc it’s my great grandparents house that she’s partially inhereting#when my great grandpa dies but since i have moved out of my dads my address has changed twice and i didnt have a mailbox at my last place so#just for the sake of consistency and not having to worry about important shit getting sent to the wrong address i’ve had her house as my#mailing address since i moved out of my dads at 19)#so i think i’m gonna ask her if she can just pick me up instead so i can go to her house w her and hang out with her#and hopefully my dad will be able to at least stop by with my siblings so i can see them too#i’d like to stay the night with them but if we can’t make it happen then i can also stay the night w my mom and hopefully tomorrow figure#out the car situation. might have to rent a car for a week if i can afford it? best case scenario is my moms car can be fixed but i still#dont know whats wrong with it ik there are two potential problems and one is fixable the other is not#the fixable one would cost like $150-$400 to fix depending on if we get a used part or a new one#if its $150-$200 ish i can probably afford to pay for the whole thing or at least most of it#but if its more than that hopefully my dad or one of my family members can help#and i can just pay them back in like $50 increments with my next few paychecks#just realized i said i wouldnt worry abt the car thing today and also i think im at tag limit to i’ll stop now lmao xoxo gossip girl ❤️
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okay I’m going insane I need to fix my sleep schedule now
#I cannot keep getting up at/after midday this is driving me crazy#SO. I’m gonna not do ice hockey for a little bit until I can get myself normal#I want to step away from ice hockey anyway bc the new committee are being annoying and I need them to stop making me do things#tonight I will go to bed at midnight. and I will stop everything to get ready for bed by 10 bc I need that time#and tomorrow I’m setting my alarm for 7:30#I’m going to have mornings again if it kills me bc this is making me feel like shit now#will also mean hopefully I’m less stressed about work and can schedule stuff with my friends bc oh my god everything has been a nightmare#this week. and it’s only Tuesday what the fuck#also going to make a sleep tracker again bc that worked in February#and I’m setting library times for weekdays as 9:30-12 and 2-5 because getting there is the problem and I normally stay longer once I’m ther#and that worked for exams AND there’s just less work to do now so if I can keep on top of it everything should be fine#just have to actually do it#like right now I rlly need to go get writing bc I need to figure out some title options and that needs to be done by tomorrow afternoon#otherwise there won’t be time to get feedback from my supervisor before the deadline#so while today might be a bit of a lost cause bc I need to shower go to the shop and cook which takes most of the free working time#I can do something and if I can make tomorrow morning work I’ll have enough time#I’m okay with having periodic getting my shit together days as long as I do use them to get my shit together#now pls. get your shit together <3#luke.txt
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@toskasimz you were right. I’m downloading all of around the worlds sims 3 stuff. My builds need it!
#random but I need to figure out how to build the same in the sims 3 I love the buildmod in that game#let me figure out how to clutter up my lil homes and I’ll be back with something from time to time#I’m merging my cc so hopefully it won’t be to much of an issue
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Forgot that like I have irl friends (plus me saving a couple of charms for myself) for the MCD charms so ermmmm good luck y’all
#jinks posts#sowwy#I like to keep at least 2 kyaaa maybe 3 if I put one on a bag or something#blinking anyways my charms haven’t arrived yet but I got an email asking about the ummm pic stuff#so I’ll probably get an email about it shipping next week hopefully !!!#and then I gotta get a bit more shipping stuff and figure out what the fuck I’m doing#kyaaa#this is all so new and scary I hope it goes well
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how do people come up with names for aus. i don’t want to forever call this the ‘genloss long drive au’ 💀💀
#teehee.txt#genloss#<- for blog purposes#i’ll figure something out. hopefully.#on the plus side i have some more general ideas for it.#gonna have to play the game some more to get more of a layout for the starter house#anyway its pissing ass outside rn im gonna go stand in the rain for a solid minute ✌️
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c (dawg) o m i n g s o o n
#it’s almost 4 in the am lemme have this joke panel p ls—#the actual chapter’s scheduled for a few hours later though… no clue why i scheduled it instead of just posting it but ✨it is what it is✨#i have no clue if i even have a target audience for the idol sengen tls nowadays lol. slow updates amirite~~~~#b ut even if i did have a target audience… it’ll be y’all on this hellsite and n o t those who read it on m a n g a d e x dangit—#anyways!!! i finally figured out how to outline text while typesetting so it (hopefully) looks easier on the eyes!!!#g o d i felt like such an idiot when the text outlining tutorial finally clicked for me#that’s 15 mins of experimentation (+almost a year’s worth of tling and failed typesetting rip) i’ll never get back#i’m prolly not gonna re-typeset my old chapters though.. i have a day job mans i don’t have the time for this (sads)#m a n i’m beat. time to turn in for the night and p r a y that i don’t get woken up early by the doorbell again—#no clue when the next chapter will be up btw i wanna emblem the fires or something—#it is suiyoubi my dudes
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