#honestly just me being gay
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People call Heaven Official’s Blessing / TGCF a slow burn but Hua Cheng is literally courting Xie Lian like they are DATING. Slow burn who??? They’re sleeping next to each other on straw mats and Xie Lian’s offering to cook him dinner and they’re bantering across THE HOME THEY SHARE like a bunch of desperate hussys
San Lang LEAVES XL WITH A KEEPSAKE OF THEIR TIME TOGETHER SLOW BURN WHOMST
They have A DATE in HC’s armoury where they HOLD HANDS and XL pets San Lang’s quivering sword I-
Hua Cheng basically throws himself at this man he’s like you want a sword?? All of them ?? You want ALL THE SWORDS?? Fuck it take the whole room THE WHOLE ROOM JUST COME VISIT I WILL CLEAN THEM FOR YOU
Like he isn’t the king of a whole realm with shit to do
And this is just the first half of the first book—again I ask the world SLOW BURN WHOMST
#this is half in jest#but#I know some people don’t count it as “real until they kiss but THIS is honestly so gay of them#it’s in the subtext it’s in everything THAT ISNT a kiss#it’s so queer#Hua Cheng is ALL IN XL is just too innocent to Grasp It#XL is saying “come round to my tiny shack whenever sleep on my mat with me BEST FRIEND I will be your home” and HC is SUFFERING#the armoury scene is favourite of the entire thing#I was like my brother in Christ HAVE YOU NO SHAME#and knew immediately I would love him forever#tgcf#heaven official's blessing#mxtx tgcf#hua cheng#xie lian#hualian#she’s being unhinged again
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draw david n simon with corpse face paint

everyone lets ignore this took me a year to draw
#i dont kno anything abt. corpse paint. tbh. so if this is fake and gay corpse paint im sooo sorry i know nothing ever#also tjis took me a year bc i gen could not think of anything intresting mb anon 🫡#art#cry of fear#afraid of monsters#afraid of fear#simon cry of fear#simon henriksson#aom david#david leatherhoff#4525#david x simon#i guess.#not really honestly u can take this as them just being friends
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good night and sweet dreams to the best, sexiest, sluttiest, smartest, realest, most based, valid, relatable, girlipop, sympathetic, cunt, fun, cool, feminist, aspirational girlboss character in dead boy detectives: doll spider <3
good night to her and no one else. i hope the rest of y’all have a bad night and terrible dreams.
#doll spider did nothing wrong ever#i will defend her every action in a court of law#‘she tore edwin apart millions upon millions of times in hell’ wouldn’t you?#some gay nerd shows up in your house saying shit like ‘oh my how filthy this establishment reflects very poorly on the host’#he’s sashaying and sauntering down your halls and pivoting and you’re like ‘hang on i’m supposed to be the cuntiest bitch here’#so yeah you tear him apart like WHATEVER this shit happens#but he keeps getting reborn and like it’s fine when he’s quiet but every time he makes a noise you just HAVE to kill him again#i bet she was so happy when he escaped and SO MAD when he came back#and then the whole payneland in hell scene she was so real#she interrupted whatever gay shit charles was gonna say to edwin after ‘mate i’ve-’ bc she knew it would be disgusting & didnt wanna hear it#and then they HAD to just KEEP BEING GAY ON THE STAIRS LIKE OF COURSE SHE CHASED THEM OUT?? THAT ORPHEUS AND EURYDICE LINE WAS UNACCEPTABLE#SHE WAS LIKE GET THESE F*GS OUT OF MY HOUSE#she did what she had to do to set boundaries and honestly is that so bad?#thank you doll spider for protecting us from more devastatingly romantic charles rowland lines <3#dbdshow#girlbossifying doll spider is so funny to me idc if no one sees this. this is for me. and for her <3#payneland#edwin payne#save dead boy detectives#renew dead boy detectives#yeet my deet#yeet my deebd#dbd4ratch#revive dead boy detectives#chedwin#the case of the very long stairway#dead boy detectives#dbda#dead boy detective agency
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I'm going to be so real I do not understand tim & steph shippers who feel that Steph dating Tim again would save her character. You can make an argument that giving Tim a more compelling love interest would be beneficial for him! And you can at least make an argument that the fujo mischaracterization of Steph would stop. However she'd still, inevitably, be treated as a prop character/extension for someone more popular 😭 it also wouldn't make her appear in more books! Tim doesn't have many frequent appearances at the moment either! You can just say you like the couple and want them back together without acting like you have some kind of moral stance
#ramblings of a lunatic#dc comics#dc#NOT character tagging. for reasons j feel are obvious#honestly i shouldn't even be posting this here I'm responding more to twitter sentiments but they'd cook me on there if i posted this#anyway sometimes i think ppl (again the twt ppl specifically. tumblr timsteph fans mostly normal) are doing that thing-#-where you get so deep into a hyper online discourse cycle that you end up reproducing mainstream sentiments from scratch#''let men date women!'' this is what some of you sound like when talking about timsteph to me /j#there's a lot to critique about how Tim's been written since canonizing his bisexuality!#personally I've noticed (and seen other ppl notice to) that some writers seem unaware that tim is bi#not in the sense of making him straight but in the sense that they seem to think he's gay bc none of his relationships w women-#-are acknowledged as having been. relationships#or if they are there's an idea that tim was using them to 'hide from his true self' or something#genuinely problematic sentiment!#i also don't really find the ''he should cheat on bernard!'' jokes funny#like lets bffr Tim's cheating was NEVER acknowledged as cheating he was seen as a good all-american boy#so like. bringing that trait back and acknowledging it as cheating ONLY after he comes out as bi? i get it- ironic homophobia but-#-i really don't like it!#anyway. close your eyes and focus on the daminika like the rest of us /j#or the stephcass jason dancing image which will live in my head and heart forever despite arguably being ooc as well <3#bc it's funny <3 and at least I'm self aware <3#also much MUCH more importantly DC POWER SPECIAL EXTREMELY GOOD GO READ IT FOR DUKE#and jace but i haven't read future state yet bc i tried and got. extremely bored 😞 sorry jace you seem really cool#but he's great in the story dynamjc duo with duke. loved it love them want more#special was sold out at my comic shop tho so i couldn't grab a copy. might hit the other shop in town today to see#BOOST THE NUMBERS WE NEED A POWER COMPANY ONGOING GANG#anyway yeah. tim & steph thoughts. you can just say you like them you don't have to do all that
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its so funny to me how torchwood’s employment process is both ‘incredibly fucked up thing happened to them and jack swooped in to take advantage of the situation’ (owen & tosh) and also ‘u wanna recruit me so bad it makes u look stupid :3’ (ianto & gwen)
#���ianto’s girlfriend was cyberized’ yeah and? didnt stop him from being a gay little shit and asking to be jacks bloodhound#i want to know which group suzie fell into honestly#again. ianto does have a Tragic Backstory but like. gwen is literally just Like That for no reason at all besides that shes a cop#she’s so funny to me. girl nothing (overly) traumatic happened to you you were just born to do morally dubious alien shit#torchwood
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So riding with the fact that majima is gay, do you think he forgot that with the amnesia? Like do you think he's confused in some way that he's just inexplicably not attracted to the women he's meeting? Or do you think that it's something he just knows about himself, to some degree, whether he has the label or not?
im so glad u asked




i am personally choosing to interpret this as him definitely noticing that he has absolutely 0 interest in women and realizing hes attracted to men and going "yeah i dont think i was um. married"
i dont think it would like. confuse him? hed just be like oh ok cool. so thats a thing about me
#i think hes p open minded in his amnesiac state#bc. no status to maintain#and i dont think he would even find it 'inexplicable' that hes not attracted to women#he either would not think twice about it or just be like oh ok. im gay (if he also noticed that he was attracted to men)#honestly i think its not a priority to him. like. i dont think its on his mind at all to label himself or figure out his sexuality#that being said my mind is still not entirely made up on whether or not he was aware of it pre-amnesia in the first place#i have some. deranged thoughts on that#but yeah like why are you 'pretty sure you were a bachelor' majima.....#yes yes bc youre yakuza and someone wouldve mentioned if you had a wife worried about you#but it could be in secret. like#it feels like. theres more to it than that. yknow#it feels like a 'feeling' he has more than Rational Analysis he did on the spot#its also interesting to me that his idea of himself aligns with being a bachelor#like he cannot imagine himself married. and. doesnt really want to!#well theres also the. yknow. realizing hes too violent to have a domestic life#anyway#asks#majima gaiden#majeem
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more orikans plus a trazyn [ @shadrastarsign 's version]
#orikan the diviner#trazyn the infinite#the infinite and the divine#happy new year from the gay robots#i need to draw this orikan more man. this design is just fun honestly#i also need to draw him being scary again like the first time. that was even more fun#these idiots are enrichment for me i swear to god
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and if i said byler’s first kiss deserves as much passion as jancy’s first kiss then what
#i stand by this#i love jancys first kiss sm#it’ll take a lot to beat it and i firmly believe a passionate gay kiss is the only thing able to beat it#at least for me 😭#but then again it’s byler so.#LIKE LET THEM HAVE AN INTIMATE MOMENT JN THE DARK I MAY ACTUALLY DIE#byler#jancy#will byers#mike wheeler#stranger things#stranger things 5#st5#st5 hopes#st5 scenarios#thinking about that one bujomoss animatic btw#JANCYS FIRST KISS#MAKES ME#SCREAM#YOU CAN TELL THEYVE BEEN WANTING THAT FOR SOOOOO LONG#AND BYLER#IS LITERALLY THE SAME#FIVE SEASONS OF THIS BUILT UP WILL THEY WONT THEY SUBTEXT ROMANCE AND THEYRE JUST GONNA SHARE A SMALL LITTLE PECK ON THE LIPS?????#NAH MAN#THAT WOJLD BE SO ANTICLIMATIC IN MY OPINION#I NEED THEM LIKE GRABBING ONTO EACH OTHER AND BEING DESPERATE AND GREEDY#BECAUSE HONESTLY#THATS WHAT THEY DESERVE#YK????
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my first 6ish months as a cc creator 💗🫶🏾
a little thank you note below!! pls read if you can 🙇🏾♀️
i honestly still cannot believe that i make hairs for this silly little game because i thought it would be so impossible for me to do so (as i said in my mariela post) and here i am 9+ hairs later (and even more in the works). it makes me so excited and proud to see my progress in the different hairs i make as it has gotten easier to navigate blender and gimp now. even tho i have learned so much and feel more confident in my cc making skills, there’s still so much i need and want to learn as there’s so many more black hairstyles i wanna make that are still outta my current skill set. hopefully, i can eventually make at least 40-50% of the hairs i have saved on my pinterest board. i also wanna make cc that is specifically for fat sims (maybe poses, body presets, skin details???) so here’s to so many more months of saturngalore cc! 🥂
i want to thank everyone that downloaded and used my cc in their games, edits, and/or lookbooks! i still cannot believe it whenever someone tags me or i see my hair in a cc haul youtube video (like wtf??!). im so happy to know that so many people like my cc and i hope that y’all will like my new hairs for 2024! last but not least, i also want to thank everyone who took the time out their day/week to load up their games, make such amazing edits and sims highlighting my hairs, and gave me such valuable feedback all to test my hairs!! it really makes me tear up from all the support and love that i have received so far and i will be forever grateful for all of you!! 🫶🏾
@invisiblequeen @riverofjazzsims @minaevesmoths @francescalater @kimorasimz @meoanii @browntrait @mmonetsims @eatasslikegrass @elomelos @koibish @simfuldelights @mokah @mangosimoothie @zohrou (they deactivated i think 😔) i hope this is everyone but im sorry if it’s not 🙏🏾
#before i show y’all my upcoming cc i just wanted to post this first!!!#i kept writing and erasing what i wanna say cause self praise is kinda hard to do but yasss here’s to me and my brain#i keep doing things rainbow now themed like my fault for being gay honestly#🪐 speaking
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Dabi is sooo stray cat coded to me. you find him hurt and bleeding near your house one day, and maybe you only clean his wounds and feed him whatever you had in the fridge, and he just keeps coming back. keeps finding a reason to return to you—he left his phone charger—he never returned your Tupperware—he needs the recipe for that one dish you made that one time even though he knows it’s just a gateway for you to cook it for him again.
and after a while, you just start inviting him in with no hesitation or need of an excuse. he’s such a stray cat kinda dude, just slinks in whenever he feels like it. knocks things over because he finds your reactions funny. steals your food and your warmth and your side of the bed.
after a while, you two fall into a routine with each other. he comes over and messes with you until he gets bored and leaves again, only to pop up in fewer intervals every time. but, as time goes on, in those moments, he just likes to watch you. keep his hands to himself—sometimes—and admires your daily routine. thinks to himself that this is what normalcy is like, asks himself why does he crave it with you so badly?
Dabi watches you from the corner of your bed as you sit in front of your mirror to dab on your makeup. he’s learned what the hell primer and bronzer is and the quickest way to do eyeliner, and it fascinates him more than it should. he watches you prance out of the bathroom after a shower in just your underwear and a towel on your head. how you lather your skin in these fancy oils and body butters, but finds himself asking if they’re safe on still healing burned skin.
he watches you cook him dinner and clean the living room and enjoy your shitty music and tv shows and cry over your dumb romance books and he just. he just can’t believe he’s fallen into this domesticity with you, this normalcy, as he finds himself not watching anymore but doing—with you, beside you. and he finds that he likes it. just a little.
#I love this dude fr#I had a dream about him last night#actually I had two dreams#and one was about me being obsessed w this girl after she saved me#but she hated me bc she wasn’t gay lmfao#BUT HIS dream I don’t even remember honestly#just us sitting in a room painted orange with a bunch of Knick knacks in it#idk I’ve been having like twenty dreams a night#ANYWAY I’m obsessed w him vury much so#ALSO I got some chunky yarn for crocheting so wish me luck in trying it again!!!!#—new treat in the streets! 🍫#dabi treats! 🍬
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Patalliro! is fascinating to me because of stuff like this. It's unapologetically gay - even within its anime which aired during primetime hours in 1982 - in a way that many later BL manga would never be, like the ones from the early 2000s which would never dare to call their characters actual homosexuals. Patalliro has actually aged quite well in this regard, there's something comforting about how campy it is.
#i still dont really understand how they got away with this kind of thing honestly#female VAs i get that - but first m/m kiss in an anime in episode THREE?????#theres also the maraich/thomas episode where they are *Both* voiced by women....advanced yuri#patalliro#i love how bancorans gender expression is pretty much explicitly to attract only bishounen#you blushed - so you must not be a girl#etc#i also love how joyful it all is#theres never anything sad or tragic about being gay - only that bancoran is forced to kill the bishounen spies/assassins/etc#when bancoran finds out that gay sex feels good after demian; in the manga he is elated. its basically a positive thing#he awakens to his true power...lol#also notable is that while bishounen youth is glorified maraich is 18#this means it portrays being gay as an adult as normal; not a phase relegated to nostalgic adolescent periods of time#according to the NYT japan's psychiatric body called homosexuality a mental illness until 1995#im NOT going to say patalliro changed that or anything lmao but its just significant to me that banmara get to live their lives happily#even raise children together in the manga....???#especially contrasting that with kaze to ki no uta and other manga of the time (no shade intended)#yaoi#<- for tagging purposes#obviously it also got away with a lot by being a gag manga. but still!#months later edit: want to say im not intending to moralize BL manga from the 2000s either. like gen. no hate on them.#as a gay person i just appreciate when characters who act gay are considered gay textually#and its kind of disheartening how gay-as-identity was treated as something incredulous in those manga a lot of the time#even the mere suggestion of attraction to men as a whole and not just the other male lead...yknow#this post is meant to praise patalliro for being unique in its approach to gay content compared to other titles#ive enjoyed plenty of 2000s yaoi titles despite their shortcomings lol#joseiposting#shoujo
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Ok so.. ive decided to draw the Dimitrescu sisters.. it will most definitely take me a while to finish bc of school😭😭😭

Ok ik dani is here... But I've decided to do bela first (ahem) not like that you nasty😤 (i aint no different-)
Anyways-
Dani might be in my gallery for a while. so i might as well post her sketch so far, i might tweak or change things up a bit but i like how things are for now🫰
(welp amma do Angie's route, ive seen snippets of her route here on Tumblr and LWBDBWKFBWLDJ its so fucking cute AHHHHHH)
#resident lover#daniela dimitrescu#mc#being gay asf#RL#honestly i cannot stop thinking about Daniela's abs#LWNDOABROBQODBQLFB#like gurl whenever she appears on screen the first thing i see is her abs#at this point i ain't even looking at her face#shes butiful dont get me wrong its just that#its just THERE#how can i not look at it??#SORRY DANI#ik im doing bela first but I still love you 🫰#getting references for this was a joy lol i mean if looking at pretty woman aint a joy idk what is
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I’m gonna be right there beside milevens cheering if there is leaks about casting for a young male teen, presumed by fans to be Will’s love interest, but for different reasons 😅
#byler#reasons = jealous mike#+#will experiencing mutual attraction with a boy outside of mike#but mostly the gay angst 🤷♀️#like i know some fans panic about that sort of thing#but it honestly does not make me feel an oz of concern whatsoever#just the irony of mike finally facing his feelings for will being gobsmacked with a boy showing interest in will#that’s just teen drama 101#it’s a right of passage for slow burn on mikes end#not to mention#it’s gonna be hilarious seeing milevens take this as evidence against byler#that might actually be the best part#bc I feel like a lot of them are experiencing some major doubts compared to pre s4#but a leak like that would probably dissipate their doubts#and witnessing that righteousness in real time and the aftermath of it…#priceless#and hey I’m not expecting this person to get a big role bc there’s just no time for that#a few scenes TOPS#IF it even happens bc they said we’re not getting new characters#all I’m saying is#im sat
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ok Romeo and Juliet is cool but what if it was Roma and Juliet and they were lesbians. what then.
#but like#THINK about the implications#how this makes their love even more forbidden on top of them being from different families#how the nurse is probably the only person who supports Juliet's decisions#(honestly the nurse is probably the only person who knows about Juliet being gay)#how maybe friar Laurence is taking a strong stance in agreeing to marry them#not just because they're opposing sides. because he's supporting the marriage of two women#uhhhh yeah idc that it's not time period accurate they can be gay as fuck#also keep in mind that I haven't actually read the full play#just a shorter version of it bc we don't have the time to preform the full thing#I know the general idea but someone who knows more abt this feel free to give me notes#Romeo and juliet
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I’m not saying a lot but I AM saying that John and Sam should’ve been allowed to kiss at least once
#i think they do? but i’m being too impatient in my re read to find out so#nobody tell me if they do tho i want the gay to be a surprise#but like holy shit they should’ve just ended up w each other tbh#cause i was never into sam and six she always felt like a consolation prize gf#and honestly six deserved to go out w marina after eight died#and then sam and john could’ve finally gotten rid of whatever tf tension they’ve had going on#cause why are johns descriptions of sam in book three nearly identitacal to his descriptions of sarah in book two😭#lorien legacies#number four#sam goode#john smith x sam goode#<need a ship name for them guys who has ideas#i am number four
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this is the same character like eight years apart in design
#rené.art#revan#oc.revan#honestly been lookin at some of my older revan art and like#the androgynous vibe of their short-hair revan era is truly peak#gotta respect and re-embrace that vibe#but man for a lot of if it just. didn't really understand hair movement#anyway im just being big gay about them again dont mind me
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