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I’m excited for your band smau, the profiles are so cute!! I love Nichole sobs 💟 & the bae pls LOLOL 😭
PLSSS i cant even lie i opened tumblr to see you in my inbox and thought i was dreaming 😭
and tysm!! 🫶 nichole is so real tbh i can’t trust anyone who doesnt love her
#ur like actually the biggest reason why i made this smau#holy shit after hours is so good#im like a 12 yr old fangirl seeing her fav artist for the first time rn
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Hey so I've been *eating up* your TDP au and I looove everything you've made for it!! (The fact that I've finished season 6 yesterday is not helping aaaaa)
May I ask if Valka joins the party? Is she around?
AAAAAAA thank you thank you! Im so glad you enjoy it! It is my current brainrot and i have so many ThoughtsTM about it
And Valka is around......somewhere...... in Xadia.......
When she still lived in Berk she believed that peace was possible with the elves and dragons and did everything she could to convince anyone that they were not bloodthirsty monsters they had to fight. But of course no one believed her.
And so when she got taken by a dragon, after defending it and saving it's life during a raid, she figured that maybe Berk was hopeless and decided to stay in Xadia. (is this a flawed decision?? oh 100%. This action will have consequences in the future ;D)
And now 18 years later, she lives in the Uncharted Forest, helping and healing injured creatures and dragons and giving them a safe haven to reside in. She doesn't get many visitors, mainly because of the boundary spells that are set around her home, but she does get visits from her Sunfire elf friend who drops by from time to time to fill her in on things and ask for her help.
Recently though he's been trying to figure out what's been causing a corruption in the creatures of the region, and asked for her to keep an eye out for anything strange. Aside from that, the only other news Sandy has to share is that there's been a Sunfire elf terrorizing Berk. How strange. :)
#THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE ASK SBOOCHI#Appreciate yooouuu!! <3#heh got a little carried away with my rambling but oh well!#Valka is a part of the plot and does play a role in it#She's a passing mention to Hiccup and he's a passing mention to her but they dont know it's each other??#and hooo boi when they reunite??? OHOHOHOH#THERE'S GONNA BE SOME SHIT#I love Valka so much she's a fantastic character. and she's so flawed. i really want to get into that#especially when her and Hiccup meet again and start to build a relationship#OH ALSO?? SEASON 6 OF TDP??? LIKE EXCUSE ME????#WOT#IT WAS SUCH AN INSANE SEASON MY GOD#LITERALLY was processing what i watched a few good hours after i finished like holy SHIT#i need season 7 i gots to know what happens next#but goddamn did season 6 give me more ideas for this au!!#I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS#ask#valka httyd#sboochi#the dragon prince au#thanks again for the ask bud!
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#hey boss#u uh- u said i was working sun n wed- can i have more consistent days so i have days to block out for interviews?#.#uve been forewarned#ok so its four months into my gap year and HOLY SHIT JOB SEARCHING IS SO FRUSTRATING#so im working as a clerk at this law firm mon and wed (only 8 hours total tho)#n i THOT i had my reatil job in the bag but then boss goes “yea im really sorry but i cant give u three days - only sundays and weds”#so i was like great ok i need another job thats cool ill just bliock out sundays and weds for potential employers#THEN on sat boss texts n goes “ahhh i dont need u till next week- also can u switch ur wed to fri”. ??????? MA'AM#so i go#she says sorry kid i dont WHICH IS FINE I APPRICIATE THE COMMUNICATION#so i have an interview the next day at a coffee shop for a time THE MANAGER OFFERED#i show up after having pit my day aside for this noon interview#i walk in employees go “uh ho manager stepped out”#she camnt come back for the rest of the day AND doesnt apologize in her email- just “unfourntallyyyy i didnt have time to check my email”#MAAM YOU SEND THE INVITE#whatever#luckily last friday i was invited to this job fair by like four diff locations in san fran n was immeditaly hired#(first trial shift tmr yay!)#but the commute is gonna be KILLER#however im hopeful n i love coffee so yay#also my pet sitting is taking off ive got two sits booked for october#which is suprising bc im also traveling for half the month#manchester edenbrough st andrews milan lake como babayyyyyyy#also this thursday im heading to chicago and maine for a wedding (yay go love!) and to tenessee for another wedding in jan#so now ive got law firm retail associate barista dog sitter n i just KNOW when the holidays roll around n both retail jobs will be wack ill#be floored#but. ahem anywats good things frustrating thinsg stressful things but GOD am i glad i took this gap year#oh yea and ive been hiking tones! lands end trail#tilden park
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Play 13 Sentinels I am no longer asking
#13sar#13 sentinels#Some maybe implied spoilers in tags#I am not okay in any way I love this game so excessively much#I'd need like a 500 slide powerpoint precentation but tldr#Hijiyama's route is my favourite and also Insanely good#Gouto's route is incredibly good and an unexpected favourite I didn't expect that to be as good as it was#They really saved the absolute best for last#I have beefed so much with how late Hiji's route is forced because I loved it from the prologue but I 100% understand and I am 100% okay#with it cause every single time I've been forced to wait for it it was so fucking worth it#Girlies after they finish Live to Protect and ESPECIALLY girlies after they finish Hiji's last event whose name escapes me now#But holy shit dude Hiji's route is excellent I can rant about it for hours#It's enjoyable as hell it's got Excellent plot reveals it hits EVERY emotional beat it pulls#Like she has it all#Not to say that the other routes don't they're all excellent Hiji's just my favourite out of the bunch and succeeds in All aspects#Whereas some routes like Yuki's I feel are Completely carried by how enjoyable Yuki herself is#While not succeeding as much in say the plot department#Which isn't a Problem but it's just something which makes me prefer routes over each other when some can hit Everything it tries while#others might neglect certain aspects in favour of others which doesn't make it Worse but makes it less complete as such
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trigger warning. do not read if you dont want to read something triggering.
#my bf is a fucking rapist#i told him i didnt want to have sex again because it was getting late and i have work tomorrow#and he usually takes a long time to finish after round 1 so i didnt want to stay up an extra hour#and he started manipulating me and pleading and saying he loved me and i dont know why i capitulated but#the fact that i said ok after 10 no's?#and i was crying#i was crying while i sucked his dick and while he fucked me#and he told me to struggle more because he found it hot#he thinks rape is hot#and after he joked about being a good manipulator and being able to get me to disregard my boundaries#which is true#but like he knows im an abuse survivor and have trouble with boundaries#the fuckdd up thing is he was the one who taught me to have boundaries#he told me to tell my mom to eat a dick when shes egging on my eating disorder#he told me i didnt have to stick around when my mom was calling me slurs for breaking dishes or failing classes#and here he is being proud that he managed to get through an abuse victims boundaries#he also joked about waking up to the cops at his door#which like shows that deep down inside he knows what he did is wrong#and if i wasnt such a cool girl i could get him into trouble#not like cops here persecute rape anyways but#i pretended to like it after the fact because i still needed him to take me home and i didnt wanna start a fight#but holy shit#idk what to do...#i mean im going to leave him fuck the trip#im shaking i dont even know how ill be able to go to work tomorrow#when this whole thing was over me wanting to get a reasonable amount of sleep on a work night#misiabear rants
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I do worry if I get the job im applying for I’ll “relapse” or “slip back” or what have you. Because if I get the job I will 100% have the money to get blackout drunk 7 days a week and from my vantage point right here I will take it. It takes a great deal of sacrifice and suffering for me to skip a day or even get less drunk than usual and with the whole “having a job and being more physically and emotionally drained” I’m almost certainly gonna drink more to cope. I dunno.
#luke.txt#drunkposting#i am perfectly capable of doing school hungover so I assume that will apply for work too#and either way the mall opens at 10 am which is SUPER LATE for a hangover to still be at its nastiest#I do worry about the fact the mall closes at 9#and if I get home at 9:30 from work at 9#I won’t have med time to get drunk#which I will almost certainly NEED after work#so either I say sorry I can’t close Fucking Ever and risk not getting hired because of that#or I suffer in the torture labyrinth#god. god god god.#I do have days of the week ranked most to least good days to get drunk#taking my probable work hours in mind#but who knows! who knows#I need this job so bad holy shit#I don’t CARE if it’s $10.85 an hour! 1 shift buys a weeks worth of vodka!!!‼︎
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love when one tiny shitty thing is enough to fuck an otherwise okay night :/
#don't be a dick to people in games man u don't know what they've got going on#holy shit. if u wanna be mad be mad but don't type it in chat jfc#one tiny little comment from some asshole after the game is over. right when the lobby's about to close this shithead#fuckign calls me out for NOTHING but I can't even reply#and i'm left just stunned and confused and. like yeah it upset me way more than it should have#but I'm kinda teetering on the edge here and I was doing okay until then#jfc. i think it's just bc it was totally unexpected. the game was fine I thought we were good no one was complaining or anything#then right at the end I get thrown under the bus out of the blue like wtf adhgsjf#happened an hour ago and I'm still not over it so I'm bitching here to get it off my chest#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don’t @ me.#tbd.
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IT'S OVER... gomens is literally like an army wife waiting for me to finally get back home and pay attention to it again. i'm omw baby
#i missed being physically active but dude holy shit. ow ow ow ow ow ow ow#it's so bad coz like. only a week of work and I already feel better in every single way physically#i didnt even start breathing heavily after running uphill for several minutes like tf!!!#i try to exercise at home daily but this 9 hour workday shit is way different#no slacking off here. which is good for my body but my GOD am i in pain#also i dont think getting 5 heatstrokes in 5 days was very healthy but we move. i knew I'd#get one every day if anything im surprised it wasn't worse so um slay ig#barking#now im going back home 😏 back to the guys ...#and my mutuals are coming over to rewatch it in a few days. winning#until then i will do nothing but sleep🙏
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So I saw a video about the epic of Gilgamesh, saying that it contains the phrase in those distant days. Well, I thought that could be a good theme for a poem so I decided to write one. I turned on some Minecraft music (not sure why but it ended up working out) and got writing. It ended up being about missing the past. I kind of wanted to share it so here it is
In those days, those distant days
I would sit there for hours, placing things in new ways
Stuck in a creative haze, in those distant days
In those distant days, I would be with friends
People I loved, people I no longer know
Sitting in the basement, by a warm fire glow
In those distant days, I would find a new thing
Something that was little, but also somehow big
A planet of sorts, where it seemed like I had wings
Flying through the memories of those distant days
In those distant days, I had childlike wonder
Before all I knew was torn asunder
Little me, scared of thunder, was comforted in the moments of those distant days
How I miss those distant days, where there was joy and whimsy
A time where memories made were of good quality
But I cant go back to those distant days
I must relive them in different ways
Find whimsy with new people, in new places
Find joy in new games, with new faces
But I will enjoy this days now
The present can be pleasant anyhow
But even when it's not, I keep going somehow
Those distant days are far away
But I carry on, I find a way
Because I might be looking towards them, those distant days
#art#poetry#lonesome music#< tagging that incase i turn this into a song#anyway tag rant time because i have Thoughts(tm)#there are so many references to specific moments in my life#The stuck in a creative haze refers to that time i spent like 13 hours on one specific build in mineecraft#unfortunately i deleted that world so i dont remember what it was#the people i no longer know is a friend who moved away#and one guy who i used to be friends with but turned out to be really queerphobic#the basement with the warm fire glow was that guys basement#they have a really nice fireplace down there and most of these memories im referring to happened during the winter#which is when they actually have a fire going in the fire place#the little thing that was also somehow big and a planet is the game little big planet#but specifically the second one#and the reason i felt like i had wings there is because there was one specific minigame that kind of felt like flying#everything i knew that was torn asunder was just. pretty much all of my world views. holy shit a lot has changed since then#and i was terrified of thunder storms#but one time i was playing minecraft with friends and there was a storm in game and irl#so i pretended the storms were only in game and then i was fine#theres no more references to the past after that#anyway rant over#i hope if you saw the poem you enjoyed it#and if you read all these tags. i dont know. good job i guess. thanks for reading all that :)
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Hi guess who feels like he just experienced 8 consecutive days in a matter of 2?
#rennikorambles#holy fuHUCK I AM SO EXHAUSTED. I AM LITERALLY EXHAUSTED#I WOULDNT BE SURPRISED IF I SAY THIS MIGHT BE THE MOST EXHAUSTING TWO DAYS OF MY FUCKING EXISTENCE...#yesterday in class our very first subject was our advisory one and since the cheer dance has been crucial we just went down to practice#great straining start to the day! (i do like our cheer dance though i think we'll beat the other sections but MAN IS IT TIRING.)#and then i had to go over to the avr to get prized and shit for winning 1st place on the spelling bee(it was nothing dont even care abt it)#and then after that immediately had to go down (since this was the end of class) and practice AGAIN for 2 more hours#good god and thats friday for you#and im pretty sure this was when i discovered that my brother (who usually goes home at 4 and my practice ended then)#had left me behind and gone home already. and like usually whenever i have practice and end at 4 we just go home w#*together#but. yeah. that didnt have me feeling good but it was okay#and when i was ready to pass out hoHOH NOO NONO#my aunt decided hey! we should celebrate your wonderful high grades by going out together (me my brother and my cousin) and h#have a sleepover! and we were just. sure ok. so we had to pack IMMEDIATELY and get on going#more stuff and more waiting in traffic happened and shit and more shit#and then we got to the street mall and hogh boy MORE WALKING. but i love the place so i didnt mind (still walking though. haugh)#and then ate at a place ive never eaten at. i liked the food really! but then my stomach decided death for me#(apparently eating dinner 9 hours after lunch isnt good..?) so the rest of the time my stomach was squeezing and i felt like throwing up#but it was fine i didnt throw up! AND THEN ALSO I FAILED TO MENTION. My class paid to reserve 4 hours at a court to practice#which was at 10 am the next day. so i had to sleep early which i did! woke up at 7 <3 watched enola holmes....#bUT I STILL GOT SO FUCKING LATE I ARRIVED AT 11. didnt even get to savor the sleepover haugh..... and then practice OH practice. sufferings#after a whole problem with a bunch of idiots at the court that barged in we decided to cut the practice at 12:30#i got picked up by my parents then we went home! .BUT ITS NOT OVER YET. WE HAD TO BRING OUR HOUSEHELP TO HER HOUSE#and they said it'd be quick. just a quick drop off to help her.#bUT NOOOOO WE WENT TO THE FILIPINO EQUIVALENT OF COSTCO AND THEN AN AMUSEMENT PARK#WHICH WAS SO COOL OH MY FUCK BUT ALSO HOLY SHIT.#first of all i got to finally try the Vikings ride and a roller coaster! good news i can handle roller coasters!#bad news i cannot handle vikings. theyre.... overwhelming- i couldnt even SCREAM from how scared i was#anyways i roamed phil costco it was so fun. but my poor feet. i have sustained 5 different kinds of body pain.
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Yeah I did some snowboarding yesterday. Yeah that was the first snow sport I’ve ever tried yeah it was really fun. Yeah I do think it’s something I’ll try to get better at when I live somewhere with weather conditions a bit more conducive to snow, manmade or real. Yeah I slept really well afterwards one question though. Why does every single muscle in my body hurt.
#I KNOW why I’m just upset about it#I slept like 10 hours took a hot shower ate good food it hurtssss#also I fell on my ass a couple time FUCKING. OUCH.#ouchie#feels bruised I know it’s not but :(#I should’ve tried skiing first but it was fun I will snowboard again#longboarding is better though smh#WHY DID FALLING ON SNOW HURT MORE THAN FALLING ON MY STREET. ASPHALT. WHAT#MAKES NO SENSE.#also I longboard in like one of the flattest states ever and I was snowboarding in NC it was So fast holy shit#I also nicked my thumb on the metal siding on accident that also hurts more and bled more than I thought#I had fallen after getting off the little lift and my board kept Moving underneath me and I stopped it Directly with my thumb#not a great idea#it’s fine though I’m thriving it was so cool
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I feel insane whenever people I still follow from my old art school will post shit about how many problems it has, and then they're like >:( "change needs to happen now!!!!" And they're still. Going to that school. Like y'all know the best thing you can do is to drop out/transfer right... and not promote the school and try to get others to go. Maybe I'm stupid but like 🧍♂️ this institution only has power over you because it's making money off of your dream of being in the arts when almost no art(s) job is worth a damn if they care more about your degree than your actual skillset... anyways that's me being serious for 5 seconds, back to being silly.
#screaming into a paper bag#say whatever you want about it being hard to drop out bc of debt (im american) and bc a lot of the#ppl ik from there are juniors now but like#you cannot be serious#im sorry but i dropped out after one year bc they raised the tuition up TEN PERCENT#which i didnt think was a lot until i realized id have to take out thousands in loands bc my scholarships#wouldnt even cover the cost anymore#every department at the school had hugeeee problems but holy shit#the illustration major was so bad#both illustration and animation tbh#no barrier for entry bc portfolios were OPTIONAL#AND NOT MANDATORY#LIKE THEY SHOULD BE FOR AN#ART SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!#and i dont wanna be like that but a lot of the students werent very good at art BUT MORE IMPORTANTLY#didnt even wanna improve or take critique from peers or professors!!#everyone there thought they were gonna be the one to make it when a majority of them bitched and moaned about deadlines#very. reasonable. deadlines.#'i have other classes' 'i have a life' i had to commute an hour. i had a soul draining job in the second half of my year there.#and i still was consistently one of the first people to finish assignments#WITH TIME STILL TO WORK ON PERSONAL PROJECTS!!#and i really hate being super mean to people who are trying but a lot of them werent :/ and it really didnt show#people were turning in unfinished work so often that one of my professors constantly had to change the guidelines to include#UNFINISHED WORK!!!#and i absolutely worked my fucking ass off#just to have to drop out after a year because im POOR#CAUSE IM FUCKING POOR!!! AND ME NOR MY PARENTS WOULD BE ABLE TO PAY FOR 4 YEARS THERE!!@#i paid everything to go there#and now im in my last semester of community college getting the worlds most useless associates degree#anyways long tags but it always pisses me off bc its always the most privileged students who complain like this the most!!!!!!!!
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It's been, what? 13 years? And professor layton and the unwound future still GETS me
#replayed it again for the first time in. quite a few years#ive been sobbing for like an hour ouhghHGHGHG#its SOOO GOOD but MAN#they have no mercy for the ending to this game holy shit#EVERY TIME. IT DOES THIS TO ME EVERY TIME. HOW AM I GOING TO STREAM THIS SOMEDAY#IM A MESS#randy rambles#i will say though#maybe its not entirely fair since i have quite a few puzzles in this game memorized#but this was the first time id ever played a PL game#and never once looked up the answer to a puzzle#i looked up hints for no reason other than i like hoarding the coins but that was it#EVEN THE SLIDE PUZZLES#well. i accidentally saw the answer to one once#but it was a math puzzle so i still did the work it took to get there#so it counts i think!#fuck dude#immediately going to replay miracle mask now#i named myself after a character from that and ive only ever played it once
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i thinkkkkkk ive done everything??
just took out the trash about to have a lil snack and chill until sleep consumes me for like. six hours lol
#everything on my to do list has been crossed off minus some last minute packings that i still need overnight like my charger#but apart from that? i think thats everything??#i did the dishes i threw everything away from the fridge that isnt freezable and cant survive#i washed the bathroom floor. took out the trash. packed my things. checked in for my flight and confirmed hotel directions#alllllll should be good? and i have breakfast for the train trip so#now i really just need to sleep and drag my ass out of the bed in the morning#holy shit its happening#..more importantly. i think. i made it. i dont think i have to say how much that alone means to think about right now#but before i cry im gonna go i have to repaint my nails a little after i eat#i'll see you in the morning. if you have asks you wanna drop me for while i wait at the airport for four hours the inbox is open lol#night is an absolute mess on main
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It's been nice knowing you all
However, The Owl House Season 3 Episode 3 Watching and Dreaming
#its so fucking good. losing my mind#i am left empty and sorrowful because the show is over now and it was so good and it's the end and there's no more left.#and simultaneously bursting with pure concentrated autism#holy SHIT#i wasnt even remotely fixated on it until like an hour before the premiere#and then it punched me in the kidneys and tore my heart out and i am never going to recover#what am i supposed to do. go back to fixating on portal?? after this???#jesus christ#the owl house#toh#i didnt think they could make an ending that was so hard-hitting and satisfying with all the cuts but here we are
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just inconsolably cried for multiple minutes because i accidentally made a milkshake with spoiled milk and we didn’t have any more milk or ice cream so i couldn’t make another one
anyways how was you guys’ nights
#i spent almost the whole night with my friends#and i got to proper interact with my friends boyfriend for the first time#like i’ve met him before and we’ve talked but never for long#but i just spent like three hours with him and he is actually so cool i like him so much#SUCH an upgrade from the last one holy shit#anyways#had a nice night for the most part#just cried about the fact that one of my friends is turning 17 in a couple months#because that means that ILL turn 17 after a whole#while*#and THAT means that we’re growing up which makes me want to puke#but cried about that in the car#(and then again later about the milkshake ;-;)#but yeah#had a mostly good night :)
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