#hit you?

[apomaro-mellow]

Well, it's been over a month and quite a few things have happened so it's time to break it all down. I'm putting it all under a cut because it is quite personal but if you like drama that doesn't involve you, give it a read.

So back in July, my brother's baby mama blew up. Not unusual, but she was particularly ornery today. The reason being my mom tossed the old carseat (after buying a spankin' new one since, ya know, babies groooow). But baby mama didn't wanna hear that bc apparently she wanted to sell the old one. Now see, this is reasonable. To want to hold onto your own property and get rid of it on your own terms is reasonable. What is NOT, is screaming in the face of a woman who has basically been co-parenting your child.

Of course, this is when my brother decides to be chivalrous bc how dare this mess of a woman who I have chosen be mad disrespectful to my parents. Never mind that he's been mad rude to them to their faces too, suddenly it's a problem when someone else does it.

It was a horrid mess of chaos that happened in probably less than thirty minutes start to finish from the moment the shouting started to the moment the cops left. Baby is crying pretty much the whole time because her parents are addicted to toxicity. Spent like ten minutes tryina get this bitch to leave but she was more concerned with getting a rise out of my brother (with her baby in her arms!) and I fully believe that if he woulda swung on her, she wouldn't have cared if her infant daughter caught a stray she is that vile.

At one point I do try and reach for the baby and this girl literally twisted and fell to the ground tryina get away from me, but the moment she could walked right back up to my brother who is literally screaming in her face.

Anyway, cops get called, the show up, get the story from me, her, and my mother (my brother has either stomped off somewhere or is being talked to by my dad). Things settle and what should come in the mail about a week later but assault charges for me and theft for my mom (for the aforementioned carseat).

Now part of me wanted to wring her neck just to keep her from being a liar. BUT this also meant that if she was going to keep up appearances then she wasn't going to show her face, at least until the hearing.

And when I tell you that since then I have experienced the most peaceful month of the last fours yearssssssss. Now of course my anxiety gets the best of me at times because assault charges are no joke and I'm too soft for prison and I'll walk into traffic before I give her a dime of fine money but that brings us to today.

Because her ass is strung out and she's irresponsible and doesn't follow through on things and so she failed to screen the case which means nolle prosequi which means I am not being prosecuted which means wheeeeeeeeeeeeee.

[koobiie]

shoutout to everyone who wants to infodump but cant string together coherent thoughts to form sentences and instead just look at you like this

[gumy-shark]

changing the original. this post is about him now!!!

unauthorized fucking thing. blow him up NOW!!!

[sniperct]

[butchfalin]

the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

[a-sweeter-solarsystem]

take my hand for a moment

your objective from this point on is to survive

the election results are going to take a few days. The world is going to be very tense. I want you to take all the things you like to do to distract yourself and splurge on them. I want you to go eat your favroite foods and spend time with friends. I want you to do what you gotta do to make sure you can make it through the week.

There are people out there who want you to survive. There are people out there who are just as scared as you are.

We'll get through this. We will find a way

[americanphysco]

because the thing is bisexual

[badolmen]

People against piracy fail to realize that no, I can’t just ‘buy it.’ They stopped making DVDs and Blu-Rays. They’re barely offering digital copies for download. I am not spending money I could use for food or bills to pay for a subscription service just so I can always have access to a beloved piece of media. Especially not when the service will remove media on a whim without concern for how the loss of access to that piece will make its artistic conservation nigh impossible.

For example, I recently learned that Disney+ had an original film called Crater. It’s scifi, family friendly, and seems cool - I would love to buy it as a holiday gift for my little brother! But: it’s exclusive to D+ and THEY REMOVED IT LITERALLY MONTHS AFTER ITS RELEASE.

The ONLY way I can directly access this film is through piracy. The ONLY available ‘copies’ of this film are hosted on piracy websites. Disney will NEVER release it in theaters, or as something to buy, and it may NEVER return to the streaming service. It will be LOST because we aren’t allowed to purchase it for personal viewing. If I can’t pay to own it, I won’t pay for the privilege of losing it when corporate decides to put it in a vault.

So yes, I’m going to pirate and support piracy.

Edit: if you are able, use $5 you would otherwise use for a streaming subscription to donate to a GazaFunds campaign.

[valtsv]

"objectively physically attractive but in possession of negative rizz" is one of my favorite character concepts. i think it's so great when there's an absurdly hot person who's just a complete fucking loser. the mood is unsalvageable the moment they open their mouth kind of deal. you get no bitches because you're so sucks.

[clownboybebop]

if you’re ever in the position to choose between giving up and accepting defeat, and actually trying to fight the ancient unkillable god that is about to peel apart reality like a string cheese, remember this: scientifically speaking, you might as well give it a shot!

1.there were trees at the beginning of the world! there were trees so long ago that they predate bacteria that causes wood to decay. when a tree fell, it would lie there in stasis and there wasn’t any way of breaking down wood xylem on a molecular level in that way.

2. it seems obvious to say, but wood eating bacteria are literally incapable of comprehending what they’re breaking down. It’s just not information conciously available to a microorganism. they don’t know what they’re deconstructing, where it came from, bacteria have no way to even fathom the existence of a tree as a concept.

3. Regardless of the facts above, the world we live in today is a world where wood inevitably decomposes

it is worth fighting the unkillable god no matter how pointless it seems. it is worth taking the risk even though youre trying to accomplish something impossible. the reality in which you live was also once reality in which trees didn’t rot. You live in a reality that allows for existence before the possibility of destruction. you live in a reality where uncomprehending microbes break down matter that is so far beyond the scope of their comprehension that it feels comical to specify something so obvious. you live in a reality that occasionally allows unshakeable physical truths to be altered with no warning.

It is worth fighting the unkillable god because trees are so old they predate the source of their destruction, and it still did not spare them. It is worth fighting the unkillable god because bacteria rots unthinkingly, because there is room in our cosmos for destruction without comprehension on the part of the destroyer. It is worth fighting the unkillable god because now and then reality retracts the promise of immortality without fanfare, and when that happens there is no mercy for the ancient. the unmaking is not softer for the desecrators ignorance. for all things, existence is endless until the exact point where it ends.

so you might as well try to kill the unkillable god. it doesn’t seem likely, but at the beginning of the world, trees didn’t rot. so you never know! you never know

[bruciemilf]

Batman isn’t a mask; It’s a leash. In this essay I will—

[kottkrig]

People liking your personal OCs is still such a crazy feeling, I've been doing this for years and ppl asking about them still fills my entire heart with warmth and idk how to handle it

You enjoy this fictional guy I made up for fun?? Whose only content is random artwork or writing made by me and a handful of other artists at most? They have no show/book/game with a large fandom, it's just one person with an art blog?? I love u

[pngblog]

[sangled]

shipping win! they have different but equally terrible coping mechanisms

[mroddmod]

they are like puppies. 2 me