#I opened tumblr and talked to myself

[clownboybebop]

if you’re ever in the position to choose between giving up and accepting defeat, and actually trying to fight the ancient unkillable god that is about to peel apart reality like a string cheese, remember this: scientifically speaking, you might as well give it a shot!

1.there were trees at the beginning of the world! there were trees so long ago that they predate bacteria that causes wood to decay. when a tree fell, it would lie there in stasis and there wasn’t any way of breaking down wood xylem on a molecular level in that way.

2. it seems obvious to say, but wood eating bacteria are literally incapable of comprehending what they’re breaking down. It’s just not information conciously available to a microorganism. they don’t know what they’re deconstructing, where it came from, bacteria have no way to even fathom the existence of a tree as a concept.

3. Regardless of the facts above, the world we live in today is a world where wood inevitably decomposes

it is worth fighting the unkillable god no matter how pointless it seems. it is worth taking the risk even though youre trying to accomplish something impossible. the reality in which you live was also once reality in which trees didn’t rot. You live in a reality that allows for existence before the possibility of destruction. you live in a reality where uncomprehending microbes break down matter that is so far beyond the scope of their comprehension that it feels comical to specify something so obvious. you live in a reality that occasionally allows unshakeable physical truths to be altered with no warning.

It is worth fighting the unkillable god because trees are so old they predate the source of their destruction, and it still did not spare them. It is worth fighting the unkillable god because bacteria rots unthinkingly, because there is room in our cosmos for destruction without comprehension on the part of the destroyer. It is worth fighting the unkillable god because now and then reality retracts the promise of immortality without fanfare, and when that happens there is no mercy for the ancient. the unmaking is not softer for the desecrators ignorance. for all things, existence is endless until the exact point where it ends.

so you might as well try to kill the unkillable god. it doesn’t seem likely, but at the beginning of the world, trees didn’t rot. so you never know! you never know

[inkly-heart]

please don’t be sad little sprout, you are loved 🌱 🖤

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[xxplastic-cubexx]

If i think of horrendous inappropriate things about magneto tonight no i didnt

[huellitaa]

listening to love potions, doing makeup, gossiping and eating sweets with my girls at 4am on halloween

[silkjade]

i haven’t been here much recently, and i’m sorry i’ve only been negative on the off chance i’ve been online, but let me just say one last piece before the end of this month, so that maybe the next might be better….

[yi3248]

sometimes self care is drawing your own custom card holder cover

[platonic-qpr-selfshipping]

me struggling with something: well, at least Claude would kind of relate-

[turquoisewaves07]

folks not to use tumblr as my personal diary where I overshare things but im jumping to conclusions I'm slightly unprepared to deal with as a result of someone's discord status

[lyriumrain]

For anyone not aware, I somehow managed to get a cornea abrasion last Friday (idk how, it was just immediately in pain the moment i woke up 🤷‍♂️). It felt mostly better yesterday, but my vision was still a bit fuzzy so I went to the optometrist and they shined a bunch of lights in my eyes, put dye in my eye TWICE and then said... yeah you have a cornea abrasion lmao.

They said it's still healing (hence the fuzzy vision). Which is great. but also I think them shining all that shit in my eyes undid some of the healing cause it felt worse as soon as I got home 😑 I'm back to sitting in a dark room all day cause my eye is light sensitive again 🥲

[floral-hex]

woke up at 4am feeling the weight of my life crushing me, so I’ve been sitting out in my car for the last couple of hours because I just need. to. be. somewhere else.

[lavellane]

do i make ashara more devoted to mythal post trespasser or do i alienate her from the evanuris entirely. is she immune to propaganda by virtue of how badly solas damaged her ability to believe in anything or is she especially vulnerable to it now bc she still WANTS to believe in anything. is she sporting subtle mythal details in her costume design or is she not

[skitskatdacat63]

Boy King Seb :D

[oinkable]

Okay.. here goes nothing, this is gonna be my attempt at talking to people.. watch it fail lol

If ANY of my mutuals or people I know play ponytown PLEASE reblog this or dm me or something I am DESPRATE- I need someone I can sit and talk to for hours on there and show my pony skins too.. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE

I'm literally just a little guy looking for friends </3

.....

Oooooo You know you want to play ponytown with me, you want to play it with me sooooo badly

Anyway

My dms are open 👍

[the-acid-pear]

I want to make gifts this season but I have such a hard time telling who's my friend and even harder time thinking of what to give people it's like fuuuuuck

[tr0ubl3d-tr4n53nd3r]

I opened up about my body image issues and people called me a horrible person, told me I'm invalidating people with eds and that I'm body shaming people? God what the fuck? Ive got no fucking support system in real life and the Internet just hates me I guess.

[thats-a-mood-gabriella]

I'm not going to main tag this because it's more personal than anything, but wow did this show come into my life at a time when I really needed it.

I came very close to losing my mom earlier this year. She was in the ICU for almost 60 days, most of which were spent in a coma. At one point, her doctor told us to start thinking about whether or not she'd want to be kept on life support, and I had to tell him that she's repeatedly told me that she doesn't. I listened to "You Will Be Okay" so many times that it has to be my most played song ever.

I tend not to post about Tilla as much as others do, and I want you to know that it's not because I'm ignoring that part of the show or don't think it's worth talking about. I don't talk about it because it hit me so close to home during the worst period of my life and it's almost... too important to me to speak about publicly, if that makes sense?

This show has been my escape this year but it's also been a tool I'm using to process my visceral realization of my mother's mortality.