#his nemisis at least

[th3-ultmat3-lif3form]

DOC OCT TIME SKSKSK

BaCkStoRy:

Dr. Octavia Otto was a researcher at OSCORP. She was one of the few people working for Norman Osborne himself, trying to find a cure to his super secret sickness I don't have yet 😀

She was working on crossing animal or animal and human DNA to find cures and things that could help the body heal itself. After an experiment goes wrong, she is suddenly mutated‼️‼️

She mostly has the power of different breeds of octopuses, since it's what she was working with most at the time as you can see her skin turned a mustard yellow with brown and blue spots, which is based off of the Blue Ringed Octopus!

After the mutation she went into deep hiding trying to figure out wtf was wrong with her. Once she has her powers more under control she goes back to OSCORP to tell them her discoveries, only for Norman to steal her work, fake her death and take her to get experimented on.

Some shit happens and she has a whole morally grey villian arch. She's not good but she helps Bug-Boy time to time (very rarely)

HER POWERS!!!!!!

So like an octopus, she can change her skin (and clothes) to camouflage into her souroundings, she basically comes invisible.

Sometimes, (she hasn't figured out why or how) her skin releases an almost slime type of goo. It's very toxic, and make you almost deathly sick if it gets in your body. She was able to isolate it and make it into a serum, which her claw things can inject you with

She can grow extra limbs but it takes a lot of energy so she normally uses it to heal herself

It's not exactly a power, but after the mutation she became a lot more crafty (?). She can figure out puzzles and plans a lot more. She's litteraly able to get out of tight and small spots more.

One downside to her mutation, is she gets like really bad eyesight. She Litteraly can't see inches from her face. She's also now color blind, so she made glasses which are based both off of Dr Octavia from SitSV and Toby Miguire Doc Oct, but they work like color blind glasses and help her see+see color

This is all for now again thanks for letting me rant pff-

[transformer-analysis]

Transformer Prime Theory: The Optics

It’s interesting how, in TFP, the characters all have a variety of optics sizes and shapes, instead of everyone having plain solid colours like in G1 and most other continuities. And I personally believe there is some more biological reasons why some of these optics look the way they are (some big, some small, some solid colours and others not, and some having rings and others not).

TW: starvation mention.

THEORY #1:

The size of the optics is determined by how well fed and healthy the transformer is.

Firstly, we can see that most Transformers with big optics are Decepticons, who we always know have more Energon mines and supplies than the Autobots.

Secondly. Megatron has a big optic that take over the entire frame, and he is totally someone who would have a feast himself first before feeding his subjects. On the contrary Optimus have one of the smallest optic in the show, probably because, unlike Megatron, he would only eat himself when he knows his subjects are well fed. (Poor Optimus)

Thirdly, Breakdown and Bulkhead also have some of the biggest optics in their teams. Breakdown is one of the few in the show whose optics are complete solid colors, and, although Bulkhead’s optics are not solid colours, or completely take over the frame, they are still much bigger than most other Autobots. This is probably because they are both the muscles of the team so they must have been fed more so that they can be stronger and fight better. (Cliffjumper might have been one, too, because he also got a huge optic, but we never hang around him enough to know for sure)

Fourthly: Bumblebee also got big optics, probably because he is the youngest Autobot, and is probably still growing in a way, so everyone would want to make sure he got enough nutrients to grow up big and healthy.

Fifthly: I think this is the best proof of all. So throughout the show Starscream’s optics are always quite big and round (though it is not always obvious in bright lightings).

(“Partner”, Season 1 Episode 20)

However, in the Orion Episode, while Starscream was sneaking into the Nemisis to steal energons, his optics suddenly fill the whole frame

(“Orion Pax Part One”, Season 2, Episode 2)

This is likely because, since Starscream had gone rogue at this point, and we know that in “Rock Bottom” (Season One Episode 19) Starscream has been hiding energons for himself, perhaps Starscream hasn’t yet learned how to manage supplies sustainably on his own, and quickly drained his resources that he’s hide for himself before. Thus, more energons in the eyes. That’s probably also why he has taken the risk to go back to the Nemisis to steal Energon cause he was out of it already. He was living feast or famine at this point.

Now, there are some bugs in this theory, such as why Knockout have such a small pupil despite not having any reasons to starve. However, knowing Knockout and his obsession with his appearance, I believe he would totally put himself on a diet to look even more fabulous. I don’t think Transformers can really gain weight from Energons, though, at least not in the way we think, but Knockout could also just love the look of a small optic and think it fits his beauty, so he starved himself to achieve that.

One question you might have for the theory, “But it has been going around that Ratchet starve himself to save the supplies for the others, but his optics are big?” Now. Ratchet, I believe, is a different situation, which leaves us to theory #2.

THEORY #2:

The ring around the optic signify how intensely the optic was used.

Firstly, like mentioned above, Ratchet have a special optic: his centeral pupil itself is pretty small, similiar size with Optimus’s, but it got a big ring around it, making it look big. Now I think the ring have nothing to do with how well fed the Transformer is, like the theory above, it is there to supply more Energon to the function of the optic, and making it sharper basically. Knockout also have one, probably for the same reason as Ratchet.

Secondly: Bumblebee also have one. Understandable. He is the scout, he need to look afar a lot.

Thirdly: if you look closely you can see that Optimus got these colorless, metal ring around his optic, too, which no one else have, but it doesn’t have Energon in them. This is probably because he probably used to have them, as Orion Pax, who was an archives working in front of computers all the time. But over the years of not using it in the same way as much as the Prime, Energons left the ring and left the area, leaving the empty ring behind.

Now, there goes my theories and how I think the optics works, kind of. There is still a lot that I am still working on and might make another post off in the future, such as why some of them had a white ring/circle in their optics (I don’t think white rings work the same as blue rings, cause Bulkhead have a white ring but he doesn’t have any reasons to need good vision more than others.) and why their optics are different colors.

I hoped you enjoy this

[asmodeus-682]

Some sappy tfp Megasound hcs

Soundwave loves animals and once snuck off to watch some whales and dolphins leaping out of the ocean. Megatron had secretly followed him and recorded a video the sight of Soundwave being so excited over watching a sperm whale leap out of the ocean.

In addition to hc 1 Megatron watches that video when he's very stressed because seeing the happiness in Soundwave's body language calms him down.

Megatron once carried Soundwave bridal style back to the Nemisis after Soundwave got injured in battle: Soundwave refused to leave Megatron's arms.

The first time they slept in the same berth Soundwave was out like a light, Megatron watched over him until he fell asleep too.

Always settle arguments by sparring which always ends in a draw and with Megatron and Soundwave cuddling afterwards.

Soundwave likes to watch documentaries about Earth's history and nature, Megatron hates documentaries (especially history ones) but will watch them with Soundwave if asked nicely.

Had their first kiss after a battle at the start of a war, hiding behind a burned structure to avoid capture in that moment.

Soundwave will rest against Megatron if he gets tired during meetings, Megatron allows this to avoid a cranky Soundwave.

Megatron once tried to steal an elephant plushie after finding out Soundwave loved elephants, he failed but Soundwave was still happy that he at least tried to get him a gift.

Soundwave will often snuggle Megatron if he ever gets upset, specifically snuggling into his side and refusing to let go of him until Megatron comforts him.

Megatron kisses Soundwave on the back of his hand every time they hold hands, it never fails to fluster Soundwave.

Soundwave will often climb onto Megatron's shoulder and sit on it as he knows it annoys Starscream and makes him feel single.

Soundwave has every form of birdsong he's heard memorised and often plays them to calm himself down after bad days.

Megatron and Soundwave both want kids but know it's not ideal to have a baby during a war, especially as a pair of decepticons.

Soundwave has a collection of shiny seashells and rocks that Megatron randomly gives him. He doesn't understand why Megs does it but he likes the little gifts regardless.

[elegy-if]

For the very first time in years, you’re met with the scent of fresh air. No antiseptic, no lingering smell of blood, still so thick you can practically taste it at just the memory of it. You’re not going back if it kills you. Which it very well might.

DEMO: LINK (UPDATED DECEMBER 8TH, 2023.)

Nemisi is an 18+ modern horror/romance/urban fantasy interactive novel WIP. Play as a customizable MC, who’s on the run from Vicelie Labs.

The struggle between cosmic deities — now worshiped (or abhorred) as gods — tore its way into your planet not long before you were born. Unluckily for you, you were one of the first generations to be born exposed to Excinate, the name given to the radioactive-like sickness that comes from being exposed to magic not of your world. As your symptoms slowly got worse and worse, you were promptly ripped from your family after a doctor’s visit ushered on by your concerned parents. Since then, you’ve been shipped around and transported from facility to facility to be poked and prodded at.

Until now. No, now you’re free.

Aside from that lingering hunger for flesh you’ve had since becoming infected, of course. Just a little side effect from the radiation, along with a mouthful of jagged teeth and a jaw that can unhinge like a snake.

THE CAST:

Refs for RO skin tones can be found here!

Felix (he/she, bigender + bisexual): Curt, blunt, and too tired to deal with this mess, Felix really had no reason to suspect the lab next to gas station he works night shifts at had anything to hide. It’s not like the screams he heard coming from that direction were anything more than some kids messing around late at night, right? Besides, she'd met some of the employees of Vicelie Labs, and aside from the occasional lingering scent of blood, they seemed like just fine people. 

Okay, so maybe she did have a sneaking suspicion something was up. Not like he could do anything about it. Not until you show up, at least, crashing through the gas station door in such a tizzy you’d nearly run into it.

Tall and lanky, Felix often has a scowl spread across her face. He has tawny brown skin, dark brown eyes, and poorly bleached hair with quite a bit of jet black root growth. His hair is styled into a shaggy wolf cut, and of course one can’t forget the shitty stubble she’s refused to shave since it grew in. Felix has a body that might often be described as scrawny, or perhaps even gangly. A strong gust of wind could knock him over. Felix is most often seen in casual clothes; hoodies, band shirts, and jeans make up the majority of her wardrobe. Has several piercings; a bridge, septum, both nostrils, snake bites, and two eyebrow piercings side by side. She stands at 5’11” tall. Felix is trans no matter what. He will always use both he and she pronouns interchangeably. Please do not use they/them to refer to her.

Dr. Eden Neal (gender selectable, M/F/NB): Kind, but awkward. A doctor who didn’t know what they were getting into when applying for a job with Vicelie Labs. Fresh out of med school, the harsh reality of the labs was too much for them. They were assigned to examine you, and though it was hard to trust them at first (and even now) they were essential in your escape. 

While Eden seems to be a kind soul, your bitter side can’t help but wonder if their assistance in your escape was some cruel joke.

Combined with their soft, rounded features, Eden’s dark hair is in long braids, often pulled back out of their face into a ponytail. They have large golden brown eyes with thick eyelashes, and their skin is a deep brown, with a hint of a cool undertone. More soft than muscle, though they still have some tone and definition to their arms and back. It’s not easy work lifting and moving those heavy vats around the lab, after all. Eden is most typically seen in a lab coat, though they lean a bit more business casual once they start meeting up with you for check-ins after your escape. They stand at 5’4”, regardless of gender. Eden is black, with dark skin.

Sable (gender selectable, M/F/NB): A bit of an outcast, Sable is an extremely shy mortician, and one of your (limited) options for getting the flesh you so desperately crave. They spot you sneaking into the morgue one night, half lucid and drunk with the need for blood and flesh on your tongue. They offer to cut a deal with you — they’ll give you all the scraps and leftovers that they can get away with, so long as you give them any information you’ve picked up about the consequences of using cosmic magic. 

Are they seeking power, or just simply curious about the consequences of magic from a biological standpoint?

Sable is one of the tallest RO’s, standing at 6’2” regardless of gender. They have a bright shock of long, curly ginger hair, and their near ghostly pallor is covered in freckles and beauty marks. Most notably, they have beauty marks to the right of their bottom lip, as well as underneath their left eye. They have a long, roman nose with a prominent bridge and blue eyes. Their body is on the heavier side, with a soft stomach and thick thighs. Sable doesn’t dress to impress as they’re mostly surrounded by dead bodies, typically wearing neutral colored slacks and skirts. They occasionally spice things up with an interesting vest or tie, but are much too scared to stand out to do so often. They have circle glasses. Sable is plus size, with a pear shaped figure.

Eris (gender selectable, M/F/NB): A hired killer, and the only other option you have for sating your hunger besides Sable. You meet Eris as you’re hiding away from Vicelie Labs in Eden's apartment, drawn to the smell of blood from them finishing up one of their “contracts” in the apartment next door. It’s a mess of guts and gore, and you can’t stop yourself from indulging. After a moment of awareness, you go to turn tail and run, only to find Eris still there. They have an offer for you — they’ll kill for you, and you can have at their fresh meat. Certainly an offer that’s hard to pass up, considering your current predicament.

Perpetually masked, you’re actually not certain what Eris looks like behind it. From what you can see, they’re very sturdy. All you can see besides their build is their hair, occasionally peeking out from beneath their hood. It falls to Eris’ wide shoulders, and from what you’ve seen is a dark brown. They stand at 6'0" tall, regardless of gender.

???: You’ve only heard of them in passing at the lab — someone who goes after rogue assets, like you. According to Eden, they’re after you, and with a vengeance.

Good luck.

[teaandmilk101]

ok guys hear me out on yandere idw wavewave

Soundwave hears everything. Knows everything. No secret is kept for long on the nemisis execpt for one, Soundwave’s little crush.

Being a member of Decepticon high command allows him certian privileges, and though he’s the picture of a perfect, obedient soilder, he can’t help but do a little snooping in his free time through classifed files. And as communications officers, he simply must keep in touch with the ‘cons most important scientist. He drops by Shockwave’s labs for collecting his reserch and notes, nothing more, though he’s there and awful lot.

What’s most useful to him though is his mind reading abilities. Every seccond spent with Shockwave are precious moments to search through his processer and oh is it intresting. Shockwave has met no one like him; his processer had been torn apart and remade by shadowplay, and his total inability to feel emotion is facinating. It needs to be reserch. Studied. Obssesed over. Shock’s brainwaves have become so familiar to the con that he could find him instantly in crowd. Any slight annyoance, every want or need is instantly and quietly supplied by Soundwave and the help of his cassets, for there’s no way for Soundwave to show his love that isn’t a service.

And Shockwave is aware. He can feel lazerbeak’s eyes watching him from the vents, sending back her observations to her boss, and he’d be stupid not to notice how Soundwave lingers by the door, or how his tools have been meticulously organized and cleaned to specifications he had only noted down in his mind. The behavior is… charming. If he could still feel things he’d probably be flattered, and since the behavior was helpful, it would be logical to allow him to continue.

But Soundwaves obsession was going too far. A lab assistant who had accidentally broke a glass beaker has gone missing, and the replacement, while doing good work seems more scared than usual. Observations that once stopped when Shockwave clocked out now happened even when he went home. Shame or embarrassment he didnt care about but he did have projects he wasnet keen on sharing. Despite that, Shockwave couldent bring himself to stop the bot. This cat and mouse game they had, with Shockwaves endless mysteries and Soundwaves instance to know them all, was intresting, at least more intresting than Megtrons demands and an endless war. And Shockwave loved it too, his spark jumped when they brushed fingertips passing datapads, every short conversation music to his audials, and just being in his presence was enough to make every atrocity of the war worth it. Shockwave knew Soundwave couldent love him in the way Soundwave loved him, he knew he was little more than a tool, but he was Shockwave’s most useful asset, and theres love in being not wanted but needed. And Shockwave must love him. After giving him everything he could ever need, after disposing of every annoyance, no matter how small, and after knowing everything about the mech, he won’t be able to not love him. In his own way.

[mychlapci]

Tarn's Refineries are legendary. Not only did he flash the Decepticon HC with his big naturals his production is record breaking. He's not only easily feeding his tinny purple jet (thank frag there aren't many autobot fliers), he's having to pump damn near constantly. He cant go back to working down the List because he's just become the main fuel source on the Nemisis. Feed him high quality fuel, and he'll produce enough to feed most of the crew.

He's so touchy about it. He's sore, grumpy, his tits hurt, and they bairly fit in his chassis. But at least his Lord wants to keep him close.

Starscream's hunt for the baby daddy continues testing the cna of every Flyer in the Decepticon airforce.

Milky Tarn... his tits are so huge, he literally needs to postpone his DJD antics because he cannot risk having his leaky tits popping out of his chest plates in front of 'Cons he's trying to intimidate.

Stupid baby. He still can't believe that thing came out of him and completely ruined his body like this.

[my-pjo-stuff]

Y’know I’ve been wondering something. And I had to ask you this but

Considering that Ethan wanted his mother to be just as known as the other olympians, had his eye removed as a sign of I guess respect to his mother- had the case been that Luke knew about it (which is quite possible)

Do you think that Luke, even if he hates the gods so much, made an ‘exception’ for Nemesis or at least tried to hold back just for Ethan?

Personally I always assumed Luke knew about it, but wouldn't have been able to do anything about it considering how Nemesis is their ally.

As much as he may hate the gods (all of them, if you ask me), we will have to remember that he is the head of an active revolutionary force going against literal deities. He can't afford to lose a valuable ally in Nemisis. It's a classic case of "I do not like you, but I like this other guy even less so we have to suck it up ig". So yes, I do think Luke "made an expectation" for Nemesis in the sense that he did not directly fight against her or was overly hostile. Not for Ethan but simply for tactics and strategy.

Said it once and I'll say it again- you can't ignore Luke's position and the fact that revolutions are never a clean affair. The guy has to be smart about this.

[trashworldblog]

Conan Obrien is such a goated pick for the 24/7 security team because he can hang so well, and if anyone tries something he will just distract them with bits !!

this is exactly why i want charlie xcx on my team (with a cinderblock) because who is going to be spiking my drink at the club when charlie is there with a cinderblock on a metal chain ready to kick some ass. shes such an icon and the whole look is a distraction while being intimidating

i also have markiplier on my team because 1 hes so beefy and 2 who is gonna want to fight markiplier. everyone loves markiplier. he can hang out, maybe bring his dog chica too. itd be delightful

joker awful pick shane, oh my god he has no loyalty 😭 you think the joker is ever gonna be on time for his shift???? hes going to get your whole security team against you mann. he is very cool and fun though so i give you points for that, especially if you get access to drops because of him. (are he and the penguin friends? or is it a the enemy of my enemy is my friend kinda thing? do they compete to be batman's arch nemisis?)

big fan of shaq for ryan. abso-fucking-loutly bro can hang out AND is great muscle plus hes always doing those commercials n shit so i feel like he'd be pretty loyal as long as the pay is solid and consistent?? especially of you become buds he seems pretty loyal to his pals.

SCOOBY GANG !!!!! YESS MATT YOU GET IT they can hang 🍃 for suree and also theyre pretty smart and they got a big vehicle that could get me out of there if need be. also??? talking dog??? huge distraction. send scooby in there and theyre going to be so confused and amazed by him while we get me in that mystery machine and get out of there. and if they fail at their job at least my case wont be unsolved. they WILL uncover the mask of who is behind all this.

i want. just like a bunch of drag queens on my team as well. think of the power and the vibes of a team of drag queens around you as you go through your day. plus drag queens can fucking fight, they are tough as nails and are solid muscle and are very coordinated (vouging? lipsync for your life?? fighting a man is easy compared to that) plus they are very loyal especially since i would be a huge fan at all their shows.

who is on your team????

[nene-san49]

Thursday Big Anime Line Up!

Thursday is my biggest anime watching day for the entire week this season! When I work, which I didn't today if you saw my blog yesterday, I usually need a nap afterwards and then I only have a few hours till dinner and D&D so it is really hard to make sure that I can get in all of the shows without waiting till after game when I am exhausted and have trouble concentrating or I am too hyped up from the session and...I have trouble concentrating...first world problems I know.😵

Anyway, here is my Thursday line up and these are in the order that I watch them too!😉

Akuyaku Reijou Tensei Oji-san

My number one new anime for this season just keeps getting better and better! Now that outside influences are involved it makes the story even more interesting! Also it is clear which route Anna is on but we won't tell Grace that.🤭

Dr. STONE: SCIENCE FUTURE

With Tsukasa and Senku we had brain vs brawn and now we have brain vs brain with Dr. Zeno and Dr. Taiju...? Nah I'm kidding but it is really funny that he thinks that is his nemisis when Taiju can't even spell nemesis and neither could i the first time so I'm just gonna leave it there.😆

Trillion Game

This is another underrated anime continuing from last season that I feel everyone is sleeping on. At first I was taken back by the art style but now I am so invested in the characters that it isn't even a thought anymore. If you enjoyed Great Pretender, then you have to check this one out too!😎

Arafou Otoko no Isekai Tsuuhan Seikatsu

Many are making fun of this one cause they think that its already been done with Campfire, but this has a different type of charm and kind of unexpected things are happening especially in this ep! People are also bothered by the fact that the beast race is both full beast and ones with human faces but if that is how the mangaka wrote the manga/novel who are we to judge them? They have an anime and we don't so yeah.🙄

Momentary Lily

Don't say anything. I always at least try to check out the new Go Hands anime each season and I am enjoying this one so shush. Plus the OP is amazing and my daughter and I are going to see them in concert in March!😎

Fuguushoku [Kanteishi] ga Jitsu wa Saikyou Datta: Naraku de Kitaeta Saikyou no [Shingan] de Musou Suru

I am isekai trash, but I don't have as many as i usually do this season so fantasy is just as good. I really resonate with Ein our protag cause he is shit on for most of his life for being an appraiser and before you attack and say that how is that a shit skill, if there are people that can just cast a 0 lvl spell to appraise anything than what good would having that as your only skill be and nothing else?😓

Also I don't think that he is too OP cause like Hajime in Arifueta Ein went through hell and nearly died to get what he has so he earned it all. His only cheat is that he has his MIL practically telling him what to do all the time which is not always the best idea and I am sure would get annoying if you think about it.🤔

So there you have it. My biggest anime watching day. Now I am off to finish dinner and *surprise* watch more anime...just not seasonal.😄

[myfaveisfuckable]

Harry Kim:

He is sooo deranged, bestie! Like, you meet him and he seems like a normal guy, a model Starfleet ensign, just a sweet little golden boy who plays the clarinet or whatever. But then you actually hang out with him for extended periods of time and he jumps at any opportunity to martyr himself (not that that's not at least 30% of the ship's crew but whatever) and is like five bad minutes away from hitting you with a metal pipe (he's mostly not violent or anything but if push comes to shove, he won't hesitate bitch!) and like... he at one point tells Naomi (born on Voyager while it was stuck in the Delta quadrant (and literally died immediately in an alternate timeline in which Harry also died and was replaced by the now living Harry who also brought Naomi to the new timeline, everyone else on board in the old timeline was killed violently and had their organs harvested) and grew up there for the first couple years of her life) that she was so lucky to get to grow up on Voyager, literally the omen of doom of the Delta quadrant that has like ten disasters a week, might never be able to go home and where, again, both he and Naomi had literally died before (multiple times in his case) and that he's jealous of her life. And yes, he did literally mean it which is. What??? My guy!! What are you saying!! He's so fucking wild lmao love him

Perry:

Well you look at him and go 'huh, he's a platypus, they don't do much' and then look away and HES GONE and your like 'where's perry' and you don't see him for the rest of the episode BECAUSE HE IS OFF FIGHTING CRIME / HIS BEST NEMISIS (it's a cool relationship) and HE LITTERALLY SAVES THE DAY AND DESTROYS EVIL IN A FUNNY WAY and then comes home and your like 'oh there's perry he doesn't do much and he cares about his job of saving the world so much that even when he takes the day off to watch mushy soap operas he STILL GOES TO MAKE SURE HIS NEMISIS GETS BEATED because he can't bare the thought of his nemisis having to fight a substitute agent.

[tumbleringismycopingmechanism]

(Question comes from this post by @pancake-breakfast . My other answers are linked in my pinned post.)

2. Compare and contrast the jealousy Wamawink displays for Jeffica with the jealousy Horse displays for Becky Apples.

So I think I first wanna talk about both of those things individually before I compare them. Starting with Wammawink’s feelings:

By the end of S1E8 we see that Wammawink is convinced she liked Sunfish Merguy for his personality (she claims „that’s what I get for liking someone for their personality“). However she barely knew him and very much objectified him throughout the entire episode (portraited him in a way that better fit her own preferences when we see in the drawing she made for Horse that she is very much capable of drawing people „realistically“, overly sexualizes Mertaurs in general). She then is upset that he already has a girlfriend and starts comparing herself to Jeffica, becoming jealous because she feels Jeffica is superior. She remains jealous throughout the entire rest of the show and displays great hatred for Jeffica, whom she doesn’t even know beyond looks. Wammawink also doesn’t like any of her friends to interact with Jeffica, as we see when she gets angry at Ched for having a massage appointment with Jeffica (S1E9).

In S2E4 Comfortable Doug tells Horse about Becky Apples. It is worth noting that Comfortable Doug exaggerates when he talks about her, telling Horse that Rider and Becky Apples „ride across the battlefield as one“, when in reality they don’t get along super well. However Horse barely seems to need his exaggerations to immediatly get jealous at Becky Apples and upset with Rider. In her court hearing with the Moletaurs she wonders if Becky Apples is hot, which always struck me as a little weird because that’s something you might wonder if you’re betrayed sexually/romantically and not usually when you best friend might have a new friend. (Does Horse maybe want more with Rider?) Anyway, in the hearing Horse also gets extremely angry and aggressive towards innocent bystanders because she thinks Becky Apples is undermining her relationship with Rider. Horse very quickly spirals to saying „Love is a lie“ and running away crying.

In comparison, we see that both Horse and Wammawink have very intense emotional reactions to finding out about Becky Apples / Jeffica. However that seems to be the only uniting factor. For Wammawink it’s about a romantic relationship while for Horse it’s (as far as we know) about a friendship. For Wammawink it’s about a crush on a guy she barely knew who is already in a long, loving relationship while for Horse it’s about her lifelong best friend potentially replacing her with someone new. Both of them overreact for oposing reasons: Wammawink barely knows Sunfish Merguy. She has no reason to feel betrayed by him having a girlfriend. Horse on the other hand has known Rider her whole life. She should have faith that Rider will not just replace her on a whim and is also a bit of a hypocrite, seeing as she made tons of new friends in Centaurworld, but flips as soon as it seems like Rider makes one new friend in the human world.

If anything, Horse should feel sympathy for Jeffica and Wammawink should feel sympathy for Becky Apples. They are both in the position of each other’s „nemisis“ (Horse in an established relationship with Rider, just like Jeffica is with Sunfish Merguy, and Wammawink being the „new person“ that Sunfish Merguy got to know a bit, just like Becky Apples is for Rider). They could realize that Becky Apples is about as likely to replace Horse as Wammawink was to replace Jeffica, and that instead of feeling entitled to date Sunfish Merguy Wammawink should respect his relationship just like Becky Apples should with Rider. (Which, to be clear, she already does. Becky Apples is actually not at all interested in getting in between Rider and Horse, which makes Horse’s reaction all the more unreasonable.) At least Wammawink and Horse both agree that their hatred towards Jeffica / Becky Apples isn’t helpful or healthy at the end of their duet.

[demonic-kotlc]

Second Book Summary time ! (Exile)

Kidnapped, drugged, nearly killed -> my girl is still only twelve. No wonder she’s so traumatized

Migraines and sensitive to bright lights but at least she can communicate telepathically with her crush who is a lil bit older (I still feel weird about their age gap)

The Council instructs a 12 year old to train a unique horse that is one of the last of its kind. Why are you putting so much pressure on this girl ?? Also congratulations to Sophie for proving Horse Girls Are vital to elven society to help provide hope.

WHY DID ALDEN THINK IT WAS WISE TO TAKE A 12 YEAR OLD TO SEE ELVEN PRISON? ANS HAVE HEE BE HIS ANCHOR OR WHATEVER?? WHAT IS YOUR THOUGHT PROCESS DUDE?

Fitz please why are you blaming her and not THE FATHER THAT CHOSE TO MAKE HIS ANCHOR A 12 YEAR OLD CHILD WHO IS NEW TO THE ELVEN WORLD IN GENERAL

“Blames Sophie for not saving his father” respectfully Fitz, I get that your grieving and stuff. But again THIS IS A BABY, BABY FACE ALL AROUND, WHY ARE YOU BLAMING HER

Ah yes, the real reason she’s the horse girl bc she has alicorn dna.

Side note, I wonder if she’s watched my little pony?

Why is the council out to get this girl 😭 is she not protected by “Good Samaritan Law” or whatever??

Wheezing at how Councilor Brontë is described as Sophie’s Nemesis. Could you imagine being ancient and having your nemisis be a preteen girl? I would quit

[blitheringmcgonagall]

2, 16 for Lily!

Thank you @slitheringghost☺️☺️

2 When I think I truly started to like them (or dislike them, if you've sent me a character I don't like)

Ha! From the very start! I frankly LOVE the idea of this teenager who is reportedly cheeky and popular and has a hot temper, and takes zero bullshit from this good-looking, confident jock who clearly thinks he’s God’s gift? The guy doesn’t have a clue how to deal with her at all (I mean she didn’t even seem remotely impressed by his throwing and REPEATEDLY CATCHING that stolen snitch!? At all?!

Add in that she’s from a discrimated against minority to boot, while big-headed jock is the opposite and I am ALL OVER THIS!! (Of course James isn’t an idiot, he’s very smart which fyi is extremely hot in my book, and we all know he’s brave and can be very supportive and kind and saves his nemisis etc so ofc when he deflates his head a bit I can completely see why she likes him 🙄🤣!)

16 A Childhood headcanon

Petunia and Lily were close as young sisters. Lily was cleverer than her sister; she was funnier, more lively, as Italians would put it - more simpatica! And this was hard on Tuney. In a way, at least when Lily disappeared to Hogwarts she got more attention from her parents which she craved. But parents always wrote to Lily, were overjoyed when she came home and Mr Evans was a bit like Arthur Weasley when it came to Wix - he was endlessly fascinated by them and never really got the hang of any of it.

But Tuney missed her, despite the ambivalence - when Lily returned home from Hogwarts on year very lucky to be alive after an attack by wannabe mini Death Eaters on the train, she spent the next few weeks cleaning the house from top to bottom, which Lily recognised as her sister’s coping strategy for when she was very stressed 🥺❤️

[seepweed]

oh tigs i am a staunch defender of merlin... i watched it when i was like 10 when it was reairing on cbbc so it was right place, right time for me... you just gotta take it for what it is which is that it's a family tv show which, when you're not a child, is very camp that's played mostly straight and you gotta ignore the really bad cgi and focus on the dynamics and politics which i think is the most interesting bits. the uther arc in the late series is so fucking good.... anyway ily hi <33

noooo please danny DX

the show is so bad. like. SO bad. don't get me wrong, though!

i am definitely intrigued by the dynamic of the clumsy page boy (who uses this image as a cover to not get. literally executed.) and his loving bestie who is also clumsy, but in social situations (gwen) and her superior who thinks she's just some girly plagued by vividly scaring nightmares bc the only people that know better lie to her (partly to protect her and partly. idk just because?) and HER arch nemisis, the jock who is going to be the heir of this kingdom that executes part of their socity bc "idk something happened but dont get me wrong, we're the good guys". it IS really interesting

but like. coming back to the politics because i am not over the fact that they established a kingdom where "fantasy discrimination" is a core part of their believe system (magician's r evil). they adhere to this belief, they execute people of said "minority", the king (read: ruler) has a direct say in who gets executed (every magician) and nobody can challenge the ruler's believes (even morgana, one of his closest fellows fails to change his beliefs throughout season 1), this is all because some magician's hurt him in the past or whatever AND THEN this show introduces THE MAIN CHARACTER "merlin" as like this "really cool really powerful sorcerer and he can like. to tons of cool shit" but they follow that with "yeah and he is under the threat of being killed by the oppressive system in place at any given moment, WHICH THEY SOMETIMES PLAY FOR LAUGHS??? and then they let him become extremely affiliated with the system (representative: arthur - who at least seems to be able to change his mind about magic troughout season 1) AND THEN. THEY INTRODUCE SOME FUCKING 8 YEAR OLD IN ONE OF THE EPISODES THAT *LOOKS* LIKE THE MAIN CHARACTER THAT *IS UNDER THREAT OF EXECUTION BC OF HIS MAGIC LIKE THE MC* AND THEN THEY HAVE *THE MC ARGUE PRO KILLING THE KID BC OTHERWISE HIS ARTHUR (REP. OF OPRESSIVE SYSTEM) MAY GET HURT IN THE FUTURE.*

what the actual fuck?

also yeah did they not have any money for the cgi? anyways hi danny!!!!! ily too i'm so happy to hear from you again! i may have thoughts on this show later on. might elaborate :O hope that's ok...

[elegy-if]

update (march 8th, 2025)

hi! a much needed update. i'll keep it short and simple.

tldr: nemisi is not cancelled, and i'm coming out of hiatus! though i'm probably going to rewrite (or at least restructure) stuff. expect some previews/sneak peeks soon!!

i finally moved after a long period of being depressed (being gay/trans in a rural town is NOT fun) and lacking motivation for any creative processes. im moving AGAIN though, so i probably won't be able to post much for the next 2 weeks until then, but after that expect me to be annoying you all with updates.

i've also finally got used to my work/volunteer schedule on top of schooling, so i'm much less stressed out and have some time cut out of most days that i can write. i've actually been writing/plotting a bit for nemisi in my free time already. i work better writing physical notes, and i've nearly filled half a notebook with planned restructures/notes.

thank you all for being patient with me! i hope you enjoy the next update, whenever that comes out.

[firefly-lemons]

"Bow before me or you shall bear the brunt of my wrath" He spits out, towering above me. I sigh, wipe some blood of my cheek and spit a jagged fragment of a tooth out, laying on the floor. Waiting.

"Did you hear me?" He screams, the words tear through my ears, wringing in my skull. I yawn a little.

Everyone told me you fight your hardest when you have nothing to lose. When the chips are down, Cards on the table. Unfortunately, I must have gambled away too much. I lost my job because I kept showing up late after waking up late because-He starts giving me a few experimental kicks, I squeeze my eyes shut, flinching a little (But ain't nobody going to interrupt my inner monologue) Anywho as I was saying. lost my job, house, boyfriend, friends, best friend, morals. Yeah, I really left it all out there. Revenge really does that to you. It started off all right, I found his lair. It's usually a pivotal moment in the superhero-nemisis relationship, him inviting me home and all (aww I'm blushing). He monologued, I started thwarting, there was some minions I had to deal with, the world was about to end. (I guess still is about to end?). Anywho it was a great fight-is a great fight-was a great fight. It's not over, but it's probably about to be. (I'm sort of braced for the inevitable blow that will swiftly end my rather miserable life right now, anyyyy second now)

I open my eyes a little squinting through blood drips. My eyes overexpose, taking a second to adjust and he seems... he seems.... surprisingly absent from the scene spread out before me?

There's the dead minions over there. I always feel so bad, but they all keep following him. (Maybe the pay is good, or the benefits? Maybe I should work for him "after" this-not that there will be an "after"). There's the living minions, looking just as confused. But notably not attacking me. I drag my mess of limbs and blood into something that at least resembled sitting up. The minions all looked startled. Notably only one of them drew their weapon before, one of the others shoved it down and shook their head. I don't know how long I sat in this strange stalemate. The hunters watching the wounded slowly bleed until I eventually died. (Hopefully soon)

-------------------------------------------- He fucking remembered. He brought it. Now I'm in a-with a-and him? (Sorry it was a lot for me too, lemme catch up a bit). He came back, scooped me up (Oh my gosh literally swooning. And yes I'm being sarcastic, near death experiences do that to you.) Anywho scooped me up and now. Now we're having tea, and not just any tea. He remembered. He remembered my favorite tea. I mentioned it once, A quick quip on battle. Now I'm talking my problems over, with my worst enemy (the guy that was going to kill me) with my favourite tea? This must be a dream, of a nightmare. Maybe a deathbed hallucination? I've heard sometimes those happen. (Unfortunately, I don't see any inverted lamps here). Anywaysz this is kind of nice, the cushions, the weighted blanket, the tea at the perfect temperature, having a person care about me, the cosy cushions. It was strange, but it was nice.

Turns out, he's been going through a bit of a rough patch too. I take another sip of delicious tea. Seeing me was apparently the highlight of his weeks. Apperently, sometimes the only reason he tried to take over the world was.... me?

When the villain demanded that you submit or be destroyed you just apathetically shrugged and braced yourself for death. You were surprised when the villain did not kill you and instead offered you a nice, comfortable room and an appointment with their personal therapist.