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So my manager just asked me if I can work Sunday, I’m going to say no but I still feel really bad lmao
#the only reason I’m saying no#is because it’s a closing shift#so I’ll be at work until like 11pm#and I’m already doing two closing shifts this week#I don’t think I can stomach three 😭😭#another reason is that it’s my day off#i remember talking to someone at work about this#and they said usually they just dodge calls from work#but I guess it’s harder to dodge messages#especially because my manager is going to be in when I’m in#obviously I’m going to concoct some excuse#but I still feel bad#but I shouldn’t since it’s my day off#I also need to ask my manager a question#since I’m going to this work outing#but it doesn’t exactly feel right to be like#hey sorry I can’t come in#but whilst I’m chatting with you I have a quick question#gatherrambles#g/workdiaries
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He was going to kill him. That was the only thing clear in his mind: he was going to kill him. The only coherent and planned out thought in the ces pool of bullshit that hopped from one to another in a wild frenzy. He could not hold onto one if he wanted to-. All except one, he guessed. That Jack Bright was going to kill Draven- Kondraki. Not really his own but the carbon copy of a father he couldn’t respect.
He must have been doing everyone a favor, really. Cutting the bloodline short and making sure that they wouldn’t get a repeat. That they wouldn’t get a second chance with a man who had done so much harm. This was a good thing. Bright was doing a damn good thing. He must have been, right? He thought so. Even when he, for a moment, could vaguely remember the little boy that man had once been. All of the baseball, soccer, and lacrosse games he and Clef had gone to because his father wouldn’t. All of those nights that kid had slept in his office because his father hadn’t been home. All of those nights-, and days….
It was all already in motion, huh? He couldn’t stop even if he wanted to. He wouldn’t. He looked on at that tired kid, already having bit so much more than he could chew, and pulled the gun. The lights were already blaring, the alarms were already going off. They wouldn’t even know he was gone.
#I can’t write I’m sorry#I think about them#this is from a story my girlfriend and I were making#are#are making#if I had time I’d make a comic#but alas 😞😞#work#this all started because Draven knocked the guys lights out#and hey#don’t do that bro#but also#bright takes things way too far#I think he’s unaware of the repercussions of things#but he wouldn’t care anyway#because he can just come back#scp foundation#scp fandom#scp fanart#jack bright#dr jack bright#draven kondraki#agent Kondraki#dr bright scp#Draven Kondraki scp#scp 963#boinkus.hotline#boinkus draws#boinkus writes#I guess
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It’s a little bit late for Valentine’s Day but here’s the reveal of my cursed Kirby crack ship as promised: it’s Dyna Blade/Captain Vul and I envision their relationship dynamic as being like Donkey and Dragon’s relationship dynamic in the Shrek movies.
#my art#Kirby#Kirby fanart#Dyna Blade#Captain Vul#what do I even tag this ship as? Dyna Vul?#Meta Knight is shook lmao#sorry that this is a couple hours late I had to work today and got home kind of late so it took me longer to finish this#but anyways here it is finally my very cursed Kirby crack ship#they’re literally just Donkey and Dragon from the Shrek movies lmao that’s the vibe this relationship gives off#I started shipping this as a joke because I was wondering if Dyna Blade’s chicks had a dad/who the dad is#and I thought hey she and Vul are in the same game and they’re both birds what if Vul was the dad lmao#the main reason this ship can’t work is that Vul straight up shot her during Revenge of Meta Knight#she lived because we see her again in Star Allies but that would definitely end a relationship lmao#maybe they were together at one point and had the chicks but then they split up#Dyna Blade got the kids in the divorce lmao#maybe the reason we haven’t seen Vul in a game since 2008 is he’s hiding to avoid paying child support#Vul left to get milk and didn’t come back lmao#happy belated Valentine’s Day hope you enjoy this cursed ship
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Told my boss that NO I cannot take over customer phone calls because my anxiety will literally not be able to take it. And I’m being SO brave about it,
#I say this as I’m sitting here shaking and on the verge of having an anxiety attack. AHA#Shima speaks#She called me yesterday morning and was like. Hey your coworker is drowning and I KNOW you hate phone calls#But she really needs help#And I was like. Yeah okay. Maybe I can do this.#Fast forward to last night. I’m in bed hyperventilating bc no I CANNOT do this#My mental health has already been Bad for the past few months bc I’m already working overtime for this job#And now to take on the One thing I generally get anxious about? Bro. It’s gonna kill me. 100% no exaggeration#So I called my boss this morning and was like hi I’m so sorry I said I would but I actually can’t. I deadass had an anxiety attack#just THINKING about it last night#And she was like omg no I get it. I have anxiety too I know what it’s like. It’s debilitating sometimes#So she said I didn’t have to do the phone calls and now I’m like YIPPEE#And she said hey that was a really brave thing to do. Speaking up like that and making it clear when you’re not comfortable with something#Me still shaking and holding back tears: Thank you I’m being SO brave about this rn#Anyway I’m still coming down from the near panic attack I had before I called her to tell her lmao#It’s been a rough 24 hours. I’m fine (lying)#I’ll BE fine now that I don’t have to talk to angry customers on the phone tho 🥰
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pray for me aaaaaaaaaaaaa
#the gist: guy who came to jump my car asked to hang out#2. I said sure. we exchange numbers.#3. he starts talking flirty. i saw this comin so i nip it in the bud n say ‘hey I’m not#looking for anything romantic’ and he says ‘oh yeah I only wanted to be friends’#3. we text briefly on and off in the ensuing weeks but never abt anything meaningful. i invite him to come hang w/ my friends but he’s busy#4. just now i text him back after a few days of ghosting him and he admits to being so attracted to me he can’t think straight#5. so I said ‘hey I’m moving in the Fall and this attraction is not going to be requited I’m sorry’#‘and I don’t think I can be friends with someone who I know is attracted to me. I don’t see this working out.’#and he has not replied aaaaaaaa#i hate this#bring back regency courtship customs PLEASE#mobile#x#he knows where I work so worst case scenario is he’s waiting for me outside the building at any point in the next week#fortunately I work in a highly secure building
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quivering rn what the heck
baron from the baronies is something that can be so personal actually
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#fantasy high#baja’s blasting#the sheer unadulterated aromantic horror in his and rizz’s interactions jesus christ#‘everyone else will find someone they care about more than you’ hey. hey what if i cried#brennan lee mulligan why did you do this to me#the raw fucking dread the science with rizz seeing everyone he knows falling in love or dancing or making out#coupled with this freakish mannequin thing insisting that it is his romance partner. what the fuck#‘you are quite unlike your parents’ hey what the fuck man#and the fact that baron comes from a mirror which ties him into how riz perceives himself…aaaaaa#what if i cried. what if as in i am and have#AND WILL CONTINUE TO DO SO#it’s so sorrowful and realistic and terrifying and oh my god#i just can’t get over it. it is an amalgamation of riz’s fears of his friends all moving on from him after high school#and settling down romantically#it’s just so shfofksiokgnririe#AND THE FACT THAT BARON IS CREATED FROM A LIE RIZ TOLD IN ORDER TO FIT IN. HOW HE CARRIES BARON AROUND IN HIS SUITCASE#BECAUSE U CARRY THAT AROUND THROUGHOUT YOUR DAY#the horror of being in the closet is displayed so purely#also like. being aroace is really scary. it seems like everyone else has something magical that you never will#and you can’t attain it#and just jelstieoektkvkksir#they really did it justice#never gonna recover#sorry i wrote this before i learned that baron uses they/them :(#ignore my lack of lore knowledge#what i lack in facts i make up for in vibes
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reminiscing on when i was playing end.walker and got through all the heartwarming scenes before boarding the ragnarok andnh then they justj killed th.ancred instantly
#lem text#🌊#xivposting#IT S SO FUNNY. ***HOW*** COULD THEY DO THAT TO ME#THW WORST PART ABOUT IT IS. I DON’T THINK I EVER TALKED ABOUT IT ????#BUT THERES A LITTLE SCENE WHERE ONE OF THE SCIONS KNOCKS ON YOUR DOOR AT NIGHT AND YOU GET TO PICK WHO IT IS. TO HAVE A SCENE WITH#AND (duh obviously i picked him) TH.ANCRED BASICALLY TELLS YOU. HEY. WHEN IT COMES DOWN TO IT I DON’T KNOW-#IF I’LL BE IN THE RIGHT MINDSET TO SAVE MYSELF. SO CAN I COUNT ON YOU TO DO THAT FOR ME? ANDB FIRST OF ALL IT GOT ME SO BAD#AND SECOND OF ALL **I CANT BELIEVEB THEY FOLLOW IT UP WITH HIM DYING IMMEDIATLEYNBkfneknfjkebnf#ALSO ALSO TJENNFKhf wknfkwbf. AT THE LAST STAND. ONE OF THE DIALOGUE OPTIONS YOU CAN SAY TO HIM#IS ‘we’ll make it through this. together.’ AND I WAS LIKE OH RUDY /WOULD/ SAY THAT :’). AND TJKENDN THEY FUCKJGNgnfbekfnke#i never even posted my ew thoughts ramble oug.. it was basically just me losing my mind over ultima thule n talking about story pacing. <3#final f.antasy fourteen sucks [second favorite game in the entire world] i can’t stand it [i would do anything for its characters ever]#anyway sorry echoes in the distance came on and it activated all of my emotions. TT i lovw this game i love this game i love this g
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So I found Hop…
He’s okay with me talking about this, by the way. He was trying to take on two Team Yell grunts at once, and I jumped in of course! We dealt with ‘em.. and then we.. talked.
..We have a lot more in common than we realized.
AND NOW WEN’RE EVEN BETER FRIENDS :D
#ooc >#i’ve been writing recent game interactions into my planning board#just to be like ‘hey this is what happened#now to adapt this into a blog post’#instead of just posting#and when i got to this part of the game i accidentally cooked a bit too hard#and now hop won’t be having his ‘i’m a failure’ arc because i made him and dove. talk it out. and realize things#btw hop’s depression in this blog isn’t ‘i’m not living up to leon’ it’s ‘how can i be a good friend to dovewing and protect her if i can’t#defeat bede?’#idk if it will come up in the blog so just some ooc background for u guys who r interested#i thought it would be fun to change the reason but i accidentally made them have healthy communication#over feeling the pressure to protect people to live up to a duty (future champion/prophecy cat)#but then the two realize the things people expect of them don’t define them#i’ll probably have hop realize he wants to be a scientist way earlier because of this idk#sorry i made them good friends who care about each other i’ll throw in a messier friendship sometime
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losing respect for Alicent after blood and cheese and not sorry about it!
#like hey girl what made you think yeah let’s help Criston get ALL OF THE GUARDS OUT OF THE ROYAL QUARTERS SO WE CAN HAVE SEX#LEAVING THE QUEEN THE HEIR AND THE PRINCESS UNPROTECTED. WITH ABSOLUTELY NO ONE!#shame on criston and Alicent both I hope the guilt eats them alive#Alicent betrayed helaena in that moment. helaena has always come to her for protection and Alicent knows exactly why and still she took it#away for her own selfish desires. WHERE IS DUTY WHERE IS SACRIFICE MISS GIRL#and helaena just looks her dead in the eyes and knows exactly why there were no guards protecting her and her children#because her mother and the captain or whatever are sleeping together and purposefully emptied the corridor to do so!#and Alicent immediately must know that’s it’s partially her fault her family wasn’t protected#sorry but Alicent is not a great mother to helaena#nat20.txt#helaena running down the halls looking for help and can’t find ANYONE except the one guard sworn to her children herself and her husband in#bed with her mother#GUILTY ON SIGHT GET THE DRAGONS#god I hope Aegon rips them both a new one I hope Aegon knows exactly why
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‘the most crucial skill that a good drinksmith needs is listening… drinksmithing is all about having conversations with your guests’
tea house owner!reader energy for real
#my mind shot straight there when siobhan said this in the hsr event#hey guys#what if i just steal the concept of the event and write a continuation?#the reader does spy on people and accept bribes for jobs blah blah blah#but they also offer free therapy over tea!#(but only if they like the person if course) (everyone else is getting eavesdropped on)#…i started writing this as a joke but hey it could be fun#if i ever write a continuation of that fic i might do something like that#high cloud quintet members coming for therapy after baiheng dies#reader helping couples talk through problems in their relationship calmly#i’m a sucker for characters who are very elusive and sneaky and cold but when it comes to it have a heart of gold#‘yes i will expose your enemy’s business blah blah but hang on let me help this lost child find their parents first’#‘oh you’re not being patient? you think your rivalry is more important than this child? actually you can keep the money and leave thank you#[turning to child] ‘now tell me where you last saw your parents’#and with their connections from the various dealings they’ve had around the xianzhou they’d be really good at dealing with these situations#and with regards to the jing yuan aspect of things i firmly believe he needs somebody with kindness and warmth in them to fall for them#reader can’t all be bribery and dodgy deals#imagining him coming to the shop one day to get some information they’ve gathered or whatever#and they’re like ‘shush not now i’m hearing this girl vent about her shit partner’#or doing something nice#and he falls even harder#sorry i have gone on an absolute tangent here#i don’t know what demon possessed me#maybe i will write a part two who knows#that reader would certainly be a fun one to flesh out#r’s random thoughts
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things religious people have told me after my dad’s death that’s comforting: “may his memory be a blessing” (wonderful, beautiful, touching; thank you to all his jewish friends/friends who were like family, it is and always will be I’m getting verklempt typing this)
things religious people have told me after my dad’s death that aren’t comforting: “it’s part of god’s plan” (awful atrocious insensitive; while an almost 70yr old man dying of a heart attack isn’t the greatest tragedy in the world there are greater ones and your god plans those too? christian god not one worth worshipping and He will one day face my wrath but you will first. idiot)
#ponine keepin it real#delete later#as Hozier once crooned: there’s no plan/there’s no kingdom to come#I just wish people would say I’m sorry for your loss. or anything else. people said this shit to me when I got my cf#that and ‘god doesn’t give us what we can’t handle’#Christianity just doesn’t provide an adequate language for grief and pain and suffering (imo)#which is ironic considering jesus but hey. I’m no theologian. I’m just an angsty bitch
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Re-reading Bleach’s Arrancar arc, and… god I want to give Orihime a shoulder to lean on and cry on. Just… gosh the poor girl… she can’t catch a break :’(
The moment she has self doubts about her own abilities (a very understandable and normal teenaged thing!) she has an even more stronger insistence to be stronger, and just when she’s about to get a tremendous improvement in her abilites, the bad guys show up (specifically Ul//quiorra) and basically coerces her to join the arrancar because the value her abilities. That refusal would lead to the deaths of her friends, and as a pacifist who doesn’t like violence and wants to keep her friends safe, it’s understandable that such an offer is VERY HARD for her to decline.
May I remind people that Orihime at this point in Bleach is a teenaged girl attending high school. Who just a few months ago almost saw her best friend die (they’re okay but they’re not the same person anymore), had a near death experience herself, and also saw the person she has a crush on be violently defeated in a battle he wasn’t prepared for.
Arrancar arc is really just… Orihime and the horrible, terrible, no good, very bad day :(
#I was really emotional when typing this up..#the momen she considers getting stronger urahara comes around and well intentionally#says that she should sit this fight out because her combat abilities are a liability#LIKE ITS WELL INTENTIONED… but the dude explains it so horribly it just adds to orihime’s self doubt#and she vents this to rukia who LOSES HER SHIT. rukia is like ‘HEY WITHOUT YOU I’D BE DEAD’! and she’s right!! and she trains with orihime#after orihime’s fairy friend gets fixed!! and it’s like!!! FINALLY!! she’ll get the time to shine on the battlefield!#but the arrancar saw that and went ‘hey… what if we stole this human and kept them as our medic? it’s a piece of leverage over#that ichigo guy :) we win either way and they can’t stop us. it’s a foolproof plan!!’#and they coerce her to join them by threatening the lives of her friends and it’s like!!!#then taking advantage of an emotionality vulnerable orihime is like.. genius storytelling#it’s a consequence of the characters not allowing orihime stand on her own in a fight. they try to protect her so much that they end up#losing her in the end anyways as she joins the bad guys. obviously this is a coerced betrayal. the enemy threatened#the lives of her friends in exchange for her to go with them. so of course!! she’s going to follow their instructions to save her friends!!#I don’t think orihime is THAT naive I think she’s more kind than naive. she wants to see the best in people even if they are her enemy#she did that a lot in the soul society infiltration arc#i think her real weakness is that she’s kind to a fault but the fact she chooses TO BE KIND even in the face of evil gives her#so much character and personality to her. she’s a good person who wants to do good and to be better; to help OTHERS BE BETTER!!#hi I’m normal about a fictional character sorry…#bleach spoilers
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This song does put me through an eight minute and thirty two second hysteria yes why do you ask
#black veil brides#bvb#vale#vale bvb#dead man walking#dead man walking (overture ii)#maeve.png#hey sorry I can’t come into class I’m being insane about vale on the dash again#yeah#yeah it’s gonna be all day sorry#valeposting
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#this group project is going up in flames please please this is the third time we’ve tried to schedule a meet up to work on it#the third time i’ve looked around and made eye contact with everyone to confirm the day and time#only for me to get there and surprise surprise at least two people are missing bc they had something come up#i can’t gauge whether i should blame them for it each time or not#bc sometimes it’s like hey sorry i got called into work last minute#well i’m really angrier at your employer than i am you. but also you might’ve been able to anticipate that maybe?#you must have at least some free time in your schedule idk#like that you can absolutely guarantee for sure#if not your employer is a demon#most of these people aren’t even giving reasons is the thing#like man i wanna know are you actually busy or just not feeling it#take your rest as you need but please let me know when you are feeling it bc we need this to be solid by thursday#peach rambles
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“what if dale earnhardt didn’t die in Daytona?” sorry but I’ve never seen a more disgusting seNTENCE PUBLISHED IN AN ARTICLE FOR NATIONAL NEWS COVERAGE
#tw death#I’m at a concert so I can’t really comment#and I’m sorry if this is beating the point to the ground but I haven’t been on my phone all day#and so while I’m waiting for the main act I decide to scroll through twitter and see this shit???????#disgusting can’t even cover it. what a poor choice of words and article#hey what if a convo wasn’t overheard vs what if someone hadn’t died are two VERY different points#like……..literally cannot believe an article like this was published what the fuck#anyway. dustin long i’m coming after you#i’m rambling again aren’t i?
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it’s 7:25 and I’m discussing dolls once again
#whimsy whispers#seven gave me money for my birthday to specifically get a doll and nothing else#except for the shipping time for draculaura changed from January to March#I am too impatient for that#so now my game plan is that I’ve messaged my various irls (all three of them) and am basicaly like#‘hey if y’all go to wally world can you see if she’s in stock and if yes get her for me and I’ll pay you back?’#like you can’t come into the house because half of the household is sick so just leave her at the door#on the Walmart website she is in stock and I can get her by January but I’m :/ about buying dolls online because what if there’s a problem#with the face paint? then I’d have to send her back and wait even longer#and once again I remind y’all I have no patience#xena is so real for listening to me plot out how I’m going to get draculaura sooner than March#sorry to my three irls who are gonna wake up to possibly incoherent rambling trying to persuade them into going to a store we all hate to#get me a doll#I cannot to myself I would if I could buy again#people are sick#I can’t drive#and I wouldn’t go because again people are sick I may not be sick but that doesn’t mean that other ppl can’t get sick because I’ve been#around sick people
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