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Name your 5 favorite Bloodborne ships and justify your opinion! (Also if you take too long to respond this ask I will cast a curse on you that will make every pizza slice you hold to sprout pineapple pieces from within AHAHAHAHA! When I am late to reply - this is stress and busy life, when you are late to reply - this is being lazy booboo the fool xD)
This is a hard one for me!!! I am not the shippiest of people (I am more for different scenarios than fixed ships more often than not), but I shall try my best! They aren't in any particular order.
5) Gatekeeper x Dores
This one makes sense but basically no one ships them because they are two obscure characters that don’t really impact the story all that much. Fully reasonable lmao. Sadly, I am ALL for obscure characters so they did not escape my radar. I just think they’d have a very fun dynamic, seeing as she is feral and creepy while he is incredibly paranoid and strict. They are into some weird ass shit too, after all they are both insane lol.
4) Damian x Micolash
It was pretty much one of the introductory ships lmao, and it makes great sense too. I view Damian as one of Micolash’s greater enforcers and perhaps even enabler. He is kind of Micolash’s muscle because the scholar wasn’t particularly strong back in the day, and his power only comes from close contact with the Arcane. Damian was probably the least disposable of the people in Yahar’gul which is saying something when it comes to Micolash lol. This one doesn’t end very well though, as the two of them part ways after Damian finally listens to his conscience...
3) Brador x Laurence
This ship has some veeeery good angst potential, and that is one of the aspects that draws me to it. Brador would do anything for Laurence, and the vicar is incredibly greatful for it, despite this attitude somewhat spoiling him in the long run. However, I don’t picture this ship as reciprocated, Laurence only views him as a close, devoted friend, and Brador accepts this despite wishing for so much more... of course he is driven mad by having to kill Laurence, and vows to keep his name and legacy clear for as long as he lives and even beyond. It’s some inhuman dedication that Laurence will never bear witness to.
2) Rom x Ebrietas
It’s one of the more “abstract” of these ships since it’s probably really hard to understand a being like Ebrietas... however, she seems to have a connection with the Rom-like body, mourning it. I believe that to be Rom’s real world body, meaning Ebrietas had to be fond of her at some point. This becomes even more interesting when taking into account that all clues point to Rom having been human(oid) at some point and ascending. A being like Ebrietas caring for something so insignificant to her... even the Choir seems perplexed, wondering why she'd even weep for something like Rom. I think that’s really sweet, if not incredibly sad too... (I do not ignore that Rom could also be her surrogate child of sort, but Great Ones marrying mortals isn’t something entirely new, so who knows for sure?)
1) Two particular Yurie ships
Lol lmao. I could not choose between the ones I have. I’ve always appreciated Yurie, and thinking back at some of these ships makes me feel a bit fuzzy inside. They go waaaay back! The one that makes the most sense is of course her relationship with Rom. I imagine them being very close, and their bond being one of the reasons why she still protects her in Byrgenwerth. If Rom had any importance to the Choir as a whole, they’d probably send more of their ranks to protect her, but it’s just Yurie on her own. Another one is with Damian, and this one is pretty strange I admit ahah... it was a crackship of sorts, but I could ALSO see the potential in it, with both of them having fled their institutions to find themselves in the emptied halls of Byrgenwerth, reflecting upon their mistakes and perhaps bonding over them. Of course the only thing she CAN’T give up is Rom, so when Damian shows up with a curious hunter in tow, she knows what they are there to do and she won’t allow it.
Well, you may have noticed that these ships are all tragic (except Dores & Gatekeeper lol) and DON’T have happy endings... yeah that sounds about right for a Soulsborne game ahah, wish I could be less of a downer but the source material won’t let me :(
#bloodorne#I don't know if I should tag the characters or not lmao#shipping#here we go thanks for the ask!!!#I could probably ramble in more detail about any ship you throw my way#but these are some of the ones I like a lot#though I am versatile#val-responds
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I should find another hobby
Anyway, if Merlin was set in modern times, Arthur would have called Merlin his “gay awakening”.
#arthur’s mind in this moment (probably)#‘what the fuck is a stab with a magical sword anyway’#‘let me kiss merlin’#‘let’s smooch’#‘let’s go back to camelot and copulate’#‘why haven’t i done this before i mean WHATEVER I’M JUST DYING SO’#‘let’s make the best of my last few moments AM I RIGHT FELLAS’#‘come on merlin one small peck coME HERE’#and merlin’s thoughts (probably):#‘if you die without kissing me i will sentence you to death’#‘no hesitation’#‘put those pretty lips on minE COME ON ARTHIE’#merlin’s thought as he waits for arthur’s return (probably)#‘i’ll kill him again. what the fuck does thank you even mean’#‘bro be for real we’re just gay’#‘we were supposed to bed each other and you died in my arms instead’#‘pretty dramatic if you ask me’#if you didn’t notice i’m going insane#merthur#bbc merlin#merlin#arthur pendragon#merlin bbc#i’ll probably delete it later because i don’t feel that sure about it but i wanted a laugh#i made this out of desperation for the finale since i finished my rewatch#please send help
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is this anything . sky:cotl au
details (aka my rambling) under the cut
mostly set upon the whole idea that caine came from eden and tries to help everyone gain their wings (albeit doing a terrible job the entire time)
bubble keeps the name bubble!
they r a mantatee :3 suprisingly chaotic for a light creature and sort of has the "eat light and puff out candles" personality that caine should have but doesn't
i contemplated caine being called "the creature" just for shits and giggles (and eventually went with it) since im absolutely certain everyone who ever meets him ever would be terrified for a little bit until they realize hes sentient; he doesn't understand that the name is supposed to be sort of derogatory
caine is the only one with wings because hes the only one who can canonically fly/float!
(and yes his head is supposed to be a dark plant . i like to think im big brain for this)
the reason why his dark plant head is tinted red btw . my thought process was basically "ah yes. red = good bcus eden :]" even though thats convoluted since everyone hates eden but that makes it better in a way. i think
zooble > mismatched worksmith
"bows" given to them by ragatha as an identifier; not like theyd need one though ..
constantly making their own prosthetics due to growing boredom with their previous ones (autism™) and also carved the designs into their mask themself
kinger > reluctant royalty
same old kinger as usual .. when asked what he rules he doesnt particularly remember nor have an answer so hes usually treated with respect out of pity for being old and senile
second tallest behind jax , also the oldest (if you dont count caine i guess? whos sort of. ageless)
ragatha > plush friendfinder
matching bow with jax :3 sibling moment! (yes i like the ragatha + jax sibling dynamic . its amazing to me)
right eye does not glow and actually looks like a hollow hole if you get close enough to her face! also clothing making buddies with zooble :] she taught them how to sew without pricking themself
gangle > wrapped up theatre-goer (i had such a hard time thinking of a name .. and to be honest?? im not solid on this but WHAGEVER.)
shortest. obviously
likes to write plays in her spare time and reads them to zooble while they work
clothes are sectioned and Very flowy, and has a few (cracked and broken) masks she likes to use for play improv (and also uses for herself sometimes if she has a hard time expressing a certain emotion)
jax > towering tease (it sounds stupid but THIS is so fucking funny.i cannot resist this)
tallest OBVIOUSLY. like stupidly tall . has its advantages and disadvantages (like being able to steal things from gangle with no consequences . on the other hand. doorframes)
him being tall and having that be the only thing hes got going for him is absolutely hilarious to me and im leaning into that hard
he has a tail also, but its small and not visible from the chart
pomni > jittery jester (i had to look up "other words for anxious" for this.my intelligence is showing)
pretty much the only one i referenced real in game clothing for, which sort of fits! protag moment
this was all i really had, since other established things like their personalities and relationships arent really changed much. but this was fun to think about :3 input is appreciated !
#special thanks to twi for reminding me sky exists and therefore beamed this vision into my mind#im kind of obsessed#also speaking of which#be kind to me for this but if anything looks off or weird#its bcus i havent touched sky in like . literal months#so my memory of it is hazy HFJDJD#and yes im procrastinating on posting other stuff to post this . why do u ask#... ill get to it#eventually ..#the amazing digital circus#sky children of the light#sky cotl#um. lots of tags this time uh oh#tagging everyone bcus its important here we go#tadc gangle#tadc kinger#tadc zooble#tadc pomni#tadc caine#tadc bubble#tadc jax#tadc ragatha#there we go#tadc sky:cotl au
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I can't help but notice you haven't posted any angst in a while and I'm suspicious
whipped this one up just for u anon
#a guy can only post 3 happy artworks before the people get concerned.....#LMAOOO jokes jokes#heres a .. colored sketch?#anyway behold the recurring dream ive given pete where hes ummmmmmmmmmmm inside uncle bens ribcage#i think abt it all the time but ive never actually done anything w it so here we go#blood#gore#not actually i dont think but im straying on the safe side#i messed around w it enough where u cant even see any organs or anything (much)#bones#idk#skeleton#i feel like thats everything maybe#ask to tag#might make a nice finished piece w this who knows#anon#asks#thanks for the ask!#glad to know angst is still my brand#such is life as a noir blog#peter benjamin parker#spiderman noir#spider man noir#spider noir#my art#bOOM thats so many tags#double art night guys who cheered#this and the stupid ass music one LMAOO the range#made this in an hour and a half lets see what i think of it in the morning when i wake up lol
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Yk I never did truly recover from the sick fic chapter
#one day im gonna make a post overanalyzing every single frame from this chapter bc its just so good#everything from how confused sakura looks at the idea of them coming to visit him when hes sick#to suo suggesting they leave bc he knows them staying here the now will only make him worse/uncomfortable which is the last thing he needs#bc yeah although he shouldn't and doesnt have to hes used to dealing w/ things like this alone#hes convinced he needs to and thats not smth you can just expect to change from one visit#still i need my hurt/comfort sick fic sequel please and thank you#so we can get a full circle of sakuras character development where he actually lets them help/asks for it#and NO im NOT projecting 🙅♀️#i DONT just wanna see my son getting comforted through his sickness when hes at his most vulnerable nuh uh 🙅♀️🙅♀️🙅♀️#wind breaker#wind breaker spoilers#sakura haruka#ALSO ALL THIS ^^ WITHOUT EVEN MENTIONING THE REASON HES SICK IN THE FIRST PLACE LIKE????#MY SON WAS SO EMOTIONALY CONFLICTED AND CONFUSED THAT HE GAVE HIMSELF A FEVER 😭😭😭😭#ALSO also i seriously cannot get iver how scared he looks in the last panel like ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️#ok im going off in these tags rn i need to stop fr
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🫢 i think she might have liked it, not 100% sure ngl
(also i am so sorry,, the first time i posted it tumblr literally ate the post and it disappeared?? so i deleted it and started over)
5th times the charm and all that :')
#rwby fanart#weiss schnee#ruby rose#frostbyte#I THINK!?!?#zenta doobles#vampy weiss au#yes im going back to tag all the posts with that#i think i should be allowed to say its frostbyte simply bc of my obsession with the ship#i hereby dub this comic as frostbyte content by the power vested in me bt myself#idk lmao i just wanted to draw a vampy weiss and here we are#ask#chiefladylight#THANK YOU FOR THE ASK#I ADORE VAMPY WEISS SAURRRR MUCHHHH#f in the chat for penny tho#hopefully she’ll get a response soon#knowing weiss and her phone situation tho its going to take a while….#rip ruby she’s really just there for the ride#i am going to leave this here for anyone who is interested#but Weiss’ bat form is a nice silver white ish color#thank you for coming to my ted talk
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I finished posting the unabashedly educational Sword Fic.
It includes a detailed (but hopefully beginner-friendly) explanation of all the steps of making a Nichirin blade from a sunny mountain like Mt. Youkou, a touch of swordsmith and metalworker folk lore (including demons), meta about what must make Kimetsu no Yaiba's swordsmithing methods different from real life methods, some character exploration for Haganezuka and his polishing method, vocabulary and additional resources in the chapter notes, and hopefully, an endearing, silly POV character to learn this all through.
#my fics#SWORDS SWORDS SWORDS#would you like a story about the years of background of this fic?#I was not very well-versed in metallurgy until recent years but my study of the Japanese language goes back to#well#longer than some of you may have been around#I always liked samurai and swords for the aesthetic but started to take more of an interest when I lived in Shimane#and on a day when I had a friend taking me around to rural sites associated with a legendary monster she was like#let's go see the sword museum while you're out here#but that museum was closed (it comes back into this story though)#so we went to a different one that no longer exists but that was my first encounter with how much work it takes to make the sword ore#fast forward years later#I am writing this blog and it becomes known as a fun place to read about Japanese culture as seen in KnY (thanks glad you enjoy)#I decide that I must tell people how hard it is to make the ore and finally visit that main museum on a trip back to Shimane#I collect material and struggle to do more research and wrap my head around it#and I write the first version of Teppi's story that focused mostly on the smelting and glazed over the forging and polishing and stuff#meanwhile I am in a job situation I have already long since wanted out of and soon I want out a lot more desperately#job searches were disheartening but then I found THE ONE I WANTED#and on that first interview when I was already like PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE#they asked if there's a Japanese cultural topic I could suddenly explain in great detail if asked#and without mentioning this blog I said I had recently written up something for fun about tatara smelting methods (and they forgot this)#fast forward again and I very happily got the job and was very nervous as I got the rundown on a very large annual nerd project#and when they announced the topics for that year I saw that tatara smelting methods in the region I knew them from was on the list#and I was like#asudyaiusdyuasdyuahduahduhsdhuPLEASE GIVE ME THAT#and i got it and when I went out there for research people were like#...why do you know all this...???????#and since I dared not mention my KnY blog I was like#...I lived in Shimane...#it seems I broke the tags because the rest of the story got cut off but hi yes you get the idea
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Hey Digital Extremes, why are you limiting our play style to only one romance? Thought this game was about player choice. Let us choose to have the gameplay option of polyamory! 💕
There should also be a platonic New Years night option too that involves no romance for those not comfortable with it!
#Amir Eleanor Aoi & Lettie are all looking real nice 😻 I need to go to the höllvania central mall more often awooga#I’m super disappointed that you’re asking us to pick only one in a game where we have the freedom of choice at our finger tips#signed a polyamorous tenno who wants some casual polyamory rep in this game plz thanks#no but seriously Digital Extremes I’m begging hands & knees here give us polyam rep NOW#I’m demanding this; monogamy makes me uncomfortable give us the option to choose multiple NOW please#the heteronormativity of only kissing one person on New Years is very disappointing & I mean that genuinely#also they are all flirting with each other anyway as is in the relay (aside from the siblings of course)#so why can’t we flirt with multiple of them too?? it just feels like a waste of an interesting idea kinda also make a aromantic path too#I’m aware Arthur Nightingale & Eleanor are siblings but let us CHOOSE multiple partners to kiss for New Years dang it!#Quincy is also super hot so like having us choose only one feels very limiting & yes I'm being for real asking for this#there is time to improve this feature DE please im being so fr right now#maybe hanging out with the 2 nightingale siblings on new years night can be the aromantic option; im just saying! 💜#new years night with a nonmonogamy & aromantic option please & thank you; not asking for much here; I'm really not#warframe 1999#warframe spoilers#warframe#tennocon 2024#tennocon#the hex#the hex syndicate
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Every Single Other Universe. Logan/Wade, post-Deadpool & Wolverine, Explicit. 12,470 words.
In which Wade and Logan and their variants are being hunted down by a hater from the Void and are thus tasked with hunting the hater back. Weirdly, all of their other variants are dating each other in their respective timelines. Does that seem meaningful to anybody else?
Read it on AO3!
#poolverine#deadpool and wolverine#yes! we are still going through it over here. thank you so much for asking#had several crises in a row fiercely critiquing myself over this one so please let me know if you liked it haha#trivia when i posted the last fic i was so nervous i barely slept four hours that night!!!! we love to have fun#anyway i'm taking 15mg of edibles so i'll see you all in the morning#but also i did really enjoy writing most of this. i love them lol#get ready for more jokes and SINCERE-ASS FEELINGS#my fic
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son boy raccoon trash can man suffering in a dnd au as a cleric bc his warlock will not stop committing murders and he has to keep coming up with reasons murder is valid to convince the gm its fine and under control
#my characters#oops i fell in love#right is trying his best in the au to think about all the logic behind killing someone despite being a cleric SPECIFICALLY#bc he refuses to hurt anyone irl or in dnd and ok fine their warlock can have a little murder as a treat#and the body count is adding up and hes like ... so tired..... please can you not kill for five minutes im running out of excuses#fwiw he has the weird logic of the group in the base plot and the guy who is the gm here#is v open about ok but if we ask right then hell give an unhinged answer completely thought out and rationalized#and in fact asks him hey i know you refuse to hurt people but im having a debate with these two coworkers#if you had to commit a crime for aaaaaanyone on the planet who would you commit a crime for#and he doesnt even hesitate to say luca obviously to which the asker is like WHAT ABOUT MY DAUGHTER#YOU WANNA MARRY HER AND WONT COMMIT A CRIME FOR HER? but LUCA? of all people???? not even brent?#and right is just so confused because first off brent would probably be the one committing a crime for him without being forced#(brent agrees with this statement with a shrug) and second off luca has really weird coworkers and thought he was getting stalked for a bit#due to a misunderstanding with said one weird coworker so yeah obviously right would threaten the guy with a gun which is illegal and#third and final how could he face his beloved angel (the daughter mentioned above) if he was a criminal#he cant tarnish a sweet little innocent girls opinion by committing a crime IN HER NAME gosh fuck off with that attitude#he has STANDARDS thank you very much#and the three at the table are all like okay yeah that was really thought out on the fly youre right#also brent do not commit any crimes for him please and brent just nods in agreement bc ok he wont commit a crime unprompted#also hi animal crossing emotes are so fun to doodle for bye#once again i am baffled by how different the colors look on my laptop in the art program vs posting to tumblr#im going to go insane at how different they look#IM COLOR PICKING FOR MY OWN OCS AND ITS SO WRONG LOOKING IDK MAN
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may we please know how much dye did you have to grow
... Too much.
It's not my fault!! I just designated a patch to grow and forgot about it because the agrihand mechs do everything with the garden. The only crops the Jones boys grow are rice (for the nutrient paste dispenser), coffee beans (the most important one), psychoid (to make yayo so our neighbours will overlook our blatant ocean-polluting), haygrass (for our animals), and tinctoria (for the dye to make the base look lovely). EDIT: I forgot, they also grow sugarcane to make their dalgona coffee!
This ask reminds me that it might be time to cut back on the tinctoria and plant more psychoid or haygrass instead... Whoops.
#asks#rimworld#gracie plays#A Mechanitor's Message#art#my art#traditional art#rimworld art#unpolished art#there is DYE ON ALL MY SHELVES#no wonder I feel like I'm constantly running out of storage space...#I will have to build more things to paint so we use it up#time to EXPAND IVY'S BEDROOM!!#Pink base here we gooooo#Barbie Dreamhouse Adventures: Reclusive Mechanitor Edition™#but yeah I uhhh#I have too much dye#thanks for the ask!!#I will now go and resize all my growing zones lmao#have an awesome day!!!
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walking through lucanis' mind prison. the tam lin of it all
#his mind keeps changing forms and you just have to show him you won't let go of him#it doesn't even really matter what you say to him just that you're consistently there to say it. your voice is a comfort. im in pain#I'm having so many feelings about like... rook can't be here. because of all things in the world rook means 'safe'. what if I exploded#what if I just shattered into a thousand pieces and was swept away by the wind actually#'it's better that I stay here than risk losing you' is such pitch perfect trauma logic. freeze logic specifically#on some level he seems to think he keeps rook safe like. existentially. by staying here#it's heartbreaking child magical thinking that makes me wonder like. has he basically been in a place like this inside#ever since his parents died? before that? the ossuary is just new set dressing the underlying logic is OLD. and very very sad to me#'I keep everyone safe by staying here'#(and then the perfect hilarity of having an actual demon be like 'ROOK. YOU TALK TO HIM HE NEVER LISTENS TO ME'#tfw your inner demon gets worried enough to stage an intervention and get you therapy whether you want it or not lmao)#dragon age#dragon age spoilers#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age: the veilguard#rook x lucanis#lucanis dellamorte#rookanis#rye staying mostly in gentle professional mode for this one b/c this is literally his training#('I may not be batting a hundred at being a person but I DO know how to deal with fade shenanigans! not to worry I've got you')#except in that last part with the illario mind ghost where he roundaboutly admits 'I need you I don't know how to do this without you'#in rye speak that is very big it's like. third base of his soul or something. we do not ask for things for ourselves in this house#(because we already know we will not receive anyway so that sounds both humiliating and ultimately pointless. no thank you!)#and yet. the things we'll admit for love#the feeling that some of the things varric did for rye immediately post-exile rye is paying forward with lucanis now. don't look at me
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Boy oh boy i really hope my toucb starved charles ask went through
oh i assure you friend the ask went through this time 🔍..
#nsft#i guess LMAO#i dont think tumblr ate the ask last time because sex was mentioned i think it was just . Misfortune#tumblr eats whatever it wants whenever it wants vjELLK but anyway#snap chats#but thank you for your time and your thoughts! definitely not what i was expecting#i think the most i can add is that- while ik this is about dofp charles specifically- early-comic charles as far as i know#had been pretty vocal about lamenting his circumstances- just in general not specifically related to This#so definitely not out of the ballpark of whats been written here with charles specifically#dofp charles had a lot going on for him like there really was no point worse to leave him off#to end on a lighter note. charles' disability definitely didnt totally stop him from getting with others. definitely did not.#im p sure amelia and lilandra were the only gals he got with post-disability but i could be wrong but still .... go off king ..#we know of his self doubt and insecurities so yk what go at it grandpa ...
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18 for the injury prompts. Gimme brains and brawn plz :]
Hello Pixel!
Number 18: "Stop. No. Wake up. Wake up! I said wake up!"
Y'all remember in the season one finale when Draxum threatened to torture the boys for information on the last piece of the Dark Armor? Yeaaahhhhh me too >:)
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The frigid metal of the cage seeped through Raph's Hamato Clan uniform. He was grateful for the long sleeves, at least.
His head still spun with dizzying visions that only got more and more nonsensical. His dad saying the same thing forwards and backwards. His dad tearing apart the Lair yelling, "I DON'T KNOW WHAT IT IS!" His dad hyperventilating in April's arms, sobbing, "I don't know how to save them."
Raph didn't understand what any of it meant. Why was he the one getting visions?
"Are you guys getting anything?" he ventured at last.
"Nope."
"Nuh uh."
"Negative."
"We've gotta find a way out of here! Hamato style!" Raph got to his feet and the cage swayed. "Come on, what would our ancestors do?"
"We've only been following their ways for like a day and a half, Raph!" Mikey groaned. "We're not exactly experts."
Leo smirked. "Maybe you're not," he teased.
Raph shot him a look. Now was not the time.
"What, I'm just trying to lighten the mood! We're locked in a cage, held for random by the Foot, and none of us gave Dad grandchildren. I doubt a little joking will make things worse."
Nodding, Mikey managed a smile. "Yeah, things could be worse, so let's--"
"You're right, orange one."
The turtles all leapt to their feet at the sound of Baron Draxum's voice.
Donnie let out a strangled sound as Draxum rose up to the cage's level on a tide of magenta vines. Distantly, Raph noted that Don had been quiet in the way he only was when he was really stressed.
"I will give you one chance to tell me where the final piece of the Dark Armor is."
The turtles glanced at each other.
"We don't know," Raph said. It was the simplest and most truthful answer he could give.
"Yeah," Leo added. His mind was clearly whirring behind his red mask. "If we did, why would we be here trying to stop you instead of out protecting it?"
"Indeed," Donnie nodded. "As much as I hate admitting when information eludes me, I will admit that none of us know where the final piece is. Or even what it is."
Donnie's testimony should have been the most concrete proof Draxum needed. The softshell simply couldn't lie.
Softshell...
Raph suddenly became very aware that Donnie's battleshell was at home and Draxum was looking more murderous by the minute.
"You are all LIARS! I KNOW the final piece is under the care of Lou Jitsu of the Hamato Clan!"
"No?" Mikey piped up. "I think we would've known--"
"BUT YOU DO KNOW!" Draxum roared.
Vines slammed into the cage. Everyone fell to their knees as the floor rocked and spun. There was a screech as the door was wrenched open.
Before Raph could react, vines had wrapped around his waist. His eyes met Donnie's widened ones, and then Raph was yanked away.
Weightless. Falling. Air being squeezed out of his lungs.
His fall was slowed slightly by the vine, but Raph could still tell the ground was approaching too fast. He squeezed his eyes shut, bracing for impact.
WHAM
It took only a split second for the agony of slamming into the ground to set in.
His ears rang. He couldn't see anything. An aggressive ache thrummed through his whole body. He couldn't tell what part of him had landed first; the pain came from everywhere.
Raph couldn't breathe.
Lungs flattened, chest crushed, air stolen, whatever had happened left him unable to inhale.
A blurry world around him spun, flickering like a candle.
Everything came back into sharp, slicing focus.
And Raph finally sucked in a breath. And another. And another.
Before he could fully catch said breath, a hoof came down on his chest. Raph focused on Draxum towering above him.
"You're just as durable as I intended you to be. Excellent."
He could head his brothers distantly calling out to him. Raph opened his mouth to say that he was fine, but everything hurt too much to form words.
Draxum stepped off of him. The vine dragged him along the ground. His skin felt raw from the fall, and being scraped along stone made Raph's legs sting. If the pain hadn't been so big, Raph might have been scared.
Draxum didn't drag him far. The room Raph was pulled into had a huge metal door, but Draxum didn't close it.
Noticing Raph's unfocused eyes lingering on it, the sheepman grinned. "I want your brothers to hear your screams. It will be... motivation."
Only then did Raph look around the chamber. Chains sprawled across the floor like tangled tree roots. Metal tables stained in different shades of red and brown rested in corners. One wall was nothing but sharp, spikey tools splattered with the same shades.
Damp musk hung in the air. Like a blow to the gut, it made Raph think of the sewers of his home. It wasn't fair for this place of pain to smell like that. Underneath the haunting aromas of home, however, was something deeper and more primal.
Raph recognized it from the corpse flower.
Rot.
And blood.
The fear had blossomed into terror. The terror was much, much bigger than the pain now.
Raph was shoved against one of the bigger tables. The chill of it bit through his uniform worse than the unforgiving cage had.
Cold metal clamps wound their way around Raph's wrists, ankles, and neck.
Draxum pressed some buttons and a soft buzzing filled the room like a den of dozing wasps.
"H-hey," Raph managed. "Let's, uh, let's talk about this."
"I gave you the chance to talk of your own volition. This was your choice. Let's try this again." Draxum's face lit up in an insane grin. He reached for a lever.
"What are you going to do to me," Raph whispered.
"This."
Draxum yanked the switch down, and for a sick second, Raph was reminded of Donnie playing mad scientist.
The buzzing roared to life. Excruciating pain shot through Raph, thousands of tiny electric needles, as red lightning arched through him.
He couldn't even scream.
Worse than hitting the ground. Worse than than anything he had ever felt.
Worst of all, something deep inside of him was twisting, writing, fighting, tearing apart.
And then it was gone, leaving nothing but aches in its wake.
"Awful, isn't it?"
Raph let out a pitiful noise like a tiny wounded animal.
"I made you, you ungrateful brute. I know exactly how much pressure I must apply to break you. Tell me where the Dark Armor is."
"I don't know," Raph whimpered. "None of us know."
Draxum's fingers wrapped around the lever again. "If that's what you choose."
Crimson lightning, like bloody sparks shot through him again. Raph couldn't move. Pinned in place by pain, all he could do was feel his muscles spasm. Surely, they were shriveling, tearing from his bones.
He could feel the places where the metal touched him burning burning burning burning--
Whatever it was inside of him that was wailing in agony was dying. He could feel it. Trembling apart and leaving a void behind.
"Please," Raph rasped.
When it was over again, there were tears flowing down Raph's face and smoke curling off of his uniform.
He could barely breathe with unyielding metal circling his throat.
"You know how to get it to stop."
"Please..."
"This really is quite the marvelous contraption. You see, it runs off of mystic power. Your very own mystical energy is being drained and repurposed as electricity. I'm sure your the purple one could explain the laws of energy to you."
He already had. Energy cannot be created or destroyed. Only transformed.
Raph missed his brother.
"All this can be over if you just tell me what you know, turtle."
"Raph doesn't know! It's lost. Please... please make it stop." A sob bubbled out of Raph. Everything hurt.
He twitched as a random zap of energy cut through him.
"Liar."
Draxum wrenched the lever.
Now that Raph knew what was happening, it was even worse. He could feel his ninpo cracking. Cold loneliness flooded his chest as his connection to his family wanted.
Agony.
Sharp, angry TV static filled his limbs. Parts of his suit were burning away.
Through it all, the the horrific, overwhelming pain only worsened.
Raph was screaming.
It burned his throat even more, but he couldn't help it.
And yet it kept going.
On and on and on.
Make it stop.
Make it stop.
MAKE IT STOP.
Millions of miles away, he heard the switch flip. But the lightning continued to envelop him. The pain continued to ricochet through his shell.
Raph convulsed, straining and slamming against the restraints despite the awful stinging where he'd been burned.
Finally, he sagged back against the table. Horrible, gasping, ugly sobs were torn from his raw throat. Hot tears flowed down his face, pooling in his ears.
Raph was drained in every sense of the word. Cold darkness had swallowed his lungs. He was more alone than he had ever been in his life.
And absolutely
EVERYTHING
every bone, blood vessel, and cell of his body
hurt.
At the other end of a long tunnel, Draxum's voice echoed back to him. "...aybe your brothers will."
No!
But Raph couldn't say it. He could barely even think it.
The inky void welling behind his plastron spilled into his vision. Raph's eyes were so heavy... so heavy...
He twitched, feeling the dregs of ninpo within him try to rekindle itself.
And for the second time, Raph fell.
Down
Down
Down
Down
Down
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The agonized wails of Donnie's older brother were magnified a thousand times as they echoed off the walls.
Gutteral, desperate screams that made Donnie sick to his stomach were made even worse by the knowledge that they were Raph's.
Raph. Infallible, immovable, incredible.
Raph. Sobbing, screaming, shrieking.
Never in all of Donnie's life had he heard his older brother sound like this.
Mikey had long since retreated into his shell, his Hamato uniform pulling and folding in weird ways. Leo sat with his knees pulled up to his chest and his eyes wide. Unseeing. Donnie sat next to Mikey with his hands pressed over his ears.
It did nothing to stop the third round of screams.
Playtime was over.
Their time parading around the city, skating and laughing and pretending to be heros was over.
Innocence rocked, worldview shattered, there was nothing they could do to fix such a broken situation.
Raph went quiet.
Not silent, thankfully; Donnie could still hear gasping sobs.
Leo was clutching his chest. "I feel it," he whispered. "He's doing something to- to Raph's powers."
Mikey let out a strangled cry from inside his shell.
"Mikey must feel it too," Leo said softly. Donnie had never heard him speak so flatly. It was unnerving. "You're lucky you can't feel it, Don."
"No I'm not," Donnie whispered. Even as he said it, he thought Leo might be wrong. The tightness in his chest wasn't like normal anxiety. It ran deeper.
Draxum bellowed something and they all flinched.
The echoes of his booming voice faded away...
Silence.
Unnerving, imperfect silence.
CLANG!
Without warning, vines wrapped around the bars of the cage. Leo and Donnie yelled, startled.
The door wrenched open and one of them wrapped around Mikey's quivering shell, pulling him away.
"MIKEY!" Leo leaped after him, grabbing fistfuls of fabric as he dangled over the drop. Donnie reached out after them--
Something huge and heavy slammed into Donnie, forcing him back into the cage. The door clanged shut. Pinned beneath a mass of singed fabric, Donnie could only hear the pleas of Leo and the muffled cries of Mikey fade away.
As Donnie wiggled out from under the motionless mountain, he realized--
"Raph!"
Donnie scrambled to his knees, looking over his older brother as best he could.
It wasn't great.
Raph's neck and wrists looked raw and shiny, and the fabric around them had definitely been burned away. One eye was swollen and Donnie had a nasty feeling there would be bruises already blooming under his mask. Under the scraps of remaining suit was probably a mess too. Raph had fallen a LONG way.
And then Donnie realized Raph wasn't moving.
Donnie shook his shoulder. "Raph? Raph, wake up. Wake up! No no no no no, don't do this to me, Raphael! Raph! RAPH!"
He was breathing at least... Shallowly. Raggedly. Practically wheezing.
"Oh I wish Nardo were here. He'd know what to do. The dumb dumb jumped out after Michael." Donnie dragged his hands over his face. To be fair, he'd rather Mikey not be totally alone. So maybe it was good Leo was with him. Or maybe watching each other get hurt would be even worse...
Donnie tried to take a deep breath.
"This is a mess," he whispered. "It wasn't supposed to go like this. Oh my brownie we're going to die here. He's going to kill us over withholding information we literally don't know--!"
A large hand weakly closed around Donnie's wrist.
"Raph? Raph ohmigosh you're awake! Are you okay? What happened? How do you feel? What hurts?"
But Raph didn't answer. His breathing deepened and his grip tightened. Maybe that was all he had the energy for. Raph, who must have been in so much pain and so incredibly exhausted... was using what little energy he had to comfort Donnie. A lump formed in Donnie s throat.
He didn't have any words to offer. Not for comfort, not for empty promises, not for vows or revenge. Nothing.
He took his free hand, the one not being squeezed by Raph, and softly rubbed his older brother's head.
"I've got you, Raphie. Just... just rest, okay?"
A soft whine of gratitude rose from Raph's chest, melting into deeper breathing.
Donnie refused to look too closely at what had been done to his brother. He wasn't sure he could handle it. Helpless, he just kept rubbing Raph's head.
There was nothing else he could do.
The cruel mockery of a peaceful moment was shattered an instant later as a new, equally painful sound split the air.
Mikey was screaming.
#well it's only taken me months but here it is!#this one is LONG and deliciously painful#i wrote the majority of it this weekend on a very long bus ride#sorry it's so late#cookie crumbs#my writing#okay here we go let's tag this sucker#injury prompts#writing prompt#writing prompts#rottmnt fanfiction#rottmnt fanfic#rottmnt fic#rottmnt angst#rottmnt#dear pixel#it's less of a brains and brawns and more an 'everyone' fic but i made sure to put special emphasis on our purple and red boys#brains and brawn#rottmnt brains and brawn#asks#thank you for the ask!#ask game#tw torture#tw injury#tw fear#tw bad things happen#i think that's everything?#I don't care anymore let's publish this thing#if y'all like it i MAY do a part two. maybe
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20 POSTERS FOR JUNGWON'S 20TH !!!
#enhypenet#kpopco#malegroupsnet#enhypen#jungwon#heetual#how did we get here.. again.. how did i convince myself to do this again.. look.. if i never make another poster at least you know why#tbf compared to sunoo's i'm feeling better creatively bc i gave myself a bit more time blah blah blah i changed my background colour just#for these and i'm kind of digging F3F0DD idk.. like maybe i'm a yellow background girl these days.. ik poster ten is grey and now im lookin#at it with resentful eyes but idk if i saved the psd or if i have the effort to change it.. it will bug me.. no. idc idc stop asking abt it#next year riki will turn 20 and i will isolate myself for the last time.... kind of sad honestly whatever idc#UGH and poster nine is also not yellow i think it's F1F1F1 which is my go to off white.. WHATEVER what do you think about passionfruit by#nmixx lmk and thanks for looking at my posters please enjoy and lmk your fave if u have one mine is 4 or 5 <333#also im sure the quality is awful sorry about it shrug emoji#z.enhypen#z.gfx#z.jungwon#happy jungwon day
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Sooooo Tomura always had his family's hands on him including his neck. Do you think after they were destroyed he finds comfort in your hands on his neck? Maybe choking, maybe not, maybe he puts his hands on yours to show how tight to hold him ... 😗
You two would have to have a deep, deep connection. I think he’d be a little apprehensive at first.
As far as comfort goes, I think the act of letting someone touch him like that and allowing himself to be in that vulnerable of a position with you would bring him a feeling of comfort. His life started out in a scary vulnerable place and he’s tried his hardest to never be in that position again, but when he can finally let his walls down with you he’d let you get away with anything.
As well as the opposite. You letting him put his hands on you in a way that’s not destructive, but affectionate would be the ultimate comfort. (Especially if it’s pre-control)
Regardless, he much prefers your hands to anyone else’s lol
#thanks for the ask 🖤#didn’t mean to go in deep with the choking ask but here we are#bnha#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#mha#shigaraki#Tomura#tomura shigaraki#shigaraki x reader#tomura x reader
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