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blitzbuckz · 1 month ago

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I'LL ADMIT — I don't know what i'm doing . . .

Like, I heard about 'thread trackers' is there a reliable one out there?? ANY HELP WILL BE APPRECIATE IT THANKS

#𐂃「ᴏᴜᴛ ᴏꜰ ʙᴜʟʟᴇᴛꜱ」＆＆. * 𝐨𝐨𝐜.#( i'm planning to be #here later tonight like always but-#SERIOUSLY MY NOTIFICATIONS ARE #OUT OF WHACK #I CAN'T KEEP UP #I need something to stash drafts #not this place bc it always gets BURRIED #so any ADVICE would be awesome ; v ;#i will get to the rest of the starters though #and asks #that's my main goal for tonight~ )

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indigopoptart · 8 months ago

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man i love the people im surrounded with. how did this happen. youre all so lovely😭

#istg tumblr is the BEST place to find people #all my current online friends who im close asf with are people i found on here #my girl my besties hell even some of my mutuals i dont talk to bruh #almost all of em were found on here #who knew life would turn like this bro. who knew #its grateful hours rn stfu idc #like yall. i cannot put into words how much you mean to me #im finally getting out of a mental rut thats lasted me a few months (school related) (school just ended)#and the fact YALL STAYED BY ME???#its small nd yall r gonna be like dub miguel. friends do that #but i aint never had that #like the past three years around this same time i have lost people important to me and lost core support systems over and over and over #and it feels nice that im better enough/healed enough #and surrounded by people who truly care for me #that thats not the case anymore. its so liberating and god does it make me want to cry tears of gratefulness that this is my life now #i am loved in so many ways that i cannot even recount right now.#sorry maternity classes gang (group chat) im gonna lovedump later on you tonight probably #man. mann.#this is my life #like #/pos #thats so lovely man.#wanna namedrop yall so bad bc people deserve to know you all and deserve to know how beautiful and loving you are #but ik i shouldnt for privacy😭#ily all tho #even if we aint talk much ur presence is always appreciated by me #sorry sorry ill shut up now😭#indigo speaks #yapping

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wickedhawtwexler · 7 months ago

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i need to make more friends who i can drag out to karaoke nights with me lmao

#i wanna go out for karaoke tonight but i feel weird about going alone bc i haven't been to my monday night place in like over a month #it's the one the guy i kinda like hosts lol #it's a cool vibe but i haven't been going bc it's soooo far away and i always have to uber home bc otherwise it takes 2 hours to get home #i wanna go again but i don't know anyone else really and i don't just wanna sit there alone. i need people to get hyped with #i wish my new bestie who i met through karaoke was here but she goes to med school upstate and only comes down on weekends 😔#she'll be here this weekend and said she might stay until tuesday..... perhaps next monday #but i also wanna go tonight tho bc i can stay late if i want. next week i will Have A Job and will have to leave early-ish #eye dee kay. we'll see what i decide lol #if i end up going i don't have to leave until 8. or later. it starts at 9-ish but goes until 2 or 3 usually so i have time to think #if any of my nyc area mutuals wanna go out for karaoke in bushwick tonight hit me up lol #m.txt

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daincrediblegg · 1 year ago

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Well. You made it. Neil Gaiman reblogged you. Well, a Dduane reblog

#1 phrase I didn’t expect to be said to me today.

#I mean the fact that it’s at 20k now baffles me and is now officially my most popular post of all time is astounding but jesus #anyway hi neil. big fan. hope to work with u someday #lmao also have had an influx of followers bc of this post lmao #imagine the whiplash they’re gonna get when I post about fucking francis crozier from amc’s the terror in a very foaming-at-the-mouth kinda #way later tonight and put out art and fic of my very self-inserty oc with him.#lmao the price I pay I suppose #why is it always posts like this that make it big for me huh???#like this post was one of my most impulsive yet. not expecting it to be reblogged by anyone #but here we are #seems to be the role I’m taking up these days; film guru who knows everything… kinda like it tbh

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kohakhearts · 5 months ago

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insomnia is so cool i just queued 200 posts everyone say good job taylor and also happy 3am

#taylor.txt #i still have like 900 liked posts to get through though. this always happens #im like i'll like a Few posts to queue later and then months pass and boom 300 posts in likes. nothing in queue #words dont look real anymore because im exhausted or else id try to do some writing too but my alarm goes off in like 4 hours #and i already delayed it from its regular time so i should try to sleep. again. ugh #idk what else i can do to fall asleep i have sincerely tried everything #actually spending an hour queueing posts did make me feel sleepy but i have a feeling as soon as i get back into bed i'll be awake again #this is day 3 of this shit and the sad part is i even took sleeping pills tonight and STILL. here i am.

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touchlikethesun · 1 year ago

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#right i forgot the worst part about being at my parents house #the malnutrition #of what i can eat in the fridge we have a variety of sauces and jams and in the pantry there is flour and salt #and my mother just informed me that we're not going grocery shopping for at least a week maybe two in order to 'use up what we have'#that is NOT the reason i can guarantee it #she's doing this because she thinks it'll help her lose weight #you'd think after 35 years of yoyo dieting she'd figure out that starving and under nourishing yourself actually is bad for your health #it's not like i'm great at taking care of myself either but at least i get my food groups #i'm just so frustrated because i can't afford to leave #but being here is so disasterous not just for my mental health but my physical health as well #and also i've actually put ON weight being here because since we have like no real food in the house all i have to eat really are pancakes #which are calorically dense but nutritionally void and because i'm not getting any nutrients i'm always hungry #i think i'll just go to the shops later tonight or tomorrow and get food just for myself #if she wants to 'use up what we have' she can but i'm not doing that i'm just not #but also that's also annoying cause i have no current income and also i'm not allowed to drive so i'll have to get my bro to take me #which is a whole thing in of itself and i just grrrr #personal #vent

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superchat · 1 year ago

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Walking past the offices on the right side of the office (geologists, engineers) and theyre all in eachothers offices chatting. im on the oppossite side with my boss and HR and i think to myself "it would be nice if i was over here" but thnei remember id actually hate it cuz im bad at talking and it uouldnt be fun

But i guess what i would want was to be able to enjoy that sort of thing

Coworkers bday party today and we were all in the conference room for cake and ppl were chatting w/ eachothr and i was just kinda sitting there once again thinking abtehow i cant socialize or connect and i uoull very lmuch like to do that but thats not howeim wired or how i operate

#I would like to be more capable and adept #Earlier on here i was a kind of hyper and stuff and i thoudht ''i think ill crash later. tonight might suck''#And i think this is the start of it #I do always feel bad seeing ppl talk and have fun and share stories and its jost something iewont have #I want to say uith the right person oreppl i can have that but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ i do not wanteto chase an idealized fantasy #Or a romantiziced fantasy

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cosmicdreamgrl · 10 months ago

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#it's 4°C tonight and all i can think is tomorrow is exactly 4 years we've been together #sometimes it doesn't feel like that much time has passed and other times like now it does #i met him at such a strange & sorrowful moment in life #if you had told me 8 months later that i'd make the choice to try loving someone again i wouldn't have believed you #yet here i am #and honestly i can't imagine what my life would be like or who i'd be without him #so many of the best parts of me came from finding someone who helped me understand that i wasn't difficult to love/too much or not enough #it hasn't always been easy but if i went back in time? i'd change nothing #i doubt i'll ever be able to fully articulate how i feel in full #but more than anything i wish he was here now so i could actually tell him all these things #and not cry behind my screen as i type this out because i miss him to my core #so yeah happy anniversary in advance to me & happy being alone on yet another one #insert weary sigh here #steph.text

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pepprs · 2 years ago

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it’s actually fucking stupid that journaling actually makes me worse now. like what the hell else am i supposed to do

#purrs #writing (or reading my writing) about bad things that have happened and trying to make sense of them and see how much distance ive gotten #from them now only makes me feel miserable because i was suffering horrors and was literally right about everything and also nothing has #changed or the same patterns are showing up or whatever. idk. it’s fucking annoying bc i only have myself now and i can’t even be there for #myself in the way iknow i need someone to be there for me. relatedly when im experiencing horrors beyond belief i just want to take whoever #im mad at into a giant field and scream at them where no bystander can hear us or intervene or get their feelings hurt. i want freedom and i #want energetic reciprocity. i want to express myself and be met with equal expression. the most helpful thing people can do when im #spiralling is to methodically destroy the spiral and not give up after just one chunk. stay there and don’t leave. like why is it so fucking #hard to… idk. that’s neither here nor there im getting in the weeds. my mental health was doing better for a few days bc i was pretending #none of the horrors happened but i tried to reflect on them tonight and now it’s 1:33 and im spiralling and i have to get thru the rest of t #week and probably be alone and i only have myself now.a nd i always only did i guess. so whatever. i don’t want to be miserable and surly at #work tomorrow but i probably will be and i don’t want to say it’s gonna be a bad day before it’s even started but it probably will be. augh.#delete later

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yuukimiyas · 1 year ago

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hiii!! im home!! :3 & now im twirling my hair & kicking my feet lookin at pics of kaeya hehee!! ૮꒰っ´༥'ς꒱ i hope everybun had the best weds!! <33

#ᕱ⑅ᕱ.* journals!#why is it whenever im at the other store its always!!! so!!! busy!!!! ૮꒰ྀི ´∩∩` ꒱ྀིა i barely had enough time to get everyth done!!#also you guys….the kaeya & diluc brainrot….its uhhh….its v much real over here….໒꒰ྀི𖦹﹏𖦹꒱ྀི১ #but im off tmrw for tgiving!! woo!! ٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و✧*｡ so tonight i can stay up a lil later!!! (this IS what its like to be 25 btw lmaosneje)#ily guys!! <33 i might get all mushy & sappy tmrw bc ilyasm ໒꒰ྀི ∩´﹏`∩ ꒱ྀིა sniffs im so thankful for you all!!!!

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tvrningout-archived · 2 years ago

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IMAGES OF FURUKAWA MAKIKO

change will always be terrifying, but i cannot help looking at this spring's bloom with envy. i, too, want to blossom, and that desire may finally outweigh the fear.

pg. 4/?

#it’s sad bel hours tonight for absolutely no reason other than i have a bad brain #so pls have my very cute very lovely baby who gives me serotonin uvu #whenever i do something like this for makiko i always end up thinking of her sense of style and #may i just say she’s very well-dressed even when she’s going for a casual look?? and i love that for her #ahhh as an adult tho bc teen makiko is a lil different #anyway!! i might be here later but for now i’m wishing y’all a very nice rest of your monday!#appearance | makiko

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todayisafridaynight · 1 year ago

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def made a post bout this before but Heaven Knows Im Not Hunting For It anyway how public. yall think sawashiro was once aoki became governor right.... like do we know what im asking rn.......