#help me I’m suffocating
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mxtxfanatic · 4 months ago
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Mxtx, creating a beautiful and well-rounded female character that appears only briefly: Hey, isn’t it fucked up that this character who is so important in the world of this story and to the people that knew her can only be known to you, reader, through flashback memories because the people in power were willing and able to sacrifice her in their never-ending quest for ultimate dominance? Do you feel the constant grief over what could have been had her potential not been killed in its infancy? Do you understand that you as a reader are mourning in the same way that her loved ones she’s left behind are, knowing that the world has been changed for the worse by her premature death? Doesn’t it suck?
(English-speaking) Mdzs fandom the bane of her existence (probably): Killing women in stories can have no other meaning than that you hate women, so this was a misogynistic choice, actually.
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osarina · 9 months ago
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there is nothing more heartbreaking as an older sister for your younger brother to call you at 3:30 am drunk and crying because there’s too much pressure on him and too many high expectations that he feels like he’s not living up to and not being able to do anything about it 🥲
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dragonartist56 · 4 months ago
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As someone who has been near deathly afraid of tornados since I was little
I am never watching the new Twisters movie
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holy-moth · 5 months ago
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surviving your 20s when you thought you wouldn’t make it out of your 10s is like: experiences immense joy. suffers pains from hell. loves being alive and finds pleasure in so many things. haunted by past and future alike. and it just repeats itself.
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unholycourier · 9 months ago
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biggest shock to me in fnv was convincing veronica to join the followers but bc i was a couple points off i couldn’t tell fool the brotherhood so their next logical course of action was massacring the followers post outside of freeside as if the doctors would build weapons of mass pre war destruction.
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shot-by-cupid · 9 months ago
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lightspren · 9 months ago
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pros of starting my steroid pack: the dark cloud of despair that’s seemed to cling to me for two weeks has somewhat lifted. my hands aren’t throbbing. my knee feels less likely to give out when i put weight on it.
cons: can’t fuckin settle down to sleep
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Have you ever been so inspired to make something, but lack the technical skill to make it, or for some reason or another have no way to externally express this like pent up need to make SOMETHING, and it feels like a gazillion thoughts running through your head and you get so restlessly frustrated because you NEED to make something, but for some reason or another, be it personal or technical, you just can’t? And then you end up giving yourself an anxiety attack and heart palpitations and it feels like you’re going to explode?
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boomerang109 · 1 year ago
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i literally live twenty minutes from the beach and yet whenever im sad i just get in bed what is wrong with me
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capyclub · 1 year ago
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zorkaya-moved · 1 year ago
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Zarina in Touchstarved really said that since you (Senobium elite currently and the ones she held back before) sabotaged her experiment that led to her losing her initial powers, obtaining immortality (that she despises), and uniting / becoming an elemental … she’s just going to plan how to destroy Senobium as it is today and watch chaos of Eridia explode cause 1) she’s petty, 2) she’s bored, 3) she wants to see if she can make it happen because why not? They’ve killed her once, so it’s only fair she’ll give back the favor. How sad that her route - no matter the ending - still sees succession of her plan to get the old Senobium to fall and the higher ups executed by her. The difference is in several contents: does MC survive, does Zarina survive, and does Zarina ‘cure’ herself from immortality after the fall of Senobium. 🤷‍♀️
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mrburnsnuclearpussy · 2 years ago
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Ngl I’m boarding on a crisis and I have to go to work where I may or may not continue to spiral but can’t do anything about it and it’s terrifying but it’s only me and manager so I feel too guilty to just take a break every time this happens plus it won’t help anyway I don’t need a break I need to be knocked unconscious where the horrors can’t get me 😢 I’m just venting to feel better coz that’s all I feel I can do rn but dw
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yeehawbvby · 1 year ago
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My ita bag is almost complete (I’m just waiting on a few more stickers to make into pins!)
Volo Microorganism will finally be able to see the world.. soon >:)
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whimsyprinx · 2 years ago
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i don’t think I’m like actually allowed to be happy or that I even know how to be anymore
#whimsy whispers#this isn’t me asking for permission to be happy by the way#it doesn’t matter if everyone in the world told me I was allowed to be happy I wouldn’t believe them and it wouldn’t make me like able to#suddenly be happy either#idk this post hasn’t got a point#everything just feels bad and hopeless and sad and idk what to do anymore when existing sucks so much and I know I’m never going to be happy#I just feel like I’m being suffocated or drowning or something#rn is actually a better day because I feel fairly empty which is far preferred for being in tears#like I just don’t know what to do at this point I feel so unhappy and unloved and alone and there’s nothing I can do#I can’t just fix anything I can’t just be happy I can’t make myself be loved I can’t do anything#all I can do is let each day pass by either feeling like it’s the end of the world and wishing that it really were or feeling empty#there’s no relief#it’s not that i want to be like this but I can’t help it#I want to be happy and loved and surrounded by people who love me but as I am I’m unfit for love and I honestly haven’t felt genuinely loved#I’m so long and at this point all I’m doing is making those around me feel worse so isn’t it best if I just stop being in peoples lives#so that’s what I’m up to now#I’ll be unhappy regardless but at least other people will hopefully be happier without me being so sad around them all the time#I make myself tired so I can only imagine how tired everyone else is of me
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doublesidedgemini · 2 years ago
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Things are so fucking bad. Again. I can’t have one solid day where nothing bad happens. Not even one. As soon as I make positive progress in one area of life, it’s like 50 other things immediately jump up and slap me in the fucking face over and over. I’m so tired. I used to feel weary about surviving through another work and now I’m just trying to make it day by day. Please god. Just one okay day. It doesn’t even have to be a good day. Just okay day where nothing bad happens and no triggering events and nothing to stack on top of my already existing anxiety and stress. Just one okay day where I can breathe. Please.
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fingertipsmp3 · 2 years ago
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#so apparently one of my (distant enough that i haven’t met him) cousins is a trans man and the reason i found this out#is that my grandparents were talking about how he got married in a suit and how ‘the pictures look ridiculous’ and they were misgendering#him the whole time. and i was trying to stick up for him like.. this is clearly important to him? he’s just being himself#and they were like ‘yeah but [he] looks stupid’ as if that fucking negates their transphobia somehow#as if a cis man has never looked fucking stupid in a suit. like. stop with this#and this was so depressing to hear because i was like wow… i can never come out to them huh. like i don’t think i can even tell them i’m bi#and i don’t think i AM trans but like… genderfluid maybe??#i get insane amounts of gender envy from men but also sometimes i really enjoy the fact that i look like a renaissance woman#and my heart just ACHES when i see someone looking effortlessly androgynous because my body refuses to do that#i’m built like if jessica rabbit got really into cake during quarantine. and i really wish i wasn’t#but there is no way i can change it lol. not unless everyone gets really cool about a bunch of stuff really quickly#sometimes i do wonder what it would take for me to pass honestly. i mean i’m already 6’1 which helps. square jawline#i’d have to have top surgery though. there’s no bindee in the world that’s flattening me without also suffocating me#i feel like if i went on T i’d get facial hair like immediately considering the genetics of men in my family. i just hope i’d keep my dad’s#hairline. he never went bald and neither has my brother but my granddad and uncle are both bald as eggs#i wish i could shapeshift.#personal
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