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batcavescolony · 8 months ago

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Katniss is such an unreliable narrator. She says "Then something unexpected happens. At least, I don't expect it because I don't think of District 12 as a place that cares about me" girl you deliver strawberries to the Mayor, you hunt and trade for the district, when you fell at Prim being chosen someone caught you, when you went to Prim people parted for you, when you volunteered EVERYONE stopped. Idk how to tell you but I think you're a pillar of the community.

#katniss everdeen #the hunger games trilogy #the hunger games #primrose everdeen #hunger games #batcavescolony reads the hunger games #suzanne collins #'now it seems i have become someone precious' NOW? GIRL BFFR you're their hunter girl #and this isn't negative just bffr girl #your WHOLE DISTRICT did the three finger salute that you yourself says means admiration thanks and goodbye to someone you love and on top is #old a rarely used. your WHOLE DISTRICT decided in that moment that they needed to bring back this sign of respect for YOU #...................................................................#idk why some people are thinking i mean this as negative i don't she is unreliable but its not intentional. like when Peeta heart stoped in #CF she doesn't know what Finnick is doing at first cus she doesn't know off the top of her head what cpr is. she also thinks Peeta after the #reaping is acting for the cameras. he isnt we dind out later his mom basically told him Katniss was gonna win and he would die. obviously #shes not doing it on purpose shes just for lack of better words uneducated? as in she doesn't know everything shes not omnipotent #so when Plutarch (? second games guy) shows her his mokingjay hiden watch shes like *wtf that's weird?* then the people traveling to #district 13 show her the mockingjay cookie and explains it and she then goes on the difference between his watch and their cookie #and why does eveyone act as if district 12 is as bad as the capital? they CANT help Katniss and Prim in the way you want. they cant give #them food. none of them have any! and im not putting iton Katniss but they hid they needed food so they could stay together. it sounds like #some of you are in this our world mentally of what people do after a loved one dies (brings food constantly checks on them etc) district 12 #cant do that. they dont have food and they're all suffering. you cant give someone food when you have none to give. then theirs the fact #that peeta DID help. Peeta buring the bread and tossing some to her then taking a beating from his mom is a HUGE thing in the books.#he used his resources to help her like you all said someone should.#district 12 DID (rip) care about Katniss before the hunger games. why do you think she was allowed to hunt? or how her trades were good #these are the little ways 12 can shows Katniss they love her. but again Katniss doesn't see this and YES its because she had ptsd before the #hunger games as well. i swear some of you make it seem like d12 was all living a life of luxury and glaring down at Katniss.#other things that show Katniss is in hight standing with at least her people of d12 is her dad was known enough through d12 for peeta dad to #comment on his singing along with his commenting on her mom. also her mom is a healer in the community. yeah her parents arnt the top but #of d12 but they are/were definitely high staning in the Seam.

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peipurr · 1 year ago

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torn between whether I should buy a book of Mayakovsky poetry bc it has been on my wishlist for quite a long time or, well, another book about Model just bc I miss him (sm)😔

#i need more moneyyyy give me all the book pls #help a girl out just to decide #no I'm not asking for money from anyone except my papa #txt dari ro #update i decided to buy mayak's book first

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hinamie · 5 months ago

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もう一回、もう一回

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #jjk art #fushiguro megumi #yuji itadori #itafushi #ryoumen sukuna #megumi fushiguro #jjk spoilers #jjk manga spoilers #gomen its hina posts self indulgent art hours #this is fr me first and foremost. any1 else liking it is just a bonus in my eyes #i may not be able to animate but i am so happy with these regardless i think they turned out great :') treat fr Me #rolling girl megumi u mean so much 2 me suddenly #fun fact ! actually the first vocaloid song i ever listened to. stumbled across an audio post on this very tumblr dot com #and it forever changed the course of my taste in music #so it alr has a soft spot in my heart fr tht reason but Also the lyrics Also th whole deal w wowaka and Now w megumi.....#rolling girl u have become too powerful #anyway in th context of canon n megumi choosing to live i am choosing to interpret the song the less depressing way #where the boy represents a saving grace rather than being a personification of miku's char's demons convincing her to end it #n the ending being her deciding to stop fighting on her own n instead accept help from those around her #but i did also want to pay homage 2 the interpretation of him representing her inner demons #so i have redraws of both yuuji And sukuna as the boy #choose ur own adventure if u will #clutches heart why does it fit so WELL what cosmic force decided tht miku and jjk should overlap at all i just wanna talk #clearly something has it out fr me

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youngpettyqueen · 7 months ago

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I know the decision to have Julian's parents have him augmented was made on the fly but imo its pretty obvious from early on that Julian has Family Issues because he avoids talking about his family like the plague and I think they should've incorporated this into the Julian and Sisko dynamic right from early on because I think it would've made for some really compelling stories and moments and could've set up a REALLY interesting Julian and Jake dynamic which they kinda started to do but never fully went for

#star trek: ds9 #julian bashir #benjamin sisko #jake sisko #s1 Julian being so young and eager to prove himself and latching onto Sisko as this mentor figure to look up to #seeing Sisko with Jake and low-key seeking that fatherly figure connection which he won't even let himself think about #Sisko seeing this young brilliant doctor who's got all the makings to be something great and he's just GOTTA help him along #I think he would also catch on pretty quick that Julian's got Parental Issues #he tries to ask one day all casual like 'tell me about yourself :)' and Julian talks about nothing but Starfleet and med school #any attempts to ask about his family are met with awkward brief answers and redirections #and then theres the way Julian's eyes light up the first time Sisko invites him to watch a baseball game #like he Knows. he's a dad he Knows somethings up #but he doesnt pry #I also think it makes their dynamic more tragic towards the end of the series #where we have Sisko asking Julian to compromise his morals again and again #Julian's trust and respect for him gradually deteriorating #and then at the end of course Sisko is gone and they have no idea when he'll be back #which I think Julian would have a lot of complicated feelings about #but of course theres also Jake #I imagine they'd get closer #very brotherly dynamic #you know that scene in TNG where Wesley goes to Riker for girl advice and Riker and Guinan start flirting?#absolutely happens but with Jake asking Julian for girl advice and Julian wooing a girl at Quark's and Jake absolutely loses the plot #makes the events of ...Nor the Battle to the Strong more intense as well I think #also I like to think there'd be an episode where the B plot is Jake gets mad at Sisko and impulsively decides to move out #ends up at Julian's because he did not think this through #Julian is now very much caught in the middle of this family drama and he Fucking Hates It #also him and Jake are NOT compatible roommates but he's trying so so hard to be nice #eventually they have a talk and Julian cryptically hints at his own home life and tells Jake he's lucky he has a dad who cares so much #them being closer would work into what Alone Together sets up for them

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artharakka · 2 years ago

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So, how was your weekend? Rhiam met a shapeshifting god of forests who transed her gender 🌷

#Rhiam #Heartland campaign #ttrpg #dnd #Dungeons and Dragons #D&D #sorcerer #my babygirl is officially a girl now #a she her enjoyer even #gotta tell to the rest of the partymembers still though #we were debating would magical gender transformation rob something or would it be better to have a natural transitioning joyrney #but we been playing for a good while now and Rhiam's mental health was kinda starting to get worse and they are not near cities yet #so we let Rhiam take a dib in the divinE pond #though we decided not to just do genderswap in the sense that Rhiam is still transgender the process was just ..accelerated?#but Maihr (Rhiam's cursed nightly spirit real self) is probably taking the usual transgender journey because she came out of the closet to #one of the spirit realm companions (Erol) who offered to help her get started with makeup and new clothes so we kinda get both ways

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i-like-forcefem · 4 months ago

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Hiya

I'm a guy. I've always been into being humiliated and stuff like that,,, I really like being condescended, tricked and taken down a peg (despite not being... up many pegs). Recently I've been questioning my gender,,, but I think I'm probably a guy. Genuinely, I think. Despite wanting to be a girl. Maybe, idk. Idek what gender really is, and yeah, the first time I ever learnt to jack off was pretending to be a girl, but hey, that's just something sexual, and if it's tied into the humiliation, which sexually it has been even if- look okay maybe, MAYBE, I'm a massive fucking egg, but I really do genuinely- look. Whatever the case I'm a massive idiot who by all means should be activating the hell out of whatever predator instincts you have, so please, just have fun with some fantasy of what you'd with an idiot like me

"I'm a guy, despite wanting to be a girl" Do you see the contradiction there cutie? Listen try being a girl for a little while, give it a honest shot! For the next week don't entertain the thought you're a guy anymore, because you're not, starting now you're a pretty little girl!

And at the end of next week you can reflect on whether you liked being a girl, if not, no harm done! And if you did, well you can keep being a cutie however long you want!!!

#Everything is made up!#You can do whatever you want forever!#So just do what you think you'd like!#For me at least forcefem is only so fun because of my gender!#And also the “I should be activiating predator instincts” line #really shows a lot about how you see yourself #You do know that a LOT of trans girls like forcefem right?#And a lot of cis guys do too!#So know this:#You're allowed to be whatever gender you want #And you're allowed to like whatever kinky stuff you want #Simple as that #Maybe you're somewhere between girl and boy #Who knows #Only you can decide/figure it out!#(Oh and also the first time I touched myself was to the idea of wearing the dress in Beaty and the Beast... so yk)#anyway good luck cutie!#If you want to talk more about it I'd be happy to help!#.#asks open!#i-like-talking #serious talks

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active-mind-15 · 6 months ago

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Alright, the big bro Oreshi and baby Bokushi fanart I said I was gonna make is here. Told y'all it would be cute. Bonus art under the cut!

Baby Boku finally got his turn. Fate would have it that he was very enthralled by the concept of the bubble pipe.

I enjoy making these two unlock their inner child through spending time with each other. Expect more of The Pookies™ in future art because I love drawing them together. 🤗

[Art related to my fic, Accidental Siblings.]

#i didnt think i had it in me to finish this as quickly as i did but ya girl prevailed #i was possessed by the spirit of productivity #went to bed late two nights in a row just to finish the initial sketch and then the final line art #and the bonus art i started and finished today #but it was all worth it imo #once again i say that this is recompense for akashi losing on the twitter popularity poll #needed something to balance out the loss so i decided that i should draw these two being cute #it was japeneselunchtimerush that suggested i draw them playing with bubbles tho #aura you a real one 🫡#hope this helps ease the pain for you too #kuroko no basket #knb fanart #my art #knb fanfic #accidental siblings #AS gallery #big bro oreshi #baby bokushi

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cyanide-sippy-cup · 6 months ago

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So, Book of Bill, huh?

#idk I've not read it #this did not come out like i wanted it AT ALL #what it was supposed to be was the spark from mcguckets “memory inferno” burning a hole through bills eye #but uh. yeah it's not great #i honestly wouldn't post it but i cramped my fingers making it so therefore you need to look at it #although i REALLY hope this just gets like 30 notes. or less even.#though i guess writing that out is pretty much jinxing it. :|#what's the opposite of sharing with your friends. uh. hide it from your friends #i guess if it gets too high i can just private it but idk that feels mean yknow #i make stuff to uplift people. if my art would make someone even think something that helps them feel better then i want them to have it #privating it just feels like I'm keeping that away #anyways right yeah fandom tags #book of bill spoilers #gravity falls spoilers #book of bill #gravity falls #bill cipher #don't follow if you're expecting more gf btw. I've had that happen a couple times. I'm a comic book girl. that's what i post about.#this is the only gf thing I'll post... possibly ever. just got really into all the posts and decided to make this #sorry :/

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childofthestone · 1 month ago

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thinking abt the veilguard companions and sighing heavily

#they have no personality outside of the things they need help with. they are not their own people #they are tools for a force narrative about...fear and regret i guess? but like. ok...who are these people though #you dont actually get to KNOW them unless you bother to walk around the lighthouse and peep into their notes and journals #insane. i cant ask you questions about your life before joining my cause? about your family or upbringing?#i have to eavesdrop on ambient conversation to be able to learn about you? give me a freaking break #i constantly flip flop between a show-dont-tell and TELL ME MORE because this game cant make up its own freaking mind #it overexplains itself CONSTANTLY during the main quest and then when it comes to the NPCs it hardly explains anything #unless you actively seek it out. or you dont blight minrathous.#''but you had to seek out companions in the past games!!!'' yeah. because you could actually TALK TO THEM.#you cant TALK to anyone in this game.#someone in the anti veilguard community put it best: theyre just dolls you pick up and play with on occasion. they have no real agency #literally. they have NO control over their own narratives. YOU are the deciding factor on everything they do.#''but this is true for every NPC in every dragon age!!'' can you not use your brain critically for even a moment.#the NPCs in previous games actually felt like people. when they asked for your help it was because you EARNED the right to participate #through talking to them and asking questions and building rapport and giving them gifts.#these characters trauma dump on you the moment you meet them. there is no building of anything. its all just vomited onto you immediately #bellara talking about cyrian in her first companion quest for example...like girl .#stupid worthless dialogue wheels that dont ever change the outcome of a conversation. the illusion of choice. all of it. im so angry.

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giyuulatte · 2 days ago

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comic con down the street from my apartment in march, i wanna go so bad. do i cosplay yes or no?

#ik the answer probably yes but i just wanted to do a poll leave me alone #i have time to decide but im stressed already #when i figure out who i wanna go as imma do another poll #HELP A SISTER OUT #IM SCARED #the loml might be there…#girl be so fr #comic convention #comic con #cosplay #black cosplayer #cosplay ideas #first time cosplay #cosplayer #polls on tumblr #tumblr polls

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magpie-trove · 1 month ago

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I don’t think the “mad at and separated from everyone because they lied to me (ie didn’t tell me the whole truth) so I’m storming off” plot device would work on me, rip to every character that’s been used on ever but I’m different

#I’d find out and I might be a little sad cause I feel left out at most #but generally I’m pretty sure my gut reaction would be oh you guys were trying to protect me/weren’t sure how to tell me this yet I get it #understandable moving on #that’s not the kind of lie/omission that feels like betrayal!#sometimes I wonder if it does to any actual person irl or if it’s just a convenient plot device for drama #weigh in if it’s real or not #I would be hurt about being lied to in other contexts #Like. Someone using me obviously. Lying so I do something to their advantage #Bite scratch hiss about that #But that’s not what most ‘you didn’t tell me everything so I’m so mad’ plot turns are about #Rip especially to that hallmark girl who found out the guy she liked had been reminding the guy she was dating of stuff she said #in front of them BOTH that she liked to help him because that was his little cousin and then got mad and broke it off #Girl he REMEMBERED STUFF YOU SAID and was helping his YOUNGER COUSIN WHO GOT HEARTBROKEN before either of you ever cared about each other #and whom you decided to date even though you knew there was a big discrepancy in his actions!#Why are you mad??#boys will be boys #<-cause this was spawned from Malia getting mad that they didn’t immediately tell her about Peter since they were trying to figure out how

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thesmokinpossum · 2 months ago

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Didn't felt like mentioning it immediately but shoutout to my sick and twisted brain for getting so triggered by an unexpected Christmas parade that I ended up havin the absolute worst panic attack of my entire life (potentially the only real one? I've had a couple other episodes I thought of as panic attacks but they were not even close to that so who knows) to the point where I spent the very last day of my 30th year on this earth in the ER, good times, good times 😊

#that was 10 days ago and i honestly was fine immediately after it ended so don't worry for me <3 #but yeah this shit was crazy holy hell #like i knew intellectually that 'feeling like you're dying' is a symptom of a panic attack but *actually* feeling it is another thing...#and even at the worst i was like 'ok i'm clearly having a panic attack it's not nice but it's gonna be ok'#but there was a piece of my brain that was like 'ok but what if your mom or grandma had told themselves that...'#'when they were having heart attack? They would have died and so will you 😊'#and i was like shit can't argue with that better get my ass to the hospital before i die #spoiler alert: i didn't died #ironically enough the revolting state of our healthcare system is lowkey what helped me calmed the fuck down #because i was tiny but i do remember when my mom had her heart attack and they sure as hell didn't let her wait for 7h+#so when i realized that this is what was gonna happen after i spent a brief moment with a nurse i was just like...oh i'm fine actually lol #and then i had to go take the bus in my fake crocs that i usually never wear outside of the house smh #interestingly enough my phobia of hospital seems to have competely disappear! which makes me believe that it was more a trauma response #than an actual phobia #not that the name changes that much but still interesting development #also no i'm not wearing a mask because nobody gave me one #that's actually one of the thing that made me leave lmao #oh and btw the christmas parade is true but also a bit more complex than that #basically i had a full sleepless night and i was mad so i decided to go buy myself some weed #turned out that there was a huge christmas parade 5 minutes away from the weed store so i hade to find another way #and then i got lost on the way back #and saw no less than 3 big fights between different homeless people #including one man randomly kicking another man's dog (which kinda really messed with me tbh)#and then i smoked a big joint (first one in like 10 days) with 0 sleep and zero food in my body #and then i took the bus #and then the bus driver yelled at an elderly man for not waiting at the right place #and then i took a sip of water and for some truly strange reason my brain decided that the water had gone in my lungs #and that i was actively drowning #and the rational part of me was like...girl that's not what drowning feels like what are you even talking about??#and then my brain went 'well if we're not drowning than we're having a heart attack'

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invinciblerodent · 3 months ago

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making the decision on who to back for Archon is...

ngl, it feels a little different now, from the way they perhaps intended when they were writing that quest

#squirrel plays datv #datv spoilers #oc: verbena mercar #i mean Ver backed Dorian regardless of my own biases in his favor #it was two for him one for mae and one abstaining; that's just numbers at that point #but he's also right; they've tried the slow and steady and morally unflappable and it failed spectacularly #so far only heretic and morally dubious upstarts; the inquisition and the veilguard; have gotten any sort of results in anything around #we've tried going high when they went low (nod to real life on that) and it landed us right here in the drink so...#yknow. idk maybe meeting them at their level IS the right call?#but good god him being archon is............. nerve-wrecking for so many other reasons #also at one point just now i had three quests in the cobbled swan so. that was nice lol #and neve was of zero help even because babygirl is apparently still wracked with doubts and stuff????#because we're ONE quest from the end of her storyline??????#girl come on at least YOU get dicked down on the reg; what's VER to say huh #yall are asking HER to decide all this and she hasn't even gotten her back blown out in probably months #the cheek the nerve the etc etc etc

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electoons · 11 months ago

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giving my ldb a daughter. embarrassing for all involved. mostly me

#her mom is an orc and her dad is a wood elf so she's going to be a very pointy orc. angular #like ok i suppose i leaned a little heavy on the elf features but also shes 12. she'll develop more orcish features. Not My Fault 😐#mimiart #weird little girl who pretends to be a wolf -> actual werewolf pipeline #elder scrolls #skyrim #shes sooo sweet and smiley :) idk where that comes from. not either of her parents. neither a point for nature nor nurture #calling her Khara for now. might change idk #re: my caption its only embarrassing because of who she had the child with. he fucking sucks #but so does she which is why they get along and they make each other worse. but also sometimes better #whatever. they love each other and their weird kids #at first they said “no kids absolutely the fuck not” then they decided to adopt alesan because like. hes already pretty much self sufficien #like he had a job and everything right. this will be a breeze hes already pretty much a fully formed human we can just help him out #by letting him sleep in our house right. and then like not even a full year later uloth gets pregnant oops 😬#does anyone here know how to keep a baby alive. thankfully uloth has amassed basically a small village of followers/friends/housecarls #some more responsible and knowledgeable than others. so dw the kids are okay and not dead #they just keep the necromancy and shady black market trading and unethical experiments OUTSIDE THE HOUSE #tes #ocs #oc #khara has only broken her dads finger once. orc grip you know how it is #oh and his nose too. but he deserved it for stealing hers 😑 like what was she gonna do?? NOT steal his right back?? come on

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the-hilda-librarians-wife · 1 year ago

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I was rewatching The Stone Forest and I really like to think that Hilda had to pass by the Bell Keeper’s outpost on her way out of the city limits. I like to think that idiot looked at what was happening, shrugged, and said ‘eh, she’s the scariest thing out there’

#“‘the scariest thing out there’?”the girl sends him a look that isn't quite a glare for once; it still conveys her opinion just as clearly #Edmund shrugs. Hilda is still within sight of his binoculars. he watches her run and can’t be sure whether she’s running *towards* or *from #*.He doesn’t think she knows either.#'I mean. it’s not like trolls can harm her at this time of the day.#Don’t tell me you believe in fairies kid.'#And there it is at last: the glare. Meiri looks up from her art project - her new therapist had reccomended it as a way to express herself #and since he'd been helping so much so far she'd decided to grudgingly give it a shot -#“*No*” she states pointedly; to anyone who knew her it was an affirmation. And Edmund knew her better than she cared for #'What I believe in is wolves and recluse spiders and ticks and nettle. And I believe that someone with the spine #to sabotage the Patrol wouldn't have the self control to not lick a pretty mushroom'#“Hey!” Edmund protested putting down his binoculars. “I sabotaged the Patrol! For *you* I might add!”#Meiri's smile turned mean; it was a regular expression for her yet it never conveyed any malice. Just the thrill of a game that never tired #her. “And would you?” she lifted one thick eyebrow; signaling to her dad that it was his move now #The dad in question was unfortunately thinking back to a time in his young teenage years when he figured he could eat anything animals bit #and gave himself a poisoning that had him taken to the ER. But she didn't need to know that. *ever* in fact.#“Obviously I would. Like I'd let a mushroom ruin my perfect sandwich diet”#Meiri groaned loudly. Some games were worth playing. But some wars she'd already accepted she'd never win #“Anyway” he turned back to staring at the outside of the wall as if it was of any interest to him (it wasn't)#“kid'll be fine is my point. And even if she isn't ya know what's the best think about this situation?”#They looked at each other with matching smirks. “none of our flipping business” he said at the same time as she echoed #“None of our fucking business”#He gasped immediatelly. “*Meiri!*”#The chastening was useless. She just shrugged innocently.#He'd really have to limit her library visits #the bell keeper hilda #meirdom #hilda the series #hilda netflix

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compacflt · 1 year ago

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what dog would icemav get?

im guessing no mangy devil chihuahuas or rescues (compacflt can't be seen with anything but a purebreed) golden retriever might be too on the nose, how about a malinois or a german shepherd maybe an english bulldog (ugly)

idk. i don’t really have a dog in this fight (i don’t care) (pun intended). but it definitely would have to be like a Real Dog. yeah nothing smaller than 70 lbs. a Real Dog. other than that i don’t have any opinions. could be a mutt or a rescue! but it would have to be, you know, handsome and upstanding and like, a Real Dog that you can, like, do stuff with. it is very cliche and on the nose and maybe im only saying this bc i, like, don’t care at all about dogs but ice does seem like the white lab/golden retriever guy and mav strikes me as a german shepherd guy. there are many reasons i don’t think they would ever have a dog (what would they do with the dog?) but not being able to agree on the breed might be one reason they never get a dog. arguing and bickering etc

#it would also have to be a boy.#same thing if jake & Bradley ever have/adopt a kid—has to be a boy or ice & mav are not interested #obviously for the human girl child they would have to suck it up and be good grandparents anyway but they’d have no clue what they’re doing #theyd never willingly adopt a female dog i just don’t believe it i don’t think they’re that good of people #what is a malinois?#pete maverick mitchell #tom iceman kazansky #icemav #asks #i do think ice & mav would be kickass cat owners though #you know like guys in their 50s/60s don’t really care about cats and their cats don’t really care about them #but it’s a mutually beneficial relationship and like they’re chill with each other #ice finding a cat under his car during a cold winter out in the sierras #posting pictures on twitter ‘we might keep him internet help what do we do’#take him to the vet etc #my husband & i have decided to keep him. we could not agree on a name so we have decided to call him cat. here are pictures. he is polite.#etc etc all things you’d like to see from a retired admiral on Twitter #my delusions are sometimes involved #idrc whether they get a pet or not though like i just drc it’s just a literary symbol for unspoken commitment #and the ways he’s thinking about that commitment without committing to actually thinking about that commitment #one day someone will take me out back and shoot me for having tags this long

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