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When I tell you I sobbed
!!!SPOILERS FOR THE MUSIC FREAKS FINALE!!!
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So, what do we all think about it?
#heaved even#bawled#rolling on the floor#the music freaks#tmf#the way i screamed at the season two reveal#i’m waiting for the crew to make the band jackets real merch#jake sterling#hailey austin#zander wickham#mille brooks#luke peterson#sean everett
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🗣️ men’s tits 🗣️
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"Tsunoda wants Perez's seat", "Lawson wants Perez's seat" no, EYE want Perez's seat, that's literally my dream job to get paid millions then disappear, no one knows where I am, everyone looking for me, my team really need me but I'm simply not there <3
#IM CRYING MAX FIGHTING FOR HIS LIFE BUT I JUST REALISED PERE#PEREZ IS 40 SECONDS BEHIND PIASTRIIIIII#DEFINITION OF WHAT DOES HE EVEN DO IM DRY HEAVING ICONICCCCC#f1#austin gp 2024#us gp 2024#max verstappen
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#have a sleepy Siren#Siren the Bengal#cats#fuck it i have a free blaze and i know i could use a soft post in amongst all the current events#she came from a shelter and i got her last July#they said she was 7 but my vet thinks she was more like 8 or 9#which means at the outside she's probably 10#she has asthma which we found out when she was panting and heaving one night#and a harrowing midnight at the emergency vet#she never really recovered fully and has been steadily losing weight since#she's leveled out now we think but the vet has done every diagnostic thing she can and we're out of options#the solensia shots seem to help though#i used to tease my previous cat when i looked at cool pictures of bengals online that i was shopping for her replacement#even though i would never afford one#so after she passed i firmly believe she helped me find Siren when she showed up at the shelter
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our uni held an art jam, so i got to try my hand at painting! quite fun even if half the time was spent panicking over the values
#dracula#dracula daily#my art#note to self: dd2023#cw eye contact#cw scopophobia#for my 1st time doing trad painting since childhood id say not bad#had to use that 3/4 bust lmao i cant handle anything more complex for this#yknow i never really understood why ppl would want prints until i spent like 15 mins straight staring at this in my hands. like ''oh.''#this watercolour paper is crazy good it didnt even leak even with all the water and paint i heaved on it#re: dracula
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#daily doodle#art#booba#oc#digital art#demon girl#horns#demon girls#truant#pointy ears#long hair#heaving tidders#I'm thinking I'm gonna do an art stream either this weekend or this friday evening right after work
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to be, or not to be (romanticization of the inevitable)
#ray's tag#keys' art#undescribed#skeletons#ok to reblog#the skeleton model that i traced for this was provided by the incredible kiku @kikunai whom you can find right here on tumblr!#so uh. This is a piece about chronic fatigue although the original idea i had for it drifted a bit as soon as I started coloring the linear#(i really enjoy shading and lighting things and got a bit carried away here but i stand by my choice because this is my favorite thing#that i've ever drawn)#anyways. i often feel especially lately with school being back in season that my bones are leaden with this sort of. weariness. theyre heav#it weighs on our mental health and energy a lot and although there's a couple of reasons we have been given for it#that doesn't remove the fact that this is still a thing that affects us in a very real way day to day although we are good at masking it.#often i come home to find that i do not have the physical mental or creative energy to work on things i really want to#especially project: nexus which i feel extra bad about even though i can't help it because i just started it so recently#it is a mild to moderate struggle to make it day to day and i just. wanted to represent this somehow#my original concept for this was a skeleton with some black goop gunk whatever leaking from its joints#but as i started adding the cracks and coloring them gold (a personal touch; kintsugi is a concept that is very dear to us)#i realized that the focus here was less on the condition itself and more on the body that it afflicts.#so i put it into a spotlight.#ironic i know since very little people acknowledge this irl or even know it exists at all but i added rim lighting. I added color gradients#I colored the lineart and made it all fancy and even added a flare for the head to get the point across that even at its core; disability i#a performance. this is not implying that disabilities are fake in fact this is the opposite of that. i wanted to show that with disabilitie#especially i think in my personal opinion the invisible ones#we are all masking at least a little bit during the vast majority of the day. humans are social creatures and it is only when we are alone#or with someone we deeply trust where we allow ourselves to be who we truly are without fear and even then that can be rare#so i wanted to show this bit of the soul in as broad a limelight as i could. idk this is a really abstract piece and i dont know if anyone#will even get it but it matters to me at least. and even though we've been largely bedridden for the past week i think that's okay#we will get it figured out. all of us. okay? okay. i love you. i fucking love you. we are going to fucking make it#(also the xes over the eyes are because i thought they looked cool they have no deeper meaning at least i think they dont#actually i think they do but i cant put it into words idk. Art is subjective assign your own meaning i'm gonna go get a shower)
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Koppenbergcross 2017 mathieu beautiful prey animal supercut + interview. ft. wout and separately christoph for 2 seconds
#1. the amount of time hes on the ground 2. the RELENETLESS photography 3. very beautiful prince haircut? 4. pink everywhere 5. including#unzipped jersey 6. the fact they get him in that interview chair when hes still dry heaving dying 7. all of them patting him at various#points... i would too 8. the fact of christoph's gesture that looks like an aborted touch but im rly not sure................. its fine#mvdp#AND NOT TO MENTION 9. THE WAY HE FLOPS LITERALLY A FOOT FROM THE LINE... Oh baby... truly one of theee greatest#also 10. wouts thighs. 11. matje wrists and ankles and very brief grug hand display in interview 12.i didnt even include this in the cut bu#also the way that they were next to each other at the start and seeing matje rainbow sleeves lined up w wout rainbows... ouuugu#no cross chain in this either. shall we start trying to date exactly when he took it off
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ryoji's character be like. "what if the only thing death ever yearned for is life" "what if the answer to accepting death is to try to live" "what if your entire life's purpose catastrophically goes against your every wish yet youre doomed to carry it out anyway" "what if the only way out of it was death" and being shocked when someone important to you... refuses that fate for your sake. that they want you to live.
#ryoji mochizuki#persona 3#persona 3 fes#p3p#p3#thinking about p3 and getting insane again#aishi.txt#aishi.exe#i just like screaming into the void methinks#i have not experienced any other p3 media aside from fes btw like i havent even seen ryoji's girlypop little social link romance route#and i think its amazing how his character still stands anyway#dont ask why i havent played anything other than fes im. ... going thru it..... this game quite literally made me heave for breath crying#i watched p3d opening and cried basically and knew i still was not ready
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what if your name is lando norris and one morning you wake up in a bed that is not yours. you feel weird, as if out of touch with reality, and after a few seconds you notice that you're naked. which is weird, because yesterday, you didn't drink anything nor did you go out. you turn your head and see a snoring max verstappen. also naked. then you scream, because you might be a close friend to max but you're definitely not close enough to land in bed with him.
max wakes up, of course, you literally screamed into his ear. he blinks dazed at you, and then calls you "oscar." but you're not oscar, you're lando...
it goes downhill from there.
(bonking my head against the table i wanna write this maxcar fic so bad but finals have me in a chokehold and i NEED to study, i can't repeat these classes-)
#lando nursing his one sided crush because oscar has no interest in him. lando feels betrayed#because everyone around him told him that oscar is in love with him. has been for a while now#but lando finds out that this is not true and who actually receives oscar's love now. he hates it. so so much#but even more that both of them call themselves lando's friends and yet neither of them told him about this relationship....#dry heaving they have me in a chokehold oh my god#maxcar
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firm believer in darry who is constantly begging the boys for peace n quiet but is INSTANTLY paranoid the second he gets it
#last time he got five minutes of silence one boy ended up in the cooler one in the hospital n one on the roof#anytime hes home n 2 or more of the boys arent he walks around stricken#cannot enjoy a SECOND of r n r#bc he KNOWS his gang is full of chaos makers#they all come home n hes like thank GOD now i can RELAX#spoiler#he will not#bc his brothers are the rowdiest bitches known to man#one year on his birthday the boys asked him what he wanted#n he was like#for u all to sit perfectly silently in the living room where i know where u all are for five minutes#it did not happen#darry will never admit it#but the lack of his brothers laughing n fighting n acting a fool#was actually deeply unsettling to him#n he heaved the BIGGEST sigh#but was like FINE u can move#darry loves those little freaks#even tho he'll be gray before hes 30#the outsiders#ponyboy curtis#sodapop curtis#darry curtis#dallas winston#two bit mathews#johnny cade#steve randle
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been thinking about the regulus & walburga ivent a mom who wants to be saved post for. days. DAYS laurie!!!!!! because like, to me, walburga is sirius’ devil. he’s not really capable of seeing her as anything else than his abusive mom. incapable of seeing her as a person. which is why it’s ’’’’easier’’’’ for him to leave. BUT REGULUS DOESSSSSSS. regulus sees his mom as a person and he loves her in this deeply twisted way and cant leave and/or abandon her because he’s just. cursed. to also see her as a person. ive been feeling so sick over this and it’s all your fault……..
JEN!!!!! I FEEL YOU!!!!! THEY HAVEN'T LEFT MY MIND FOR A SINGLE SECOND!!!!!
i agree with u, i think sirius sees walburga as his abuser, as a monster. even if there might a part of him who sort of . still craves her love and approval, he can't see past the abuse. he's able to leave the family, turn his back on her and cut all ties. stop seeing her as his mother even. he doesn't think walburga can be saved, and even if she could be, sirius probably wouldn't want to. he doesn't think he ever loved him, and he can't forgive her
regulus, however.. not only does he love walburga, he also wholeheartedly believes she loves him back. even if it's in her own fucked up way. that's one of the reason why he stays, i think. he's loyal to a fault, and family is always the most important thing for him (he's a black after all). at the end of the day, and despite all the wrong she's done and all the pain she's caused, walburga is still a person to regulus. she makes mistakes and she hurts him, but she's his mother. everything she does is out of love for him. that's enough for him to forgive her. or, maybe not exactly forgive her, but to endure. and deep down, regulus thinks he can save her. he wants to, more than anything, but the truth is that she doesn't want to be. she doesn't believe she needs to, but even if she did, she wouldn't allow it
that's why i loveeee to explore reg's dynamic with his parents, especially with walburga. i have a few stories in which he leaves with sirius, or leaves after him, and also cuts all ties etc. but in my True Version of regulus.. he can never abandon them. even if he ends up moving out or reconnecting with sirius, he always keeps in contact with both walburga and orion. he can't help it. those are his parents, and he's always gonna love them, despite the ugly and despite the pain, because that's what family is supposed to be, to him!!!
#god they make me SICK#ur not alone jen i promise im dry heaving right there with u#one of the reasons im so excited about the boxer au is that . reg has an okay relationship with his parents?? while sirius hasnt spoken to#them in years. and yet sirius and reg live together and are okay#but they fight a lot over walburga and orion bc sirius believes reg should tell them to fuck off for once and for all#but regulus just . can't#worst of all he doesn't even want to#ANYWAYS THEY FUCK ME UP IN SO MANY WAYS#so obsessed with the black family Always#ghostly echoes#jen tag <3#regulus & walburga
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okay but the real hard hit of how vulnerable and emotionally connected daniel feels to louis in that moment is him as a chronically ill 70 year old man sitting cross legged on a cement floor
#i know 50 year olds who wouldn’t do that if you paid them#there’s not even a chair or table very close to him to heave himself up with😭#amc iwtv#amc interview with the vampire#daniel molloy#louis de pointe du lac#don’t be afraid just start the tape#iwtv spoilers
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i haven't been online but i'm seeing finale talk pop up again and i forgot who else it was who asked misha it but misha told me it was jimmy.
[and personally, i would never want cas in heaven without an explanation how he got there and 1520 makes even less sense to me if cas was in heaven and at that roadhouse and i for sure don't want dean there so i'm like 10/10/10/10 ignoring this lmao it's been 4 years i'm dug in
also the winchesters finale makes no sense if cas was actually in heaven bc why is dean leaving and who tf is he searching for then]
#idk how this all really started#i'm where i'm at#fuck the heaving ending legit#i won't even be shy about it anymore i hate the concept of cas in heaven#just as much as i hate the concept of dean in heaven#tho the winchesters confirmed he no longer is in heaven which made me so happy
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The leiter-wagons contained great, square boxes, with handles of thick rope; these were evidently empty by the ease with which the Slovaks handled them, and by their resonance as they were roughly moved.
I love Jonathan's attention to detail and all. He's noting the activity around these boxes because they must be important in some way, and also has two reasons for supposing they must be empty.
But also, I never noticed before that the boxes are supposed to be square? Is that like a literal all-sides-are-equal square, because then they look significantly less coffin-like and it completely changes the way I'm picturing a bunch of later scenes.
#dracula daily#dracula daily spoilers#dracula boxes#is this just a mistake? or am i truly supposed to be picturing gigantic square boxes big enough for a tall man to lay down inside?#it would admittedly make it even more impressive how easily dracula can move them when full of dirt/that one moment when jonathan heaves it#down to the ground. but. SURELY no right? this has got to be just a mistake right?
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amazing spider-man (1963) #76
#“even if it takes a lifetime!” and it does.#heaves chokes gets down on my knees wails throws up#peter parker#gwen stacy#sci talks comics#doomed by the narrative#they could've had it all...
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