#he knows the yearning. and boy
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Mhmm I sure love thinking of the reality where we did get more time to really know Karai and her dynamics with the bros. Losing her hit hard in the finale, but it would’ve hit much, much harder had we known Karai longer and really saw her relationships develop with everyone.
I especially would have been interested in her dynamic with Leo, as past iterations often have the two of them clash in ideals and the like while still sharing many characteristics. Two sides of the same coin, and all that. Her specifically being the bros’ Gram-Gram also adds a whole new dynamic as well.
Imagine how interesting it would be, to have Karai start off on Leo’s side for once, showing wholly just how alike the two are at their cores and bonding as family without the worry of betrayal or animosity that other iterations suffer through, only to have Karai die anyway. Their parting hug and the desperate look of horror Leo wears later on would have hit that much harder, I feel.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise of the tmnt#rise karai#rise leo#rottmnt karai#rottmnt leo#I think a lot about these two in particular#and how that dynamic could have flourished#the way it was depicted in the finale is so purposefully unique and painful like#that hug man#can you imagine how much more heartbreaking that would have been if we knew her longer#not that it wasn’t already sad but we just simply didn’t know her long enough to be completely attached#also imo having more episodes with her and in general would have presented something I’ve been thinking about since the finale#so like - I like to think each bro kinda immediately leans more toward certain family members#Mikey has Draxum#Donnie has April#Raph has Splinter because this is another one that would be SO GOOD and make the finale moment where Raph sees his memories hit harder#if they had an ep or two more of Splinter and Raph together bc I really do feel like Raph respects Splinter most of the four#and finally- Leo has Karai#and then he loses her#imo? this would align with the movie even more#because it was the act of heroism that kinda killed her in a way - makes sense that Leo would initially be leaning away from that#and yet he ends up exactly like her anyway#haha sorry for rambling I just really love the interesting dynamic these two tend to have#and it’s a shame we didn’t get to see it really explored in rise#but yeah make no mistake while I’m focusing on Leo here I wanted more for all the boys and karai#Mikey’s little moments with her were so sweet and we already know how much he yearns for more family#Karai being from an age long gone would mean she’d be super impressed by literally any invention Donnie has (adult validation!!)#and could you imagine her training with Raph - with this training being referenced in the finale?
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the "be careful, you're a heartbreaker." essek gave dorian before he left is all i needed to make up for the little dorym content we got. gut-punching feels when orym shot that argument back at dorian at the table.... i was having a bad night because of it and then boom.
#critical role#dorym#dorian storm#orym of the air ashari#bells hells#campaign 3#c3#dorian x orym#critical role spoilers#cr spoilers#dorian and orym talk to each other about their feelings impossible challenge#essek knows.#he knows the yearning. and boy#apparently he fucking felt it between orym/dorian#it must've been so familiar lol!#c3e103
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Aroace Riz real but also Fabian is SO clearly in love with him and Riz has no idea
#honestly fabian might not even fully know yet#a core part of fabians character is that he is so deeply afraid of rejection that he is never going to pursue the people he actually wants#i do think he likes Maezy a lot but i think he only knows how to pursue hot toxic women that will discard him at a moments notice#which in a way protects him from ever actually dealing with heartbreak#is he a gay man dealing with comphet? ehh maybe#i could see that#but I think the vibe i get is more about how he has these platonic friends he completely adores and is fully devoted to#and then in another category he has the people that he does not have any actual attachment to that he will allow himself to pursue#and crossing the boundaries in between those two categories or allowing himself to pursue someone he really cares for#would require a level of vulnerability he is in no way prepared for#in his home life he has an emotionally detached mother who is well liked but kind of floats through interactions on a surface level#and a father who is extremely concerned with fame and glory and attention but doesnt seem to have ever stopped moving in his life#genuinely fabian does not know what a safe loving partnership would look like#and we see him constantly oscillating between emulating his mother and his father in relationships#but just beneath the surface is a little boy who wants so badly to cling to his loved ones so tight and be squeezed right back#with no way of knowing how to even ask for that if he wanted#and riz is his best friend in the world and he knows on some level that riz is simply not interested in having that kind of relationship#not on the level fabian needs#but that also makes riz a safe target for these feelings of devotion#theyre just friends! just besties! fabian never has to reckon with his own loneliness or harmful patterns#if he channels all of his yearning for closeness onto his best friend#anyway! this boy needs therapy#fhjy#fhjy spoilers#fabriz
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god thinking about katsuki murmuring "gotta win... right izuku?" right before charging right into his death is so so so fucking batshit insane of a thing to include. like he's yearning for him. like not only is he speaking as if izuku is still at his side, but he still remembers what izuku said to him all those months ago and is fighting to live up to the version of himself izuku admired. and then he goes "tell me.... izuku.... can i still reach you" CAN I STILL REACH YOU LITERALLY LONGING FOR HIM, TELL ME, ONE LAST THING BEFORE I GO, JUST TELL ME IF I CAN REACH YOU FUCKING I'M LOSING MY MIND OVER HERE IT'S PEAK PINING TRAGIC ROMANCE
#bkdk#bakudeku#i'm literally going insane thinking about just how hard katsuki was yearning for him#all of this happening knowing he's probably going to die specifically to hurt izuku#the word choice the TELL ME#IZUKU ONE THING SPEAK TO ME ONCE MORE JUST TELL ME#CAN I REACH YOU#RRRRRRRRRRRRRRAAAAA#CAN I STAND BY YOU CAN I BE BY YOURSIDE AM I WORTHY AM I STRONG ENOUGH#the fucking YEARNING IS GOING CRAZY AND THIS IS WHAT HE THINKS ABOUT WHEN HE DIES#when izuku thinks he's gonna die to muscle man in s3 he's like “sorry mom”#katsuki is just full god i wish i could be at your side izuku i want to speak to you one last time i want the silly trading card we got#signed#hori i swear to god if you dont let these boys hug each other after all this tragic gay pining i'm gonna scream
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edwin is stronger than me bc personally i wouldn’t have the heart to be in an eternal situationship. “you’re the most important person in the world to me” “we have literally forever to figure it out” WHAT DID U MEAN BT THAT..GOD JUST TELL ME NO DONT GET MY HOPES UP W THIS COSMICALLY BONDED PLATONIC(?) SOULMATES SHIT
#i’m sorry but#i can’t say that i’m exactly in love with you#followed by#we have 4ever to figure it out#would keep me UP at night#like. what did u mean by that#also i’m being silly ofc ofc they were running from a HELL MONSTER obvi charles wasn’t thinking#huh how do i make sure he knows i don’t feel the same but also knows i still love and care abt him greatly all while making sure he isn’t#unclear on if my feelings have the potential to change#and obvi it’s not charles fault that he just. doesn’t love edwin like that and edwin will just have 2 deal w some yearning 🤷♀️#but who am i kidding charles feels the same he just doesn’t fully know that yet 🙄duh#paynland#4 life!!!#dead boy detectives#edwin payne
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haha guess who couldnt commit to one piece and instead made several drafts of the pjo dungeon meshi au and never finishing any of them
#ANYWAYS solangelo is a pretty boy x pretty boy ship#william is the loser boyfailure awkward anxious down bad one out of the two being canon in tsats real#solangelo as farcille goes hard because you KNOW will was edging to the brink of insanity as he yearns for a chance to save and revive nico#he cant believe he fumbled#pjo#percy jackson#nico di angelo#heroes of olympus#pjo fanart#pjo hoo toa#will solace#solangelo#solangelo fanart#pjo x dunme#solangelo au
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What's so funny about seeing interpretations, over the years, of Midoriya being jealous that Bakugou is friends with other people in their class is that in canon, Midoriya easily made friends himself and barely batted a lash at Bakugou making friends. In fact, he was more likeable because at a time, the class didn't like Bakugou like that. In the beginning, Midoriya was freaking out that the class was actually talking crap about Bakugou because he wasn't used to that from others (as the school they went to, people would flock around Bakugou).
Like, maybe it's just me, but Midoriya being jealous like that just feels like it came out of nowhere for me. Like, the moment Kirishima even came into the picture, Midoriya already had him his trio with Iida and Uraraka.
#like the whole 'midoriya is jealous' thing about bakugou being friends with like Kirishima and whoever else is so funny to me#because by episode what he already had a trio he was in before the fandom declared bakusquad as a thing#hell even constantly made friends with people in other countries meanwhile bakugou is spying and eyeing#like no folks Midoriya will literally discuss something else with someone with a smile on his face#he notices bakugou has friends yes! but does he actively yearn and whine about it? NO#that's not to say i hate bakugou because y'all already know i don't my boom boy right there#but I'm sorry there are some interpretations i see go 'is that canon or just another instance of the fandom taking Midoriya's 'obsession'...#way too far?'#their relationship developed beautifully over time and they indeed will always be about each other in and in each other's lives#but come on...#just kiya's thoughts#bnha#mha#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#midoriya izuku#izuku midoriya
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a small assortment of lyrics that make me think of...Them....
(claw machine by sloppy jane; hurricane by lord huron; kyoto by phoebe bridgers; ends of the earth by lord huron; my city by better oblivion community center; psychic wound by king woman)
#hi yes it is i#he who should be working on his bio pbls and psych and like 6 other courses#and also cleaning and getting ready for his appointments#but i felt extra gay and chose to do this instead ig 😕#groovygrub: channeling his own queer yearning unto newmann since 2024 ✨#btw if literally ANYONE gets ANYTHING from this!! please tell me!!! cuz i have like 60 of these bad bois chillin on my phone#(most of them are kinda really fucking sad though. was thinking about uprising too much ya know?#+11000000 psychic damage every goddamn time i do it!! and yet!!! i still do it :')#oh also i have a buncha relevant playlists but tbh i don't think the world is ready for that sweet hell rn)#newmann#pacific rim#pacrim#newt geiszler#newton geiszler#hermann gottlieb#k sci#k science#favorite music#music#lyrics#words#quotes#sloppy jane#lord huron#phoebe bridgers#better oblivion community center#king woman
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the german interrogator as soon as bucky sat his beat up gay ass down in that chair:
#masters of the air#mota#bucky egan#john bucky egan#clegan#he really said i’m sittin on a BAD BOY piece of information 😏 with buck cleven’s name scribbled down in his notepad#gay yearning so famous even the nazis know about it#wow
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i want a boy to kiss the back of my neck and down to my shoulders while his hand is under my shirt but just for comfort, not as an expectation
#mlm#mlm yearning#boy kisser in theory#cuddle me#gay#boy kisser#forehead kisses#i want a boyfriend#kiss my head#let me play with your hair#lazy morning kisses#husband behavior#god I can’t wait to be married#get to wake up like this everyday#wrapped up in his arms#his stubble scratching across my skin#only us#god#i’m so gay#i want him#and he doesn’t even exist#i like the idea#of him#but I don’t know#who he is#can you tell i’m touched starved?
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the entire 15 years later scenes was such a dream that was taken away too fast. when you finally calm down thinking all the issues are sorted and they're finally freaking together only for it to be snatched like that. ep 8, you're a wonder, you gave everything and took it all away
#lovely runner#ryu sun jae#im sol#I know you all watched that kiss scene on repeat#the confession omg#the entire comical shitshow at his house#him running around#grabbing his heart cuz he can't calm down around her#THEM MAKING OUT IN SUCH A SWEET AWAY#oppa?#boi headbutting steering wheel cuz he finally got what he been yearning for#only to be stabbed in his guts like what even#i wish we got more hospital scene clarity cuz what if he was stable and he'll recover and they could've happily been together forever
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im rereading lockwood and co for the however manyth time and im just sat here screaming to myself about how mad i am that thwy canceled the show and also how fucking desperately i need the books from lockwoods pov hhajzjzjzbbsbsbsb please i am dying i dont know how to search in tags for a good retelling of the books in his pov i am fucking BEGGING i need to read all of the books from his perspective all five no changes in the narrative or the story just gimme all of it from his perspective i need to read how madly and deeply he is gone on lucy (and goegre i am a fucking sucker for throuple fics give george all the kisses if lucy and lockwood domt kiss him I WILL) P L E A S E I AM BEGGING I NEED IT I NEED TO READ LOCKWOODS THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS I NEED TO EAT IT TO FEEL IT IN MY BONES TO WRITE THE WORDS ON MY SOUL BRO
en ee wayz
anybody got any fic recs ૮₍ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ₎ა
(bonus points if its a throuple fic i love lugeorgewood)
#lockwood and co#anthony lockwood#lucy carlyle#george karim#george cubbins#i love them#i would do anything for them#i need to see how hopelessly he pines for her#yearns for her#i need to know how absolutely distraught my boys were while she was gone#please man#eugh#i need to fucking chew on them#ali hadji heshmati is so fucking fine#theyre all so hot#i am so gay#this isnt fair#i was doomed from the start#how dare they all be so hot#like#literally all of them#except for the old men#and the ghosts i suppose#¯\_(ツ)_/¯#lucy x george is everything to me#i absolutely gobble up lugeorge fics#or whatever their shipname is
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I desire fanfics out there where the government specifically targets the micronations cause they aren't nations but they aren't people either. Also, it would make more sense cause you'd notice a nation go missing pretty fast vs if a micronation goes missing. Only other micronations or people in close/constant contact with that micronation will notice their disappearance and even then, would any of the nations actually care? Probably not lol You have the perfect test subjects. They are so much different from their nation counterpart too like, what do you mean you're a man-made fort in the middle of the ocean? What do you mean you spawned from a driveway dispute?
NIKO NIKO WOULD BE SUCH A TARGET BECAUSE OF HOW HE WAS A HUMAN THAT BECAME A MICRONATION BEFORE GIVING UP HIS NATION STATUS AND BECOMING HUMAN AGAIN It gives the government or scientists more wiggle room to try to create their own micronations or even become some for the sake of immortality and whatever. Then they can work on going after the nations from there.
Anyways, Blue and I are going feral over this and working on our own AUs that deal with this in a sense <3
#iced_coffeearts#aph micronations#hws micronations#aph niko niko#hws niko niko#begging for scraps fr#feels like im talking to a wall when I mention the micronations#the whole fandom just shits itself and vomits like L I guess#theres always gonna be the members of a fandom that don't like younger characters cause they cringe knowing damn well#they were probably like them when they were younger or worse and hate to be reminded of it </3#LOOKING AT YOU YUGIOH ZEXAL FANDOM#YUMA'S 13 YEAR OLD BOY OF COURSE HE'S GONNA BE A FUCKING MORON#Anyways <3#PLEASE SOMEONE TAKE THIS IDEA AND RUN WITH IT#I'M BEGGING Y'ALL PLS#these children yearn for the mines
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"If I die, we both die, Sasuke."
Definitely lots of layers going on to which I interpret as:
Naruto knows he doesn't want to exist in a world without Sasuke. His resolve is clear: he'd bear the burden of Sasuke's hatred and die together with him. He doesn't want to die like a loser but he doesn't want to die as the hero that killed his friend to protect the village, either. This is a blatant rejection of what Hashirama did when he fought against Madara. Naruto chooses Sasuke above all else. If Sasuke dies (literally) and Naruto lives, he would spend the rest of his days devoid of his driving force, even the prospect of becoming hokage doesn't fill the empty space which was originally meant for Sasuke--the one who reached out first and saved him from his own darkness. His bond with Sasuke became exponentially bigger than his worldly dreams.
Sasuke, on the other hand, would fall deeper into darkness. Dealing with loss, heartbreak, grief, misery. As much as he takes action on severing his bond with Naruto, when confronted with the idea, he couldn't handle it to the point that he doesn't want to record the memory of Naruto dying with his Sharingan. He knows how far he'd fall and he could never recover from it--he'd end up powerful enough to conquer all but like how Naruto finds irrelevance in a world without him, he'd spend the rest of his days with a resounding emptiness filled with hollow excuses until it runs out and he'd go mad. Perhaps destroy the world because his one and only died in his hands long ago and nothing else matters, be reckless and die in the process.
And both of them are aware of all of this because they were able to see each other's hearts. They would not function without the other. They're connected by wretched fate but their bond goes beyond the organized shinobi system that enabled their burdens and justified their twisted circumstances. At the end of the day, that bond led them to understand one another and they hope it would influence the same system that failed them in ways more than one.
#naruto#naruto shippuden#uzumaki naruto#sns#uchiha sasuke#sasuke#narusasu#sasunaru#mochiajclayne.txt#nsn#can you tell that I rewatched five kage summit arc again#god I love that arc so much it's insane#naruto validating sasuke's actions when the rest shunned him is crazy but making that promise of dying together with a big ass smile...wow#naruto earned a degree in yearning#but that boy really knows how to calm his unhinged batshit blind “friend”#because he hits the nail on the head with sasuke every single time#no one understands sasuke like naruto does AND IT SHOWS#everyone: sasuke is a criminal he has no future#naruto: I can save him AND I NEVER GO BACK ON MY WORD WATCH ME DO IT BITCHES#and he did save him#okay enough rambling lmao
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Yep I wanna be with him forever
#JEHEJGRJEGEJVR HES SO SWEET#I'm dead#I'm deceased#I've been exploded#I am so madly in love#help#I know I'm poly#and he's poly#but I need him to be mine forever#like#jdjejbejahjrhf#anyways hi ollie#gay yearning#gay#pan#pansexual#gods I whipped for this boy#help hlep me#sorry#too much#it's true though
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Had a realization while mopping the kitchen,
Jotaro is all three of his parents child, because listen
Usagi:
He looks like a carbon copy of the guy and acts similarly to him, same drive, same temper, everyone points these two things out
Kenichi:
I like to make the cuck joke as much as anyone else but let's not forget that he and Jotaro have a real father-son relationship!!!! Jotaro calls him father and loves him like one!!! Kenichi knows Jotaro isn't his and his rival is his sire but doesn't care and loves and raises him anyway!!!! Also I'm pretty sure that Kenichi is always/mostly wearing purple in colored comic issues and what is Jotaro wearing???? Purple!!!!! The symbolism????? Because Usagi may be Jotaro's biodad but he is not the man that raised him, fed him, clothed him, Jotaro is wearing Kenichi's colors!!!! Because he is as much Kenichi's son as Usagi's!!!
Mariko:
obviously he has her ears and nose but also! May be grasping at straws but! His clothes have a pattern like she does and(correct me if I'm wrong) Kenichi doesn't! Kenichi's are plain with only the reigning Lord of the lands Mon and Mariko's and Jotaro's has a design! Similar in how they both love Kenichi but they also love Usagi! Jotaro wants a father-son relationship with Usagi but not at the cost of one with Kenichi! Mariko has affections for both Kenichi and Usagi but it's pretty obvious her feelings for Usagi run deeper than for Kenichi, but that doesn't mean she doesn't love him! Because for all that she loves Usagi, he didn't love her enough to stay and Kenichi did. Even though Kenichi had to leave the Dogora school in shame he still could've been a retainer to a lord like Usagi but instead he stayed! This man raised her child knowing damn well how he came to be and didn't care! Married her knowing she could never return his feelings with the same fervor!
Jotaro loves his parents and wants to respect all their wishes! This poor fucking kid...
#usagi yojimbo#miyamoto usagi#jotaro#jotaro usagi yojimbo#mariko#mariko usagi yojimbo#kenichi#kenichi usagi yojimbo#anyome remeber tomoe ame's evil halfsister/cousin? how she was raised by a father that knew how she was born and hated her for it?#talented with a blade but cruel? amd Jotaro could've been that Kenichi could've been cold and distant and cruel but he wasn't#he looked at the boy and he loved him#usagi wasnt there to raise him or provide for mariko so he fucking would#he's not a stepdad he's the dad that stepped up#sorry if it sounds like im dissing on my boy miyamoto i /know/ he'd have been a good fucking dad if given the chance#but current circumstances as they are? no he could not and that fucking /hurts/#good men good samurai both with potential to be good fathers and husbands but with the tragedy of war and being in love with the same woman#it was never gonna end well#hey do you think the reason why usagi keeps going after married/gonna be married women is because of his yearning to settle down#he wants to be domestic so fuckin bad...always so far but out of reach...#usagi miyamoto
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