#he is helping me so much thru so much shit rn and he is everything i dreamt of
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n3ptoonz · 11 months ago
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hellooo it's okay if you choose not to write this!! but like im going thru it rn & was thinking how would the mk men be with someone who thrives off of being validated? i'm thinking raiden, kung lao, smoke, but anyone else you want too! kinda like some fluffy pick me up content :(
ofc i can do this, seems easy enough and i hope you're doing alright anon <3 if not at the moment, this feeling won't last forever!
mk1 hcs: how raiden, kung lao, smoke, and rain give praise/validation to their s/o
no warnings just fluff, more bullet points than usual since i'm doing four characters (and writing for them har har har) i use praise and validation interchangeably here if that's okay
hope this is good!
Raiden
raiden is almost always giving you praise and validation for just about anything
your skill, how well you cook, if you don't cook how well you help him out, to even how well your cleaning is
a swift "wow, you're amazing" "do i tell you i love you enough?" "how did you do that? impressive!" are in order whenever he deems fit (literally all the time)
don't let him find out you're down about something, because you're not leaving this house until he sees that smile
he holds you close more often and whispers cute things to you. some jokes, some things are more personal/targeted comments of validation
"you do know that i love you, right?" "you're the best thing to happen to me." "whatever has you down, we're in this together."
don't be surprised when you wake up one day and there's baskets full of freshly picked fruit on the dining table too. he hates to see you frown, so he does everything in his power to hear your laughter again
Kung Lao
as much as he loves receiving validation and being told he's the best at any given moment, he loves giving it too
for him it's usually on occasions where he really means every single word he's saying. like if you were to finally get a move you've been trying for like a week, he's your number one cheerleader
"i saw that out there, you're doing so well!" "shit, where'd you learn that from?! teach me!" "i am so proud of you"
if you're down, he's dropping everything to be by your side, if he can. whatever plagues your mind is an enemy of his now
he holds your hand(s) and is surprisingly very patient with you. well, is it really surprising when he professes his love for you every chance he gets?
"i'm here for you, love" "whenever you're ready, i'm always listening" "do i need to beat anybody's ass? just say the word."
he would also bring fruit (yes, he stole raiden's idea) and offer to train with you more for comfort or to tease you to take your mind off things (code word for endless flirting)
Smoke
when it comes to tomas, contrary to the popular belief of him being a smug thug that beats up old ladies, he's from shy boy city. population: him
on both ends he doesn't know how to react/isn't that good at giving praise. he'll either stumble over his words or do something else to show you he cares. it's really only when it comes to you cause he has to be confident around everybody else
he'll give an enthusiastic thumbs up from across the room, walk past you and whisper "great job!", or wait until it's just you two in the room so he can pepper your face with kisses (i need him so bad)
but hold up...you're feeling down? nah, that simply won't do. his shyness is gone and he's a little too ready to bring someone's head as a treasure if someone hurt you
"are you alright? i've got your back." "i would do anything for you" "i love you so much, don't forget that."
he would try his best efforts to spend more time with you and do more things around the house. hell, if he really had it his way you would never lift a finger ever again
Rain
rain is a man of few words. the way he operates is he doesn't really feel the need to keep saying the same thing over and over again, but that changed with you
now it wasn't a huge change, but he definitely had no opposition to letting you know when he noticed you, and he knows you'd do the same if not more
"i like what you did there, keep it up" "how did i get so lucky?" "you make me great at what i do"
he finds out you don't feel too hot? prepare to know what royalty feels like, because that's how he's going to treat you. technically you have a walking water-cooler at all times, so now you're definitely never doing anything yourself again
"i've got it taken care of, don't you worry about a thing" "your wish is my command." "if someone did something to you, they will regret it. i promise."
behind that calm and cool demeanor he was lowkey freaking out because he doesn't like seeing you down. he'd offer to make all types of natural medicines or potions, and when you tell him you just need him around, he's fine with putting work off until you feel better
a/n: i found out a few weeks ago charles from rdr and rain mk1 share the same va. i KNEW he sounded familiar mm mm mm
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cobrasx · 10 days ago
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HEEEEY!!! ✺◟( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)◞✺
I'm a little embarrassed to send my question but I really want to interact JAJSJAKSNS
• Why do you like DTMG?
• Can you make a top 3 of your favorite characters?
¡¡¡¡I love your content!!!!
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HOLI HOLIIIIISSSS!!!!!!
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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA STOPPPP im literally SHAKING rn HELP I LOVE YOUR CONTENT!!! dude ive been meaning to interact w you too, but omlllll I GOT SCARED LMFAO "SMOOTH" N "SAUVE" ARE NOT IN MY VOCAB N REAL TALK UR JUST SO COOL DAWG 😭💯💯 i also speak spanish, pero no creo q se suficiente para mantener una conversacion completa. es q no quiero sonar tan gringa-- como que se me va el avión al abrir la boca AJJAJJSJSAJAASHSX pero si lo se leer muy bien! no te sientas obligada a enviar cosas en ingles, sientate comoda en escribir en el idioma q quieras <3333
reasons why i like dtmg well UHHRRRRRRMM i quite fancy its missed potential ehueheuhrurhur WAIT LMAO LIKE,,, my fondness for the series stems from what could've been, and as for whats already there, i think its just something i can vibe w. truthfully, bjc is what really got me into it, but what keeps me attached is his bond with spencer. i think what they have is special, and ive always adored that kind of friendship where shit just kinda happens, but you n bro just gotta thug it out. you can be at your worst and there'll b someone who can just see through all that and accept you. doesnt mean theyll always agree with you, and sometimes it feels like they gotta put up with you, but they stay. i feel that way with dtmg in a way LMAOAOA
dtmg is very hit or miss w it's humor, but i can't even complain cuz when it's just me n her, dtmg is the funniest bitch in the club <333 ill laugh at literally everything, but dtmg just happens to have that SAUCE. that, and its poor executions sometimes; like sometimes a character can say smth in a certain tone but they're animated to a completely different vibe and that shit just takes me the fuck out. reading too much into it sends me, and just sitting there enjoying the ride blasts me off into orbit. my humor is so ass, but it's great that i can be that vulnerable w a show :3
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SHE SAID WHATS UR TOP 3????? STIMMING AND SKIPPING IM STIMMING AND SKIPPING
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IMMMMokayokayokay
SO!!!COMIN IN AT NO.3 !!!
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MISS BLAH BLAH?!?!!?
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. i love me a woman with short blue hair and pronouns <333 AHHHSHAHSHHH i hate how there's so little screen time for her,, like she doesn't even say a WORD, but her impact is so huge she stole the show for me like DUUUUUDE. i like to think that she's one of the only ppl to see billy for all his flaws. i LOVE that feuding with him makes her so happy cause she KNOWS she's getting on his last nerve. i LOVE that bjc feels threatened and offended enough by her to drop several diss tracks ALL to her name. i LOVE that in a world where billy can end careers at the snap of his fingers, shes REMAINED relevant annnnnd looks to be enjoying her celebrity status thru n THRU LIKE OH MY GODDDD IIII LLLOOVVVEEEEE!!!!! AND BJCs STILL MAD YEARS AFTER HIS OWN PASSING MAAAANNNNNEEE HOW CAN U HATE HER IF SHES ON YOUR MIND??? LORD IK SHE A BADDIE,, STAY PRESSED GRAHHH 💙💋
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NUMBAH TWO??? YKKK ITS GOTTA B OUR MANNNN
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BUCK
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. the chillest mf there is. funny asf, a total nerd maximum geekage (i see them pins bbg), ik he rockin it w the lgbtqs, AND a successful businessman with total wi-fri OWNAGE. a fucking DIVA. a fucking LEGEND. the intercom that suspiciously sounds like the 14 year old that frequents the place says free fish tacos for every flyer RETURNED? and his response is "sure, what the hell" yesss YESSS MY KIIIIIINNNNNGGGGGG. REAL KING SHIT. YOU SAW THEM HEELS TOO?? I KNOW U SAW THEM. OUR BOY FRESHHHHH. OUR BOY FLYYYYYYY AND THATS 'CAUSE HES THE GOAT‼️‼️‼️ THE 🐐🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
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NOW FURST??? U KNOW I HADDA U KNOWWON
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BOBBY
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. i think he's pretty tragic as a character; about as tragic as a character can b in dtmg LOLOL!! i like it when ppl r against bjc, and w their own valid reasons. bobby was just a fan who wanted to be like his idol, and in the process he ended up neglecting his own identity to fit the bjc standard. bjc rly set himself up for failure, and i love it when he faces the repercussions of his own actions. billy can't stand to see someone one-up him at his own game, and bobby being so good at being a ghost in such a short amount of time-- YUHHRRRR god that makes me so proud of him. when bobby is great, it's not at the expense of others, and he never showed any signs of intentionally making billy feel bad abt his lack of expertise up until the end of the episode. even then, bobby was never an antagonist for the fun of it. he was able to see the toxicity that billy beared, and i find that him saying "billy's somewhere he can't say mean things about people anymore" speaks volumes for his character. word choice here, "people" instead of the personal "me". he's vile, spiteful and tried to replace billy. he's so FUN. a butthurt and emotionally immature guy, but that's what i find so fascinating. LIKE CHAT THIS ALL COULDVE BEEN A NARRATIVE BEAT
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THIS WAS SO FUN!!! thank you for this, i had so much fun talking abt these goobers. hearing from you is always a pleasure pan!!!! KEEP AN EYE ON UR INBOX <33333
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thatdeadaquarius · 2 years ago
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With your language AU, I remember watching a video about a guy speaking angrily nonesense in an Indian accent and people thinking he was very angry. Imagine this as the Creator speaks angry gibberish to people and they just assume that the Creator is cursing them or something. (Or like when they speak gibberish to babies and everyone's like, "Aw the Creator is teaching that baby their divine language")
*AUDIENCE DRAMATICALLY GASPS.
✨️I look pretty good for a dead bitch✨️
She's alivveee!!!
Whats up i almost passed away from sheer academic workload, but im not in the ground yet 🥰 And with drafts outta my ass! :D
Hope yall ready for ur regularly scheduled Bullshit Genshin Sagau <3
SANDBEES THATS SUCH A GOOD USERNAME & ALSO SORRY I ANSWERED THIS SO FUCKING LATE JESUSSSSS 💀💀💀
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SORRY ABT THE POLL I CANT BELIEVE I COULDNT FIGURE OUT HOW TO DELETE IT IM FUCKING CRYING I WOULD DO THIS-
Well at least i can do polls thru this in the future?? Idk tumblr is ass so we'll see how this accidental test works out...
So these were the first thngs i thought of and its not super long bc ASKERS R GENIUSES OKAY
SOMTIMES I JUST WANNA PROFUSELY THANK U GUYS AS A REPLY FOR SHARING WITH THE CLASS THRU MY BLOG 💖💘💫
Saw the gif and couldnt help but think this is how ppl like Alhaitham or Diluc would react to u "speaking ur langauge"
"Our langauage" aka being a SIM 💀
Stop Albedo would ask you to teach him ur lang/grammar rules 😭
What u gonna do when Zhongli asks you to teach him some words-
OH NO
NO DONT PASS ON YOUR BULLSHIT LMAO
U GIVING ZHONGLI SOME STUPID SIM WORD LIKE
Your ass: "GIGGLABAH means beautiful :) "✨️
Zhongli: "Oh thank you, how different from our own version, so excited sounding..."
You walk by him strolling the harbor and he just smiles at you and says
"You look gigglabah today my liege."
HIS REGAL FACE AND FANCY WALK WITH HIS HAND BEHIND HIS BACK AND EVERYTHING
(honestly ppl paint him as oblivious but he kinda seemed like the type of bastard who seems like he's not aware but sometimes he secretly knows the truth, he's just getting too much amusement out of it to stop doing it, LOL he does shit like the above to see YOUR reaction- LMAO)
You're a maniac pls tell me u dont pass on simlish to all the serious characters-
XIAO WOULD SECRETLY THINK IT SOUNDS GOOFY BUT WANT TO BE INVOLVED BC ITS YOU ANYWAY LMAO
SO HE'S JUST SLIGHTLY SQUIRMING AND GETTIN PINK EVERYTIME HE SAYS A STUPID SIM WORD BC HE FEELS LIKE A GOOF HAHA
(& he's not the only one, others too like Kaveh, YELAN, Ningguang, Nahida, DILUC, AYAKA LMAO-)
Some ppl i could see taking ur gibberish bullshittery and whether they believe its real or not is irrelevant bc theyre using it anyway-
And i dont mean in a good way 😭
LIKE IM THINKING OF VENTI.
CRAZY BARD INCLUDING SIMLISH ASS GIBBERISH WORDS IN HIS SONGS BC OF YOU
"Be cheerful like the hugkukie,
and may your cup never leaky!"
And Diluc loves you.
Really he does, deeper than he thinks-
But his eye is twitching LMAOO
(Ok but if you did like multiple of these language shenanigans thruout the asks ive gotten, Kaeya would literally grow so fond of you and associate you with goofy funny shit that makes him laugh so hard that everytime he sees you he automatically is beaming with a smile, or trying to supress a warm grin- this got away from me but its 1:44am for me rn so i would love a smiley Kaeya rn -)
Speaking language bs I have my 2nd oral exam for spanish tomorrow, pls send whatever good vibes u got and i am also really open to prayers from any religion as well. sobs
Hope anyone got any enjoyment out of my response bc tbh the ask is what rlly matters to me atp lmao
Until the next shenanigan-
Safe travels,
💀♒️
♡the beloveds mwah ♡
@karmawonders / @0rah-s / @randomnatics / @glxssynarvi / @nexylaza / @genshin-impacts-me / @wholesomey-artist
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micamone · 7 months ago
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the thing about liking an almost 30 year old show is I'm not sure as much about what went on behind the scenes. and a significant part of that is how awesome it was that the fans were just more separate from creators then, like there was no social media and junk for us to to badger them on about things. but the from their side there wasnt a place they could just dump shit on us for fun. things were told through dvd commentaries and magazines published back then or panels and stuff at conventions or even TV specials and those are all very... ephemeral. like I'm sure its all recorded somewhere but it takes a little more digging and hoping fan websites have the info. and thats doable I'm not asking anyone to help me with that btw i just havent done it yet cause i wanna get thru the show first or I'll have one billion spoilers from not being able to stop reading.
but i think the biggest thing for me rn on stargate is, again i watched atlantis first. and that started in and branched off of like season 8 of sg1. so i know a lot about The Ancients, since they were a big player in SGA, and every time something tangenally related to them comes up in SG1 i get super excited and wave my arms and jump up and down for Daniels attention cause i want him to discover Atlantis so bad. im so excited for him and oh god he has his earpods in he cant hear me-
anyways. connecting these two points..... i have to wonder watching things progress how much they planned ahead. how much did they set up like "... yeah we'll decide to make something of that later" and how much of it was "oh dude the fans are gonna FLIP when we make this reveal in two seasons" you know????? i can listen to stuff about gravity falls when hirch and co talk about how they had no idea where they were going. they were like "well he has a twin somewhere. for some reason. and hes..... well hes there." and they literally came up with the everything on the fly. and then even in Gargoyles, which is old like stargate too, i read apparently the writers called each other once like "WAIT HEY THIS CHARACTER FROM THE VERY BEGINNING FIRST EPISODE? HOLY SHIT WHAT IF HE WAS THIS GUY-" sort of twist like.... way into the show lol
was that what was going on with The Ancients? and their whole..... ascended business? Orlin in this episode was very interesting cause i definitely recognized Oma D from a while back as an ancient, so i was glad Sam compared Orlin to her, but this was the first time theyre REALLY like "yup, that monk and myths of the jaffa werent just talk. this ascension biz is for real and a bigger deal than you thought" BUT! they still havent really connected it to the ancients. at all. i dont think daniel even said the writing on the machine Orlin helped build was ancient, and it didn't look like it, but then like.... Orlin also just said he was Human.
and was that true? WAS he human? humans can ascended, sure. but he also made a freakin stargate. in sam's basement. (Obadiah Stane voice) WITH A BUNCH OF SCRAPS!
... he already was the cause of death for people he cared about once for giving away too much information, i wouldnt be surprised if he lied about being human. but also wouldnt be surprised if the writers were like..... unsure and didnt care cause it doesnt matter lmao they were just vibing. you know. idk im sure Orlin and even Oma will get brought up AGAIN later, im only in the beginnings of season 5 after all and know some spoilers that the ascension thing ans ancients become a big deal later but. yeah its just interesting. i like picking apart creators minds for their stories and its just not possible in the same way on such an old show. even if i could ask them, they'd be having to recall through decades of memories that change as they have over the years. and that provides an interesting color on things as well but... its not the same as knowing what they were thinking back then.
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nerd-at-sea5 · 2 years ago
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spam yellowjackets post
oh ok lottie you shouldn’t be peeing blood wtf
mari you’re 100% dying this ep i’m sure of it. but also good god i just wanna give her a hug
AKILAH AND NUGGET OMFG YES THIS IS ADORABLE AND ALSO SO HEARTBREAKING BUT I LOVE THIS SO MUCH
wait. wait what the fuck. what the fuck?!?! NUGGET?
‘jeff did not come thru on the phone sex thing’ van omfg i adore you
‘he was in there really deep’ WHY DID NO ONE MAKE A THATS WHAT SHE SAID JOKE AND TAI PLS TELL HER YOU HELPED BURRY A BODY
ok thank you van for being yourself i love you also the messed up hair in this scene is just. yes.
lisa just giving lottie a ‘bitch wtf is going on’ look i love her so much
tai and van acting like an old married couple WOAH TRANSITION GODDAMN hold up why does van look a lil evil rn
OH HELLO OTHER TAI
oh rlly so now we come up w the leather eating jesus a bit late for that huh?
NAT THATS YOUR GF NO but also yay nat/ben bff bonding i love it
she is jealous of lottie bc she wants to date lottie
don’t eat him pls
WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK BLOOD?!?! WHAT
oh she’s so dead. mari you are so dead-
fuck callie and jeff goddamnit
this cop is a piece of shit i hate him
oh my god callie i love you so much
HE DID NOT GO THERE. FUCKING BITCH.
goddamnit why is misty so good at her job. this is so fucked up
‘we all need things we can’t have shauna’ *taivan camera focus*
MISTY WHAT THE FUCK
hey woah why are we insulting natalie and shauna here MISTY STOP KILLING PEOPLE
i need ben to survive i will sob so hard if he doesn’t.
JAVI NAT BONDING YESSSSSS I LOVE I LOVE
holy shit he’s actually apologizing. no don’t forgive him that fast omfg. damnit nat cmon.
LOTTIE DO NOT ASK THEM TO EAT YOU OMFG
BEN WHERE ARE YOU GOING
misty explain what she did to jessica and then lottie’s shocked face + van’s ‘hands tied joke’ omfg yes
oh their finding out who the blackmailer was
walter no walter no walter no walter no walter no
jeff’s gonna do something not good
WHAT THE FUCK SHAUNA WHAT IS HAPPENING WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK
ok it’s a nightmare? but still what the fuck
callie i love you
OH HE KNOWS ABOUT THE BABY. oh i’m gonna cry. i’m gonna fucking sob.
misty watch your fucking mouth-oh hey tai’s asleep. on nvm she not.
fuckkkkk tai….
oh my god van is the ONLY sane person here
lottie dude we have to talk about it listen to ur wife
oh my god stop killing people please
WHAT IS GOING O N I THOUGHT THERE WERE NO QUEENS IN THE DECK
also like some part of me is worried nat or van or two are gonna die but also like their NOT?
so now it’s just ben akilah and javi pls don’t die
shit natalie ik you survive but like fuck
OH SHIT SHES THE QUEEN IS SHE GONNA DIE WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK
she HAS A KNIFE TO HER WHAT SHE SURVIVES THO
oh my god nat way to be a badass while shauna is abt to kill you but also not THE FUCKING TIME like it’s gonna work but DUDE
DID VAN JUST SNARL?!
ben?! OH TRAVIS FUCK MISTY STFU
jesus this is horrible why are they all doing this jesus christ this isn’t ok JAVI NO.
goddamn the one time she gets screentime in the last few eps she’s being fucking hunted
the only way i’m not sobbing rn is bc i know she survives bc we see older her. it’s fine everything’s fine. nat’s gonna kill someone tho. i’m sure of it. but fuck.
lottie no. lottie no. nope no. STOP. also van is gonna die. but no.
‘misty. ya did actually kill someone.’ yeah mood. OK LOTTIE SHE HAS CANCER
yeah van’s dying. or it’ll cure cancer.
he found javi’s hideout? lordy this is creepy as fuck
yo he’s talking what??? i love him
oh he’s dying. FUCK.
MISTY STOP WHAT THE FUCK oh god misty. god travis is going to never recover.
fuck. dude even shauna and van look disturbed.
nat pls punch someone. cmon. you deserve it.
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wheeboo · 1 year ago
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new ask from : dizzy anon ! xe says...
i was!! supposed to add in the idea alongside the original ask but i thought it'd be a little much, so i decided to just send that in instead. while i have the text copied on my laptop, i still remember it in my head. so here it is!!
ironically for the hanahaki mingyu fic, this one has flowers involved as well. but thankfully no sickness! i'd been seeing a few good omens stuff and it's only faintly inspired.
sins and virtues. yn as envy and mingyu as kindness. yn probably lived a life of jealousy of people's appearances, very very unsatisfied with themselves. they had always wished to change into something people would love to look at, but never truly achieved it. mingyu had a heart of gold and the softest of smiles that could make anybody melt, but some people took his kindness for granted sometimes; gave him nothing when he did everything. and in death, they were chosen to be the very things that lead to their downfall in life; envy and kindness respectively.
with that out of the way (over-explaining has apparently helped people understand me more so i hope it does its job rn huhu), inspired by something a friend and i's oc ship does in their own version of this au- what if yn likes to try and satisfy themselves just a little bit, flatter themselves and all that, by ordering flowers for themselves? even a place with a bunch of demons probably has a good flower shop. they place it on a date far enough that they'll forget about it, and when they receive it, it's just. "oooooh, for me? of course it's for me hahahah" nagco-cope lang si pre, omsim HAHAHAHA
and then mingyu takes notice of this,,, i mean. who wouldn't, because yn's room had started to fill up with bouquets of the same flowers every two weeks or so. he sorta picks up on why, and one day decides to be the one to give them flowers,,,, like imagine that. holy shit. this doesn't even need to be romance, just somebody who wants to make somebody smile somehow. i'm so upset abt this im so down bad for stuff like this lowkeyyyy????
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i mean to answer this the other day after reading thru it but kinda forgot dsfds;lksfd';; but!!! can i just say how i was like WOWED reading this it sounds genuinely truly interesting n something i would definitely read or even write?? like i love the contrasting symbols of sins and virtues and how it was basically their purpose in life perse?? poor mingyu tho he def does not deserve to be treated that way ugh 😭 yet the whole idea of mingyu discovering the reason why yn has been doing this/treating themselves like this because of envy n jealousy (and that its basically an inevitable feeling) is just ang sobrang cute lang,, can imagine all the kilig feelings in this because all mingyu wants is make yn smile n make them feel better abt themselves :((. its like such a simple concept w beautiful symbolism!! i love your mind po omg <3
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skinniminnie3 · 1 year ago
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I need to rant so bad. My “bestfriend” who I barley see anymore cuz of everything she’s done is now going into ED rehab and everyone’s worried ab her including my mum cuz our families are close yet nobody cared when I was at my fudging lowest which I was legit a skeleton. I recovered but she’s only had it for like what a few months and everybody’s worried about her even when she legit did everything she could to make me feel like shit during mine and bullied tf outta me and even called me fat like WTAF. I’m so sick of her attention seeking its all she does. There was one point where she legit wanted to be me she dyed her hair and everything and stole all my clothes. I’m so pissed RN this has been sizzling thru my body and I don’t know wether to cry or scream and shout. And I cant tell anyone I’m angry because it feels wrong to say I had it first and she started hers for attention and Ofc I feel bad for her but it’s like you spent years bullying me and now you get an eating disorder and skinny everyone is worried about you. My bf helped me recover which I’m so greatful for except he doesn’t know ab this relapse and it’s all based on the anger that everyone cares when she had one but when I have one and get way lower than her no one cares about me at all. Ugh. Now my anger is coming from the fact I have to restart all over again and i feel like I’m never going to catch up . All of this sounds so bad but does anyone understand me. All she’s ever wanted was to be better than me and has always been the pick me friend but I feel like she’s absolutley shat all over me and I just want to smash everything around me. I’m trying not to self harm but it just feel like everything I did when I was struggling wasn’t worth it in the end for me to end up like this but also everything I did before no one cared idk. I didn’t want people to care but seeing how my own mother forced me to starve and shes acting all sad ab hearing the news ab my friend. I feel selfish but I’m so upset about this. There’s probably so much spelling mistakes and bad grammar in this but I just needed to let all of this out
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justasadboi · 5 months ago
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So like my mom told me today that my grandma called her and told her my uncle is currently oding on fent and it’s happened earlier this week too. And like she’s bipolar type 2 I think it is with like psychosis and because of their situation she hasn’t been taking her meds so she’s like super paranoid doesn’t want to call the cops but doesn’t want him to die and like all this shit. And I have to like be there for my mom and kinda help her thru it even tho I’m like the youngest and this totally isn’t my fucking job but whatever. But like I also don’t know how I’m supposed to like help her thru this but also like that my abuser and idk how to feel about this. Like I’ve wished death on him so much but then when I hear it actually is happening idk what to do with myself. Like I’m stress cleaning and shit and I don’t even know. I have convinced myself so much that it is true and on other days it isn’t true and I don’t think I’ll ever actually know cause all memory of when he lived with us is like gone from my brain and no matter how hard I try I can’t remember. Like I feel pulled in so many different directions with this. And my mom like called her later and made sure everything was okay but like wtf dude I didn’t need to know this. I can’t handle knowing this. And knowing that like eventually I’ll have to fly home alone to deal with all this. And I almost know for a fact that my sister won’t and I’ll be like alone with that is crazy. Idk what to do about this and I told my partner and his response was kinda just like idk what you want to hear I don’t know how to help and to tell his mom which I did but then we just kinda breezed past it and idk. Like no one really knows the truth and no one will and I can’t handle this rn with like literally everything else. I just want to go home but home isn’t home and I feel trapped and not okay.
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thatsfuckedcorbin · 2 years ago
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last night i dreamed about cheating on michael again, this time w thomas instead of a rando stranger named jonathon lol. woke up feeling disgusted w myself and hating myself n ended up googling what it meant bc i feel terrible for having this as a recurring dream. here's what i came up w.
stress/anxiety. tends to trigger my intrusive thoughts. i have finals rn and had an 8am statics final this morning.
i need to chill out. be curious and open and helpful to others. these are traits i admire abt thomas.
insecurity / fear of abandonment. this one makes mild sense ig but is more when the other person cheats on u but still, i think the sequence of having smth go wrong and begging for forgiveness & feeling like i don't deserve his love is a sign of insecurity / fear of abandonment. like giving a reason for things to go wrong. creating a source for my anxiety.
missing michael / not getting enough attention. he's been tired, going thru finals, + dealing w shit from zach. understandably, we haven't talked much lately. i'm wanting more from the relationship. craving attention & care which thomas gave me.
christian also shows up whenever i have a cheating dream & i think it's just bc of the intensity of, ig lovebombing? that i experienced from him, followed by abandonment. like at this point he's a symbol for all of those things that i'm so scared of & that make me think everything is gonna go wrong. i think him showing up just about sums up everything. he was comforting in this one n didn't play a huge role.
i don't ever wanna tell michael abt this sequence of events / dreams bc i don't want him to think i /actually/ wanna cheat on him or anything. i love him so so much which is why these dreams always weigh so heavily on me and i feel so guilty. but hopefully understanding more about myself, my needs, and my fears / insecurities will help. i don't think i've had this dream since midterms so it would make sense.
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bleachrs · 5 years ago
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my first valentine’s day w someone was perfect. just absolutely perfect. i fucking love my boyfriend
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missingn000 · 2 years ago
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can we get any thoughts on gojos inner thoughts over everything going on with geto rn please 👉👈
of course!! gojo, my poor angel. he's really goin' thru it.
this (unsurprisingly) got long so answer below cut!!
i feel like many stsg shippers view the two of them as inextricably linked to one another. that isn't true. they're clearly able to have independent lives without each other, though of course their love is constant, regardless of how physically and morally separated they are. what's challenging for gojo now is that the life he constructed without getou is being severely shaken up. all of a sudden, his found family dad beat the shit out of his not-ex yet decided to spare and save him for gojo's sake, getou confronted gojo's found family sister and threw his horrible ideals in her face, and now getou's got ANOTHER KID that's directly interacting with gojo's own children and gojo can't even be there to watch over them?? it's very, very disorienting.
he misses getou, a lot. obviously. while i love all my arguments i've written, the gojo vs getou argument in ch19 might be my favorite because of how fucking raw it is. they held absolutely nothing back. gojo doesn't have any delusions of the horrors of getou's actions -- another thing that bugs me is when stsg shippers try to say gojo doesn't care about what he's done, or that he'd just beg getou to come home, which is just...no. despite that, he has hope in getou's ability to change, or rather, return to who he once was but with a newfound stability and honesty to his convictions.
right now, he just feels powerless. like there's nothing he alone can do to change the current course of getou's life. the fate of his one and only rests far more in the hands of everyone around him than his own. while this notion still bothers him quite a bit, it's less so than it would have been a few years ago, because now he trusts everyone in his life so much to protect his love and happiness. he has faith in their ability to help getou, and of course will do everything he can to pitch in. he's still got a confession letter to send, after all.
thanks for asking!! <3
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haruhey · 2 years ago
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chronological thoughts of THE WALKING DEAD FINALE???
- im literally SO EXCITED
- SOMEONE HELP JUDITH SHES LIKE 3
- NOOO THE STORM TROOPERS
- lmaooo daryl got got
- omg judith doing the absolute most rn
- im sorry passed out daryl is such a funny shot
- if i dont see rick i will throw a fit
- OMG first girl off my list
- CAROL LEADING THEM IKTR ❤️
- OMG JUST A HARD CUT??
- aw omg i feel so bad for him
- NOO 5 MINUTES IN AND IM SOBBING BYEEEEE
- NOO I LIKED HIM A LOT
- I HAD FAITH IN HIM
- they r really going thru it
- OMG MY HEADCANON OF HIS BLOOD TYPE WAS RIGHT???? im publishing that fic rn
- stop sharing looks ur gonna make me scream
- judith if u die im gonna kill u
- PRINCESS SAVUNG UR MAN FRRRRR THIS SHIT IS VALID ASF !!!
- NEGAN GET AWAY FROM MAGGIE GET AWAY BACK
- THAT TRUCK IS MASSIVE
- COCO IS SAFE COCO IS SAFE IM GONNA SCREAMMMMMMM THIS SHOW IS SO AWESOME
- omg judith is alive thats so legendary
- she had plot armour anyways
- tender daryl ik he slayed ❤️❤️
- JUST KEEP HER BARRICADED
- omg ik it
- omg who tf was that that died
- UMMM they’re fucked
- i would simply die i could not survive this sorry to daryl but im different
- CLIMB FASTER ROSITA’S GONNA DIE
- SHES GONNA DIE
- ROSITA SLAY ROSITA SLAY
- my heart is literally beating out of my fucking chest holy shit
- omg i forgot about tomi i hope he survives
- tomi is kinda…
- hey tomi….?
- I CANT BELIEVE THEY DID THAT TO MY GIRL LYDIA
- NO JERRY IS GONNA BE FINE HE HAS SO MANY KIDS HE’LL BE OKAY IF HE DIES I’M GONNA THROW A FIT
- MAGGIE DOESNT NEED SHIT FROM YOU NEGAN
- whatever negan i hate you i hate yoy i hate you so much i hate you sooooo much
- at least he’s apologizing genuinely now
- ok coco is so cute
- EUGENE IS SO CUTE MY PATHETIC BABY
- look at how far he’s come
- NOOO SHE GOT BIT NOOOO
- ur really cramping her vibe rn eugene get over urself
- I LOVE THEM SO MUCH UR HONOR PLEASE 😭😭😭
- rosita it should have been gabriel ik im so sorry it should have been ME
- CARYL PARENTS 🫶🫶🫶🫶
- THEYRE KILLING PEOPLE????
- ummmm
- EZEKIEL SLAY ily ily
- omg caryl just radio silent
- OOOO BIG BAD FIGHT BIG BAD FIGHT SLAYYYY
- OMG THAT GIRL FROM THE KINGDOM IS STILL HERE thats so awesome i love her
- YOU SHOT A CHILD LMAOOOOOO
- HOLY SHIT THAT IS SO MANY WALKERS
- slay gabriel
- omg daryl gained consciousness
- JUST ALL FIGHT THE WALKERS I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY THEY WERE FIGHTING EACH OTHER YALL HAVE A COMMON ENEMY
- SLAY DARYL SLAY
- KILL HERRRR KILL HERERR
- JERRY IS ALIVE IK MY MAN WOULD MAKE IT IK IT JERRY I LOVE YOUUUUUU
- lmao lance
- she fucked him ik she did
- sniper on the rooftop
- OMG A ROCK DIVERSION
- i just know @belatalbotgf is getting flashbacks
- omg they have little codenames thats awesome
- OMG THEYRE BLOWING THEM UP
- simply a rick parallel
- OH MY GOD THEY BLEW UP EVERYTHING
- carol looks so hot rn im sorry im distracted
- SHE IS SO PETTY I LOVE HERRRR
- omg leaving w her boytoy in tow that’s such a power move
- i wish maggie would just be toxic and kill him
- GLENN WAS BEAUTIFUL I WILL NEVER LOVE ANYONE LIKE THAT AGAIN SHUT UPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP UR CRAZY FOR THIS MAGGIE
- MAGGIE SLAY DONT FORGIVE HIM
- BECAUSE ALL I HAVE ARE MEMORIES AND I DONT WANT TO REMEMBER GLENN LIKE THAT SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UPPPPPP
- OMG A MEAL LIKE RICK’S DREAM SEQUENCE
- CAROL LAUGHING SHE IS SO BEAUTIFUL 🫶🫶🫶
- omg negan giggling and blushing after daryl nodded to him
- YES A SAPPHIC COUPLE
- NO ROSITA PLEASE
- NOOOO ROSITA
- oh judith knows what’s up
- MY GIRLIES PLEASE 😭😭😭 THEY DONT DESERVE THIS IM SORRY ROSITA IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN ME IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN MEEEEE
- ARE YOU KIDDING ME PLEASE ROSITA YOU DIDNT DESERVE THIS
- THE SHOT OF HER SHAKING HAND WHEN GABE GRABBED COCO THIS SHOW IS SICK AND TWISTED
- TIMESKIP
- omg he named his kid after risita
- EZEKIEL IS THE GOVERNER SLAYYYYYY
- MICHAEL MERCER LOOKS SO HAPPY PLEASE THIS IS SO CUTE
- CONNIE AND DARYL ARE SO CUTE
- STOP WAIT JUDITH R U KIDDING ME NO WAY
- fuck its negan nvm i thought it was rick whatever
- CAROL SHORT HAIR AGAIN IM IN LOVE
- EVERYONE LOOKS SO HAPPY SHUT UPPPPP
- carol is so gorgeous beautiful and show-stopping im gonna cry
- omg maggie sent daryl to france
- STOP STARING AT HER LIKE THAT IF YOURE NOT GONNA KISS HER DARYL
- I WISH YOU WERE COMING WITH ME
- SHUT UP??? THIS IS??
- no i can FEEL this sadness shut up
- STOPPPPP
- JUST KISS GUYS
- JUST KISS
- STOPPPP THE CUDDLE BY THE LAKE???
- A HAPPY ENDING WITH CAROL SHUT UP GUYS
- THE FUCKING I LOVE YOU NO FUCKING WAY
- THE WAY HE LEANT INTO THE KISS
- THEY SAID I LOVE YOU
- HE CANT STOP STARING THIS IS CRAZY
- WHAT WE COULD HAVE HAD WHAT WE COULD HAVE HAD WHAT WE COULD HAVE HAD 😭😭😭😭
- THEY SAID I LOVE YOU TO EACH OTHER
- RICK AND MICHONNE SHUT UP
- RICK GRIMES RICK GRIMES MICHONNE GRIMES MICHONNE GRIMES
- HERSHELLLLL
- michonne hello??? she looks so??? good???
- RICK GRIMES PUT THOSE DOGS AWAY
- CALLBACK TO HER INTRO
- LEAVE RICK ALONE LEAVE HIM ALONE HES GOT PLACES TO BE
- WE’RE THE ONES WHO LIVE
- leave him alone 😭😭😭
- that was crazy i cant believe it’s over (i will not be watching the daryl spinoff)
- maggie looks so good in dead city????
- i have now fallen back in love w the walking dead this is the best show ever
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dilfwaynes · 4 years ago
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hi!! can i request a hc of the batfam reaction of their eastasian!reader gf  experiencing racism? thank you <33
just a reminder if you took place in any involvement of asian hate block me rn bitch :)
a/n: i hope you enjoyed this anon, i tried to make it accurate without stepping over any boundaries since im not asian myself. if anyone finds any sort of this offensive pls dm me !!
warning ; racism, batfam beating hoes, mention of blood
parings : bruce wayne x asian!reader, jason tood x asian!reader, dick grayson x asian!reader, stephanie brown x asian!reader, tim drake x asian!reader, damian wayne x asian!reader
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BRUCE WAYNE:
it’ll honestly take a minute for bruce to realize what happened
when first entering the store he took notice of the man glaring but brushed it off thinking it was directed towards him as bruce wayne
you however didnt really pay attention to the dirty looks being thrown at you
with bruce excusing himself to the restroom and makes a promise of a quick return, you wander around the area by yourself
it was all fine until a man approaches you, giving a fast glance at him before turning away. there was definitely something up with him
“you don’t belong here”
your head shot up at his words, looking around you to make sure he was talking to you
“excuse me?” you lift an eyebrow at him, knowing what he was hinting at
“you fucking heard me, you don’t belong here. go back to your country.”
you inch away as he steps closer,”you better back the fuck away..”
he simply gives a smug face only coming closer,”or what?” you tighten your jaw when he loosely lets out a slur, your fists clenched.
“or i dislocate your arm.”bruce’s voice rings out, deep in anger as his eyes flicker to you and scanning to see if you were ok physically.
the ugly bitch’s face pales when he realizes who’s your boyfriend. without hesitation bruce yanks him away from you, slamming him to the wall
demanding for a first and last name,  squeezing his neck when the guy stays quiet
shaking he gives in and tells, flinching when bruce slams him against the wall one last time before dropping him
“i guaranteed whatever poor status you do contain i’ll tear it completely, say goodbye to your job.” he grabs for your hand and brings you into him as you both walk away.
“i’m sorry i shouldn’t have left you alone, my fault,”he presses a kiss to your temple.”and please don’t think any worth of that garbage’s words.”
you shake your head,”he was just some lowlife, not worth thinking about.” you reply leaning into him.
he looked at you and could tell no matter what those words still hurt somewhat and it angered him to no end
no one deserved to hear that disgusting shit, especially not his girlfriend.
his eyes hardens but doesn’t push further to make you anymore uncomfortable than you probably already are
giving another kiss to the side of your head he makes a quiet promise to himself not to leave you alone anymore in public with disgusting people like that around
jason todd:
as soon as the slur leaves the guy’s lips jason’s fist collides to his jaw, no doubt   shattering it
you and jason were grabbing lunch at some restaurant slash bar since it was the first time in a few days jason was free
everything was okay until you got up to go to the bathroom and some guy bumped into you
jason watched with hardening eyes as you apologize instead of the guy who slammed into you
“watch where the fuck you’re going at.”
you fall shock at the word, staying in place
while jason is on his feet in no time, swinging to the asshole’s face
screams were heard as well as the sound of bones breaking from his fist impact, the guy stumbling to the floor
“you racist fucking prick that’s my girlfriend you ugly fuck,”lifting him by his shirt he grabs his face and turns him to you.”apologize to her before i break your fucking face.”
he quickly rambles apologizes, crying in fear or pain. most likely a mix of both
jaaon lets him go and gives him another punch, this time to the nose. finding satisfaction at the pool of blood now seeping out
jason grabs your hand and starts to lead you outside,”let’s go eat somewhere else and forget about this shithole.”
you barely had time to give a reaction to anything as everything happened so fast
“hey look at me, don’t listen to that worthless fuck and his fucked up mindset. i dont know what to say to comfort you since i never experienced anything like this.” he stops at the car, placing his hands onto your shoulders
you nod sighing lightly, you only wanted a simple lunch with your boyfriend but instead got hate crime for simply  breathing.
“it’s nothing i haven’t gone through before,”he shakes his head blue eyes filling up with rage.
“no one’s gonna be doing that anymore, or at least getting away with it while i’m around
DICK GRAYSON:
he was completely taken by surmise at the slur being thrown at you, as well as the fault of you being the root of the covid 19
but before he had any time to react you were already on your feet glaring,”the fuck you just called me you piece shit.”
before he could reply you already kneed him and punched him between the eyes, dick laughing at the cries of pain
“you want me to take over or you wanna handle it babe?”
even how badly he wanted to beat the shit out of the pos the choice was yours
you denied and wanted to handle this on your own
but everytime the guy tried to get up dick would just shake his head and tell him to stay down, or simply push him back down
eventually if you start going too far richards would pull you away and tell you hes not worth it
he understands your anger but he doesn’t want you to past a line you won’t recover from bc of some worthless grime
“c’mon, he’s not worth anymore of our time. lets go eat pizza.”
DAMIAN WAYNE:
swing first talk later
he’ll just look at guy for a few seconds with a blank face
then he’s literally knocking them out
will probably kick him into the wall or ground
u dont know if you wanna pull him away because you already the tabloids, or if you wanna let him continue to beating the guy
damian probably wouldn’t realize how much he beat the guy to a pulp until you’re tugging him away
nudging his neck with to your nose to try and calm him down
he’ll end the fight with spitting on him tbh
your face reddens with anger when your eyes met the racist bitch, enjoying the view of his blood on the floor
“racist piece of shit,” he hisses before finally turning his back brow still frowning with anger
unlike the others (mentioned) he also knows and experienced racism and understands your point view way more
and know bow to comfort you better tbh
afterwards he’ll talk to you and comfort you, as well as opening up about his racist encounters, as well as his mothers.
if you’re still upset about what happened some hours later he 100% offers to beat up the guy again
you laugh it off cos hes serious about doing detective work, finding the guy and beating him to a pulp
you thank him but deny his offer and settle to confiding into him and just telling him how your feelings
STEPHANIE BROWN:
“are you fucking serious right now bitch?”
steph deadpans staring at the girl who called you the slur with ease, going on about how you were the cause of corona and to go back to your country
shocked at the words, hearing all of this before but it still doesn’t fail everytime you hear them
turning to you and seeing the hurt on your face from the word, she quickly turns to seeing red
without a second thought she grabs the collar of the woman’s shirt
“you’re gonna fucking apologize to my girlfriend right now or i’m gonna slam your face into the floor and break it
you stay still, pleased at watching the girl shake in fear under steph as she chokes out a mesh of a shit rushed apologizes
stephanie throws her down to the ground after her third apologize
“are you okay?” she knew you weren’t but asking the question would lead into the stage of comforting you
you nod but go on to tell her that this isn’t the first or last time this will happen, but it still never fails to shock you
she frowns at your experiences and doesn’t quite know what to do to help since she never went thru anything like that
she offers to take you to your favorite restaurant and end the day in wayne manor watching whatever you wanted
smiling when you accept, pulling you in her and pressing a kiss on-top of your head
“dont worry i’ll beat any jackass that pulls any racist shit.”
TIM DRAKE:
i think he’ll be the less  violent one out of everyone
he would honestly be so disgusted and gross out at humanity and how the woman thinks shes superior just because she’s white
if it was a guy saying what was said, then he would probably hit them ngl
but he takes the higher road with the woman, belittling and ending her with his vocabulary
and you’re pretty sure that his words hurt her more than an actual punch would 
you laugh when he compares her built to a buffalo
he then goes on to a more education lean, explaining how skin tone has nothing to do with a person, and she should adapt to modern times and stop being a racist cunt
after he ends it he goes on to find out who she is and email/call her workplace to inform what kind of employee they have
probably also goes on to make sure she wont be hired anywhere else
comforts you alot and and will get you anything you want
prob gets you both milkshakes as you vent to him about today and other racist things said to you
hates how you have to go thru any of this for simply existing
the  incident opens his eyes and he starts talking to bruce about opening a charity for ‘stop asian hate’
would shy away from the press and say you both came up with the fund
u’ll dismiss that rq and tell everyone it was all tim’s idea
all the money goes people got assaulted and paying for any hospital bills or anything needed
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solarsleepless · 3 years ago
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what r max's stims? :)
SHSHJSHJSJSJSHJSH
okAY yes i have many thoughts abt adhd max i am vibrating rn
okay so first of all theres the average well known "flappy hands"
but she really likes it when she has sweaters with longer sleeves because then she can just flap them around
leg bounce leg bounce leg bounce
cracking her knuckles. she does this SO often its unreal
she doesnt have many vocal stims but she goes "ba ba ba" or just humming and singing sometimes
also running her hand on the bottom of her skateboard, and/or rolling the wheels
just being on her skateboard and swaying is a huge stim
chewing her shirt lmao
im also gonna say that she also stims by pressing on buttons and other stuff in the arcade. its just Nice To Do
also stims by kicking off of the ground on her skateboard. very nice
well this is gonna turn into adhd max rant get ready
she had adhd combined (like yours truly) and finds it hard to concentrate in class
she totally hyperfixated on video games at some point
and comics probably
and skateboarding too
she is a VERY picky eater. like she could barely eat stuff in california, so when she moves to hawkins it only gets worse
sensory issues my abhorreeed
can't stand too-loud noises (b!lly of course knows this and turns up music in his car so that he can't even hear himself)
that being said she cant STAND the silence and always needs background noise (she and el bond over liking white noise from tv)
SHE LOVES TANGLERS SO MUCH
goes nonverbal sometimes because of the fear that if she says anything itll just make things worse. the party + steve is very concerned at first, then learn to live with it
WHISTLE STIM WHISTLE STIM WHISTLE
she has so many weighted blankets. she couldnt actually use them much because it was too hot in cali but then in hawkins she used them all the time
SPINNY CHAIR SPINNY CHAIR
undiagnosed
loves fluffy jumpers. she never really used or felt them earlier because of the hotness of california but when she was cold and lucas lent her his fluffy jumper...
well let's just say he didn't get it back
rubbing her hand over lucas's knuckles :)
i know i've already said singing stim but just imagine her singing 'material girl' or 'old time rock and roll'
echolalia! only sometimes tho
like erica will go "hey max me and lukie are gonna make a cake wanna help?" "cake?" "cake" "cake!" "cake!" "cake"
also the sinclair family is so accepting. they're confused but they just accept max and thats okay
once the party started looking up what adhd was, max brought it up once and immediately they all went 'that's only for little boys'
(which is bullshit obvs)
remember that sleepover scene where max is dancing? yeah that but its a stim
the party + the teens have a running joke of max being moth because she stares at lights so much. visual stim
she scratches as a(n unhealthy) stim but it gets worse after billy's death
hates it when people shout, usually goes nonverbal if it's directed at her
jumps when she's happy!!
you know how she just wears basic and unlayered clothes? yeah she chooses them on purpose because tight stuff feels Bad
she hates labels with her entire being
she seems like the kind of gal to bite her nails
also adopted dustin's "grrr" as a stim
"hey max- grrr" "...what was that?" "...grrr" "could you teach me how to do that" ".. o k a y ?"
will and max (i hc will as autistic) both have lil stimming sessions! they just notice the other stimming and join in, just leaving them laughing at the end!
lucas is super understanding of her stims
he learnt to recognize when she's understimulated and gives her fidget toys!! and if he doesnt have any then he'll just straight up grab her hand and start rubbing his fingers against the knuckles
i'd like to say:
*SLAPS ROOF OF MAX MAYFIELD* THIS BITCH CAN HOLD SO MUCH RSD
she wasnt doing so good in the first place
thinking stuff like
"maybe if i wasnt born then my parents wouldn't have divorced"
and stuff like that
(billy intentionally makes it worse because of course he does)
but then it gets so. much. worse.
you know mike said "because you're annoying" in s2?
YOU CAN BET THAT TRIGGERED HER RSD SO HARD
and also when el just walked past her in s2? yeah well
that didn't go off well with her rsd either
lucas has to reassure her that she's not a mistake, she's not annoying, he doesn't secretly hate her, etc etc
he doesnt think he'll ever forgive mike for triggering her rsd so badly
this has so many hurt/comfort possibilities in fic holy fuck-
lucas immediately shuts down her deprecating comments
like IMMEDIATELY
he wont stand for that shit
he is glaring so badly at anyone who triggers max's rsd
unless it's someone they love (like erica) who doesn't actually know what they did wrong and want to make up for it
once erica activated her rsd by accident
just with a lil lighthearted comment
"ugh i hope you arent as annoying as lukey's little friends on the walkie talkie"
once erica finds out abt what she did she feels SO bad. babey
she does everything she can to make up for it
apologizes properly when they're both brushing the barbie's hair
she finds out max stims by brushing barbie's hair when max has to look after once
so when she can see max is understimulated she'll just toss a barbie and a hairbrush her way
also likes max's echolalia (can you hear that? its the sound of max's euphoria boosting)
erica learns to lower her voice around max
max can't watch anything without subtitles btw
she just cannot
she'll watch it and cause she's smart she'll figure out what's going on
but often has to turn to lucas and go "whats going on???"
she loves the feeling of snow thru her gloves
maybe its the cold but still. very Nice
uhh i have more but i cant be bothered also this is too long already
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justasimplesinner · 4 years ago
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bitches be going thru it rn so could i get some hcs for mof jon, arkham knight jon, and arkham knight riddler + an s/o w ovaries on their period?? thank you 😔❤️ (it’s me i’m bitches fuck ouch everything hurts)
sometimes i genuinely forget that painful periods exist, im so sorry for yall
Masters of Fear!Jon's s/o having a painful period hcs:
he is probably the best one out of those three fuckers
you don't need to "prove" to him that indeed, you are quite literally dying because of your period. he believes you right away, sees the way your face always scrunches up. he admires the way you learned to live with that pain, despite it sometimes forcing you to your knees
if he only has the chance, he'll have a few days off to be with you at the house, and he'll make sure that your boss gives you a sick leave every month with no complaints. he has... ways of making people cooperate
he'll help you in whatever ways he can. heating pads, some good painkillers, comfort food and a lot of cuddles. he practically won't let you leave his embrace. sometimes, he'll put a movie on or read with/to you. sometimes, he'll just hug you tight and talk with you for hours until you fall asleep right in his arms. sometimes, once you made him realize that sex is actually good during period because it helps relax the muscles and get out all the tension, he will totally, absolutely give in to that temptation. he absolutely does not mind the blood, and if he can help you by making both of you feel good, then he'll jump at the chance
Arkham Knight!Jon's s/o having a painful period hcs:
he kinda acts like your doctor instead of your boyfriend (as he usually does)
he'll ask you to tell him all about your pains and try to find out if there's something to help. maybe a painkiller you haven't tried or whatever. he'll ask you to stay in your bed and do the bare minimum so you don't make it all worse, drink a lot of warm beverages and eat soups because they help heat up and relax your body
don't expect him to really be there by your side though. he'll stay with you for the first day or two when it's the worst, but he's going to get back to work. you can always call if you need him, but he won't immediately drop everything just "because your stomach aches". on one hand, he understands your struggle, but on the other, he kinda acts like you were an overdramatic child
sometimes though... he has his moments of clarity. moments where he thinks back to the way you fussed over him after the Croc incident. how you never left his side and always helped him with everything despite him not always appreciating enough. you always comforted him through every pain, intense or not, and you were there to tend to his every need. maybe your period is not exactly the same as nearly dying and rehabilitating for months afterwards, but it's your own pain, your own struggle. and he just told you to "take care" and fucking left on the spot. in those moments, he comes back to you and tries to stay by your side, help you somehow, but he's very prone to still run off to work, just this time in the next room instead of the other side of town. his bedside manner is lacking too, but he's trying
Arkham Knight!Ed's s/o having a painful period hcs:
oh this fucking bastard. this absolute, utter idiot. he is not the man for this hun
he will straight out not believe you at first. literally tell you you're being dramatic and that he's been through worse. "it's just a stomach ache, take a pill". it's hard not to literally murder him on the spot
he'll only come back to his senses once he realizes that you're not dramatizing. suddenly, you're calling off all of your visits, saying that you're feeling so unwell you can't get out of bed. it kinda makes him paranoid that you're just making excuses at first. but then he facetimes you to ease his own worries, talking with you as he works on his shit and you make yourself some food in the kitchen, and suddenly you're on your knees, fingers clenching on the tabletop because the pain pierced through you so suddenly and intensly. it all makes him realize just how much you have to suffer every month
in a moment of panic, he runs to the store like his life depends on it, you on the phone. "what kind of pads do you need? are there sizes? what do you mean winged?". he'll get frustrated and buy one of every fucking thing, and grab all your favourite food. he'll fucking fight Batman on the way, but by the lord, he will get to you and he will be the best boyfriend under the god damned sun and he won't ever not believe you again so you never leave him and never suffer because of him and-
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hazelcephalopod · 3 years ago
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The Great Hunt Ch 7-8
Basically, everyone is having a bad time. And people are assholes! Also so many emotions about so much lore.
Disclaimer: this is my first read thru but I’ve watched all of the show thus far and been spoiled on some book things. So… I’m going to lean into that. Enjoy figuring out what I know, and what I think I know, and what I just don’t. Also s/x I add commentary when I edit.
Spoilers for the first and second book and all of season 1 under the cut. Potential spoilers for later books -idk if they’re light spoilers or not.
Ch 7: Blood Calls Blood
The wot symbol
POV Moiraine
K.
So mat once again has received the treatment and needs the cure
Months? That’s not a good prognosis.
He is having shit luck tbh
A magic virus of sorts then
Or they simply have different priorities
See? She’s working the problem too just a different approach
Yes send the dumbass to fix his problem
Monologue via grossly written poetry -and the poetry is good, the ink was vile
We got- Daughter of the Night, likely Lanfear, looking for servants and to continue the battle for the Shadow. A male channeler, who will sacrifice friends, and has a choice between death (sorta), and everlasting life -light and shadow. Maybe Rand?
I have no idea. “Luc came to the Mountains of Dhoom. / Isam waited in the high passes. / The hunt is now begun. The Shadows hounds now course, and kill. / One did live, and one did die, but both are. / The Time if Change has come.” -Tgh. Maybe the end of the age?
Well that’s a weird thing to remember. Really? Some ancient gossip is what survived and not like her real name or power? Just ‘[Lanfear] and LTT used to you know…’ k.
… well I’m surprised and elated so much of this poem/maybe prophecy is being explained
So Luc is basically the disappeared prince of Andor. Tigraines brother.
Isam is Lan’s cousin? Something like that?
Ok well so. Luc went to the Mnts of Dhoom and that’s were he disappeared. Isam probably also near there. One of them is dead, the other is not.
The boat people have arrived. And apparently have been awaited by some
More old tongue- Do Miere A’vron: Watchers Over the Waves. Those who wait for the armies of Hawkwing’s sons to return
Artur Hawkwing aka Hammer of the Light
Some of the Aes Sedai for sure know Moiriane and Siuan are still friendly. Like. Come now
… they just don’t care
Sea Folk refuse to cross the Aryth ocean. But clearly have. They say “…the Islands of the Dead lie on the other side.” & “lands under the Shadow, beyond the setting sun, beyond the Aryth Ocean, where the Armies of Night reign” ok. Well there’s a place where the Dark One has taken over everything other directly or indirectly then. To the west across the ocean. Done. Solved
Well maybe they found a lot that was hard to deal with and prevented their return. Or their ships sank but many of the forces survived. Boats are hard to build.
Almoth was a fucking kingdom? And they might have had a branch of Avendesora (have I been spelling that wrong? Is fine)
Black for the earth isn’t one I’ve heard before
Of course they do. These people really like trees. Which I approve greatly of
I was right! Time of change= end of age
Great Lord is either the Dragon or the Dark One. Or kinda both.
Verin is being nothing but helpful rn. Don’t be mad you don’t like the options. But at least you have the sense to send her away before you start being an ass
Lol. Verin put that together well. ‘So wanna tell me what you’re plotting? Seems cool.’
“No one has ever recorded the progression in a man who wields the Power. When does the madness come, exactly, and how does it take him?
How quickly does it grow? Can he still function with his body rotting around him? For how long?“ -Verin having noticed that Moiriane and Siuan are plottting together and also that one of the boys can probably channel. Also… describing the taint which just seems much worse the more that is revealed about it. That’s just fucking awful sounding. Rotting? The fuck is that about?
… she’s also correctly guessed he’s the Dragon Reborn. So uh, don’t discount the Brown Ajah huh? Surprise /s
… I guess they could stab her with a knife. They just cannot use the power to like actually hurt her.
G’job Verin!
… also like is said pretty sure other sisters know they just don’t care
POV change! Perrin!
He cares!
… plz no
Also Leane saying she should have chosen Green but I just can’t write all that out. Sry
Let people visit their sick friends? What?
Hey stop fucking lying so much everyone.
Consent!
No she’s being rude
POV change! Rand
Oh insomnia I know it well
Oh you woolheaded children
Oh not a fan of that personality type. Might be a me issue
K. I think she was flirting with you. Which. K
Yes! Confiding in your friends!
Uhg. I want him to tell Perrin but he shouldn’t do it in the city! Ahh! No!
Oh well you’re nightmare is finally here. The Amyrlin has called for him
“You should have done that last night.” -Lan to Rand when he protests about about going to the Amyrlin b/c he was leaving. Yup
Well he got a silk shirt out of it. Focusing on the positives.
“Tangled, long-thorned briars climbed each red sleeve in a thick, gold-embroidered line, and ran around each cuff.” -the coat Lan suggests to Rand to see the Amyrlin
Not going there. That rage isn’t worth it
That would be great tho
“The Wheel weaves us all into the Pattern as it wills You have less freedom about it than most, but by the Light, you can still face it on your feet.” -Lan to Rand
Uhg eye contact.
“Lan kept a running flow of instructions while Rand shrugged into the red coat and buckled on his sword.” -Tgh. Ok weirdly this, specifically latter part, I really want to see on a screen more than anything else so far
Ritual greetings! They are intricate. /I am not sure that works entirely here but I could not resist/
“… can fly to the moon like Lenn.” -Lan. What now?
Oh he’s proud is his son! “…[Lan] produced a long length of wide, fringed golden cord and tied it around Rand’s left arm in a complicated knot. On the knot he fastened a red-enameled pin, an eagle with its wings spread.” He had it made for him! He loves him.
“Caldazar. The Red Eagle of Menetheren.”
“With a cold knot in the pit of his belly, Rand followed the Warder into the hall.”
Ch 8: The Dragon Reborn
The Dragon’s Fang
POV Rand
Yup. The dread
Ingtar!
“‘Tai’shar Malkier! Tai’shar Manetheren!’ True blood of Malkier. True blood of Manetheren.” -Kajin -no i don’t remember who that is- upon seeing Lan and Rand
No. You could not. Kiddo… buddy…
Don’t like that. Excellent description tho
“Better you don’t let any Greens see this one, or one of them will bond him before he can breathe.” -Leane upon seeing Rand. And then… k
… I’m just gonna leave it. Its fine. Ish
“The world grows stranger every day. I suppose the blacksmith will wear a crown and speak in High Chant.” -Leane alluding to Perrin.
Poor kid
…sure. Sure he is. At least it’s trying to be comforting.
“Three Aes Sedai. How many does it take to gentle a man? They sent a dozen or more after Logain. Would Moiraine do that to me?” -(Rand) thinking to himself. Not having a good time
Oh Gaidin = Warder. Neat
Wait. Siuan has a Warder? Alric. Cool
Wait what? I’d also like to know. Apparently, according to Moiraine and her unknown sources, Tam left the Two Rivers when he was young. Joined the army of Illian. Served in several wars, Whitecloak War, two with Tear, and the Aiel War. He became a blademaster and 2nd Capt of the Companions. Married a woman from Caemlyn. And the rest is history.
You are.
Yes! Protect you stuff!
Verin thank you for doing that over there
Oh. Well that’s two choices being offered at least. Usually, it’s none.
Choice a) stay in Fal Dara b) Go with Ingtar, Mat, and probably Perrin to hunt down the horn, the dagger, and the Darkfriend.
… I mean when has Rand ever been able to abandon Mat?
I really believe at his heart Rand is indeed a man of action. As in no thoughts just do. Like yes he thinks much and is an anxious mess but also, truly he just does choices
Get ready for a long quote (Editors note get ready for a series of long quotes. So much lore! So many character-ing)
“Well, that’s wise of you. And foolish, too. Some can be taught to channel; most cannot. A few, though, have the seed in them at birth. Sooner or later, they wield the One Power wether they want to or not… You can’t help it. And you had better *learn* to channel, learn to control it, or you will not live long enough to go mad. The One Power kills those who cannot control its flow.” -Siuan on Rand’s assertion that he can but will not channel again
Good question sry the answer sucks.
Verin I’m not sure that’s the point but id love to get into how that changes the metaphor. I love her. Plz do not take Autistic Granny Sedai for at least a long time -I’m not here to debate that btw, I’m autistic, I’m taking this
(Editors note- those quotes really start up here)
“The Amyrlin Seat looked him straight in the eye and said, ‘Because you are the Dragon Reborn.’” -tgh
Tam really good parent tbh
… he did tell him that in a fever dream right? Thom?
“…tell him a story. A *true* story…” -Siuan.
Lore drop! (It’s here!)
“Nearly twenty years ago the Aiel crossed the Spine of the World, the Dragonwall… and fought all the way to Tar Valon… The final battle, the last that counted, was fought outside the Shining Walls, in the shadow of Dragonmount. In three days and three nights of fighting, the Aiel…turned back, for they had done what they came to do, which was kill King Laman of Cairhien, for his sin against the Tree. It is then my story begins. And yours.” Cont. “I was one of the Accepted then, as was [Siuan]. We were soon to be raised to sisterhood and that night we stood attendance on the then Amyrlin. [only] Her Keeper of the Chronicles, Gitara Moroso, was there.” Cont. “The Karaethon Cycle, the Prophecies of the Dragon, says the Dragons will be reborn on the slopes of Dragonmount, where he died during the Breaking of the World. Gitara Sedai had the foretelling sometimes.” & a morning of -or near after- the battle with the Aiel “…[Gitara] trembling, her face as if she had looked into the Pit of Doom at Shayol Ghul, and she cried out, ‘He is born again! I feel him! The Dragon takes his first breath on the slope of Dragonmount! He is coming! He is coming! Light help us! Light help the world! He lies in the snow and cries like the thunder! He burns like the sun!’ And she fell forward into my arms, dead.” & “And so we knew the Dragon was Reborn. The Amyrlin swore us to secrecy, we two, for she knew not all the sisters would see the Rebirth as it must be seen. She set us searching… we found a story, that one man had found an infant on the mountain… we searched, finding other clues, poring over Prophecies. ‘He will be of the ancient blood, and raised by the old blood.’.. Did you think the Trollocs came after you just because you are ta’veren? You are the Dragon Reborn.” -Moiraine to Rand.
Meanwhile! “*They came over the Dragonwall like a flood. All the way to the Shining Walls.* Rand waited for the memories to fade but it was Tam’s voice he heard…” & (Moiriane described the battle outside the city more) “*Battles are always hot, even in the snow. Had to get away from the stink of death.* Tam’s delirious voice clawed at the empty calm inside Rand.” & “*Slope of the mountain. Heard a baby cry. Gave birth there alone, before she died. Cold blue with the cold.* Rand tried to force Tam’s voice away. The void grew smaller. ‘A fever-dream,’ he gasped. *I couldn’t leave a child.* ‘I was born in the Two Rivers.’ *Always knew you wanted children Kari… Yes, lass. Rand is a good name. ‘I—am—Rand—al’Thor!’ His legs trembled.” & “Rand’s knees gave way… The void was gone, the stillness shattered.” -Rand’s thoughts and rxn to this story.
K but again maybe… not the answer he needs right now? ‘You’re a tool with a purpose and that’s good actually! Why are you crying?’ This kid is having a breakdown ladies! Act like humans! I know you can!
Blank is better than revulsion. It’s the bare minimum but I give them that
“‘I will not be used,’ he told them. There was a long silence as he turned and left.” -(Rand) Tgh
POV change!
“The silence stretched on in the room after Rand left…”
A) probably shouldn’t be comfortable with that no. B) some version of it yea. C) true; good but it’s unavoidable at this point.
“The silence returned.” -Tgh
POV change! Nynaeve
Huh. Nynaeve is probably having trouble listening to the wind. But also feels like a storm is and isn’t coming. That Is indeed weird
He would be
Not what he said
Well… I mean, he just gave you his king ring. And swore to always come when called. So that’s big.
Gotta say he has a way with words. Mashiara? Beloved of heart and soul?
Like… these fools just fell hard and fast. One side just thinks he’s not enough. (Editors note he may have just proposed)
Yea I honestly don’t think she’s any good at giving words of encouragement
“If your own use of the Power is not schooled, you will never be able to use it against me.” -Moiraine to Nynaeve. That’s a goading if Ive ever seen one
I mean respect. Moiriane plays but she does not play
Nynaeve did fall for the goading. What’re you gonna do?
POV change! Egwene
More morningstars. In Egwenes room and now on her dress
Nice that she was gifted all these clothes. Gifted. What a thought!
Hun, you likely won’t be home for a while
Nynaeve has loversknots on her dress.
Ah a step towards acceptance Nynaeve. On a long, long road
K
Maybe just go get his friend and stop playing ridiculous games? Ffs
You invited him in with the sword Egwene! And then Trollocs attacked so…
… I know she’s just trying to fit in. And these people have their rights too but still
Well that was all a bit sad.
Next!
Nice to see Egwene. Glad she’s ok.
Rand isn’t. Or Nynaeve.
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