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hi hi! I love your angst with Lucifer so I just wanted to share something that's crossed my mind.
imagine lucifer depressed about the wife (either Lilith or reader) and with his ability to shape shift he sits in front of a mirror and transforms himself into her. this is a man who would have memorized every wrinkle, freckle, mole and everything that was her. He just fondles every curve and caresses her face gently with his fingers and over her hair wishing it was truly her.
or! additional angst, have a duplicate as the transformed wife and kissing her skin and pretending it's her and he's not essentially masturbating.
idk
OOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHH
I like this very much 😈 so much angst and depression, and also kinda fucked up. Thank you for sharing your ideas!
I like to think that a lot of what Lucifer creates isn’t perfect. So I imagine he can create a clone of his wife or replicate her reflection but there’s always something obviously flawed there that he can’t ignore. It’s maddening, but it also keeps this man from pulling a Narcissus and staring at his own reflection for all time.
#lucifer x reader#lucifer morningstar#hazbin hotel#I HC in the HCY AU where Charlie is trying to find her mom that Lulu sleeps a lot#he can barely get up he’s so drained and numb and despondent#I mean Charlie is an adult now she doesn’t really need him and the kingdom will run itself or so he thinks#he has no purpose in life anymore#so maybe he just sleeps and dreams about you
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honestly postcanon i need shen qingqiu to tell yue qingyuan his sincere opinion, that he really likes and respects zhangmen-shixiong as a person and always thought he was cool. because i think it'd completely break yue qi's brain
#keri chats#shen qingqiu#yue qingyuan#shen yuan#scum villain's self saving system#listen i love 79 but shen jiu is 1) dead 2) a bitter bitch who had multiple chances at a happier life and actively chose to not take them#instead of starting afresh he CHOSE on purpose to continue the cycle of abuse. his victimhood explains his flaws but it doesn't absolve him#as poignant as yqy's tragedy is tbh i do wanna see him move on postcanon & actually eventually be happy fr. sj has been dead for decades#hearing praise from sqq even if sy is a different person (albeit still a thin-faced one) would be so hglakdjsfkd#tl;dr even though qijiu is my tylenol i think in a scenario where sj doesnt exist anymore yqy needs to move on and get some vitamin D#yqy would probably not handle a system reveal well but the idea of him still being an older brother figure to sy warms my heart#svsss#danmei
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"Aw man, what are they gonna do with Shadow now that he got his closure with Maria's wish and everything? What sort of story can he possibly have after that?"
*points frantically at Sonic 06*
#one of the things that I really like about 06 when it comes to Shadow#is how they handle his story outside of his pre-established trauma#because believe it or not. life has other things going on#and Shadow's whole thing in that game was looking towards the future#he's no longer unsure of who he is. but now he has to stand his ground when someone else tries to cast doubt on him#the cool thing really is giving new meanings to his promise. his purpose.#he's still protecting humanity. he knows why and he's pretty secure of that. the question then becomes how and at what cost#the line ''if the world chooses to become my enemy I will fight like I always have''#is about being confident enough in himself and his friends even when odds are against them#because even if he has reason for revenge he doesn't want it anymore#I literally love 06 Shadow so much you don't understand what this bitch did to my brain#aaaanyways I'm forever grateful to Shadow Generations for finally properly teaching my boy to face his feelings#there is no shortage of possibilities when it comes to what they can do with him from now on#TEV Talk#Sonic the Hedgehog#Shadow the Hedgehog#Sonic x Shadow Generations
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i wish everyone who purposefully misgenders nonbinary characters goes to hell no matter what
#did you know there's mods for dr specifically to change kris's pronouns to not be they/them anymore . like this is something#people went out of their way to do#like. why. for what purpose.#i found this out because i clicked on a video essay for an entirely different mod out of curiosity and it STARTED#by mentioning one of these other pronouns mods as ''one of the best mods''#never clicked off a video so fast in my LIFE#every day i suffer in fandoms wherein the source material has a character go by anything other than he/him or she/her pronouns#and the fandom just cannot fucking handle it#can't watch any video ever on hollow knight or cotl or ut/dr EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#EVERYONE EXPLODE. NOW!#clamtalk
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#ryuuji suguro#ao no exorcist#ryuji suguro#suguro ryuji#bon suguro#manga ryuuji#suguro ryuuji#blue exorcist#cram school#lewin light#lewin lightning light#the fact that lewin light just asked if *ryuuji* needs ambition for a bath when he is the least bathed and clean person in the school#just the audacity xD#and this is where these two people diverge immensely#bathing and eating are requirements to stay alive for one ambitions-or at least i imagine ryuuji would argue that#but exorcism requires a steady personality and sturdy sort of person#and ryuuji doesn't feel that at all anymore and without the drive to go forward#what's the point in pursuing that and putting the work in?#he'll stay alive by eating and bathing because life has a point over all#but does pursuing exorcism have one anymore?#the thing he wanted to do most in his life is no longer tenable and he is lost without it#he *does* need a purpose#lewin is the opposite#but also we learn much later on that he does have a goal and ambition#and that he lies and manipulates a lot#but he views exorcism as more a part of who he is and a part of being alive
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I think we should let men have a silly little breakdown every once in a while as a treat
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#heres my spyxfamily comic i havent yet finsihed#spy x family#loid forger#yor forger#agent twilight#anya forger#comic art#the plot of this comic is that its been like idk a bit over a year at this point#and opration strix is nearing its end#and while tucking Anya in she tells Loid that she loves him#not like that has not really happend before#but here shes half asleep and she means it and Loid is like oh fuck#because he at this point has this realization that thats his little girl#like he loves her and would die for her#and he's here acting like her dad#but he's going to leave her#and she and Yor will never know why#and idk he just kind of breaks down because he is disgusted by that thought#but simultaneously mad for allowing himself to get to this point#heres agent twilight#the best WISE agent crying over a mission#hes gotten weak#soft- what is his use to the agency anymore#Because that the end of the day is Loid cant be a good spy#and he cant do anything else- what is his purpose in the world if not to serve others and he cant even do that correctly anymore#but he cant bring himself to hate the person he is now because he loves Yor and Anya and their life together#so he gets to have a little cry about it#sorry for the novel in the tags#but I do think about that fact that Loid who grew up in war and lives and increably dangerous life where he dedicates his life to others#evie’s art
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guys i need to be dancing at a house party tipsy with someone im attracted to so bad btw. ive never been to a house party in real life (though id quite like to at least once) but i really have been desperately needing that specific (probably awful for me) sensory and social environment so bad lately
#just me rambling again#i keep looking through ao3 to try to find smth with the exact vibe im looking for but cant :(( might have to grab hold of some old or some#half made ocs and write it myself idk. or just like. find a way to experience it irl#oh btw ! tmrw night slumber party w one of my friends who ive been wanting to hang out with more + also happens to be the one i recently go#to smooch on the mouth :3333#the stated purpose is ive been trying to get her to yap at me abt her biggest fandom / interest for ages and just explain all of the lore#and story and characters to me bc ive been wantign to hear abt it from her but we just havent had a good time#and also i cannot lie i hope that i can smooch them on the mouth again! theyre such a lovely person and so very pretty#ive been meaning to tumblr tag ramble abt that for a bit and forgot anyways i have straight up told them and also one of our other friends#that if they get invited to a party ever they should please please lpeaseeeeeee see if they can invite me along#my brain has a half assed hope at maybe getting the teen party experience (most likely not oging to happen for me but it is a real life#possibly grounding for little daydream of wants) bc a somewhat popular guy the year below me (guy i fancied when i was in the play fun fact#for any loyal frog lore enjoyers) put smth on his instagram story like if i throw a bday party is anyone interested ?? with like a story#poll and obviously i picked the affirmative bc i dont know him super well but he knows a lot of ppl i know and i did a cool photoshoot with#him once idk im hoping if its a big event i have a shot at going (as aforementioned--not going to happen in real life but a man can dream)#sigh i recently made a new playlist of the weird yearning ive got going on rn and the flavor of my minds niche longings#its a good playlist#idk ive been so nothing recently im just excited that i get to see my friends this weekend i get to hang out w some of my besties tmrw#through the day too im very excited#OH ALSO omg im just throwing every single diary update i have into one post now ig but erm#ive realized recently (last week or two) that i think im finally 'over' my most recent relationship?#like im still sad abt the fact that my high school best friend.. doesnt talk to me anymore#and im still coping with all of the nightmare insecurities i have deep in my mind being proven correct within the past however many months#but like i only just registered oh hell yeah at the very least i dont have like. romantic feelings of any sort still towards her? i do#love my wonderful ex gf shes such a lovely person and for a long time was an amazing friend to me#but it feels like a weight is off of my chest i straight up was sitting in the feeling of well i'll be missing her forever and i just have#to live like this forever oh well but like. no im chilling in that regard actually we're clear.#idk ive had like nothing going on lately i work and school and i think about my feelings SOMETIMES#i try not to generally but they always get in somehow you know how it is.
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soo many of my ocs.. and like All my beloved ones.. are people who just desperately want to live a quiet, peaceful life with their loved ones. but forces outside of their control keep making that impossible for them, and they aren't able to keep going through the situations against them without having to hurt and push themselves too far but still keep Choosing to be good and do good things because it is just what you should do
this says nothing in particular about me, i am sure.
#ocs#danica from a very young age has a demon in her eye... then when he is older his mother figure he lives with is kidnapped#and he has to claw through to find her again and keep using the power of his eyeball demon friend even though#every use is slowly killing him.#ashasiara...... all she wants is a nice life and she is saved from dying by a god then made to be the second of her clan#and then gets infected with the blight while her best friend dies and has to join an army against her will just to not become a darkspawn#and THEN the whole army gets betrayed and she has to single handedly take this all on alone and build and army at fucking age 24#and then she is Done and cant even rest and stay running off with her friends bc the wardens drag her back#and she goes in and out of trying to soft leave the order and failing until she comes to the inquisiton and starts tutoring the kid herald#and then gets like a solid decade of time with her husband to just Exist like she always wanted before she dies an early death.#and the whole time she is a blood mage and actively has to sacrifice her own blood to beat back the odds against her AND has to deal#with demons trying to snatch her body every night when shes asleep.#bud has chronic pain and health issues from his godhood. that he only has bc he was Trying to save his town. and he desperately#Does Not want it. so he runs and avoids it and gives his power to someone else (which he then has to get back bc oops she sucks and also#every time she uses it he is in awful pain and blisters) and tries to ignore it for literally 1000+ years. until he cant anymore#until he comes across someone else affected by the same thing that he starts to care about too much and wants to fix it for him#and the someone else is sterling whos only want is to experience life in its whole but was trapped and isolated in the sky#and now that he is on the ground is in constant health issue city but he is so in love with everything#and would stay here forever but the threat of the god. the mother figure that made him is looming the entire time unable to be shaken#astrias does actually start with the exact goal of Wanting ro be famous and Known and beloved by everyone she sees#but as she starts to make actual connections with so many people for the first time in her life that starts to change.#she goes from a cocky girl wanting to be a beloved hero to someone who actually ends up being a hero from a genuine act without care of#recognition. and then she gets it. she gets what she always wanted and rejects it to go live and bake with her wife and sit on the porch#koralynne (the wife) who is just in the position of being a mercenary because she desperately needs money#because she Wants to be bard. a performer. but every chance st that shes ever had was ripped away#so she tries to do it herself. then finds that the more she uses her magic the faster her energy drains. the harder is it to Exist.#to even play music. to think. and she has to change her entire direction and how she does everything. but she still keeps going#not alone. she has astrias and destiny and atlas.#lin who fails at the one thing she was literally made to do. whos body wages a war against her for turning against its stages purpose#but she makes it work for her anyway. bevause she finds people she loves that love her and she doesnt want to let it go
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What does everyone think of Nigel Forbes-Colbie ever getting pregnant? It doesn't matter how you interpret it: Omegaverse, males can get pregnant Au, Trans! Nigel. Just tell me your guys' headcanons of Nigel's pregnancy: The changes, the hardships, the softness, and the vulnerabilities.
#murderous intent#like minds 2006#like minds#alex forbes#nigel colbie#Alex Forbes X Nigel Colbie#Nigel Colbie x Alex Forbes#If you guys haven't noticed my recent posts I've been feeling way too soft for this fandom#Like#Too soft#And it's both Nigel and Alex's fault for making me too soft when all I want is to cause chaos and do crimes#To be honest I'd like to Imagine Nigel's pregnancy as an arduous one: Swollen feet . Sore back. Weird cravings. Mood swings. Everything.#And he isn't used to seeing himself get swollen with life each and every day. While Alex is so gullible first thing in the morning because#of the baby bump growing every single day. And Nigel getting rounder every week.#Sure. Nigel is enjoying being pampered by Alex with all these services and gifts but sometimes he thinks that he isn't that attractive#Anymore for Alex. And that while he's carrying his children he will leave him like a used toy.#He'd have instances where he'd feel conflicting feelings for their child and think of possibilities of removing her from his body#But he'd soon regret it. He just breaks down into tiny little pieces of ever thinking of their daughter that way. His and ALEX"S#He can never stomach killing her. He can never stomach ruining her beautiful life that he has yet witnessed.#He still has his self-harm tendencies but he avoids it. He avoids harming his angel. His miracle. His life.#He wants to be a good father to his child. He wants to nurture her. Feed her knowledge and love. Cater to her needs and be at her beck#and call: be a father.#Alex knows what's happening to Nigel. They talk. And they talk everyday. He knows how much it can be hard for Nigel during his pregnancy#And he will always be there to protect his spouse and his unborn child.#He will spite their original purpose in order to create their own purpose. Which Nigel had a hard time letting go of.#It was hard. Seeing the history that made them into the people they are today. But it had to#they had to change#change for their family.#For their miracle.#And Nigel seeing Alex being this doting makes him fall for him ten times more
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the more I think about rashidmand the more I’m like. that whole thing definitely has to do with daniel right? like nobody else is there. of course yeah it could be a fun little game louis and armand are playing but like. it’s not being played for anyone but daniel. because there’s history there that he’s forgotten. so like. what was the purpose? to tease? to see how long it’d take him to notice, if he did at all? dramatic reveal? jog his memory? to what end? like….I genuinely and truly think that some part of devils minion happened in the 70s and daniel wanted armand to change him and obviously armand didn’t want to so. instead of daniel’s self-destruction leading to getting turned it led to armand erasing/editing his memories, because he wanted daniel to live a human life. but why do all this now??? because of louis’ wish to retell his story? because daniel’s sick? because something big is brewing in the vampire world and they want daniel close by? all of the above??? and most importantly how is daniel gonna feel when he remembers everything and realizes what armand did
#im having previously undiscovered emotions over them.#GOD…the possibilities I’m gonna be SICK over them#like the concept of splitting devils minion in half and having the first part be 70s and the 2nd be present day makes SOOO much sense to me#like the death that armand finally saves Daniel from is Parkinson’s rather than his purposeful selfless destruction#AND this time daniel has lived!! and he doesn’t want it anymore!!! so what will the situation be???#will it be that armand can’t stand to lose him??? Daniel gets his memories back and is furious at being denied the life he wanted????#GOD. I can’t wait s2 s3 I need you now…#iwtv#interview with the vampire#the vampire chronicles#armandaniel#devil’s minion#daniel molloy#the vampire armand#louis de pointe du lac#iwtv speculation#m watches iwtv
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i like thinking abt pre-canon ed but i also like thinking abt post-canon ed a lot
#how does one just move on from The Everything#how do you go from living such a strange and high stakes life to just being. mundane.#like this is how he grew up after his mom died- both him and al#always on the move since he was 12 and al was 11. always guaranteed to be one of the strongest and smartest people in the room despite-#-his age.#his entire life’s purpose was getting al’s body back and learning more about alchemy#at 15 he defeats a false god and saves the fuckin country (with help of course) and after that he just. has to go on. business as usual#still does a lot of alchemic research despite being unable to preform alchemy himself anymore#coming up with different arrays for other people to use. helping al with his own research#probably gets more into automail so he can help winry more#but like. it’s hard to find another Purpose when you’ve completed what you thought was your Life’s Purpose#like okay! saved the country. got his brother’s body back. Now Fucking What#he’s got a lot of introspection to do. a lot of Processing that he hasn’t let himself do Ever#years of bullshit to finally unpack now that he has the space for it (he’s not thrilled about it though lol)#i love my boy… much 2 consider (when my brain is less fried from work)#welcome back to another tag essay btw-#on a less depressing note i love thinking abt him traveling the world#also love thinking abt him being a dad fr
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The thing is that Light Yagami is actually one of my favorite characters of all time, I just don't say it a lot cause I don't want people getting the wrong idea that I agree with him or think he's in the right. He's not, and he sucks, but he does have a depth in the same vein as L that fascinates me, and tbh if I hadn't watched DN for the first time when I was 12 maybe I'd feel different but like. He definitely influenced my taste in characters iirevocably going forward.
#you wanna know why i was Like That about the hellhoppers and hoffstrahm and pretty much every shit character ive liked?? blame light#he came first#idk man DN as a series just gets me every time#like light sucks so bad and the whole story is a great commentary on how a guy with power like a police chiefs son can have ideals warped-#-and do horrid things in the name of some so called justice that he has no right to execute#but in the manga at least it also is made clear he does it because when he meets ryuk he realizes theres no Grand consequence for those-#-first deaths he caused. hes not damned and no one cares about it#so if he isnt getting punished well. then not enough of it is happening and he has to be judge jury executioner to make up for it if even-#-the afterlife or shinigami wont do it#the idea that he'll take on a burden he has No right to bare and it just is so wholely consuming that theres no coming back from it#mixed with also meeting someone thru it who also is finally his intellectual equal and therefore hes not Bored anymore#which makes it even harder to quit. because then thatd disappear from his life and thered be no purpose or meaning#idk man it Fucks Me Up#light gets what he deserves in the end and god if he didnt earn it the entire way there#kief rambles about death note
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"Ah it's just a comedy anime"
NO, IT'S NOT-
#this anime has made me cry a few times-#he brings up a subject that scares many (myself included)#real life#live a meaningless life#no meaning no fun#everything is just a cycle every day is the same as before#how to live when most of the time we just survive?#How to give purpose to all this? After a while nothing seems to make sense anymore#Nothing is like before.#Nothing lasts forever.#This anime is about that#(besides being about NEET sextuplets too)#osomatsu san#ososan#liveblogging
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Hm. Something I’ve been thinking about (since I never shut up about Miguel apparently) is the idea that maybe there’s not supposed to be, to his understanding of what happened, a singular canon event that he breaks when dipping dimensions, it’s more the idea that he “breaks” canon by no longer being present to carry out his own canon events, by wanting something outside of what was apparently predestined to him, and the universe punished him for it.
I broke [canon] once myself, he says, but he doesn’t name the event even as the examples he pulls up are labelled.
Perhaps the “event”, as the characters perceive it, could just be something as simple as by virtue of replacing alt!Miguel he negated the intended effect of the man’s death upon the world around him.
But I just wonder. Because the way Miguel speaks of this to Miles portrays his own wanting for something different as being what he thinks invoked that destruction.
“We all want to live the life we wish we had, believe me I’ve tried. And the harder I tried, the more damage I did. You can’t have it all, kid.”
I wanted something more, but Spider-Man’s fate is set. Any and all events, regardless of their nature. And defying that fate, trying to live a life beyond what it asked of me killed people.
If you alter your course from canon in any way, you hurt people.
#tunes talks spiderverse#long post#idk idk just thinking thoughts#I find it interesting to think of different ways we can interpret the same information#interpret the characters’ thinking in different ways#maybe they DO think alt!Miguel’s death was a canon event and our Miguel just didn’t know at the time#but i wonder. considering there’s a big overhanging metanarrative question about the purpose of suffering in spiderman stories#- asking us who suffers (Gwen being constantly fridged) and why -#it could be a matter of the characters thinking if they try escape or outwit ‘predetermined’ suffering the universe will only take more from#you#it’s so interesting to me because Miguel pre-dimension dip left because he felt such an absence of joy in his life#he was deeply unhappy and wanted something as simple as a happy family life#he doesn’t WANT to be in pain. some part of him resents the idea that this seems to be his lot in life#he resents it as much as Miles does. but he believes he needs to bear it because look what happened when u wanted better you hurt people#and like. have yammered about this in a previous post but I think part of his nasty rant at Miles is abt offloading some of that suppressed#resentment for the toll this fate has taken on him onto Miles#he blames Miles because Miles is THERE. you can control that at least. it’s not the intangible cosmic force that would apparently as soon as#murder you than change#it’s unfair of him to do so (offload onto Miles I mean) DEEPLY unfair and inappropriate behaviour.#but also god. is the desire not to hurt anymore so human. is the idea of RESENTING that hurt being ur lot in life human#the narratives…they’re foiling….
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I need to sleep but adult same age mobrei is haunting me again... Reigen applies to Minori’s company in a desperate bid to escape his current job, and by some miracle, actually lands the job. It's much higher class than he's ever had to deal with, but he adapts and survives, as he always has. Maybe... Mob’s and Reigen’s first meeting is by complete chance, out of the office as Reigen smokes a cigarette all by himself in the night. He's having second thoughts, maybe this isn't what he actually wants, he should just quit while he's ahead and use up the money he's saved from both jobs to find something else- maybe even his own office. Reigen can't stop thinking and that's when Mob wanders into his line of sight and his life, snuffing out the cigarette still dangling from his lips with a curious look.
Reigen doesn't realize just who Mob is and ends up talking to Mob for a good long while, the both of them slowly easing into each other the entire time. Mob says that he should give the job more time, to come in the next day, that he's sure he'll find something worth it for him. Reigen doesn't even know it's the end for him already as Mob watches him go, his eyes focusing on his every movement.
Reigen comes in the next day to Minori introducing him to Kageyama Shigeo, the oldest son of the infamous Kageyama family. Mob is already smitten and is absolutely Terrifying looking as he just stands so damn tall over Reigen’s questioning, slight uneased form. Reigen can't even meet Mob's eyes and he thinks that it's so very cute and endearing. Reigen is practically a little piece of sunlight, and Mob decides to keep him close because his kindness, wit, expressiveness, and goodness alone is more than enough to burn the embers of possessiveness alive in his chest. Reigen’s sure he's already made a fool of himself already and that Mob is just being a smug asshole by stringing him along until he finally fires him. Why else does Mob ask for his presence so often? From meetings to everyday work, Reigen is always called at least once or twice per day.
Mob just is so fascinated and endeared by Reigen... and wants to keep him so close and all to himself ^-^ and Reigen is so overwhelmed because this is so much attention that he's never had before. Not only that, but it's Kageyama Shigeo, how can he not be anything but a ridiculous fool around him? It doesn't help that Reigen truly cannot tell if what Mob is thinking, but he always listens whenever Mob calls for him once again...
#mob meets reigen and is instantly captivated by him... and then that turns into endearment. possession. and love#I like to imagine that mob def uses his power and influence to learn everything about reigen and his life#he knows everything that happened in his life. he stalks him whenever he's not at the office. he consumes as much as his time as possible#I wonder if mob would sneak cameras into reigens apartment so that he can keep an eye on him on his days off#...he also wants to make sure that reigen is all alone and lonely. which he very much is. and that makes mob so happy#reigen not even knowing how to ask his fellow coworkers if their boss has ever invited himself to their own apartment#minori def only calls reigen by kageyamas boy at a certain point because mob is damn Attached and obsessive#I wonder if mob would purposely sabotage his apartment in some way or manipulate things so that reigen has to reach out for help#oh my goooddddd- mob calls shou in for a favor. shou fucking burns reigens apartment to the ground.#reigen has nothing. genuinely nothing. and mob rushes onto the scene all worried and comforts reigen#mob says that reigen can be at his place until he's able to get another apartment... but oohhhh all of the other apartments are so expensiv#reigen feels so guilty over intruding on mob like this and he rly doesnt deserve it- but mob just says he can make it up to him#mob clapping to himself because yyaayyyy reigen has nothing else anymore ^-^ he can give reigen anything and everything#just so long as he Stays. and reigen is so so fucking starved for attention. affection. and stability that he falls for it#OKAY GOING TO SLEEP NOW IM SO TIREDDDD
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With 特攻薬 and Accept My Love, I can confirm that there is something in the water that is specifically affecting the green haired princesses with a disorder and purple eyes and is making them spiral (Momochi and Hiyori)
#and they both served while having a mental breakdown in their respective songs#and them brushing off the very concerning issues like I don't know a lot of Jp but I'm pretty sure Momochi sounded very suicidal with the#lyrics and Hiyori straight up only has 1 purpose in her life (loving and protecting her dear family) but they don't need her anymore#Anyway when the teaser dropped Momochi the bitch was going “I think I was able to show a new side to myself pls give it a listen ><” while#blessing Cheers on twt (while ignoring the time she ominously tweeted that the time for dreams is over)#and Hiyori was like “Life isn't always fun sometimes you want to cry so you should look at me and copy me because I'm always smiling” like#girl are we going to pretend you didn't admit that you desperately tried to keep yourself smiling no matter what and that you were cutting#up your heart as well (and her basically saying “my life has no purpose im gonna kms if you don't use me”)#the funny thing is that Hiyori is (one of) my faves and I want her out of enstars while I hate Momochi (affectionately) and do not like#rejet so he can stay in Dearvo
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