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wheelercurse · 2 years ago

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It’s important that Will comes out to his family (and friends) because his arc is about stop hiding.

#I know I am always saying this and a lot of people disagree with me but I don’t think his main concern is that his family and friends won’t #accept him or they will stop loving them #and I would never deny that Will is struggling with being gay like obviously he is but not in the way that he’s scared of rejection #but that doesn’t mean that he isn’t scared to come out #like dealing with your sexuality and struggling with it can be in different ways #Will hates to be treated differently #and he doesn’t want to be seen for who he is you know?#Will is good at hiding #I think his fear is that his family and friends would treat him differently if he comes out #he doesn’t want that change either #looking back at s3 when Will wanted to Things remain the same as they were when they were little kids #but anyway my point is ofc he has to come out that’s also important for his arc but not for the reasons that many things #think*#and that’s my opinion #aaaand last thing but not less important #his main struggle in s4 is that he convinced himself that he can’t be happy with the boy he loves #and I don’t blame him for thinking that because his last years have been a hell of a ride #even in s3 he said I am not gonna fall in love but I think he really thought that he would never find love #that’s why his happy ending has to be finding the love that he had convinced himself he can’t have #and I would be okay for a random love interest if they haven’t used his feelings to fix the straight ship you know?#also because of mike’s arc (but this post isn’t about him so I won’t talk more about him)#sorry for the long ass tags #not really

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bluerosefox · 7 months ago

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Gray and Graysons

One of the Bats has a secret. Something they never told to the others.

They were so very young but they have memories of a sibling, so small and tiny. They remember the burst of warmth they had in their heart when they held the tiny baby for just a moment.

But they weren’t allowed to keep them, their family couldn’t raise them. Money was tight, just enough for three but not for four, despite their shows always bringing in a crowd it was getting harder and harder for the world to be wowed by them in the new age and their sibling was too small and tiny and needed to be cared in a single place than for them to be on the road. Their lifestyle was not good for his tiny sibling apparently.

They had to watch as their parents gave his sibling away to people in suits, them promising to give his baby brother to a loving family when they find a ‘home’ for him. He watched his parents try to be strong only for his mother to break down once the car left down the road, his father holding her and apologizing, the rest of the circus troupe all silently coming over to give the heartbroken family condolences.

Richard ‘Dick’ Grayson had tears running down his face when he last saw his baby brother.

A brother he got to name before he had to be given away.

Daniel ‘Danny’ Grayson.

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Dick never told the others. If anyone dug deep into his past they might find his brother’s birth records maybe, if someone got around to digitizing the paperwork for him but given the fact he was placed in the US childcare systems just a few days after his birth and the fact that Dick was still pretty young they most likely believed he didn’t remember his baby brother now. Not after so many years.

But they were wrong, Dick remembers. And he kept the secret close to his heart and memories.

And the only physical evidence he had was a single picture of him holding his brother, a smile on his tiny face towards their father who had taken the photo of them together. When he had lost his parents, lost most of the things that connected him to them, to his past in the circus that had been his whole life, had been taken from him in Gotham’s ruthless childcare system, he held on tight to the picture in secret. Hid it away from anyone trying to rip it from him, hid it from Bruce when the man took him in days later, hid it from Alfred despite how gentle the butler was towards him. He couldn’t, wouldn’t risk losing his photo at the time, he hadn’t trusted anyone and by the time he did he didn’t have the heart to reveal it.

So yes, the existence of his baby brother Danny was his most guarded and best kept secret.

So that’s why Dick, as Nightwing, nearly died from a heart attack when leaving a Justice League meeting he spotted a familiar face among one of the new engineers working in the Watchtower.

It was like seeing a young version of himself. Only, Dick could see that the young man was more than a copy of him, so much more than a clone. He held many traces of John Grayson but also had a bit more of Mary Grayson than Dick did. Small details that Dick foggely remembers taking note when he had held his baby brother.

“Hey, hurry up with that report Gray!” Shouted the head engineer from down the hall, his hand beckoning the young adult to come over.

“Coming! And boss, I told you Danny is fine!” Danny shouted back before hurriedly leaving a stunned Nightwing.

#danny phantom #danny fenton #crossover #dp x dc #blue rambles #danny phantom dc #writing ideas #random idea #dpxdc #Danny and Dick are siblings #Danny is a space engineer #he worked hard and now gets to be in space #dick grayson #Dick’s parents couldn’t care for Danny because of money and the fact he was tiny #they wanted him but couldn’t keep him #his paperwork got a tiny bit lost and damaged before it got digital #so there isn’t much for either brothers to find each other #Dick did look but found next to nothing about where his brother went #Danny still had the original papers but the papers got damaged bad and his last name is a little lost #he knows it’s Gray something #small what if in this AU but what if he married Val and took her last name #and later finds his old papers and is teased he was always meant to be a Gray some way #BUT he doesn’t have to married in this #just a tiny what if #BUT he has changed his last name to Gray after a bad fall out with he Fenton’s #it wasn’t even because of him being a half ghost or even because of Vlad #nope it was because he didn’t want to be ghost hunter

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edwinisms · 4 months ago

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i get such a sense of primal envy when looking at edwin’s clothes up close because god you can just tell his coat is real wool and made to last and not cheap flimsy mass produced garbage and auggagghhhh that was just STANDARD in his time. by no means am i saying i was #borninthewronggeneration because i like having vaccines and household appliances but. man. to have a personally-tailored coat like that that’d last for years and years……. and fabrics of fine thread-dense quality………. if only

#edwin would be so disgusted by shein products can you fucking imagine #i mean he’d be disgusted by most mass produced brand/off-brand clothing but fast fashion shit like that would be the Worst #thank god for the fact that I don’t think anyone in the group would wear that kinda shit. for wildly different reasons #crystal wouldn’t because why the fuck would she. she can afford the most expensive high quality shit on the market. and even if she goes #thrifting you can just tell if something looks/feels like cheap garbage she’d not even touch it #niko’s a fashion icon and constantly changing her outfits BUT she seems like the type who loves repurposing old clothing/re-arranging things #in her wardrobe and making different combinations rather than buying new clothes all the time and wasting perfectly good clothing #plus she wasn’t raised in America and likely did not get normalized to fast fashion #charles doesn’t because. well #you know.#ghost. and whatnot #even so I doubt his parents bought him clothes that often so he’d have to either save up the money to buy stuff he wants (probably thrifted)#or repurpose old clothes in various ways. his coat absolutely looks high quality and I bet he saved up like crazy for it #rambling #edwin #dead boy detectives #edwin payne

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giddlygoat · 29 days ago

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hater has disturbing reoccurring dreams about wander crawling inside his ribcage that always have him waking up in a cold sweat [they just feel too real and hater can’t place why]. wander has reoccurring dreams of hater ceremoniously destroying him with the Disaster Blaster and it’s the one dream he doesn’t eagerly blab to sylvia about because he doesn’t know how to tell her that it never feels like a nightmare. soooo is anyone else sick in the head or is it just me

#wander over yonder #woy #im having a lot of thoughts about their dynamic #it’s weird bc. i don’t necessarily see them as making for a good ship [RAISES HANDS DEFENSIVELY] and let me explain!#i haven’t quite finished the show yet but like. while they definitely have the potential for yaoi. i cannot imagine what it would look like #for hater to actually… reform and reach a healthy balance in his life. it would be AWESOME to see #but i just… he has so far to go and it feels like while wander could be the catalyst for change within hater. he couldn’t feasibly Fix him #does that make any sense??#either way i Do enjoy the ship! i just feel like it’s very important to point out that there is no canon scenario where it’s not toxic #at least not within the immediate future. yafeel #anyhoooooo #gear diary #wander #lord hater #ALSO to elaborate on my actual post: it’s worth mentioning that hater was unconscious for the rib cage thing #and i think by the time he finally perked up. it’s safe to say that he never fully processed what wander had done #at least from what i remember #as for wander. obviously he doesn’t Want to die. but The Big Day was hugely important to him #as his singular mutually happy memory between him and hater. and by the end of it all #he was fully prepared to just…. let hater fire. if he thought it could make hater happy.#do y’all ever think about that because i do 😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁

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kinos-fortress-2 · 9 months ago

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miss pauling WOULD NOT SMELL FINE.

#me disagreeing at everything about miss pauling that people paints her as something good sweet or cool #WHEN SHES NOT COOL OR AWESOME OR SMELLS GOOD AT ALL SHAKES YOU AROUND LIKE A BOTTLE #she smells LIKE HUMAN SWEAT and old clothes from a humid closet she barely cleans. like a grandma.#well grandmas do smell nice. BUT THATS NOT THE FACT #ok well she does smell fine and bearable maybe he hair smells like bed sheets no changed at all #because she wakes up so early she doesn’t have time to clean her room or make her bed #she just instantly runs not even eating breakfast and dying of hunger until either scout or soldier gives her a cookie #or a half eaten pork beans in soldiers courtesy #and gets home late EXHAUSTED and throws herself in the bed to later wake up in 5 minutes #me wanting to expose her every single damn time i am evil like that to my ult #oh yeah her hair doesn’t smell that good at all. full of lice. and greasy. girl wash YOUR HAIR that’s what demo always says to her #prob demo often times calls her out or secretly spy will come and said damn my mask doesn’t even smell that bad than that hair of yours #but is either of those two. wait what i was talking about #her teeth are so yellow because she forgets to clean them #crusty eyes too. can’t put makeup stupidass just only puts her fav purple lipstick to hide her crusty lips #takes a deep breath… fuck. woman failure

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paimonial-rage · 1 year ago

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continuation of ur kazuha reply: him not gaining feelings consciously doesn’t eliminate the idea of him gaining feelings unconsciously. hypothetically, let’s say he does gain feelings unconsciously but eventually realises of his feelings, how would he take to that? would he be the type to be disturbed at his feelings or is he more accepting? basically, how would kazuha take to realising he has a crush on someone? — @milkstore

You’re definitely right about him gaining feelings without realizing. I’m going to be honest here, the way he’d react to falling for someone would probably change depending on the situation. That being said, if you want the answer I like the most… Although he’d see the signs, he’d stubbornly ignore them. He’d notice that he’s drawn to reader. He’d notice he can’t ignore them. He’d notice he wants to stay with them. But giving in would go against what he believes he needs to do. So he’d do his best to avoid reader, while also simultaneously being unable to ignore them, so he’d be drawn back.

If you ask my personal opinion, kinda going back to his character quest and the Golden Apple Archipelago arc, Kazuha is the kind of person that tends to ignore things that makes him uncomfortable. He prioritizes having his peace of mind over everything else. I’m not saying he’s ignoring trauma from the past, but I believe he has a tendency to convince himself that he’s okay with things when he’s really not. I mean, both events focus on his relationship to his family. At the end of both events, he says he wishes to learn more of his family and to fulfill what he perceives to be his obligations to them. But where did we see him after? Barely in Inazuma.

So to say he’d be either disturbed or accepting would be inaccurate, in my opinion. Kazuha is like water. He takes the path of least resistance. Feeling something toward a situation represents resistance, so he’d rather just pretend it doesn’t exist. He’ll only confront it when he absolutely has to. I kinda go in more about it here and here.

#interactions #kazuha #kaedehara kazuha #Kazuha x reader #character analysis #long story short kazuha is avoidant #i’m not saying he’s in denial about everything or that he’s secretly super anxious or traumatized inside #most things truly don’t bother him #but he avoids thinking about the things that do #if he wasn’t that way he would’ve left the crux #the golden apple archipelago arc came out at the end of inazuma #as did his character quest #but where did we see him during the sumeru arc?#primarily in liyue #and then the thing with tomo #he says he’s fine with the result of that match but can you really be okay with the death of a close friend?#as for the scenario i’ve created in this post it follows the story i had planned for the letter fic i wrote #while he wouldn’t want to devote himself to reader he doesn’t exactly want them to change either #so he subtly tries controlling them so they don’t #and then it culminates to this point that he’s forced to confront their feelings for him (and his for them)#because reader ends up ******* *** ********* ****#because they’re just fed up with him and decide to move on their life without his approval #i really need to finish that story #ugh but i have so many thoughts towards kazuha #i think deep down he’s afraid of change #also i dislike her but i am very in love with yoimiya’s opinion of him haha #however i cannot deny that yoimiya is the type of person that’d be very accurate in her analyses of people #albeit a bit overly optimistic

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seiwas · 6 months ago

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was choosing songs for an atsumu fic but now i can’t get mint’s ldr iwaizumi post out of my head

#im so sad actually 😭😭😭😭😭😭#i could burst into tears #in every universe to me of course it works out but like .#imagine if it didnt 😭😭😭#like. iwaizumi who’s committed so much into it #who’s believed all his life that slow and steady wins the race !! that if he persists and hangs on tight enuf that it’ll work out #he has so much faith in it #that when it doesn’t work out #it haunts him for the rest of his life #oh my goooood head in my hands .#i dont want to say it ruins him but #i think he changes a bit after that ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️#he either dates around and tries to be noncommittal or just #sees you in everyone he meets #IM CRYING #ACTUALLY 😭😭😭😭 wtf #crying at the club ??? crying at the gym . 😭#i talked so much again

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runningatypufullspeed · 8 months ago

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WOULD YOU GUYS LIKE TO SEE MY FUGLY UGLY ASS ALLEGORY OF THE CAVE X FAHRENHEIT 451 CROSSOVER DRAWING THAT I WAS FORCED TO DO FOR SCHOOL….. ITS SO UGLY AND MONTAG IS

WHITE.

AND THE HOUNDS ARE DISGUSTING THE COLORING IS SO SHITTY AND MILDRED …. Well ok she looks alright kindof but the COLORING ….. SKETCH WAS BETTER but do you guys. Do you still want to see it…….,,,,,,

ALSO NO OFFENSE TO WHITE PEOPLE PLEASE I LOVE YOU GUYS 🫶😁👍 within reason

#like ok maybe it isn’t. THAT bad #NO NO I TAKE THAT BACK I JUST LOOKED AT IT RIGHT NOW AND THE COMPOSITION IS ALL FUCKING VOER THE PLACE #IT. IT IS. THAT BAD #IF YOU GUYS SAY YESS YOULL SEE #ok but nasty bad art aside I know some of you will be asking why white Montag is such a bad thing and #there isn’t anything wrong with it!!! it’s just that for me personally #after I did a bit more thinking I was. physically incapable of perceiving Montag as anything other than POC/nonwhite #so when I look back at my old f451 art and stare into the eyes of a pale skittish twink it just #it doesn’t click. like that isn’t MY Montag if ykwim #now trembling BROWN skittish twink. that’s a different story #AGAIN I DONT have any issues with ppl making their own versions white I just think that . for me specifically. he looked a bit funny #a little off. a bit too crackerish for my liking #where is bros melanin 😭#I’m complaining right now but if I wanted to I could just… go in and try and make the skin tone darker #I might do that depending on how tired I feel after doomscrolling #also if it matters even though I have read the book over at least 8 times now not once have I touched either of the movies.#and it will STAY THAT WAY. until I completely log my notes for the book #then I can move on to the movies 🥰#but I will admit 2018 did sort of lead me to having a change of heart w my design. just a little. just a teensy bit. kinda. sort of?#actually not really now that I think about it #I have my own reasons.#TOO MANY WHITE PEOPLE MY EYES THEY BURN AAAYHHHHH MY EYES OW OW OW OWIEEEE #my Beatty design was so white that my eyes developed stage 4 cataracts #I needed a palate cleanser that WASNT Millie… oh god my Millie design…#she was white there too. terrible #it’s okay… 💔 I’ve since learned and moved on #ARGH GUYS I DONT HATE WHITE PEOPLE I JUST THINK THAT MORE SKIN COLOR VARIATIONS WOULD E NICE

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frostluvrs · 1 year ago

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i genuinely think the idea that kang changed too fast is about to be shot down by him act just like his old self but in a completely different way when he finds out sailom is escorting again 🥴🥴

#the way he was acting in the trailer in that scene ? that was literally how he was acting in his bullying scenes 🥴🥴#throwing money at sailom like that he’d never do that rn #even if it doesn’t happen either way idrc that he’s had a change of heart bc i think it makes sense in general for him to change like this #that man was putting on a show when he was being the school bully wanting attention and to feel superior and good about himself #he’s getting that attention and feeling of wanting to feel good about himself in a different way from sailom rn #but i also do understand the criticism ig i just don’t care that much #dangerous romance

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wawataka · 8 months ago

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i don’t know what to do about this cat i’m feeding. sigh

#is this a vent? who knows #i’ve been feeding this cat for the better part of three months now? i’m not sure if he’s getting better #it seems like he isn’t changing much. he doesn’t seem worse but he doesn’t seem better either #i want to take him to the vet but i’d only have enough for a check up. not for anything else that might come up after #but this cat isn’t mine and he has owners. they just don’t take care of him anymore i guess #but i don’t know if they would still care or not if he gets taken. i don’t want to get in trouble for that #but i also don’t want to ask if they’d give up their ownership because i can’t have him either #like i can afford to feed him but not house him. not anything else #my stinky landlord doesn’t allow pets. only if we cough up an extra $300 a month would she “gracefully” allow us to have a cat #i guess i’m just frustrated with this entire thing. i don’t want him to die. but i can’t afford to have him either #cnp rants

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edwinisms · 5 months ago

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#this question is very hard for me to answer so obviously I have to torment everyone else with it #cause like. like I can really see the potential in either answer. both are feasible #I will say. most realistically. to me. edwin first charles harder #because I think…..I think the reasoning behind the other way around usually tends to be about how edwin absolutely was slower to bond and #open up in general whereas charles hit the ground fucking running #but i don’t think that particularly applies to their romantic relationship #if you mean ‘fell for’ in a general sense rather than a romantic one then yes 100%#but that’s not what im talking about here #I have a few different reasons but generally I think edwin fell first because like… the way he attached himself to charles and accepted him #as his person and etc is so unlike him to do with literally anyone- especially at the point where they first met/the first years they knew #each other. charles just seems to have hit him as something very very special and irreplaceable quite quickly for him to open up the way he #did and change and flourish into a fully realized person because of how safe and worthy charles made him feel #he took to charles with an unusual amount of ease and trust and I think that says something about how charles struck his heart Early #whereas with charles… yes on one hand he did stay on the mortal plane largely because of edwin and absolutely would’ve been impacted by the #tender act of mercy that was edwin reading to him as he died so he wouldn’t be scared. that’s absolutely what got him to trust edwin and to #want to be with him and protect him and so on #but charles would still do that and be like that under intense platonic circumstances I think #but most importantly I just think charles fell harder. when he fell is less important to me here- more important is that by GOD that boy is #down so fucking bad and outright SAYS IT in so many ways that he doesn’t realize– the sheer amount he restates how he’s content so long as #he’s with edwin. how he doesn’t want to be anywhere where edwin can’t follow. would and Did go to hell and back for him. believes him #to be the kindest and most incredible person he’s ever met. prioritizes him above anything and everything. etc etc etc #that’s not to say edwin doesn’t feel a similar amount of devotion– but charles just. really loves him with his whole person. loves him as a #fact of his existence and a piece of his very soul #idk man. it just feels like he is so incredibly smitten and he doesn’t even know it.#like I said though I can see both options and give reasons for both options so this question EATS at me I GENUINELY don’t have a super #strong feeling either is absolutely correct. it’s so difficult to answer they’re both so smitten and have such a history and GRAHHHH #payneland #dead boy detectives #rambling #polls

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wren-kitchens · 10 months ago

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this is probably the extent of what i’ll say about this topic but i’ve noticed a huge similarity between the people who consider every single aspect of mcyt Problematic or Bad Media and the people who bullied me when I was 14 in that, they don’t really care about mcyt all that much, they just don’t want to be associated with the weird kids and so make a huge fuss about how it’s bad so they don’t get kicked out the Popular Group

#i’ve seen a bunch of ‘oh this youtuber isn’t mcyt they just play minecraft’#as if mcyt doesn’t stand for minecraft youtuber #what are you guys so scared of happening if you stop bullying people for their interests?#you don’t have to engage with mcyt if you don’t want to but by actively hating on it publicly then you are just making fun of people who do #enjoy it for literally no reason #what did we do to you i’ve never even talked to you before #mcyt isn’t Problematic Media it’s ANY YOUTUBER EVER who plays minecraft #yeah we get it dream sucks no one likes him here either you don’t have to start being dicks to Everyone in the mcyt sphere #you’re telling me stampy is Problematic? there’s no way you can deny he’s an mcyt that’s his Whole Thing #are you gonna sit here and try to convince yourself that amylee33 is problematic media or somehow connected to dream #look me in the eyes and tell me that ldshadowlady or stacyplays ‘don’t count’ because you can’t connect them to the made up version of mcyt #that you’re allowed to hate if you change ‘cringe’ to ‘problematic’#mcyt #discourse #jic #this stems from the cat poll because how are grown adults deciding that a CAT has to be Wrong because a mcyt owned her #wren wrambles

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rain-shoshana · 7 months ago

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I keep getting this ad and it’s just like??? This is a perfect body??? This is aspirational to me??? If I looked like this I would never ever want to change!!! Like if you want to sell me on changing my body maybe don’t pick the hottest bear I’ve ever seen as your before image.