#hate life

[depresyjna-szmata]

„Znowu moje myśli idą w złą stronę mimo że, było już tak dobrze”

[the-mortal-incorrects]

Alec: How the fuck do people just stay motivated their entire lives? What drives you? I got out of bed once and I’ve been exhausted ever since. Jace: You need to learn to hate life to the point where you want to get revenge on existence itself.

[shitpostingforserotonin]

It’s sad that you have to take your life to be taken seriously

[meavii]

I'm so tired of school, I hate it

I hate people at school, I hate tests, I hate everything about it

[denimnan]

once again i have been made a fool

believing others easily

at the end i am the one suffering

never learning from my past mistakes

how do i change myself

to stop being so kind to everyone

why am i made like this

- N.R.K.

[fadingspiritualitymusicroad60]

Why did i eat

Why did i eat

Why did i eat

Why did i eat

Why did i eat

Why did i eat

[depressionandobsession]

Boże, dlaczego musiałam urodzić się aż taka głupia i brzydka

Teraz zostanę sama do końca życia :(((

[stayuberhappyallthefreakintime]

I couldn’t trust my own emotions. Which emotional reactions were justified, if any? And which ones were tainted by the mental illness of BPD? I found myself fiercely guarding and limiting my emotional reactions, chastising myself for possible distortions and motivations. People who had known me years ago would barely recognize me now. I had become quiet and withdrawn in social settings, no longer the life of the party. After all, how could I know if my boisterous humor were spontaneous or just a borderline desire to be the center of attention? I could no longer trust any of my heart felt beliefs and opinions on politics, religion, or life. The debate queen had withered. I found myself looking at every single side of an issue unable to come to any conclusions for fear they might be tainted. My lifelong ability to be assertive had turned into a constant state of passivity.

[xanny4dababy]

i ll always be at fault

jus kill me

[im-tired-of-not-being-dead]

I'm tired of feeling like nobody cares if I stay alive or not

[klingenspielerin]

I wanna die!

[wix-0-nightshade]

Turns out I have “Walking pneumonia”

Fun. :D

Let this fucking cough be over with…..

[idkanymore10]

I HATE MY BODY

I HATE MY FACE

I HATE THE WAY I TALK

I HATE THA WAY I WALK

I HATE THE WAY I BREATHE

I HATE MYSELF

i wish i was dead.

I wish i could disappear without anyone noticing.

[meavii]

God, my life is so boring, just going to school, sleeping, eating (crying, mental breakdowns etc. too lol)

Like, I don't even have any friends or hobbies (except listening to music or sleeping)

Every day is almost the same, I want it to be different, but I can't make it more interesting or better (I can only make it worse)

[kloppinthekop]

[fadingspiritualitymusicroad60]

Please i want to die i want to die i want to die i want to die i juste want to fk die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die