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Why do I have to beg someone to love me the way I want to be loved?
#dark academia#feelings#aesthetic#pinterest#photography#dark and moody#places#dark paradise#love#midnight thoughts#love academia#love and longing#dark feed#moodboard aesthetic#dead poets society#coffee#fall aesthetic#harsh love
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what is love?
long stares across the park,
glares across the table.
soft smiles painted on lips,
harsh hands, gripping, prodding.
little notes, reminders of nice days
little insults, reminders of horrid pain
what is love?
#poem#life#poets cafe#poetsclub#poemsbyme#poets corner#poems on tumblr#poetry#my art#poets on tumblr#spilled thoughts#spilled ink#words#spilled writing#spilled poetry#spilled words#love language#lovers#love#love quotes#unconditional love#relationship#love life#feelings#hard love#harsh love#tw love
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I'll manipulate you. I'll hurt you. I don't care about you. I care about few people truly. You won't be one of them. But you'll still hang out around me. Because you love me. You love me. I'm too special to not be loved. You're not special. I'm a superior human being. You're not. Do you not want to be manipulated? I don't mind. If you do want to, I won't mind either. I can do it. I'll hurt you and get pleasure out of it, darling. Is this a genuine thing I struggle with? Yes. Do I want help? No.
#manipulation#manipulative#npd#narcissistic personality disorder#narcissism#love#true love#harsh love
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oversaturate
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuji itadori#itadori yuuji#jjk yuuji#been trying some stuff out in an attempt to beat the artblock out of myself with hammers#and i LOVE how it looks but god it takes so long painting like this#i had a ref style i was going for that was a lot more washed out and watercoloury#and to be fair my take on it did start out looking more adjacent to that#u can still kinda see remnants of the initial watercolour washes in the collar of yuuji's jacket in th bottom one#but it Did Not Last fhdjfjjg what can i say im a gouache/oils gal#i can't use soft greys and watery inks i need stark blacks i need the reddest red the colour wheel will provide#one thing i did keep from the refs were the sharp prickly fine lines i think those look real cool against textured colour blocks#anyway ive also been having a lot of fun playing with rly rly harsh lighting on the hair#and even thinner linework put down after the colour as opposed to before#probably one of the reasons why it takes a lot longer but also it mimics traditional art a lot more#ill probably continue playing around with this sort of render ! or at least keep elements of it
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today i love the red metal crane in her long neck arching her body over the boston skyline, which means i am okay for a moment. when i am unwell, everything is a little ugly. i always tell myself look for the beauty but when it is bad, i will look at birds and sunsets and little ducklings and feel absolutely nothing.
when my brother got his puppy, i was in a deep depression. what kind of monster isn't affected by a puppy. i was gentle and kind to her - i just didn't have an emotional reaction. she's five now and i feel like i spend all of our interactions apologizing to her - i don't know why. i just didn't feel anything. how embarrassing. i feel like if i admit that, i'll seem cruel and jaded. it comes in waves. like, two months ago when i went out into the world - it was like that. life behind a pane of stormglass. a firework could go off over your head - nothing. like dead skin, no reaction. not to ice cream or rainbows or baby chickens. life foggy and uninteresting.
i love goslings again. i love their little webbed feet splayed over grass. i love good food and live music and long walks. i like puppies. i feel like some kind of my soul has been starved - i keep staring at everything with wide eyes, trying to burrow the sensation into my stomach. it's real. beauty is real. when it's bad again, remember this. i stop and smell the flowers, feeling cliche in the moment. i like the white-to-red ombre of my neighbor's roses. i like colorcoding and yoga and cold drinks. i try to pass my hands over every moment, feeling like i'm squeezing joy out of every instant. remember this. for the love of god, it's real - just remember this.
#and yet i NEVER DO REMEMBER IT#spilled ink#writeblr#i feel like due to tiktok ppl think >#deeply depressed & not having an emotional reaction to things MUST mean#you are cruel or uncaring#like girlie that is STILL a lack of mental illness awareness. it doesn't make us mean#it just means im like. ohhhh im not well. i don't really react to puppies. that's bad#Im still gonna be super nice to the puppy. like it just doesn't bring me joy.#bc the problem i have is CLINICAL. the dopamine ISNT being made.#but PLENTY of us are still kind#considerate.#GENTLE people. even if we're like '..........' all the time.#i actually think this is why i'm harsh on people who are so mean - you don't need to be emotionally attached to someone/thing#in order to be kind.... you just choose to be kind bc it's the right thing to do#not bc it's easy....... like it's extra effort sure. but it's worth it. bc ppl deserve kindness.#it's hard to describe this bc it's the ugly side of depression. the part that's like#not in netflix - the part where it's like ''i love this person. i just don't feel anything''
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Don't Wormy About Me.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#jiang cheng#wei wuxian#yu ziyuan#Please allow me to make it clear how important I think the hug between YZY and JC is in regards to several aspects of their characters#For one - it is the resolution and reveal that behind all the harsh words and bitterness...She really did love her son.#A hug is a soft gesture that you would never expect from someone like YZY and the fact she shows JC this affection now -#-Tells us how she knows that this upcoming battle is a death sentence for her.#Her giving away Zidan is honestly overkill but another sign of her truly showing him how she loves him and wants him to survive.#The dread of knowing she's walking back to a fight without zidian and trying to keep up brave face one last time...chilling.#Zidian represents legacy and promises. And this is going to both save and destroy Jiang Cheng as he carries this weight alone.#Heartbreaking stuff! Didn't draw it in the comic because I wanted to draw a silly worm on a string!#WWX tried to help JC out of the knot but got stuck in it.#Those worm on a string tricks are harder than they look!#Also; it's been about a year since the last boat joke - but indeed this is the 11th boat of pd-mdzs. No need to do the math.
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it doesnt matter if theyre in love because they love each other. do you understand. do you get it.
#um#look i obviously dont begrudge any shipping but they love each other!!#theyre fucking devoted to each other always forever and ever#and every thing else is just sort of background noise. yknow??#well this was originally about#dead boy detectives#but#malevolent#jarthur#dbd#qpr#i feel like this could come off harsh and its not!!#but not everythings about romance yknow#um. and if i said#trobed#also. like obviously the romantic part is important to edwin at least. but its not the be all and end all and i fucking love that!!!!
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I love Malon.
She sees a face she likes
And she grabs it
It's a love language! She grabs the faces she likes. There's so many times it happened- like every time she was showing affection.
To anyone
Of any species
If you are near Malon and she likes your face it will be grabbed, sorry
She's gonna be such a great mother
Time is not immune, as her husband he signed up for it
Art and comic by Jojo @linkeduniverse au!
#Lu Malon#all three of the wolf trio :)#the hug the stuffed animal instinct- but with a person she'll just squish their face#shh it's a love language#Wild and Twi had similar panels- with her doing gentle/motherly reaching out- and they both said 'hehe'. twins that can't handle affection.#they share a brain cell. anyways.#linked universe#linkeduniverse#Lu time#Lu wolf trio#lu twilight#Lu wild#if any of my words or phrasing was harsh or offensive in some way let me know#you are loved :)
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Ineffable wives collab with @t-nartin! 🐍🍎🕊️ It was great fun to see how our art styles work together🤩
(pose inspo✌️😗)
#thank you again for collabing with meee 🤩#hope we can do more art together at some point#I think it tuned out great! especially cuz our styles are so different and kinda fit with the aesthetics of each character 🤓🎨#soft lines and colors for Aziraphale#and harsh lines and colors for Crowley#just a coupe of gals👯♀️#they are in love 🤭#and I love the background she did 🥰#good omens#crowley#aziraphale#ineffable spouses#my fanart#aziracrow#ineffable husbands#fem!crowley#fem!aziraphale#other people’s art#ineffeble wives
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hands and touch (ID in alt)
#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun#trigun maximum spoilers#ruporas art#just wanted to draw some gay hands#and feeding myself for hand holding content… they of all ppl arent really the type for it#but i love to draw them relent their Harsh criticism of their hands and get gentle with it#if not for themselves definitely for the other#but happy yaoidays… or whichever u celebrate…. i havent been in the festive mood lately so this is kind of stuff youll get from me :’]
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Uncle Thorin headcanons nobody can dissuade me from, part 2: young uncle Thorin
(part 1), (Dwalin)
during Dís' pregnancies he acts like a rock for her and her nervous husband, while he is secretly terrified when she goes into labour
he weeps the first time he gets to hold his nephews (and the 10 times afterwards)
he handles Fíli like a bomb in the beginning, because he is scared of accidently dropping or hurting him
after Fíli is weaned and Kíli is born, Dís and her husband have a hard time, since Kíli is a very restless baby. To give them some more breathing room, little Fíli spends the next few years in a sling tied around Thorin's chest and accompanies him everywhere. Thorin is more than a little sad, when this time ends, but fortunately soon Kíli is weaned and then Thorin gets to carry him around everywhere
he gives them cute nicknames. Fíli is his jewel and Kíli his gem.
he goes into crisis mode whenever one of the lads coughs more than once (fortunately Óin is very patient)
when Fíli and Kíli are small, they often climb into his bed at night, for example when they are cold or scared. It usually ends with Thorin waking up with at least one of Kíli's feet in his face or an elbow in his gut
he cuddles the two all the time and after little Gimli is born, he gets the same treatment
whenever all of them get together, Thorin usually ends up with three Dwarflings on his lap. (he found a way to stack them. Dís doesn't know what to think about that)
the only reason Fíli and Kíli don't call him adad is the fact, that Thorin would never claim that title out of respect for his late brother-in-law
when they are all of a sudden grown-ups, he sorely misses the time when they were small enough to sit on his knee or come running for a hug
he has a box hidden under his bed with his nephews' old things. He gets a little misty-eyed whenever he looks at their tiny baby boots. (one time he shows them to Dwalin, which ends with both of them sobbing. They don't speak of this afternoon)
he is in general a lot more affectionate and caring with them than on the quest, which is one of the reasons Fíli and Kíli are disturbed by his behaviour starting in mirkwood
#the hobbit#thorin oakenshield#thorin#uncle thorin#fili#kili#fili and kili#dwalin#gimli#i think a lot of people have the headcanon that their father died when they were very young (so do i)#i like to picture that they all live together#he's a big old softie#he loves them very much and usually shows it (if he isn't on a quest of life and death)#he is also usually less harsh than on the quest#and probably the best uncle one can ask for#it's kinda sad in my opinion that a lot of fics leave out his relationship to his nephews#headcanons#my stuff
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For anyone who likes romance and spies and yearning and a short king being completely head over heels for a woman that can (and does) kick his ass, Argylle is the movie for you. Feel like the marketing team is leaving money on the table by not appealing to the romance crowd that is crying out for more genuine love stories on film and the one in this movie is actually really sweet and features an attractive couple with actual personalities.
#argylle#argylle spoilers#i am notoriously harsh on m/f couples in film especially modern ones#but i really liked this one and loved how it felt like a real partnership#this movie is not gonna win any awards but it’s very cute and the action was fun#and bryce dallas howard getting to play a whole woman instead of a terrible string of misogynistic cliches in Jurassic World was refreshing#plus sam rockwell >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> chris pratt any day#i guess he’s only a ‘short king’ in comparison to other guys but you know what he’s basically an inch taller than bryce dallas howard#so i’m letting him keep the epithet especially since the other guys are much taller and more built
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Why is that? You know the reason. I'm asking if you know it.
#the rings of power#tropedit#rings of power#galadriel#elrond#elrondedit#elrond peredhel#galadrieledit#ropedit#tolkienedit#robert aramayo#morfydd clark#galadriel x elrond#*mine#gifs#ringsofpowerdaily#ringsofpowersource#dailyflicks#filmtvcentral#cinematv#nenya#middle earth#s2#i love sassy but maybe too harsh elrond
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sidelong
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk art#yuji itadori#fushiguro megumi#itafushi#fushiita#itadori yuuji#megumi fushiguro#i havent drawn a dedicated itfs piece in so long im a fraud dont look at me......................#i offer u pining!yuuji content. as Penance.#i feel like its usually fushiguro emotionally repressed megumi who ppl draw/make content of looking Longingly @ yuuji#and like. for good reason i mean look at him#but i feel like hopelessly-in-love-w-his-best-friend yuuji is a comparatively slept on concept#or maybe im not looking in the right places idk man#fleeting glances and longing stares and I Should Tell Him I Can't Tell Him.....OUgh#anyway i like how the pendulum seems to have hard swung back in2 me using a bunch of red#i feel like my values r so much better now tho n like. god help me im having fun painting again what has happened#it never lasts long but for rn this is probably one of my favourite things ive drawn in a minute!!!#i love u contrast i love u random bits of red i love u harsh shadows and dramatic light sources#and it didnt even take me a week this time !!!!
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Same Branch, Different Leaves.
[Sun Wukong and the Destined One]
#i know i said i wasn’t drawing more of this sort of art bc of metaphor but i found this one i did about a month ago#so here!#love wukong and the destined one. i think wukong probably felt remorse and pity putting a diff monkey to rise to his heights#a different leaf of his branch having to breach the soil under harsh circumstances#he’s very empathetic for his mountain monkeys and it probs caused some dissonance that one of his monkeys had to suffer for him to be free#he cannot live without one of his monkeys dying (over and over and over)#jttw#journey to the west#sun wukong#jttw sun wukong#destined one#black myth wukong#artists on tumblr#digital illustration#digital art#m1nsur0
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Lovingly tucking your rival’s hair behind his ear and telling him you hate him: Akechi’s attempt to make sense of his contradicting feelings
#persona 5#shuake#akeshu#shuakeshu#akechi goro#ren amamiya#akira kurusu#ame draws#based on a tweet#man I… I just love them#akechi dragging his hand softly on akira’s hair as he’s trying to make sense of what he’s feeling and he#blurts out harsh words but his face doesn’t follow and he just looks Like That#we don’t talk about akira’s crisis but oh boy is he going through one too
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