#happy and content life my pretty

[its-stayville-forever]

Sahar - just before dawn.

I honestly wish that for you, I had the time to think of something original than have a reference, I wish that for you, I made a painting instead of a sketch, I wish that for you the universe would’ve given me time.

Sahar in Arabic is the time just before sunset. The sun says its goodbyes, lovers walk admiring the sky, birds they chirp, returning back home and tranquility, it spreads for the rays of the sun reaches everyone.

I am everyone. You are the sun.

“I fall in love with souls, not faces.” -Cheryl Fernandez-Versini.

For the sun I do not need a face, why must you when you know that upon gazing at it, it’s bright rays penetrate into your eyes, blinding you with its care, affection and beauty. And to her today, I wish the happiest of birthdays. To she who wrote my favorite lines and works, to she who lets her heart speak before her mind, to she who yearns for love found in her works, to she who sees hyunjin like no other, to she whose smile blinds the sighted and sights the blind, to she who gives and gives, to she who makes hundreds smile, to she who profusely thanks me for the bare minimum, to she whose words heals wounds, to she who loves like no other, to sahar, to @astraystayyh, my sun and my writer, happy birthday, thank you for being here, in this world.

[inamindfarfaraway]

I would find Blondie Lockes very annoying in real life, but I love her in fiction. She's a genuinely good journalist in terms of both skill and ethical integrity, who only occasionally forgets to check the facts because she's fifteen and holds herself accountable when she does. She has incredibly high standards for everything and believes herself to be the ultimate authority on quality. She has magical lockpicking powers because her fairytale is about Goldilocks breaking into a house. She somehow completely ignores the story's moral that Goldilocks was wrong to break into the house, feels entitled to go wherever and help herself to whatever she's able to and cannot comprehend why people dislike this. She's been terrorizing an anthropomorphic bear family with her cheerful disrespect for privacy and is convinced that they love her. She has a non-anthropomorphic pet baby bear. Her motivation is dependence on external approval rooted in deeply internalized classism. She's desperate to be useful and important to those with higher social status and feels the need to lie that her family is technically royalty to fit in with her royal friends, even though they treat commoners like equals all the time. She positions herself as a conduit of true greatness; closer to it than the masses, but never the hero, always reporting on other people and evaluating what they've done. Because what she's done isn't enough to be worthwhile. What she is isn't enough. But this performative lifestyle makes her anxious about being judged as a fraud and an interloper, and ashamed of selfishly transgressing against social norms. Her microphone head looks like an adorable little bear head. That's one hex of a character alright.

[qwakque]

KALIM DAY WAHAHAHA ☀️☀️☀️☀️ HBD TO THE SILLIEST CHARACTER EVER!!!!

this is actually a two part piece!! u can find the second part on @/ktii-oo on insta go check them out theyre awesome

[goldiipond]

SKYE WIN: PAPER MARIOS 100% GOLDEN SHINY PAPER MARIO

[meownotgood]

Can I ask what your ✨Aki journey✨ was like? I’m a Aki girlie but you clearly love Aki more than any blog I’ve ever seen (purrr) When did you start becoming interested in him? Was it an aHA moment or did it develop over time? I’m really curious!!! What inspired you to start this blog? I live, laugh, love backstories 🫶🏾❤️‍🔥

YES I would be so happy to answer this!!!!!!!

so before I read chainsaw man, I knew next to nothing about it, I wasn't really a manga reader in general to be honest but I started getting into it because I wanted to get caught up with jujutsu kaisen after finishing the anime. when I did, I really enjoyed jjk, I wanted to read more manga and a friend suggested I read chainsaw man because it's similar. I was like okay... a lot of people are into it... it looks cool... why not.

and when I started reading and I got to that third chapter and I saw aki... I literally said to myself: yeah, he is going to be my favorite. because he's exactly my type — the suit, the hair tied up so it's long and pretty when he takes it down, the SMOKING??? THE PIERCINGS????? I thought his hair was silly but adorable, his personality was stern but quirky and likable, his kon power was so cool. he was just so cute and hot and definitely my type of character.

but really, even though aki was always my favorite character from the start, my obsession truly began when I finished the manga. aki's arc is just so good... I fell in love with him the whole way through but especially after the manga was over... I loved watching him grow as a character, he just feels so real and relatable personality wise and story wise. he's immensely flawed but kindhearted to his core. he's so human. I love how he's emotional and soft and the conclusion to his arc is genuinely my favorite thing in any piece of media ever, it's so bittersweet and compelling. (and I'm a mess for that bittersweet shit okay)

anyway after I read chainsaw man for the first time I was feeling a mix of emotions between "wow that was the greatest thing ever" and "what the fuck did I just read" but more than anything I yearned for more aki, and so I read it a second time almost immediately after, and then the aki brain infection just grew worse and worse.... was screenshotting every panel of him... I read it a third time... a fourth time in the colored version to collect more panels......... I started my blog over a year ago to post fanfic and rant about aki and the rest is history

[qnfarc]

whenever I see someone arguing about how buddy daddies isn't queer and people who think it is are ruining the anime for others I just go 🤨 for well... obvious reasons of how tf enjoying the show through queer lens would ruin it but also because how do these people think the show will end?? like... genuinely, how do you think this slice of life with two men each with hard past and trauma raising a daughter together which forces them to confront said traumas and grow as individuals and partners (let's also ignore the ambiguous connotations of using this word and history of using if we must) is going to end? cause obviously it's going to end with this imperfect makeshift family creating their home together and staying together. loving and supporting each other in their own ways for years to come. these two men raising Miri together, completely comfortable in this home they've created and existing together, completely fine with no other romantic relationships in their lives spending their years together as parents. just saying that's...that's pretty gay of them you know? and honestly even if you argue about it and pull two friends can raise a child together card... this anime still provides so much wholesome and good content for queer community in such basic ways "our bank account", "you think work's more important than our kid?!", Miri saying she loves having two dads, "these are our genes at work" and much more... just a lot of positivity all around so it's no wonder queer community is enjoying watching it, read their relationship as queer and take comfort from the show? and there is really nothing wrong with that especially when as I said we all know it will end with heart-warming closure of this found family being happy and together

[popponn]

mysme is doing wonders for my mental health i miss you so much my defender of justice 707 my love my star my planet the light of my life the bfest bf to ever bf the earth

[wttcsms]

some of my favorite lines from daylight to convince you to read it and realize what a man colt grice is 🤍

immediately became a fumbling mess because your beauty threw him off his game

was literally recovering from a concussion and a sparring match, still limped miles from his military base to the red light district to bring you bruise ointment for a bruise you didn’t even realize you accidentally revealed to him. literally has never asked you for anything in return because he doesn’t believe that relationships should be transactional !!!!

you literally live rent free in his mind

literally DROPPED TO HIS KNEES! TO APOLOGIZE! humble king

re: dropping to his knees with a not so subtle hint at his height 🤭

loves spending time with you regardless of what you’re doing, you have him wrapped around your finger

IN A WORLD OF BOYS HES A GENTLEMAN

WANTING WAS ENOUGH, FOR ME IT WAS ENOUGH!!!!

and the feelings are always returned 🫶🏻

[disposal-blueeee]

gay gay homosexual gay

[haunted-doodles]

not really the type who likes posting their ocs much but here's a Nim :}

[cleargreyskies]

Nothing like the end of a year to really drive home your feelings of loneliness.

(some venting in the tags, it's that time of the year again. also to the two people from offline life potentially reading this: this is obviously not about you and I care about you deeply)

[bibiana112]

I'm going to draw wktd fanart (to cope with a highly specific situation) while I still have the time for it (looming employment) and that is a promise to myself (I probably have something else I said I'd work on but whatever)

[bunibelles]

Listening to “While You Were Sleeping” by Laufey late at night just hits different 🫶🏼

[kvtnisseverdeen]

im apologizing in advance for the menace im about to be on january 26 when teen wolf: the movie comes out the universe knows i deserve this and this is the only good thing in my life right now and i will not shut the fuck about it i don't care whether its good or bad i just care that it is in fact happening

[sliceofhotsoda]

happy birthday, shoyou!!! I love you, i am so happy to share my birthday with you. thank you for everything.

(these are based off of a scene from princess kaguya :-)

[orcelito]

thought about the fact tht getting mental health help means talking about my #Problems again

ugh